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Hi!! I love your work. I'd like to make a request, Satoru x Innocent!reader, if you have time you can do it, and if not, then I'll understand. :)
Tw: Satoru x innocent!reader + smut + fem!reader + corruption kink + pussyeating + not a lot of smut I’m sorry! I was just rushed to get this out so you didn’t think I was ignoring you!
Notes: HI IM SO HAPPY YOU LOVE MY WORKS!! (Sorry this took so long I was thinking of a good prompt but here you go I hope you like it!!) and if you didn’t want fem!reader just tell me and I’ll revise it!
I absolutely love the idea of you having some vague information on sex but not a lot, too busy plopping your face in books almost all your life, romance and stuff didn’t interest you when you had parents who wanted you to solely think about school and college.
And when you get to college you’re completely dumbstruck by the relationships around you. Everyone around you seems to have someone special to them but here you are too busy for things like that. Sex handn’t ever crossed your mind that is until you meet Satoru the first ever boy to show actual interest in you, he’s as sweet as they come, clingy but very funny.
A year with him has happened so fast and you’ve felt nothing but bliss with him, he’s truly one of a kind.
Satoru and you are relaxing on your fluffy bed, he’s lounging on your body like he usually is, always needing to be close to you regardless of where you are. But today he’s extra touchy with you, feeling up your waist and burying himself deep in your tummy which in turn makes you giggle.
Satoru is going quite mad, he doesn’t know how many times he can see you in those short shorts and tiny camisole for him to finally pin you down and fuck you, everytime he hints at intimacy you just give him the most confused look ever, you don’t pick up on his words and that also drives him crazy. Crazy in a good way. He loves the fact that you don’t even seem the least bit interested in sex, he wants to be the one to take your virginity and him only.
And now feels like the perfect moment, he starts kissing up the column of your neck and you surprisingly don’t pull away though you do sit still as a board whilst his lips wander all over your neck, leaving deep purple hued marks all over.
That night Satoru has a hard time controlling himself with you, he knows he’s supposed to ease you into sex but the way his fingers can barely filt pass your tight hole has him groaning out loud, every hitch of your breath from the pain makes his cock throb. He’s getting off to the simple fact that you’ve never had anything in there.
He pulses his fingers in and out of you in a repeated motion, spurring on those cute whines that slip out nonstop.
He spreads you open further on your bed so he can get the full view of your beautiful cunt, your little clit throbs for attention and he most definitely gives it that attention, the nub twitches nervously every sift of his fingers against it.
He licks his first taste of you directly up the middle of your pussy, dragging against your folds as you buck against his hips. That little action elicits that much from you? Oh Satoru is going to have so much fun ruining you.
You take his cock like a champ, he whispers that bit in your ear while you’re fucked out. It was an extremely tight fit even with all the prep he gave you but nonetheless Satoru fought agaisnt the tight ring of your pussy, he has you cum around him multiple times that night.
#zsworks#fem reader#gojo x reader#jjk x reader#gojo smut#gojo x female reader#gojo satoru x reader#gojou satoru x reader#satoru gojo x reader#jjk gojo#jjk smut#satoru x reader#jjk satoru#satoru x you#satoru smut#gojo satoru#gojo x#cw innocent reader#cw corruption
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WIP WEDNESDAY
Hello everyone! It's another Wednesday <3 Looking forward to seeing what everyone is working on.
Tagging: @theoneandonlysemla @dirty-bosmer @pocket-vvardvark @bougainvillea-and-saltwater @changelingsandothernonsense
@thequeenofthewinter @firefly-factory @umbracirrus @hircines-hunter @captain-of-silvenar @lucien-lachance @sanza-17
@scholarlyhermit @lillxart @ladytanithia @sulphuricgrin @saltymaplesyrup (you've tagged me in a few so get tagged!)
