#achillesbuck

[lonelychicago]

url change

achillesbuck -> swiftiediaz

(bc i missed my old url and it was high time to come back to it <3)

tagging some mutuals:

@cowboy-buddie @monsterrae1 @buddierights @buddiefication @fatedbuddie @alyxmastershipper @the-likesofus @comaboybuck @prettyboybuckley @elvensorceress @rogerzsteven @buck2eddie @loveyourownsmiilee @bekkachaos @swiftiebuckleys @bigfootsmom @sunshineravi @lesbianmaygrant @maygrantgf @honestlydarkprincess @enbyeddiediaz @wh0re-behavi0r @piningeddie @spotsandsocks @yelenascowboys @messyhairdiaz @diazpatcher @diazmp3 @jjudaslips @buddiearemydads @gayedmundodiaz @cosmicbuck @tsunamibuckley @softestark @lovebuck @bvcksmiller @hippolotamus @shortsighted-owl @jobairdxx

[jakeperalta]

number 1 for the questions for gifmakers thingy 💗

What are your top 3 favorite sets you’ve made?

i've made way too many over the years to decide on a definitive top three, but some fairly recent favourites are: this madney set, this taylor swift set and this buddie set 💕

questions for gifmakers!

[beyourownanchor6]

he’s a 10 but… pt. 5 (pt. 4 | pt. 3 | pt. 2 | pt. 1)

tagging squad below, lmk if you wanna be added or removed <3

@buddiextarlos @achillesbuck @mansikkaomenabanaani @confetti-cupcake @xxfiction-is-my-realityxx @swiftiebuckleyhan @loveyourownsmiilee @justsmilestuffhappens @swiftiebuckleys @honestlydarkprincess @zainclaw @eddiescowboy @djdangerlove @bifirefighters @mr-and-mr-diaz @blaidddrwg1982 @buddierights @crazyfangirlallert @monsterrae1 @wh0re-behavi0r @panicatthediaz @princessbb @jacksadventuresinwriting @prettyboybuckley @eddiediazisascorpio @stanningsky @screaminghowls @buckaroo118 @angelwiththeblue-box @spotsandsocks @elvensorceress @gayedmundodiaz @alyxmastershipper

[monsterrae1]

Buck's café (take my heart, just not my order)

10.4k | Read on AO3

For @achillesbuck happy birthday bestie!!! Have a great one, sending you a big hug.

Summary:

“Hey” Buck greeted him with a big smile “Welcome to Buck’s Café, should I get you everything for A shift?” The probatory firefighter lifted his eyes in surprise “How do you know I’m on A shift?” Buck shrugged “Just do” “They said you’d do this, did they texted you?” The firefighter asked him, narrowing his eyes in suspicion. “No?” He sighted, “I have a thing, it’s hard to explain, I know their orders anyway, I just need to figure yours out” “Oh, just black coffee please” He said with a shy smile. Buck frowned “That’s not how it works” He said mostly to himself, he was really drawing blank when it came to his newest client, nothing was popping up on his head, the instinct that usually told him what to make was being completely quiet. “What do you mean that isn’t how this works?” He asked frowning too “Isn’t this a coffee shop?” “Yeah,” Buck said “But I usually know what to serve people” “How would you know if I haven’t come by before?” “I just do” This guy was starting to get on Buck’s nerves. “Well, I’ve saved you just knowing then, I’ll take A shifts orders and a black coffee” * Buck's magical gift doesn't work on Eddie, he's determinated to figure out his drink no matter what.

[elvensorceress]

Sunday we sentences? I have been working too much don’t look at me.

tagged by 💜 @alyxmastershipper @cowboy-buddie @megsvstheworld @buddiefication @messyhairdiaz @jobairdxx @fleurdebeton @rogerzsteven @achillesbuck @spotsandsocks @rewritetheending @shortsighted-owl

tagging (if you haven’t already and want to share?) @the-likesofus @ajunerose @hippolotamus @eddiediaaz @monsterrae1 @blutterlie @wh0re-behavi0r @thekristen999 @eddiesbleps @eddiescowboy @spaceprincessem @elephant-on-mars 💜

since it’s been a while. let’s do more of this. 

“Buck—”

“Can I ask you something?” Buck says at the same time and Eddie huffs but gives him a smile and a nod to continue. Buck steers them over to the kitchen table and holds one of Eddie’s hands when they sit down. “What happened last night? What made you panic? Can you tell me?”

