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odukora-lore · 5 months

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Genesis Era

The Goddesses

✧ Revontulet

❀ Borealis

Before the Fall

🕯️ Lightcatcher

💎 Elouise

Rulers of Cloud Cliffs

🌧️ Lufiere Hyetal Seraph

⚡ Raiko "Kaori" Fragor

Royal Assistants

-Halo

-Murk

The Guardian Guild

🪐 Airiwn Fylios

🏔️ Kimoru Serenity

☕ Dusleth Nocturne

🍰 Rurene Pekoe

💐 Meraki Amaranth

🍄 Kahdeina Luster

Former Keepers of the Empyrean

-Azimuth/Aerolite (Marzipan)

-Cliff (Zingiber)

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Medieval Era

[Swan Feather]

🌨️ Heron Solstice

🗡️ Dulcet Plumehart / 🍊 Tangelo "Tangerine" Yuzu

-Lychee Kasturi

-Gyoza Enoki

-Jay Warren

-Cayenne Cassia

-Marimo

-Falene Sonnet

-Anise Azolla

-Pomelo Yuzu

-Hyacinth

-Bonsai

The Last Monarchs

🌕 Gandoline Lunaris

🦋 Mariposa Solstice

Ancestors of Elwood

-Rogue

-Aurrea

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War Era

[Sundowner]

-Budgie

-Enoki

-Lentil

-Puddles

-Daffodil

-Carvin

-Keybolt

-Pretzel

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Modern Era

[The Eternal: Fallout]

🌻 Helio Gaharu

🌷 Jingle Tinsel

🪶 Truffle Elnath

🌙 Sereina Skyscape

🍀 Clover Rowan

🌿 Lyrin Tinsel

🌲 Juniper Penzai

☄️ Pepper Flint

🌼 Mallow Cassia

🌟 Orion “Rigel” Skyscape

🪵 Oak Elwood

🍃 Birch Elwood

🔮 Etamyal / 🕯️ Atcher Lucerne

💫 Asteria Polaris/ 🪷 Eureka Elnath

👑 Eridani/Cygnus Polaris

🧊 Conifer Penzai

🍁 Maple Elwood

🍂 Red Elwood

🌳 Cedar Elwood

🍯 Chamomile Cassia

-Harper Tinsel

-Marmalade

-Crimson

Team Pets

🍬 Toffee

🥖 Churro

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[Paradigm of Empyrean]

☁️ Cinnamon Swirl

🪴 Bramble Carver

🌖 Nyxium Lunaris

🗻 Aaron Reneirre

🔖 Reese Dominique

🌀 Zephyr Whirlwind

🌸 Whisper Himiko/Lullaby Larkspur

🌋 Topaz “Shade” Reneirre

🌒 Mythical Lunaris

🌾 Peachi Fernweh

📜 Aspen Elwood

🌹 Ashling Crimson/Hawthorn Oblivion

🌱 Aichi Fylios Serenity

🌺 Amber Reneirre

🪨 Slate Brickedge

🪽 Feather Brooke

🍒 Cherry Parfait

Team Pets

🖍️ Crayon

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[Where Time Meets Destiny]

🫐 Sparklyn Neptune Dreams

🍪 Koru Choco Pudding

🍈 Honeydew Droplet Springs

☀️ Horizon Dusk Skies

🧁 Macaroon Chiffon Cake

❄️ Winter Southwest Snow

🍮 Caramel Flairne Ryunashi

🌰 Gingersnap Ralfie Breeze

-Ace

-Carrots

-Snowball

-Snowdrop

-Shamrock

-Slither

-Marigold Dawn Skies

-Daisy Dawn Skies

-Simnel Chiffon

-Suzette

-Madeira

-Archer

-Estrella "Star"

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[Cupid's Serenade]

🎀 Angie "Cupid"

🎵 Azalea "Siren"

-Whitney

-Erina

-Berry

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[Cabbage Peak]

-Zest

-Basil

-Mace

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[Weather Headquarters]

-Snowfall

-Sunshine

-Raindrop

-Windbreeze

-Cloudskies

-Thunderstorm

-Lightstrike

-Moondust

-Aeris

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Future Era

[The Sun is a Star]

🫧 Marble Meredith

✨ Skylar Altair

-Soleil Altair

🚀 Cirrus

⚙️ Periwinkle "Vinca"

-Crocus

[Tales of Iridescence]

🫐 Sparklyn Neptune

☘️ Arctic "Bonbon" Marlowe

🐾 Gale Luscinia

🍨 Vanilla Sundae

🌑 Shadow Lune

- Wisp “Auster” Chronos

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[ Misc ]

Liru's Explorers of the East

-Drake Verano

-Matthew Agaros

-Nemui Kou

-Heather Aki

-Gray Brickedge

-Solar Bituin

-Thunder Raiden

-Faye Miyako

-Elaine Trinidad

-Echo Chronos

-Lukas Eunil

-Celine Meowth

-Katsuri

-Bluebell

The Youngsters

-Tirami Tinsel

-Jayde Penzai

-Parsley Flint

-Dahlia Gaharu

-Autumn Skyscape Elwood

-Melody

-Creampuff

-Crystal

-Beatrice

-Hope Miraclella

-Fauna Lavendery

-Meadow Juniper

-Dreamy Cottontail

-Penelope Blossom

-Amber Crystalline

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anewswire · 2 years

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Fernweh Vacations Introduces the Best Tours and Travels Packages

Be it a trip in India or abroad, Fernweh Vacations is your one-stop solution for all your travel needs. It offers the best tours and travels packages in Ahmedabad at the most inexpensive rates. AHMEDABAD, India - Oct. 14, 2017 - ANEWSWIRE -- Fernweh Vacations, which is a new web portal on the block is all set to launch its offers and packages. Be it Goa or New Zealand, their offers and packages are completely unique and what they have to offer is nothing but the lowest price. The spokesperson feels that this travel portal is apt for all- be it a middle-class person or a rich one. This is what he said: "When the idea of Fernweh Vacations came into being, we had a meeting where the top management said that this travel portal is majorly dedicated to the middle-class crowd because they are ones who have to kill their dreams because they can't afford it and that is why we offer packages at such low rates." From the looks of it, Ferweh Vacations is going to leave its mark in the travel industry and soon it will become a competitor for the major market players as no one of them offer packages at such low rates. It will be interesting to see what this company holds for us and for the ace travel portal giants. ABOUT FERNWEH VACATIONS Even though the founders of Fernweh Vacations sowed the seeds of this website couple of years ago, it is only recently that it started giving fruits. Fernweh Vacations stands out completely because it is not just about your separate requirements but it is also about the tour and travel packages that you were longing for and that too in your budget. Fernweh Vacations believes that there is a wanderer hidden in each one of us but we don't take it out because we either have no time or don't have that kind of money. So, in order to fulfil the dreams of such people, Fernweh Vacations was brought into being. CONCLUSION Travelling is not just a break that should be taken every now and then, but it is also an experience of a lifetime. It is a journey where you learn and if you are with your family, travelling is the time when to get to make your bonds stronger. Fernweh Vacations designs vacations basis your requirements and their expertise. The best part about this company is that you don't have to meet some travel agent in Ahmedabad; all you have to do is go to their website and decide for yourself what packages you want to choose or where you want to go. In a nutshell, if asked what Fernweh Vacations is all about, the answer would be that it is a place where wanderers get to choose their destinations. For more info, visit http://www.fernwehvacations.com/ Contact Fernweh Vacations Website: Error: Embedded data could not be displayed. Read the full article

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ace-angel-judas · 4 years

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FERNWEH | Part One Of The Eclipse Series

Pairing: Minho/Hayoon

Synopsis: Finding a new home was easy, making one was even harder. Yet Hayoon seems to find the feeling of comfort in a small cottage in the woods, in the arms of a stranger.

