#aberjhani

[thepersonalwords]

This is what our love is––a sacred pattern of unbroken unity sewn flawlessly invisible inside all other images, thoughts, smells, and sounds.

Aberjhani, The River of Winged Dreams

[litandlifequotes]

This fire that we call Loving is too strong for human minds. But just right for human souls.

Elemental: The Power of Illuminated LoveElemental: The Power of Illuminated Love by Aberjhani

[wellconstructedsentences]

Our greatest power as nations and individuals it not the ability to employ assault weapons, suicide bombers, and drones to destroy each other. The greater more creative powers with which we may arm ourselves are grace and compassion sufficient enough to love and save each other.

Aberjhani

[monriatitans]

LITERACY QUOTE OF THE DAY

Friday, January 19, 2024

“When a reader enters the pages of a book of poetry, he or she enters a world where dreams transform the past into knowledge made applicable to the present, and where visions shape the present into extraordinary possibilities for the future.” – Aberjhani, Visions of a Skylark Dressed in Black

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[cajon-desastre]

If I say your voice is an amber waterfall in which I yearn to burn each day, if you eat my mouth like a mystical rose with powers of healing and damnation, If I confess that your body is the only civilization I long to experience… would it mean that we are close to knowing something about love?

Aberjhani. Visions of a Skylark Dressed in Black

[16bruises]

Mind’s Eye

blue is (y/n)

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A woman’s intuition *chef kiss* Part 2 of Parasocial

“What a lover’s heart knows let no man’s brain dispute.”

-Aberjhani

I think (Y/n) knows. Or suspects something at least.

I don’t know which is worse. If she knew I wasn’t of this universe… she would know something happened to her Miguel. She might even realize I did that something.

If she suspects something else… cheating? maybe… I don’t know what I’d do. I’d never. Never. I’ve crossed the multiverse for this perfect family.

Maybe she suspects some kind of addiction. That would also be bad. That would be careless, thoughtless, and selfish. That would put her and Gabriella in harm's way. I couldn’t do that.

I don’t know what she suspects. I know it’s something. I saw her looking at me, she looked confused and nervous. Almost scared.

It made me feel sick.

I don’t know what she knows. I don’t know what gave me away.

I did my research. I know all the inside jokes, the references, and the signals she and her Miguel had.

Those are ours now, and I know them by heart.

I couldn’t have missed one of them. It had to have been something else.

I know everything about Gabriella, everything about (y/n), so what?

What was it? How did she find out?

Was it when I folded the clothes- did I fold them wrong?

Was it that I couldn’t calm down Gabriella last week and I got upset?

Was it when I dropped a glass while doing the dishes?

My mind is spiraling with a thousand little moments where I could’ve acted wrong. Sounded wrong. Looked wrong.

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Miguel fell first, and I fell harder. I’m pretty sure.

I fell so hard. But he caught me and we were perfect because we loved each other so much.

When you fall for someone so hard, you just know them. Especially after being with them for years.

I’m not completely sure when I realized something was wrong, but once I realized it... I just couldn’t undo it.

I wish I could. I wish I could live in blissful ignorance and pretend that man was my husband.

But that’s not my husband.

I don’t know who or what that is. But it’s not my husband. No matter how much it may look and sound like him.

The realization came suddenly. Like when you realize what’s just about to happen in a movie. He was laying beside me in bed.

I’ve always had this habit of watching him sleep, I used to think I was so creepy for it but I stopped thinking that when my Miguel caught me and said he’d done the same thing. He’s always been so beautiful and peaceful in his sleep. But something just clicked that night. And I knew.

I just knew.

I knew something was very very wrong and I could feel my stomach drop. It was terrifying.

Almost like he knew in that moment too, his arms tightened around me. I didn’t get a lot of sleep that night. I knew too much and nothing all at once. It was very confusing.

This man, this Miguel, fell first. Just like my Miguel. But he’s falling harder too.

He’s doing both.

There’s something very beautiful and poetic about the connection between two people who deeply love each other. I love Miguel so much, he’s the love of my life, the father of my child, and my other half.

My Miguel loves so much. But he loves in a human way. A normal way.

This Miguel… He loves like he’s not human. Like he’s more. There’s too much. Almost unhealthy. Obsessive.

A few days ago he was near tears because Gabriella wouldn’t stop crying and he couldn’t calm her down on his own.

Sure, Miguel has never liked when Gabriella gets upset but he’d never gotten that sad about it.

Anytime Gabriella would get like that Miguel would always just accept defeat and let me try to calm her down, she was usually just hungry or wanted her mommy if Miguel couldn’t calm her down.

But the other night… he was so sad. He wouldn’t let me try to calm her down until he was about to be in the same state as her. I couldn’t calm her down that night either. It was a tough night for all of us.

Maybe that was the first night I started to realize, subconsciously. Gabriella wanted her Daddy, and he wasn’t there.

I… Don’t understand what’s happened to my Miguel. Where he is now. How this Miguel looks just like him, acts just like him, sounds just like him, is just like him.

Seems to know everything he knows…

Miguel was always very smart, so of course this Miguel is too. He would have to be smart to pull something like this off, right? Maybe a cloning experiment gone wrong or something?

