#a like supreme always gets me
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In A Like Supreme it's Kerry's "You wanna hear a new— He's... gone, isn't he?" & "How was the gig? (...) Damn shame I had to miss it" "Eeehh, can still come to my show."
It's the disappointment in Kerry's voice and him wanting to spend more time with Johnny, not talk to him through V. "Voices out of the grave." What I noticed this time around is how Kerry is ready to share any unfinished material with Johnny.
For example, Kerry plays V that yacht song as a way to show his trust and his gratitude to V (and granted, it happens after you help him multiple times, so character development is happening), but right after the concert I'm pretty sure Kerry doesn't have a finished song. He wants to share that material with Johnny because he trusts Johnny and wouldn't mind his input, too. He still sees Johnny as his best friend that he loves dearly.
In Phantom Liberty, when you ask Kerry about his album, he tells you that it's still too raw and he isn't ready. Even at the time of A Like Supreme, it's "You can come to the show" aka Kerry's way of saying, you can hear me singing and playing but only at the show. When I'm at my best. When I'm ready.
While what I'm sure would happen with Johnny is that Kerry would invite Johnny home/to the studio (which is often the same thing since I'm sure some things Kerry records at home) and share that raw material with him (and they could create the music together).
Johnny tells Kerry that he "won't play without you, wouldn't be the same". Kerry answers, "I see what you're doing here, but I'm still plannin' on playing."
Which is yeah, Johnny wants in, but there's a reason he didn't let Kerry leave the band. He knew he needed Kerry. So it's quite mutual, actually, even though Kerry established his solo and is quite confident in it after that:
He's relieved he no longer has this burden of waiting for Johnny, of expecting him to come back and feel like he's walking on a knife's edge while on that; of proving himself to the crowd and to Johnny when Johnny does come back. Which doesn't mean he wouldn't want to share his love for music with Johnny again.
Their relationship is complicated. They and their love for each other is deeply rooted in them & they'll always be a part of each other's lives.
And while I'm on A Like Supreme, boyfriends' guns next to each other:
Both loved Samurai very much. Both can't live without music. Both are very similar. Both, in some way, are still best friends.
Though I find it funny that Kerry's gun costs more. There's no way to get both at the same time, and to me it looks like a pointer into Kerry's expensive attitude. Money's never an issue while one of the first commentaries that Johnny makes upon entering Kerry's villa is "Hope it was expensive at least."
Your best friend did fine, Johnny, and all without you. And all while waiting for you to come back and missing you. And all while thinking about you every single day ever since you "disappeared".
UPD: Also, when you read Kerry's messages on his laptops, he offers his ex to choose a trip with the kids and for him to pay for her trip. I'm not exactly set on what I think about that—whether he doesn't want to spend time with his children or his ex makes him THAT uncomfortable so that he offers a "bribe". You do that, I'll pay. The same goes for his car and the Samurai-like painting—money is not an issue, just don't try to screw me over.
Plus, when in PL ending V wakes up from a 2 year coma, the first thing Kerry offers is eddies. I don't know, but the topic of money is threaded in him and in the things he owns. Including, obviously, the gun that he owns and very generously gifts to V like it's nothing (because, for him, it kind of is. He can always make a replica if he need to.)
#silverdyne#kerry eurodyne#johnny silverhand#cyberpunk 2077#cb2077#the target audience for this is me#and like 2 people that still haven't blocked me for my takes on Kerry and Johnny#natiswriting#a like supreme always gets me#also#playing as female V is sooo <3#way more comfortable than as male V#i'll always make it about silverdyne#'cause i have an otp in them :)#long post#meta#if you think i have brainrot#oh yes#it is BAD#why can't i write my au as successfully as posts like this one?#phantom liberty
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my personal headcanon is the vees were unremarkable nobodies when they were alive. i just love it as a thematic throughline for them. they love to let the public of hell speculate on them being famed and acclaimed since before death, but the the truth is they were a d-list failed influencer that got by on cheap controversey and scamming, a broke junkie who burned every shaky bridge he ever had, and a worn-out broadcast production assistant with more rejected auditions and tossed out script pitches than he could count. nobody missed them when they were gone, nobody cared who they were until they were dead.