The fire flickered in front of Hayoon but that wasn’t what was keeping her warm. The arms of her boyfriend were wrapped securely around her waist as she sat in his lap, the whole pack sitting around the fire. She’d spend an awful lot of time at the library today, by the time Johnny had come pick her up, Hayoon had nearly read every book on werewolves and moons the little old lady had to offer.

Minho’s hand began to rub over her back, his chin resting on her shoulder gently as they snuggled by the fire. Johnny and Jaehyun were laughing about something, while Jongin and Chanyeol were softly chatting to each other. It made Hayoon smile, the way it felt like home was just calming to her.

She turned to her lover, softly stroking the hair out of his face and pressing a soft kiss to his cheek. Minho smiled at the affection, holding her tighter and nuzzling his face up against her neck.

“Do you want to go inside?” Minho asked softly, “Johnny said you looked tired when he picked you up,”

Nodding softly, Hayoon stood up and held her hands out for him, “Come with me,”

“Of course,”

He slipped his arm around Hayoon’s shoulders as they walked back to the cabin, leaving the rest of the group to enjoy the night. Minho opened the back door of the cabin and walked inside first. She’d recognized it as a habit of Minho’s, summing it up to him ensuring the area was safe for her to walk into.

It wasn’t Hayoon’s first time in Minho’s room, she’d stayed with him before. But the night felt different, there was something coursing through Hayoon’s veins that was urging her to act. They usually slept in there underwear, as Minho’s body heat was enough to keep them warm underneath the blanket. Hayoon stripped down first and slipped under the thin sheet before Minho followed, slipping his arms around her waste.

She rested her hands on his chest, exhaling deeply while Minho smiled down at her. Hayoon’s stomach seemed to be aching with need, making her lean in and press her lips against his own. Minho feverishly returned the kiss, instantly cupping her cheeks and growling softly before he pulled away.

“Yoonie..,” He whispered softly, “Remember what you said,”

“I don’t want to wait any longer,” Hayoon whispered back, “I want this,”

Minho swallowed thickly, “It won’t be the same as if you were with a human, it will be different,”

“W-well..,” Hayoon pursed her lips, “I haven’t done i-it before, you know?”

A deep exhale left Minho’s mouth before he was pulled Hayoon in for another kiss, this one more rougher and primal. His hand went to her thigh, trapping it up against his hip as he climbed over the top of her. Hayoon’s hands were tangled in his hair, tugging on the ends softly.

Minho’s hands grasped her bra, pulling it straight off and discarding it. Hayoon pulled away, shocked at his actions while he simply smirked and latched onto her shoulder. A gentle cry left her lips as Minho left mark after mark, making his way up her neck before working back down her collar bone.

Her chest was weaving by the time he cupped her breast in his hands, pinching her nipples and biting his lip. She arched her back and whined, her leg pressing against his hip more.

As Minho kissed down Hayoon’s body, he stopped momentarily at the bottom of her stomach just before her waiting pussy. He hovered over the area, softly pressing a kiss against the skin and inhaling deeply before mumbling softly incoherent. Hayoon could only whine at him, the alpha wolf grinning as she did so.

Her legs were spread for him, his hands holding her legs open and exposing her heat to his hungry eyes. Minho licked his lips as he took in the sight, before leaning down and placing a lewd kiss against her clit. A cry pulled itself from Hayoon’s throat, her body wiggling and back arching off the bed as Minho began to lap his tongue against her pussy.

The sound was lewd and wet, his tongue working its way up her slit over and over again while his thumb rubbed against her clit. Hayoon had never experienced such pleasure, moans filling the air and urging Minho on. He loved the way she tasted on his tongue, pressing his mouth further against her cunt and toying with her entrance with his tongue.

“Minho..,” She whined loudly.

A growl was all she received, the sound travelling straight to her core and making her pussy convulse under Minho’s tongue. Hayoon’s hands went straight to his hair, her nails lightly digging into his scalp as she pressed his face further against her cunt. Her breathing picked up as the pleasure intensified, a long moan leaving her lips as her orgasm shot through her body. Minho grunted as her thighs pressed against his head, her hips lifting as he continuously usly stroked his tongue against her cunt.

Realisation came to her foggy brain once her orgasm had slowly passed, spreading her legs again and releasing Minho. He chuckled softly, licking her juices from his lips while Hayoon’s cheeks turned red.

“I-im sorry,” She quickly mumbled out.

“Never apologize,” Minho laughed as he stripped out of his underwear, “Not when you taste so fucking good,”

Somehow, Minho swearing made Hayoon bite her lip and more heat to flood to her core. Her eyes wandered down to his cock, which Minho was stroking slowly. It was long and thick, the tip already oozing with pre-cum that he was using as a lubricant. Hayoon’s mouth began to water, she wanted to know what he tasted like, what it would feel like to have his cock down her throat.

Minho leaned over and kissed her cheek, just below her eyes, “I know what your thinking but save that thought for another time,”

Hayoon pouted, while Minho leaned back and lined himself up with her entrance. She felt completely relaxed, her legs spread for him while his hot tip pressed against her entrance. A loud gasp left her mouth as he pressed himself in suddenly, a full feeling overwhelming Hayoon.

He held her waist, hushing her softly while Hayoon adjusted to his size. She squirmed underneath him momentarily, her hands holding onto his shoulders.

“Big..,” Hayoon mumbled out.

“Just breathe,” Minho kissed her cheeks, “It gets better, I promise,”

Exhaling slowly, Hayoon whined as Minho slowly moved his hips and slipped his cock out slightly. There was an ache in her stomach, that subsided once he slide his cock back into her heat.

“Keep going..,” Hayoon whined.

“I’ll be gentle,” Minho said whispered.

The thrusts started slow, Hayoon’s legs shaking as she held his shoulders and kept her eyes squeezed shut. Minho rubbed soft circles into her waist as he shifted his hips up into her.

The ache was soon replaced with pleasure, Hayoon moaning with each exhale. Minho growled softly at the sound, burying his face in her neck and kissing her shoulder.

Hayoon nodded slowly, her fingers tangling with his hair once Minho thrusted particularly hard. A pleasurable feeling filled her body and pulled a loud moan from her lips.

“Minho..,” She moaned, “I want more..,”

“Are you sure?” Minho asked softly, “I won’t hold back..,”

“Please..,” Hayoon softly cupped his cheeks, “I want all of you,”

The alpha male growled, his hips bucking hard and Hayoon cried out into the night air. Minho was shaking as he began to fasten his pace, hands grasping her thighs and pushing them up to her chest.

Hayoon gripped the sheets, whines and moans sounding in the air.

