#ZADR Orange

[gothic-clownz]

they make me sick

[kryptonbabe]

A personal argument in favor of transgression in fandom spaces

Marquis de Sade (1740-1814), would he write Wincest, Reylo and Zadr fanfiction with obsessive yandere mafia boss tropes if he was alive today?

It's so weird for me to come to fandom at my current age (30) and with my background, I was not a very online teenager, I had an art tumblr growing up, but that was very far from the whole Superwholock bubble and discourse. My first interests reading were classic literature and stuff from school and Harry Potter for little bit, then Tolkien for a long time, then science-fiction and transgressive literature, starting with A Clockwork Orange, then Piano Teacher, Bret Easton Ellis, Yukio Mishima, Dennis Cooper etc. I'm a sensitive traumatized person (for reasons I won't explain) and I've been depressed and anxious most of my life, experiencing disturbing intrusive thoughts, so the themes in fiction that interested me were always the things I was most afraid and uncomfortable with in real life, traumatic events close to me that I had no other way to explore and no one else to talk to about. In a way transgressive art was always there for me, showing me how evil thoughts and experiences are not an exclusive thing, not a burden I must carry alone, those artists and writers also cared and thought about those things in meaningful ways, that was a relief. Slowly and with therapy I learned to organize my intrusive thought as creative thoughts, ideas I could use to paint or write, and this really really helped me.

The thing is I started to get interested in comic books too, this by the age of 20, reading them by myself and sharing my ideas with some close friends who didn't care about comics, but would listen to me. I started being active in fandom spaces recently, almost ten years after I started reading comics and, oh boy, is this a different environment. Where the morally ambiguous, weird and transgressive are very close to forbidden, people are divided among anti and proshippers, and exploring heavy themes and disturbing scenarios is frowned upon. I recently read about an Invader Zim artist who was bullied and had to abandon their blog due to attacks to their weird art. As if Comte de Lautréamont, Marquis de Sade, Georges Bataille and I don't know, the fucked up passages of the Bible never existed, to free us from the closed-mindness. It's all so backwards, restrictive and conservative. Not the fact that some people do not want to engage with these themes, you have the right to do so, but we accomplish nothing by judging and hating on people who want to talk about these subjects, who understand the human nature as a complex experience not imune to evil, malice, bizarre impulses and desires.

Talking about these things is different from supporting and agreeing with them, but they are a part of our existence and sometimes expressing awful experiences through art is the only escape someone have. To ignore the worst in us is a conservative attitude that idealizes a perfect conduct and ideal way of being, an hygienist perception of what it means to be human, with a lack of nuance and complexity that is just boring on top of being a form of censorship.

[ditzdove]

[satirn]

For the IZ asks: 16, 17, and 30 pls :3

[ ask game in question ]

16: Favorite Tallest of the four?

if you know me youd know already that i hate all of the tallest, theyre good characters in that they do their job of making me hate them !! though if i had to choose outta the four, id go with tallest Miyuki. to me shes very Girlboss Building Her Empire™️ ykwim? she feels like she would rope me into a MLM scheme she runs lol, very avon or mary kay or smth. she feels the most like, intimidating i guess, like she was meant for a place in royalty or somthing yk? very cool. very glad she got eaten by that blob thing though. :D

17: Favorite thing about Invader Zim?

answered this [here]

30: What do you think an Irkens blood color is?

OHHH HOOHHH I HAVE OPINIONS ABOUT THIS ONE. and im mostly refering to this poll as my mesurement of the fandom and i am genuinely shocked blue got the lowest amount of votes. i get where the ppl who think its pink are coming from but i am coming at this question biologically speaking and metaphorically speaking.

k so, in real life, there are animals that exist that have blue colored blood, mostly cephelopods/lobsters and sometimes [you guessed it], BUGS! [rollypollys and spiders have blue blood]. i took real life knowlege of animals into account when making my version of irken anatomy.[WHICHSOMEONESHOULDASKMEABOUT-], anyways, human skin and fat, like pure skin/fat itself, is a transparent[ish] yellow[this is why (unmelanited) skin is a light orange/peach]. blue + yellow is green[besides my irkens lean more towards a turquoise then green anyways].

dont even get me started on my color metaphors in my headcanons/works.

human blood is red, a color I assosiate with irkens and zim especially. red's color connotation says that red is a color of passion, anger, life(pay attention to this last one it will come in handy if you read my works hehe).

