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Last Line Challenge
Rules: in a new post, show the last line you wrote (or drew) and tag as many people as there are words (or as many as you feel like). I was tagged by @stardreamer28 so here's the last (two) lines(s) I wrote for my @cssns fic A Hell of a Ride.
āNo, the ghost behind you,ā she quipped sarcastically, maintaining external composure despite the elegant waltz her heart was performing in her chest. He stood leaning against the elevator wall yet he went so far as to check over his shoulder.
Tagging: @kmomof4 @belovedcreation @laianely @snowbellewells
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Dandadan sketch dump of the codependent duo ever. Quiet boy who loves yapping and loud girl who loves listening, my beloved.





idiots idiots

#I just love how much they genuinely cherish each other#how okarun goes ride or die day one because she was his first friend above everything#how he NEVER once objectifies her and affirms over and over how much he respects her as a person#totally based#momo ayase the badass you are#takes no shit strong sense of justice tactically clever super compassionate?!#also self reflects and grows as a person?! Funny as hell?! Confident?!#Iām her ride or die too man youāre not special#dandadan#dandadan fanart#momo ayase#okarun#ken takakura#dandadan anime#dandadan manga#mokarun#momokarun#momo and okarun#dandadan art
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that new DDVAU chapter sure was something huh
(credit to @kitsuneisi and @xmaruu11 i am but a humble meme maker)
#my art#<- this literally is just so i can archive it this is NOT my art#art belongs to doody and maruu go support them *knife emoji*#mumbo jumbo you are my everything#he is grians ride or die and i have a feeling this second act will be one hell of a ride#im literally so normal about this mumbo#the grey streaks in his hair i think i actually almost threw my phone thanks#hes like a little bug u find under a rock#hes everything to me#ddvau#double hearted#again pls go support the actual comic im just a dude who made a meme if u like cool art and a neat story and enjoy hotguy do urself a favor
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#girlblogging#this is what makes us girls#thought daughter#coquette#deergirl#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#lana core#just a girlblog#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del rey#ride lana del rey#ride monologue#lana lyrics#coqeutte#me core#girl hysteria#girl core#girlcore#hell is a teenage girl#girlhood#girlblog aesthetic#this is a girlblog#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lizzy grant#lizzy grant aesthetic#lana del slay#lana is god#my girlblog#girlblog interrupted#girl interrupted
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i am fucking crazy, but i am free
#ride monologue#born to die paradise edition#paradise#manic pixie dream girl#girlblogging#girlblogger#coquette#coquette angel#tumblr girls#lizzy grant#girlhood#aesthetic#this is what makes us girls#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lizzy grant summer#lizzy grant aesthetic#lana del rey aesthetic#lana del rey unreleased#lana del rey moodboard#lana del rey#queen of the gas station#coney island queen#im just a girl#dream girl#hell is a teenage girl#girl blog aesthetic#this is a girlblog#buffalo 66#tumblr 2014#devine feminine
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Lanns n Starks lineups/costumes sketches that I will probably add other houses to. Tywin and Joff & the rest aren't here because I was lazy and Cerseis dress took all of my energy. Don't ask me about inspiration or historical basis for these
#I AM NO FASHION HISTORIAN!!! I ONLY DRAW WHAT I THINK FITS THE VIBE!!!!#the lanns are more or less fitting with each other but the starks are a mess lol#ned is wearing like an every day stark attire ig#cat is more Traditional Tully#for sansa i had absolutely no idea what to do so she doesnt really look connected to neither ned nor cat#her dress is just slavic adjacent. you decide what it is. def not kl or alayne stone eras tho#with robb i wanted to draw completely different armor than i did for jaime so theres both chainmail#AND iron chest plate(s) that look central asian a little lol#arya has her worn out dirty ass riding attire that was given to her by lady smallwood#and jon is nw but i couldnt think of shit so hell be probably getting a seperate post with his costume#all in all this was. something. i dont think im really good at costume design lmao so you can just look at their faces to see my Vision#of everyone there. yea okay thats it#jon snow#eddard stark#catelyn stark#catelyn tully#sansa stark#robb stark#arya stark#house stark#jaime lannister#cersei lannister#tyrion lannister#house lannister#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#š§©
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#coquette#headphones#long car rides#alone time#pinterest#music#zoning out#realization#maturing#moving on#being at peace#hell is a teenage girl#girlblogging#girl things#im just a girl#girly stuff#sadgirl#girl thoughts#girl stuff#real as fuck#sighhhsss#girl life#thought daughter#just girly thoughts#just girly things#just girly posts#lana del rey#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#:3#girl coded
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Praise the Absolute
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I read somewhere that he was supposed to be a traitor. The idea of Zevlor guarding Moonrise Towers haunted me for so long I had to give up
#baldur's gate 3#fanart#bg3#digital art#bg3 fanart#tiefling#bg3 zevlor#baldurs gate 3 zevlor#zevlor fanart#concept art#AU#bg3 au#have you seen his mtg card???#zevlor#bg3 spoilers#oathbreaker#it'll be one hell of a ride#i'm sorry for this pun#could be a cool boss
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Outlaws in the Wild East āt°ā©
(AKA, The Habanero origin comic!)