#because villains who didn't start off supremely powerful are more interesting to me#vees#it's not that they CAN'T be better. or that they're simply ignorant of the ways they fuck up others lives#they actually all do have that knowledge of being the underdog. and it's made them all the more shitty#because they never want to be those people again#narratives about people who make each other worse <3#to be clear they were still shitty people in life. manipulative. consumed by greed and envy. all their individual flaws etc etc#but hell made them into the absolute worst versions of themselves#of course what their Worst Self is and the journey/length of time/initial reaction to being in hell varies#like val sees hell as a continuation of the things happening in life. just w/ the power dynamics always privileging him#it's the same drugs and violence. except the violence isn't just survival anymore but the chance to indulge his deeply sadistic desires#vox has completely dissociated from his time alive. that person is dead and he's reinvented himself 1000 times over since then#90% of the time he has those memory files shoveled into a hidden directory#he refuses to acknowledge that he's still haunted by some of the same insecurities from almost a century ago#val doesn't necessarily see his living self in a fond light but he does see that person as fundamentally him#velvette thinks life was full of people who weren't her demographic but fortunately that's been fixed by sinners!#they just couldn't Get Her and that was all their faults#the primary way they view their past selves can be summed up as: scorn (vox) apathy (valentino) and in denial (velvette)#sorry the bulk of the post was in the tags. i will be doing this again#the scorn is the coping mechanism for shame. of course
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I need to play more Hades <- girl who spent all of last night playing Hades
#shut up alli#‘did you only just now start a game that came out years ago?’ yes. next question#it’s so funnnnn so fun I’m having a lovely time#dungeon crawlers are one of my fave genres so I’m in my element! (I have died many times)#but the fun part about it is watching me get better and stronger with every new attempt. it gives a very solid sense of accomplishment#and the characters? oh my godddd they’re all awesome#I’ve always been very autistic about Greek mythology so obviously it is impossible for me to dislike anyone#Hypnos and Chaos reign supreme for me but everyone is very likeable#like idk props to the dev team I can tell they put their souls in it#it makes me even more excited for Hades 2 when it releases#I wonder if they’ll put it on switch or wait for the next console#I really can’t believe such a sick ass game was so cheap too. like 24.99 for me to have the best time of my life? bitch I’d tip if I could#I mean it was a bday gift too so ya know but still
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#remember in the shroomish post when i said i liked breloom? i dunno if i like them that much when they're ffp'd#breloom#i am just not a big fan of this look. they look like a beam or something with a mushroom on their head#which i guess is what they always look like anyway but i dunno from far away they're cute and i never notice their prey eyes#but this? this is prey eyes supreme. some pokémon you just don't notice have prey eyes until you see them up close like this#this is the type of guy where if they have spore you know they put in the effort. i talked about that on the shroomish post#i really gotta stop talking about other pokémon on previous posts bc it kinda forces me to run out of things to talk about#when i get to said pokémon. so here's breloom
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"Well, what about this one, Shaggy? He's got character." "Yeah, like too much character!" "Aww, I think he's wonderful!"
