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I’m curious to know, when you say Remus’s function serves like an alarm clock, do you think Remus is aware of/intentionally fulfilling that role? Because I have always interpreted it as, from his perspective, his role is simply to be c!Thomas’s creativity the same way Roman is. His version of creativity is just rejected by c!Thomas and the other sides (often for good reason, but sometimes not). Even though his ideas are sometimes dangerous or unrealistic, the role of creativity isn’t always to do everything that pops into your head. Roman has unrealistic ideas as well but because they’re not as upsetting to c!Thomas, they’re seen as fanciful rather than totally forbidden. A lot of what Remus wants is just for c!Thomas to censor himself less and explore darker, more mature themes in his art. Idk about him representing ‘repressed truths’ since intrusive thoughts are by definition not rooted in realistic conclusions or in what the individual actually wants. I def see what you mean about Remus serving as an alarm for Thomas’s mental state, especially in WTIT, but idk if I see Remus’s intentions in WTIT as being that complex and altruistic. Especially since he’s genuinely upset whenever c!Thomas and Logan ignore or defeat his creative inventions. (Also sorry if any of this comes off as confrontational, I genuinely love reading your analyses and I’m just curious to hear your perspective more!)
hello! no worries btw, idt this is confrontational at all! i find it to be an interesting point of discussion :3
the reason i entertain the idea of remus being repressed truths (or thoughts in general) is because i acknowledge remus is a faulty representation of intrusive thoughts, in a meta level. this episode was created before major discussions of what intrusive thoughts really means blew up on tiktok. even by how remus is executed as a character, it is clear to a lot of us that what he suggests isn't Just intrusive thoughts. rather he's a mix of that and impulsivity!
but for me, remus Has to be aware of and Cares for his role as a side of thomas. i expounded it more in my extensive orange side theory, but to reiterate: the baseline need of the dark sides is to get listened to, but because thomas has very bad black-and-white thinking, it's almost required that they be meticulous with their plan execution. in this case, remus kinda Has to get along to get what he ultimately wants: to be listened to.
i generally think all sides do things in the interests of thomas and themselves. i don't think it can be divorced from each other actually— their entire foundation of existence begins with their roles in connection to thomas.
it is still. a very open question to ask though about how does remus actually want to give back to thomas. when i say he's an alarm clock, i say that he's hyperaware of thomas and the sides' struggles and his presence means you should probably do sometjing about it. but then we don't actually know if the end goal is if he wants thomas to get better by acknowledging the intrusive thoughts and winding down, OR if thomas should truly follow through with these thoughts.
there's a lot of mystery when it comes to remus and his true intent. all i can say is that he does want the best for thomas in a way only remus sees fit. you asked if he was aware of his role outside of creativity and for me, yeah! i think there's too much scenes for insecurity callouts to the other sides for remus to be unaware of his role :3 man knows all your secrets! all kept hidden!
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Has anyone seen my dog?
He doesn't come when called, has a habit of stealing, and hates father figures.
He's a terrible dog but I miss him and want to see him again.
#ended up a little messy but im tired and I just wanted to draw the doggo#felix fathom#felix graham de vanily#flairmidable#miraculous ladybug#miraculous fanart#miraculous ladybug fanart#selkie draws
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@saiintvalentiine hello. the npc fic left me absolutely in shambles i needed to draw them.
#☆ my art .#took some liberties in their designs and some other things i hope that's okay um.#i struggle processing a lot of info so i might have missed if there were descriptions of what theyre wearing#i only remembering seeing the cloak mentioned that's like stitched from two different ones?#its a little messy im tired and having trouble focusing im sorry#those didnt really come out how i wanted but ummmm its fine i guess#i could yap so much about how much i loved the fic and their interactions but uhhh i cant gather my thoughts enough rn#im gonna be thinking about them and the au so much....#kenadian#wifies
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oh carp they put sonic the hedgehog into webfishing?