#undertale yellow#uty#uty au#lucky clover au#uty ocs#starlo uty#clover uty#ed uty#ace uty#mooch uty#moray uty#feisty five uty#the cowboy hat draws#Here it is.... the self indulgent comic establishing my UTY OCs#I never know what to put on the caption for these comics#These must be so confusing to stumble upon out of context if you don't follow me LOL#The little boar guy is a reference to Starlo's earliest design! The cactus guy is. Just a cactus guy LOL#And of course Habanero is my silly scrunkly I'm really glad people like him!#I tried to ride that line of showing that the Feisty 5 are capable when they need to be#Buuuut they're still goofy LARPers even when they're catching real thieves#Hopefully I didn't make Starlo come across too cool he's still a dork LMAO#The formatting is hell because I still cannot figure out how to format comics for Tumblr LOL oh well!#I forget everything I wanted to put in the tags on this post#Next comic will be more accessible and focus solely on the UTY characters I promise! This was more of an experimental comic
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Find the Words Tag Game
Tagged By: @laianely - thank you! Rules: Find the words in all your current WIPs and post a snippet containing the words, then tag others with their own words. My Words: Lips, anger, confusion
I stuck to just three WIPs - The Huntsman (snippets in here from across lots of future chapters), A Hell of A Ride (which is a CS fic, despite what the passage below may suggest) and a follow up to Dry as a Bone (which I had no intention of following up until inspiration hit at 1am last night, leading to a few hundred words getting thrown together).
Lips The Huntsman (Hit the jackpot here.) Her lips parted slightly, as if encouraging him, inviting him. They looked so soft, so red, so warm; his thoughts wondered - as they often had in his younger days, hours spent staring at that photograph - to how her lips would feel against his. His heart threatened to explode out of his chest; he had waited for the nearing moment for so long.
He waited no longer. His lips crashed passionately against hers, simultaneously sending electricity coursing through his veins. He allowed himself to get lost in her mouth, the faint taste of cinnamon unfamiliarly sweet, fuelling his craving for her. His heart danced in his chest; her body pressed against his the way their lips clung together, her hand brushing against his jaw as she reached for his hair the same way her tongue brushed against his lips as their kiss deepened, grew more demanding, more desperate for the moment to last.
A Hell of a Ride The elevator was taking too long. The foyer was empty. She pulled him in for a quick kiss, a taste of what was to come. The elevator pinged the very moment of their lips meeting and she stepped back, smiling seductively at Neal; there was a lot more where that came from. She grabbed his jacket, pulling him into the empty elevator with her. The doors shut and he was on her in a flash, his hands cupping her face as they carried on where theyād left off, deepening and exploring their connection.
The elevator pinged.
āThat was fast,ā Emma murmured against his lips.
The elevator ride was never that smooth, let alone that fast.
Dry as a Bone follow-up āToday is the last day of January,ā he filled her in.
Halle-bloody-lujah.
It had been a long, long month but he had made it to the end. Almost. Just sixteen more hours to go ā not that he was on a countdown or anything. He could already taste the sweet, home comforts of rum on his parched lips. A few more hours forgoing his burning cravings and he would stand victorious.
Anger The Huntsman āKillian,ā Liamās voice was softer, desperate, barely more than a whisper. āPlease, please, just come to the jeep with me now.ā
Killian squeezed his eyes shut. He wanted to. He wanted so badly to go to the jeep, to leave the unnatural stronghold behind them but the more he thought about his father, the more the anger rose up inside him. His dad would never leave him, he knew that for sure, just as he also knew Liam would never let them leave their father behind. It meant only one thing; Silver had taken him from them.
Confusion The Huntsman (Double whammy here with two of the three words. Very short snippet because⦠spoilers!) āYouāre not going to shoot me, Killian,ā the Hatter sounded bored. āI know you.ā
Any anger which had melted away in his confusion soared back through his veins. His grip tightened around the gun, preparing himself for the recoil, and he fired.
