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"are you writing weird fetish fanfiction or are you writing normal fanfiction about how much they love each other?"
OK LOOK IT'S BEST WHEN IT'S BOTH OK! DON'T LOOK AT ME
#sorry. once again the lines i am writing are SO. SO. that they are getting ME as i write#and i am getting too comfortable here so now u get to hear me whine abt it#instead of me posting very obliquely abt it on my main#catte life#not exactly snz#GOD! h/ualian is really just the ship ever.#whines abt not being able to write and then immediately turns around and pounds out 1500 words in a day#who said complaining is bad clearly it is working#part 5 is gonna have to be. chaptered i think actually#it could be all one it's not gonna be THAT long (8.5k rn & still going)#but it would still be a LOT to read all in one go as a kink fic haha ha. ha. ouo;;;;;;
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@absolut--kurant!
everyone needs a big floofy tail they can cuddle like a teddy bear
#good morning! sending a lovely dream cat your way today my dear 💖💖💖#hope all is okay and your bestie is recovering well!#i'm 100% healed from my weekend ailments and back to my usual whimsies 😄 i have also joined you in rewatching lotr#something about the ride of the rohirrim always does it for me. i was listening to the audio of tolkien narrating that part the other day#and was like... you know what i haven't watched the trilogy in about two years. time to amend that#this was shortly after rumours of peter jackson making another (???) new lotr came to light too#i do not think we need a new lotr... not this decade anyway... but regardless of what happens this is the one we have 😅#and it's great and i am Watching. in little fits and bursts anyway. boromir has just said gondor needs no king etc etc so i'm not too far i#all going well in other words haha#*hugs lots* be well my friend 💖💖💖💖💖#catte
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It’s been almost a year since my last upload, so here’s a list of things I manifested since then 💖
Hii my luvs <3 here’s a list of things I manifested in the past 11 months ! Hopefully this helps you stay motivated about your desires because everything will work out .
This is also inspired by @youalreadyhavefullresults
・an iPhone 13
・money being given to me just because — literally got 160$ last week in CASH 🥰
・straight A’s in all my classes
・people complimenting me a LOT more — like every time I go out someone is either complimenting : my scent (my perfume), my makeup, my face, body (in a good way and non-creepy way), etc.
・braces — I had my braces at the time when I posted my 3dolc X Roe challenge but I’m still going to say I manifested them 🙄
・more friends — so many people that were in my grade and class last year that I didn’t talk to became my friends. My overall friend circle grew bigger
・more guy friends — most of my friends were girls which I love but I wanted to have some guy friends too and I got some 🤭 many of them added me to their close friends on Instagram and we hung out a lot during school (low key miss them)
・multiple people having a crush on me — I don’t know how to word this without it sounding weird but yeah😭. I had 4 dudes tell me they had a crush on me and they were low key attractive but my parents are kinda strict so no boyfriend for me (yet)
・my teachers liking me / being one of their favourite student — one of my teacher boosted my grade on my final report card, I didn’t even do any work that could give me extra credit.
(Pro tip : always be nice to your teachers like it’s so beneficial on the long run. Even when they’re low key assholes don’t hold a grudge)
・my anxiety whenever I have to present a presentation or speak out loud — I used to be so scared whenever I had to make a speech or just talk in front of people at school but I my fear went down. I’m still kinda nervous but so many subliminals helped me get over it.
・HUGE GLOW UP - OH MY GAWD, you guys I became so much prettier since I was last year no joke. I’ve had so many people stare at me in awe and compliment me. Like two weeks ago I was going grocery shopping alone since I have a store really close to me and I had to take the bus (I don’t have my drivers license yet 😔) and this lady that I sat next to full on turned and kept staring at me. When I looked at her she just smiled like kanaosj’akah!/&/$/78[•\*£\’s pls 💞
・acrylics — my mom wouldn’t let me get acrylic nails unless it was for a special event but she’s been letting me get one every month and I’m so so grateful
・a better relationship between my mom and dad — they have gotten so much nicer to one an other like my dad started buying gifts for my mom. It doesn’t happen very often but it’s a start
・my mom’s health
・a fun summer — compared to last year this summer has been way more exciting, even though I took summer classes for the month of June I still had so much fun and I still have a whole month to go
・finding lost items — you have no idea how many times I lost my AirPods because I sleep with them on overnight and whenever I wake up they are no where to be found 😭😭.
・getting a second ear piercing on each ear — my mom told me I could only get a 2nd piercing when I’d be 18 but I didn’t feel like waiting that long so I manifested she let me get them and she did 🙈. I got them last year during the time I posted my last post
・getting a KITTENN and a CATT — I’ve been wanting one so so badly and I’m finally getting one
・getting more clothes — I already have so many clothes and my mom said she would stop buying me some for a while , but she still bought me some and they are on the way 💞
・my parents finally getting their dream house 😩
・cute moments between me & my crush 🤭🤭
・greener eyes — my eyes have been getting lighter and look more green
・prettier 😽 (iykyk 😭😭)
・toxic people out of my life — specifically my old “friends”
#111111#affirmations#law of assumption#loa#manifestation#subliminals#success story#kitties#self concept#desired appearance#desired body#desired face#spirituality#subliminal results
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HI CATTE! big fan of ur works!! glad to see another wrio filo fan !!, can I request wrio trying to learn filo for Filipino!reader !! I think it's super cute and I feel like he would probably become fluent in secret to surprise you !!!!!
Reblogs are greatly appreciated !!
「 FEAT : 」 Wriothesley x GN! Filipino! reader
「 ### : 」 Fluff, some swearing, but overall very good vibes ♡ Reader can speak Tagalog! I'll be real this is super cheesy esp the tagalog dialogue but SUE ME I love cheesy shit and this is self indulgent. Written pre-4.1 release.Translation for Tagalog dialogue found at the end!
AAAA HI BABY ♡ I cannot express how happy this made me ?!?!? Like, I'm bumping it up on the prio because it made me sooo kilig when i read it HAHAHAH I hope you like it lots !! (also if any filos have corrections/improvement on the tagalog dialogue pls lmk because I am notttt the best at writing in tagalog dialogue lmao) also ! I changed it and made him, like, not super \ fluent yet at Tagalog, hence why imo some of his dialogue sounds a bit;;; like, practiced? textbook? if that makes sense? HAHAH
Wriothesley doesn't have some big, grand reason for doing any of this. It's not your birthday or your anniversary or anything like that. He's not meeting your parents and he sure isn't planning on proposing just yet.
In all honesty, it all started from a quick kiss you pressed to his cheek and a string of words in a foreign language whispered into his ear.
"What did you say?" he asks when you pull away, a small smile on your face.
"I said mahal kita," you tell him, a hand resting on his arm. Your eyes soften almost imperceptibly when you say the phrase again. You sound so damn fond when you say it, it makes his heart want to skip a beat. "It's one of the most common ways to say 'I love you' in Tagalog."
"Can you say it again?" He asks, and you easily comply.
Mahal kita. Mahal kita. Mahal kita. I love you. He turns the words over and over in his head, then tries to replicate how you pronounce it with his own tongue, but the words come out a bit funny thanks to his fontainese accent. He's not used to the intonation of the language and it shows, if your amused little laugh was anything to go by.