Eddie opens his mouth but isn’t sure he has words to say. He should explain. He should say something. Buck’s request is so gentle and he deserves to know. Eddie just… doesn’t know how to say it. Maybe he doesn’t want to? He doesn’t really want to because it’s complicated and confusing and painful. But. He can. He can say something? “I…”

What happened. Why did he panic. It’s not that difficult. 

Why is it so difficult? Why is there nothing in his head and nothing in his mouth and why can’t he make it work? It’s Buck. He can tell Buck anything. “I don’t know what to say. How to say. Or explain. I don’t—” He makes a vague gesture with one hand like it can help him manufacture speech, but ends up with nothing.

“Okay. Um,” Buck says, still gentle, still patient. “I think I know what happened. I have a guess. And— and I might be wrong. But I keep thinking about what you said. I kept replaying it in my head.”

Fuck. If anyone could figure it out from nothing, it would have to be Buck. And he’s not sure he likes the idea that Buck has been stewing over this and analyzing it. He’s probably worried. And maybe blaming himself. And the last thing Eddie wants is to make Buck think that he’s hurt him somehow. “What do you think happened?”

Buck doesn’t quite look at him. “Well. I— I know the things that make you panic. I know what you’ve been working on and struggling with. I know what I’ve needed and asked you for recently. So. I think—” He takes time to take a long breath and seems like he wants to turn and look, but keeps himself from doing so. “I think you were trying to tell me you would have sex with me if I needed it.”

[dr-shortsighted-owl]

Seven Sentence Sunday

I ended up missing on Fuck It Friday, and Insp Saturday was very quiet, so lets kick-start some 7SS!

Tagged by and tagging: @elvensorceress @rewritetheending @achillesbuck @alyxmastershipper @mumucow @hippolotamus @mellaithwen @spaceprincessem @spotsandsocks @buddiefication @thosetwofirefighters @ajunerose @thekristen999 @jobairdxx @loveyourownsmiilee @indigo2831 @bigfootsmom @rogerzsteven @monsterrae1 @the-likesofus @buckleysbee @buddierights @comaboybuck @singlethread @fiona-fififi @megsvstheworld

A little more 6x12 ‘Sleep outside your door’ coda...

The sound is familiar - the slight stick of a door that’s too big for its frame catching, and the bumping of socked feet on laminate moving further away from the living room, towards the source of the snoring.

Quickly, quietly, he pads over and grabs the door handle, pulls and meets the wide startled eyes of his son - sans crutches, bedhead askew but looking far too awake for a school night.

Chris. 

His son stares at him, mouth clicking shut, taking in his appearance in the doorway - ruffled sleep shirt, wildly carded hair, a hint of panic in his eyes that Eddie knows he can't hide from his son at this moment. 

“What are you doing u-”

“I heard you. You were going to check on him too, right?” Chris questions, voice quiet, barely reaching Eddie's ears. 

A breath stalls in his throat, sticking and making him swallow thickly. 

“Yeah. Yeah Bud, I was.” 

“Can I join you?” The earnestness of the tone makes Eddie's heart ache, with each clench of the muscle. “I don't want him to wake up alone with the thunder…”

[bi-buckrights]

you are my sanctuary (you are my home)

For @achillesbuck ❤️ a very happy birthday to you my love ❤️

rated: G | buddie | word count: 2k | oneshot

The living room light casts a warm glow over Buck, who fell fast asleep on the couch moments after walking through the door. Eddie sits at the other end of the couch, a cold beer in hand, watching the rise and fall of Buck’s chest – a reminder that Buck is alive, that he can breathe on his own. Buck’s arm is stretched across the back of the sofa, as if he’s creating space for Eddie, inviting him into arms.

He longs to lean into Buck and hold him close, to rest his head on Buck’s chest and hear his heartbeat, to feel the proof of life. But Buck needs to rest; Eddie opens up the second beer, and lets Buck sleep.

or;

Eddie has lots of feelings about Buck dying, Eddie's couch is Buck's sanctuary, and Eddie is Buck's home.

Read on ao3

[hippolotamus]

Fuck it Friday

For my Fuck it Friday offering… this early treat for the always lovely @this-is-bwr

you know I love a London Boy

tagged by @spotsandsocks

tagging @shortsighted-owl @alyxmastershipper @buddierights @fatedbuddie @achillesbuck @elvensorceress @stereopticons @ajunerose @vanillahigh00

[spotsandsocks]

Fuck It Friday

Today I want to start off FIF and use it to share the wonderfullness of @putijeansdiaz-ronordmann who makes the most amazing edits and organises exciting reverse prompt challenges and adoptable covers. Look out for these and Feed Eddie Friday to have a chat with Ro about getting some beautiful covers for your fics. Genius every time. Thank you Ro I’ve been spoilt to have you do so many. You’re amazing please have all the hugs I’m sending your way today 💜

And because I’m not above a little self promo too here are the links to the fics.