So today is actually a special wip wednesday imo because it's my birthday and I've decided to be silly and goofy <3 This is a snippet from a modern Theomar spy AU I'm working on (some of you may have seen pieces of this before). It's basically a modern Tamriel because I have no interest in putting them in the real world :P This particular scene is from a few chapters ahead chapter one isn't even done but it's fine in which Ondolemar goes to great lengths to gain Theodora's trust at a nightclub. In the clurb we all fam, see the urban dictionary def for a body shot if you are unaware ;)
Under the cut for ridiculousness and although nothing explicit, fuck this horny XD
“Well, I’m happy I can introduce you to some new experiences.” He wants to quip back, provide some sort of remark on how he had plenty of novel experiences and the very concept of a ‘nightclub’ was culturally beneath him. Talk of how there is no shortage of drunken behaviour in the Isles but there's still a dignity to it. Self-respect that is lacking as he watches the sea of bodies surrounding them, how people of all races of Tamriel dance with each other; a term he uses loosely as it is more gyrating against each other than it is dancing. Whatever the phrase was, died on his tongue as she pulls him into that very sea. The grip on his tie releases as she begins doing those very motions on him. Concerns on whether or not this qualifies as dancing leave as he enjoys watching how she sways, mesmerized by movement of her hips; first in front of him then against him as she turns around and leans into him. Thinking she must feel him growing harder before realizing of course she does, that’s why she’s doing it and he wonders what it is that he is doing. Allowing some foreign woman this close to him, in such a manner, publicly. Sleeping with her in private was a hurdle he had already covered, necessary for his means this time. Perhaps it is arousal that clouds his senses as he rationalizes this too as necessary to earn her trust, make her comfortable around him. It is with firm conviction that leads to his hand grasping her hip. Another act that will go unnoticed.
“So this is how you spend your free time?” He whispers in her ear. The urge to bite her neck is there, nearly does as to increase the flirtation before remembering he did not have any alcohol to blame it on. Luckily the low silking tone she offers him shows his words alone were enough.
“I do many things in my free time, Ondolemar.” Hushed is his name, glad she is cautious.
“Such as?”
“Wouldn’t you like to know.” Her own hand on top of his as she attempts to guide him, a wasted one as he can only justify so much. Let them move in time with each other away from prying eyes, even if everyone around them is deeply engrossed with another as he watches varying levels of debauchery. So much debauchery he fails to respond to her yet again, despite his curiosity at what else she does with her life, he cannot help but address the strange scene of vulgarity on the bar.
Lying on the counter is a Bosmer woman, already odd enough to lie on the bar top, but the true scandal comes from the Dunmer man who licks the woman’s chest before drinking a shot of liquor and taking the lime wedge from her mouth; all of this without using his hands. So blatant in its degeneracy, the mer must address it. Hoping it to be a bonding moment between the two of them, he calls her attention towards it, whispering once again in her ear.
“The lack of proper decorum is amusing, I cannot imagine that it is anything more than a spectacle.” He does not get the desired reaction.
“I’m not surprised you think that.” She pulls on his tie again, bringing his lips hovering just above her shoulder. “But it really is quite fun.”
“You think that’s fun, Theodora?”
“I’ve never had a bad time, though I prefer to have someone do one off me though.”
“You do, do you?” It’s beyond him why he extends the effort to entertain this. Of course she enjoyed such a thing; she was from the Empire, she frequented establishments such as this one. Sound logic in that she would enjoy that as well.
“I very much do. The Dunmer is handsome, you think he’d say yes if I asked?” He is quick to steer her away from the idea, all the work he was putting in and she was going to go off with someone else?
“So you get me here just to abandon me, is that how it is?”
“Ondolemar, I’m not going to ask you.”
“Why not?” Playing dumb did not suit him and unfortunately she can already tell that about him, laughing causing vibrations on his chest.
“I wouldn’t want you to neglect your good mannerisms.” She stands on her own feet now, no longer leaning against him. Almost instantly does his hand go to his chest and touch where the contact had occurred. Turning to look up at him again she repeats his own words back to him, adding in some judgement on his character. “After all it’s nothing more than a spectacle and it’s clear you’re not that type at all.”
“Is that so?”
His head spins as he develops a rationale once more. The pieces slide together as he concludes this is a sacrifice he must make. Prove himself to be of the type she seemed to like and she’ll open more to him, unfazed for when his questions start. Still a long while off, this could be the very foundation for the answers he seeks. So that is why he says what he says next, irrelevant is the little voice inside him suggesting such an act could be rather agreeable.
“You should avoid speaking for me.” Eyes-widen at that statement. Her expression is concerning to the point where he wonders if he miscalculated everything.
“Don’t tell me what to do.”
“My apologies.” Recovery. “I simply meant that I may be open to the idea.” Thankfully she smirks.