"Like this," you tell him after watching him struggle for a bit and taking mercy on his poor tongue. "Repeat after me." Then you open your mouth wide, so he can see how you do it.
"Ma."
"Ma?"
"-hull."
"-hull."
"Kih."
"Kih?"
"Mhm. Tah."
"Tah."
"Put all that together, and you get mahal kita."
He tries it again, but it still comes out a bit funky. Not at all like how you say it, sounding buttery smooth and practically dripping with charisma. Despite this, you still smile at him like he's given you the world in your palms, or like you're about to cry from happiness. You press your lips against his, stealing the air right from his lungs and making his eyes flutter shut. He can never get tired of kissing you, he thinks, and if messing up a little bit gets him this much affection, he can only imagine what you'd be like if he improved.
"Mahal din kita," you mumble against his lips, breaking away but not straying far.
After that, unbeknownst to you, Wriothesley picked up what is essentially (but not actually the title) a Tagalog for dummies book and hunted down a guard in the fortress who can speak the language enough for him to consult whenever merely reading the words on a page was not enough.
You've also begun to speak Tagalog more and more around him since finding out his interest in the language. You've even managed to correct his pronunciation a little bit, despite how new much of it was new to him.
("You have to roll your r's a bit more, Wrio. Like... like you're purring, i guess?" That, in particular, he heard quite often. Who knew that his mother tongue said their r's differently from yours? Certainly not him.)
He eats up every bit of advice you give him in passing when he tries to replicate whatever word or phrase you just said, quietly taking note in his head and repeating the phrases back to himself even when you're not around. He goes to that one guard he had dubbed as his 'Tagalog tutor' and peppers them with questions so often that he figures it warrants him to hand over a particularly generous bonus later on for letting him as much of a bother as he is.
And finally, after a good long while of giving it his best effort, his tutor deems him able to hold a conversation in Tagalog well enough, and promptly pushes him out the door, telling him to 'go get 'em, boss.' before hastily locking the door behind him.
When Wriothesley wanders back to your living quarters, reassuring himself that he's been practicing for this, for you, and that even if he gets it a little bit wrong, you're probably going to be happy either way. Probably.
"Sweetheart?" He calls, coming inside. He follows your faint 'over here' to find you on your bed in your casuals, relaxing for the day.
When you catch sight of him, you smile, beckoning him close, just to press a kiss to his lips when he leans over. "Hey," you say, grinning up at him.
"Kumusta ka? Namiss kita, mahal. " He says, the words coming out a soft murmur against your lips. You pause for a good while, jaw dropping and brows furrowing in confusion, and Wriothesley fears that he could have messed up somehow. Then a wide smile breaks across your face as you glow with absolute delight.
"Hoy, talaga?! Nagtatagalog ka?" You sit up to be eye-to-eye with him, and you see nothing short of pride in his eyes. One of your hands flies up to cover your mouth as you gasp. "Woah, ang galing mo!"
And oh, it's one of the cutest things you've ever seen from him— Wriothesley smiles, just s little bit, and the slightest hints of a blush dust his face. It's adorable to see how he reacts to your praise.
Wriothesley's eyes dart away from yours, one of the few tells of embarrassment you've ever seen from him. "Pasensya na, di pa ako magaling magtagalog. Nag aaral pa lang ako."
"Kahit na!" You're clearly enthused, happy and grinning and buzzing with energy. "Namiss din kita! Okay naman ako. Ikaw? Kumain ka na ba?" You're wide awake and looking up at him like he hung the stars in the sky for you. Wriothesley is smiling now too. All those hours and late nights trying his best to get the words right, and this was the very reason why.
"Mhm, kanina pa, bago pumunta ko dito." One of his hands reaches up to your face. The callouses and scars of his hand drags a giggle from you as he tries to rub the sleep from your eyes. "Sana nakatulog ka ng maayos."
And compared to when you first told him you love him in your language, his Tagalog has improved by leaps and bounds. Still affected by his accent, yes, but his hard work showed through. It is that and the tenderness in his voice that makes you break this little song and dance between the two of you. Your hand reaches up to hold the one cupping your cheek, letting you lean further into his palm.
"Were you intending to surprise me? Because you certainly did. In a good way, I mean."
Wriothesley chuckles. "I'm glad. Been trying to learn it since that first time, and I think I'm making some progress. Though anything more than a simple conversation is still a bit much for me."
"Kahit na," you repeat yourself, "You're amazing! You got so good! Oh, we are going to have so much fun having secret conversations that no one else can understand."
He playfully quirks an eyebrow at that. "While that's definitely going to be some fun, I really wanted to learn how to, ah, tell you that I love you back."
"Oh." Again, you pause. "Well. Here's your chance, I guess." And you smile at him again, the one that has his heart skipping a beat. Wrapping your arms around his shoulders to pull him into your space, you press your forehead against his and close your eyes. He can feel your breath tickle against his lips, and he almost sighs in response.
"Mahal kita, Wriothesley."
"Mahal din kita, my love."
Translation:
"Kumusta ka? Namiss kita, mahal. " — "How are you? I missed you, love."
"Hoy, talaga?! Nagtatagalog ka? — "Hey, really?! You're actually speaking Tagalog?"
"Pasensya na, di pa ako magaling magtagalog. Nag aaral pa lang ako." — (spoken sorta formally) "Sorry, I'm not very good at speaking Tagalog yet. I'm still learning."
"Kahit na!" "Namiss din kita! Okay naman ako. Ikaw? Kumain ka na ba?" — "Even so!" "I missed you too! I'm fine. What about you? Have you eaten yet?"
"Mhm, kanina pa, bago pumunta ko dito." "Sana nakatulog ka ng maayos." — "Mhm, I did earlier, just before I came here." "Hopefully you had a good nap."
"Mahal kita, Wriothesley." — "I love you, Wriothesley."
"Mahal din kita, my love." — "I love you too, my love."
#「 🐈⬛ 」 catcze.desserts#Wriothesley x reader#genshin impact x reader#Wriothesley#Genshin Impact#cw gn reader#If the dialogue is cringe I am so sorry the furthest i go in writing in tagalog is essays and papers HAHDKJANS
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Raine Living At The Owl House Part 3: I Guess This Is A Series Now
When Raine moves in, everyone gets something for their closet as a housewarming gift. From Luz, this is a cat shirt like hers with the word “CATTS” on the front (she later gets these for everyone in the rebellion). From King, this is a series of bizarrely ornate necklaces. From Eda, this is a Bad Girl Coven T-shirt. From Hooty, this is a shirt that says “I SURVIVED THE TUNNEL OF LOVE AND ALL I GOT WAS THIS LOUSY T-SHIRT”
Eda has a matching one, but that’s a story for another time
The family also gets Raine one of the the sweaters everyone’s wearing in that one family photo
Speaking of that photo: they recreate it with Raine. Raine keeps it in their wallet
One of Raine and Luz’s favorite ways to pass time is taking the most weirdly specific quizzes (“Which Type Of Toaster Made In The Year 1998 Are You?” “Which Style of Deadwardian Hat Are You?”) they can find together
Raine is really passionate about making up for lost time with Eda and her family and is big on family bonding activities, which means every holiday- Boiling Isles, Human Realm, everything- becomes a huge deal for them. After what happened to Flapjack, Luz isn’t big on Halloween, but when Raine pulls together an exquisitely detailed costume based on her design for an older Azura, she can’t bring herself not to trick-or-treat with them. They love it (and get an insatiable love for human candy), and she gets back a little bit of a positive association with the holiday
The Cosmic Frontier movies are, of course, shown during Owl House movie night. Raine learns a few songs from the soundtrack and plays them for Hunter when he’s having a bad day
Raine always keeps a fresh vase of snapdragons in their and Eda’s room from their hill
The two of them reminisce a lot about their Hexside days and Luz is forever whipping out her sketchbook whenever they do to draw the stories. She has like an entire comic going within the first month
#the owl house#toh#raine whispers#eda clawthorne#raeda#luz noceda#king clawthorne#toh hooty#toh hunter#toh flapjack#ray rambles#ray writes
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My Eddsworld Style of my OC cat.