Bee Careful What You Say Inappropriate Use of Federal Funding

The Truth Reflected Like Lovers Do Love Is Transformational

Lost Without You Home Wanted Good Knight Sweet Prince

This Must Be Love

Tagging under cut (some of tags went missing-updating)

@shortsighted-owl @alyxmastershipper @rogerzsteven @thekristen999 @achillesbuck @buddierights @hippolotamus @spaceprincessem @elvensorceress @jacksadventuresinwriting @ajunerose @megsvstheworld @dickley-buddie @bekkachaos @fiona-fififi @fleurdebeton @the-likesofus @like-the-rest-of-la @cowboy-buddie @loveyourownsmiilee

[lonelychicago]

url change

heartbeatdiaz -> achillesbuck

this is temporary, just until the spam bots invation stops

tagging some mutuals:

@cowboy-buddie @monsterrae1 @buddierights @prettyboybuckley @rogerzsteven @fatedbuddie @elvensorceress @the-likesofus @spotsandsocks @alyxmastershipper @comaboybuck @bekkachaos @honestlydarkprincess @bigfootsmom @maygrantgf @hippolotamus @shortsighted-owl @loveyourownsmiilee @yelenascowboys @babytrapperdiaz @messyhairdiaz @buck2eddie @moonlightbuckleys @dickley-buddie @eddiediazisascorpio @buddiefication @eddiediaaz @renbuckleydiaz @piningeddie @swiftiebuckleys @softestark @gayedmundodiaz @eddito @bybuckley @songpond

[eddiebabygirldiaz]

Seven(ish) Sentence Sunday

Tagged by @messyhairdiaz @prettyboybuckley @monsterrae1 @rewritetheending @spotsandsocks @putijeansdiaz-ronordmann @eddiediass @jobairdxx @cowboy-buddie @bekkachaos

Thank you so much, I adore every one of you! Muah 💖

(I've given up on ever actually just sticking to seven sentences for this 😂)

Here's a little scene I whipped up today from the very smutty and heartbreaking fic I and the beloved @elvensorceress are working on

For context: this scene occurs after Buck’s leg gets crushed by the ladder truck. Eddie is in the hospital waiting room while he's in surgery.

Eddie opens his mouth and speaks past the unbearable pressure in his throat. “Shannon, how did–what are you doing here?”

She collapses into the chair beside him and brushes the wild, frizzy edges of her hair out of her face. “I saw the explosion on the news. God, Eddie, I’ve been so worried.” She places one hand on his shoulder and the other on his face, rubbing her thumb across his cheek.

Eddie wants to fall into her lap and sob. He wants to tell her not to touch him. He wants to tell her that he doesn’t deserve these comforting caresses. He wants to shake and scream. He wants to shrivel up and die like the cold muscle in his chest. She’s been worried about him and he hadn’t spared a thought for her, because he’s fucked up and selfish and something inside him is cracked and bleeding and wrong and he wants to rip it out of himself.

He wants Buck. He wants depthless eyes and shining smiles and a splotch of pink and endless rants and wild, gesturing hands and a rumbling voice and silly jokes and a large, warm body cradling his own and a heart so big and beautiful whose beats compliment Eddie’s.

But he can’t have it, he can’t have it, he can’t have it.

Why can’t he have it?

He remains still beneath Shannon’s touch, simultaneously hating it and reveling in it. “I–it wasn’t me. I was in the ambulance. Buck is–” hurt screaming bleeding dying not with me not with me.

His eyes flutter closed and he turns his head into her palm, unable to stop himself from taking the comfort she so willingly gives even though he doesn’t deserve it.

“I know, Eddie,” she says softly, carefully guiding his face back up until he is looking at her. “I saw it was Buck crushed under the truck. And I–I’m so sorry. I got here as fast as I could. I know that–” she pauses and chews on her lip before continuing, “Is he okay?”

Eddie wants to ask what she knows. He should ask what she knows.

Have you put together how messed up and wrong I am? Have you seen the way my heart and soul lift when he is around? Have you seen and felt and tasted the stain of him on my body? Have you noticed how I can’t breathe right without him? Do you know that he is a galaxy, bursting and bright and colorful, and I am the dark expanse enveloping him? Do you know how much our son loves him? Do you know Chris loves him like he loves us? Do you have any idea of how much the both of us will be devastated beyond measure if we lose our Buck? Do you know I love him like I should have loved you?