irken blood i headcanon as blue, a color assosiated with dib [listen ive got the zadr worms on the brain okay??]. Zim and Dib were always suposed to be on the same level, a stalemate, yk? i use this part of them to represent that, that they ultimately are the same. theres a way to express this in better terms but i cant think of it rn :P

anyways, something something soulmates, something something chained to the narrative, something something bound to be together by fate. [i explore more of this idea in my 「SHADES OF YOU」 au if you are curious] (always be pluggin' /q)

[sad-panda-dib-blog]

Just gonna drop this here and run. ;;; v ;;;

Okay, so like, some of you guys have been asking for me to upload some of my works here, so here I go at last. Please don't hurt me. ; v ;

My name is Pat and I'm one of the original authors for that god-awful ZADR fanfic, "ZADR Orange." It's likely one of the cringiest fanfics I've ever written in my life, but like, also the thing that has been feeding my soul for the past 10 years of working on it. The beginning is rushed and terrible, the characters are OOC, and my writing from back then is just...blah. HOWEVER it's become something I can't let go of and so I continue to plague the fandom with its continued existence even after all these years of posting. Some people have come to love it, others hate it to its core, but for me, it's that thing that has given my life purpose (as stupid as that may sound). It's pushed me to make improvements in my writing, even if you can't necessarily see those improvements in the earliest chapters of the work (and by earliest chapters, I mean like the first 150 of them. Yep, that's how long it took me to not suck as much as I did back then). To this day, I continue to upload new content and VERY SLOWLY make revisions to its beginning. Perhaps someday it will be a halfway decent work of fiction in the fandom and not a target for criticism as mentioned in this hate Wiki:  https://toxicfandomsandhatedoms.miraheze.org/wiki/Invader_Zim_Fandom (which I really can't argue with. XD It is pretty cringe-worthy).

There are like a million other fics posted in this fandom that far surpass anything that I could ever hope to write, but still, I strive to improve my works constantly. I know I've gotten a lot of love and support from some fans over the years, but my inner critic is always there to remind me that if I hadn't been the one to write it myself, I likely would have passed it up as a reader simply for its rushed formatting, dialogue, and word flow. Also for the copious amounts of pointless filler word vomit I tend to get into because I think it's interesting at the time only to realize later that I was simply rambling. But ah well. That's just how it goes sometimes, especially when writing an RP (Oh, did I mention that this story was originally a role play with another person? Yeah, there's that too. Since I was the one writing our parts into narrative though, I feel solely responsible for butchering what could have been a decent story if I just hadn't rushed the beginning bits so much). Umm...But yeah, anyways, moving on.

As I mentioned above, this story has also been accused of portraying the characters as WAY OOC from the show. Once again, my fault because I have a tendency towards writing Dib as a whiny little overemotional bitch most of the time. Sorry about that. ; v ; It's a preference in most of my writing with him though. To me personally, what makes ZADR so appealing in the long run, is exploring the emotional torment of somebody who has been called crazy all his life. Dib is just the saddest little stubborn panda bear in all of my writing and I heavily prefer works in which he is the submissive to Zim. Like, Zim is adorable in his own right, but I can't imagine him simply surrendering his dominance to Dib, regardless of how much taller Dib might ever grow. Plus, in my head, Dib will always be that hopeless virgin type of character (even if Zim IS fucking his brains out half the time in my works). Zim's not as clueless as he may seem sometimes either. Like, he's lived a whole other life long before he came to Earth. I imagine he's seen some things and experienced more in his life than Dib has, even if one of the main consensus is that Irken's mature more slowly than humans. Irken society is very different from human society in my mind so I imagine some things are more normal for Irkens than other things (but I won't get into that here. That's a post for a different point in time.)

Whoo boy, this is getting long, and I haven't even posted a link to the actual story yet. ; v ; I guess what I'm trying to say though is that I have a very personal way of viewing and portraying the characters in my work. Perhaps that's why it gets both positive and negative feedback from people. I don't expect everybody to agree with or even like my work, but I simply ask that it not be crushed into the ground for its flaws. Above all else, I write my stories for fun and to see my own improvement. And yes, I know it may seem weird that I'm so paranoid about advertising a work that's been present in this fandom for YEARS now (especially as it used to be advertised quite a lot back when I was still writing it with my co-writer), but let's just say this fandom has left me with some pretty nasty battle scars in the past. I know the haters will always exist and they're better off ignored, but I've had to see close friends come and go from this fandom as a result of that hate. I don't understand the fixation some people have with drama in this fandom. Yes, you're entitled to an opinion, but please don't shove it in other people's faces. It's like some people enjoy intentionally being assholes online and trying to ruin other people's fun. I've tried to distance myself from that sort of hatred because I don't need that sort of stress in my life any longer. But in doing so, it DOES make it harder to interact with the nicer fans out there/continue posting my works, regardless of how long I've been in the fandom. Also, I was kind of an attack dog back in the day when it came to defending some of my friends, which kind of put me in a bad light to some people in the fandom for a while. Whoops. My bad. As much as I hated that sort of drama, I was always the first to jump in and make an ass of myself when it came to defending my friend. Hahaha. <XD

