#about caidyn

[fade-and-loathing-in-thedas]

Well, Akroma and Alistair have kids now...

Two feral twins raised in the wilds with their auntie Morrigan and cousin Kieran, then eventually sent off to their uncle Jowan when Morrigan hides out in Orlesian High Court. Akroma isn't the most present parent and Alistair doesn't learn about them until post trespasser. They definitely prefer their aunt and uncle over their actual parents. Do I like drama, parental trauma, and angst? Yes. Yes, I do lol

Caidyn (Cade) Amell-Theirin

Romilda (Millie) Amell-Theirin

[formerhorticulturist]

Caidyn: *is bleeding out and on the verge of unconsciousness* Caidyn: “make sure i get a cute nurse”

[wispofwillow]

Florence + The Machine covers 'Silver Springs' (Fleetwood Mac)

[theheroof]

A SW I made for the double xp event...His name is Caidyn Fel and he didn’t want to be sith but...when he confronted his father about this...let’s just say that’s where his cybernetics came from...

He’s still a good person but sometimes makes some questionable choices out of fear or duty.

[heart-strong]

17, 10, 49

Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything: my girl Emma or Caidyn, we've mentioned them they are my ride or dies. 

What is the last beverage you had: last drink I finished, water. the thing I’m drinking right now, I am drinking a sparkling green tea lemonade from caribou\

Do you dance in the car: yes, today I almost got in an accident because I was belting and dancing to “good 4 u” by Olivia Rodrigo and you need to go listen to it. if you have listened to it, listen to it again.

[george-muro]

#Repost @thebennettgang • • • • • • Santa Barbara County Courthouse The other day the news was on, broadcasting the #georgefloyd video, and Caidyn asked what was going on, which led into a conversation about police brutality and racism. A few days later as we rode in the car, he said, “Mommy I wish I had never saw that video because now I can’t stop thinking about it”. I expressed to him that those feelings were okay because it’s heavy on everyone’s hearts right now. Today as we were headed out from our vacation in Santa Bárbara, we came across a huge protest that we chose to attend. The boys were insistent on making signs, and we managed to make some out of some shoe boxes and colored pencils we found in the trunk. They were so aware of the cause and they were so proud to be a part of the movement demanding justice. These times are so hard, these conversations are so hard and I can only pray that these times will be a monumental part of my boys lived that they will get to look back on and see the fight that took place to change the future for them. #blacklivesmatter #iwanttogrowup #mylifematters #justiceforgeorgefloyd #protestforgeorgefloyd #blackmoms #blackmomsblog #blackboys #locs #justiceforahmaud #nojusticenopeace #protest #kidsprotest #blackamerica (en Minneapolis Minn) https://www.instagram.com/p/CA4BEgfBGbW/?igshid=91ky8o57p1rf

[failcdhero-blog]

He's been sitting in the the same chair for the past hour, trying to think of a way to talk to Caidyn about something that’s been on his mind for a few weeks now. It stared when they were on their way to a case and she made him pull over on the side of the road so she could throw up. She blamed it on bad diner food, a reasonable explanation considering their lifestyle, then he noticed that she was sleeping a lot more and avoiding certain foods, even mashed potatoes. He’s not a doctor, but he’s seen enough crappy daytime television to know what this could mean. She claims that she’s just sick, but she's not dumb, the thought must have crossed her mind. Her denial about this makes this a lot harder to do, as if it wasn’t already hard enough since this is all his fault. Sure he was a demon at the time, and he knows she doesn’t blame him, but it doesn’t stop him from feeling guilty about how good it felt to terrorize her. He knew how scared she was at the mere thought of getting pregnant, and even if she didn’t, the painstaking anxiety it would cause her was enough for him. Also, the fact that it was him doing this to her spurred him on even more. “Hey, I’m heading out, you need anything?” Sammy’s voice pulls him from his thoughts and he looked up to see Sam standing in the doorway to his room.

“No man, I’m good.” he gave Sam a feigned smile. There’s a look of concern on Sam’s face, and for a second it looks like he wants to say something, but he doesn’t. “Alright see you later.” he says, waving goodbye. Sam is the one who is good with emotional stuff, and he’d ask him for advice, but it’s not his place. Besides, between actually doing it and throwing it in her face when they were turning him human, he’s done enough damage already. The look of surprise on Sam’s face told him that she hadn’t told him, and the look of embarrassment on her face made him laugh. He can’t think of an easy way to do this, so he decides just to go ahead and do it before Sam gets back. He checks to make sure Sam has left before making his way to the one place in the bunker she’d be in besides his room, the greenhouse that used to be her room before she moved into his. Things have been bumpy between them lately, but can’t blame her for being a little distant. When he finds her, she's watering her plants, but he doesn’t say anything. He leans against the door frame, opting to wait until she notices his presence to say something. It doesn’t take her long, though, and she turns her attention to him. “What’s up?” she asks, as small smile forms on her lips. He gives her one too, but it disappears as quickly as it forms. His gaze turns to the floor, unable to look at her.

