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There’s something to be said about how Stanley Pines was treated his entire life as a lesser echo of his brother.
Stan was the failure. He had no value. He was never told he could thrive on his own, so he never tried. He balanced the weight of his dreams on remaining at Ford’s side, and when Ford revealed he had other plans, he spiraled. He lost his home, tried desperately to make a name for himself while spinning from identity to identity, losing more and more of himself as time went on. After years of running, his brother finally reached out to him again and Stan grabbed onto that lifeline, only to realize Ford didn’t want him to stay. Ford wanted Stan to do something for him. That was all.
Stan would never be anything without Ford. He would never be anything more than Ford. He took his brother’s identity while sacrificing decades of his life, but it wasn’t much of a life anyway, so what was there to lose?
Ford returned, and didn’t even thank him.
Stan had done all of that for nothing. His brother looked him in the eye and (from Stan’s perspective) decided he deserved nothing.
Stanley Pines deserved nothing because Stanley Pines was nothing.
And yet, at the end of everything, when everything else was lost, the world was saved.
Not because Stan pretended to be Ford, fulfilling his role as echo and shadow and double.
No.
Because, in that moment, Bill made a deal with Stanley Pines. The conman, the grunkle, the failure. The defender.
Stanley Pines, who would always protect his family, even if it meant sacrificing himself.
Stanley Pines, who was so very valuable, after all.
#I just finished gravity falls#screaming crying throwing up#I know he got his memories back but that MOMENT#absolutely devastated me#thematically immaculate I adore this show#I might rant about gravity falls a fair bit for the foreseeable future#well this analysis got out of hand#it’s going to be a while before I can really verbalize my thoughts on this#I admit most of my analyses are pretty much train of consciousness so they ultimately don’t get formatted too well#gravity falls#stanley pines#stan pines#grunkle stan#gravity falls analysis#gravity falls spoilers#weirdmageddon#madbard rambles
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"...I'm not done telling you all the things that I wanted to say; there's still so much. It's been so long since anyone listened to me talk. Won't you stay?"
Heaven Official's Blessing, Vol 8
#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#hualian#tian guan ci fu#i was going to use the banquet quote#but xie lian's 'it's been so long since anyone listened to me' absolutely kills me every time#like he goes pretty much the entire story trying not to ask for anything#and when he finally breaks down and begs hua cheng to stay#it's not for any grand reason like safety or happiness or love#he just wants hua cheng to Be There#i am#devastated just thinking about it#excuse me while i cry about these two for the hundredth time#yallstart
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💛 Love Can Change You... 💛
#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers#jayce talis#viktor arcane#jayvik#devastated#knew it was coming... and it still absolutely ruined me...#so sad in so many ways#agonizing#just agonizing#love does not conquer all#gonna go cry myself to sleep about it#pidgy drew#digital art#artists on tumblr
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brothers
#jrwi riptide#jrwi#just roll with it#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi chip#reuben price#ollie jrwi#do you ever look at chip jrwi and become absolutely miserable#do you ever think chip wanted to be the kind of brother to ollie that he wishes price would've been to him#yeah...#the more i think about chip the more devastated i get#bro please just find long lasting happiness and live a little bro do it for me and maybe kiss fish when you're at it
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Ghoap sketch page
#ghostsoap#soapghost#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#cod fanart#my art#doodle#I found a new brush again and so#had to test it#anyone else sorta freaking out about mw3?? hhahahah couldn’t be me (is me)#I have fics in process that could be wildly changed by what happens to our lads#just hope it doesn’t somehow kill my hyperfixation#because this is my source of serotonin at the moment (this entire year)#I am so angry that I allowed cod to have any power over me#absolutely devastating for my pride#(said with love)
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Trying to bribe @morningstarwrites with these sketches so I can read the new chapter earlier ha! Thank you for the inspiration, the challenge and the absolute joy this fic brings me. I’d kiss your brain folds if I could.
#AND OH MY GODDDDDDDDD#this fanfiction healed me of my#‘everything I draw looks like absolute shit’ curse#i was so devastated and frustrated with all my drawings lately#and had to delete some oops#I couldn’t bare to look at them anymore#including the sketch for the last chapter to this fic#I tried to achieve something specific and failed so badly#so I reset my brain and went back to the way how I originally sketched them#and TA-DA it worked and now I can draw again#my soul is healed thank you no one reads this#hazbin hotel#radioapple#osas#morningstarwrites
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the adventure of the unbreakable speckled band
#finished the second tgaa case today and it absolutely devastated me it was so so good#i wish more people talked about tgaa in the fandom#kazuma asogi#asogi kazuma#ryunosuke naruhodo#naruhodo ryunosuke#tgaa#the great ace attorney#tgaa fanart#ace attorney#ace attorney fanart#asoryuu#? does it count
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Ivan is only allowed tenderness when Till isn’t conscious. Every other interaction between them is marked by violence (anything is better than nothing at all.)
#alnst spoilers#alien stage spoilers#alnst till#alnst ivan#alien stage#their dynamic is so compelling to me#this video was just *chefs kiss*#everything was put together so gorgeously#so well crafted#absolutely devastating
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shixiong!!
