#adderall helps with this...
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Planning: wake up, meditate, make coffee, take a shower, throw in laundry, do work, hang laundry, have lunch, pick up two packages, go back to work Reality: wake up, too late, ad, meditation not working, meditate, migraine, make coffee, take shower, forgot towel for hair, do laundry, start work, wifi not working, restart laptop, wifi not working, restart phone, start work, tension pain in shoulder, no concentration for work, laundry didn't dry properly put it in again, work, hang laundry, no lunch, go grocery shopping, pick up only one package because other package is not in yet, change pickup time for package to later moment in the day, pverstimulated by bright sun and hair in my face so feeling really stressed, not enough patience to properly prepare food so lunch didn't heat up enough and tastes bad, back to work, wifi not working, restart wifi, phone empty,
#personal#no smooth sailin baby#“just get a big load of groceries once a week” I don't have space I live in a matchbox with a tiny fridge#“just put laundry in the dryer” ain't got one#“just buy stuff in the store” nothing's ever in stock#“just put your phone somehwere else so you don't sleep through your alarm” next to my bed is the only charging point#and my subconcious is committed to not waking up#I'm like one of those broken power lines dancing around with sparks of fire coming out#and in the hall of the mountain king is playing in my head at any given time#do they still do lobotomies?#I know I was like I'm tired trying to understand myself#but I would like to understand why I'm like this#I ranted to my sister and she was like I'm the EXACT same way#it's either our messed up nervous systems from our childhood#or adhd or autism or ... idk#adderall helps with this...#but I ain't got all the adhd symptoms... neither all the autism symptoms... or all the personality disorder symptoms... or all the ....
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lance read the percy jackson books and keith has only watched the movies. this is a big point of contention between them.
#vld#voltron#voltron legendary defender#keith kogane#lance mcclain#lance didnt take his adderall into space so he’s been unmedicated for years and firmly believes that it helps him in battle#hes literally a demigod wdym#keith doesnt get it but he likes arguing with lance so he stands firm on the idea that the movies were good#percy jackson#pjo#percy jackson and the olympians
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hey btw y’all, just wanna let y’all know that the most heart melting, almost made me cry, in-the-running-for-favorite moment of the season has 100% been the immediate “i give her the help action” to lydia barkrock with absolutely zero hesitation from kristen
#she cares about everyone so much all the time!!!!#and she simply doesn’t show it in conventional ways!!#BECAUSE SHES NEURODIVERGENT!!!#so she tries to help people and tries to do what she has to do and also things she WANTS to do and fails SO OFTEN#but she is at a disadvantage and doesn’t even realize ittttt!!!!!#and she doesn’t have the tools to help her succeed!!!!#:((((#like give that girl some fantasy adderall PLSSS#IM BEGGING YOU BLEEM AND ALLY#DONT LET HER DO TO HERSELF WHAT I DID TO MYSELF IN HS#cause i see me in her and i so much so don’t know how to be normal abt it#she just like me fr#dimension 20#dimension 20 fantasy high#dimension twenty fantasy high#d20 fantasy high#dimension 20 fantasy high junior year#d20 fhjy#dimension 20 fhjy#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#kristen applebees#lydia barkrock#adhd#adhd posting#ally beardsley#bleem#brennan lee mulligan#queue are... my fire. the one... desire.
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“A vessel no more, instead a crown bearing deity.”
I got really into Cult of The Lamb, and my brain did what it did best and smashed together my other major hyperfixation and the idea of Atem as The One Who Waits and Yugi as The Lamb would NOT leave my mind.
I initially drew up a quick sketch back in August of LAST YEAR,, and my motivation died out back when I wasn’t able to finish anything. It would stay an unfinished sketch…
Except the super amazing @book-keeper loved the crossover idea so much that they wrote a twoshot for it, and my motivation immediately came back to life.
It only took a year and some change, but I’m so grateful to them for bringing my motivation back to finish it 💖
Go check out their fic A Vessel No More ; my sketch isn’t a one-to-one match with their depictions in the fic, but it’s my initial drawing that I was able to finish and dedicate to this fic in return :]
No background vers and no color/linework vers under cut
#shout out again to Bookie you are so awesome and amazing and I loved every bit of the fic#still blows my mind that you had not played the games and just did a super deep dive on lore and research LOOOOL#I dedicate this art to you for you were the one who brought back my motivation to finish it after reading your amazing fic 💖#yugi mutou#pharaoh atem#puzzleshipping#blindshipping#colt#colt crossover#ygo dm#my art#okay this is the year of finishing wips because oooh my goodness this is not the only example of something sitting in the pile forgotten 😭#getting on adderall helps LMAO 👍🏼
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*Baps you. Baps you. Baps you. Baps y-*
Remember y'all. Caffeine is a stimulant. Stimulants typically have opposing affects on those with adhd. If a demigod drinks black coffee they ain't getting a burst of energy. At most they're going be able to focus their adhd more. Or just get tired and have heart palpitations.