“Oh you would be, would you? Changing your tune now that you know I’m into it?”
“I was merely seeking to judge your feelings on the concept, did not want to assume anything lest I make you uncomfortable.” It’s a wonderful coverup, turning the situation around. Near genius.
“Well then, let’s have some fun.”
It’s a blur as she leads him to the bar, the couple that was there prior now gone, lost among the bodies on the dancefloor. She says something to the bartender, whatever it is that enables you to order this… experience. Throwing oneself in the line of duty often entailed doing things one did not want to, debasing oneself for the greater good of the cause. As she lays on the bar, sprinkling salt between the exposed cleavage of her printed dress; Ah that is what he was licking, Ondolemar tells himself that is precisely what he is doing. A shot glass full of a clear liquid, unaware of what that could be, lies on the top of her sternum and a lime wedge in her hand. He has a brief moment of reprieve as he looks around and contends with the truth that yes he was about to do this.
“What am I doing?”
“Proving me wrong, unless of course I am right about you. Uptight mer who wouldn’t know real fun if it was right in front of him.” Yet it is right in front of him, staring at him with those emerald eyes as he is determined to challenge her expectations.
“Ah yes, that’s what I was about to do.” She smiles at him, teasing and playful, his efforts already working. Before placing the fruit between her teeth, the flesh exposed, she tells him one rule.
“Remember, no hands.”
Indeed no hands are used to aid him, aside from one gripping the wood of the counter and the other finding her hip once again. Stabilize him for good reason as he leans over and becomes momentarily distracted at the sight of her breasts confined to the tight clothing. How he would love to trail his fingers up and over the mounds, landing in the center and pulling it down. He loves the idea so much that the one on her hip does move. It stops as quickly as it started though. Remembering a key factor that attempted to elude him. They were only in this position so he could get information in the future, receive it willingly as arresting an Imperial agent would be impossible at this point. There was nothing to suspect anything and he knew they would fight tooth and nail for her freedom and the Dominion would lose any ground covered in the sabotage. He also recalls that it is the salt between them that he is here for. This ritual, as it were, is making him painfully hard that when he does lick the salt he nearly comes as she lets out a content moan. If the point of this was not to do it quickly he would ask her what that was about. Question her as to why it is they barely know each other and it is already apparent she enjoys torturing him. But he doesn’t, instead encircling the perimeter of the glass and throwing his head back to down the liquid before biting into the citrus. The lime after the burn of the alcohol is good, oddly soothing as many sensations run through him. The ache of his erection combined with their lips this close has him faltering, memories of his plan disappearing as he lets their lips meet.
#wip wednesday#oc: theodora#theomar#theomar spy au#this is so stupid#and yet the joy it brings me!!!#he is such a lovely distinct flavour of goofy#tfw a woman is grinding on you and you cannot enjoy it because you have a duty to the nation <3
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hii im here to request 🤧🤧
first of all i love ur hcs and i just binge them whenever im bored! u write so well pls dont d word
and for my request,,,im both a onedoor and zerose so whichever from the two of them u choose to write for this, i will surely enjoy
so i really like those idol bf hcs with like "pulling another members' pc" "finding out u collect another members' pc" etc. but i havent really found anyone write abt like pc decor?? with the stickers or the colored glue thing (?) and charms etc like wouldnt that be idk interesting and cute like how would they react to reader possibly having pc holder decorating as a hobby and like who would be interested in doing it themselves.
for instance i think hanbin would find it fascinating like hes only seen fans show them to him but never the process of making it. and i think taesan would be so into it, if it was idol reader he would totally do it to their pcs that he pulled....
pls...🧎♂️➡️🧎♀️➡️🧎➡️
ZB1 REACTING TO THEIR S/O DECORATING PC HOLDERS
genre : ot9, fluff “ 🧁 .*
김지웅 kim jiwoong
Jiwoong would first notice your growing collection of decorated PC holders while you were sitting cross-legged on the floor, surrounded by sticker sheets, glittery washi tape, and tiny charms. He’d tilt his head, watching as you carefully placed a holographic heart sticker over a PC sleeve.
He’d kneel beside you, picking up a finished one.
Jiwoong: “So, this is what you’ve been busy with lately?” He’d smirk, running his fingers over the neatly arranged stickers.
You nod enthusiastically, showing him another one.