#art#sonic fanart#sth#sonic the hedgehog#webfishing#webfishing art#my ass CANNOT resist adding random textures to my art its my treat for me. For meeeee#this is my second ever art in webfishing so its a little messy but i love it anyway <3#i have a hyperfixation so of course the first thing i sit down to draw (the first was a gift doodle of my friend's fish friend :)) was soni#covers face in hands hahah#so awesome#POP ART !!! or something. i need to look at more pop art to figure out what exactly the genre is. i probably like it#no id#im too tired rn#pixel art#shoutout to the person who already drew sonic and posted it on the webfishing steam community page that slayed
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I can't believe Cookie run collabed with One piece no wayy
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I like the idea of Sabo being underbaked ok
#one piece#koby one piece#coby one piece#monkey d luffy#cobylu#kobylu#moonel.art#i havent tapped into my cookie run artstyle in awhile sorry if its a little messy#Coby is so white I need to put him in the oven more#im sick and tired of all the cookie comps and super epics </333
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the kind of vibe i bring to the function
source: pinterest
#girlblogger#2000s girl#grunge#alternative#hell is a teenage girl#girlblogging#outfit#messy girl#im just a girl#im tired#aesthetic board#pinterest#pretty little liars#elena gilbert#aria montgomery
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#just some quick doodles of 2 drunk men#soul eater#spirit albarn#dr. stein#spiritstein#steinspirit#i love them sm!!!#the sketch is messy sorry#Im just a little tired after taking JLPT#middle aged man yaoi#yippee
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:0000 *dies from feels of Flower having to leave their babies for the sake of the future*
With the grandchild who chose violence, any brave idiots wont be leaving the castle without a bite mark, or worse, without a limb.
PK holding 2 types of baby: a sleepy one who cries on little sound and an energetic one who maims ppl on sight.
He's gonna need 2 more arms for these kids.
SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY TO THIS IK ITS BEEN LIKE WEEKS AND THE CONVO HAS MOVED ON BUT
(ID start: A rough doodle of The Pale King from Hollow Knight as a human holding two half-vessel toddlers. End ID.)
Needed to doodle Grandpa Time
They're surprisingly calm here, for once
#asks#spooky arts#faaf au#oc: spectre#oc: sting#this is SO messy but ngl i pulled an all nighter and am waiting for my ohone to finish charging bc i need my asmr to fall asleep and i#forgot to charge it earlier so im just sitting here bored and tired as hell KDHDJDH#so doodling a little something felt like not a bad idea#my ocs#i love this au. very bittersweet. PK and WL do their best at being grandparents and raising these two in their child's stead
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yearning for the comfort of home
#catfish speaks#I'm feeling sad and lonely and disconnected#and i think a big part of it is this house sitting ive been doing#it's not my home#not my burrow not my warren not my nest#there's only so many places i can relax and none of them are really Mine#im not in my den and i miss it so much#i think im tired of house sitting for people#i know my friends trust me and need it#and it nice to get paid to jusy feed a cat for a week#but the difference between this year and the last is that last year was an escape from a hellhole#this time its confinement from my home#i don't want to be here#i want to go home#i want to sleep in my own lumpy bed with too much light behind the curtains#i want my own messy kitchen with a roommate that never does the dishes#i want my big windows and my slow tv and my badly designed couch and my fabric shelves and my sewing table#yeah i can bring my laptop and my phone and crocheting with me#i can watch youtube and tv here#but it's not the same and i miss my little den with the art prints on the wall#i miss my tomato plant that's dying#i want to go home again
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Ooooookay so not sure im gonna keep going to walmart to get my groceries unless absolutely necessary cuz the one closest to my house is awful
Its fucking massive. The app tells you the wrong aisles for everything. And there were way too many fucking people. Not a fan.
#also experienced some culture shock going into a gas station and the cashiers being behind bullet proof glass#theres also like. armed guards at the smaller grocery stores#walmart did not have guards#by the time i got to the gas station from walmart my brain was so fried i couldnt register that there was a keypad on the pump#i normally pay inside anyway but i didnt really feel like talking to anyone after walmart#but then i put my card in and it was like “enter your pin or hit enter to continue”#and for the life of me i could not find the damn keypad#so i went inside anyway#and then once i started putting gas in my car THEN i saw the keypad#which i probably looked directly at before but ugh#I FORGOT TO GET GRANOLA BARS AGAIN#AHHHHH#im so tired#im so glad my job requires very little mental energy#cuz i dont know that i have the bandwidth for anything else this week#and its only monday#but i can handle work#work is easy#i mean the project im working on rn is annoying but its not HARD#the boxes are just messy as fuck and it takes awhile to sort through#like fucking hell why you gotta just shove the papers in and get them all bent out of shape#this is a mess#also me and my mom apparently both wanted toaster waffles today cuz we both bought them on our respective shopping trips#so we're stocked up for awhile lol#same kind same size box and everything lol
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could i perhaps get a doodle of watobu even the tiniest little thing i really want to see them in your style,,...
of course, anon. <3 their dynamic was so funny. wato was NOT paid enough to deal with wemmbu's shit.
