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19/10/2023
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quick existential crisis vibe check 👍
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#karlach#astarion#wyll#durge#oc: noon#i could elaborate but i'm not sure how#it's funnier this way#play an embrace durge who does a 180 at the temple due to a moment of clarity it's fun#see her broken horns also</3<3 a process has occurred#*kicks myself to finish and post these!!!*#it did NOT take even me this long to do this since the last shenang piece lol#i'm just always working on multiple things at the same time and stuff piles up
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canary tree
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#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi canaries#dunmeshi#they're so fun to draw i love them#fleki is so fluffy... and she's being gentle with the canary don't worry#it also occurs to me that this looks like it has symbolic intent. i don't know what my intent was though#canary elf... canary bird... bird cage... prison?? i honestly can't remember the thought process#maybe i just thought it looked cool#i also tried a new coloring style on this! it's like vaguely glowy#not that it means much. basically everything i draw has a different coloring style whether i want it to or not pfft#but i did it on purpose this time#fan art#my art#mithrun#pattadol#cithis#lycion#fleki#otta
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one of the things that I found particularly interesting in Demigods of Olympus is that it finally gives the best direct comparison we've seen so far between Percy and another character's experiences in terms of academics and particularly ableist discrimination.
The way Zane describes his experiences and what we see in his POV is that, while he is similarly discriminated against for his "atypical" behavior and blame is placed on him, the only sorts of punishments he receives for this are relatively benign, such as an increase in counseling. (It is also notable that Zane is somewhat autistic-coded, such as having the "incorrect" scripts when speaking with adults and Sam explicitly reminding him to remember to make proper eye contact.) Percy, on the other hand, similarly experiences discrimination for "atypical" behavior, but whereas Zane is treated as "too smart for his own good" and given slaps on the wrist, Percy is automatically labeled as aggressive, destructive, and a trouble-maker based on preconceived assumptions about him and is more severely punished, such as being frequently expelled.
We rarely get this level of direct comparison between Percy's experiences and that of another character, particularly such similar experiences, so looking at the differences is really interesting to gauge what their different experiences with ableist discrimination is like - and how it could potentially tie into intersectionality and other forms of discrimination at play for them.
For instance, Zane's parents are generally heavily implied to be middle-class and/or generally financially secure, versus Percy who grew up poor, so it could be classism in combination with ableist discrimination. Alternatively, it could be intersectionality with racial discrimination, as neurodivergent behavior in people of color is significantly more likely to be punished more severely and labeled as aggressive or disruptive behavior due to racist preconceptions - particularly since we know Percy's experiences with ableist discrimination are also somewhat based on assumptions people make regarding his appearance. Both Zane and Percy are racially ambiguous - Zane's appearance essentially being completely unspecified, but Percy at least having some notable details such as having a deep tan complexion. If not racism, it could also be colorism, which in this context often has similar intersectionality. There's a lot of potential options.
It's just very interesting to me! I love having such a direct point of comparison to examine the experiences of two characters within.
#pjo#demigods of olympus#riordanverse#percy jackson#zane carver#analysis#disability#adhd#one of my biggest gripes with analysis that i see often in the fandom is people erasing Percy's experiences with ableism#particularly academically and instead electing to frame his experiences as ''only possibly being from [x] - there's no other explanation''#which is really sad to me because it just highlights how little people understand what ableism and ableist discrimination look like#and simply seem unable to process our experiences and stories meant to reflect our experiences#so having another frame of reference to compare Percy's experiences against is REALLY nice and particularly fun for me personally#because it gives an opportunity to highlight both the general disabled experiences Percy faces due to his adhd/dyslexia#but also how that potentially ties in to intersectionality with other demographics he's a part of or may be a part of#because now we have a point of comparison between how two disabled characters are experiencing similar discrimination for the same thing#but there *are* differences between them in specific ways that potentially indicate something occurring in addition to just ableism#which is fascinating! and allows those discussions in the context of intersectionality WITHOUT erasing disabled experiences! yippee!!!#anyways this is mostly off the noggin since ive just been rotating the thought for a couple of days#chewing on this chewing on it chewing on it
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uh oh! 💘
#hoffstrahm#a process has occurred. no one look at me#this is So silly hello saw fandom i am sorry#saw#op#my art#mark hoffman#peter strahm#the romantic nature of a neck wound#coffinshipping#for anyone wondering why I made hoffman so stacked: I urge you to revisit the source material#then come back and dare to tell me I'm wrong#he's a BRICK ! HOUSE !!
