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#ofmd spoilers#edizzy#ofmd#izzy hands#yeah I am not trusting another show ever again#a character is getting better/happier?#is he not part of the popular ship?#let's kill him#even though there is so much to do#sigh#should have learned my lesson already#it's either queerbaiting or bury your gays#and yeah lots of queer people on the show but that doesn't mean it's okay to kill#the one character that just accepted himself#anyway can you tell I am pissed#and the crew is just fine?#even Ed looks fine#also killing a character just to advance another character is such a trope so no thanks#myofmd
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Sky’s still got it
Sky plays a certain soothing tune on his harp to help Bunny get some rest. It works a little too well.
Tags: @thatonecrazysidekick and @tiredgaytheatrekid
✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ .
Sky began to pluck the strings for one last song, his eyes slipping shut as he thought of his beloved back home, often troubled by nightmares after her journey, similar to the ones that plagued him. He would sit by their bed after a bad dream of hers, once he had comforted her and wiped her tears away with his thumb, and he would play her this song. Zelda would never fall asleep in the first play-through, rarely the second, but by the third, soft snores would always escape her despite her insistence that she wouldn’t be able to sleep again that night.
As Sky played the final note, letting it linger on the air sweetly, he opened his eyes, slow and calm. All around him, the Zora had fallen asleep, either leaning against each other or curled up on the floor. Four had drifted off against the railing, his relaxed features making him look much younger than he normally did. Time leaned back against the wall of the Domain, arms crossed and chin lowered to his chest, fast asleep.
And next to Sky, Bunny had slumped, his breathing deep and even as Sky had hoped it would be.
“Still got it,” Sky murmured to himself, pride glowing within his chest at having knocked out both their normally serious Smithy and the Old Man, and at having helped Bunny get some rest after such an eventful day.
“That ye do.” Sky jumped, raising a hand to his chest when he realised it was only Twilight, leaning against the railing of the stairs, staring down at him with a fanged smile. “Sorry, we didn’ mean tah scare ye.”
It was then Sky realised Wild stood across from Twilight, his slate out as he attempted to capture an image of Time, conked out against the wall. He snapped a couple before Twilight grabbed him by the back of the shirt and dragged him away.
“That’s enough. We need tuh wake ‘em up”—Twilight jerked a thumb back at the sleeping Zora—“and get this lot in bed. We’ve a busy day ahead of us tomorrow and the last thing I wan’ is to listen to the Old Man bitch about ‘is sore back.”
Sky couldn’t help but snort, raising a hand to his mouth to stifle the sound. Wild had no qualms with bursting into laughter, quickly achieving their task of waking the Zora with their sensitive hearing. Grumbles were sent his way, and they received a half-apologetic wave before they dispersed.
“Ah’ve got this one,” Twilight said, already crouching by Time. Rather than shaking him by the shoulder to wake him, Twilight carefully picked up Time, carrying him effortlessly in his arms like Time was a toddler who had fallen asleep at a family gathering. Sky couldn’t help but chuckle to himself at the thought, turning back to Bunny and Four.
“How strong are you feeling today, my dear Champion?”
“We both know these two will weigh about the same,” Wild shot back. “Your choice.”
Rolling his eyes, Sky pushed himself to his feet, dusting off the front of his pants, a force of habit from the many times he had been knocked down on his quest that he couldn’t quite shake. He passed his harp to Wild to be stored in his slate for the moment. “We both know while our Smithy is small, he’s all muscle. I’ll ask again, how strong are you feeling?”
“In that case, I’m taking Bunny.”
“Ye jus’ wanna cuddle ‘im.”
“Perhaps,” Wild said as he scooped Bunny up into his arms, cradling him close like Hyrule and Twilight always did. “Oh. Oh, I see why you two want to carry him all the time. He’s so soft.”
Twilight grinned a fanged grin. “That ‘e is. Be careful with ‘im, yeah?”