“Can I talk to you about somethin’?”

                                                                                     @formerhorticulturist​ // plotted starter

[beautybookcorner]

Big thank you to @bwreviewsblog for this arc of Docile by @kmszpara! I wanted to read it as soon as I read the synopsis. I was so happy to win Caidyn’s giveaway. . 🖤 Tell me this synopsis doesn’t sound amazing! Docile releases March 3, 2020. . 🖤 SYNOPSIS: “There is no consent under capitalism. Docile is a science fiction parable about love and sex, wealth and debt, abuse and power, a challenging tour de force that at turns seduces and startles. To be a Docile is to be kept, body and soul, for the uses of the owner of your contract. To be a Docile is to forget, to disappear, to hide inside your body from the horrors of your service. To be a Docile is to sell yourself to pay your parents' debts and buy your children's future. Elisha Wilder’s family has been ruined by debt, handed down to them from previous generations. His mother never recovered from the Dociline she took during her term as a Docile, so when Elisha decides to try and erase the family’s debt himself, he swears he will never take the drug that took his mother from him. Too bad his contract has been purchased by Alexander Bishop III, whose ultra-rich family is the brains (and money) behind Dociline and the entire Office of Debt Resolution. When Elisha refuses Dociline, Alex refuses to believe that his family’s crowning achievement could have any negative side effects—and is determined to turn Elisha into the perfect Docile without it.” . . . . #bookstagram #newbook #docilebook #kmszpara #tordotcompublishing #bookgram #sciencefiction #speculativefiction #tbr #tbrpost #bibliophile #bookworm #booknerd #amreading #bookblog #bookblogger #bookdragon #sffbooks #beautybookcorner https://www.instagram.com/p/B4A7T4MAHJS/?igshid=1dycyh8l4qa34

[azerite-moved]

Constellation and reminder

Constellations: Who is someone you could talk to for hours and never stop?

Oof, that’s a hard one. I get really drained after talking to people for a few hours, but the few people who I can talk to for a little longer than others would be my friend Sophie, my friend Kayla and my friends Caidyn and Mackenzie. I can’t help getting super drained though,, it’s just how I work and I would change that about myself if I could.

Reminder: Who is someone you will never forget?

Again, another thing I could change about myself is my memory, haha. I forget things extremely easily, but I can hang on to the negative things in my life for years. Of course, I won’t be able to forget all the good friends I’ve made in my life, but I’ll also be burdening myself by remembering all the bad people in my life for a long time as well.

[lost-little-mouse]

Caidyn: *sees a tree with branches she can reach*

Caidyn: I'm gonna climb that

[formerhorticulturist]

BOLD any which apply to your muse!

remember to REPOST! feel free to add to the list!

tagged by: no one, i sorta stole it

tagging: @tobeblamed, @sometimes-on-a-sunday, @noprodigalson, @soulsaved, @swcllowthis, @somekindcfhero, and @thegingerwhcre

[ COLORS ] 

red. brown. orange. yellow. green. blue. purple. pink. black. white. teal. silver. gold. gray. lilac. metallic. matte. royal blue. charcoal grey. forest green. apple red. navy blue. crimson. cream. mint green. blood red. maroon.

[ ELEMENTAL ] 

fire. ice. water. air. earth. rain. snow. wind. moon. stars. sun. heat. cold. steam. frost. lightning. sunlight. moonlih. dawn. dusk. twilight. midnight. sunrise. sunset. dewdrops. umbra. penumbra. char. darkness. ash 

[ BODY ] 

claws. long fingers. fangs. teeth. wings. tails. bare feet. freckles. burises. canine. scares. scratches. wounds. burns. spikes. feathers. webs. hands. tears. feline. chubby. curvy. short. tall. normal height. muscular. beards. piercings. tattoos. slender. trained. birdlike. shapeshifting. junoesque. svelte. long hair. short hair. horns. wolfish.. frightening. ethereal (well she likes to pretend that she is). angelic. demonic. 