Tagging: @mie779 @snowbellewells @zaharadessert with lost, believe and heart
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#girlblogging#lana del rey#born to die#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#ride lana del rey#this is what makes us girls#lana del ray aesthetic#paradise edition#hell is a teenage girl#this is a girlblog#girl interrupted#female hysteria#im just a girl#americana#lizzy grant#lizzy grant aesthetic#girlcore
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POV: when you overhear your boyfriendās bandmates who āļødo not like youāļø talking to himāabout YOU
āBe real though, Ed. Harrington? You canāt actually be serious, here.ā Steve doesnāt like to eavesdrop, like, on principle. Which is to say he totally does it. He just doesnāt wholly approve of it, or think itās a very good habit to have, while still doing it. āYou got me,ā Eddie sighs, longer and deeper than can be taken wholly seriously. āIām running my longest successful con to date.ā
rating: t ā„ļø tags: post-s4, established relationship, corroded coffin, as in: the gangās all here and being VERY JUDGEMENTAL of eddieās taste in men, and maybe steve had to pick eddie up from practice today so he overhears it WHOLLY WITHOUT INTENDING TO OKAY?, no one ever REALLY want to hear what the people they love really think of them when said people donāt know who allās actually listening, true love, declarations of feelings, itās actually really fucking hard to stand up to your friends, happy endingā„ļø
for @steddielovemonth day ten: "We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love." āDr. Seuss
also! Unnamed Freak is Doug for the purpose of this fic because the book can fuck itself I say so š¤
āBe real though, Ed,ā the voice that filters through, and holds Steveās hand from pushing the car door shut loud enough to notice, is fairly reasonable, like trying to talk down a suggestion absurd enough to send someone to the ERāwhich means, of the subjects at hand? Itās gotta be Jeff.
āYou canāt actually be serious, here.ā
Steve doesnāt like to eavesdrop, like, on principle.
Which is to say he totally does it.
He just doesnāt wholly approve of it, or think itās a very good habit to have, while still doing it.
āYou got me,ā Eddie deadpans, but itās like, venom-laced. ItĀ stingsĀ just to hear and Steveās struck with how much his lifeās changed since Spring Break, and more still sinceā¦well.
SinceĀ Eddie.
Because Steve is well aware the man can cut glass with how sharp his tongue can get, they did go to high school together whether they ran in the same circles or not.
Itās just strikes Steve in the moment that not once since Vecna, has Eddie turns that tongue onĀ him.
Now,Ā otherĀ uses of his tongueā
āIām running my longest successful con to date. Yep, totally pulled it over on all you bitches,ā and where it could be playful, every single word is sharpened to stab, to pierce, to drag the wound out so it bleeds, like a shiv to remind someone where they fucked up, in perpetuity.
āPleaseĀ applaud.ā
And oh, evenĀ SteveĀ flinches at that tone, and heās not even the target. Hell, heās still in the drivewayāhe doesnāt make a rule of crashing band practice, no matter whose parentsā garage theyāre using; Eddieās van is just regularly in the shop for one thing or another, so heās gotta come get his man. But he doesnāt, like, push his way in. Sometimes doesnāt even get out of the driverās seat. He knows Eddie would more than welcome him; has the handful of times heās ventured to step in to apologize for interrupting but remind him they have to pick up the shitheads. But one: Eddie is alone in his welcome, and like, the polar opposite of the other three guys, who range from staring daggers at Steve to sneering so scrunched up to the nose that itād give Carol Perkins at her snittiest a run for her money.
And Steve wouldnāt have made it this far if he didnāt know how to recognise where heās not wanted, and learn how to make the calculated decision of whether to walk or push his way in. And much as he loves Eddie? Steve actuallyĀ wantsĀ his friends to eventually come around from probably, like, muttering ancestral curses under their breaths at him or something.
Plus, from what Steve understands? Jam sessions are personal. Sacred. Eddie had blushes and stammered the first time he let Steve listen in on works in progress; and Steve had rewarded him for the gift of it liberally and with genuine gusto. Itās earned him repeat performances on the regular, but Steve gets itās a private thing in general. And these guys donāt know him, donāt presently care toādonāt trust him.
He figures itās likeā¦masturbating in front of someone. The art thing, the depth of making music and stuff. Showing your soul a little bit, losing control for the betterment of the final product.
Now, he and Eddie definitely have masturbated together, itās actually fantastic foreplay, or even just a deliciously sloppy go on its own. But thatās neither here nor there. And also totally fucking different.
Steve really doesnāt want Eddie masturbating in front of anyone other than him, ever again. Steveās sure as shit not looking to on his end; definitely not with the other members of Corroded fucking Coffin.