Where he might normally take the words as offensive, Wild merely nodded, as if the weight and warmth of a real, breathing creature on his shoulder gave something to Twilight’s words he never heard when he was handling an item. “I will,” he promised.
“In the case,” Sky said, not at all upset he missed out on carrying Bunny when it meant he got to ensure his close friend slept somewhere comfortable and warm. He gathered Four in his arms, grateful he had thought to consider Four’s strength rather than assuming their Smithy would weigh next to nothing with his height. “Shall we?” Sky asked, holding Four closer, smiling when Four leaned his head against Sky’s chest in his sleep, hands reaching out to grasp at the front of his shirt.
“Let’s.”
#the original outline for this chapter had Sky sneaking away for some alone time after such a long day#and Bunny curiously joining him drawn in by his harp#and then the characters took over and Sky Time and Four came up with a certain soothing song that helped Bunny feel better before Sky plays#this lullaby and knocks everyone else out#and Zora join them in playing too!#I’m much happier with this version#especially when Time gets carried like a toddler snsksnsn he deserves to be taken care of sometimes too#the last chapter took far too long to get through but this one was written in 2 days so I’m back in the flow again!#next chapter is another Ravio one so look forward to that!#undecided as to who’s perspective it will be from#I’ve got Zelda and Sheerow as good contenders but Gulley is also a possibility#or Irene…#anyway! I hope you enjoyed this softness <33#lu pink bunny au#lu#linked universe#lu fic#linked universe fanfic#this is my#WIP Saturday#just a bit late shshshs#lu Sky#lu twilight#lu wild#lu Time#lu Four#lu Bunny#faye writes#okay I think that’s all my tags#if you read this far ty I love you now imagine poor Ravio feverish and on forced bedrest crying out for his best friend >:)
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I JUST FINSIHED KILLING STALKING



I don’t wanna write anything rn, so have some texts I sent to two friends!!
I’m just a boy❤️❤️
#killing stalking#killing stalking I LOVED IT#yoon bum#sangwoo#Whatever the name of the cop was I SHIP HIM AND YOON BUM I read on a shitty website ima get lezhin soon so I can read the rest but tech#Technically I am at the end#I kinda wish there was a more happier ending#but it is a psychological horror what can I expect 💔#The writer is GREAT at making u sympathize with certain characters#somehow got me feelin bad for the sangwoo#Imagine the good ending where he gets actually put in jail with not super major injury’s#Or get instutionized with jail and come out a better person💔💔#Maybe I’ll draw some fanart#I love yoon bum💔💔💔
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Man I got to know how the story ends, it’s so personal to me I was in love with a guy who not only reminds me of Neil personality wise but even appearance wise. Do you have anything more written for it? All your platforms seem to be defunct and it makes me really sad
The original ending of the story is that they all died tragically young in painful ways because at at point in my life I could have never imagined a happy ending for me or the characters.
But now I have a pretty different ending which I consider 'canon'.
Mallory stops the morgue business and get's into art restoration instead, better use of her skills. Her insides are held together by resin and silicone and a bunch of other funky things that make her smell like oil paint but they are happy, even has a few friends (in person!!! wow!!!) , and reconnected with her father. Also Mallory no longer goes by Mallory! Cut out the 'Mal' part and just goes by Lorey now. Still has extreme CPTSD and is very awkward around people but...she is doing better. Lorey has been experimenting with weird hair styles lately, but always seems to come back to green after awhile. She has also been getting into mushroom foraging, 90% sure she ate a deadly lookalike at some point but she was....fine? Fun implications on what that means for her future. Either way she loves restoring art, and making art herself. She speaks to the paintings, and only misses talking to dead people a littleeee bit.