You: “Look at this one! I added little stars because it matched the outfit in the photocard.”
Jiwoong would chuckle softly, his eyes filled with affection.
Jiwoong: “It actually looks really nice. You’re putting so much effort into these… Want me to help?”
If you let him, he’d try placing a sticker, but he’d hesitate.
Jiwoong: “Wait, this is permanent, right? I feel like I’ll ruin it.”
He’d ultimately enjoy just watching you work, occasionally passing you stickers and admiring your creativity.
성한빈 sung hanbin
Hanbin would love your hobby and support it to the fullest. He’d walk into the room to find you meticulously aligning a row of sparkly stickers, and his face would light up.
Hanbin: “Ohhh, what are you making this time?”
You’d show him a photocard holder decorated with tiny bear stickers and a ribbon charm.
You: “This one’s for my friend! She loves cute things.”
Hanbin would rest his chin on his hand, watching you with pure admiration.
Hanbin: “I swear, everything you make looks professional. Have you ever thought about selling these?”
If you said you just do it for fun, he’d insist on showing them off anyway. He might even send pictures of your work to his members.
���하오 zhanghao
Zhanghao would be so into your hobby. The moment he found out, he’d sit beside you with pure excitement, studying your collection like an art critic.
Zhanghao: “This is amazing. How do you even come up with these designs?”
You’d explain that you just match the vibes of the photocard with cute decorations, and he’d nod like he was learning a new skill.
Zhanghao: “I feel like I need a whole tutorial. Can you make one for me?”
You agree and start crafting a special holder just for him. When you show him the final result—a photocard of him with a soft pink heart charm attached—he’d burst into laughter.
Zhanghao: “This is adorable. I’m putting this in my bag forever.”
He’d end up collecting all the holders you made, treating them like limited-edition art pieces.
석매큐 seok matthew
Matthew would be so fascinated by your collection of stickers and charms. One day, he’d sit beside you and start picking through them, holding up different stickers to examine them.
Matthew: “You have, like, a whole store’s worth of stickers in here!”
You laugh and continue decorating, but Matthew suddenly gasps and holds up a sticker of a cartoon bunny.
Matthew: “Wait. Can I put this one? Please?”
He’d very carefully place the sticker on a PC holder, looking super proud of himself. When you compliment his choice, he’d grin.
Matthew: “I think I have a talent for this. We should make matching ones!”
By the end of the night, he’d be fully invested, asking for his own starter pack of stickers so you two could decorate together.
김태래 kim taerae
Taerae would be so soft about your hobby. He’d walk in and find you completely focused on decorating, and he wouldn’t disturb you—just silently watching with a gentle smile.
After a while, he’d quietly sit next to you and pick up a finished holder.
Taerae: “You put so much love into these. It’s really sweet.”
He’d be especially touched if you made one for him. If you gave him a photocard holder with his own picture inside, decorated with music notes and little stars, he’d melt on the spot.
Taerae: “You even matched it to my favorite colors? You’re seriously the best.”
He’d keep it safe forever and even show it off to his friends.
리키 ricky
Ricky would pretend to be indifferent at first, but deep down, he’d find your hobby incredibly cute. He’d walk in, see you surrounded by stickers, and smirk.
Ricky: “So this is what you do in your free time, huh?”
You’d pout and tell him it’s fun, and he’d chuckle before sitting beside you.
Ricky: “Okay, okay. Show me what you’ve got.”
When you hand him a PC holder with a photocard of him inside—decorated with sleek, stylish stickers that match his aesthetic—he’d raise an eyebrow.
Ricky: “Wow. You made me look even cooler than I already do.”
He’d secretly love it and attach it to his bag, but if you pointed it out, he’d just shrug.
Ricky: “What? It’s good work. You have good taste, after all.”
김규빈 kim gyuvin
Gyuvin would be so confused at first. He’d walk in, see you carefully placing stickers on a PC holder, and squint.
Gyuvin: “Wait… so you decorate these… just for fun?”
When you excitedly explain your process, he’d nod slowly, trying to understand.
Gyuvin: “I mean, it looks cool, but… what do you do with them after?”
When you tell him they’re just for collection or display, he’d laugh.
Gyuvin: “You’re such a perfectionist. But hey, if it makes you happy, I’m all for it.”
He’d still support you, even if he didn’t fully get it, and he’d definitely tease you about how many you’ve made.