The metaphor might have gotten away from him. But you get the picture.
āNo, man,ā and thatās, thatās Garethās voice, Steveās almost sure. Sharper. Concerned but also caustic on the undertow. āItās just,ā he snorts, the disbelieving sort: āthis canāt be real.ā
Okay, yeah. Tone plus actual words add up.
āYeah, just,ā Doug laughs a little nervous, like of all of them, Eddieās verbal attack had the most weight in tempering his response of the three of them; āblink twice if youāre being held against your will.ā
They all chuckle, but itās toned down the whole way aroundāeven Steve can clock that. These guys are boisterous when left to their devices, Steveās taken note of that. Mostly watching from the sidelinesāalmost exclusively when they donāt know heās there to watch.
Again: does not condone eavesdropping.
Does not try at all to refrain from doing it.
āI mean, you donāt expect us to believe youāre actually fuckingĀ him,ā and oh, yeah, okay: Steve was pretty sure he was the topic conversation here, and despite some of the setbacks of recent years, heās not insecure when it comes to relationships especially.
Heās definitely the only one fucking Eddie. And Eddieās the only one fucking him.
And while he doesnāt really hold it against these guys for being wary of himāhe wasnāt really a perpetrator of their high school woes, but he definitely didnāt do anything to make them lessā¦woefulāso heās mostly bummed about it for Eddieās sake, and on principle, but like, seriously.
Doubting Steve successfully scoring Eddie Munson? Like, Eddieās a catch, Steve of ll people is well aware, but. Steveās also been long past fishing the shallow end of the pond, yāknow?
Give himĀ someĀ credit.
āRight,ā Steve narrows back in on whatās happening in the garage that heās definitely feeling less guilty bout, seeing as heāsĀ definitelyĀ a subject of the debate unfolding, but Eddie soundsā¦angry. Pissed off in that way he gets when heās fed the fuck up.
āIām out,ā Steve hears scraping of equipment, the guitar case flipped open; ācanāt actually make it next week,ā he adds like a footnote.
Itās clear within a second heās the only one who takes it with that sameā¦energy.
āBut we have to practice before the open micāā Jeff, ever the voice of reason, sounds baffled; on his way to ticked off but not quite there yet.
Eddie, howeverāas is his wont in this type of moodācould not give two shits where the people around him land on the anger-o-meter; heās exceeded them, even if only in his own head, and they are all therefore irrelevant to his very responsible decision to put distance between himself and doing something stupid he canāt take back.
Itās not theĀ nicestĀ way to deal but, honestly? Steveās mostly just proud of Eddie for sticking with a coping mechanism that, while not without consequences, generally works better than most.
āIāll see you guys in two, then. Probably.ā And the case clicks shut, definitive, and Steveās proud of that too; that Eddieās not digging a hole when the guys re trying to bait him, intentionally or not, over Steve.
Steve doesnāt need Eddie to complicate his band, his friendships, over what the two of them have. One, itās not their fucking business. And two?
Steve doesnāt thing heās being self-important in saying he and Eddieā¦are bigger, andĀ more, than even the very beat high school band.
Not that Steve would ever ask Eddie to choose or some bullshit like that. And he really does believe Eddieās going places, if thatās what he decides he wants. Butā¦thereās that.
Then there isĀ them.
Different, like, stratospheres.
āWhat the fuck came up that you canāt make it next week? When weāre staring down our first actual shot at Battle of the Bands this year,ā and yeah, of course, if anyoneās gonna try to drag the whole thing out, itās Gareth. Kidās got a fucking temper.
āSomething more important.ā
Which yeah, thatās what was going through Steveās mind, basically, butā
āTheĀ hellĀ could be moreāā
āI haveĀ plans,ā Eddie hisses, viper-quick and fucking deadly, shuts them all right up for it, but then he spins a 180āpreens so big Steve swears he can hear his shoulders go back and his chest puff out:
āItās my anniversary.ā
Soā¦yeah. Just because it was where Steveās head had just been at doesnāt mean his whole chest goes all gooey to hear it said out loud.
And in front of EddieāsĀ band, whoā¦they arenāt hiding from, but theyĀ haveĀ discussed keeping kinda mum around. For the same kinds of reasons Steveās been privy to just in the past couple minutes.
But then Eddieās voice follows the feeling in Steveās chest like theyāre tethered there, and honestly, more times than not?
Steve thinks they just might actually be, and heās not proven wrong with the way Eddie halfway coos:
āOurĀ anniversary.ā
āYour what?ā
Jeff, again, is that middle ground: actually confused, laced with being angry that Eddieās ducking out.