Efron took all his control issues and projected it onto having an absurd amount of pets. He can micro-manage a dozen terrariums as much as he likes and really enjoys the fact they are dependent on him. He also grew his hair out and ditched the pearls and sweater, any reminders of his mother is something he learned not to cling on to. Also got someee professional help for his identity issues? He realized that he is not in fact the next coming of christ, nor is he a gross reflection of his mother. Still has a massive eating disorder but all the animals are well fed to an absurd degree (lots of fresh/raw food which costs a lot but it's fine because Efron has a decent job now.) Efron is overall doing okay. Will probably never date anyone ever again, or even have close platonic bonds. Which is a bit sad but he is fine with it, he does not trust himself not to be manipulative for their own good. Maybe some more therapy would help him but he is the type to look down on most of the advice he is given, and he is content with his current lifestyle. Who says that he has to be normative to be fufilled?
Neil is... well he is dead. In the original escam at least he is. But now when I imagine him he is very very alive. Ironically he is a fucking school counselor now. He helps kids with planning their futures or hears out their petty drama and attempts to help sort it out. He also sometimes talks to kids who self harm, or are clearly seeking attention from.... less than ideal spaces. Sometimes it's like talking to a mirror of his younger self and that really freaks him out. He wishes he could shake these kids around and tell them that they should not be wasting their youth enabling predators or bonding with kids as equally messed up as they are over who can hurt themselves more. He is afraid he is not doing nearly enough to help them. But overall he is thriving in life. He has a boyfriend who treats him well, and that's pretty cool. He also has a full beard which is no longer patchy, and that's even cooler. He still feels depressed most days and is prone to mood swings but he is way more stable than he ever was in escam. The only part of himself he ever kills is the part that made him feel worthless.
#I could rant for a lott longer but idk. These characters meant so much to me but now I mostly associate them with that dreaded tiktok app#I wish I never shared their story tbh but I am happy they resonated with people#I hope everyone who related no longer feels so alone#I am happier nowdays and so are the escam cast#saying that things get better is so cliche but its the truth
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elias: i just want to be with you.
young hearts (2024)
#ik the queer coming of age tag hates to see me coming#hey queer coming of age stories was literally my summer research paper i think i'm PASSIONATE ENOUGH ☝🏻🤓#like i kind of get the jokes of “hey you just need the countryside + bikes + gay kids = baam coming of age story 🏳��🌈”#but at the same time just notice the nuanced differences#in how these stories despite revolving around similar themes are executed so differently#how the country+culture+class+caste systems are inherently interlinked in these coming out/coming of age stories#for example monster (2023) and close (2022) are the other recent releases that young hearts (2024) is being compared to#and how it seemingly is the happier one and hence better#i respectfully agree to disagree#because all these different endings coincide with the different beginnings of these stories#and it shouldn't matter all that much#instead it should be celebrated imo#young hearts (2024)'s main character elias being scrutinised because well of an apt depiction of internalised homophobia#like yes he's an absolute asshole sometimes#yes he should apologise#but at his core he's just a scared kid#and i felt so much joy seeing his family and friends being such a wonderful support system to him#each beat was caught perfectly#i'm gonna think about this film fondly forever#young hearts 2024#young hearts (2024)#young hearts#young hearts film#elias young hearts#alexander young hearts#elias x alexander#elias x alex#alex young hearts#childhood friends to lovers#coming of age
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I brought in some homemade peanut butter fudge for my coworkers, today, as well as some ornaments as little holiday gifts, and everyone who saw me expressed appreciation ... it felt really nice, I won't lie. Just ... to do something small for others like this. And I've been noticing that whenever I reach out and try to help or comfort or offer something to someone else, it makes me feel a bit better.
I think sending out tree messages yesterday had a similar effect, and helping the kiddos on Thursday with building gingerbread houses and making shakers for their sing-a-long. It's hard to put into words, but it feels like I'm finally coming out of the funk I've been in, and it's because I'm choosing to be kind in spite of everything I'm going through.
