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aegon desanctimonious
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ark aftermath
#being in the ark with knives who had gathered such immense power definitely fucked with vash's brain#their fight before the ark haunts me. what do you mean 'blackness of decay' jesus christ#it reminds me of 'youve got more of them...scars'#knives seeing that his brother is actively like. dying.#also what do u mean knives tried to merge with him. that definitely took a toll on both of them#anyway so vash has vivid hallucinations of his brother and whatnot#wolfwood hates himself for that obviously#just imagine the horror he would experience if vash called him 'knives'#vash literally spitting blood because 1) anxiety 2) hes so fucking tired and tortured and shit#he wants a break guys give him a break#but ooobviously vash (the man he is) he'll never accuse wolfwood of trapping him in the ark. of betraying him etc#so he'll just be happy to be there alive and relatively well and hope the same for his brother#at least for the time being before vash meets him and kills him#this is the longest comic ive made sorry if it feels a bit rushed/not well concluding#best i can do#its been kicking my ass for the past week and i just wanted to be done w it#trigun#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#trigun maximum#trigun fanart#my art#millions knives#<- for a fragment of a second#what else#tw hallucinations#tw blood#tw emetophobia
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real footage of me after he calls me annoying
#girlrot#girl rotting#girlhood#girlblog#girl blogger#girlblogging#hell is a teenage girl#i am not well#lana del rey#girlrotting#nicole dollanganger#i am weak and my existence is wrong#i hate my existence#i hate everything#i hate men#this is what makes us girls#he hates me#mercy necromancy#married in mount airy#mother cain#this is a girlblog#i am just a girl#girlblogger#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#bed rotting#i am actively decaying#i am weak#i am so tired#i want to be loved#i want to be loved forever
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it sucks that there are so many wonderful people i know but have not spoken to in ages due to 1. life circumstances & 2. severe depressive episodes. i think about people that i have spoken to in the past a LOT . even just recently i was thinking about a funny exchange between a friend and i some time ago only to check the messages and realize it had been a WHOLE YEAR since i last had the energy to respond. im not going to entirely place the blame on everything but myself. a lot of the reason i vanish is because pf my own unwillingness to put effort into something i know i'll have sucked away from me. but at the same time it just makes me so sad. so many amazing friends who i still love & i dont know if i will ever get to talk to again because i feel as thpugh i ruined that chance and hurt them in a way i may hurt them again without even meaning to if i reach out again. its like a perpetual exhaustion that eats away at my soul. i dont mean to stop talking to people ever at any time i jusr get so. so. tired. and just. shut down. and when i feel as though im able to get back on my feet i find its been too long. T_T.
#mel roars#thinking about a story i made with a wonderful friend of mine some time ago#and thinking back on how i would constantly forget details or misremember them#and realizing now i have so much more knowledge on it than i did before because the exhaustion with that particular friend faded#like the fog cleared. in a way. and it feels awful because i wish i could have been more active and present during the time that they still#talked to me (and i still talked to them)#knowing now that i lost something. lost something that i could choose to look for#but knowing that i would find it decayed and crumbling. isnt it better to just let the body rot#mleh...#i love everyone who has stuck with me despite my emotional volatility
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Also hehuehehuehehue behold my haul
#deer leggie#I also got something else today but I won’t post it bc. not everyone wants to see animals in active states of decay
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The only reason I could accept for a Frankenstein remake is so we can have book accurate intelligent monster that is my only wish
#please please pretty please#tbf tho it’s been long enough that a remake makes sense#like same logic as nosferatu#I would also like to see what the monster would look like with todays (PRACTICAL) effects#would love monster that’s like actively rotting#like he’s saying full intelligent sentences while his body is decaying#cause like he’s still made out of a corpse#okay I’m done yapping#autism (mads) speaks#frankenstein
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finished roleplay icons for Tixton !!!!!!!!! he's so cute :3
#roblox#roblox oc#my weird actively decaying paper boy that reeks of death and wants to steal someone's body for his own#art
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Etho moved silently through the wreckage of what had once been a bustling city, his breath steady, his knives sharp. The world had ended in blood and rot, but he was still here, still moving. He’d learned to live among the dead, slipping between their shuffling hordes like a ghost.
Tonight, the air was thick with the scent of decay, but there was something else—something familiar. A flicker of movement drew his eye, and Etho turned the corner. His grip on his knife tightened.
The figure stood just beyond the cracked asphalt, broad shoulders slumped, armor torn and rusted. Etho's stomach twisted. He knew that stance. Knew that helmet, that all too familiar armor.
Xisuma.
But not Xisuma.
The thing that had once been him turned, the visor of his helmet cracked, revealing gray, rotted flesh beneath. Its mouth hung slightly open, a ragged breath escaping like a sigh. Etho took a step forward before he could stop himself. The creature twitched, responding to the movement, head tilting.
