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Malakai Mitchell. The second bisexual confirmation in a week that's making me go absolutely fucking bonkers.
#i mean wbk but he said it!!!!!!!#actually freaking out rn#malakai mitchell#heartbreak high spoilers#heartbreak high
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so mad that they got rid of chat on Wattpad.
anyways, how are you doing pookie??
bro what. i havent been on wattpad so long i didnt realise they got rid of chat LET ALONE DID I REALISE U HAD A FREAKING TUMBLR ACCOUNT WHAT IS GOING ON RN
I FEEL LIKE I'VE BEEN REUNITED WITH MY WIFE AFTER COMING BACK FROM THE WAR HELLO POOKIE
poooookieeeeeee im actually grinning like an idiot rn 😭 anyways i am good, busy as always and have joined like 6 million more fandoms than since we last talked (speaking of which have you watched dune 1 or dune 2 because i just know you'll love that shit)
ANYWAYS LIL BB HOW ARE YOU
#the queen has returned#actually freaking out rn#i could recognise that pfp anywhere#i'd recognise it on my death bed tbh#that shit would resurrect me#lil bb
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WAITWAITWAITWAITWAIT.
YOU’RE TELLING ME, THAT DAZAI IS A HUMAN THAT CAN’T FEEL AND CHUUYA IS NOT HUMAN(it’s complicated) BUT CAN FEEL?
AND THEY HATE EACHOTHER FOR IT BC THAT’S WHAT THEY LONG TO UNDERSTAND/SOMETHING THEY THAT HAS CONNECTION TO THE THING THEY HATE ABOUT THEMSELVES AND DON’T WANT TO FACE?
HOLY SHIT.
#Actually freaking out rn#Holy shit#nakahara chuuya#osamu dazai#bsd#soukoku#skk#my thoughts#This is actually just an oversimplification of things but yeah basically
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HELLO????
youtube
the vocal fry??? the riffs??? the high notes???
I need everyone to see this rn because holy shit??????
genuinely speechless. I’m going insane. feral, even. chomping at the bit. barking at the moon.
would love to see this energy on the new album
#actually freaking out rn#I think this video could make anyone a villain#xdiz#xdinary heroes#xh#xdh#kpop#youtube#oh mae oh my
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No cuz this actually just made morning what an iconic writer here
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YALL I CANNOT FIND THE CHARGER FOR MY DRAWING TABLET THIS IS ACTUALLY A PROBLEM
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This is what the end of the 7th tf2 comic felt like and I wouldn’t have it any other way
#genuinely freaking out#i’m actually losing it#I’m so sick rn like unironically so this has all been hazy but it’s been great#is this a spoiler?#idk#burn me at the stake#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 comics#team fortress 2 comics#valve games#pyropostingz
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Here's a big old Fire Emblem Search & Find I did for the FE3H Masquerade Zine! Find the Golden Deer, but see if you can't find the rest of the students as well! For the ultimate challenge, see if you can't name every character! (Disclaimer two characters are NPCs with no names)
#double bonus can you identify the 2 or 3 fe3h characters that AREN'T in the scene?#i say 2 or 3 but i probably forgot more :( im using you people to check my work#fe3h#carrying over my posts from twitter choo chooooo#fireemblem#im not going to tag everyone but you're welcome too! good luck!!#instead let me tell you about the mini narratives i came up with while drawing this#soren is waiting for Ike to get back with food#seteth just noticed flayn dancing WITH A BOY from afar#rhea was supposed to sing but got superseded (she's okay with it actually)#monica and ferdinand are trying to start a dance off with edelgard and hubert (its not working)#Ashe stepped on Annette's toes and is freaking out. Lorenz is trying to give pointers but it's only sort of helping#balthus absolutely stole some of the betting pool money. i think i forgot to ink the coins falling out of his hands! dang#metody and shahid are going to become great friends and have a wirlwind romance before one betrays the other in a cutthroat fashion#Lysithea left a single cake slice on the table and Miklan is just happy to have gotten his before she showed up#ike and leopold had a flex off#Gilbert is stuck between young lovers this isn't a narrative i just think it's funny#oh and of course Sylvain managing to piss off Sera Charlotte and Maribelle while Felix ignored him and Ingrid looks on#that's supposed to be roy not eliwood btw i forgot to color his headband so it's basically eliwood#that's all i can think of rn but if you played#thank you!!! i hope you had fun#this was SO much fun to make thank you to the mods for facilitating me#haha this post has been up for 20 minutes and people are already pointing out so many characters I forgot. ur keeping me humble
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something something Shauna is the leader now something something
Shauna saying “you’re not our leader anymore” to nat and the clip of her holding the knife paralleling when lot killed the bear in s1
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lookkk it's a me!!!! On the official fbm vids chanenel Or well if it's my art but same difference lol
Tysmmm @k-kaez for telling me!!!!