āSix months,ā Eddie answers, soft-like, a little dreamy but in this way thatās rooted somehow still, and in being struck all over again by a level of shock Steve understands, sometimes feels in reverse, but still doesnāt understand being felt so deep as it sounds, now, when itās applied toā¦him.
ItāsĀ wildĀ yāknow?
āIām like,ā Steve hears Eddieās curls brush against something as he shakes his headāSteveās moneyās on him crouched by his case, or having it already slung over his shoulder:
āNever thought Iād get something to celebrate like that in the first place, but get toĀ keepĀ it, that long without fucking it up?ā
Steve, again, wants to give up the pretense and walk the fuck in there and kiss the shit out of his boyfriend because one, same, but two?
Dumbass.
Steve goddamn adores him.
āYou mean, withĀ Harrington?ā Garethās spitting and Steve just shakes his head, a little sadāhe doesnāt know whatās crawled up that kidās ass about him, man; heās not so much younger that Steve never saw him or didnāt knowĀ ofĀ him but godDamn: the circles he ran in at the time werenāt the ones doing shit yet when they were in the same elementary school, Steve was barely popular in middle school, and come high school the worst anyone he knew did to the frosh was bang them into a lockerānot great, but.
Not worthĀ thisĀ shit. And the worst part is if he doesnāt know whatās crawled he did to really piss Gareth offĀ thisĀ bad? He canāt even try to Harrington-charm his way back into the guyās tolerable category. Like, even his best fucking not-pot brownie recipe didnāt sway the fucker.
āYes,ā Eddie is answering, the answer emphatic, like heās brimming with feeling over it, but then clipped too, like demonstrating that he wasĀ brimmingĀ and is now being forced toĀ clip it all backis very much the intent: āof course I mean with Steve, who the fuck else?ā
Itās not lost on Steve how Eddie says his name. Ever. All the name.
But right now, how heās making a point to say it in that warm, kindaā¦beloved way, when anyone else uses his last name in a way thatās anything-but.
āYouĀ cannotĀ beāā Gareth scoffs, Steve can imagine him throwing up his hands, that sort of deal, but then Eddie comes in, and itās a tone Steveās only ever hear when heās about to run a campaign into the ground where the characters may never recover, and if somehow manage it, theyāll wish they hadnāt:
āOh, I am deadly serious.ā
Because itās not Steveās character, but in defense of SteveāsĀ relationship, that tone trickles something molten through his veins and prickles up his spine andā¦heās gone have to stick that one in his back pocket to explore at a later date, for sure.
āSix months?ā
Jeffāand Steve kinda likes Jeff, and not for the reason his bandmates would like, that he kicks around Hawkins after graduation, too, but more because Steve knowsĀ why; thatās to make more money for a college outside Indiana, and Steve thinks thatās fucking coolābut itās here where Jeff dips fully away from being angry to being stupefied. Steve lets himself smirk at nothing because fuck yes: him and Eddie.
Six whole goddamn months.
āI was actually gonna ask you guys to come over soon, introduce him properly and stuff,ā Eddie says, the disappointment in his voice again; Steveās niggling desire to go and hug him from behind, maybe kiss under his ear a little, back in full force.
āHe picks you up from practice, we see him,ā Doug pipes back up, likewise confused, but Steve just takes the useful confirmation that no oneĀ didĀ catch on that he pulled up ages ago, now.
āWe know whoĀ Steve HarringtonĀ isāā Gareth snaps, protests in the way that betrays his eye-rolling, his thin-wearing patience.
āNo!ā
And that comes out of Eddie fierce enough to echo down at least half the block theyāre onāseems likeĀ EddieāsĀ patience was worn out a while ago.
āYou donāt!ā
And everyone is silent in that way Steve knows all too well: when shitāa gone down but now youāre waiting in the edge for the worse thing to hit.
Then it does:
āAnd itās a good thing I didnāt bring it up because you dipshits arenāt ready,ā Eddie snaps, saysĀ dipshitso different from how he does with the Party,Ā theirParty, their kids; he says it here with something real fucking close to disgust.
āAsking hostage questions, fuck off,ā he huffs, and Steve hears Eddieās footsteps, canāt tell if heās gonna leave it at that, come find Steve and know heās been standing there but thatāll be fine, itās not like Steve wasnāt going to let him know as soon as they leftābut then:
āLook,ā and Eddie sounds the way Steve sounds when heās pinching the bridge of his nose to fight a growing migraine, the sting of tears for all sorts of pain behind his eyes, and that hurts to hear from his boyfriend, like, a lot.
It fuckingĀ hurts.