Meet ✨Walter✨ the mixed Orange Ragdoll Cat.
Name: ✨Walter✨
Nickname: Wally, Waltito, Wal.
Wizard name: Walthazarbobalthazarfeefiefofalthazar IV
Gender: Male
Pronounce: He/they, xe/xem/xyr
Eye colors: Hazel
Fur color: Orange
Nose color: Pastel pink
Pads: Peach
Age: 6 years old
Personality: Quiet, silly, less talkative, more energetic, attractive, magically purrfect, less aggressive, positive and social friendly, also shy when meeting new people
Feature trait: Meow - squeak like a kitten meow from the newborn age (in my own description)
Likes: Cuddles, snuggles, kisses, being a shoulder pet, giving a lot of snacks, kneads, playful bites and scratch, being a lap cat, brushing his teeth (with my help of course), being limp in someone's arm while being carried (such a real ragdoll cat ☺️), likes to play with his toys, cuddle with plushies, giving grooms with his tongue.
Dislikes: Meow a lot (get embarrassed by his voice while meowing), separation anxiety, too much stress, having anger issues, seeing someone sad or in a bad mood or in a stressful day, arguments (he'll yowl when he doesn't like hearing some terrible arguments due to yelling or cussing).
Favorite food: Cat biscuits, chicken meat, cat candies (candies for cats with the flavored cat biscuits), some blueberries, raspberries, blackberries, red currants (his favorite).
Description:
Walter the orange cat really loves to be a cute floofy wizard of all cats, even everyone wishing that they could have a pet cat, like Walter himself. Despite looking at his hazel big pupils, always making like cool magics of all. Especially when he always doesn't meow a whole lot, which he likes to be quiet, which makes him comfortable. Not only that, he can sit in the position, then he can look like a real life 3D Dorito chip from Doritos. Which made everyone desperately want to cuddle the cutie patootie so much and give all the kisses and cuddles, like a stuffed plushie. Moreover, Walter is a very young adult cat in the words. Especially the fact that he is the most powerful wizard in the whole universe, but also the cutest.
Hint: Whenever you say to Walter, like "If i say your wizard name, can i get a kiss?", or cuddle or whatever. You say "Walthazarbobalthazarfeefiefofalthazar IV" and he'll do it as you asked for it. And he gives it to you as a response.
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🎶Cute little fluffy magical wizard Dorito~ Waltito~🎶
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P.s: The design version of the cat from Walter The Catt from TikTok and YouTube.
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YouTube: @walterthecatt
TikTok: @walter.the.cat
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Oaths | Dream/Hob | 34K | Explicit | Ongoing Ch.7: True Names (6K)
Falling In Love, Magical Realism, Dream is a Beautiful Fey Creature and Hob is a Handsome Bandit, Protective Hob Gadling, Protective Dream of the Endless, Historical References, Scotland, Middle English, Border Reiving, Adventure & Romance, Fairy Tale Retellings, Alternate Universe - Historical/Medieval/Fairy Tale, finding beauty in hard times, Oaths & Vows, Curses, Outdoor Sex, First Time Blowjobs, Frottage, Anal, Kissing in the Rain, really a lot of banging, Hair Braiding, Dirty Talk, Ballads, Duty, Friendship/Love, Mutual Pining, Miscommunication, Canon Echoes, Self-Denial, Repression, Tenderness, Confessions, Bathing/Washing, Strangers to Lovers, Lovers to Friends, Friends to Idiots, BAMF Hob Gadling, (absolutely fucking feral Hob Gadling), unhinged words and deeds, or: a man and a fey walk into a meadow and they're both equally insane
What made you change your mind, he’d asked Catte, at her wedding. He remembered her words, even if he’d made no sense of them at the time. He understood now, and understood why there had been sadness and worry in her eyes alongside the joy. Nothing, she’d said. I never changed my mind. But my heart was stronger.
No summary this week. All I want to say is THANK YOU to everyone reading and commenting, and that this chapter is for you. I am so excited to share this piece of the story that after clicking post I'm going to turn off my computer and go climb a mountain just to calm down a little. would walk into a storm for you all <3 (note: i will not be turning on my location at this time)
[Read on AO3]
#the sandman#oaths#dreamling#dream x hob#oaths update#my writing#fic post#the sandman fanfic#dream of the endless#hob gadling#this has been in my drafts since the day i last updated oaths#THAT is how excited i've been to share this chapter
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Last line challenge
RULES: In a new post, show the last line you wrote (or drew) and tag as many people as there are words (or however many as you like).
Thanks to @skadren for the tag. I've got so many WIP...
"Sephiroth sees it as a bud of resistance. The first sign of disobedience. And he would never stand for humans betraying him and turning against their god."
🐍☁️
I'm sure a lot of people have done this already, but just in case they haven't: @peanutbutter-nutella, @amakai, @r1ngbanana, @soranokumo-is-catt
Feel free to jump in!
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AHJSGJKSJSC CATT??! IM DYING THATBWAS SO FUCKING GOOD🥹🥹 that was the hottest thing EVER 😍💞 you’ve outdone yourself again! im honestly at a lost for words, your writing is extraordinary. had to stop like 5 times thru out fof chp9 to scream into my pillow 😩 that was just perfect <3 i’m also just so proud of u that despite ur hardships recently, u pushed thru AND gave us a bomb ass fic🩷🩷 you’re truly amazing <33
pls take care~ love you🥹🫶🫶
tysm sunny this really means a lot to me 🥺💖 i'm sosososo happy you enjoyed it and thank you for being so lovely 💕
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Oh boy do I agree with your assessment that Skybound is able to execute its concepts much better than Earthspark! Despite Skybound technically being another G1 continuity, it feels fresh and original and fun, and DWJ has managed to take something old and turn it into something new, an area in which Earthspark failed somewhat. I mean, I respect what they tried to do, but due to so much being told rather than shown (ie, that one moment where Hashtag asked JB if Megatron’s harrowing story of redemption wasn’t the most beautiful thing he had ever heard? really felt like we were being told to like Megatron rather than simply shown a likeable Megatron, compared to those scenes with OP and the deer, OP saving Spike and a bunch of others with the Matrix, and him bonding with Sparkplug. It just feels more organic, ya know? And it lets the viewer form their own opinions without trying to constantly nudge them into thinking a certain way) made watching it very frustrating, and it felt like the writers were trying to tell us what to think about certain characters, and overall just not letting the story breathe and take shape on its own
Maybe it's just the differences between the mediums (namely the issue of budget for a CG show that reuses assets to save money), or maybe it's the quality and styles of the writers (Robert Kirkman and Daniel Warren Johnson are comic writers, first and foremost), but Skybound, throughout all of the Energon Universe, not just Transformers, has been very good at visual storytelling. Seeing reactions to events, having expressions and scenes tell the story in a way that if just described in the text would fall flat on its face, which in turn creates a richer world. Even in a book like the most recent issue of Cobra Commander, where the main battle is a battle of wits and words, the expressions, the surroundings, and the visuals create something that worlds alone, dialogue alone could not convey.