Gah! I'm stalling now. Here's my shit for those of you who were asking: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/5995185/1/ZADR-Orange

(This links to the PG-13 version uploaded on Fanfiction.net. An adult version is also available for 18 + viewers over on DeviantART).

https://www.deviantart.com/dib-the-hybrid/art/ZADR-Orange-Chapter-001-277634496

And for those of you who weren't asking for it, sorry to spam the ZADR tag with my bullshit. ; v ;

Oh, and while I'm at it, since this Tumblr account IS a joint account with another one of my co-writers, Sass (Sassafrass002 over DeviantART. Go check her out! Her art is amazing and she deserves all the love in the world for it. <3  https://www.deviantart.com/sassafrass002), here's another set of links to yet another ZADR roleplay we've been writing together for years now (almost as long as ZO, actually). :> We just recently posted chapter 100 of our story and have so much more to add onto it. Once again though, we do lean towards a softer side of ZADR so it'll likely be OOC to many. I feel this work to be at least a little less cringe worthy though. :> Plus she does amazing preview images to go along with the chapters.

(PG-13 FanFiction.net Version: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/7311546/1/Dib-Is-Sick )

(18+ DeviantArt Version: https://www.deviantart.com/sassafrass002/art/Dib-is-Sick-Chapter-1-254253924 )

I might advertise some other stories of mine at a later point in time, but for right now, these two are the ones that I've invested the most time into. They've kept my mind occupied with ideas for them for years, and I doubt I'll ever be able to move on from them until they're actually complete. (Technically DIS IS complete. Just not all posted yet. But we have a sequel in the works currently that I hope we eventually get to posting also! :>)

Enjoy! :> ...Or not. ; v ; I think I'm going to run away and hide now.

[tallestzimxtallestdib]

FILTH: Day 5 of @alt-zadr-b1tch3z : Punk, Desaturated Colors, Fighting Unsaturated Version, Saturated Version, and Different Style Version (tell me if yall like it better?) Reblogs Appreciated

[hazbincalifornia]

The results of your mpreg poll was disappointing and sadly not unexpected. I had a feeling the results would reflect how the fandom usually is about Stolas. All attention on him, obviously he's the only one who gets to be preg... it just sucks for Blitzo. Where's the love for Blitzpreg? Hell, where's the love for trans Blitzo? I guess there are more Blitzpreg fics because there's more of a story to tell? But it's strange that there's no art to be found, almost seems to be due to peer pressure?

Also tfw I draw my Stolitz fanchild OC and people immediately assume they came from an egg like the others, because obviously only Stolas could have given birth to them? No?? My fanchild is the result of Blitzpreg, thank you very much. I feel odd about my OC being rounded up with the other fankids under the banner "Stolas's many eggs" because mine didn't come from an egg. I guess I'm taken aback by the automatic assumption. Do I really need to make it clear that I like Blitzpreg?

(These came in one right after the other so I'm pretty sure they're connected, putting my response under the cut bc of some salting 🧂)

I haven't been included in any of those roundups, but I'm not being followed by most of those people, so it's not like it's a slight against me or anything. I can definitely see how that would be frustrating, though, (if anybody did it with Stella I'd be pretty damn annoyed considering her being Blitzo's is kind of the whole point of my fic) and having everyone automatically group it into just eggs from just Stolas, I assume mostly because of Dani is... frustrating, yeah. (I'm not particularly a fan of Dani and have had her muted for something like a year now. This last week has been a very mixed bag of 'I'm glad people are having fun, but ughhhh.') There are other options- even if it wasn't Stolas, both Blitzo and magic are options if it's their bio kid. Magic took a pretty decent second place, after all.

