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There’s something to be said about how Stanley Pines was treated his entire life as a lesser echo of his brother.
Stan was the failure. He had no value. He was never told he could thrive on his own, so he never tried. He balanced the weight of his dreams on remaining at Ford’s side, and when Ford revealed he had other plans, he spiraled. He lost his home, tried desperately to make a name for himself while spinning from identity to identity, losing more and more of himself as time went on. After years of running, his brother finally reached out to him again and Stan grabbed onto that lifeline, only to realize Ford didn’t want him to stay. Ford wanted Stan to do something for him. That was all.
Stan would never be anything without Ford. He would never be anything more than Ford. He took his brother’s identity while sacrificing decades of his life, but it wasn’t much of a life anyway, so what was there to lose?
Ford returned, and didn’t even thank him.
Stan had done all of that for nothing. His brother looked him in the eye and (from Stan’s perspective) decided he deserved nothing.
Stanley Pines deserved nothing because Stanley Pines was nothing.
And yet, at the end of everything, when everything else was lost, the world was saved.
Not because Stan pretended to be Ford, fulfilling his role as echo and shadow and double.
No.
Because, in that moment, Bill made a deal with Stanley Pines. The conman, the grunkle, the failure. The defender.
Stanley Pines, who would always protect his family, even if it meant sacrificing himself.
Stanley Pines, who was so very valuable, after all.
#I just finished gravity falls#screaming crying throwing up#I know he got his memories back but that MOMENT#absolutely devastated me#thematically immaculate I adore this show#I might rant about gravity falls a fair bit for the foreseeable future#well this analysis got out of hand#it’s going to be a while before I can really verbalize my thoughts on this#I admit most of my analyses are pretty much train of consciousness so they ultimately don’t get formatted too well#gravity falls#stanley pines#stan pines#grunkle stan#gravity falls analysis#gravity falls spoilers#weirdmageddon#madbard rambles
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💛 Love Can Change You... 💛
#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers#jayce talis#viktor arcane#jayvik#devastated#knew it was coming... and it still absolutely ruined me...#so sad in so many ways#agonizing#just agonizing#love does not conquer all#gonna go cry myself to sleep about it#pidgy drew#digital art#artists on tumblr
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brothers
#jrwi riptide#jrwi#just roll with it#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi chip#reuben price#ollie jrwi#do you ever look at chip jrwi and become absolutely miserable#do you ever think chip wanted to be the kind of brother to ollie that he wishes price would've been to him#yeah...#the more i think about chip the more devastated i get#bro please just find long lasting happiness and live a little bro do it for me and maybe kiss fish when you're at it
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Trying to bribe @morningstarwrites with these sketches so I can read the new chapter earlier ha! Thank you for the inspiration, the challenge and the absolute joy this fic brings me. I’d kiss your brain folds if I could.
#AND OH MY GODDDDDDDDD#this fanfiction healed me of my#‘everything I draw looks like absolute shit’ curse#i was so devastated and frustrated with all my drawings lately#and had to delete some oops#I couldn’t bare to look at them anymore#including the sketch for the last chapter to this fic#I tried to achieve something specific and failed so badly#so I reset my brain and went back to the way how I originally sketched them#and TA-DA it worked and now I can draw again#my soul is healed thank you no one reads this#hazbin hotel#radioapple#osas#morningstarwrites
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the adventure of the unbreakable speckled band
#finished the second tgaa case today and it absolutely devastated me it was so so good#i wish more people talked about tgaa in the fandom#kazuma asogi#asogi kazuma#ryunosuke naruhodo#naruhodo ryunosuke#tgaa#the great ace attorney#tgaa fanart#ace attorney#ace attorney fanart#asoryuu#? does it count
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shixiong!!