Will is not staying up because of 100+ coffees. My man is awake out of determination and pure spite. The fact he hasn't snapped is a miracle.
Also. They're probably low on iron. Get those kids some supplements.
#mine#pjo#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson and the olympians#pain rambles#will solace#coffee#adhd#adhd things#actually adhd#actually audhd#seriously tho#i do mean this affectionately#but chat#why do you think non adhd people take adderall to be hyped up?#its a stronger stimulant#My mom literally gave me sugar free caffeine drinks until she could find better way to control my adhd as a kid#because the meds they gave made me worse but the teacher was on her about that I needed it and the doc was no help#i was drinking Starbucks for a bit at 7-8 years#and my teacher THANKED my mom for the putting me in meditation after the doc already took me off and i was drinking those#my mom was five secs away from killing someone all 6 years i was at that school tbh
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Totally coping well and am completely emotionally prepared for act 2
#someone help her#vi#art wip#arcane#arcane s2#art#artists on tumblr#digital art#caitvi#caitlyn kiramman#took my adderall and locked tf into this for 7 hrs#man if only caitlyn would lock tf in#my art
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Am I aware that adderall can’t do its job if I don’t get enough sleep?
Have I utterly failed to make use of this knowledge?
Am I, an entire adult with a wife and a salary, hoping “you wouldn’t want to disappoint HP, would you?” is the thing that finally motivates me to go to bed before two in the morning?
The answers to these questions will probably not surprise you!
#one of the worst parts of adhd#is the way it collapses everything from ‘five minutes in the future’ to ‘five years in the future’ into one The Future#‘the future isn’t real. it can’t hurt me.’ does make it a lot easier to deal with anxiety#but on the other hand#‘if I stop doing [activity] I won’t get to do it again until The Future. which is basically like never being able to do it again.’#‘sure I should be getting ready. but I don’t have to be there until The Future and that’s not for a long time.’#‘I am hungry. but making food takes several minutes which means it’s in the future and unrelated to Present Me.’#I would describe all of these thought patterns as A Problem#and adderall helps but not 24/7 and not if I’m chronically staying up late#which can feel a lot like needing a key that’s locked inside a box in order to open the box’s lock#so here we are. help me make better life choices fictional character. fictional character please motivate me to make healthy choices.#sleepless domain
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hi sorry to ask again but its that time of year and i’m still floundering with my hours being cut so severely and could use some help with at least getting groceries, ideally also rent. i’d also appreciate a reblog please, i’m very short on.. everything 😅
my ko-fi // cashapp // venmo
#txt#mutual aid#this is embarrassing but partial unemployment is not helping out in a way where i actually make ends meet#this year i mean. and the adderall shortage has fucked my commission flow
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Kind of in disbelief that there are people saying the Blood & Cheese murder wasn't graphic enough for them. Like...a child...a five-year-old...being decapitated...in front of his mother...isn't gory enough for them...
#“WeLcOmE tO gAmE oF tHrOnEs”#“eVeRy SeAsOn HaS sOmE dArK sTuFf”#“iTs NoT aS bAd As ThE rEd WeDdInG”#“iT's An EyE fOr An EyE”#I will maul you like a chimp on adderall#get help#off screen or not what in the shit and fuck#hotd#hotd season 2#hotd spoilers#hotd season 2 spoilers#helaena targaryen#hotd helaena#house of the dragon#house of the dragon spoilers#yea#anyways#miss-reapers-mad-ramblings
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i think a constructive hobby and/or medication would fix a lot of characters in mdzs
#mdzs#i think about how xue yang was living a weird domestic fantasy for three years#i think a constructive hobby that didn't involve killing people would do wonders for him#i don't think adderall would fix wei wuxian but it would probably help#same for jiang cheng except with some anxiety meds. it wouldn't fix him but it would help#i think jin guangyao also needs a hobby that isn't directly tied to his perilous status in society#i think he needs to be a dungeon master in dnd#he'd be great at it#though i guess it would depend on who his party is
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Gotta love that while being in many fandoms and oftentimes want specific scenarios and such story wise apparently fucking Scriddler is that special thing that gets me willing to work on shit
#i mean i have adderall and that been helping me overall but jeaus#all of my ships and the one i am obsessed enough with and its the most toxic mother fuckers ever#winterbaron is top toxic ship#scriddler though pft these mother fuckers would rip eachother apart for a Klondike bar#they are my special little boys#(ie read as fucked up feral and weird)#you can say zemo and buck at least respect each other#most fanfiction of scriddler eddie is abused and used lol#not bad dont hate it but...the few soft one have my heart#two grumpy bastards who are only diffrent in the kind of trauma walls they built#my heart#totally headcannon as these idiots just needed someone as psychotic to make them realize they can be chill with some people#scriddler#edward nygma#jonathan crane#the riddler#dc scarecrow
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Okay here's a genuine one that I think gets lost in a lot of ADHD talk:
ADHD induced sleepy bitch disease.