#☆ my art .#☆ request .#might be a little messy#sorry im tired#wemmbu#wato1876#watobu#that's a thing apparently
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finsihed reading jonny appleseed by joshua whitehead last night 😢 wtf do i do now .
#v good book . i liked it a lot + recommend#kiddo say#i read the first few pages of Dune maybe ill read that next#ooor finissh a book i already started? pff#jus wanna read punchy good messy fiction#like i love a short fiction book that attacks and bites you and is also v tender + a little surreal + deeply rooted in the authors life#im v tired i need to do funding application -_ -
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i'm seriously tired of this like,,, constant feeling of never really feeling important to anyone. and it's like, it's 100% on me, it is 100% my fault i feel this way but,,, eugh
#blaire.txt#it isnt anyone's fault at all im just like super unwell LOL#its like. i mourn the friendships where i genuinely felt wanted. because it was ME who fucked them up and now i just feel legitimately like#no matter how many people i befriend and burn through it's like i can never ever feel truly wanted or like im at all important to them#and when i DO#when i do feel wanted and important its always so short-lived and they move on to someone else#and im just like really tired of wanting to be loved and never actually feeling loved#every friendship i was a part of where i felt like i was genuinely important or wanted has completely eroded and its like. all my fault and#im just. really fucking tired of never feeling loved like ever#and its not anyones fault its not like people are mistreating me#I AM THE PROBLEM. I am the reason i feel unloved#because theres something wrong with me and i can never ever feel like im loved even if people say they love me!!! it always feels so hollow#and every time i see my friends get along better with other people i always feel so fucking jealous and its like its such a me problem#but its so hard to get out of this mindset because its one i've been trapped in for YEARS#i've dug this hole and now i lay in it because there is no way out and im so. tired. i just want to be loved#i want to be important to someone i want to be someone's special person their number one and its like#that'll never happen to me!!!! because I AM THE REASON no one views me that way!!!! Im unstable messy reactionary lazy and mean#and so fucking anxious about every little thing that like of FUCKING course no one would love me!!!! loving me is HARD because#i am not MEANT to be loved!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am meant to be hated or seen as disposable!!!!#ugh im just so fucking sick of feeling disposable.#vent#ask to tag
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moms will bother you insisting you need to switch therapists bc your bathrooms dirty
#delete#and today it was specially messy bc my little sisters plastering her body in there. she usually does that in another room#but our brother in law is here and the room she usually works in has no door. so...#ugh. i know its a mess. i know. im doing my best. its never enough. they never help me. imm not#im not the only one using that bathroom and for some reason im always the only one cleaning it#i have body pain. im severely depressed. i think about killing myself everyday and can barely brush my teeth everyday#fuck#and she expects me to do all of this. when its so hard. and she doesnt understand how in the hell it COULD be hard. bc its “just” cleaning#when its not. nothing is “just” anything ever to me#ugh im tired...
