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#a cultist bitch who did nothing but bully me my whole life and groomed me into a slave
im2tired4usernames · 7 months
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God I never get a fuckin break from being a housewife to a house that's not mine or a parent to children that are not mine
#not even ten minutes#I'm tired#my fuckin dad gets so much miss freetime then me and my mom is probably in hell if it's real#though i guess by christan standards she was an amazing cultist so maybe she will be in heaven#I am drained i wake up with no spoons but froce myself anyway to continue playing this role#there is not enough words to explain how cruel quiverfull parents are to their oldest daughter#they demand all of them#all their energy all their thoughts their time their money everything that is a person belongs to the family#i would have no friends no relationship no life if they had their way my only allowed interest is what serves the family#my mom was a monster#a cultist bitch who did nothing but bully me my whole life and groomed me into a slave#my dad was a coward to never stand up to her and incredibly selfish#he's benefits from my trauma because now i am just built in nannybot#i can not think of my mother's face with out getting angry and wanting to punch her#i think of her in her bed and i want to wrap my hands around her throat and tell her how she did nothing good in my life and how#it'll take years for me to heal from her bullshit and that if i have grandkids they will not hear her name from my lips#i know to many people who should not be having children but continue to have children because their stupid cishet fucks#who like unprotected sex and want a perfect lil on the prarie life#ignoring that half them fuckers are the shittest parents and or the most immature selfish pieces of shit#when you have a child you cant be selfish anymore#that child comes first sorry you cant stay up all night drinking and going to concerts and races#your new entertainment is whatever the fuck you kid likes of that's barney then fuck it your watching barney#you want a new game system well clean clothes for your kids come first#i see so many kids in my church neglected because they're parents are more interested in paying for their own interests then kid shoes#i would have been a great mother i feel like#if i had been allowed a childhood#and teenage years and young adult years to grow and experience life to learn to grow and to enjoy being alive instead of being free labor#now if i ever get free?#I'll be getting see what it's like to he a normal 15 year old at 50#if i get free i have very little hope for my future but who knows we'll see
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bloodyshadow1 · 4 months
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I get people being sympathetic to the Rat grinders, I really do, but the way people will out right lie about canon to make the Bad Kids the villains. The Rat Grinders are kids, they're being groomed by charismatic and dangerous teachers who they trusted, they're corrupted by rage so they're not thinking straight. At the end of the day, that makes them cultists, pitiable and sympathetic, but still villains who are perfectly willing to create a hell on earth for the plan.
I've seen posts condemning the bad kids for killing the rat grinders, I've seen posts calling the Bad Kids bullies this season, I've seen posts that blame the Bad Kids for the whole thing saying the rat grinders are just kids who are being tricked. It's all bullshit, whatever your headcanons, whatever your feelings on the Rat Grinders, they're not the good guys here and are very much the villains this season.
The bad kids killed the 3 of the rat grinders this fight, Ivy, Oisin, and Ruben. No, they didn't stop to try and reach out to them, to try and make them see the light. The Rat Grinders are trying to condemn a whole town to become the domain of a the new god of rage and murder a goddess to usurp her domain. They are high level with the capacity to cast 9th level spells regardless of their hp, with two epic level pc's with super abilities that normal class features don't cover. If the Bad Kids hesitated they would be dead, they knew that, the Rat grinders tried to murder them little over an hour ago. They've hated the bad kids for years and now decided to make their vendetta known, they fucked around and found out.
Which leads me to my second point, the Bad Kids are not bullying the Rat grinders. They're not pleasant to the rat grinders, but you don't have to be nice to the people who hate you. Other than Fig, who I will admit was messed up with how she treated Ruben this year, but also the Rat Grinders did something similar, they were just bad at it, the Bad Kids mostly ignored the Rat grinders. The worst thing the other bad Kids do to the Rat Grinders is make fun of Kipperlily's name, that's it. They don't even do it in front of other students, unless they legitimately forget her name, other than that it's only in front of each other or not other students like Alewyn or Jawbone. It's not great, but that is literally all they have done.
The Rat grinders however, have done all they could to make themselves enemies of the Bad Kids. Ivy was a mean racist bitch who helped steal the cloudrider engine and place pingpong balls all over seacaster manor for the plan. Ruben tried to get the bad kids to take drugs knowing it would get them in trouble. He intentionally had frosty fair held at Gorgug's home to corrupt it, putting not only Gorgug's family in danger but countless other people. Sure Jace had a hand in that, but at best Ruben was an accomplice. Buddy was a smug creep who vandalized Kristen's locker, threatened her brother, and demeaned her and her goddess, without being corrupted by rage. Mary Ann legitimately didn't do anything wrong this season she was just there and did her best on the field as she was supposed to (not even saying this as a joke, she has literally done nothing bad on screen so it's hard to judge her like the rest). But Oisin tried to honey pot Adaine the first week of school, stole the cloudrider engine and the pingpong ball trap, and sent a whole pack of dragons on them to murder them and hundreds of other kids. Kipperlily has been goading the bad kids since the first day of school, she has tried every dirty trick to try and win. She has murdered people, not even people affiliated with the bad kids, but people like Buddy who was on her side, she's tried to murder the bad kids or at least make sure it's harder for them to come back to life if they die, she's stolen from them, she's tried to kill them, she's done everything bad the fans have accused the bad kids of but worse.
And that's just the Rat Grinder's individually. Why are the Bad Kids monsters for killing dangerous people who have tried to kill them, but the Rat Grinders aren't? The Rat Grinders literally tried to commit mass murder of their school a little more than an hour. 500 students of the Aguefort adventuring academy were in Seacaster manor when it was brought into the sky and beset by dragons. 500 innocent bystanders, almost all children, half of them younger than both parties.
I'll get to the rage stars in another post, but I just want to finish this off with, the Rat Grinders are kids, kids who are being groomed by evil men and corrupted by magic. But the Bad Kids are just kids too. They're kids who have been specifically targeted by the rat grinders. The rat grinders started this feud, the Bad Kids retaliated and were better at it. If you're going to take a shot at the king you better not miss, and the rat grinders have been missing their shots this whole season. I don't get why people are blaming the bad kids for trying to save the world but it pisses me off. I apologize for the rant but the tag is for everyone
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