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#me when I'm internally monologuing or indulging in my daydream universe and someone talks to me#paracosm#immersive daydreaming#maladaptive daydreaming#madd humor#spongebob#spongebon squarepants#squidward#funny#about me
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You guys are liking the Darry drawing and I feel nice SNEAK PEAKS‼️‼️
20 years old, parents assumedly died on/around his birthday (thank you musical for that one). How do I be normal about him.
I have a birthday angst post in mind for him LMAO.
Ignore the really shitty wip last frame I have the entire like, last 50 seconds of this song to draw stuff for
Formatting the shit for a TikTok too, won’t be posted as a comic but prolly a video w/ stills later
#digital art#my art#art wip#my wips#darrel curtis#the outsiders#I LOVE HIM GUYS#I’m about to ruin his year too!!!#song is Brother by Madds Buckley#apparently it’s about MHA but I don’t care for that show so WHO KNOWS#darry curtis
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remembered i ended up as a maladaptive daydreamer because i was so lonely as a kid. and we are still here. sigh
#daydreaming about being paid attention to#they love me the way i want them to#but if it's all in my head#does that mean it's my head that loves me that way?#but still i wish i didn't have it#it makes me relive the same day over and over again#maladaptive daydreaming#actually maladaptive#madd#personal#🕷️
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Hi!
I’m not trying to be rude, this is just a genuine question and I’m curious. Why do you use xey/xem instead of they/them for nonbinary/gender-neutral characters? I’m only wondering because I personally use they/them, and hadn’t heard of xey/xem before.
Thank you!
Xey/xem is a set of neopronouns! Some people choose to use certain sets of nonstandard pronouns for themselves for various reasons. I've made a conscious choice to use them more often in the past year or so, some people in the audience really appreciate it.
Some reasons that people use neos;
Their preferred language doesn't have a genderless pronoun like English's they/them
They feel it fits their unique experience with gender better than they/them
Making a statement; I've seen some it/its users who argue they want to "reclaim" it since it's often used to dehumanize queer people.
It's Just Cool. Some people just like doing stuff because it's interesting.
For BB though, I use xey/xem for Gib/Meewa cats, which is a BB!Clan Cultural third gender next to Tom and Molly. The language they speak, Clanmew, doesn't have gender-based pronouns at all. The Meewa gender is not gender-neutral, so in translating it to English, I feel it would actually be most accurate to refer to them with a neo set and not with exclusive they/them.
They might be non"binary" by our standards; but gibs have their own set of gender expectations and a role within the Clan. Their gender is trinary, so queer cats in this narrative are non-trinary. Gender is a social construct, so fantasy cultures that have a very different idea of it tend to fascinate me.
Tossed it in for funsies, but it gives me a chance to chat about gender and such now and then. Welcome to Bonefall's Gender Shop where I will blast you with chemicals so intense your frogs will turn gay or your MONEY BACK
#Also the meewa gender made a terf REALLY MADD in my inbox the other day LMAO#It was actually hilarious they ended up accidentally gendering me correctly because they were so mad#I keep thinking about it because it was so Stereotypical Terf Transphobia that I kinda want everyone to look at it#bone babble
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The Jason Todd brainrot is real cause when I woke up today I spent an extra hour just lying in my bed and vividly daydreaming about Jason going to therapy
#my dc posting#dc#jason todd#sometimes MaDD can be good to me 😌#it was actually extremely emotionally cathartic imagining what he'd say what he'd not say what he'd conceal and lie about#how his therapist would approach it etc etc#put your faves in therapy. it makes you understand them better and by god do they probably need it
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daydreaming with existing characters is so embarrassing. yeah I have all these headcanons but only for like one specific "fanfic" I haven't written. no theyre not interesting. no you cannot hear about them. no I am not going to write that "fanfic"
#@ my brain#please stop yoinking characters without knowing their backstories at all#I cannot tell anyone about any of this if they know the media#kitkat posting#little guys (daydreams)#immersive daydreaming#maladaptive daydreaming#daydreaming#madd humor#madd things
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"its just a album" to YOU maybe, i absorbed it into my soul
#yes this is about mlis#my love is sick#madds buckley#dogbird#this album changed lives#it changed my life
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NO ONE TALK TO ME
IM GONNA BE THINKING OUT THIS FOR THE REST OF THE DAY
#just watched it#im crazy#im so sad#i haven't even watched a full season of my hero in years I stopped at season 4#i just saw madds Buckley made a tik tok about it and i had to see it#sobbing#i was sobbing and i amd sobbing#im insane about it#togachako#my hero academia#my own dumb shit
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I love that I never specify which paracosms my paras are from on here. Yeah I've tagged Error and Bart next to each other, no their worlds are nothing alike and impossible to compare, yes they've both experienced The Void Between Universes, no this does not connect them in any way but I'm not gonna tell you that they have nothing to do with each other
Anyway shout out to the paras that have experienced The Void Between Universes
#its about the recurring themes#error my beloved#bart my beloved#quill speaks#madd#maladaptive daydreaming#immersive daydreaming#paraportal
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This post has probably been made before but it's 2 am and I've been thinking™:
But like it's so depressing, as a maladaptive daydreamer, that my perfect world, filled with the people I care about the most, only exists within my mind. I'm at the level of maladaptive where I don't really desire social contact because I have daydreaming and that fills all my social needs. But that life isn't real and it'll never be real no matter how much I want it to.