I've puzzled over 'why are there a bunch of fics but I never see it outside of said fics/ao3' a lot- from what I dug up from the older years of the IZ fandom (and this wasn't extensive, by any means- I'm sure plenty of it was lost on old sites) there was a similar divide with Zim/Dib preg content, with Zim getting more fics and Dib getting more art. I think in both HB and IZ, 'there's more of a story to the one that gets the fics' is probably at least part of it, but it was a lot more... idk, even with Zim. Like, I still saw Zim art, and one of the biggest fics had Dib instead, (thanks Zadr Orange, for being incredibly OOC but also helping make me Like This) it was just the balance was slightly tilted towards one of them each way. Here, the fics are roughly 2:1 for Blitzo (although that may change in the coming weeks) but the actual fankids/art tilt way more heavily to Stolas.

I genuinely like the headcanon of trans Blitzo, (and wonder a bit why intersex Fizz is a thing but not any of the other main characters?) and y'all know I like to think of imp sex as a lot looser than it is for humans (and for humans, it's already a whole spectrum!). Plus, having to stick with cloaca 'because he's a bird' when he's a humanoid demon, anything would make sense, and a cloaca isn't actually a pussy, my dude... it's not something that should have really been argued as hard as it was. Sure, transphobic shitheads can choke and I have zero problems with it as a general headcanon/idea, but I've seen people who were told they needed to change their art because they drew Stolas with a dick because they weren't on twitter during the two days the Discourse was raging, like that's not inappropriate in itself.

Anyway. That was kinda off topic. If you want to shoot me a dm or something I'm generally free to chat, I just usually don't want to ruin anybody's fun so I just try and boost up mine and Emmie's Blitzo stuff more, and getting to salt a little was kind of cathartic.

[1nvad3rz1m]

perhaps one of the craziest things i learned when i rejoined the iz space is that zadr orange is still being updated

[gothic-clownz]

drastically changing my artstyle in the middle of a zadr comic

[letaintedserpentine]

ZADR WEEK: Emo/Scene

Day 2!!! “What did you do?!”

“Laugh it up.” Dib said defensively. “Hair dye, it’s a thing, not that you would know, space-boy.”

a little stronger emphasis on the Gaz&Dib sibling relationship cause. I love them, and this is the only thing that got into my head with the prompt. thanks to @zadrweek3 for hosting, you are awesome :D

Full fic below or in AO3

The tragedy began, as most tragedies do- with a right-willed protagonist with the misfortune of misguided hubris. It was easy enough for Dib to be caught up in the moment, nabbing his sister’s handheld console as he spotted a familiar figure on the screen.

“You get to play as the Loch Ness monster and you’re choosing some lame warrior?”

“Give it back.” The words, ever so innocuous, sounded downright threatening from her mouth, which was pinched in a scowl. “I am not going through an hour of cut scenes to get there again.”

“It has good stats and everything!”

“I’m warning you.”

“The lore is muddy but close enough! You should at least try it, how bad could it be?”

Gaz felt generous enough to allow her brother a few more seconds of geeking out. That, and the fact that Dib could be fast when he wanted to, dodging out of her grasp easily almost like reflex.

All thoughts of generosity flew out of the bulletproof Membrane enterprise window as Dib sheepishly handed her the console, the screen flashing with congratulations on choosing the character.

All for Dib’s paranormal obsession of the hour. Gaz cracked her knuckles audibly, and left to get a sedative.

“Aughhh… wha-?” It took Dib a moment to place where he was. While waking up on the floor was unusual to him, it usually happened in his room, whenever he’d slumped down after having a particularly tricky battle.

A few bots watched him, and that’s when the place finally clicked. That’s it, she was going to feed him to her robots- he screamed.

A pillow knocked him back.

“They’re off. For now.”

Dib turned. Gaz’s eyes weren’t on him, they were on her console- he was safe for now. But the question remained, why she’d brought him here?

When the panic faded as did his surprise, he noticed that his hair was uncomfortably damp, and reeking of a chemical scent.

“I did warn you.” She said. “I thought about dying your hair a garish color. Something appalling. Maybe green or orange.”

She paused to kill another character on screen. “But the Loch Ness monster had cloaking abilities, perfect for a rouge-like playthrough. Not the worst decision you’ve left me with. Your hair is safe for now- minus the… hm.” She took a moment to toss him a mirror.

He peeked through it and made a face. His hair was bright and pale. “The Swollen Eyeball would never take me seriously with this!”

Any plans of cornering Zim would be second in the meantime, he’d have to get black dye.