“My mate..,” Minho growled, “Give you my pups..,”

“Minho..,” Hayoon shivered, “Please..,”

Growling, Minho fucked up into her cunt and latched his lips onto her tits. Hayoon let out a slight squeal, her legs shaking as she gripped onto the back of his neck. He stopped for a moment, his cock buried deep inside her heat and Hayoon whined at the contact. She had an inch that needed to be scratched.

“Let me give you my pups,” Minho whispered, “Say it..,”

“G-give me your pups..,” Hayoon shivered, “Minho, I need..,”

“Tell me..,” Minho hissed, “Fuck, tell me what you need..,”

“I need you!” Hayoon cried out, wiggling her hips, “You make me feel good! Minho, please..,”

His thrusts started again, cock sliding in and out of her wet pussy. Hayoon cried out at the sudden contact, her orgasm suddenly hitting and rolling through her body. Minho licked her neck slowly as he fucked her through the pleasure, before biting down.

There was a loud moan, Hayoon’s body tensing up as Minho was latched onto her neck. His thrusts slowed down before Minho’s cock pressed into her pussy again, a warmth filling her abdomen.

Minho breathed out deeply as his cum soaked Hayoon’s walls, keeping his cock pressed deep into her. She ran her fingers through his hair while Minho looked down at her.

“I can’t pull out..,” Minho whispered.

“What?” Hayoon panted, “Is that a wolf thing?”

Sheepishly, Minho nodded and kissed her forehead, “It’s called a knot, helps keep all the cum in you,”

“I’m not on birth control,” Hayoon whispered.

He shivered at her words, a soft chuckle escaping his lips. Hayoon blinked at him softly, looking slightly confused.

“Yoonie..,” He purred, “That’s perfect..,”

She giggled at his words and pulled him close, cuddling into his warm body. Minho snuggled up against her, breathing in her scent and smiling to himself.

A knock on the bedroom door made Minho growl.

“You two don’t need to be so loud!” Chanyeol called through the door, “We all heard!”

Hayoon’s cheeks went bright pink before Minho rolled his eyes, kissing her neck.

“Don’t worry about that,” Minho reassured her, “Nothings really a secret in this house,”

#ace: fernweh #ace: minyoon au #ace: eclipse series

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interact-if · 3 years

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hey!! Do you have any recommendations for heist/mystery sort of ifs?? I've been looking for some similar-ish to green warden or mind blind- (romance doesn't have to be a big factor here btw!!) Thank you sm :))

PS- Can you try insure they're sort of,,,free? I know this makes me sound like a cheapskate but I"m a broke college student who really can't afford to spend money;;;

Most of these are more mystery-oriented than heist oriented, but there are a few heist games here as well! Additionally, since many of these are WIPs, they’re already free at the moment. Nonetheless, we highly encourage you to support the authors however you can, even if you you can’t express that support financially at the moment. Share their work, support them, and provide encouragement and constructive feedback if you can!

If you have suggestions for any mystery or heist IFs, please feel free to let us know and we’ll add it to the list!

Ace of Spades (heist) by @steph-writing

An Angel’s Song by @melkstudio

Attollo by @attollogame

Body Count (18+, mystery) by @bodycountgame

Breach: The Archangel Job by Michael Maxwell

Extempore (heist) by @extempore-the-game

Faith of Gods by @faithofgods

Fernweh Saga by @lacunafiction

Frostford’s Mystery by @nemowrites

Greenwarden by @fiddles-ifs

Hollowed Minds by @shai-manahan

In The Shadows by @wynnakang

Invoker by @phyllistate (discontinued)

Just West of Autumn Boulevard by @westofautumnboulevard

Lure of the Gallows by @lureofthegallowsgame

Nevergrove (VN) by Fulmen

OFNA: Birds of a Feather by ofna

Solstice (VN, Steam only) by MoaCube

Speaker by @speakergame

Sweet Home by @sweethomegame

Tell Me If There’s A Way Home by @blood-teeth

Temple of Endless Night by @darielivalyen

The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - An Affair of the Heart by @doriana-gray-games

The Adventures of Scottie (heist) by Studio Fondue

The Eyes of the Moon (heist) by Neongrey

The Hunt: Demon Eyes by @thehunt-if

The Veil Prophecy (mystery) by @bertilak-writes

Thieves’ Gambit: The Curse of the Black Cat (heist) by Dana Duffield

Twin Coves (VN) by @twincovesgame

Underbelly (mystery) by @underbelly-if (hiatus)

Velos by @csn-quills

When It Hungers by @roast-ifs

Up & Coming (no demo yet!)

All You Leave Behind (18+) by @allyouleavebehind-if

Evening of the Empires (heist) by @eveningoftheempires

Ichor by @ichor-if (hiatus)

Orthall Bay by g-f-t-a (discontinued)

Partially Stars by @partiallystarsif

Record Time (mystery) by recordtime-if (discontinued?)

Sleepless Angels by @sleeplessangelsgame

The Gilded by @the-gilded

The Starless Throne by @illonius-if

Welcome to Portsmouth by @whiterabbitgames

#interact-if asks #if: rec list #anonymous #heist #mystery

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thereadingchallengechallenge · 5 years

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Review: Summer of Salt by Katrina Leno Rating: 5/5

"Once a Fernweh, always a Fernweh, no matter how far you flew."

The island of By-the-Sea has always been a strange place, made stranger by the mysterious Fernweh women who have lived there for centuries. Georgina and Mary, the youngest in the Fernweh line, are no exception. Mary can float a few inches off the ground and, well, Georgina doesn't know what her power is just yet but she feels odd regardless. This summer will go down in history as one of the most bizarre in By-the-Sea's history - all because of a little bird named Annabella.

If you are looking for an LGBT+ YA book that perfectly captures the atmosphere of Practical Magic, then this book has you covered. I was in love after the very first chapter and I was so excited to see where this charming little novel would take me. I loved the quaint little island town and the sympathetic magic of the Fernweh women. I love books about witches and this one was exactly my kind of thing.

Georgina is a lovely narrator and I loved watching her fall in love with Prue, another young girl visiting the island for the summer. The only thing better than witches is queer witches and I was so down. Their romance wasn't the main storyline but there was still enough about them to get my heart all fluttery and light. Vira was an awesome character too - she was so weird and funny. I loved that she was aro/ace too. It's good to see more characters with those identities creeping into YA fiction.

I also loved Georgina's relationship with her twin sister, Mary, and how they solved the mystery of the missing bird. They were so close but they still had distinct personalities which is so much more interesting to read than twins who act exactly the same. It was so wonderful to see how the unfailingly supported each other too. Positive sibling relationships with in-jokes and common goals are so much more fun.

A sweet, witchy, summer read perfect for this time of year.

Warnings: References to rape and animal cruelty.

