#a look inside

[crmsnmth]

From the Mirror

And now it's over There's so much that I'm waiting for There's so much I'll never know There's so much that I'll never feel

I guess it's true, I stepped over my clover The last time you saw me I was far from sober I tried heard to not have any excuses but I swear by the end everything is fucking useless

I don't make a good crutch, I'll just join you See how nothing budged, Let me amuse here I always had a hunch, the you would leave We can call it love, but we both know it's just fear

Fear of dying all alone

Remember when we did shots, with no chaser how could we ever foresee the danger? Once said I love you, now we're strangers All we over do is try to save face

I thought we had a chance, but what do I know We'll call this quiet hiccup, a small form of growth I feel nothing anymore, everything seems so cold left them there to rot, it doesn't grow old

Find me in the bathroom, just staring at the mirror

[gildedphoenixx]

◇ welcome ◇

hi and welcome to the blog. we're a currently (heavily reseached) selfdx DID system. you can call us Gilded (he/they collectively). this is mostly just a place for us to talk about our experiences and scream into the void.

we block whoever we don't want interacting, but if you use "sysmed" or "tramascum" to describe people, disrespectfully go away.

we're open to questions and dms. just keep in mind that we're not professionals and we're not here for you to vent to. thanks :]

we'll sign off most posts with our emojis or you can find our individual posts under [emoji].txt

(more info under cut)

◇ Alters that might post here ◇

🔥 Diluc (he/him)

🪦 M (he/ they)

🌿 Forest (he/they)

🎨 Albedo (they/he/she)

🐍 Valen (any)

🌟 (star/xe/they/he)

��� (he/they)

◇ A Guide to Our Tags ◇

"Behind the Frame" - talking about our experiences

"A Golden Opportunity" - shitposts lol

"A Golden Disquisition" - our long rambles about our various hyperfixations

"gilded.txt" - when we don't know who's fronting or it's just a whole system comment

"[emoji].txt" - a sign off for each alter

"A Look Inside" - inner world photo inspiration or discussion

"The Gilded Gallery" - art reblogs, including our own works

"Framed in Gold" - our personal artworks

"resource.txt" & "info.txt" - exactly what they sound like. tags for resources and info. usually about DID or other mental health topics.

[meaniezucchini]

that broken doll face trend but make it rose quartz

[bethanythebogwitch]

[yellowvixen]

week 32: transparent!

[rainyjays]

Nobody understands her like I do

[0xycod0ne]

doodle of john all for the game or whatever his name is

[itscherryterry-again]

This Barbie bites !

[altarofthedeep]

i want her overstimulated and straddling my strap when i’m flat on my back and she’s grinding against it and whimpering so sweetly. i tease her at how cute she is and how she’s starting to cry from how deep it is inside her. i grab her boobs and squeeze and rub her clit every so often to torture her some more. and then i don’t move as i hold her hips and help her move back and forth until she begs me so sweetly to fuck her and when i can’t resist her anymore i’ll move up into her and make her cum so hard against my strap until she collapses on my chest and and hold her tight against me as i still move inside her and whisper in her ear how well she takes me

[unoriginal-and-dumb]

Look i dunno. SHES ORANGE AND SHE KINDA WEIRD LOOKING!!! I like her.

BUT i just really like her design a lot, kinda wish she was 2d animated though but i say that to everything

[goldsnek]

'Sup! Started making a longer Radioapple fancomic, takes place some time after S1 ending.

CW :canon divergence,violence, pre-relationship, 7 deadly sins mention

I'll be posting 3 pages each time! page 4-5-6

[lazylittledragon]

Dadstarion has me in a chokehold and the way you draw him being so GENTLE with Kit is so precious, I would die to see the transition from his new parent terror to how comfortable he eventually gets with him :O

of course he got there eventually <333

[oneshimaru]

Kaveh's building

[tendermimi]

august you are so gentle to me

[ink-the-artist]

funky ceramic wizard staff + an update on how fucking LOUD the cicadas have gotten jesus christ

[doctorsiren]

Thinking about how (a humanoid) Bill would see Ford be older after those 30 years (because that’s how people work), and so to try and appeal to him again, he makes himself look older too (I mean, he’s WAYYYY older than Ford actually, but I just mean visually)

But then after he’s killed and sent to the Theraprism, he goes back to his original twink look, and I say this because I already did a drawing of my humanoid Bill in prison and I like how that design worked with his pathetic traumatized orange jumpsuit look more than I think I would like it with an older looking version 😁 plus uhh I don’t wanna deem that drawing “not canon” to my brain so yeah