Miguel was very hush-hush about his work. He said he had to be. I try to be understanding but I wish I hadn’t tried so hard now. Maybe if I hadn’t tried to be so understanding I’d understand what’s going on or what happened to my husband.

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Late in the night, while (Y/n) and Gabriella are asleep I took a quick trip back to my home universe.

I don’t need to stress about the other me coming back anymore.

I checked up on the spider society, as well as my Nueva York, probably all too hastily.

I was distracted, my mind continuously drifting back to the quick, nervous looks (y/n) had been giving me.

I needed to find out what gave me away. I looked through everything. Analyzing every last detail.

Nothing.

Then suddenly something.

Like she just suddenly knew.

That’s not fair.

I did everything right.

I love her so much.

I love Gabriella so much.

I love them more.

“¿por qué soy destinado para sufrir?”

It’s ok.

I’ll go back to them. I’ll go home. To my perfect family.

And I’ll pretend.

I can pretend. I will. I’ll pretend I don’t see her looking nervously at me. I’ll keep loving her and Gabriella like my life depends on it. Because It does.

It does.

Part 3

[letsbeapoemtogether]

The words ‘I Love You’ kill, and resurrect millions, in less than a second.

Aberjhani, Elemental: The Power of Illuminated Love

[vitamin-sea-mia]

--- You return to the beauty you have always been. Aberjhani

[francesca-70]

Questo fuoco che chiamiamo "Amore" è troppo forte per le menti umane,

....ma giusto per le anime pure 🖤

Aberjhani

[thepersonalwords]

What hell condemned, let heaven now heal.

Aberjhani, Collected Visions of a Skylark Dressed in Black

[aestheticvoyage2023]

Day 99: Sunday April 9, 2023 - “Grace Under Pressure”

The flight home stretched into a second day, and admittedly I didnt handle that well, the voltage of anxiety pushed me past my ability to function...it was a crash day.  And on this crash day, it was my partner, graceful as always, there to lovingly pick up the slack and help get both of her boys home safe.   A delayed flight led to diversion to Amarillo, then sitting on the tarmac until late night landing back in Denver where no more flights were leaving to the southwest, so we got a cheap hotel and crash for a few hours.  As I wrestled in my own dysfunction about how terrible that all was, Audrie loving did tubby with William in the hotel, read books to him on the tarmac, and dragged him around airports on his roller bag.  She held him and rocked him, and kept him snuggled up like all this was completely normal and I sat off to the side watching all this grace and love with awe and envy.  What a beautiful person she is.  All the way through.  What calm and perspective she carries and taps into when needed.  Was it exhausting for her too?  Absolutely.  We both spent the day time hours of this Sunday crashing out once we were home.  But when all the angst and anxiety wore off, and I was left to ponder my blessings and privilege, I was left completely in love with my partner and so glad that while I work on myself, and life’s struggles, that she is the one here in my foxhole with me and William.  She makes our lives better everyday, but more importantly, she makes our lives ok on the really hard days.  I wish that someday, I’ll grow my plate to be half as good as her.

Song: Rising Appalachia - Shed Your Grace (feat. Trevor Hall)

Quote: 

“Dare to love yourself

as if you were a rainbow

with gold at both ends.”

― Author-Poet Aberjhani

[ajay3bee]

“A bridge of silver wings stretches from the dead ashes of an unforgiving nightmare to the jeweled vision of a life started anew.”

― Aberjhani, Journey through the Power of the Rainbow

Part 3 of 4 in the Blackhill Souls Series

[monriatitans]

TW - HUMAN TRAFFICKING AWARENESS QUOTE 6

Wednesday, December 6, 2023

Added to the shock of the routine violation of their bodies was the trauma of having to relinquish their children to unknown slave-holders. [W.E.B.] Du Bois considered this physical, mental, and spiritual abuse of black women–with its inevitable result being the destruction of the traditional African family–the highest crime committed by slave-holders and the one thing for which he said he could not forgive them. – Aberjhani, The Wisdom of W.E.B. Du Bois

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[habibs-notes]

"The words ‘I Love You’ kill, and resurrect millions, in less than a second."

Aberjhani

[liberty1776]

“Ours is an age in which thousands are driven daily from their homelands by the unforgiving brutalities of war, terrorism, political oppression, starvation, disease, economic piracy, and the relentless suffocation of that singular breath which makes human beings individuals.” ~ Aberjhani Zionist Israel is a terrorist state bent on genocide, warmongering, total destruction of peoples and cultures, and control and destruction of the U.S. and Middle East. The U.S. is also a terrorist state that is mostly controlled by, and in bed with, Zionist Israel. In fact, they are one and the same. Both countries work together as one, and … Continue reading →

[aestheticvoyage2024]

Day 200: Thursday July 18, 2024 - "Double Rainbows"

The .63 inches of rain we got tonight brought us up to 8.3 total inches of rain for the year and also a spectacular mid-dinner Double Rainbow in the backyard. The best part about monsoon season is the pink and purple skies and vibrant rainbows.

Song: Charley Crockett - $10 Cowboy

Quote: “Dare to love yourself as if you were a rainbow with gold at both ends.” ― Author-Poet Aberjhani