#summer of salt #katrina leno #lgbt books #wlw reads #pride month #book reviews #reviews #portraits #trcc original #5 star reads

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sasstablook · 5 years

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voidpunk feels, let’s go

quote, OG voidpunk @arotaro: “I don’t have a voidsona because I don’t have much of a sense of self”

what is voidpunk? 1 2

a history of voidpunk

alright, the rest of it is under the cut!

cw: discussion of “scary” mental disorders, self harm mention, dysphoria talk, anorexia mention, violence mention, some mentions of sex, abuse discussion

so to start out with, these are my Official Diagnoses: C-PTSD, bipolar-1, and fibromyalgia. I am not against self-diagnosis, but I tend not to self-diagnose myself, for fear of using the wrong term and it coming back to bite me in the ass. that being said, I'm pretty certain (especially in regards to my bipolar disorder) that there's something else going on here that the professionals are missing. I'll only be discussing my symptoms from here on out, not my disorders as a whole.

my main symptoms I experience that make me "not human" are:

intrusive thoughts and impulsiveness

paranoia and psychosis

body, social, and mind dysphoria

memory loss and executive dysfunction

disorganized speech and being nonverbal

hypo/hyperactivity

ambivalence and black+white thinking

I started with a very long list, and I tried to group related symptoms together. so...

I'm going to refrain from inputting sources and various denotative definitions, speaking only on my personal experiences.

1. intrusive thoughts and impulsiveness

a lot of "normal" people get random unwanted thoughts. like that little voice that says "throw your phone in the river" when walking across a bridge. these aren't necessarily intrusive. the main thing that separates these two experiences is intensity. my personal pattern of intrusive thoughts includes a lot of violence. for fear of stigma, I won't go into further detail. but often times, these intrusive thoughts develop into impulses. these are things I do without thinking them through. I don't think about consequences, I just act. my brain tells me to... let's say, scream. like blood curdling, someone's getting murdered, scream. I just do it.

my brain tells me to hurt myself. I don't know why. I do it without further questioning or examination. not even to just get my brain to shut up, necessarily. there are some persistent intrusive thoughts that never get acted on. but some of them do lead to action, even if they're the least persistent of the bunch

2. paranoia and psychosis

these aren't necessarily linked in the way intrusive thoughts and impulsiveness are, being that one can exist without the other (impulsiveness is always caused by an intrusive thought). but they very often go hand in hand, with paranoid thinking leading to psychotic symptoms. example: I am paranoid that my roommates are talking about me in the other room; I then begin to hear voices-- which may or may not belong to my roommates-- whispering unintelligibly

3. body, social, and mind dysphoria

https://imgur.com/vp1EjlA

dysphoria is something a lot of trans folk can relate to. but my dysphoria isn't exclusively tied to my gender. my dysphoria is invariably linked to my dissociation and depersonalization experience. this ties into my inability to connect with human beings.

I experience body dysphoria in that I despise basic bodily functions and necessities to keep the body alive. this includes consuming food stuffs, which ties into my experiences with disordered eating (y'all remember when I was anorexic? yeah, the thoughts haven't went away, but I'm doing better with my actions now). also can humans just... not... with the bathroom thing. like is it absolutely necessary to piss and shit all the goddamn time.

I experience social dysphoria in the way I am perceived by others. this mostly ties into my gender. no matter what I do, I am always read as a girl. but even so, I struggle to be read as masculine in that I don't necessarily *want* to be read as masculine. because men are just flat out awful. and this isn't exclusive to cis men. I don't *want* to be associated with men. because if men are bad.... and I'm a man... then I must be bad, right?

which leads us to mind dysphoria and the same line of thinking in regards to my masculinity. I am at war with myself on exactly how I would like to be perceived by others. my feelings on The Way Men Are and my feelings on my own identity as a man do not coexist peacefully

4. memory loss and executive dysfunction

memory problems are a symptom of all three of my Official Diagnoses, so it's no surprise I struggle with short and long term memory. if the event occurred even last month, I probably won't remember it. I struggle to recall basic details about people I've known for years, including age and last names. so you can imagine what it's like when I meet someone new!

as far as executive dysfunction goes? I just... don't remember. I don't remember how to do the most basic things. I've had to have loved ones walk me through the steps of preparing a bowl of cereal before. no, I'm not joking

5. disorganized speech and being nonverbal

I love language. I'm a poet. language is my thing. I got a perfect 36 on the English portion of my ACT, dammit

but as time goes on, I'm losing my command of the English language. I use the wrong word in the middle of sentences. sometimes the word isn't even related to the word I meant to use, though I can't think of any specific examples right now. sometimes it's just straight up word salads, which make sense to me, but not to those around me.

sometimes my brain's language center just... gives up. during those times, I may utter one or two word sentences. I might just make noises. I might use gestures or ASL. I might text full sentences or just a couple words at a time. or I could just become completely and utterly silent, not even attempting to communicate. I don't understand this

6. hypo/hyperactivity

note: I chose the suffix "-activity" rather than "-sexuality" because this isn't just limited to my problems in bed, though that's a large part of it.

this is something that I've only become aware of after others have pointed it out to me. there are days where I move too slow for their comfort. and it isn't always related to my pain either. I can be having a good physical day and still move like a sloth. on the other hand, there are days when I'm bouncing off the walls

I also fluctuate between hypo/hypersexual. there are days when I am sex repulsed. there are days when all I want to do is fuck

7. ambivalence and black+white thinking

I live in such a state of contradiction. I don't know how to feel about people, concepts, what have you. in order to cope with this, my brain often sorts others into 2 categories: perfect and evil.

sometimes, someone who was perfect yesterday can be put in the evil category the next day (I'm currently experiencing this with a lover of mine). I don't see gray areas. I'm incapable of processing gray. which is odd, considering I'm on the gray-ace spectrum

all of these combined tend to cause certain thoughts, feelings, and actions in other people.

"that's not normal"

"that's weird"

"you're crazy"

"you're broken"

"what's wrong with you?"

"we're putting you here for your own safety"

"this will fix you"

sure, help me out a little. give me some medication, some therapy. but... "fix" me? what about me needs to be "fixed"? why do I need to be "fixed"? namely, why won't you listen when I tell you what I need in order to cope with my brain's battle against me? I don't need crisis intervention. I don't need an institution. I just need medication for my chemical imbalances and therapy to learn how to live with my brain. when you talk about "fixing" me... it's like the only reason you care is because I'm not a "productive" member of society. it's like you want to "fix" me for your benefit. does that make sense to anyone else but me? this comes back around to the disorganized speech and communication, I'm really not sure I'm getting across my thoughts effectively here.

people hurt me... I feel like they do this because they think I'm a villain. I feel like they hurt me to protect themselves. even if I go out of my way to shield them from the way I am inside, it might not be enough to help them feel safe around me

I'm scary.

for so long, I've been in love with aliens, and cryptids, and monsters, among other inhuman creatures. I relate to them. I feel so disconnected with my humanity, that these beings bring me comfort

and now, I'm not the only one

voidpunk

bonus: actual notes from my notepad that I took in an attempt to gather my thoughts

my voidpunk: aliens, cryptids, slasher horror, cyborgs/androids, uncanny valley, Homestuck, primal, cannibal, afterlife, demons, liminal spaces, occult, FNAF, psychedelics, Undertale, dandelions, hoarding, Twilight vampires, parasites, X-Men, we're all made of star stuff, death and decay, bugs and creepy crawlies, succubus/incubus, god complex, yandere simulator, fae, transparent, Nathan W. Pyle comics, the world is quiet here, Lemony Snicket, escapism, fernweh, unconventional beauty

things that make me voidpunk: sleep paralysis, hurting others, an urge to kill, impulsive violence, using sex to get what I want, hyper/hyposexuality, xenogenders, microlabels, neopronouns, dissociation, an inability to connect and relate to other humans, lack of "common sense", "men are trash", inability to distinguish between My Reality and Real Reality, I Don't Remember Anything, psychosis, can't pick up on subtlety, unsure how to socialize properly, I'm Scary, ambivalence, inability to make concrete decisions, self medicating, Out Of Control, how do I move properly, broken executive functioning, disorganized speech, paranoia, I despise basic bodily functions like eating and bathroom, what do you mean you can't read my mind, google: how to communicate effectively, black and white thinking