#I think it's fair to say 2024 was really hard on me ... but I'm glad I'm ending it on a strong note#we still have a ways to go before the new year‚ but I feel happier than I have in a long time#and I'm going to choose to be kind and positive rather than letting myself constantly stew in bitterness#I'll be doing my best to sort out this blog before the new year comes‚ but I won't try to do more than I can realistically do#also I wanted to say thank you to you guys‚ again /gen#I haven't been the most active here but it means a lot that you're all still here#I'm very slowly allowing myself to enjoy things again and express the same passion I did in the past#so hopefully I'll seriously get back into posting about my ships and Project Moon stuff soon#I have many thoughts and opinions--as usual /lh#I also want to start replaying Linbus from the beginning ... I think it's time to take a crack at rewriting it with Sherry as a Sinner#I'm going to try and finish reading Red Chamber‚ first‚ though--because I think I want to liveblog things when I replay#just share it with you guys ... I want you to know why I love it and the characters so much--and also why I dislike certain characters#okay--this got long‚ but I do seriously feel a lot better#and the fact it's on RolEva anniversary too ... perhaps I will finally post about them again#scattered pages
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I know we talk about Izzy antis all the time, but let's talk about regular fans of the show who're indifferent to Izzy, or maybe enjoy him just a little in a "he makes for a good antagonist" way but nothing more, or dislike him in a normal way - as in, he's just not their cup of tea and that's ok - but don't go out of their way to harass those who feel differently.
Let's talk about those OFMD fans because many of them are gonna fall into the Izzy Canyon so hard this season. And I'm so excited and happy for them. Nothing compares to that feeling of "wtf how did this show managed to turn this character into my favourite character??" Let's make them feel welcome. Let's remember that it's ok to dislike a character or feel indifferent towards them, and then start liking them as they grow and change. That's the entire point of character development, after all. I hope other Izzy Enjoyers aren't too jaded from dealing with Izzy antis to accept some (or, hopefully, a lot) of fans changing their mind about him. I know we're gonna see a ton of posts along the lines of "you only liked him after be became better, I liked him when he was at his worst, we are not the same", and tbh I'm very much in for it, but only tongue in cheek. I really hope our little corner of the fandom is going to be mature enough not to stoop down to petty gatekeeping. We're better than this.
#AllIzzyFansMatter#I really hope I won't actually have to start using this tag once the season airs#I'm not saying we shouldn't be allowed to gloat a little because of course we fucking should#but as I said let's keep it lighthearted#and not actually start arguing what counts as a ''real Izzy fan'' and which types of Izzy fans are better than others#let's just appreciate the much needed spotlight Izzy's character is going to get in the fandom#seriously I couldn't be happier#izzy hands#ofmd#our flag means death#ofmd s2
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this is smth thats not gonna make sense to most ppl who follow me but 'm Thinking again so tag rambly
#i really miss lightdogs! they were so fun and Yes okay the community. in hindsight. kind of sucked butt#but i had a lotta fun there and even though i DID need the money from selling my dogs i miss them#like i know the sad fam is SAFE and fine and i wouldn't wanna get them back from the person who has them bc i trust that person#and i dont .. know where the silly babies are but im sure theyre fine too#and the few others i had like redwood and whatnot i've made ocs to fit the story roles they had so i don't NEED them back#but idk there was smth about the simplicity of them that i really liked#and i haven't been able to confidently make a new oc who captures that level of simplicity without feeling Bad or making them complex#and idk. friend i like got me into them so theyre nostalgic n happy#its been like .#fiveee years... but i think about them a lot#i don't know if i'd want a Lightdog™ again or if id be happier to just find some sorta medium where i can make a character that gives me#the same emotions that the dogs did#but man if it was still a species you KNOW i'd be busting my ass right now to get sp-inspired customs from the mods LMAO#though by now i'm sure there'd be so many it'd be REALLY hard to pick a theme lolol#idk! rolls around. i'm not big on species anymore and find myself only creating one or two lately and then sorta drifting off bc i do#personal development outside of the species world#but i like the Feeling of being in a community- and when i didnt have Fandom™ to give me community i was like. unhealthy about species tbh#overworking myself and sometimes spending money i didnt really have; i like that now i'm Better about it#but man.......................... critters................................ sigh......#pine prattles#this one really is a fuckin prattle
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the people who hate tom paris hate an exaggerated version of him that lives in their heads. and that tom died after him and neelix took care of that muppet bird baby together
#sometimes i'll see people describe Why Tom Sucks#and its like... you're describing early seasons tom... season 1 and 2 tom... did you zone out season 3 onwards. sucks for you#Acknowledge The Hypercompetent Doofus Who Loves Pizza#also the ''tom and b'elanna should divorce'' crowd get your cynical claws out of my tender flesh. shoo! shoo!#no the abandonment mcdaddy issues couple who became better happier and more secure people together should not divorce#do they have issues?? do they fight?? sure. but you're fucked if you think they don't love each other and belong together#okay... you're not fucked... that was harsh. but jeez#I'm Very Protective of Voyager Okay#family...#hi im sapphire i consistently love characters in trek that everybody else finds annoying#i love neelix too. he also got better after the bird muppet episode#thank you muppet bird baby...