박건욱 park gunwook
Gunwook would think your hobby is adorable and would be weirdly protective over your collection. He’d sit beside you and watch as you carefully placed stickers.
Gunwook: “Okay, but what if someone tries to take one of your PC holders? Do you just let them?”
You laugh and say they’re meant to be shared, but he shakes his head.
Gunwook: “No way. You put too much effort into these. If anyone takes them, they better treat them like treasure.”
If you ever made him one, he’d guard it with his life.
한유진 han yujin
Yujin would be so shy about it at first but would secretly find it adorable. He’d watch as you worked, occasionally asking small questions.
Yujin: “So… do you always match the stickers to the photocard?”
If you made him a holder, he’d get so flustered but would treasure it forever.
Yujin: “You really made this for me? …I’m keeping this forever.”
He’d ultimately enjoy just watching you work, occasionally passing you stickers and admiring your creativity.
#zb1#zb1 fics#zb1 fluff#zb1 imagines#zb1 jiwoong#zb1 x reader#zerobaseone#zerobaseone fluff#zerobaseone imagines#zerobaseone x reader#zb1 zhang hao#zb1 fanfic#zb1 gunwook#zb1 matthew#zb1 hanbin#zb1 ricky#zb1 yujin#zb1 taerae#zb1 gyuvin#zerobaseone reactions#zerobaseone fics#zb1 ff#zb1 fanfiction#kpop reactions#kpop fic#kpop fanfic#kpop#fypage#tumblr fyp
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late night thought about uncanney valley, extraterrestrial life (mostly mass effect aliens), monsterfuckery and all that
brought to you by the fermi paradox hypothesis that alien life may be so immensely different from human life that we'd never find each other bc we're looking for Humanoid Signs and the Inhabitants of HIP-413b are looking for HIP-413b'ian Signs
i watch star trek and i play mass effect and consume monster pornography and im like
they kinda sexy
but lets be real if I opened the door to go to work one day and Garrus Vakarian stood in front of me
best case, uncanney valley hits like bruh your cosplay so good, so screen accurate it actually freaks me out
worst case, i shit myself and vomit on the spot or just straight up die bc I'd be terrified
like sort of, the appeal is that they're inhuman, yeah, but also that they're not real?
bc im trying to imagine a creature that's easily taller than my room height, covered in some sort of biological, scale shield against radioactivity with its waist the circumference of my forearm and extremities the dimensions of... idk sth tall and skinny you get the idea
he could tell me there's no shepard without vakarian all he wants i will not survive that encounter and not even bc he'd kill me or I'd kill myself bc honestly
i dont think the human mind is equipped for that. The average human mind can barely comprehend that the number of ESTIMATED stars in the OBSERVABLE universe is this number: 10^24. TO THE POWER OF TWENTY-FOUR. I DON'T EVEN KNOW 24 PEOPLe. Like for all that math is what makes up the universe [or so I've been told. i have dysalculia, i wouldn't actually know] if Just Some Guy can't process that how tf would JSG process The Very Model Of A Scientist Salarian?*
We all played Andromeda and watched Jaal stalk down those stairs and went 🥵 but if this mountain of skin easily thrice my mass came stalking down stairs towards me?? REALISTICALLY??? Evfra could call off his snipers and get the cleanup crew bc i died right there and evacuated every last of my orifices thankyouu.**
[angara [AND KETT HOLY SHIT] only get worse when u think about their origins but since I'm passed on before anyone even speaks it's not conducive to my point so im ignoring it]
also i think salarians would be worse bc they look rather close to what ThE gReEn MaRsMeN are depicted as
quarians and asari are just larping and cosplaying probably
but you know what would absolutely yeet me into the next life? NA'VI bc they hit alienism and uncanney valley at the same time and now translate that into conceivable carbon-based intelligent life? absolutely not goodnight
I once spent 10 bucks on an exclusive character in a Crusty Dating Sim in which you met that character's alien creators and MC straight up vomited and back then I laughed but honestly? probably same
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*dont actually tell me i dont wanna hear it
** dont talk to me about societal shift or whatever from having grown up with aliens and landing on an alien planet in an alien galaxy for human expansion thats not what this is about. its about that, take em outta mass effect and plop em in front of your door you're dead on scene
#if you follow me for dragon age im so sorry#actually no im not this is my special interest#leave me alone#masseffect#mass effect#andromeda#rinarambles#mass effect andromeda#turian#salarian#angara#kett#na'vi#shakarian#if you squint#squint so hard you pop some arteries#alien#fermi paradox