#voidpunk #personal #okay to reblog #I guess #just don't be a dick about it

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mylonpruett · 4 years

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Sunset in Drake Bay - Drake Bay, Costa Rica. Our AirBnB was amazing! While it had no AC the living room had a large open space window with a beautiful view of the town. Mornings were marked by countless birds and evenings were marked with beautiful sunsets. This had to be one of the best we saw during the 5 days in Drake Bay. It was magnificent, and I love how sunsets seem to all have their own special personality in different places in the world. . “Great men’s success should always be measured against the means they used to reach them.” - Francois de la Rochefcauld . Sony a6000; f/14; Shutter Speed 1/60; ISO 1,600 . #OptOutside #Fernweh #TravelPhotography #LonelyPlanet #NaturePhotography #NatGeoYourShot #YourShotPhotographer #Photography #TravelMore #BeautifulPlaces #Explore #Adventure #ExploreMore #Nature #BeautifulDestinations #NatureLovers #LiveOutdoors #NatureBackground #Zen #Sunset #SunsetPhotography #CostaRica #ExploreCostaRica #DrakeBay #PuraVida #BahiaDrake #Jungle #LandscapePhotography #Landscape #Traveling . @erinmpruett @natgeo @natgeoadventure @natgeotravel @natgeoyourshot (at Drake Bay) https://www.instagram.com/p/CLZo2ayhuvk/?igshid=182ryo4fluspq

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kdezrovna · 5 years

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Fernweh se ve mne hromadi jako magmatickej tlak v zemskym plasti. Posledni dobou mi blaznive busi srdce i pri sledovani sense 8 -- obzvlast africky trziste s nedlazdenou ulici a chaosem mi ho rozvibrovalo -- anebo jakymkoliv jinym naznaku dalek.

Prvni pomoc, jedu po mestech: Kodan, Holandsko, Barcelona, ale nestaci to. Na podzim planuju tejden v Recku na jachte, nestaci to.

I always followed Zephyros, couldn’t stay in one place. Learned it the hard way, rika jedna postava v AC Odyssey. Jak ji rozumim.

Laka me vsechno, hlavne divocina. Polocivilizace. Blizkej vychod. Brazilie. Jizni Amerika.

Jeste trochu. Jeste par tejdnu, jeste trochu stabilizace, a pak semi-kontrolovanej vybuch.

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wahnsinnigetraeume · 6 years

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Und jedes Mal, wenn wir uns sehen

Tut es ein kleines bisschen mehr weh

Wir sind wir AC und DC

Du bist mein Heim-, ich dein Fernweh

- Alex Mofa Gang

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lachendverbluten · 7 years

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Und jedes Mal, wenn wir uns seh'n, tut es ein kleines bisschen mehr weh. Wir sind wie AC und DC. Du bist mein Heim- ich dein Fernweh.

Alex Mofa Gang

#scherbenlaecheln #alexmofagang #René

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ace-angel-judas · 4 years

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FERNWEH | Part One Of The Eclipse Series

Pairing: Minho/Hayoon

Synopsis: Finding a new home was easy, making one was even harder. Yet Hayoon seems to find the feeling of comfort in a small cottage in the woods, in the arms of a stranger.

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4

As the small wooden cabin came into sight, the feeling of home washed back over Hayoon. It was strange the way this house seemed to make her feel, despite having only been there once. The wood once again creaked as she slipped up the same steps, the windchimes clanging softly in the wind. She now seemed to notice the small carvings into one of the pillars, scratched into the wood were names.

Hayoon softly knocked on the door, before stepping back and fumbling with her fingers. Although it weirdly felt like home at the cabin, there was still a slight nervousness that filled her now. She jumped when the door opened, looking like a deer in headlight.

Minho had opened the door, a gentle smile spreading across his lips as he welcomed the younger inside. Hayoon tried to put distance between the two of them, despite the intrusive thoughts and feelings that filled her brain. The smell of mint was stronger now, invading her senses with it’s refreshingness.

“What brings you here?” Minho asked softly as he walked to the kitchen.

“Johnny hasn’t been at school lately, I just wanted to make sure he was okay,” Hayoon smiled softly.

“You're a good friend,” Minho smiled back, “Would you like something to eat?”

“Ah, sure..,” Hayoon couldn’t seem to refuse him, sitting down at the table and patiently waiting, “So, is Johnny okay?”

He walked back over with a muffin in his hand, Hayoon softly accepting it and nibbling around the edges. Minho sat at the table, his elbows against the wood as he leaned over the table slightly.

“Yeah, Johnny just has a lot of anger issues per say,” Minho explained, “His mom died when he was seven and we’ve all kind of had a hand in raising him but, it’s not the same authority, you know?”

“I get that,” Hayoon finally look at him, “My brother would always look after me alot when our mother had to go to work, my younger brother is a bit of a lone wolf per say,”

The words caused a chuckle to escape Minho’s lips, which made Hayoon shift in her place. It was a deep chuckle, which seemed to move something inside herself. Blinking and looking away, Hayoon really didn‘t want to be that friend who liked her friend’s family member. Johnny was her only friend after all.

“I gave Johnny a few days off school, I don’t want to overwhelm him,” Minho explained, “But I think he’ll be happy to see you, he’s fond of you, we all are,”

Minho’s hand extended out and softly cupped her cheek. Hayoon couldn’t help but lean into his hand, it was extremely warm against her cheek. Realisation hit her and she pulled away, swallowing thickly. Why on Earth did she do that?!

The door to the house opened, exposing them both to Johnny. He looked at the both of them, not saying anything before he grabbed a muffin and gestured to the door.

“Wanna take a walk?” Johnny asked.

“Yes!” Hayoon answered quickly, standing up and quickly following Johnny.

They walked outside of the house and Hayoon let out a sigh of relief, yet the yearning feeling rushed into her bloodstream. Something screamed at her to return back into the house and jump into Minho’s arms.

Because that’s where it was safe and comfortable.

“Did you walk here?” Johnny asked.

“Uh, yeah,” Hayoon nodded, “Thought I’d take a bit of a hike, I guess,”

“Your crazy,” Johnny teased, “I’ll give you a ride home,”

---

Safe to say, Johnny was back at school and Hayoon finally had her one and only friend back. She was fine with hanging out with Johnny and his cousins during lunch breaks and between classes, the rumours and chattering had stopped and she shared a class with at least one of the boys each period.

Although the stares didn’t stop, it was like Hayoon had suddenly joined some gang and she either received glares from random girls or weird looks from guys. The one person that seemed to avoid her like the plague was Ilhoon suddenly. It appeared that the pale friend of hers didn’t seem overly fond of Johnny’s group.

He seemed to seek her out individually.

“If it isn’t my locker buddy,” Ilhoon’s voice broke the air, “And your not surrounded by your guard dog,”

“They aren’t guard dogs, they're some of my only friends here,” Hayoon explained.