Tagging @spaceprincessem @hippolotamus @shortsighted-owl @honestlydarkprincess @eddiesbleps @achillesbuck @singlethread @megsvstheworld @gayedmundodiaz @rose-buddie @rogerzsteven @comaboybuck @buddierights @buddiefication @buckleysbee @ebdaydreamer @swiftiebuckleys @usercowboy @ajunerose and anyone else who wants to share!

[writerbri-archive]

Hi could you recommend some buddie fics where they’re dating but one of them doesn’t know it they just think they’re hanging out 😭

I did find a few. Enjoy!

•••

the distance to the stars by cloudydaisies Oneshot | General Rating | 27.2k

Oblivion by on_mars // @on-maars​ Oneshot | General Rating | 3.6k

situations, circumstances, miscommunications (i just may like some explanations) by swiftiediaz // @achillesbuck​ Oneshot | Teen Rating | 4.3k

You Could Be The One I Keep by browney3dgirl6 // @cowboy-buddie​ Oneshot | Teen Rating | 6.3k

[honestlydarkprincess]

WIP Wednesday!

I was tagged by my beloved wife @bigfootsmom 🍄❣️

have another lil nibble of the roommates/recovery au

Buck woke with a start, sweat soaking through his t-shirt and his heart beating out of his chest. Sitting up, his breathing came in pants and he closed his eyes, trying to force himself to take a deep breath.

“Fuck,” He whispered, scrubbing a hand down his face. Buck pressed his hands against his eyes, trying to block out the images from his dream. He stumbled out of bed, careful not to disturb Eddie, and made his way to the bathroom. Buck splashed cold water on his face and sighed, gripping the edges of the sink with white knuckles.

Buck took a deep breath, holding it for a few seconds and then exhaling— exactly how his therapist had shown him to do when the dreams got to be too much. All it did was take the edge off, but that was better than nothing.

no pressure tagging: @maygrantgf, @swiftiebuckleys, @ajunerose, @cowboy-buddie, @achillesbuck, @enbyeddiediaz, @fatedbuddie, and @alyxmastershipper (ignore me if y'all have already been tagged or don't wanna do it)

[elvensorceress]

Sunday Monday Sentences 

tagged by and bonus tags for those who might want to read? 💕 @hippolotamus @evan-buckleydiaz @chaosandwolves @eddiesbleps @eddiediaaz @cowboy-buddie @shortsighted-owl @spotsandsocks @jobairdxx @spaceprincessem @putijeansdiaz-ronordmann @rewritetheending @prettyboybuckley @demieddie @messyhairdiaz @loveyourownsmiilee @bekkachaos @ebdaydreamer @achillesbuck @sibylsleaves @buddierights @buddiefication @rose-buddie @amelie-reves @folk-fae @fatedbuddie @fleurdebeton @megsvstheworld @thespermdonorstorylineisstupid @babytrapperdiaz @eddiescowboy @mysteriouslyyounggalaxy @the-likesofus @wh0re-behavi0r @moonlightcrossesonyourbody @comaboybuck @sinistertolove @this-is-moony-lovegood @hollyandvice @shinedivine @gaydiaz @gothambat-nephilim-07 💕

Since I worked yesterday (and posted a chapter! woo!) I missed doing this. But here, since I love you all so much. Have some not angsty at all flirty boys from my verse with the amazing beloved incredible most lovely @alyxmastershipper 💜

This is just after the one (1) whole compliment it took for Buck to go from his “you’re hot and I hate you” to “🥰🥰 💕Eddie 💕” and it’s a little spicy, just so you know. 🔥

Even when he’s not talking, Buck’s attention drifts away from the food and back to Eddie. Like he watches the way Eddie finishes his fries and sips his coke.

And Eddie has to test a theory. So he sucks salt off his fingertip and then off his thumb, and Buck’s eyes flare and burn dark. 

Good to know. 

It is still there. It’s not just him thinking of Buck on top of him, all around him, kissing him, coming all over him. 

Maybe they said not again, never again, they were done, it— whatever it was— is out of their systems. They caved once. They don’t need anything more. 

Something like that? 

But Buck has perfect sweet lips and such an incredible mouth, and they’re maybe trying to be friends now? But Buck is so warm and alive and Eddie hasn’t been close to anyone in— well he’d like to say since Shannon walked out on him in the middle of the night, but it was years before that, maybe even before Chris was born. 