#GRILLOS PET SHOP REIGNS SUPREME#guys. literally if you havent seen this open up your computers right now. type in whatever website of your choice has this movie and watch#this scene. its around the 30 minute mark and its the cutest best thing youll ever see. literally#also fred being the one to point out scooby!!! and velma the one to hold him and love him first!!! all against shaggy whos being overly#picky of every dog like DUDE. ITS SO GOOD!!! 😭😭😭💔💔💔🐕🐕🐕🔍🔍🔍#also the fact that they are there TOGETHER. they are getting a dog for all of them <33333#and baby scooby i just cant resist baby scooby aaggghhhhh!!!!!! 😍#legend behavior#the grillos origin will just always reign supreme for me. ultimate scooby origin okay#blah#goes hollywood
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the only bonus of not updating oc bios/references/code/designs/etc. for years is that the change & improvement is more apparent
#me when i rewrite a bio and the 1st paragraph already reads better than the entire old bio >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>#sy.txt#i write them more like short stories rn and it goes so mega fucking hard#especially when i get to fuck with elements or omitting & hinting at things because i also like to write it from the character's pov#rather than the all-known supreme being of blorbos telling you the chronology of events including every tiny fact ever always#the only minus is that i tend to write in 3s and also write long ass novels so to read it. i need to actually sit down for it :|
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it's that time in production when i'm seriously considering quitting my job again 🥴
#uhhhh me#the thing is. i always feel so guilty when i think about this#bc the animation industry is utter dogshit right now and the fact i managed to keep this job is supremely lucky#i literally have ex-coworkers who will do anything to have an anim job again and here i am wanting to quit because what#because i'm bored and feeling creatively unfulfilled#i don't know how to stop feeling like i'm just a cog in a machine that doesn't really care about me#every time i look at my shots i just think about how much i don't want to do them#i'm not learning anything new anymore#every day feels like the same thing#and it definitely doesn't help that i don't really care about the contents of the show and also i didn't get a raise when i was supposed to#also! i despise receiving client notes that basically undo what they asked us to do before like CMON. WHY#'what would you do without a job tho' for starters. i want to make another short film#i only managed to make the previous ones because i was on work break#i would love to have the mental capacity to get started on it for real#literally the one thing stopping me from quitting now is the income. which is. you know. pretty important
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women in fantasy media I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
#i hate the trope where everyone and their mother wants to give women a hard time in fantasy media as if no woman in the past has ever lived#a happy life#but i love how despite it all women in fantasy’s media will always be so supreme there’s something so beautiful about them#women in fantasy media very few understand very few get the vision but if you do…. You Get It#also nonbinary fantasy characters they’re just like me fr 🫶#rambles
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so anxious abt work today that my brain is telling me to show up Now..... 90 minutes early............. inner chilchuck where are you...... save me....... save me inner chilchuck...............
#so anxious abt work today i also hardly slept last night#went to bed at around midnight and woke up at 2:30 (not that unusual i have intermittent sleep) but then i couldn't stop thinking#abt work today n couldn't fall asleep so i had to go downstairs and eat a whole ass meal and then play games for two hours or so#in order to calm down and then finally fall asleep for 3~4 more hours#i am once again the worker w/the most experience in our programs doing camp today which would be fine if the kids were decently behaved#but they are not and so yesterday i asked them all why we need to always threaten them with write-ups n quiet time for them to behave#and they're kids so they didn't rlly have an answer yet but i told them to think abt it#and ofc there are some kids who are Supremely Anxious abt getting written up asking me if i will write them up#and i'm like buddy you are one of the characters constantly acting up and horsing around here. the other staff have written you up regularly#n funny enough their answer yesterday was that they thought they could get away with their poor behavior#which certainly is an answer that i have No Idea how to respond to#the worm speaks#i chatted with some of them a bit more later n the details are mostly that they're acting on their emotions#so i kind of want to print out that 'decisions made in anger cannot be undone' img to laminate n post on the wall at work
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Good Omens creators threw away their chance of having a female Supreme Commander, and it's completely pathetic of them.
#Actually it's pretty damn sexist the show's already too male-centered#it's one of the main reasons why i don't like them and why canon goes in the damn garbage can#good omens#good omens fandom#good omens thoughts#good omens michael#diary pages#don't try to argue with me it's a hill i'll kill you on#michael I will always rage at them on your behalf#and then some say biblical mythology's all canon in the stupid show#they can only redeem themselves if they say metatron's sexist and have michael gut him#and then get assclown the ursurper out of michael's rightful place#i don't care if they did it for the plot they could've adjusted the plot their plot is stupid anyway#this stupid show's not feminist you won't convince me otherwise#if it were michael would be supreme and beelzebub would be clearly labeled female#i hate this show more than i could ever love it
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Some people have aggressively stupid takes on censorship, fictional content, kink…. But then also in irl sex and relationships, too, and it’s exhausting. If you are a grown adult wringing your hands about how you could never date anyone two years younger than you or getting your panties in a twist over regular safe consenting sex practices/acting like safe and consensual k.ink is inherently abusive…. Then your brain has been so thoroughly rotted by online puritan discourse and you need to get off of twitter and experience the real world. Genuinely. Hope this helps.