I'm not (actively) suicidal but when the thing you yearn for the most is something you can never interact with because it only exists in your head :/ it's hard to exist normally.
#like wdym I can't live as my para in a fun fantasy world in my dream home?#I have exist in this world knowing that'll I never truly enjoy myself#that the thing that makes me the happiest is a concept that only exists in my brain#and the people that fill my social meter and that I care about aren't real either#hopefully this makes sense#also sorry for being sad but the mental illness is mental illness-ing#maladaptive daydreaming#actually madd
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hold me (my love is sick) (always) let me go (it leaks and bleeds) (always) (all over me onto you) nobody warned me it'd hurt so bad (twisted thing) (something pretty for the ruin and the rot) loving again when i thought you had me (an end to you and me) i'd do anything anything anything (oh, my mistake) (you loved me) maybe i'm the fool for thinking i can still love someone else
#mine#music#my love is sick#madds buckley#THINKING ABOUT HER AGAIN (MY LOVE IS SICK FULL TRACKLIST)#SPECIAL INTEREST OF THEMES AND MOTIFS. THIS ALBUM WAS MADE FOR ME PERSONALLY
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I love the line "I don't need a missing piece just someone at my back".
Mainly due to the parallel with autism.
In fact, there is almost unanimous agreement in the anime community in question that Kageyama is autistic, and he is the speaker of the song.
Simply brilliant.
#madds buckley#maddie buckley#at my back#song#ship songs#kagehina playlist#kagehina song#kagehina#hinata x kageyama#kageyama x hinata#kageyama tobio#hinata shoyuo#hinata shouyou#shobio#I'M COMPLETELY NORMAL ABOUT THIS SONG OKAY????
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Can I say hi to uhhhh Harley or Vienna???
I am Kadennnnnn
Yall prolly dont know me yer
Oh hi! (Vienna here)
Ohhh you're Kaden! You're cool I like you
James hasn't told me much about you but he said you rlly helped her today so I think you're cool
Whats your favourite sea animal? Mine are tiger sharks and dolphins but I also love orcas hehe
#(james here sorry Vienna has been ranting about the ocean for like an hour and I haven't been able to listen at all so now y'all have to)#my paras<3#Vienna<33#maladaptive daydreaming#maladaptive daydreamer#madd
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ive been meaning to draw this doofus for MONTHS but was Afraid of drawing his face but NO MORE!
@ask-the-becile-boys
#in my brain hes either singing curses by the crane wives or Literally Anything from the Sunset on Summerville album by madds buckley#also i Dont Care that he canonically has not been able to sing in decades this is about The Vibes#my art#steam powered giraffe#becile bots#hare becile#i thought his face was gonna be the hard part of this but Nope it was that Dang Jacket#i am proud of the cross hatching tho
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Silly little thing I noticed at least myself doing when listening to songs
Songwriter: makes song using what's clearly a metaphor
Me: relates it to a fictional character who happens to be dealing with the metaphor literally
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Does anyone else have to ban themselves from consuming disaster/horror/generally fucked up situations in media because your brain goes "okay but what if that was you" and then the following daydream is so vivid its 30 minutes later and you didn't realize youre crying
#i loooooove reading about ocean disasters where no one survives for class#this is good for my mental health /s#also one of my favorite fanfics does this sadly :(#actually maladaptive#maladaptive daydreaming#madd negativity#madd problems#madd things#immersive daydreaming
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