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🎤 so true. erins say more about why the majority of your crossclan relationships hinge on the female partner leaving her friends and family to join her husband's clan
#isn't it so interesting how when graystripe returns to thunderclan and abandons his kits in riverclan it's out of Admirable Loyalty#to fireheart#but every woman in the series needs to leave her family#and it's always conveniently because it's HER family that sucks#oh well dovewing doesn't have a better option for a mate in thunderclan and things are tense after the battle#so she'll be happier in shadowclan at tigerstar's side as the mother to his kits while he achieves his special destiny#and well sunbeam's mom is xenophobic and there's no reason she'd want to salvage her relationships with blazefire and lightleap#i have a fringewhisker and spireclaw fic brewing but isn't it interesting that in spite of spireclaw being in the same situation as sunbeam#it's STILL the female partner who switches clans to be with him. and her shitty mother-in-law lmao#shellfur absolutely should have gone to windclan to be with fernstripe#i don't think he'd want to stay in thunderclan after he fought on the side of the impostor in the battle that killed his brother stemleaf#stormfur was truly breaking the mould lmfao#it's just part of the implicit assumption baked into the series that the happy ending of a she-cat is kits and a mate#that's their destiny. the male characters obviously get those as accessories to their destiny.#anyway#i should have a tag for saltposting#ultimate guide 2.0#ivypool#dovewing
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I'm even rather fond of jl and jc's relationship in cql and I think it can be pretty fun bc jl disrespects him so much (unusual for that setting) and clearly does care about him and trust him to an extent and wants a reconciliation in a very sweet and straightforward way, and jc is obviously fairly protective over him (calling out wwx for saying that shit abt jl's mother at his first meeting was genuinely fair and wwx knew he screwed up), but that still doesn't make jc jl's best uncle or even like...a very good one imo he's really mean and aggressive and pushes him into dangerous situations and teaches him terrible life lessons 😭 literally it is wwx. and how wwx to swan in after 16 years dead and killing jl's parents (as jc sees it) and very quickly oust jc from this seat as well. lmao
#remember when it was jcs birthday but some gay character's birthday too and thats all anyone was talking about. rip.#NO IT WAS NOV 5TH. DESTIEL OVERSHADOWED JIANG CHENG ON HIS BIRTHDAY. SCREAM#jc suffering bc gay ppl (like wwx) are naturally better liked and more popular and get more attention than him is so funny to me. clown!#anyway jl immediately became attached to wwx and like markedly improved and became happier once he started to know him#cql txp
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This OC Sure Can Destroy And Betray Himself For Nothing
#ishaq: 'yeah you were hard to be with I kept trying to help u and u kept doing nothing'#jaufres: 'yeah my fuck up I'm sorry. I shouldn't have left my life like rly sucks now'#ishaq: 'oh shit rly? sorry to hear that here's like 3 different concrete ways I can help you'#jaufres: 'sorry but I don't deserve it :(('#ishaq: *facepalm*#(I the author am trying to get something productive out of this conversation but unfortunately idk if it can be helped)#(I still have no idea what's gonna happen to jaufres. if he doesn't get over himself I might just have to kill him off)#(hate to see it but wtf else is he gonna do 😭)#(already stretching it longer than I wanted him to live anyway so like 🤷 this guy better get some character development fast)#(he is already like 75% through a downward spiral of alienating literally everyone in his life.... oops)#(like I the author would like him to have a happier ending... but y'know. u can take an oc to water but u can't make him drink 🤷)
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can we just like. leave each other alone at this point