“Come hang out with me and the other pales,” He teased, “I’m sure we’re more your type,”

Confusion crossed Hayoon’s face, before there was a loud yell and Ilhoon was shoved away from her. Johnny had come up from behind Hayoon, pulling her away from him. Jaehyun grabbed Hayoon’s arm and they stood around her in a bubble.

“Get away from her,” Johnny snapped.

“Calm down, puppy,” Ilhoon snickered, “After all, I was here while you weren’t,”

The first punch was thrown by Johnny, Hayoon screaming and covering her eyes. She hated violence after all, tears beginning to roll down her cheeks before a teacher came rushing over while Lucas pulled the two men apart. Johnny had a busted lip while Ilhoon seemed unharmed, despite Johnny’s hulking figure.

Hayoon untangled herself from the boys and rushed away, still crying.

#ace: minyoon au #ace: fernweh #ace: eclipse series

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ace-angel-judas · 4 years

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FERNWEH | Part One Of The Eclipse Series

Pairing: Minho/Hayoon

Synopsis: Finding a new home was easy, making one was even harder. Yet Hayoon seems to find the feeling of comfort in a small cottage in the woods, in the arms of a stranger.

Part 1

A smaller town was supposed to be better, a smaller town was supposed to be less conspicuous and less troubled. Moving from the city hadn’t been Hayoon’s idea but it was indeed for a better life. Although a thirteen hour car ride next to a snoring Ozlo was hardly comfortable, it was better than where she was before.

As they got further away from the cities and the forests started to pass by the car, Hayoon’s mother seemed to smile more and life returned to her once gray and depressed features. It was something she hadn’t seen since Prince was born, the blonde haired male sitting in the front seat of her car with his earphones plugged in.

The house they pulled up to was a small red cottage on an acre of lands, the grass was greener in some places and it looked like it hadn’t rained in a while by the small dirt patches here and there. Hayoon stepped out of the car and sighed deeply.

Physical wounds healed but mental ones did not.

“Look alive,” Ozlo laughed as he slung his arm over her smaller shoulder, “I’m sure we can still get a decent internet connection out here,”

Ozlo was the eldest of the three, with the closest looking feature to their mother. In the recent years, he had gotten taller and filled out more, growing into more of an adult. It was like it had suddenly happened over night, a shock that had come to only Hayoon and her brother apparently.

“Not the internet connection I’m worried about,” Hayoon whispered.

“It’s a new start,” There mother smiled, “Fresh air will do the two of you some good,”

Prince simply grunted and shoved his hands in his pockets while Hayoon stared out into the forest.

High school had always scared Hayoon. The overactive teenagers, the bullying, the noise. Hayoon wanted nothing more than to curl into a ball and play her game boy. Atleast English would be her first class, something Hayoon had always excelled in.

The small town's high school didn’t have an overly massive class, there was only two of every class to fit the school’s capacity of students. The curriculum didn't seem up to date in Hayoon’s opinion, as the reading of Romeo and Juliet they were being assigned to do was something she had done last year and received top marks for.

Although everyone seemed to know everyone which only made Hayoon feel like an outsider. She only needed to make it to the end of the school year and then maybe she’d just ship off the furthest college or even one abroad. Ozlo had never gone to college after all, maybe Hayoon could be the first one.

Hayoon felt a slight tap on her shoulder that alerted her out of her thoughts, shoulders going stiff and eyes going wide behind her glasses. Perhaps she was being mistaken as someone else and this would be a short conversation. She turned slowly, staring at the person behind her.

He had long brown hair and a cheeky smile on his face, Hayoon blinked a few times before he laughed softly at her expression and leaned forward over his own desk. She picked up the slight smell of pine cones as he leaned closer to her.

“I’m Johnny,” He grinned.

“Oh, Hello,” Hayoon whispered, “My name is Hayoon,”

“Ahh, I’m gonna call you Yoonie,” Johnny shrugged, “Where you fr-”

“Mr Suh!”

Johnny looked up with an annoyed look on his face while Hayoon almost jumped out of her seat. The teacher was an extremely pale man with black hair brushed to the side, his arms were crossed over his chest and Hayoon felt uncomfortable under his gaze. Meanwhile, Johnny simply rolled his eyes.

“Yes, Mr Pale Face?”

“Since you have bonded with our new student so quickly, how about you be her partner for the essay?”

“You live with your cousins?”

“Yeah,” Johnny smiled charmingly as he drove, “We live further into the inlands than some of the others, we’re all really close,”

Hayoon glanced out the window, watching the trees flash by. The forest was becoming a comfort for her, the thick denseness of the trees and the dirt, the darkness during the night, it was an ominous love she was developing.

“I don’t know any of my cousins,” Hayoon explained gently, she was growing to trust Johnny rather quickly, “I have two brothers though, there my best friends,”

“My cousins and I were all raised together,” Johnny explained as he turned down a dirt road, “Our parents were all extremely close and we were basically raised like brothers, a few of them go to the school too,”

“Oh, I didn’t see any,” Hayoon whispered.

“They had the day off, my eldest cousin Minho thinks I’ve missed too much school and made me go,” He laughed, “Good thing, because it meant I met you,”

As the truck came to a stop, Johnny jumped out and slammed the door shut, making Hayoon flinch. The house was a wooden cabin, quite large and with decorative wind chimes hanging from the front porch. It felt extremely homey in a strange way, like something longed for Hayoon to be there.

She climbed out and followed Johnny as he unlocked the door to the cabin like house, the wood slightly creaking under her feet. The smell of mint and pine cones filled the air, making her glance around softly. There was a large table in front of a kitchen and a wide lounge room that seemed to be an open space. It was clean and spacious.

Johnny chuckled down his bag on the table before rummaging through the kitchen. Hayoon sat down at the table, pulling out her book and flicking over to the necessary pages.

“Do you want anything to eat?” Johnny offered.

“No thank you,” Hayoon smiled softly, “Which relationship would you like to focus on?”

“Not Romeo and Juliet,” Johnny fake gagged as he sat down at the table, a large bowl in his hands, “Everyone’s going to do it,”

“How about the relationships between Romeo and the other Montague men such as Benvolio and Mercutio?” Hayoon asked softly, “Then we can focus on there feelings and reactions after Romeo and Juliet’s deaths,”

The male smiled and leaned in close, “Aren’t you a smarty lil Yoonie,”

A loud creak made Johnny look up suddenly, the door to the house opening and Hayoon averting her eyes quickly. The male didn’t seem phased, leaning back in his chair and shoving a spoonful of ice cream in his mouth.

Five men walked in, all shirtless and with a tattoo between their shoulder blades that seemed to depict a moon. Two of them stopped at the sight of Hayoon, eyes going wide with another two went straight to the kitchen. A cheeky smile spread onto the tall mens faces, as they stalked over to Johnny.

“Look at you, bringing a girl home!” One of them howled with laughter, “Our baby Johnny got a girlfriend,”

Johnny’s cheeks went red, “Knock it off, we’re just studying!”

“We all know what studying is code for,” The other smirked, looking at Hayoon and winking, “I’m Jaehyun,”

“Knock it off,”

A deep and authoritative voice filled the air, making Hayoon jump and look up at the fifth male as he shut the door. He was only one with the decency to have a shirt covering his body, dark brown hair brushed back by his hands and a strong jaw line that supported high cheekbones. Hayoon’s eyes refused to wander away from the stranger, especially as he looked back at her.