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AuDHD is so funny sometimes like what do you mean my hyperfixations/special interests will last for years on end or possibly forever but they will cycle out every month or two with absolutely no transitional period or warning. like i will think about the same topic every day obsessively for 46 days in a row and on the 47th day with no visible cause adhd brain goes "ok! bored of that now" and autism brain goes "dw i got something queued up for ya" and i blast into full blown obsession on some other topic whose mental file folders haven't opened in 9 months. brain's out here treating hyperfixations like a crop rotation. once the dopamine runs out it cycles in another one but once something's in the rotation it never ever leaves. last summer we brought in one from when i was 11. it's so funny to me but frustrating too bc like. i cannot stress enough my inability to predict or control this. or how completely abrupt and random it can be
#actually adhd#actually autistic#audhd#aphelion.txt#ik 'adhd brain' vs 'autism brain' is a gross oversimplification especially given how much overlap there can be#but it at least helps me conceptualize wtf is going on in my head when i do this lol#and yeah i'm mostly referring to fandoms in this post but it can happen w more 'Traditional' special interests too#like my linguistics special interest which hasn't popped up in a couple years now but whenever it does#i will fill literal notebooks while studying 4 languages at once and simultaneously inventing a conlang#and then i'll be like Ok that was fun! and several months later im deleting like. 2gb of textbooks off my iphone to make room for an update#And sometimes yeah there is a precipitating event like 'Oh something new happened in X fandom with my blorbo!' but sometimes it's like#yeah. no. idk either. switch got flipped in my brain and X no longer sparks joy. only Y rn. how come it's Y? yeah idk i also wish i knew#i don't think any of this is actually an uncommon experience for people with these types of neurodivergencies it's just.#the severity of abruptness and TOTALITY of the switch that makes me feel like a weirdo sometimes lol#like I'M getting mental whiplash from this sometimes. idk how y'all are still following my blog
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Stay hopeful, stay kind, dear Halsin.
#ozusart#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 halsin#baldurs gate 3#halsin#oak father preserve me#hes so beautiful im actually so devastated#look at hinm#i love him so much#hes so beautiful#hes so babygirl#i hope he knows in every save i will always choose him that sounds so cringe but i am doomed to have him as my special interest
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thinking about how leliana in origins is talking about how she never wants to be someone who enjoys manipulating people with ease and ruining their lives or taking others lives for no reason. she doesnt want to be someone who lives off grudges and doesnt care about individual's lives. how she never really wanted to leave the cloister, she just wanted to serve her god as best she saw fit. and then in inquisition you meet her again and regardless of what happened to her in the past she has become everything she never wanted to be all in the name of a god that never speaks back
#dragon age#leliana#sorry the age old special interest is rising full force. im not sorry actually its my joy
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holding my comfort plushie softly in my hands, staring into their eyes with love, knowing that they understand me more deeply than anyone and bring me more joy than you can imagine, and they will always be with me as long as they have a choice and we can get through this together
#plushies#plushblr#emotional support stuffed animal#stuffed animals#comfort item#posic#actually autistic#autistic special interest#safeplush#plush#toyblr#soft toy#posic companion#plushie love#my text#im going through a moment#if you think i’m ridiculous for seeing my objects as alive. don’t bother telling me im going to be myself over here in this corner#and you can walk away
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it is insane how normal i am medicated like. you mean this was an option the whole time. what
#theresbeen some hiccups like the first month i started to realize my work drive was 90% fear based#so ivehad to develop like actual work schedule and discipline thats not just 'everyone will hate me if i dont'#but its been working! now getting stuff done actually... feels.... good?#instead of like throwing water over one fire only to run to the next one#like before nothing was ever satisfying. i was always just running around panicked#now im like. okay this is what i have to get done today. yay! i finished it! now i go to bed. okay now its the next day#the only other thing ive noticed is ive become seemingly like. more. autistic acting.#like i get More fixated on my special interests now. i can think about something for hours straight instead of getting guilty and thinking#'oh im being greedy im being lazy with my time i should be doing something productive'
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whatever. go my scarab
ive been watching scruffys pikmin 4 playthrough (go check it out!!!!)