#text post#if you like Izzy fine if you don't also fine just fucking. leave each other the fuck alone im so tired#use your block button liberally and stop messaging ppl with nasty shit#including the folks in my inbox who no longer care abt anon being on or not#i wanna think y'all are better ppl outside of this realm but telling me you hope i die homeless bc i like izzy is ridiculous#the messages are getting deleted and ignored as usual#this is the only post im gonna make addressing the latest round of incessant harassment in my inbox#some of my mutuals follow these folks so again. i wanna think they're just having a bad time overall and taking it out on me#which i would prefer folks not do but if even turning anon off isn't gonna stop you then go off i guess??#but your time would be better spent doing literally anything else#make art for the characters on the show you DO like!! talk abt them and spread joy abt them!!!#you'll probably be happier for it and so will i bc i won't have to constantly clean out my fucking inbox on here
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not to be anti feminist or anything but i rly was made to be like a nepo baby or a stay at home girlfriend or smth bc the idea of having an actual career is so ghastly and every day i woke up to go to my last job i wanted to quit… but also i made homemade hummus and mediterranean wraps today and i have a whole dresser of art supplies and started writing up plans to build a fantasy book themed hotel …. like there’s so many things i wanna do i just don’t wanna think about the money. and also sometimes i just want to make iced coffee and have a 7 hour long nighttime routine or like binge gilmore girls all day. as is our god given right. sooooo who’s gonna fund that for me huh
#like i know im very lucky and privileged the fact that i live at home and i AM taken care of rn. i am a stay at home daughter#but the pressure to get a job and build my own career rly takes away my lust for life ngl#my mom is like why don’t u try copyrighting? u can work from home and still do everything u want!#like mom u don’t understand i don’t want to write work emails for ppl i wanna write my silly little stories abt my silly little characters#i wanna go to the homeless shelter and bring care packages i lovingly crafted myself#i wanna randomly travel to thailand and then come back and take ski lessons and then open an animal sanctuary#i DO want to enjoy all the things the world has to offer. i do. and i think that’s good and normal and fine#but i also just want the freedom to help as many people as possible and make the world a better place#i want to have the energy and motivation to put all of my ideas into action#and i think there are lots of boring rich ppl in the world who could be making the world happier and they’re not#so i want a turn
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ok. giving myself 4 minutes to make this post and then i finish my homework. i just am so deeply miserable. i really think i made a mistake. i should not be in grad school. i only took a year between this and undergrad and i am still so burned out and mentally ill. im working full time. im only taking one class and this program is supposed to be so good and aligned with what i want and all of that. but i just cant stand having homework. i just cant stand it. i think i am not cut out for academia even though i work in academia. i think i will never get better as long as im still living at home but i have to get better before i can no longer be living at home but i cant get better until im not living at home and every day i still live at home saps away at my will to live quite literally. i should not have started doing grad school without regaining my will to live. without restoring my love for reading and writing that i used to have voraciously when i was younger and less deeply miserable. without recovering from the burnout. i think i made a mistake. i need a masters degree so bad so that i can be safe but i need to not have fucking homework when i already struggle to get through my days without school. i feel so stuck in my life and hopeless and helpless. i dont know what to do