Honey brown eyes stared back at her, seeming to swirl with an unknown nature. His entire look was like it had been carved by gods and then blessed by angels, Hayoon wanted nothing more than to reach out and cup his face and run the tips of her fingers over his skin. When he finally looked away, Hayoon felt slightly lost and averted her eyes to the ground.

Redness rushed into her cheeks as she fumbled with the book in her hands, the male walked over to the table calmly and glanced over the books before he looked at Johnny.

“We have a guest and you're stuffing your face in front of her?” He asked.

“I offered her something!” Johnny whined, “Your rude for not introducing yourself,”

“Your guest, you should be doing the introductions,”

Johnny pouted for a moment before he looked at Hayoon, a large grin spreading over his features. She smiled shyly up at him, still fumbling with the book and running her fingers over it’s slightly damaged spine.

“Yoonie, these are my cousins,” Johnny explained, “The two stuffing their faces in the kitchen are Chanyeol and Jongin, these are Lucas, Jaehyun and Minho,”

Hayoon waved shyly.

It was going to be a long year.

#minyoon au #ace: fernweh #ace: eclipse series

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ace-angel-judas · 4 years

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FERNWEH | Part One Of The Eclipse Series

Pairing: Minho/Hayoon

Synopsis: Finding a new home was easy, making one was even harder. Yet Hayoon seems to find the feeling of comfort in a small cottage in the woods, in the arms of a stranger.

Stepping out of the truck, Hayoon groaned and turned back around as Minho was already sitting on the steps of the cottage. Ozlo was already two steps ahead of her, preventing her from climbing back into the car and hiding away.

“Still want that gaming headset?” Ozlo asked.

“This is black mail,” Hayoon whispered.

“And I promise, this is for your own good,”

Hayoon shuffled back around, taking baby steps towards Minho. The smell of mint filled the air again, the strange feeling of home returning to her body. Despite the circumstances, Hayoon once again felt at ease in this place.

Minho had stood up, his hair brushed back messily and dark bags under his eyes as if he hadn’t gotten any sleep. He was in a grey hoodie and black cargo shorts, the hands shoved in the pockets. A tiny smile spread across his lips and Hayoon didn’t expect to be greeted with a hug.

A pair of strong arms engulfed her figure, pulling her into an extremely hot body. If Hayoon didn’t know any better, she would believe Minho had a fever. But she brushed the temperature off to being a werewolf thing. By the time Minho had pulled away, Hayoon felt cold again.

“Walk with me,” Minho whispered and stroked her hair.

“But I need to see Johnny too-”

“This is a discussion you and I need to have,”

His tone left no room for argument, Hayoon nodding slowly and walking alongside Minho as he walked towards the forest. She jumped slightly when his hand reached out for her, flinching which made an expression of hurt pass his face. Warmth filled her finger tips instead, Minho’s hand wrapping around her own.

They walked for a few minutes in silence, the soft crunching of dirt under their feet and the soft noises of the forest acting as a love song for the two. Hayoon found herself squeezing his hand every time a stick broke.

“You probably want to know how your brother’s a wolf, huh?” Minho asked.

“Did...did one of you bite him?”

Minho laughed, “I can assure you, no one bit your brother, you have to be born to be one of us,”

A frown crossed her features.

“Many years ago, perhaps about a century ago, our pack split into two,” Minho explained, “Twin alphas were born and in there attempt to reign over the other, the pack was split into two, one of the packs stayed in this town and helped to build it and protect it while the other pack went it’s way and moved on,”

She listened to his story carefully.

“You and your brothers are the descendants of one of the other pack members,” Minho explained further, stopping them both, “Your dad might not have been a wolf but the gene was passed onto you and your siblings,”

“I-I’m not a wolf..,” Hayoon whispered.

“Female wolves are extremely rare and I know you aren’t one,” Minho softly cupped her cheeks, “Your something different,”

Blinking, Hayoon tilted her head in confusion and it made Minho laugh at the cuteness of the innocent gesture. His warm hands pulled away from her face.

“You’re a mate,” Minho whispered as if it was a confession, “You're the lover of a wolf, someone especially chosen to be protected, cared for and loved, someone to eventually have children with and I know you can feel it..,”

“I…,” Hayoon exhaled softly, “But Johnny’s my friend-”

“You’re not Johnny’s mate,” Minho quickly stated.

“I’m not?” She asked.

Minho squished her cheeks together, “You are mine, you are my mate, you feel that pull towards me,”

She attempted to not smile while having her cheeks squished between his fingertips but Minho saw the way her lips tilted upwards against his hands. Before he could lean, Hayoon softly placed her hands on his chest.

“Slow,”

“Huh?” Minho looked confused.

“Let’s do things slowly, please,” Hayoon whispered, “I know the whole mate thing and all but I’m still human, let’s do this the human way,”

Nodding, Minho pulled away and let out a deep breath. He wanted nothing more than to wrap Hayoon in his arms and whisk her away to the private lake house the pack owned but he knew to respect her wishes.

“Alright, the human way it is,”

#ace: minyoon au #ace: fernweh #ace: eclipse series

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ace-angel-judas · 4 years

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FERNWEH | Part One Of The Eclipse Series

Pairing: Minho/Hayoon

Synopsis: Finding a new home was easy, making one was even harder. Yet Hayoon seems to find the feeling of comfort in a small cottage in the woods, in the arms of a stranger.

Part 1 | Part 2

Slowly slipping her books back into her bag, Hayoon picked up her phone and smiled softly. At Least Ozlo was just down the road now, which meant she could escape this testosterone filled household.

“Sure you don’t want to stay for dinner?” Jaehyun asked, “Jongin ain’t a bad cook,”

“My brother is picking me up,” Hayoon explained softly, “We’re still unpacking the house,”

“You have brothers?” Minho asked.

Hayoon slowly looked over at him, nodding slowly. Every time she looked at him, a deep need filled her chest. She really didn’t want to be the weird friend who had feelings for her friend’s family member, Hayoon had been through that herself.

“I have two, one older and one younger,” Hayoon tried to look past Minho, “Other than that, it’s just my mom,”

“Where’s your dad?” Lucas asked.

She went silent, face dropping and her gut twisting. A horn beeping had her quickly grabbing her bag and slinging it over her shoulder. Minho watched her carefully, following her out the door with Jaehyun, Lucas and Johnny following suit.

A silver SUV was out the front, a tall male with light brown hair and tan skin leaned out the window. Hayoon turned and smiled at Johnny, thanking him softly before rushing off to the car. Jaehyun furrowed his brows together, as did Minho, both men intensely staring at the driver. Ozlo looked back, swallowing thickly before he slid back into the car and quickly sped off once Hayoon was secure.

There was silence in the car for a moment while Hayoon strapped herself into her seat and they got back onto the main road. Ozlo was gripping the wheel tightly, keeping his eyes on the road. She shifted in her seat before speaking.

“Is everything okay?” Hayoon asked.

“Didn’t really expect to find my sister at a house filled with shirtless guys,” Ozlo shrugged.