#tgcf#quanyin#quan yizhen#yin yu#once i read abt them i couldnt stop drawing them for a whole week i love them sm#ch 212 absolutely Devastated me i couldn’t continue reading for a while 😭
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my mental stability lies in the hands of a cockroach
#brug why was i legit tearing up at the end of the movie#the helicopter scene was so tragic and romantic#eddie reaching out to venom to touch him one last time only for venom to grab the door and shield him broke me#i know a lot of people wanted them to die together#but venom loves eddie too much to do anything other than make sure he lives#and that’s true love#‘you couldn’t keep him. and he couldn’t keep you’ absolutely devastated me#i’ll never hear ‘hey buddy’ the same again#you think whenever eddie wakes up the first thing he does is greet venom with ‘hey buddy’#both times he was knocked unconscious he immediately calls out for venom when he’s barely even awake#i wonder if he still calls out for him#venom the last dance#venom 3#venom spoilers#spoilers#symbrock
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thinking about six balls again (when he was born he weighed six balls)
#svsss#every time i remember this bit it makes me laugh so bad#the fact that this is followed by him thinking about a dick joke and making himself laugh out loud until he slaps himself#and the demons are just staring at him like 👁👁#it's so good. this stupid fucking series (affectionate)#the fact that it'll throw an absolutely devastating major character death scene at you#and then ten pages later be like hey. don't cry. six balls okay?#it's amazing
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jim, when he finally understood spock’s reasoning in menagerie, part 2: spock! you could’ve just told me! (and i would’ve broke the rules for you)
spock, as noble and kind as he is: and make you face the death penalty too? no… one of us is enough
#ABSOLUTELY DEVASTATING#spock loves this man so damn much#and also the whole ‘no need to insult me sir i acted completely logical’ like… WHERE?#logical in the part where you wanted to make your previois captain happy so much you broke the rules for him submitting yourself to the#death penalty charge only for the possibily that your old captain will accept your offer and will become happy once again?#WHERES LOGIC IN THERE SPOCK#spock#star trek#spirk#or logical in the part where you know you could’ve had kirk’s support in breaking the rules but that way he would’ve faced death penalty too#but you cannot possibly endagner this man for you even at his on will?#yeah spock.#completely and utterly logical
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#nvm I found it#ignore me just thinking about jean Moreau and feeling absolutely devastated about it
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My experience of reading the Girl from the Other Side
#the girl from the other side#totsukuni no shoujo#absolutely devastating#im someone who has a hard time crying and let me tell you my eyes were not dry once since the 7th volume#and the artwork#the artwork is so beautiful#when i wasnt crying i was saving the panels
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God, you guys have no idea what this hug has done for me. It has watered my crops, cleared my acne, jumped me in my bed while I slumbered unaware, took me by the throat, body slammed me against the wall and fucked up my insides like Sylus’ big, thick, un-lubed cock. But that’s alright because I love the pain.
Sylus fuc/kers, you can bet good money I am working on another Sylus fic, smut ofcourse, based on this card for the good of my heart, soul and 🐱 ✍🏽✍🏽
The fic is now out and it can be found here ♥️
#Faa’s ramblings#I’m afraid the thirst just never ends#GODDDD amongst all the slobbering over hot tiddies and yes YES Rafayel’s suggestive cherry popping/eating scene this HUG is what#had my hoe ass heart absolutely devastated#in shambles and wrecked at the altar of Mongolian Warrior Sylus™️#I am so excited to write the fic guys wish me luck! 💪🏽#love and deepspace sylus#l&ds sylus#l&ds smut#lads sylus
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Sorry, most likely my memory being poor, but I thought Malleus' mom (don't know how to spell her name and too lazy to check how to spell it) was already an adult when Lilia ""proposed""?? Like I was always under the assumption that it was like a one-sided child crush on somebody completely out of your league you tend to have as a kid 💀
I don't think they say how old she was? although it's entirely possible I just misunderstood; my Japanese is...shaky. :') the actual line is "幼い頃に私に求婚したのは偽りか?", which I read as "isn't it true that you proposed to me as a kid?", and took as her being older than him, but not necessarily an adult (like, I was thinking of Lilia as being not quite a preteen and Mel being preteen/young teen). although I don't know if there's a connotation or something I'm missing that implies a bigger age gap, if that makes sense!
(and of course, I might also just be forgetting some other line -- if someone else knows, then please correct me! I need to know which headcanons need adjusting 👀)
BUT YEAH in a canon-y sense, Malleus is 178 and around the third-years developmentally. which makes me think that even though dragons have a way longer lifespan, they go through childhood at about the same rate as most fae (or at least the kind that Lilia is) and just kinda...slow waaaaay down once they hit adulthood. so it makes sense in my brain that he and Meleanor could've basically grown up together!
...it makes it angstier that way, anyway. :)
#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 5 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 5 spoilers#this week on ego thinks way too much about diasomnia#(what do you mean you're not supposed to overanalyze the chronology)#but yeah mel was completely out of his league regardless#she was out of literally everyone's league#though seriously i think i just...narratively want them to be more equals?#because a big chunk of lilia's Issues were (and let's be real. are.) based on internalizing that he doesn't deserve love#and that he doesn't deserve to be around the people he loves#while mel is over here going 'you stupid idiot. you absolute fool. i'm going to go die for you out of spite'#(i do think lilia never realized she died to save him too and not just malleus) (but we digress)#i think it's a bit more satisfying if there isn't a big gap between them like that#(same for raverne) (assuming we ever get to learn ANYTHING about him) (please twst just a few more breadcrumbs i'm begging you...)#but ah well. the angst is delicious either way >:)#please definitely let me know if i misunderstood though! i need the character trauma to be Correctly Devastating. >:)
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