#and there is a difference between having an understanding of these things and avoiding certain k.inks because of personal preference/trauma#but acting as if people who participate in and enjoy these things safely and privately are ‘freaks’ or ‘disgusting’ or immoral#is not the same thing#also please recognize the rhetoric you are parroting for fucks sake#because calling people ‘freaks’ and ‘degenerates’ and wanting to police anything sexual… not the take you think it is#this sort of thing actually enables and leads to things like a lot of sodomy laws in the us that existed pre obergefell v hodges#which classified any sex deviant from your standard piv penetrative sex as unlawful and immoral#setting a very dangerous precedent about what people can and cannot do in their own home#there are so many reasons that it pisses me off seeing these things but with the state of things in so many places right now#it baffles me when chronically online bitches swallow puritan rhetoric without a second thought and don’t see the writing on the wall#in an era of book bans and drag bans and the demonization of the lgbtq community at large#and with a Supreme Court that has shown time and again that they put their personal biases ahead of the safety and rights of constituents#I do not know how people do not recognize#this sort of reactionary shit will ALWAYS hurt marginalized people first. respectability politics will not save you when they turn on you#okay send tweet I’m just annoyed#laur speaks!#I better not get some dumbass shit on this post I am tired I am chronically and mentally ill and having a hell of a semester.#not looking for discourse. I do not have time. get blocked argue with the wall read a fucking book and learn some shit while you’re at it.
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idk if this problematic in some way but i keep hope for a free palestine alive by being mad
#the people i put in power are denying w genocide snd smiling at me the whole time#the supreme court is going to take on a case abt whther the unhoused deserve blankets and pillows#medicine and food get more and more expensive and the rich continue to get richer#the commander in chief that I VOTED FOR bypassed congress#—not for student loans‚ or to stop building the wall (WHY are we still fucking building it!)#but to fund millions to israel. to kill innocent men women and children.#and i'm 21 and im wondering if the world has always been like this or if i'm just opening my eyes and growing up#so many things i've been taught by the US that i have to question#along with being angry a lot of my hope has been in ordinary people#from those blocking freeeways and airports and boats to the person who's been writing free palestine on my uni's white boards#in any case this is just a really long rant. i don't think any of us will be the same.#as always#free palestine
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turning on anon specifically for constructive criticism, if anyone wants to come tell me anything I'm doing wrong. Specifically with this one, but also any of my art and also my videos too and the poetry in my art tag. I have my guesses, but there's no way of knowing without asking.
emphasis on constructive. "He looks like a toad" isn't as useful as "you draw heads too big." "Your art is boring" isn't useful without suggestions on how to make it less boring.