"Show, don't tell" is a basic tenant of writing, one that every writing teacher worth their salt will preach to their students. However, I can only blame so much of that difference on the medium. While Earthspark will never have the visual spectacle of the Skybound comics (there's a reason I want them animated by Studio Trigger) a lot of it is the writers themselves, who really want to beat the morals and messages of the story into your skull without any care for subtlety or nuance, especially Mae Catt, whose rejected script for a Drift episode had him married to Ratchet and debating a spiritual vs. pragmatic viewpoint with all the subtlety of a brick (and considering how badly Nightshade went over to the point the show got put on blast on Fox News, it's no wonder it was turned down and Catt was apparently let go for Season 2).
I'd forgive even that under the idea that it's a show for a much younger audience than the Energon Universe is for, but then you run into the issue of treating kids like morons, which kids hate. Even Marc Summers (host of Double Dare) pointed out on Quiet on the Set that the attraction of Nickelodeon to kids was that it didn't try to educate, talk down to, or preach to kids (which probably explains why he appeared so horrified at Dan Schneider's antics, but that's another story). Although noting that handicap that it's for kids goes back to a more obvious question, why would kids be invested in what's essentially a pseudo-sequel to a cartoon that ended its initial run of episodes in 1988, before some of their parents were even born? The franchise is literally 40 years old this year, and it's been 35 years since the last initial run of episodes aired, re-cut with a kid talking to a cardboard Powermaster Optimus Prime (while Japan was watching Star Saber battle Deathsaurus and his Decepticon forces). Why would kids connect to something they didn't see, aren't shown, and generally are only told in speeches why they should care about it? Skybound took the time to introduce everyone, in contrast, and make you care, even if you've been apathetic to the Robots in Disguise after years of poorly selling IDW comics that were only for a very specific subsection of a hardcore fan, and gave us reasons to care about the cast outside of the cast telling us why we should care.
Maybe Season 2 (which is going to air somewhere, Hasbro seems to have Paramount obligated to do so) will improve these issues, but I seriously doubt it. I just want Earthspark to finish at this point so we can get something else, even if, in a best-case scenario, an Energon Universe adaptation will take years to be feasible. At least Transformers One seems to be getting good feedback from test screenings.
#transformers#transformers earthspark#skybound#transformers skybound#tf skybound#energon universe#earthspark
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I’ve been going through your joke comics a lot lately (they’re very silly, I love them a lot!) and I was wondering if you could clarify Why Lilith thinks Raine is a player? Is it a bard joke or does she think Darius and Raine have something going on? Intrigued by the original hexsquad Lore in this joke universe-
Thank you! Multiple people thought the joke was that Lilith thought Raine and Darius were dating lol. But it was intended to be a play on words because Raine was holding Eda's hand (which I imagine they initiated) and plays instruments. Bards are typically known for flirting with multiple people. Hence why Lilith called them a "player".
Although I can imagine Raine and Darius having romantic tension that never ends up going anywhere. (That's IF Raine likes men) Particularly as adults despite their bickering. It kinda felt like Darius was flirting with Raine in the CATTs scene. To which of course, they rejected because their future wife and kids were there. So I guess the lore is that Darius lost both Alador and Raine to some petty girls. RIP.
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You Hide Your Face Behind a Mask (that no one else can see)
Living with Darius and Eberwolf, Hunter realized there is a lot about them he doesn’t know about.
And not just things he wouldn’t know about them because he wasn’t close. They were so many parts of them they kept hidden from the Coven itself, Hunter wonders if they forgot how to be themselves.
He knows you have to sacrifice a lot to be in the Emperor’s Coven. And even if they weren’t members, they lived in the Castle and Hunter was learning exactly how much of a person that stole.
Hunter looked up to the Coven Heads. They were the best of the best, the strongest and most worthy of their position. But outside that role, he never actually knew all too much about them. Hunter’s only beginning to realize he’s only ever known the masks of his guardians before, that he only knows what they let him know.
Darius projected confidence and held high standards of those around him, his iconic abomination hair and cape billowing behind proving how much better he was than anyone else. Hunter thinks he’s only ever seen the man scowl or smile smugly, never anything in between. And Eberwolf… he somehow knew even less about the demon. He knew Eber was powerful, he’s seen Eberwolf’s beast form and knows that he passionately cares about the beasts on the Isles, but that’s about it. Eberwolf would always have that same smile as he stood by the others, silent and unmovable.
He wonders how long it took the both of them to develop those masks. Too fit into a role and stick with it for years.
One of a man, so powerful no one could touch him.
One of a demon, a permanent smile replacing most words.
They reminded him of the Golden Guard outfit. How the mask fit snugly and the cape stood proudly, but still somehow made him uncomfortable those first few times; as if the clothes themselves didn’t truly feel like they were his. How wearing that mask sealed Hunter away to be everything his uncle wanted from him.
(To be the only thing his uncle wanted from him.)
But without that mask on, he was quick to become Hunter. Without that familiar weight, it was easy for him to just be.
Hunter was just a nephew.
Hunter wasn’t special.
And now, Hunter was free of ever wearing that mask again.
He wished he could free Darius and Eber from theirs too.
Because even if they were out of the Coven, even if Darius and Eberwolf had no one they needed to hide from, Hunter knew they still wore the masks that got them through the Emperor’s castle.
Eberwolf is quick to clam up when someone approaches them, keeping a smile while Darius answered.
Darius was still quick to condescend others, even if he meant no malice towards them.
And even though Eberwolf is frequently on Darius’ shoulder, even when they can, they don’t talk to each other much if others are around. They do around the CATTS and they do around him, but then they just… stop when anyone else enters.
It’s as if they don’t trust anyone to know they’re close.
It’s as if they don’t trust anyone to know them.
He thinks it was several weeks after he started living with them did he realize he’d never heard them truly laugh before.
And he didn’t remember how it started, but they were all in the kitchen together one day and then they were all laughing and laughing hard.
When Darius laughs, he hugs his side and covers his nose as he snorts, bowing his head as he wheezes. And Eberwolf just tosses his head back, revealing his teeth and two fangs Hunter never knew were there, one in the upper right corner and one on the bottom left, his very being shaking as he cackles. And Hunter couldn’t help but laugh louder too, the odd whistling behind his laugh growing louder because it can and no one will tell him to stop or that he’s being weird, he can just be.
Hunter doesn’t know all too much about Darius and Eber all things considered. But as he watched them regain their breaths and wheeze, easy genuine smiles on their face as they teased each other, Hunter knew that he couldn’t wait to get to know the witches under the mask and help them shed them, once and for all.