#It's a me#In the Mario voice#im actually going insane rn lol#Also I can't be as cringy as I usually am since people ik irl know me Tumblr now so I'm toning down how much im freaking out rn lol#Let's hope they don't read tags#Although they probably do#Sooooooo uhhhhh hiiiiii#Ignore the weirdness lol
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i rewatched the spider-verse movies so im thinking about miles atm but you have a couple posts about him and LoF so i was just wondering what would the bats opinions be on him ??
oh, they're gonna love him. peter has quite a few pupils in the future, but miles is his legacy. carrying on that spider-man name and making it his own? miles is practically his little brother in the future, his pride and joy. the Bats are older too around this time so they each have different dynamics with miles. bruce is leaning towards fully retired by the time peter is in his mid twenties (i think bruce is like 53 when peter is 25?). by the time miles comes around they're used to having students and a bunch of family so he is welcomed with open arms
#before anyone freaks out and goes like “omg they meet miles???”#i promised lof ends happy#so ofc they do#i can't wait to delve into more of peter and miles later on#because miles is peter's student first and foremost#but if peter isnt around for some reason there's literally so many people for miles to turn to for help#he's never gonna be alone#me when i make a universe where they're all actually friends and can rely on each other:#yippeeee#miles morales#peter parker#but we're talking like. WAY far in the future#miles is like 3 years old in lof rn#there's an 11 year age gap#so when peter is 25 miles will be 14#so approx 11 years before we get to see miles 😔💔#dw he gets content#because he's my favorite spider-man#ao3 fanfic#leap of faith ao3#leap of faith catch me if you can#thank you for the ask!#peter parker in gotham
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Cas stitching up his trench coat in one of the motel chairs while Sam and Dean are asleep and quietly talking to Jack about how to him the coat feels as part of himself now as his blade is. That it reminds him that he wasn't always aware of just how deeply humans could feel. How deeply angels could feel. How putting care into something can make it meaningful. The stars were mere pricks of light before humans decided to name them. The more he cares for his coat, the more of his perspective and memory gets sewn into it. The more it becomes his.
"And the pockets," he confides with a deep wink, "Are good for keeping snacks in."
Later, when Dean is asleep again, drooling over an open book of research in the bunker, Jack watches as Cas tucks his coat over Dean's shoulders and sees how he hesitates for a moment before brushing his hand softly through Dean's hair. Dean is transformed, through Cas’s careful attention, from the man who was the gatekeeper of acceptance and goodness to just a man, vulnerable and in need of care.
Jack wonders whether Castiel cares for everyone like they are a precious object. And he wonders what Castiel would transform him into, if he had to be repaired. Jack isn't sure that he likes the idea. He already has a hard time understanding his own morality, how can he also be expected live up to the idea of himself in Castiel's head? The object that Castiel loves? Does he need to be changed in order to become his?
"I could get him my pillow?" Jack suggests, swallowing against the cold mass in his throat when Cas smiles gently at that. He does like it, then, when Jack acts against his own interest.
"That might wake him. We should let him rest."
"He's precious to you."
"He is." Castiel reaches out and puts a hand on Jack's sleeve, expression sincere, "And so are you."
"Right," Jack says, then, "thanks," and holds his smile until Cas wanders back to sit perpendicular to Dean, to watch him until just before he stirred. Castiel and Jack, both, were good at pretending not to feel what they felt.
Watching the angel watch the man, Jack feels like a star. Immense and powerful but also distant, removed. Not special until a real person decides that he is. He is between angel and human. Person and object. Precious and disregarded. He is the blade and the coat, and Jack doesn't know which is worse.
#jack kline#sorry i started this with cute destiel goggles and then i was like. jack robbed of autonomy kline would be freaked out by this actually.#he literally has rocks thrown at him every dayyyyyy#i love making nice sweet statements like 'you are precious to me :)' and having the other person twist them around in their mind to#be a confirmation of their worst fears. always a delight. i do that quite a lot in a light above descending.#continuing the tradition started by supernatural of castiel giving jack horrible pep talks that make him feel worse ☺️#cawis creates#also continuing the tradition of writing fic instead of getting on with my work!!!! gotta critically reflect rn!!!! bye!!!