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Andrew Garfield at RSIFF 2023
#finally something new to gif!#andrew garfield#my gifs#I need to set aside some time to watch this whole video cause it's nearly an hour long#I couldn't resist giffing something from it sooner than that though#I've missed seeing his gestures and his little expressions and the way you can see his thought process occurring#he's the prettiest person on the earth to me#I miss hearing his voice too#his overall existence makes me more relaxed and more happy#I love him your honor
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you know I had to do it (to em) <- link
#Hajime hinata#Izuru kamukura#It's both! Its HajiZuru you'll see#Fuyuhiko kuzuryu#Sdr2#Super danganronpa 2#Danganronpa 2#Kuzuhina#Author said it can be read as both so I can safely tag it lol but!!! PLATONIC YEEAAHHH#Always a happy day when I find good friend fics <3#An art#Wait I'm not thrilled with the colouring actually let me edit this more.#There. You didnt see it but a process occurred.#Friends and healing 🥰🥰#I always try to capture the lips-between-teeth crying kind of face bc it's all I know. Everyone does that right
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I need a full day to unpack everything that happened in this ep
I'm so heated from the ping pong treachery
The Porter reveal was so infuriating but so satisfying
SO. MUCH. LORE
Cassandra and Ankarna I love you so much (and the art 😍😍)
Ayda my beloved, your message had me in tears
Kristen and Bucky 😭 my heart can't take it
Riz going absolute beast mode on this mystery
Whatever is up with Kristen 2 and Fabian
#and truly so much more#every moment something new occurs to me and i dont have the capacity to process it all right now#I think i need to watch again just to get everything#i love rpg story telling so much#fhjy spoilers#d20 spoilers#dimension 20#d20#fhjy#fantasy high junior year#fantasy high
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#honestly the idea of an underlying theme hadn’t even occurred to me#but now that i read this it’s like oh duh OBVIOUSLY it’s about forgiveness#sooo many different parties wronged each other or thought unjustly ill of each other here. whether in major or minor ways#sometimes it’s even about forgiveness not warranted….#*cough* n @ ghetsis *cough cough*#wish he’d have had more to say on that subject after the fact#i guess it’s like. truly difficult to even process that#b2w2 pokespe liveblog
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(or 1993 & 1973, depending how you look at it)
one day I'll look at charles' coat and not see lockwood's jacket. not today tho.
#james lockwood#the history boys#charles rowland#dead boy detectives#niche post is niche sorry but it's one of those things that once it's in your head won't leave until you act on it#anyways i've gotta stop myself now while this is still just about the pins#i am NOT getting into the whole 'dies tragically young from 'friendly fire' injuries' thing#this post is brought to you partially by my amusement upon accidentally finding several dbd posts while looking for history boys things#and partially by the complete lack of hope i have for ever getting over either#rip movie!lockwood#you would've loved calling up your old schoolmates to tell them there's a kid on tv with the same taste in accessories as your teenage self#for that matter rip show!charles you would've loved having friends that don't attack & kill you#(charles being 8 years younger than the history boys is a fact that i seem to process totally anew every time it occurs to me)#(perhaps this will help me remember)
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the mfers too stupid to use their goddamn brains and are instead blaming third party voters when Harris would NOT have won even if every single third party voter in the swing states went to her just shows how stupid you bitches be and refuse to ACKNOWLEDGE THAT A PARTY DELIBERATELY ALLOWING A FOREIGN COUNTRY TO CONTROL THEM IS THE FUCKING ISSUE THAT LEAD TO THIS LOSS
do some goddamn math with the data IN FRONT OF YOU TO SEE ITS NOT THE THIRD PARTY VOTERS BUT THE LIBS AND DEMS ALIENATION OF PPL CARING FOR HUMAN RIGHTS THAT LEAD TO THIS LOSS
#I’m on mobile and work a full time job with two kids to take care of but would give you fucking tables of this data if that will help your#empty heads process it but if you look at ANY ELECTORAL MAP OF THE FUCKING VOTES YOU WOULD RECOGNIZE ITS HARRIS AND THE DEMS AT FAULT IF YOU#if you understand or hold any sort of basic empathy and instead of wishing death or poor health on the people who voted (or not at all) for#conscious given how you mfers are currently run by a DEM majority who allowed the leveling off of Gaza AND NOW THE GREATER MIDDLE EAST that#maybe you’d understand that YOU and your loser ass party is the reason for this loss#the fact that this loser ass party never stops the gerrymandering that occurs nationwide; the fact that this loser ass party refused to#codify roe v wade; the fact that this loser ass party half assed barely attempted to eliminate the student debt and even then not at all#really; it’s the fact that Dems pitch themselves as the moral one then laugh when someone asks why the WH refuses to stop the fucking CRATER#SIZED HOLES ISNOTREAL HAS CREATED IN GAZA that lost the Dems not the abstainers not the third parties but the lack of empathy and humility#in the party’s leadership that they couldn’t even LIE in the days leading up to the election to try and sway the vote#you fucking bitching cunts BETTER be protesting otherwise you have done nothing but LIED abt what u lib ass losers stand for#I’m abt to start looking into what pro RCV orgs I’ve got near me to put that shit on a ticket as many times as possible until it’s approved#so third parties slowly get a fucking chance u lil whining punching down racist cunts