pls I'm so 🥱😪
#i was without adderall yesterday and it came back FULL FORCE lol#like adderall helps me regulate my attention yes but also my energy levels sometimes#annoying being hyperactive AND exhausted u ever have that happen???#anyways yeah often without adderall it doesnt matter if i got TEN hours of sleep i just cannot wake up
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love when this is referred to as the gifted kid website. shockingly my mental disorders made me mentally disordered and school never really vibed with that so. couldn’t be me
#ppl always talking about their whatever grade reading level and how many books they’d read as kids and im just over here like🧍🏽#I’ve never been actually bad at english or reading but I couldn’t focus on reading books to save my fucking life#I hated those sheets where you had to read like a certain number of books or whatever over the course of a semester or the year or whatever#my GATE test scores for english were super high but my math was bad enough that I never qualified#and adhd made me not even perform well in English half the time because I couldn’t pay attention I couldn’t read long books I couldn’t turn#in my assignments or if I did they were late and etc etc etc#don’t get me started with math#I was the worst in my class in third grade at minute math and never made it to the levels of minute math my classmates did#(they posted results on the wall for everyone to see)#and in 6th grade I was put into an additional remedial math class#throughout middle-high school I was at the level of most classmates in terms of the classes I took but that’s only because I was not allowe#to fail and was put through absolute fucking hell with a billion tutors and grueling hours of extra work from them and blah blah blah#like I remember how I felt in those tutoring sessions and half the time I actually wanted to cry.#I didn’t start doing solidly genuinely Good in school until senior year of high school.#not coincidentally around the same time I started taking adderall I think#I had accommodations by 9th grade but they didn’t do that much except for the function that let me turn in assignments up to 2 days late#without penalty. which i had teachers question sometimes and i had to pull the Yeah it’s Literally Against The Law to not allow me this car#anyway. point is. i was never in the gate program and most of my friends were and it was mostly adhd related#adhd is considered such a quirky nothing disorder nowadays that I don’t even like mentioning I have it really. because what people think of#when I say the term is Not what i actually dealt with and made school torturous and made my parents lash out at me for things and etc etc#depression and dysphoria did not help either. but I digress#I’m not sure why im making this post#kibumblabs
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One of the things I love about Glass Onion is the way that the camera and music work together to tell nonverbal jokes.
Like when Benoit basically has to hold Miles' hand to get him to the conclusion that someone reset the puzzle box Benoit lies about receiving:
Benoit asks if it's possible that someone reset the box, and Miles then declares that someone must have reset the box like it is this huge reveal - and the camera zooms out while the music subtly swells as though he really has figured out something smart, when actually he literally restated what Benoit just said.
#original#I love the reveal that he's not even a smart con artist he's just a piece of shit#he's just a shameless copycat that people keep enabling to do bad things bc they assume he knows what he's talking about bc he's rich#like that line in Fiddler on the Roof - 'it won't matter if I'm wrong or if I'm right cuz you're rich they think you really know!'#glass onion#knives out glass onion#benoit blanc#Daniel Craig#ed norton#I hope the YouTuber sideways does a video about this because he does incredible music theory videos about movie scores#and I bet there are a bunch of hidden meanings within the music that I have no idea how to pick out#that man is like a wizard to me I don't understand how someone can understand music that much!#So cool!#I started this movie like 2 hours ago and I'm barely half an hour in cuz I keep stopping to write film theory essays on Tumblr#oh Adderall you cad!#I have no regrets I feel like this is helping me understand film better. i care a lot about the language of Storytelling#and I must say my favorite medium is film. I am writing a graphic novel right now but if I knew I could just skip that part and make it#into a show. I would do that. I don't wanna draw that much! I like drawing! but I want to see it as a show!!#this is too many drawings!!!!!#but for various reasons the film industry is not really a great place for me - or even possible as a physically disabled person#hard to work yourself up to the director's chair when all the entry positions involve standing for 14 hours at a time#I hope that if I ever do manage to make my graphic novel into a TV show that I will maintain enough control over the project to ensure#accessible hiring practices and workplaces#but in the meantime I guess I have to make waaaay too many drawings#no I can't shorten the story I don't have that kind of control it is an epic saga and the world's longest Slow Burn and that is that
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“man i wish someone would hyperfixate on one of my OCs,” he says, never making content for any of his OCs
#starscream.txt#it’s that want for appreciation but i’m not offering out anything to appreciate#the adderall’s helping my energy a lot so maybe i’ll be able to start creating more things soon
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Fuck me, do neurotypical people really do things this often?
#eelsgospel#took my first dose of adderall#had a compulsion to set my bed#I've been more productive in one morning#than I have been in the past few days#my room freaks me out because I can comprehend it#as opposed to just spacing out#in whatever living space I'm in#It's like I'm possessed by a very helpful ghost
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