#my writing#fanfic#drabble#had some thoughts about Hunter’s GG mask and how quick his perception of a character changed the second it was off#Darius and Eberwolf wearing invisible masks for years: wait now what?#Hunter wants to help#the owl house#darius deamonne#eberwolf the huntsman#hunter toh#hunter deamonne
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Hello and happy one day until Halloween [:
I’ve been scrolling through your wol posting tag and I absolutely adore Arsay and her throuple with g’raha and y’shtola <3 I was curious, in your canon, what is Raha’s and Shtola’s relationship like without Arsay there and how has it changed over time? Would they count themselves as partners or just partners of Arsay?
Thank you so much for sharing your amazing gposes and artwork for your wol!! It has been a delight to look through. Have a great day [:
omg Thank you!!🥹 I love my catte throuple so much and it's so nice to hear other people like them and the posts I make about them too! That's a really good question. I can't seem to recall making a post about it since being caught up with the msq, so thank you for asking!
This ended up being quite long so I've place it under a read more haha apologies for rambling so much! As well, Happy halloween o/
Initially Shtola and Raha both considered themselves partners to Arsay first and foremost. They both cared for Arsay deeply and agreed to this poly situation because, after everything she's done for them, they wanted to do something for her that would make her happy. I also like to believe because they started off on the wrong foot, it took time for the two to build up trust in each other.
I have many side thoughts about how Raha held himself back while he lived out the persona of the Crystal Exarch, how his hesitance to the relationship caused Arsay to get upset, and how Y'shtola essentially saved the whole polycule very early on by telling the Exarch to get his head out of his ass stop living dishonestly and start thinking about what he really wants to do with his life. How that gave him the spark to think about the possibility of transferring his memories over to the version of himself on the source, since this version of him will never be free from the tower's grasp.
By the time everyone returns to the first, Raha and Shtola consider themselves trusted friends and deeply respect the importance they both have to Arsay. No words about it are exchanged, but there's a mutual understanding that for as long as this can go on for the three of them, it will. Shtola and Raha actually end up spending casual time together in the Rising Stones while Arsay is off doing warrior of light stuff. Turns out they actually have a lot to talk about together. Mostly about magical studies, but Y'shtola strikes me as someone who would be mildly curious to know of the event that took place in the timeline they erased, and Raha for sure would have loved to learn about Y'shtola's involvement in the warring triad stuff and the alexander raids. Plus they can theorize about history and mysteries of both the first and the source! By the time Endwalker starts, Arsay has noticed everyone seems a lot more comfortable with each other. She started asking to spend time all together more often then not. There was no real objections to this surprisingly. They all settle into a consistent dynamic around each other pretty naturally. If you were to ask Raha or Shtola how they defined their relationship at that point they would probably say they were just Arsay's partners and leave it at that. Ask Arsay and she might let slip how she caught the two snuggled up to each other while they were reading on the couch at her apartment.
[end of endwalker 6.0 spoilers from this point]
The next shift between the two is while on the Ragnarok waiting for Arsay to regain consciousness. I have a particular scene in my head which i cant gpose out since I don't have access to the environment so here it is described: --
Y'shtola has placed herself against the wall of the ship, shifting from pose to pose doing her best to contain her nervous energy. They did all that they could to seal up as many of Arsay's wounds as possible. Still it was impossible to tell just how much blood Arsay had split prior to her arrival. What Y'shtola could see is that Arsay's aether was unbelievably weak, having been all but spent in a final clash with (presumably) Zenos. For all Y'shtola knew, Arsay's body arrived to them too late. Her head began to spiral at the thought. So much so that she had failed to notice G'raha had torn himself from Arsay's side to stand next to her. He looked at Y'shtola with a pitiful face, eyes puffy and red, lips pressed into a trembling frown. Neither of them had the wherewithal to speak at this point, and Y'shtola most certainly did not want to. Twelve forbid if a single being on that ship heard her voice shake or crack even the slightest. Instead, G'raha timidly put his hand around Y'shtola's and held it. It was a small gesture, something he'd often do whenever Arsay looked in need of support. It was a comfort to her, to hold hands with a loved one. The two stood together in silence. Their gazes fixed on to Arsay's motionless figure laying in the centre of the room. Y'shtola squeezed G'raha's hand ever so slightly. Holding on to someone you love was a great comfort indeed.
-- Perhaps its not an as romantically charged love, but its love! Shtola and Raha are part of Arsay's tribe and they've come to care deeply for each other. Again, I do not believe either would readily admit to those feelings publicly, but in private conversation with Arsay it's obvious how fond of each other they have become. (this is also when shtola and raha begin feeling more comfortable being intimate together with Arsay >w> she is notorious for doing everything for her partner and not really letting herself be focused on. The two of them work as a team to make sure arsay gets some attention *nods* )
And, imo?, their closeness is kinda backed up by the endwalker patch content where G'raha already knew where to find Y'shtola and did not hesitate to get her for the treasure hunt. And then many of the proceeding patches has Y'shtola saying in passing that she's been in constant communication with G'raha. okay yes im not delusional, I know they are brought up because of them having relevance to the things happening or being done in the plot but still! The way the dialogue is phrased I can't help but put my wolship glasses on lol. I figure Raha and Shtola keep pretty consistent contact even when they are busy doing their own thing, same as Arsay does with them. The most recent development for my wolship is that by 6.5, they are all pretty much married to each other. Unofficially, that is. No ceremony is held or anything of that vein. It was more that they all finally managed to say out loud how much they want to be in each other's lives no matter where the future takes them.
Eventually I picture the three of them getting a proper house together. Arsay surprises G'raha by importing a bunch of furnishings from the crystarium, and dedicates an entire room just for Y'shtola's book collection. She also brings back some flowers native to the Greatwoods for decoration. Until then though home is wherever they are together!
So yeah! thats the break down of grah and shtola part of graharshtola!
thank you for reading, asking the question, and sending such a sweet message about my blorbos. Hope you have a fantastic day <3
#graharshtola#Arsay Nun Lore#kinda#mostly just tagging that since its easier to search haha#it really does make me so happy when people enjoy my gposes#I make them for myself primarily but if what I do brightens another person's day then that makes me even more happy 🥹#WOL posting#Arsay Nun
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My closing thoughts on my first multichapter fic, Conspiracy Against the Truth
I have a lot to say about this fic. If you've been reading my notes consistently since early chapters, you know that this fic started in 2019 when I was in this fandom the previous time, but I only got around to writing and posting it in 2024. Because this AU has been in my head for so long, it feels like a safe space for me. Here, I'm comfortable, I know where everything is, I know everyone who resides in this world, and it's always comforted me through difficult times in daydreams and nightdreams alike. I'm very grateful for the opportunity to share this special place with you all.