#specifically referencing ep11 for anyone curious but i dont wanna spoil anything.. youll know it when you see it lol#ive never played pikmin and i already know for a fact id suck ass at it bc i can only do one thing at a time. i have zero dandori#actually i have zero interest in the dandori challenges bc im more focused on the creatures and areas. id be cooked#but its still fascinating to watch how the planning and strategy works in real time and goes so well with exploring#and if youre like me and has shown little interest in pikmin games his videos are a nice warm hug for looking into it#scruffy has a nice voice and explains everything like pointing out which enemies are from prev pikmin games and how they work#and pays special attention to the adaptive music cues which pikmin is known for and its really cool to see it dissected#his other videos also pick apart sound design in other video games i highly recommend his fnaf ones. theyre excellent#scruffy youtube#myart#my art#doodles#pikmin#pikmin 4#flying pikmin
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realising im the autism outlier by finding every conversation interesting if i can learn more from it
oh you're an expert on car mechanisms? i know nothing about that, tell me more
oh your favourite tv show just aired it's finale? share with me all of it
im always seeking knowledge and need to know the answers to every question
#.faeposting#found out im the outlier because my boyfriend was like#yeah i dont really care about information unless im interested in it like#what do you mean all information isnt interesting#what do you mean you dont collect knowledge like a human library#knowledge hoarding#learning special interest#autism#autistic#actuallyautistic#actually autism
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You should tell us about color psychology that sounds cool as hell
YES… HA HA HA… YES!
GGGOD I WISH I WASN’T OUT OF THE HOUSE RIGHT NOW. but i’ve been thinking about colors literally all day so you all get to be subject to my madness! sorry this is long and rambly wauaua. nightmarishly long post under the cut.
okay. first things first, a few basics. color theory and color psychology tend to get confused a lot in discussions, but they usually refer to different things. color theory is more about we physically perceive colors (color wheels and color schemes the like), while color psychology focuses on our emotional response to colors. if you’re familiar with the children’s hospital color theory post, that poster wasn’t actually talking about color theory, but color psychology (and also it’s incredibly surface level and heavily misunderstands the subject because in what fucking universe does the quantity of positive associations with a color matter more than the context it’s used in and sorry i have personal beef with this tumblr post).
color theory is also a special interest of mine but i’m not gonna touch on it too much here because it’s not entirely important. mmmaybe another time…
essentially, certain colors (and color combinations) have associations in our brains and that affect our behavior and emotions. these associations are also very much affected by the context a color is used in. colors don’t exist in a vacuum! so while red can symbolize passion and love when used in something like a dress or a bouquet of flowers, it has a very different connotation when it’s, say, splattered on the walls or smeared on the ground in a snail trail.
or for a less Children’s Hospital Themed example, i’ll put my euphrasie and king designs here!
(of course the saturation and brightness of these blues play a massive part in how they’re perceived but this is not a post about color theory this is n)
and, of course, combining colors in a piece can also change their meanings!! i’m about to get real fucking normal.
i’m gonna be focusing on the color combo of red and yellow here because it’s the one that’s most relevant to my art (and also it’s really interesting.) basically, seeing these two colors together activates the part of our brain that controls our appetite, making us actually feel hungry. this is why so many food companies use red and yellow in their branding! it’s neat stuff!!
also, if you’re familiar with it, this is why the mv for butcher vanity uses this color palette!! along with red’s general associations with danger and blood, the color combo also physically induces hunger. pretty fitting for a song about cannibalism!
(there is also red’s association with lust and passion and how that intersects with the double meaning in the lyrics but i cannot derail this post into being an analysis of butcher vanity i’m sorry. we’d be here all week. maybe another day... wipes a tear from my eye)
and i think this might be the reason why some people feel hungry when they see my art, even when i’m not drawing food. while i don’t tend to use red outright, most of my art has very warm undertones (red-oranges and yellows especially), which could be activating that hunger response??