#purrs#i cant drop out or anything because. lol and this class isnt even that big of a deal like i TRULY am freaking out over nothing. but my life#situation is so bad rn bro like i cant get my parents to take me out to drive and i cant get myself to get my parents to take me out to#drive and every day i am guilt tripped berated etc etc and i feel like i am never ever ever going to be able to have my own life where i a#stable and safe and happy. it can happen for other people except for me and my siblings. i dont know. im not explaining anything well.#i just cant do this. i need to not have this one more thing on my plate but i have to because if i dont have a masters degree in my field i#am nothing even though everyone is telling me that isnt true and all of them are credible but im just so mentally ill i cant believe anyone#and icant accept any advice or hope or whatever good about me i just. am stuck. this is as good as it gets and its not even good.#delete later#that was 7 minutes not 4 and i didnt even write anything substantial. nutshell. i just have been so fucking depressed lately oh my goddddd#this is maybe too strong of a thing to say but like. i know it isnt technically neglect if i am an adult but... i think i may kind of be#neglected by my family in some ways a little bit and always have been but like. emotionally. like in the ways in which im never a priority#and the things i need are seen as burdens etc etc. and theres nothing anyone can do about it even myself because im an adult but like lol.#24 year old dependent moment <3#well there is one thing i can do about it as an adult actually. its called move out. but that requires strength i will#never possess unfortunately due to the inherent flaws in my character and constitution so. guess this is it lawl 🥰#side note (and i swear im done after this lol): i think i was doing a lot better mentally over the summer. funny how when the semester#starts i get depressed and the depression just gets worse and worse until the end of the semester 😻 funny how this is my seventh year like#this. willingly subjecting myself to this. that should be a clue no? but i love my job and if i could just have my job and be stable in it#would be happier but also im lying to mysaelf and i will always be unhappy but its because of my mental illness not my job being bad or#anything its like. i am just sick in the head with impostor syndrome and thats how i got myself into this whole mess. lol#well that and the not moving out thing which is partially my fault but also because i live in hell as described earlier! <3
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have you watched Lighting Up the Stars 人生大事? its a jttw-adjacent movie but not really a jttw movie in the sense that jttw is a huge motif with the mc being a swk parallel, his friends being swj and zbj parallels, and their adopted kid being a nezha parallel but otherwise not really a movie "about" jttw yknow. its free on youtube with english subs (title: [中]人生大事) so i thought id bring that to your attention :3
Well anon given my lethal weakness to dad Wukong, Li Nezha who's given a decent parental figure, and stories about genuinely sucky people who genuinely try and succeed in doing better by themselves and others yeah I'm going to have to thank you for introducing me to this film. Have to note that of course it's not perfect & that some parts seem kind of overblown, but honestly I found this work to be a really touching piece on death, grief, selfish desires and their consequences, and how we might live with joy with each other even after our loved ones are gone.
Here's a link to anyone who might want to watch it!
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#anon answered#lighting up the stars#jttw adjacent#sun wukong#li nezha#but not really lol#that said shout out to lighting up the stars for having a swk-ish character (San) who's genuinely a scumbag at the beginning#and where the plot pulls no punches in making that clear#but who actually is shown putting in the hard work to make his loved ones' lives at least a little better#and becomes a kinder and happier person for it#it was also nice to to see the li nezha-ish character (Xiaowen) highlight the 'destructive kid' aspect of the child god#specifically as a way to show how kids acting out and even being violent is actually a very understandable reaction#to being put in a chaotic environment/being confronted with tragic events and not being told what's going on#or being told hard truths in a really cruel and callous way#overall I'd say this is one of my more favorite contemporary jttw-adjacent stories#and it's definitely my favorite use of the 'sun wukong as a cringefail loser' trope haha#final note the zhu bajie and sha wujing-adjacent characters were pretty fun#ride or die with San but wouldn't hesitate to roast him too#also spoilers they're a couple and get married at the end#so good for them
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