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okay maybe a hot take but like. people going "spirk is canon now omg!!!" after that short film that just dropped - you do realize that like. it's not any more canon than it has been for like, forever, right?
they held hands and watched the sunset together. big whoop.
yes vulcans have a whole hand-holding thing, but like. kirk and spock have held hands before, this is not? any different? than any of that???
like people are out here screaming "OMG SPIRK IS CANON AFTER 57 YEARS" guys if holding hands and staring into each other eyes while the music swells is good enough to call it "canon" then spirk has been canon since the motion picture came out in 1979.
#to be clear: it was fine!#but like. this didn't 'make spirk canon'#either it's already been canon for like FORTY YEARS#or it's not actually canon#either way this short film didn't change anything?#so i don't know why people are freaking out#spirk#star trek#not tagging the hate rn#the thing with 'canon' is that it has to be UNDENIABLE#gene roddenberry literally invented a word so that spock could call kirk his lover without actually saying 'lover'#KIRK LITERALLY ONCE SAID THAT TO NOT SAVE SPOCK WOULD COST HIM HIS *SOUL*#and that wasn't fucking canon enough for some people#so y'know.#this isn't gonna change the minds of anyone who will claim that kirk and spock aren't gay and gene never intended it#and the people who already think it was there and intentional ALREADY HAVE MOUNTAINS OF EVIDENCE#quite frankly they need to either physically kiss on the lips in a way that no one can construe as pressured/mind controlled#or literally say out loud 'we're in gay romantic love with each other'#and EVEN THEN there will be people who don't believe it or insist it doesn't count because gene's dead!!!
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at first getting diagnosed with cptsd was like, "yay my trauma has been validated (it always was valid)!" and i really thought that was going to be it, but then i started to do research as i do whenever i realize i have something and learned that!! the way i experience socialization is!! quite horrid actually!!
#i have had this stupid fucking rule for myself for years since i was little#''dont speak unless you're spoken to or else something bad will happen. nobody wants to hear what you have to say unless they ask''#I TELL MYSELF THAT ALL THE TIME????#AND I DIDNT REALIZE IT WASNT NORMAL#thats not something that healthy people think to themselves whenever they want to talk to people. they just talk to them#they dont tell themselves not to speak to people for fear of what may happen to them jesus christ spacie#i get so scared when i message anybody ANYTHING#bc everything and anything i wanna talk about feels so stupid why would anyone give a shit#staring at a funny joke i want to send someone for 30 fucking minutes before deleting it b/c my brain is like ''errmm who cares?''#''also they're going to yell at you for wasting their time!!!''#i sent my friend a meme once and had a panic attack (or maybe a flashback?? im still trying to figure out what they are) immediately after#this shit sucks dude. it sucks#at least im processing what happened to me. thats why it hurts so bad rn its been stockpiled for like.#2 decades#im not looking for any sympathy here im just putting it out there#so that anybody who feels the same way i do know they're not alone#ive been struggling everyday for like 2 months now (actually DEFINITELY longer)#it will get better. things just need to be taken one step at a time#i have gotten thru my worst days i have a 100% success rate#how many days have i been alive#7930#lightwork#lets keep it goin#vent#trauma tw#trauma mention#wrote this post thru a flashback btw!! dealing with them is getting easier#before i would be unable to function for days at a time!!!#with one of the most recent ones i had i was so in the thick of it i avoided everyone i knew for a week cuz i was convinced#i was an evil unlovable freak that only wanted to hurt people
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🍓Artfight
Bean by tism on artfight 🍓
#artfight#art fight 2024#artists on tumblr#art#finished piece#illustration#my art#digital art#2024 art#I LOVED THIS CHARACTER DESGIN YIIPPPPEEE#My first art fight of the year yiipppppeeee guys#I hope tism likes it ‼️#this is actually the second time I’ve drawn one of tisms characters I really love the designs#I dunno I think the rest of my attacks will be in more of my evil art style as it’s just easier for me I feel#though aruughhhhh this one looks so good so I dunno maybe I’ll switch it up depending#but I was sooooo freaking productive I did two finished artfights sketched one and did a completely diffrent drawing#lamo i also started another#I’m doing so much rn Istg I’m gonna burn out so quickly lamo 😔#winged character#??? i think#though pretty sure it’s just an accessory#strawberry
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An old(ish) doodle page of my favorite guys :)
#finally worked up the courage to start posting my art on here thanks to all of the votes on the poll!#these are just doodles ive done when im bored during class (uni) or just bored in general#pls excuse the lined paper! drawing on nice/lineless paper freaks me out bcs of the pressure to make it look good so lined is easier rn#maybe ill actually give digital art a shot soon... i have an ipad with procreate installed practically collecting dust on my desk rn#but yeah!#here are my guys :)#dbh#detroit become human#detroit become human fanart#dbh fanart#doodles#my doodles#my art#fanart#mine
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