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("Always. Continuously. With increasing apprehension, and decreasing hope. I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I see you every Tuesday. I will love you as a corpse loves the beak of the vulture. I will love you no matter what happens to you, and no matter how I discover what happens to you, and no matter what happens to me as I discover this." -- paraphrased from The Beatrice Letters, Lemony Snicket)
#svsss#bingqiu#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#lbh#sqq#i've been working through the series of unfortunate events and somehow that series has paired really nicely with svsss#the themes of cycling violence and what's justified and what isn't and what can possibly be done differently#and how trying to bring love and honour into the midst of it really changes nothing but also changes everything#it's just *chef's kiss*#i don't know how i can quite do my thoughts justice but i've spent the past few weeks quietly going between the two series (and mdzs and tg#as well if we're being honest they all hit similar questions and themes) and just reveling in the pain and ambiguity of it#everything is interconnected and it means you can never know what trauma and pain and necessity has shaped a person#each story goes too far back to ever ever EVER possibly see the full extent of it#at that level even communication itself is nearly impossible.#and because of that it's almost impossible to change anything. beat yourself apart and the outcome is the same#and yet ATTEMPTING to change things ATTEMPTING to do the kind thing the honourable thing is absolutely critical#because while you can change nothing you also have the capacity to change EVERYTHING#aaaaaaah i don't even know what i'm saying#but i read the beatrice letters today and the love letter just. killed me.#(obviously i cherrypicked some lines because it's three pages long but those ones felt right)#''i love you like a corpse loves a vulture's beak'' i just. can't get over that line.#to be completely changed. altered. destroyed. redeemed. purified. desecrated. reduced to nothing yet entirely necessary for another's life.#what a FUCKING line#anyway i was either going to blow up from thinking about it or else i had to exorcise it via art from an entirely different series#i've already done svsss and discworld why not throw a series of unfortunate events into the mix#i'll be honest folks i did not expect svsss to be the mxtx series that would fuck me up the most about the main ship#bingqiu is something else. i don't even know how to begin to approach my feelings on it. impossibility and necessity all at once#bizarre#my art
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BIRD BOYS BIRD BOYS BIRD BOYS!!!!
This has been in my drafts for....too long. But this is for the nestmakers of the fandom. And self-indulgent.
Tagging the wonderful @ms--lobotomy and @pickpocketing-your-gender because I think they (just like you, dear reader), deserve to be tucked into a cosy nest.
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Includes: Fulgrim, Sanguinius, Magnus, Corvus
Magnus is a nest hog. He will purposefully spread out and even make himself bigger just to take up the entirety of the nest. Not to worry though, you can still squeeze in next to him - he may be being an ass, but he still wants his cuddles. He is also conveniently the perfect temperature for snoozing. Daemon Magnus is even worse because now wings are involved. But at least you get to watch his happy little tail waggle when he flops all over the bed.
Corvus is an unintentional nest hog. He doesn’t mean to be, but the nest is so cosy and warm and he is so tired...
You will have to shove your way in there, but he won't mind. He won't even wake up, actually, so you'll be right; just go on ahead and snuggle up under his arm. His body temp runs on the cooler side, so the contrast between that and the warmth of the bedding around you is quite nice.
Fulgrim is a little unsure about the whole "nesting" thing, but he does his best. His nests are well made, and mostly pillows. He also tends to curl up when he sleeps, so chances are you'll wake up with his face buried in your shoulder or chest, his arms wrapped around you and legs curled as if he is part of the nest itself. He sleeps best in the nest with you, loves the closeness of it and the intimacy that brings. He quietly prefers if you let him handle the nest-making, but if you're someone very specific about it, he will let you handle it without a fuss.
Sanguinius's nests look the most like a bird's out of all of them. He uses the blankets and pillows to make a circle and then settles himself in there and waits for you. Once you've joined him, he fluffs his wings up like a broody hen and nestles you even closer, his wings downy soft. Sanguinius only uses a sheet, possibly a light blanket because he, like Fulgrim, runs warm, and he doesn't enjoy having his wings tangled.
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When Jayson was Born
#fan art#art#fanart#fandom#ninjago jaya#Ninjago#ninjago jay#ninjago Nya#Nya#Jay#fanchild#meme#meme fanart#9 months in my womb making suffer#and he looks like his stupid dad#AAAAAAAH#IAAAAAAAH I LOVE THEM they are my Roman Empire#maybe I should make a comic about Jayson
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Fortissax
#best ost in the game and you can't convince me otherwise#i love them so much aaaaaaah#elden ring#lichdragon fortissax
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Moon and Sun
#one piece#trafalgar law#monkey d. luffy#my art#lawlu#GOD I SPENT A MILLION YEARS ON THIS#YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND ITS BEEN LIKE TWO WEEKS OF PUTTING IT DOWN AND PICKING IT UP AGAIN#I AM SO PROUD#IT LOOKS LIKE HOW I WANTED IT TO LOOK#I’m not even mad in this moment that I forgot to go back and color the line work it’s FINE#aaaaaaah 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 I did it I’m proud of it#(listen it IS lawlu they’re clearly in love can’t u see it)
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stress-sketching dream team from @negativepeanuthoarder's Crown of Bloods AU (aka. whacky fantasy AU) while waiting for my final presentation for a class
Noooot sure if I'm understanding the anatomy and their clothes right, so this is just pure speculation from what I understand from the fics <3
#dibuho#yumi doodles#this was fun#PEANUT I AM IN YOUR WALLS FOR GIVING DREAM 12 WINGS#i mean i loved drawing them but also AAAAAAAH
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oh that's so smart
#ace attorney#oh my god I love that little detail#Regina being bigger than Simon 😭😭😭😭#aaaaaaah#Sebastian debeste#Regina berry#simon keyes#Eustace Winner#I guess
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Circe!!!