For a moment, it almost felt like recognition.
Etho exhaled shakily, raising his knife, but his hands wouldn’t stop shaking.
#does love prevail? perchance#in my heart Xisuma kinda just follows Etho around and scares the fuck out of other survivors#hes not aggressive or anything but hes kinda actively decaying#mouse muses#hermitshipping#ethosuma#xtho#xisuma#etho
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i spy
hourglass photo collection
#roblox#photography#roblox photography#showcase games#showcase#oc photoshoot#oc photography#my oc#hourglass#i rly like this one#dark#ambient#fallout#flourishing life inside of active decay#ambience#horror#snowy landscape
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"Here at Black Mesa, our staff are the pinnacle of achievement, working tirelessly to keep our facility in tip-top shape. But don't just take my word for it! Let's see what they have to say about that!"
#half life#hl1#black mesa#half life opposing force#half life blue shift#half life decay#Seriously though I imagine the Science Team are actively causing 90% of the problems that the Blue-Collar workers have to deal with#How did that giant canister of Radioactive Waste break at the start of HL1? Who knows. What we do know is that someone died to fix it#If the Science Team had been a little more responsible with their funding in the first place the entire cascade wouldn't have happened#But sure guys. You can verbally abuse the people who keep this facility running so you can get paid 6 figures. Definitely morally correct
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this is a few(?) eps old at this point but i did kinda perk up at aegon2 mentioning to his new kingsguard that they are sworn to chastity. and them kinda laughing it off while aegon did… seem kinda serious? at least at first. he truly believed the people around him would follow the oaths they Swore to follow..? i think he maybe buckles on that thought after seeing that his guards think its a joke. aegon2 doesnt want to be seen as a stick in the mud. he wants to be the Easygoing Beloved Party king his father was
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yall new age ghoul fuckers have it soooo easy. you guys get a dry looking mummy with some eczema when back in my day we had to thirst over men whos skin was actively falling off
#come back to me when you wanna fuck harold#or even charon#this is a joke post i dont actually give a shit#im the worlds biggest hancock simp#and im gonna go crazy over tv show ghoul#this is more a complaint about the design of ghouls over the course of the fallout games#i would rather them be actively decaying. but to each their own
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phantom of the opera moira wowowoow
#moira o'deorain#overwatch fanart#overwatch 2#phantom of the opera#making this guy actively decay is my passion
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Day 268 | id in alt
HooRAY. BATTERY ACIDDD🗣️🗣️🗣️
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#gojo satoru#i will nawt be posting tomorrow because tomorrow is me day and for me activities#also because ive been feeling like im decaying for a bit....#ill check that out whatever#WE WIN WE GET THROUGH THIS WE WINNNNN RAUGGGG#if i see a popular artist sexualize Kugisaki one more fucking time im stoning them to death
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i need depression to stop kicking my ass right now
#im so tired#. and i slept the entire day#everything feels like it weighs 100x more than before#i would like to move normally again#i would. like to feel alive again#why am i having the worst day again ehay did i do to deserve this#i just want to write silly fictional people doing stupid shit#and not actively rot the more i try to breath#vent#i hate it here#dragged myself like a decayed corpse to my desk and i can't even lift my hands#fuck this man
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I legit haven't touched this since LAST YEAR, April 2024, and I'm only now riffing off it
These two have the best dynamic. Hands down.
#dnd#dnd character#dnd oc#digital art#sketch#clip studio paint#dnd art#digital sketch#dnd party#sketchbook#vigil is a low int high wis devotee of a homebrew umberlee & kozah who are both nice to neutral#she knows shit all about the above world but is dedicated to her own betterment and the betterment and freedom of her triton family& friends#she hates the lathanderites cause theyre the ones whove essentially trapped them in the lake she grew up in#benkei was a devoted lathanderite until he essentially became obsessed with the equivalent of a fringe ideology#hes essentially toeing the line of blasphemy in the most self help get good kinda way#hes planbing to get ao good he can kill his own god. which is a mood#anyways they meet and immediately theyre sniping at each other#later on they start talking and realize that theyre two sides of a coin and actually dont want each other dead. yet.#or maybe not at all. or maybe only at each others hands. its weird#theyre v sibling coded but a lot of pair poses are more romantic vibes but they are NOT#they're both too self absorbed and yoo focused on their goals and in game haven't even considered romance with anyone#but the vibe. its layered. a lasagna of tropes. delicious and debse and cheesy and we both love playing them#or well loved playing them cause we havent touched the characters in legit almost 2 years its KILLING US INSIDE#the insidious decay of a campaign built originally on the fact that we were all living in Japan and then spread over 3 continents#and now just 2 but our DM is actively job hunting in the IT space after years away and is suffering#soon we say. SOON
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