“I’m partnered with Johnny for an essay,” Hayoon explained, “The next study session is going to be at our house, I promise,”

Ozlo nodded slowly, “I can’t help but worry, you know? All the stuff with dad, I don’t want you to be mixed up with the wrong people,”

“What do you mean the wrong people?” She asked.

“I get a weird vibe, alright?”

Laughter filled the cabin, all six boys gathered around the table. Minho leaned back in his chair, staring out the window with a longing look on his face. The scent of raspberries and spices still linger softly in the air, a scent Minho could follow if he so wished.

He never expected to find his mate, after all, Minho was responsible for the pack and the ones around them. But as soon as his eyes met with Hayoon, a new responsibility filled his soul. To be a lover and a protector, to follow this girl to the ends of the Earth.

“So, is she your mate, Johnny?” Lucas teased.

“No,” Johnny rolled his eyes, “You seriously don't believe in that mate stuff, do you?”

“Yeah, it’s possible,” Lucas shrugged.

“She’s just cute,” Johnny mumbled, “I like her, okay?”

Minho’s eyes snapped up to the second youngest member, his jaw clenching. Johnny was like one of his brothers, his own cousin and yet a sense of possessiveness washed over the alpha male.

“I don’t know, did you see the way she was making eyes at Minho?” Chanyeol butted in, “Something you're not telling us, Minho?”

“Oh come on!” Johnny slammed his hands on the table, “I’m allowed to like a girl,”

“Not this one,” Minho snapped and looked up at Johnny.

He clenched his fists, “Why not?! Lucas has a girlfriend, Jaehyun does too! You’ve already got me on restricted shifts, why can’t I get a girlfriend?!”

“Because your grades are failing but also..,” Minho exhaled deeply, “Hayoon’s my mate,”

Silence filled the room, Johnny staring at his cousin in disbelief. It wasn’t long before Johnny was leaving the table, slamming the chair to the floor as he did so and rushing up the stairs. Minho exhaled deeply while Jaehyun whispered.

“The brother..,” Jaehyun whispered, “He’s got the same scent as the lone we’ve been tracking,”

“I’m aware,” Minho bit his lip, “But Hayoon has no idea about our world,”

#ace: minyoon au #ace: fernweh #ace: eclipse series

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ace-angel-judas · 4 years

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FERNWEH | Part One Of The Eclipse Series

Pairing: Minho/Hayoon

Synopsis: Finding a new home was easy, making one was even harder. Yet Hayoon seems to find the feeling of comfort in a small cottage in the woods, in the arms of a stranger.

Rushing over to the bed, Minho softly held Hayoon’s arms as she slowly sat up. He smiled at her kindly, kissing her forehead and chuckling to himself. She had a gleeful smile on her face.

“Are you okay?” Minho asked, “Nothing painful?”

“No I’m fine,” Hayoon whispered back, “I feel amazing..,”

Minho picked her up bridal style and spun around the room a couple of times, Hayoon keeping the sheets close to her body as he did so. The alpha seemed to be on cloud nine, holding her with ease.

“Last night was the best night of my life,” Minho whispered, “I want to experience it over and over again,”

“I think that’s do-able,” Hayoon confessed shyly, “We have the rest of our lives, right?”

“We do,”

She hummed softly before tapping his chest, “Minho, I’m naked still,”

“You know we don’t really care about nudity, right?”

Pursing her lips, Hayoon slowly covered her face while Minho placed her down softly. He tugged at her wrists, kissing over whatever skin was exposed to him until Hayoon burst into giggles.

“You should stay with me today,” Minho seemed to beg.

“I can’t, I have to hand in some assignments today,” Hayoon kissed his cheek, “Maybe I’ll see if I can leave after English period at one,”

“Yes,” He squished her cheeks, “I want to take you out tonight,”

“What is that awful wet dog smell?”

Hayoon turned around at the sound of a voice, smiling softly as Ilhoon stood in the hallway. It was reaching the end of the year so more people were going on holidays.

“Hey Il-“

She went quiet as Ilhoon grabbed her arm and pulled Hayoon towards him. Disgust appeared on Ilhoon’s face as he inhaled deeply, gritting his teeth.

“His smell is all over you,” Ilhoon snapped.

“What are you going on about?” Hayoon whispered out of fear.

“Even after I warn you about those mutts you still go back to them,” Ilhoon hissed, “Come with me,”

There was no room for argument as Ilhoon dragged her down the hallway and towards the car park. Most people were on holidays or in there classes, so nothing looked unusual by the two.

Hayoon was dragged to Ilhoon’s car and shoved in the passengers seat before he suddenly appeared in the drivers side. She jumped at how fast he got there before the car started and they sped off onto the road.

“I can’t believe you would fuck one of those dogs,” Ilhoon snapped, “You’ve completely ruined yourself now,”

“W-what are you going on about?” Hayoon whispered in fear.

“I know!” Ilhoon yelled and made her flinch, tears filling Hayoon’s eyes, “Oh don’t cry, Hayoon, I know all about your mutt of a boyfriend and his whole family, what they are,”

“I don’t know what your talking about..,” Hayoon tried to lie.

“There werewolves!” Ilhoon yelled before he slammed on the breaks, “And we are fixing this mess,”

He appeared on her side of the car in seconds, grasping her arm and pulling her out. Hayoon almost stumbled as Ilhoon dragged her through the forest, keeping a tight grip on her arm.

“Ilhoon your scaring me-“

“Good,” He suddenly turned around, the both of them stopping, “Maybe you’ll realize that I'm better for you?”

“What?”

Laughter filled the air, Ilhoon’s eyes shifting to a bright crimson color and Hayoon froze at the sight. A pair of fangs became more apparent in his mouth, while the speed and strength made sense in her mind now.

A low growl filled the air, Hayoon turned her head and looking. A large brown wolf stepped out from behind the trees, followed by a few others.

“Johnny-“

“Come any closer and I’ll kill her,”

The wolves stopped suddenly and Hayoon’s bottom lip began to tremble. She didn’t want to die, not like this. She wanted to grow old with Minho, surrounded by there grand children and teaching them the ways of the pack.

Not while she was so young.

“Let her go!” Minho’s deep voice sounded as he walked out of the trees.

“You..,” Ilhoon hissed, “Your the mutt,”

“Get your hands off my mate,” Minho growled.

Hayoon looked at him for help, while Minho gave her a sorry look.

“She was perfect before you dug your claws into her,” Ilhoon explained, “Now it needs to be fixed,”

A searing pain rocked Hayoon’s body as Ilhoon bit into the side of her neck, the pain too much for her to even scream. Minho yelled, one of the wolves rushed forward and snapping at Ilhoon.

The vampire moved quickly, dropping Hayoon while he got away from the jaws of the wolf. Hayoon finally let out a scream, her body convulsing and shaking as the pain split through her body.

Minho, Johnny and Lucas shot forward, tending to her side. Minho lifted her body slightly, blood spreading to his hands as he attempted to stop the bleeding.

Ilhoon laughed, shaking his head. The alpha looked up slowly, his body shaking as he glared at the vampire.

“Take her to Sunhee,” Minho growled, “I’m taking care of this leech,”

Johnny nodded, lifting Hayoon while Lucas helped. Minho shifted into his wolf form, the large black wolf snarling loudly before chasing after the vampire.

#:D #ace: minyoon au #ace: fernweh #ace: eclipse series #ace: eclipse au

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