āI am not justĀ fuckingĀ him,ā Eddie growls through the bridge-pinching pain; āI mean, fuck yes, IĀ am, but,ā and Steve hears the way he swallows all the way down the drive:
āIām in this for the long haul,ā Eddie tells his bandmates like throwing down a gauntlet; āand if you canāt respect me enough, andĀ myĀ choices, that stings,ā Steve knows Eddie shrugs then: ābut Iāll live.ā
Steveās about a millisecond from saying fuck it, opening the door just to slam it to announce his approach, and then going to physically grab his boyfriend, drag him to the car, and park in the abandoned lot down from the Wheelersā neighborhood to kiss him senseless because thatās the closest place he can think of and he doesnāt think heāll make it to either of their homes before he canāt fucking handle himself.
āBut if you are gonna disrespect the manĀ IĀ love, no.Ā AbsolutelyĀ not.ā
Eddies voice is a deadly sort of whisper. Steve would cower at it, the way it washes through a person, if he hadnāt justā¦said.
That.
āYouĀ loveĀ him?ā
And for what Steve thinks is the first time since he climbed out of the car and committed to listening where he wasnāt invited, Gareth soundsā¦muted. Genuinely asking a question.
Steve, for his own part, kinda expected that heād be more breathless, heart racing and shit, to hear the answer but in reality?
āOf course I love him.ā
Steve already knew that in his cells, in his bones.
In his steady, not all-that-fast but particularly-especially-happilyĀ beating heart.
āHave you guys, like, said it and stuff?ā
And of course Steve already knows that answer, both the literal one and the one that matters more, but he does perk up a bit, curious to hear whatāif anything of noteāEddie chooses to give away here.
āHe has,ā Eddie says, and nowā¦now maybe Steve should stop listening because this part, the way Eddie says that as flat factāSteve doesnātĀ knowthis part beyond speculation. Butā¦
āI wanted to, like,ā and eddies voice canāt hide the way heās gotta have that soft smile, the one he used to hide behind his hair before Steve started pulling it back to see in full, so now he only brings his hair out just to tease, to okay.
āI donāt think Iāve wanted much in my whole life, but heās,ā and Steve thinks he hears how Eddie chews his bottom lip for a second, in the subtlest click of how it slips free before Eddie takes a deep breath andā
āHe doesnāt know what heās worth,ā Eddie starts, a little mournful almost, even, and Steve is unexpectedly glued to the spot in his fucking Nikes.
āHe doesnāt understand that Iād sell the sun and the moon just to keep him,ā Eddieās saying, and with passion. With whole-assĀ honesty. And here, maybe, is where Steve gets to have some of the heart:fluttery feeling after all:
āHe comes out the gate with the wholeĀ you donāt have to say it backĀ and I just,ā Eddie sighs, sniffs a little before heaving another breath deep enough to stretch his shirt, which Steveās not imagining or anything, at all;
āIĀ couldnātĀ say it, not right then, and risk himĀ everthinking it was something Iād done to like, match. Like that I didnāt mean it with everything Iāve got, when I mean it withĀ everythingĀ Iāve got and then alsoĀ everything else. Like, anywhere. Ever.ā
Steve realized heād stopped breathing at some point when the little dots start floating in front of his eyes and he sucks in a shaking breath because: heās known Eddie loves him. Unshakeably.
But, but allĀ thisā
āI couldnāt say it and have him ever wondered if I wouldnāt rip my heart out of my chest just to keep his safe.ā
And of-fucking-course Steveās pulse is running fucking riot about how much heās in love rightĀ now, make no goddamn mistake.Ā Jesus, heā
āFuck.ā
And Steve has never heard Gareth Emerson pushed just this side of speechless but: thatās the best way Steve can describe the kind of breathless wonder he says it with, like watching a rare bird take flight.
āYou mean it.ā
And Steve can pick out Eddieās huffs and categorize them, on demand at this point: he doesnāt need to see the eye-roll to know Eddieās deemed the expression of pure shock to be so beneath him in this specific context that heās deemed it unworthy of any more attention.
His heartās not jumpingĀ thatĀ loud to have missed it. So.
Steve just kinda grins toward the blacktop under his shoes.
āWhy didnāt you,ā Doug starts, stillāusually, really, in Steveās limited experience at leastāthe peacekeeper, the one whoās most invested at the human level when heās not getting swept up in whatever the rest of the gang has deemed the cool thing to laugh at or make fun of at any given moment.
The huff Eddie gives this time is his incredulous one, which allows for just the slightest bit more consideration:
āThe fuck do you think?ā
TheĀ slightestĀ bit, being the operative point.