My writing has its flaws, that much I'm aware of. I'm an amateur fanfic author who doesn't actually spend much time reading or writing, but rather daydreaming. This was the first multichapter fic I've written and got around to posting instead of abandoning half way through. I'm thankful that you all were patient with this fic's flaws and stuck around to the end. Writing and posting this fic had been the most fun I've ever had in my life, and I'll cherish this time period forever. I'll never forget the excitement I get whenever I write a scene I'm proud of that I'm almost too eager about to wait for the usual update time. Every time I get an email from ao3 saying that I have a new comment on this fic, I get very giddy, and reading your kind words truly warm my heart. This fic's comment section has been reserved for people with an ao3 account from the start, this is because I've had awful experiences with anonymous messages/comments, so I apologize for any of my readers who couldn't interact with the fic beyond giving kudos. Please know that I appreciate your support either way, and I'm overjoyed that so many people, with an account or not, enjoy this fic so much.
The experience of writing and posting this fic can never be replicated, I'm sure about that. Writing this fic felt like taking a trip down memory lane, visiting an old home and making renovations while reminiscing about the past. This fic, for the most part, came naturally to me due to how familiar I am with the AU. This, combined with Summer break arriving while it was still early in the fic, made it so I could maintain a schedule of weekly updates all the way through. This schedule carried me through executive disfunctions, writer's blocks, and perfectionism. Because I had a schedule to stick by, I was forced to post chapters that I would've spent months rewriting otherwise, because I feel like my writing will never be perfect. What I always tend to forget is fanfiction doesn't have to be perfect, this fic is proof of that. As long as the authors and readers are having fun or generally enjoying it, that's the most important part. This schedule struck the perfect balance of never letting me sit on a chapter for too long, while giving me time to reread and edit finished chapters before posting. I don't think I'll be able to replicate this with a story that I'm less familiar with, though. It's a little sad to say, but this might be where my fic writing journey peaks, on my first multichapter. I don't think I'll ever stop writing, but the memory of writing and posting this fic is something I'll always hold dear. Thank you for being part of this memory.
This isn't the end of this AU. Frankly, I don't think I'm capable of letting go of it. While Conspiracy Against the Truth as a fic is coming to an end, I will be posting an anthology of the same AU in a separate work. This work will consist of missing scenes from CATT canon, non-canon scenes, cut scenes, alternative events, and post-canon events. As of now, I'm not sure if I'll make a proper sequel to CATT, but the anthology fic will give you an idea of how things are after the events of the initial fic.
Lastly, I would like to give special thanks to my friends for helping me through the process of writing and posting this fic. Thank you Star for always being a supportive reader and giving advice as a fellow writer. Thank you Cyn for your kinds words about my work. Thank you Dreamical for your support even though you don't really read this fic. Thank you Maaiams for encouraging me to post this fic in the first place, this fic wouldn't have come this far without you. Finally, thank you, who took time out of their days to read this fic. Thank you for coming along with me on this journey, and I sincerely hope you had a good time doing it.
If you have any questions related to this fic or me in general, feel free to send your asks on my tumblr, or leave a comment in the final chapter.
Sincerely, ischleep.
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This isn’t really an ask, more of a reader/fan word-vomit (fair warning!). I wanted to tell you how much I love your writing and I’m devouring everything!
Your strange and unusual AUs are right up my alley. At times I don’t have the foggiest what’s going on, but I’m invested and immersed and enjoying the rides (which is how I approached Twin Peaks, so, appropriate). I’m loving Stop The World & Melt With You - the whole pineapple bit had me in hysterics and gave me serious Hitchikers Guide to the Galaxy vibes (meant as a huge compliment). And Death Becomes Us has destroyed my long-standing ambivalence towards vampire stories (I OD-ed in my youth) and I’m completely invested. Plus I loooooove how Bob is back, it’s made me realise how little I’ve seen of him in fics and I don’t know why that is. And Eric Draven is my vampire bartender. And my Lorelei is gonna be either Freddie Lounds from Hannibal or Gina Davis in Cutthroat Island, hope that’s OK 😆
Gargoyle Eddie and Dark Siren Eddie are doing things to me that I didn’t realise were possible, so thanks (?) for that.
Plus, everything about I’m On Fire is just 👌👌❤️❤️🔥🔥. I adore how lots of the subcharacters their own nemeses/subplots, I’ve not seen that before, and I need to know what happens. Plus ‘Walk’ was a genius music choice. And the smut is divine, but, frankly, all of yours is.
And just because I’m on tenterhooks and it’s a sort-of an ask, which somehow makes this entire message halfway-legit, is there any news on when any of your series’ next parts might appear, and/or which one it might be? I’m in no rush for IOF of course I am, we all are, dear god we’re all feral but am absolutely not pushing, because in the meantime I can always keep myself busy rereading that ‘office administration scene’, and watching Season 3 of The Witcher for thigh inspiration… ☺️
Anyway, that’s all I really wanted to say, because if I add any more it’ll get embarrassingly gushy. If it isn’t already. It already is, isn’t it? shit 😬
Okay, bye 👋
*bows out ungracefully backwards, leaving this on the floor as a somewhat pathetic and inadequate offering*
CATT let me tell you about my verbal affirmation love language and my praise kink 🥹 I hope you don't mind having a stalker because flattery will get you anything from me. Honestly, I've read this 8 times and it made my whole WEEK (not even kidding). I'm keeping this for days when I think everything I do is hot garbage.
Because you asked, LET ME TELL YOU what is next on my nonexistent agenda: Part 6 of Death Becomes Us, another installment of the Nightmare Factory (I'm thinking maybe Haunted House Eddie?), and I want to get the next chapter of I'm on Fire out because we are so close to the "end" and there's so much going on, it's going to keep me up at night to not have a resolution. It will also be time to celebrate when I finish IOF because it was the first fanfic series I ever posted here😭
Oh Eric Draven is such a good choice for a vampire bartender at Sacrament! And I can't believe you mentioned Gina Davis from Cutthroat Island omggggg core memory unlocked.
I'm even more in love with you because you read my little Twilight Zone au 🥹 But again, thank you from the bottom of my heart for taking the time to reach out. Encouragement and messages like this inspire me to keep going, and you just filled up my tank 🥹
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Hihi what was Wonderlab about? I see you mentioning it a lot and it's never crossed my path until now. When did it run? Why is it lost media now? If you know
OH BOY HERE WE GO! I'm going to do my best to cover this in a way where even if someone doesn't know jack shit about ProjectMoon they'd at least somewhat understand things about the plot and overall what happens with ProjectMoon as a company because it's sorta wild.
Considering you can't exactly go find this online and read it yourself and I'm not allowed to repost the whole thing (if I even had it on hand which for legal purposes I am not claiming to) so I'm absolutely going to explain the broad strokes of the plot spoilers included. Obviously I'll be showing as little as possible out of respect for the author's request to not republish it. While I'm sad to see it become lost media due to thinking it's actually really good; I also wish to respect those who would stand against my favorite video game company, ProjectMoon.
I understand how insane that sounds but we'll get to that in the whole "hey why is this lost media now?" Bit of this ask; because boy is this a doozy of a post.
The comic takes place in the ProjectMoon Universe, which portrays a future in which humanity is reduced to living in a single city, where corporations have gained a massive amount of power through discovering singularities, essentially what you could equate to some kind of magic. That's a SUPER simplistic way of looking at it but I think it beats going super into detail about singularities and how they work.
The important thing to know is that Lobotomy Corporation has a singularity that allows them to basically create monsters and then harvest energy from interacting with them; which means they're often hiring people to deal with these monsters, each have their own methods of "working" and some of these monsters outright make the most energy when killing people.