(ah fuck color theory managed to weasel its way into this post again)
admittedly this part is just speculation on my end. i think my rendering style and Shapes also play a role in it, but it’s interesting for me to think about!!
this is only scratching the surface of how complicated colors can get. i was going to go on an entire tangent about color grading and how green lighting can make a scene feel unnerving but this post is already Too Fucking Long. aaaa super sorry if this is Rambly or hard to understand!! i’m not Entirely sure how much the average person knows about color theory and psychology so if there’s any confusing terms here i’m fine with adding stuff for clarity!
wauauuaa thank you so much for asking!!!! i love talking about colors.
tl;dr colors have a bunch of different emotions and meanings tied to them, but you’ve gotta pay attention to the context in which it’s being used. so maybe take a step back before you put that thick red trail on the floor of your children’s hospital.
#marshtalkin#<- and by god did i TALK.#hhholy fuck how long is this. im so sorry i thought this was gonna be WAY shorter#admittedly i only realized colors were a special interest. fairly recently?#i genuinely didn’t consider that most artists probably don’t spend hours pacing around thinking about color symbolism#<- god don’t even get me started on color symbolism in my designs i’m so fucking normal#…do i even tag this as isat?? i mean i know i have to tag spoilers anyways#because of euphrasie#but this is mostly a post about color psychology even if i’m using my isat art as examples#aaaa whatever#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#color theory#color psychology#asks#also actually as a sidenote. sometimes color psychology is called a subsection of color theory?#but generally when someone is talking about color theory they’re talking about the technical side of things#terminology is weird and confusing unfortunately…
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having a very rough night so raph doodles needed to be made
when in need, mash two interests together
#i love him so muhc ghghgh#and uh please stop sending me asks straight up demanding me to draw more /nm#if u've sent me an ask just regarding art before pls dont feel anxious this is about people actually DEMANDING like im some sort of machine#im absent due to my work/mental health situation going up and down#tmnt will ofc always be special interest but right now its in the back row#theres little time for anything but work and meetings and thinking about work and.. well.. monster hunter escapism egsfkhjhh..#but yeah i promise im still here#and i want to draw him when i can#but stress is high right now and drawing takes too much wrist stamina to do often now#i hope u understand#sorry if i worded myself badly im very tired and stresed n its ... oh its 5am great. wellp. goodnight skafklgsjdklfnshh#my art#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt#nordidia art#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt raph#id in alt text#also one would think my art style is easy on my wrist but#i gorilla grip my pen and when i learned to write as a child i held the pencil jank#and it stuck like that#so its really rough on my hands#sadly
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In the Turkish translation of the Percy Jackson books, "seaweed brain" is translated to "yosun kafa". And in the Turkish dub of OPLA, "mosshead" is translated to "yosun kafa" as well. This means zosan and percabeth use the same term of endearment in Turkish and I just love that parallel 😭😭
#i love the turkish dub of opla actually#my special interest at 12 and my special interest at 21 sharing this means the world to me#im not even a huge zosan shipper but this is so cute#one piece#vinsmoke sanji#roronoa zoro#zosan#percy jackson#percabeth
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“WATCH AS BUBBLE RECITES THE ENTIRE GREEK ALPHABET WHILE BREATHING FIRE!!!”
Why….why are they hosting Underevent…?
They only played the demo and saw Toriel use fire magic so ig thats the only thing they took away from the game
Thank you to @sunsestart for inspiring this in drawing Wingdings hosting Underevent 😭 had way too much fun rendering this
Also, heres the stage template! LIVE YOUR TRUTH, COMBINE THE HYPER FIXATIONS
#im allowed to combine my intrests SUE ME#Thought/thinking of doing something with Forgettable guys with this template later too#CAUSE THE CONCEPT IS REALLY FUNNY I CANT JUST DO 1 HNDCNCDNHCD#Caine TADC#TADC#The Amazing Digital Circus#Undertale(?)#idk if TADC counts as a hyperfixation yet in my head…#cause I dont want to replace Undertale as my 3/4 year hyperfixation#I dont count it as a special interest because I actually have not stopped thinking about it for 3/4 years#for anyone else to live in my head is a death sentence I dont wish on my worst enemy#autism#being far too passionate about things for my own good#i give up putting labels on them BHDCBDEUH#TADC fanart#The Amazing Digital Circus fanart#Caine fanart#Caine my bbg
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#happy trans awarness week#have some trans fish facts!#if im wrong about any of these please let me know#marine biology#transgender awareness week#my first actual post#wow#also im thinking of making daily or atleast weekly fish fact posts idk if im going to do it yet though#also ignore my horrible handwriting#autism#special interest#sorry for the spelling mistakes
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