āIād hoped youād take it better but,ā Eddie adds, and thereās less drama in it than Steve might have expected. Heās being serious with them, and he soundsā¦disappointed.
Steve kinda want to make some kind of noise, give away his position, and justā¦hug Eddie tight from behind, if nothing else. Be there. Solid against him, wrapped up around him. Never wavering. Always at his back as much as at his side.
But Eddieās not done:
āIām not even asking you to like him, just be decent,ā and it sounds like it hurts him to say as much, and Steve knows why; he genuinely despises when anyone thinks Lea with a the very beat thing about Steve. Steve believes this to be n unreasonable standard, and has expressed as much to Eddie who nods and smiles and kisses Steveās forehead and does absolutely nothing to change his stance, but deep down?
Steve fucking feels soā¦lovedĀ for it.
āAnd like I said,ā Steve can hear the judgement in Eddieās tone clear as day; āyouāre not ready, and Iām not putting him in that kind of situation.ā
Steve sucks on the inside of his cheek, lest his grin at the way Eddie is not just defending him, butā¦protecting him, not his honor but hisĀ heartā¦
No ones ever even tried that before. Steve may not need it, or maybe he just learned he couldnāt survive needing it.
Getting it nowā¦now itās justā¦
Wow.
āAnd Iām in this for keeps, like, this is a forever type thing, so long as he wants it,ā Eddie saying, explaining the color of a sky to a small child like what these words are that fundamental, that unalterablyĀ true. āSoāā
āWeāveĀ known each other forever, man,ā Gareth eventually mutters, sounds indignant, but mostly gutted.
Steve knows before it happens that itās not gonna make a difference.
āAnd we can still know each other. Just not everything, anymore,ā and Eddie does sound a little sad but heāsā¦heās a monolith, unshakable. āI donāt trust you with the parts that revolve around him, yet,ā and Steve feels more than hears the ways his friends deflate, maybe shrink for being deemed soā¦insufficient. In the eyes of their ostensible leader, no less.
āEddie, we didnāt,ā Jeff starts, slow, and he doesnāt sound remorseful butāEddie has all those coping mechanisms for a reason, right?
Because heās quick toĀ feeling, good and bad, and sometimes neither is fit to the moment.
Steve canāt help but be kinda glad Eddie doesnāt bother with those mechanisms just now, though, if it means he gets to hear this part:
āI know you didnāt, thatās the fucking problem,ā Eddie groans, Steve can see the way he lens, bends at the knees and throws his body around a little in sheer, undiluted exasperation. ā
āBecause I could tell you heās changed since school, and thatād be true, but thatās not evenĀ it,ā and thereās more of the frustrated stomping round, Steve can hear it, but heāsā¦heās ready distracted by that thing in his chest that has toĀ hasĀ to be tied up in Eddieās, too, that thing tugging on him to pay the fuck attention.
And who is he to ignore it?
āhe was never who we thought heĀ wasĀ in school in the first place. He is,ā Eddie licks his lips, just to snack them loud:
āHe is kind and funny, and goofy, and such a fuckinā nerd, and heās smart in these incredible ways where heās sees what everyone else misses, and heās protective as fuck and heās got a heart of gold,ā and Eddieās voice only gets more heartfelt in its own right that longer he goes and Steve just, heās, itāsā
āAnd I would tear my skin off just so it doesnāt get so much as a scuff on it,ā Eddie ends with the most scathing delivery imaginable: he fuckingĀ meansthis shit. And Steve is going o live and die next to this man, scuffed heart still kept safe to the fucking end, he will swear that shit to anyone who needs to hear it.
He is going to haveĀ a whole fucking lifeĀ with Eddie Munson, and love him for every single breath of it.
āAnd I donāt trust you guys yet not to tempt me to tear off my skin,ā Eddie says finally after enough silence to catch his breath, and temper his tone just enough to sound tired; a little dejected. āI donāt trust you withĀ him, and until that changes, weāre still friends,ā Eddie sniffs, breathes out long; āyou just wonāt get to know about that part of me.ā
He says it so simple, like heās not half-cutting off some of the longest, closest friendships heās ever had, and for Steve.
Steve doesnāt know if it makes him a person, or a really selfish one or whatever, if he doesnāt feel any urge to talk Eddie down, to make him walk it back just a little.
He doesnāt think he cares, though, either way.
āSeems like a reallyĀ bigĀ part of you,ā Doug says, deflated entirely.
āIt is,ā Eddie answers, unapologetic in a way that swells and sparkles in Steveās ribs. āHeĀ is.ā
āYouād walk from the band?ā Of course Gareth asks, but itās the first time he sounds small in his words. Like he maybe knows the answer, and isnāt so okay with how he got around to it even before Eddie wishes all doubt:
āIn half a fuckinā heartbeat.ā Boom. Done. No hesitation whatsoever.