They drifted further and further, and it left Eddie frozen solid with a dead, rejected heart. And maybe whatever happened with Buck was a stupid, reckless mistake. 

But Eddie’s never ignited and wanted so intensely it felt like he might die without. 

No one has ever gripped him and pushed him and maybe been able to physically overpower him, which should be infuriating or terrifying but only made him burn harder and want more of anything Buck would give him. 

No one’s touch has ever made Eddie’s skin turn hot and vibrant like blooming flowers and bursts of color and sunrise over melting snow. No one’s ever kissed him and made it feel like rescue breaths that might sustain him, revive him, bring him back to life.

And with the way Buck turns a hungry, amused, molten gaze on him, where nearly all the soft blue has disappeared from his eyes, it just makes him think that they were completely foolish to even attempt to suggest it would only be a single, solitary encounter. 

Eddie licks his lips and bites the straw of his soda. “You’re staring at me.”

Buck immediately puffs up and tips his head a little higher. “What else am I going to look at?”

Eddie doesn’t even know how to answer that one because he can’t look away either. 

What if he could see the pink flush across Buck’s face again? What if he could feel the heat of his large, demanding hands and his gorgeous muscular body? What if he could have Buck’s mouth pressed to his, his tongue dancing and teasing and sliding deep into him like Buck could fuck him that way if he tried hard enough? What if Eddie could feel him come again? What if he could have that hot wet sticky splash all over him and what if he could taste it and fuck.

Fuck, what if he could taste him again? 

What if he could have that gorgeous cock in his mouth and in his hands and rubbed all over his body? 

His heart is thundering what if what if what if over and over again with every throbbing pulse, and his skin itches and needs and he wants so badly to be touched. He wants so badly to be kissed, and what the fuck is going on with him? 

This never happens. It doesn’t happen. Sex is fine and everything. But Eddie never craves it. He never thinks like this. It never takes over his thoughts. It never invades his body and now he somehow has to discreetly shift in his chair because it’s already too much. It’s already flaring and sparking through him. 

He needs Buck again. He needs it. He needs him. 

There’s heat on his face and Buck, the fucker, smirks at him like he knows. 

“You’re really hot, Silver Star. What can I say.” His voice is low and silken, like teasing caresses over bare skin. 

Eddie purses his lips and fights every urge he has to grab Buck and pull him across the table. “Does that mean you didn’t actually get enough the first time?”

Buck quirks an eyebrow at him. “Did you?”

[dr-shortsighted-owl]

WiP Wednesday

Happy Wednesday all!

Tagged by the lovely @putijeansdiaz-ronordmann ❤️ Thank you!

A little more 6x12 ‘Sleep outside your door’ coda 🚪

Buck’s still snoring, most likely drooling into one of Eddie’s pillows whilst bear-hugging another to his chest.

That brings him some modicum of comfort. That image of Buck, one he saw every night for months in the loft's king bed over the pandemic, played out next to him.

Feeling the younger man’s sleep-warmth, hearing his snuffling when he laid on his side, or those saw-toothed boneshakers when he flipped onto his back, before Eddie had learned a gentle nudge would curl Buck towards him like a flower following the sunlight.

Something soft wraps itself around Eddie as he indulges in that memory, helping to let the panic that had gripped him continue to evaporate like puddles in the new morning sun.

Tagging: @elvensorceress @rewritetheending @achillesbuck @alyxmastershipper @mumucow @hippolotamus @mellaithwen @spaceprincessem @spotsandsocks @buddiefication @chaosandwolves @ajunerose @thekristen999 @jobairdxx @loveyourownsmiilee @indigo2831 @bigfootsmom @rogerzsteven @monsterrae1 @the-likesofus @buckleysbee @buddierights @comaboybuck @singlethread @fiona-fififi @megsvstheworld

[911ficletsnotnovels]

buddie — storytime

Buck loves to read for fun— he thinks it started when he was just a kid and Maddie would sit in bed with him at night and read to him.

The thing is, Buck loves to read. Not a lot of people know this, writing him off as just another dumb blonde. Eddie didn't realize how much Buck read until a few months into their relationship.

Buck is in bed, with a book in his hands and some adorable (and hot) glasses on—

"Read me a story?" Eddie asks as he rests his head in Buck's lap.

Buck gets this fond, soft look on his face. "Sure, baby."

It becomes a tradition almost, Buck reading to him every night before bed. It's one of Eddie's favorite moments of the day.

For @folk-fae from @achillesbuck, hope you enjoy!