#abbie's rambling thoughts

[its-me-hyunjin]

currently in a crisis because hyunjin exists

[its-me-hyunjin]

okay it's here! (they literally sent it to me so fast wtf)

i've never had an honest to god perfume before so i don't really have anything to compare it to, but i think i might be obsessed

it's floral but also subtly masculine (which is absolutely my vibe)

the floral isn't super heavy, which i actually prefer. i don't feel like i'm choking on it like with some floral forward scents

it's also a warm and clean scent, like smelling it reminds me of holding a fuzzy blanket fresh out of the dryer

i don't know if that makes any sense but either way i really like it. i'm wearing it tonight and every time i smell it i like it more and more. i am going to try my best and wear it a few times to make sure i love it before i buy the actual full size bottle (i'm def gonna buy it)

does anyone have the le labo rose 31 perfume is it worth the price

[mychapel-004]

FNAF SPOILERS! SCROLL! TALKING ABOUT THE SPRINGLOCK SCENE!

i’ve seen so many people discussing the springlock scene in both negative and positive ways and i think it brings up really cool points about how matthew played that scene and balanced fan expectations with his own characterisation.

i think the discussions around this movie have rlly exposed the disconnect between fanon and canon in fnaf, especially talking abt the core games in isolation, bc frankly in the game universe (ignoring the books) we get Very Little characterisation for William other than the obvious, but Matthew managed to add so much in the way he talks and his body language.

in the reveal scene, we see afton at arguably his peak. in his first scene, he comes off as somewhat demeaning and judgemental until he recognises mike’s name, at which point he seems to have this nervous energy, rushing to cover it up but stumbling slightly, his reaction to the tables being turned even slightly is massive.

this is a man who committed multiple mrdrs in essentially broad daylight, hid the bodies in the most obvious place, and still got away with it, and then kept the crime scene as a trophy of his actions, and an ongoing prison sentence for his victims. he has been in complete control for decades, and is confident that he can deal with any kind of threat quickly. his confidence in his reveal is palpable

it changes when vanessa shoots him. the whole parallel with vanessa and the animatronics is hugely interesting too- how william refers to the animatronics almost endearingly as “kids” when he wants them to obey, how both vanny and the animatronics have an unearned loyalty to him, almost a pseudo-adoption through what he did to them, taking them from their parents and keeping them under his thumb, forever stuck as naive, forgiving, obedient children. vanessa breaking from that control shakes him, but the mask slips back into place almost immediately.

then, he’s outsmarted by the brother of one of his victims, and the child he planned to end next. his pseudo-children turn on him and he can no longer manipulate his appearance or shed his skin to escape. he explodes on them, and his language is incredibly telling that he is being dishonest.

he calls them small, trying to belittle them into submission, even though they are ten feet tall metal animatronics powered by rage. he is grasping at straws to regain control, and failing miserably.

finally, the springlocks go off. the locks in the movie look more like a ribcage, so the first two likely puncture his lungs. they’re slow, and painful, but he doesn’t scream or beg or sob. he grunts and groans, gritting his teeth and only letting out sounds of pain that sound almost involuntary. there is no way in hell he would visibly let himself show weakness or pain in front of these creatures that he believes he has control over. he isn’t brought to his knees until there are eight metal spikes embedded in his abdomen. he doesn’t let the mask fall for even a second, until he literally PUTS THE ACTUAL MASK ON and finally collapses. even then, he’s fighting for consciousness, twitching and writhing with no control over his body. william afton thrives on control, and his soul will not rest until he gets it back.

it’s why he keeps the pizzeria- he always comes back. he can’t help but return to the scene of the crime, putting on his old costume, continuing his killings. he revels in being a constant threat on the horizon. and now, he knows he is going to die, and he knows the suit will bring him back, and noone will be able to get rid of him then. so he puts the mask back on, and waits.

in terms of the sfx- they’re pretty accurate. with stab wounds, you need to leave the knife in the wound as long as possible for best chance of survival, as it stops the blood from escaping. in terms of the springlocks, there wouldn’t be copious amounts of blood as the locks are keeping the wounds filled- which is good because it means a slower, more painful death.

[yourleftpinkytoe-blog]

Andrew is the favorite uncle. Not just for Aaron and Nicky’s kids but all the foxes kids are just obsessed with uncle Andrew.

None of the foxes understand why except for Neil. But that only because Neil is there when Andrew gets up at three am to answer a phone call from their sobbing niece, who admits for the first time out loud that maybe she isn’t a boy and “is that okay uncle Andrew”. Or when Kevin’s kid shows up at there house after getting in an argument with her dad and Andrew lets her rage and rant until it doesn’t seem like the end of the world anymore, then walks her home (hc: they live pretty close for a while cause their on the same team). Or when nobody can get Aaron’s twins to stop crying but as soon as Andrew is given a turn at trying to calm the babies they stop immediately.