LessĀ than half-a-fuckinā-heartbeat.
āThatās not what Iām saying Iām doing right now, but,ā Eddie laughs a little, and that probably cuts deeper than anything for the boys, Steve suspects, especially when Eddie makes it unquestionable:
āItās not even a question.ā
Andā¦maybe that drives a knife deeper for the band, but for Steve?
Steve kinda wants toā¦giggle, or some shit. He hadnāt realized just how much he wanted someone who answered a question like that,Ā exactly like that, who talked aboutĀ SteveĀ exactly like that, without anything to gain, just because theyā¦believedĀ it.
āJesus,ā Gareth mutters, sounds kinda blindsided, kinda thrown and then some.
āIf we,ā Jeff clears his throat after a long period of quiet; āif we doĀ better, could we meet him someday?ā And the way he says it, earnest and shit:, like he wants to at least think about, at least maybe try:
āLike, really meet him?ā
Like Eddie means enough that heāllĀ try, and that sings sweet in Steveās veins because goddamn straight, his Eddie deserves that from the peopleĀ hecares about. No matter who or what Steve is,Ā Eddiedeserves that much, andĀ so much more.
But he sounds like even just this is something amazing, Steve can hear the smile in his voice:
āYeah, man,ā he answers Jeff, claps him audibly on the shoulder; āI look forward to it.ā
And shit, yāknow what?
So does Steve.
āSee you in two weeks,ā and Eddies footsteps follow, guitar slung over his back for the way his weight falls with each one, but then:
āEddie!ā
Thatās Doug; the footsteps stop close to the edge of the garage door as another set rushes to catch up, where heāll see Steve if he walks much farther, where Steveās got his hand on the door handle of the car, slowly inching it open to push shut and look wholly-unsuspicious now that Eddie might be followed out to his ride:
āGet him flowers. For your anniversary,ā Doug says, tone low like a secret; āI know, like, it might seem like guys wouldnāt want flowers, but,ā and Steve actually has to strain to hear the next part:
āMy mom gets my dad flowers on his birthday every year, and he lights up like the Fourth of July.ā
Steve remembers the first time he ever got flowers. His favorites, even if he thinks he only knew it subconsciously because they were handed to him with the stammering explanation ofĀ I donāt even know if you like flowers, or like these ones, but you look at them when weāre out, like, just walking or something and your eyes linger, andĀ theseĀ ones just remind me of you andā
Apparently, Steve loves hyacinths. And sunflowers make Eddie think of him.
Because of course Steveās first gift of flowers came from Eddie.
āThanks man,ā Eddie sounds the lightest, most genuine Steveās heard him since he pulled up and got out of the car; ātheyāre already ordered.ā
And Doug chuckles, and Steve?
Steve bites down his smile to less exploding-star levelsāif heād just pulled up he doesnāt have a reason, save thatĀ EddieĀ is enough of a reason in Steveās eyes, his mind, the way his chest expands just thinking on himāas he pulls the car door closed again, loud enough to be noticed.
For Eddie to walk out of the garage fast as anything and meet Steve with a smile of his own that justifies the fuck out of where Steveās had started, anyway.
All star-bright and everything.
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Steve takes Eddieās virginity by riding the older boy after a long session of smoking and drinking inside the metalheads cramped van.
Heād praise Eddie on how good heās making him feel, how big his dick is and how heās so pretty under him that it makes Eddie moan loudly, strong hands roaming and squeezing the fat of Steveās ass as he begs to fuck Steve harder.
āI need to fuck you, Steve- please, sweetheart-ā
Steve would kiss him, sloppy and wet as he whines into Eddieās mouth when the dick inside him hits just right.
When he pulls back, breathless, he picks up the pace and finally lets Eddie buck up to meet his thrusts.
Eddie would just look up at Steve, brown eyes wide and realize heās so in love with the gorgeous boy on top of him and he never wants to let go. Never.
#Virgin Eddie#I love you#LMAO#And he also has a big dick Steve canāt stop praising#Steve riding someone Is so important to me like HED LOOK SO HOT#SOFT DOM STEVE TOO? hell yeah#I do love Sub Steeb the most but this is good shit too#Sounding like my fic āThe First Time With Youā right now LMAO#steddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#power bottom steve#steddie fandom#steddie fic#hairfreak#stranger things#lemon#my writing#headcanon#hc#steddie hc#text#steve x eddie#drabble
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sincerely, I donāt know how am I supposed to
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