[ WEAPONS ]

fists. sword. dagger. spear. arrow. hammer. shield. poison. guns. axes. throwing axes. whips. knives. machetes. throwing knives. pepper sprays. tasers. machine guns. shotguns. slingshots. katanas. maces. stakes. staves. wands. powers. molotovs. magical items. magic. rocks. mud balls. kitchenware.

[ MATERIALS ]

gold. silver. platinum. titanium. diamonds. pearls. rubies. sapphires. emeralds. amethyst. metal. iron. rust. steel. glass. wood. porcelain. paper. wool. fur. lace. leather. silk. velvet. denim. linen. cotton. charcoal. clay. stone. asphalt. brick. marble. dust. glitter. blood. soil. mud. smoke. ash. shadow. carbonate. rubber. synthetics. moonstone. osmium. sand.

[ NATURE ]

PLANTS. grass. leaves. tress. bark. thorns. seeds. hay. sand. rocks. roots. flowers. ocean. river. lake. meadow. forest. desert. tundra. savanna. rain forest. caves. underwater. coral reef. beach. waves. space. clouds. mountains. palm trees.

[ ANIMALS ]

lions. wolves. eagles. owls. falcons. hawks. swans. snakes. turtles. ducks. bugs. spiders. birds. whales. dolphins. fish. foxes. horses. cats. dogs. foxes. bunnies. praying mantises. crows. ravens. mice. lizards. werewolves. unicorns. pegasi. dragons. rats. doves.

[ FOODS/DRINKS ]

mashed potatoes and gravy. sugar. candy. sun chips. bubblegum. wine. champagne. vodka. beer. ale. cider. coffee. tea. spices. herbs. apples. cream cheese bagel. orange. lemon. cherry. eggnog. strawberry. pasta. watermelon. vegetables. fruits. meats. fish. desserts. chocolate. cream. caramel. berries. nuts. vanilla. cinnamon. burgers. tacos. burritos. pizza. ambrosia. soup. cheese. fast food. meat pie. chex mix.

[ HOBBIES ]

music. art. watercolors. gardening. smithing. sculpting. painting sketching. fighting. writing. composing. cooking. sewing. training. dancing. acting. singing (she’s not any good at it though). martial arts. self-defense. electronics. technology. cameras. video cameras. video games. computer. phone. movies. theater. libraries. books. magazines. cds. records. vinyls. cassettes. piano. violin. guitar. cello. electronic guitar. bass guitar. harmonica. harp. woodwinds. brass. bells. hiking. playing cards. poker chips. pool. chess. dice. motorcycle riding. eating. climbing. tree climbing. running. parkour. spinning. walking. magic.

[ STYLE ]

lingerie. dress. vest. shirt. boots. heels. leggings. trousers. jeans. skirt. jewelry. earings. necklace. bracelet. ring(s). pendant. hat. crown. circlet. helmet. scarf. brocade. cloaks. corsets. ball cap. coat. jacket. hood. gloves. socks. masks. cowls. braces. watches. glasses. sun glasses. visor. eye contacts. makeup. cane. suit. leather pants. stockings. thigh highs. body jewelry.

[FEARS]

porcelain dolls. the dark. fire. open water. deep water. being alone. crowded spaces. confined spaces. change. failure. war. loss of control. powerlessness. prison. blood. drowning. suffocation. public speaking. natural animals. the supernatural. heights. death. dying. intimacy. rejection. abandonment. loss. the unknown. the future. not being good enough. scary stories. speaking to new people. poverty. loud noises. being touched.

[ MISC ]

balloons. bubbles. cityscape. landscape. diligence. light. dark. plants. candles. war. peace. money. power. percussion. clocks. photos. mirrors. pets. diary. fairy lights. madness. sanity. sadness. happiness. optimism. pessimism. loneliness. anger. family. friends. assistants. co-workers. enemies. kindness. love. hugs. ferocity. danger. automatons. metallic. allure. value. intelligent. revolutionary. defiant. dreaming. nightmares. daydreaming. plants.

[wispofwillow]

Reasons I tend not to write much physical romance/physically romantic intimacy:

-10%: I'm Ace and feel unsure about how to approach it

-90%: I don't like the word lips. Or mouth. (So it kills the mood to write it out unless being vague about it)

[formerhorticulturist]

( plotted starter for @riightecus )

“Caidyn.”