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Wei Wuxian and Jiang Cheng are an absolute banging tragic duo because they have the exact opposite take on their relationship with each other. Where WWX is like "I 'hate' you but I will still defend your happiness", JC is like "I wish I hate you but I don't." WWX tries to hang onto what shred remains of his relationship with JC and continues to apologise on JC's behalf, never unwavering with his support for JC's leadership, meanwhile JC is haunted by the love they have always had and has been trying for 13 years to be free of it, thinking his trust was misplaced.
Yet if a bit ironically, the reason they got to that stage in the first place is because they acted in the same manner towards each other, in that they both sacrificed so much in their attempts to protect and save each other in the name of love that, in the end, they end up tarnishing that love they were trying to protect to begin with. By the end of the series, whether or not their relationship is salvageable is never truly addressed, but it is undeniable that their attempts at loving each other has irrevocably changed them for the worse, and somehow estrangement from that deep love is the thing that will give both of them the peace in mind which they wanted for each other.
#MDZS#CQL#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#mdzs meta#the untamed#mo dao zu shi#Sorry I'm finally watching CQL and i just saw WWX apologise to LWJ on JC's behalf after that fight in Lotus Pier#I just have so many thoughts about WWX still loving JC so much#and JC spends most of this series just standing there not knowing what to do because he's trying to process his own conflicting feelings#it just occurred to me that they spend their entire lives protecting each other only to end up being better away from each other#theyre such a top tier tragedy holy fuck#mxtx#mo xiang tong xiu
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ST4 behind the scenes
#jamie campbell bower#jamie bower#jcb#henry creel#my gifs#WELCOME OUR OVERLORD#kneel probably#I'm not sure if my mental health is better or worse after these gifs#multiply me by 1 = I stay exactly the same but a process had occured
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The face of a man one hour on hrt (and also my cat)
#hormones in me!!!#had my first t shot today and boy is it uncomfortable but its gonna be sooo worth it#i feel like that multiplies you by one post#ach im the same but a process has occured#me#my face#idk im not like. the kind of person to talk publicly about this stuff. but i felt like i should commemorate it somehow#put something up outside of discord#its exciting :)
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Life hack: if you desperately want to wash your bedsheets but you don’t have time/energy/willpower to make yourself strip the bed and do the whole process, just throw your pillowcases in with your next load of laundry. You will feel at least 60% better if your head is resting against nice soft clean smelling pillows :)
#my thoughts#I am 100% sure people already do this but it never occurred to me to wash pillowcases with regular laundry and not wash them with my sheets#I hate the whole process of stripping the bed and washing my sheets and putting them back on#probably my least favorite chore#but I love freshly cleaned sheets#so this will help me feel better :)
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i don't know if it's strictly a result of overcorrecting after critical test screenings, but one of my favorite things to notice in lilo and stitch is the model they use for jumba when they want him to appear extra friendly or comical. the jump to from the small eyes and threatening silhouette to enormous eyes and big-headed body plan is so funny to me.
one of the best parts is when they transition him from friendly-model to villain-model in one shot! it's very cleverly executed, and i love to watch for it
#unless im misremembering friendly-model jumba only appears in the final act of the film so im fairly certain that design was inspired by the#test screenings. in my entirely amateur opinion#that said ive seen it postulated that this occurred because they outsourced the redo scenes elsewhere due to time crunch which i dont reall#know enough about the process to say one thing or the other on that but like. it doesnt really strike me as disney's ideal solution.#so i kind of dont feel like thats true myself. idk#golly gabs#lilo and stitch#jumba jookiba#q
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