THIS IS A DRAWING!!!
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Finished this a few hours ago, took like twelve hours, tried colour pencils on markers for the first time.
I have been crying about how great the circe saga is for a while now, and I adore Talya and her voice, so this was the logical next step lol<333
#circe#epic#epic the musical#epic the ithaca saga#epic the vengeance saga#odysseus#talya sindel#jay herrans#aaaaaaah#gosh i just love her so much#like her voice is insane and circe is amazing#fanart#epic fanart
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I got a brutal reminder of how much of a nerd I am (ignoring the fact that 90% of my writing currently is fanfiction). I named myself something with three fandom in it on a game I used to play and I don't think that I can ever live down the feeling that I had going back to that and realizing it. Not ashamed, just embarrassed because my folks heard it too.
I'm almost done with the next part of my Supernatural series though, so that's good. Listening to Epic while finishing it.
#nerd#fandom#fanfiction writer#artemis fowl#batman#marvel#spnfandom#send help#that is a joke#kinda#aaaaaaah#gotta love nerd brain#epic the musical#epic the ithaca saga#currently#lmao#I think my cousin's trying to get me to write Epic fanfic
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Look at him I want to throw him against a wall <333
#hazbin hotel#random stupid post#hazbin hotel vox#the vees#vox#AAAAAAAH#he's so stupid looking i love him <3#i randomly found the picture on twitter though I don't see him on the youtooz site so i guess we have to wait for that still-
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no girls I DO NOT THINK WE HAVE APPRECIATED HOW FUCKING AMAZING OF AN ACTOR KIM JAE YOUNG IS?!?!?!?!??!!!???? (because no amount would be enough) like what’s even with that one scene where kang bitna tells him I would have trusted you without blinking an eye if you were a child and bro just
Drops a single tear while looking into her eyes
Like sir???????? And why the fuck did a shiver ran down through my spine and my hands are cold and I am like a 100% positive my heart stopped beating oh yes what are these on my cheek????
#also MY DUDE NEEDS TO STOP SMILING SULTRILY LIKE THAT#my heart is not strong enough for that shit mister#I will bite off your face then what? so stop for the love of god stop looking so aaaaaaah#the judge from hell#han daon#kim jaeyoung#kdramafan#kdrama daily
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erik putting avior’s mind boggling hbs audio straight after his “do you believe me?” audio in the sovereign state season 1 playlist is criminal.
#“do you believe me?”#then moanin and groanin#aaaAaaah i love avior#redacted avior#redacted hbs#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redactedverse
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Gaara reached over, sliding his fingers over the side of Lee’s neck, finding gentle purchase at the back of it. He waited to see Lee turn his face back to him, his usual broad smile smaller, so much softer… softer than ever. And then he…
Inspired by my fic you must (fix your heart)
#gaaleel#leegaa#rock lee x gaara#modern AU#fic rec#MY ARTSIES#i love this scene so much aaaaaaah#look at them <33
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Marauders incorrect quotes
Xenophilius: I’ll never forget you
Pandora: you won’t?
Xenophilius: you’re too weird
#aaaaaaah i love them so much#I reckon they might be my fav marauders era ship ngl#xenodora#xenophilius lovegood#pandora rosier#pandora lovegood#pandora x xenophilius#xenophilius x pandora#dead gay wizards#marauders era#marauders incorrect quotes#incorrect quotes#fuck jkr#harry potter
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WHERE IS THE SCENE OF RIKU LEARNING SORA IS IN THE CASTLE AND HE’S ALL “Sora?! Sora’s here?!” AND KINDA EXCITED (?) AND RELIEVED?? WHEN IS IT????
I’m gnawing on my controller rn waiting for it to happen.
#soriku#riku x sora#sora x riku#me playing chain of memories#im worried I missed it or skipped it on accident :((((. idk when it happens and it’s KILLING ME GUYS😭. I want to see Riku be happy to see#Sora!! to realize he’s so close to finding him (even tho we know he finds him too late…).#ugh I love them both SOO MUCH AAAAAAAH#time to go to Destiny islands I think :))))
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