So Wonderlab was a web comic that came out a few years ago, it was about a branch of Lobotomy Corporation that was running during the same time as the game Lobotomy Corporation. Though it wasn't the same branch that we see in the game, it followed three main characters;
Rose is the main focus for the first bit of the story, their whole shtick is that they grew up in a wealthy family but they were all too aware of how the poor were treated in the outskirts. They saw people suffering everyday while they got to live a comfy life and they sought out equality, but they understood that you can't bring change without power; I think one of the more defining moments for their character is this panel right here:
It's important to note that in this universe the words they are using have meaning, with Nests being literally the high security places where the wealthy elites get to live, likewise the Wings are sort of the mega-corps who actually run the city. In this scenario they are literally being attacked by an abnormality in such a fashion where they are growing feathered wings against their will; however they are more metaphorically explaining that they are willing to leave the comfy living situation of their life behind if it means breaking free of the Nests and Wings that control everyone and everything. This is a trait we see them growing throughout the entire run of the comic. They're generally selfless and acts in a manner that benefits the whole over the individual, even if that individual is Rose themself.
Throughout the run of the comic we see Rose become closer friends with not only their department mates but specifically with another two of the characters, Taii and Catt; who we'll get to. However, first let me explain Rose's major story arc.
Without getting too into the weeds over minor details, and without basically just posting every panel they're in; I'd summarize Rose by saying they're an overwhelmingly positive force in an otherwise bleak world. They strive to pick everyone up, no matter the individuals social standing. In fact their first real friend, Taii; is a clerk when they first meet and Rose doesn't take this into consideration at all. While others may question why they'd even talk to or be kind to a Clerk, Rose sees Taii as just another person.
In fact, what Rose knows of the world around them is exactly what leads them to their own self hatred;
They understand that they're able to help others with the money they have, and their position gives them power necessary to bring change. But they resent it all the same, as they felt responsible for the way the world works; they felt like part of the problem,
and we're gonna do a little bit of a double whammy here because in telling Taii about their life story, we also get to see Taii's reaction as a very big part of their own character and their character growth:
But we'll get to that in a bit. The important take away here is that Rose is a sort of infectious positivity on those around them. They seek to "embrace all" and build others up no matter the sacrifice; as they see themself as a part of the problem as well as the potential solution.
Rose's story is a tragic one, inevitably ending in self sacrifice; as they are told of an Abnormality (basically a monster) within the facility that will absolutely kill that who it works with it, but will be able to spare everyone else in the process. Someone HAS to work with it, there is no choice about it; the only decision the department can make is WHO has to work with it. I love the interaction they have with the head of their department regarding the work; I feel like this above all else mirrors the first panel I showed of them. This is a great depiction of Rose at their core, both in the sense of who they are and also in the sense of what they wish to achieve.
Rose's entire story is about how they desperately want to bring change, but understand far too well that they alone cannot. They do their best to change what they can; to help who they can. However they know in their heart they will always fail to change the system, that's just not how reality works at the end of the day.
Their final few panels are genuinely such a great end for them, absolutely beautiful illustration and gut wrenching dialogue for anyone who has been reading the comic up to this point;
I appreciate that we get to see Rose actually scared here at the end of it all. As someone who we've seen stand up bravely to monsters time and time again; it's this final act that scares them. So much of their life left unfulfilled but they know they're the only one who can do this; and that final panel revealing the "demon" that is Catt showing genuine sadness says everything we need to know about their character in this moment.
Throughout the comic we see these characters discuss death, what it means to die; and how it feels to be without someone. However this is really the first time we get to see the confirmed death of a main character, and we get to see how they all react to it.
Oh and I will be using they/them pronouns for the main cast as they never have a confirmed gender, and the they/them pronouns is how the translation mentions them.
Our second main character Catt even has a moment where they mention they don't use honorifics one way or another. Catt as a character seems cold and emotionless for most of the comic; this is because they are. They feel a need to be after they came to a place like Lob Corp and learned the horrors of what go on within it's walls. They made a friend, and they saw that friend as strong; they wanted so badly to have a strong heart and the willpower to continue smiling; only to see their very friend go mad and kill their co-workers before being put down themself. This prompts the catalyst for Catt as a character:
When we're introduced to them, they're the Captain of the branch Rose and our other main character Taii are in. They come across as this very capable, but cold and calculated individual. Though we find that this is all a mask they use to not get close to those who might leave them. They can save themself, but they can't save others; no matter how skilled they might be. They have been shown to even put themselves in harms way to protect those they care about, likely because they feel as though they can handle themselves better than others could.
Oh, and they always talk in third person. As you can imagine, Rose caring way too much about their friends; and Catt caring in much the same way causes them to be at odds quite often. Catt will even go so far as to tell Rose and Taii not to act in situations where they feel strongly someone else can handle the problem and not risk their friend's lives in the process.
Mind you there is an abnormality they work with at one point which focused heavily on the idea of loving others; and being loved. Catt is forced to realize their very gay thoughts and ultimately doesn't handle it well:
Unfortunately this causes the abnormality to breach, and Catt takes matters into their own hands to deal with it:
But before we get to Catt's conclusion, we need to talk about Taii; the one we've yet to discuss, and realistically the MAIN main character of Wonderlab. I say this because they are the one we see grow and change the most, with their actions being those which are focused on in the end.
When we first see Taii they're this sort of clumsy, scared, and overall dare I say "incompetent" clerk who is basically just trying to do their job as best they can.
The thing about Taii is that, as we learned previously; they're basically going through their day to day life just surviving. Letting each day come and go without much agency one way or another. Taii doesn't have any grand ambitions, they don't strive for lofty goals; nor do they necessarily hold out hope for a better future. They simply exist and do their best to survive in this crazy fucked up world.
They are promoted when they use their company issued handgun to help Catt fight off an Abnormality. Important note from the Lob Corp Manual; the handgun given to Clerks is a mercy, far too weak to really deal damage to Abnormalities, but more than enough to let them take their own life without the pain of whatever the Abnormality would have done to them.
Taii doesn't act out of bravery, but rather desperation; and it shows. They aren't a very brave individual and most of their actions are taken out of pure necessity for survival. However as they interact more with Rose and Catt they find a need to be better within themself. They begin to look up to the two and find comfort in the idea of becoming like them.
This is one of the first times (if I recall correctly) where we can see them actually saying they want to do something for the good of everyone. It's not that they're selfish about their ambitions, it's that they don't see themself as someone strong enough to help others. They see Rose and Catt as those kind of people, but Taii just isn't that brave, nor capable; at least not in their own eyes.
The following scene actually shows Catt working with the abnormality for Taii; giving them the information on it after the fact and basically saying "you couldn't handle it, so I did it for you; but I won't say anything, if I snitched your paycheck would suffer." But obviously doesn't admit to doing it out of the goodness of their heart. Rather just telling Taii to forget it. This is when it starts to become pretty clear that Catt and Rose are both putting up an act respectively.
One of the first big moments we see Taii act bravely is when they finally actually have to fight something; again we can note the words "I'll be left with no choice" Taii doesn't actively want to fight here, rather they believe it's the only option they actually have.