#tgcf#quanyin#quan yizhen#yin yu#once i read abt them i couldnt stop drawing them for a whole week i love them sm#ch 212 absolutely Devastated me i couldn’t continue reading for a while 😭
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my mental stability lies in the hands of a cockroach
#brug why was i legit tearing up at the end of the movie#the helicopter scene was so tragic and romantic#eddie reaching out to venom to touch him one last time only for venom to grab the door and shield him broke me#i know a lot of people wanted them to die together#but venom loves eddie too much to do anything other than make sure he lives#and that’s true love#‘you couldn’t keep him. and he couldn’t keep you’ absolutely devastated me#i’ll never hear ‘hey buddy’ the same again#you think whenever eddie wakes up the first thing he does is greet venom with ‘hey buddy’#both times he was knocked unconscious he immediately calls out for venom when he’s barely even awake#i wonder if he still calls out for him#venom the last dance#venom 3#venom spoilers#spoilers#symbrock
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thinking about six balls again (when he was born he weighed six balls)
#svsss#every time i remember this bit it makes me laugh so bad#the fact that this is followed by him thinking about a dick joke and making himself laugh out loud until he slaps himself#and the demons are just staring at him like 👁👁#it's so good. this stupid fucking series (affectionate)#the fact that it'll throw an absolutely devastating major character death scene at you#and then ten pages later be like hey. don't cry. six balls okay?#it's amazing
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#nvm I found it#ignore me just thinking about jean Moreau and feeling absolutely devastated about it
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jim, when he finally understood spock’s reasoning in menagerie, part 2: spock! you could’ve just told me! (and i would’ve broke the rules for you)
spock, as noble and kind as he is: and make you face the death penalty too? no… one of us is enough
#ABSOLUTELY DEVASTATING#spock loves this man so damn much#and also the whole ‘no need to insult me sir i acted completely logical’ like… WHERE?#logical in the part where you wanted to make your previois captain happy so much you broke the rules for him submitting yourself to the#death penalty charge only for the possibily that your old captain will accept your offer and will become happy once again?#WHERES LOGIC IN THERE SPOCK#spock#star trek#spirk#or logical in the part where you know you could’ve had kirk’s support in breaking the rules but that way he would’ve faced death penalty too#but you cannot possibly endagner this man for you even at his on will?#yeah spock.#completely and utterly logical
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God, you guys have no idea what this hug has done for me. It has watered my crops, cleared my acne, jumped me in my bed while I slumbered unaware, took me by the throat, body slammed me against the wall and fucked up my insides like Sylus’ big, thick, un-lubed cock. But that’s alright because I love the pain.
Sylus fuc/kers, you can bet good money I am working on another Sylus fic, smut ofcourse, based on this card for the good of my heart, soul and 🐱 ✍🏽✍🏽
The fic is now out and it can be found here ♥️
#Faa’s ramblings#I’m afraid the thirst just never ends#GODDDD amongst all the slobbering over hot tiddies and yes YES Rafayel’s suggestive cherry popping/eating scene this HUG is what#had my hoe ass heart absolutely devastated#in shambles and wrecked at the altar of Mongolian Warrior Sylus™️#I am so excited to write the fic guys wish me luck! 💪🏽#love and deepspace sylus#l&ds sylus#l&ds smut#lads sylus
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My experience of reading the Girl from the Other Side
#the girl from the other side#totsukuni no shoujo#absolutely devastating#im someone who has a hard time crying and let me tell you my eyes were not dry once since the 7th volume#and the artwork#the artwork is so beautiful#when i wasnt crying i was saving the panels
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Sorry, most likely my memory being poor, but I thought Malleus' mom (don't know how to spell her name and too lazy to check how to spell it) was already an adult when Lilia ""proposed""?? Like I was always under the assumption that it was like a one-sided child crush on somebody completely out of your league you tend to have as a kid 💀
I don't think they say how old she was? although it's entirely possible I just misunderstood; my Japanese is...shaky. :') the actual line is "幼い頃に私に求婚したのは偽りか?", which I read as "isn't it true that you proposed to me as a kid?", and took as her being older than him, but not necessarily an adult (like, I was thinking of Lilia as being not quite a preteen and Mel being preteen/young teen). although I don't know if there's a connotation or something I'm missing that implies a bigger age gap, if that makes sense!
(and of course, I might also just be forgetting some other line -- if someone else knows, then please correct me! I need to know which headcanons need adjusting 👀)
BUT YEAH in a canon-y sense, Malleus is 178 and around the third-years developmentally. which makes me think that even though dragons have a way longer lifespan, they go through childhood at about the same rate as most fae (or at least the kind that Lilia is) and just kinda...slow waaaaay down once they hit adulthood. so it makes sense in my brain that he and Meleanor could've basically grown up together!