The kids all love Andrew he’s the first one they go to with their issues, he’s the first one they run too when all the foxes are together, he’s the first one that they come out too if they’re queer(Nicky is so mad when his kid comes out to Andrew before him)

He’s just a really good uncle.

[chronicowboy]

eddie + getting gussied up to "help buck's sister move ;)"

[sassyandclassy94]

Austin Butler is like the perfect celebrity

He’s sweet and shy

He does not talk about politics

He has never played a part I don’t want to see (that I know of…? I think I would’ve seen a GIF set by now if he did)

His fans are super unproblematic and nontoxic (so far anyway! They’re a far cry from another group that’s for sure!)

He’s got the perfect look for old timey biopics

He puts his all into all his roles

He’s… A U S T I N B U T L E R

[heyitslapis]

I wonder if Abby even realizes that her penance for what she did to Joel was to BECOME Joel.

[unimaginativebepisenjoyer99]

the satrinyavas

[guppybibi]

small lil photo dump,,,૮(ྀི づ 𖥦◝ )ྀིა

went to UP for practice and went to UPTOWN for the first time straight after!! got a goodnight punpun book for php1300!! i ripped a hole in my stocking tho,,ᵒ̴̶̷̥́ ·̫ ᵒ̴̶̷̣̥̀

(pretty busy as of now but im still writing 🫡)

[ispridestillasin]

once again thinking about stebby as blupjeans in my taz au. something about steve yearning to see his wife again and meeting janice again and crying because she doesn't remember him because of the voidfish. absolutely heartbreaking

[aberooski]

YO IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW LET'S GOOOOO!!

[its-me-hyunjin]

head empty. no thoughts except for the concept photo teasers of hyunjin that just dropped.

[floofballsammy]

Rewatching the FNaF Movie and like... . The scene where Golden Freddy was at the house. I often see people asking how he got there and I had a thought.

Have we considered... that Golden Freddy.... had been there for a while?

I mean, we never see the robot in the pizzeria. And he is way more withered than the others, who actually seem to be in pretty good condition. So having the animatronic be somewhere near the house could make sense (i know there are other plausible reasons).

And like, Abby already has an imaginary friend (which I do think is the Golden Freddy kid), way before Mike gets the job there.

Idk I'm not thinking much about it. Just a random thought that popped into my head.

(though honestly, i personally like to imagine Golden Freddy just sprinted down the street at mach 3 to go get Abby as soon as he saw Mike enter the building-)

[corntort]

specific arab trace cultural nostalgia things for both your writing/headcanon reference and my nostalgia

the desserts! he misses good kunafeh and doesnt know how to make it like his mom used to (at some point hammond buys him niche storebought ones as a gift. tastes awful but he appreciates the gesture and i think YOU should try kunafeh one day and oops just realized trace is lactose intolerant and so he cant have kunafeh (its got cheese in it as literally THE main ingredient) sad! well lets just say he toughs it out because its the good shit

He also misses semolina pudding! (mamounia its called) This one he can make at home but its not the same as having it made for you yk?? its special and feels lonely eating it at a table alone instead of with family. (OH big thing with arabs is food and hospitality. if youre invited for lunch you get a second serving no questions asked. dining with familys a big thing)

grew up watching iftah ya simsim reruns on vhs (arabic localized sesame street, and the title literally translates to "open sesame") and had a bit of a whiplash when hammond showed him american sesame street actually lemme link the theme song for reference https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hat3-8tkPlA

HEHEH AWWW !!!! stashes these away for later reference

THATS SO CUTE and same on the hospitality culture thing it is FORBIDDEN. FOOOOORBIDDEN for anyone to leave a mexican household with an empty stomach. my friends used to tease me with bets of "ok so how quick do you think nova is going to ask if we're hungry" like BROOOO!! IM BEING POLITE!

i couldnt cook for shit and still cannot but i tried. another funny thing is a friend who i still hold dear to my heart (even though we don't rlly talk anymore) tried my food and she went "m. its. its Edible..." like yeowch that hurt HADUHFKAS. but it was really really funny and i preferred she be honest with me anyway. i giggle about it to this day LOL

just watched the theme song THATS SO CUUUUTE T__T

[arolesbianism]

I <3 transmasc Wendy because it adds another thing to the kid who does not know how to handle anything being thrown into everything pile but instead of a thing like dead sister it's the prospect that he kind of likes having short hair and the idea of being a guy and it still makes him feel like the world is ending until suddenly the ppl around him are just like fine with it and everything is like cool actually and he melts over that too until finally he's just a normal baby trans person and can get back to being bad at coping with his other hashtag issues again

[frickinsleepdeprived]

Soooooooo

How would yall feel if I started doing commissions?