if it's about a specific post, just put the post number in the ask
#and thanks to everyone who did like that that poem/art don't think it's not supremely appreciated#because it always makes me feel a little like a vampire gone out of their mind in front of a mirror when something gets no notes#but i really gotta figure this out if i want to improve
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i'm the worst kind of bts elitist, i insist dark & wild is their best album, i brag about liking the prologue mix of butterfly better, i'm the bitch crying about how shit butter is and how "i miss when they were hip hop"
#dark & wild is so good#... man#what am i to you-- rm's vocal delivery in the latter half of the song is so goooood#danger-- she's a classic. the mv is so funny watching a bunch of teenagers in egregious eyeliner jump around but she has banger qualities#war of hormone-- this track is a crime against humanity and she's a banger while she's at it. jhope's part 😍#hip hop phile-- trust a bts song to start with an appalling beat 😭😭 i confess however i love this track#let me know-- kinda nasally i know the fandom really likes this one but eehhh . rapline is good as always tho#rain-- the spiritual successor to 13430 but more groovy. she bangs so hard. suga always whispering 'suga' before his verse 😭#cypher 3-- i like the other cypher's better this one suffers from having supreme boi on it. this has the suga bisexual line tho so W's ther#what are you doing now-- 40 seconds of groovy sounds what more do you want#could you turn off your cellphone-- A BANGER what can i say??#embarrassed/blanket kick-- this song gave us chaotic fake making out choreography#24/7=heaven-- jungkook gets a bad rep these days but boy can sing#look here-- this song is STRANGE it does not sound like a bts song at all but i still really like it#2nd grade/sophomore-- underrateedddd ass banger. the year after debut was so frustrating for them and you can really feel it in this album#do you think that makes sense?-- explain it guurrlll man i love this album#i remember when the persona album dropped i got hopeful it'd be a return to form with the intros/outros/interludes#uhmm kinda was but it was immediately followed up with butter. BUTTER. dude. BUTTER. i can't#i just have to accept at some point 2014 bts is long gone and they'll never make music like that again cry
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I feel so cheated sometimes bc I fucking hate the taste and smell of meat (I categorize seafood as meat too) and beans
I'm Mexican-American
My Mexican mother is considered the best in the family for Mexican cuisine, everyone loves her food and I can't eat most of it
I can't eat it or smell it without wanting to gag (I don't, but I need to leave after a while to get a break)
Mexican food is considered one of the best food cultures in the world, my mother was born and raised in Jalisco and brought all the recipes she learned from her mother with her
I grew up on fast food and faster/easier recipes because she needed to put more time and effort into cooking for the rest of the family
I also grew up in Los Angeles, one of the best places in the US for authentic Mexican food. We'd go to Mexican restaurants when she didn't feel like cooking (and on one memorable occasion, a house/restaurant that was recommended to my parents at church lol), and if not Mexican restaurants, then some fast food place or seafood buffets. I stopped going out to eat with family often in my teens bc it wasn't worth taking me. I also remember being judged and just hated the experience and would make up excuses to not go
I don't know, I was on my tiktok fyp and I kept getting a lot of stuff about Mexican food and I just hate being reminded of my fucking defects so much. I didn't choose to utterly despise meat and beans and I feel so left out of my own culture. If I could eat it, I would, but I can't.
My siblings grew up on all of these amazing foods, and I grew up right alongside them, eating something else.
#at least i'll always have my taquitos de queso and tostadas con col#and my fruit or vegetable salads with lime and tajin (chamoy optional)#one time i was making myself a tofu stirfry and my uncle made a joke about how i should have been born asian#bc i love tofu and i make the occasional asian dish#and while it didn't really bother me at the moment. it just makes up one part of the collective memory in my life of food trauma#it sounds a bit extreme but i think it is a bit. i have issues with food and sometimes guard my food a bit too much bc it's mine!#you can eat whatever the fuck you want don't fucking take my food away from me!#y'know?#still thinking about that time all of the only cheese pizza was eaten and all was left was pepperoni and supreme#i almost cried#anyway just venting ig this got away from me#i will never shut up about my fucked up relationship with food and eating in front of people even family#hasan't#personal#like actually personal not just my usual personal tag#venting#self pity#mexican food#i lowkey get triggered by people who say the best way to experience culture is through food and then it's just a list of food with meat#i can't#just...i need to start eating indian food fr fr
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there was a radio/streaming program to start off the new year with hypmic where listeners requested songs for each division/all stars songs and here were the top requested songs!!!!
#this is vee speaking#so most popular songs confirmed basically lol#iwgp being number one for bb is same hat for me even tho iwbp is fighting tooth and nail to dethrone it lol#scarface i fcking respect lmao idk if reigns supreme since i like all of mtc’s group songs A LOT#but scarface can always get it 😩👌#torima i was actually surprised by!!!! not because it’s not good lol but i thought it’d be stella or black journey!!!!!#but i think we like seeing posse have fun more than gutting us lol#SHINJUKU STYLE YESSIR THATS CALLED TASTE RIGHT THERE#osaka dreaming night based pick lol it was a chart topper for a reason#*nods* kaigen fcking naturally lol and i believe a big part of the requests came because the 8th live left such a visceral impression
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