At this point it's still unclear if this is because they don't want to hurt the abnormality, or because they're scared to fight. However this scene does show us that they're a lot more competent than they'll admit to themself.
At this point we have an understanding of these characters and we know of Rose's death; so now we can get into the finale; essentially there's a few more chapters between the death of Rose and the actual last chapter. In this time we see our two remaining main characters react in polar opposite ways.
Taii begins to actually try to work hard, not just for their own sake but for those around them; they carry on Rose's dream of a better future as it gives them a life purpose they didn't have before.
Meanwhile Catt hasn't shown up for work, everything they thought they had in life was taken from them; and they can no longer handle it. They felt they were stronger to cast their heart away and simply feel nothing; and their complex emotions cause them to distort.
Distortion is hard to explain but it's essentially a person becoming a monster through a powerful enough emotion for lack of better explanation.
Catt now distorted, begins to cause quite a bit of damage back at the facility; unleashing basically every Abnormality we've seen thus far; and Taii is very aware that this is in fact Catt's doing, which results in some absolutely raw growth on Taii's part as we see them finally take action and become the person they have wanted to this entire time.
An important note for those who don't know, when working with an Abnormality; it's possible to create gear called E.G.O from them; so here we see Taii literally wearing the E.G.O of "Staining Rose" the very abnormality that killed Rose.
The two have a bit of a heart to heart, with Taii admitting that Catt was correct; that it's not wrong to indulge in the better parts of life and leave the complex emotions of the heart behind. That is what it takes to survive, something Taii understands far too well as someone who spent so long just trying to survive.
The following panels show that while they might be gone, Rose never truly left Taii; and that their ambition lives on within Taii now.
Literally declaring "we will save you" with the depiction of the fight ending with Taii and Rose pulling Catt from their distortion; something that doesn't ACTUALLY happen; but is how Taii perceives the event.
The reality is that Catt very much remains distorted, and escapes somewhere into the ruins of the facility where Taii cannot follow.
The comic concludes with most of the cast now living out their lives outside of the facility, working odd jobs or opening their own fixer offices. As for Taii, they have a life purpose; in that they refuse to stop looking for Catt,
There's a TON that I couldn't cover here, plenty that goes into these characters and fleshes them out really well. The writing is unironically really good, even though I'm highly bias as I have a deep love for the source material they're working with.
There's a lot of conversation around ProjectMoon characters, plenty of disagreement over things like gender, sexuality, and even mental illness. Normally I'd argue "most of it is just headcanons or something" but ProjectMoon has gone to lengths to actually include not only LGBT rep in both gay characters and non-binary characters; but furthermore has given their characters everything from ADHD to Depression in depictions that never outright say "this is Netzach he's depressed" but rather show you Netzach's depression first hand, right down to Netzach having one of the best lines about suicide; literally saying "you have to worry about the quiet ones, the loud ones want to live more than anyone; that's why they're crying for help." I'm paraphrasing but like, ProjectMoon GETS IT. Malkuth is a character who I will not accept people saying doesn't have ADHD, not only does she have literally every symptom in the book, but one of the core aspects of her character is needing to keep a visible notepad on her at all times to write down essentially a detailed plan or else she won't be able to keep track of what needs to be done.
So you can probably see why I enjoy ProjectMoon as a fan of horror media and generally as someone who enjoys well written characters; I've not gone into detail about Lobotomy Corporation, nor Library of Ruina; but both have a ton of references to everything from Religion to classic literature. They touch on topics like modern capitalism and mental illness; what it means to be human, and ultimately what it means to have an identity of your own.
This is a company who's aesthetics, writing, and even gameplay interest me greatly so you might be wondering why this is somehow lost media, and why even I stand in opposition to this company currently.
And for that, we need to look at Limbus Company; the worst thing to ever happen to ProjMoon in my opinion.
So let's quickly look into ProjectMoon, they're this little indie company who no one has heard of; they make Lobotomy Company and it's a cult classic of sorts. A very small but dedicated group of people absolutely love this game, they mod the hell out of it just to keep the content alive; and then finally ProjectMoon announces their second game; Library of Ruina. Now we're all hype as hell, with music being done by Mili this is sounding like it's going to be amazing for fans of the IP; and it was!
Library of Ruina has a story that stands among even my favorite like JRPGs it's a great game with a perfect conclusion for the characters we got to know in Lob Corp (in my opinion at least it's a great place to leave them and go off to focus on the Sinners and their stories)
and now the games are getting popular, the company actually opens a few cafes; and they need funding for more stuff to come. Well how do you get that funding? They believe a Gacha game will be a good way to secure funds and also deliver constant updates about the world and characters their audience has come to love.
This isn't inherently a bad thing, rather the problem comes when a few of the character designs set off a group of men in Korea. A rather large, loud; group of men; who are displeased by how these characters were depicted. From what I understand the claims were that the way they drew a specific man was too feminine and the way they drew a woman, fully covered; wasn't sexualized enough for their liking. This sounds pretty insane, and honestly; it is.
However it's not as insane as the CEO deciding to fire a woman, one of their artists; despite the art design/concepts coming from a man on the team (from what I've been told). This all in an attempt to appease the mass of incels who aren't even really fans of ProjectMoon but are threatening the company with bad reviews and harassment.
This is when it comes to light that ProjectMoon has been having shady business practice for a while now, continuing to underpay those they work with on the grounds that they're "just a small indie company uwu" even though they are now raking in the big bucks and honestly, have been financially stable for a good while after the launch of Ruina.
As people heard the news, and boycotts began to happen; the CEO began to also throw around the idea of taking legal action for slander against those who spoke out against the company claiming the accusations lacked evidence and the like.
Eventually the news hits the author of Wonderlab, and they request to have Wonderlab removed from the internet. Whether this was to remove any ties to the company; or to do their part to rebel against the mistreatment of women on the companies part; I'm unsure. Either way they've asked those who may or may not have a copy of the web comic to not go reuploading it.
I may not have all the facts on this one, so anyone who may know better than me on this is more than welcome to add their two cents; but that's sort of where we stand now, there's an active boycott on Limbus Company that, unfortunately it doesn't seem like many are actively participating in though I won't be getting into all that.
I am sad to see the comic become lost media though, it had a lot going for it; there are some genuinely just beautiful panels, plenty of LGBT and NB rep throughout; and generally just a solid story that has a lot to say about life, morality, and the effect one person can have on the world around them.
Something I will always find funny is that looking at Lobotomy Corporation, Wonderlab, and even Library of Ruina; the characters that ProjectMoon writes into their stories and games, are absolutely the sort of people who would stand against the company itself and it's behavior and treatment of not just it's employees but it's fans who refuse to support it further given it's crimes.
ProjectMoon really has become the very thing it writes about being bad. Which is a shame, because it has so much going for it; and no matter how shitty the CEO is; I can't blame the company as a whole; doesn't mean I'm going to go giving them my money or anything, but I will always stand in opposition to them while remaining to call myself ProjectMoon's #1 fan. I think if you're going to call yourself a fan of ProjectMoon you have to at least be disapproving of their actions, otherwise I fear you've entirely missed the point of the games and web comics.
Anyways I started writing this all at like, 4 and it's about 6 AM now so I'm just going to call it here and hope this answers your question lol.
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