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aftercare but still,,, in the dynamic,
aftercare praise, "you did so good, im proud of you, you're so smart," or "you're learning so fast, good job, you did amazing" or "good job, you're growing up so fast aren't you?" and like,,,, anything that still keeps you in that fuzzy feeling and makes you feel so tiny and loved,, "you did so good, did you have fun? you're such a quick learner," and "amazing job, you took everything so good for being so small,," or like, like- just aanythimg super babied and sweet n soft,, reallly going into keeping the safe fuzzy feelings going and not just, stopping
#umphfm... after care brainrot#i want to feel so loved n tiny#i want.. so much. that i know isn't gonna happen really#i feel so guilty for the things in my head. especially recently uhm.. i wanna be held n kissed n called little and kept in that tiny mindset#it feels somuch safer n nicer to be small and babied and. idk. idk if its even about the. like. fucking? idk#i think its about the intimacy and the love. its so.. hard through a phone. i hate long distance..#i want to feel better. wanna feel like im actually being held and babied instead of.. idk#idk. idk.#cuz everything is so good n feels so nice n my partner hasnt evr messed up but. idk. im in a state lately and its.. idk.#i wanna be hugged n feel like someones favorite little girl. small n delicate and pretty. wana be someons best doll daughter n be smothered#with affection n love n soft words n praise but. also wanna be dirty n bloody n brused and so messy and out of it. wanna be on my knees#gettin smacked around n choked and kicked. talked to like im nothing. im just somethng to break. but.. loved.#likr..#ur favorite little thing to. ruin#idk. whatever#anyways. im.. tired
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GOOD MORNINGS ♱. ── ( 엔하이픈 )

morning blowjobs with enhypen
𝓲𝓲 ㅤ𓈒ㅤ𓈒𓈒 ( 엔하이픈 x fem!reader ) ─── ❛ genre ⸝⸝ smut. content warning. oral (m). word count. 0.5k 「 req ? ⦂ yes/no 」 library !
𝕼 ㅤ𓈒ㅤ𓈒 yeni’s note .ᐟ heeseung looks good in that photo …
﹙ 𝐢𝐯. 희승 : heeseung ﹚ .ᐟ
heeseung loves messy blowjobs , and im talking messy blowjobs; spit and cum dripping , the noises from his cock hitting the back of your throat; he loves that shit. and to be woken up by it … oh he’s gonna be chirpy for the rest of the day. your hands working up and down on his cock , taking his cock down your throat. “fuck , keep sucking my dick like that babe.” this is gonna be a new want , he’s gonna expect this every morning or he won’t be able to function. “shit im gonna cum.” pulling you off of him , wrapping his hand around yours , jerking himself off until he came on your face. “ngh fuck! ” your cum covered face and lazy tired smile makes his brain go haywire.
“ shit that was so good , i don’t even think I can go on with the day without thinking about your mouth in my dick babe .”
﹙ 𝐢𝐯. 제이 : jay ﹚ .ᐟ
he would love this so much; being woken up by a blow from his princess before he has to get up for work. his eyes slowly fluttering open , only to be met with pleasure from down below. his immediate reaction was to put his hands on your head , moving you up and down on his shaft. “oh shit princess.” the room his dark and silent except for the noises coming from your mouth , gagging on his dick. “fu-fuck this is nice.” he sighed , letting you work your magic. “n-not gonna last , gonna cum , ngh fuck !” you take him fully , your nose pressed his pelvic area as his cum shot to the back of your throat. “fuck.”
“ let me take care of you before i go to work .”
﹙ 𝐢𝐯. 제이크 : jake ﹚ .ᐟ
he thinks he’s dreaming ; but the dream is too realistic , it’s like he can feel the suction from your mouth. but when you fully took him down your throat it made him jump up with a moan. “wa-wait huh? sh-shit.” he’s in such a daze , he don’t got a clue in the fucking world , one minute he was sleep , next minute you were deep throating his dick. “wa-what the fuck is going on?” he’s gripping the bed , head thrown back ; whimpering as you wrap your hand around his shaft. “my god , fuck im gonna cum.” slamming his hand down. “fuck im cumming ngh!” he can’t help but buck his hips up as he shot ropes of white sticky cum down your throat. “fu-fuck baby.” he smiled — both with a tiredly and fucked out face.
“ fuck get up so i can repay you .”
﹙ 𝐢𝐯. 성훈 : sunghoon ﹚ .ᐟ
sunghoon loves his sleep not gonna lie; but he also loves your mouth on him, so he’s gonna be a little annoyed as to why he's suddenly being awakened , but when he finally fully comes through and he feels the back of your throat — completely changes his mind. “ oh fuck - keeping sucking me , you can do better than that.” moaning out. “fu-fucking woke me up , take me deeper.” pushing your head down , bucking his hip up. “fuuuuck im gonna cum down your throat.” his face scrunching up in pleasure as he cums , pulling you off his cock , pulling you on top of him.
“ come on and ride my cock before we get up for the day .”
©️LUVYENI
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