Brandy’s moan of her name encouraged Caidyn to replace the soft kisses on her neck with light bites. Brandy’s soft hands trailed down her back then to her chin to lightly nudge Caidyn’s face up so their lips met. Brandy deepened their kiss, eliciting a moan from Caidyn. She felt Brandy gently push her on the bed, holding her tight against her so they didn’t break the kiss. Caidyn took Brandy’s hands in her’s as Brandy lightly held them against the bed. Over the soft music, they heard a knock at the door. They both groaned at the interruption.

“Give me just a sec?” she asked. Brandy nodded as she got off of Caidyn, pulling the covers over herself. Caidyn gave the other woman a quick kiss before getting up to search through their discarded clothes to find her shirt and pants. After putting them on, she made her way into the small living area toward the door. Normally, she’d approach the door with her gun cocked and ready fire, but chances are it was one of the boys. Sure enough, when she looked through the peephole, it was Dean. A sigh escaped her lips; of course it had to be the one who didn’t know she occasionally had sex with other women. They’ve been hunting together for almost three months now, and it’s been difficult hiding this from Dean, considering that they have to spend pretty much every waking moment around each other. Caidyn didn’t feel comfortable letting him know about this; she didn’t think he was homophobic, but the way he talked about how hot girl-on-girl action is made her feel a little uneasy. Not to mention some of the pornos she heard from Sam that Dean watches on his laptop.  

“It’s my partner, Agent Cobain. Duty calls.” she said, turning her attention back to Brandy with a goofy smile on her lips. Brandy rolled her eyes, but giggled and Caidyn couldn’t help but smile. Luckily the door opened to the living area instead of the beds, but she still opened it just enough for her to squeeze through, quickly shutting it behind her before Dean made his way in. Looking up at him, she noticed he was staring at her with a mix of confusion and concern on his face.

“Let me guess: sam kicked you out again.” she said, grin on her face and eyebrows raised.

[formerhorticulturist]

So I have this headcannon that Caidyn would go into Purgatory to find Dean and Castiel. I can’t imagine her not trying to find out what happened to Dean after he killed Dick. (So this is possibly my headcannon with @riightecus but I guess it can be for any dean who wants to do this.)

I mean first she’d have figure out where he is, of course, (not even Sam knew where he was ) and how to get into and out of Purgatory with Dean and Castiel. She could be hunting down the rest of the Leviathans that are still running around and finds out from one of them. Maybe it says something like “go ahead and kill me, I’ll have fun hunting Dean and the angel in Purgatory” or something like that.

So then, she has to find a way into Purgatory and bring them back. She’d know about the spell Castiel used to open the door to Purgatory, but she couldn’t use that, because she wouldn’t have the blood of a purgatory native. Maybe because she knows Purgatory is adjacent to Hell she could think that there’s a way to get from Hell to Purgatory. So then she summons a demon to information on that and that’s when it tells her about rouge reapers. She asks the reaper if it can take her to directly to Purgatory, I mean she’d go to Hell of she needed to, but I feel like she’d just ask, because if it can go to hell and heaven, maybe it can go there. Then she goes to Purgatory and finds Dean, but she doesn’t know about that deal with Benny. I don’t want want to erase the Benny’s story line, he still needs to be there to get Sam out in Season 8, so I could have it so that by the time she gets there, Benny’s already helped Dean enough that he still owes him.

We can still have them human door out of Purgatory. Maybe she doesn’t find Dean and Castiel in enough time. There was that one reaper told Sam that he only had 24 hours to get back to the spot where he dropped him off at. I don’t know if that varies from reaper to reaper or if that’s a rule. But maybe she already knows about the human portal, so it’s not completely the end of the world.

But I guess this really all depends on if I think she can realistically survive Purgatory by herself until she finds Dean and Castiel or one of them. I think she can, at this point I think she’d be as good as a hunter as Dean is or almost as good as him. Of course, she’s going to struggle, be overpowered, get wounded, so she’s not unrealistically amazing. I mean not to the point where she’s a bad hunter, but just so she’s realistic and gets injured like Sam, Dean, and literally every hunter on Supernatural,

So about Sam: maybe he leaves before she finds out all this, she goes to get him later before she goes to Purgatory and then she sees him with that girl (I can’t remember her name) and then she remembers what’s it was like to have a home and a romantic partner and doesn’t want to pull I’m away from that, so she just goes by herself. And when dean confronts Sam about leaving her, Caidyn would tell him something like "don't be mad at him for leaving me because I can take care of myself" because she doesn't want Sam and Dean to be at odds with each other because of her.

[wispofwillow]

The Night We Met (Piano Version) - Lord Huron - by Sam Yung

[lost-little-mouse]

Did somebody say  (◡‿◡)

TREES? (◕‿◕)