...it makes it angstier that way, anyway. :)
#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 5 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 5 spoilers#this week on ego thinks way too much about diasomnia#(what do you mean you're not supposed to overanalyze the chronology)#but yeah mel was completely out of his league regardless#she was out of literally everyone's league#though seriously i think i just...narratively want them to be more equals?#because a big chunk of lilia's Issues were (and let's be real. are.) based on internalizing that he doesn't deserve love#and that he doesn't deserve to be around the people he loves#while mel is over here going 'you stupid idiot. you absolute fool. i'm going to go die for you out of spite'#(i do think lilia never realized she died to save him too and not just malleus) (but we digress)#i think it's a bit more satisfying if there isn't a big gap between them like that#(same for raverne) (assuming we ever get to learn ANYTHING about him) (please twst just a few more breadcrumbs i'm begging you...)#but ah well. the angst is delicious either way >:)#please definitely let me know if i misunderstood though! i need the character trauma to be Correctly Devastating. >:)
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Take Me To Church came out ten years ago today, on September 13, 2013.
It was Hozier’s debut single.
… the fuck?!?!?? HOW??? The talent, the vocals, the lyrics, the passion- and it’s not even the best song on the album????
Andrew John Hozier-Byrne, I salute you, sir. Truly the maddest of mad lads, a most sincere thank you to his parents and to the proud nation of Ireland, A+, no notes.
#hozier#unreal unearth#take me to church#wasteland baby!#absolute GOAT behavior#he was just 22-23 but he went OFF#thanks for the poetry and vocals and emotional devastation#bravo sir
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Do you care for her? Don't worry too much about love, that's a dicey word for the over-forties. Or are you just afraid of becoming some old man dying in the groove of his life and buried out of pity by a bunch of youngsters who never knew you as anything other than some old fart who always seemed to be around the place.
Or: Are you giving up your entire life and everything you’ve ever known because you want to? Or because you feel like you have to? And can you live with yourself if you do it anyway?
#men at arms has TEETH. fuck me.#absolutely devastating book#this is kinda a mashup of all my favourite moments:#the bullet shattering the mirror. Vimes avoiding his own gaze. Him holding his badge so tight he cuts his hand open.#and of course: vimes getting hit with the compulsory amatonormativity beam#don’t worry vimes. if no one else got you just know us aromantics got you#discworld#city watch#sam vimes#gnu terry pratchett#cw blood
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I’ve watched FMAB a thousand times but Greed’s death STILL gets me every fucking time. 1. Him realizing that Ling is going to get hurt and possibly killed by Father if Greed doesn’t leave his body, 2. Greed coming to terms with the fact that he’s definitely going to get killed by Father but he’s willing to make the sacrifice for Ling, and 3. Greed discovering that what he wanted was what he had the entire time, and that was true friends who would stick with him through thick and thin, who would share the same experiences and failures and triumphs and still love him despite his homunculus status. I’m so.
Also I’m SO pissed at the fact that Pride got to live but Greed didn’t. In my brain I kept saying “Well yeah I guess it makes sense for all of the homunculi to die bc they came from Father and HE has to die” but then I remembered that Pride LIVES and that makes me so salty. Out of all the homunculi Greed deserved to live the MOST AND I JUST. FUCKIGN.
#It’s been years and I’m STILL in denial#I’m living in my fantasy Soulmate GreedLingEd AU. Don’t fucking talk to me about canon#Anyway we finally finished FMAB today. My roommate absolutely LOVED it lol#But of course he would it is The anime of all time after all ;)#Shima speaks#FMA#FMAB#Fullmetal Alchemist#Greed#Ling Yao#Also it fucks me up EVERY time that Ed and Ling are the Last People Greed sees before he dies#The last people he looks at#The two people he cared about the MOST#AND. Greed’s death is what gave Ed the final push to defeat Father#Both he and Ling were DEVASTATED at Greed’s death and I’m. SO fucking normal about it#GODDD. God. G o d
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