“Like they took you seriously to begin with?” Gaz scoffed, but Dib knew it was teasing.

“Well it looks unnatural. On me. Why’d you even have this stuff?” Investigator at heart, he wouldn’t pass this opportunity to take notes on Gaz’s room. She was in a good mood, a bit unlikelier for her to toss him out immediately.

The beeping of her console never paused, but the clatter of her hands on the buttons slowed. “Right, I wouldn't know anything about unnatural hair colors,” She said, the sarcasm thick on her tongue. “What do people usually use hair coloring products for?”

“You wanted to change your hair?”

“Unprecedented astute observation. That’s a first for you, Dib.”

Protective wasn’t usually his role with his sister, especially since she was more than capable of handling others. “Are you okay?”

She sighed, forced and drawn out. “I conceded to you about Nessie. Better take it before I cut your hair off entirely by staying too long.”

“You brought me here!”

“Out.”

“Alright, alright.” Dib sauntered to the door, then paused. “Your hair’s not weird, Gaz.”

Gaz knew she could ignore it. But Dib rarely noticed anything other than his paranormal obsession. She could see where this goes. “You have a stalk on your head. You don’t get any bearing on what’s weird.”

“But still.” Dib shuffled on his feet. “Do you still have your hair coloring things?”

She turned away from her game, squinting at him. “I don’t have black, if that’s what you’re asking.”

“Do you have a color that’s similar to yours?”

She stared at him for a while, deliberating. Then, she closed her console. “I’ll mix something up.”

The hair dryer was loud to his ears, not to mention a bit searing when held in place for too long, but they were nearly done. She worked on him so silently, only every so often humming a note.

Dib didn’t mind. If anything, it was relaxing.

“You’re not going to be popular in this.” Gaz stated, as she felt the hair looked close to done.

“People already call me freak, I don’t think there’s anything new there.”

Gaz hummed, ignoring the unintended implication. “I tried smoothing out your stalk, but��”

Dib could already picture his hair, unaffected by gravity. “Ha, good luck with that. Maybe it’s a mutation.”

The two then thought of the imposing figure of Professor Membrane.

“Nah,” they chorused.

She gave his hair a once-over and gave a light nod. “There goes you being emo.”

“The emos died a long time ago. And I never was.”

She made a face and handed him a mirror. “Sure, edgelord. Congrats on unleashing your pastel self.”

“Wouldn’t that imply that you’re…”

“Labeling me, Dib?”

“Gamer.”

She didn’t acknowledge his backpedal, but she was pleased that her intimidation goes so far.

She pushed the mirror more insistently towards him.

Dib blinked at his reflection. It was awful. He wasn’t used to seeing color on his head, never mind one that’s really bright. Gaz waited for his reaction. “I like it,” he finally said.

She snorted, a sound that managed to be sarcastic, and ruffled his hair roughly. “Dark blue next time. And Dib?”

He perked up.

“Get out of my room.”

Dib didn’t wait for her to get the bots live again, and just went with it. The gruffness of their norm was still there, and he never expected less, but it was nice to be invited again, even if she was, for now, kicking him out.

Dib wasn’t in a hurry to get into school the next day. If not for Gaz waiting on him to go, he would’ve delayed the inevitable for as long as possible, in small part due to the dread of how obnoxious Zim was going to be.

Gaz barely glanced at him when they parted at the school gates, which was fine by him. Best not to have an audience when-

“Dib-stink!” There it was.

The Irken sauntered up to him and pointed to his hair. Blunt as usual, then.

“What did you do?!”

“Laugh it up.” Dib said defensively. “Hair dye, it’s a thing, not that you would know, space-boy.”

Zim wasn’t laughing. If anything, he looked… impressed.

Zim nodded at him. “Rebelling against your code, then? I, too, never did too well being stuck in a role I didn’t want.” His antennas longed to twitch from under his wig, as he deliberated. “I suppose even humans could rebel, even in something as inefficient as appearance....”

Dib didn’t think Zim could be quite civil. He must be plotting something.

“As for the color…” It was highly reminiscent of the one that the current Tallest had, the association too blatant to ignore, but to Zim, it was a dangerous one. Zim wasn’t the type to follow Tallest trends, but if Dib himself was showing subservience to the glory of the Tallests…

“You look good.”

Dib spluttered, choking on air, face red.

Zim only looked at him with admiration for the rest of the day, which only highly confused and flustered Dib.

And if Zim suddenly turned up to school with bright red hair- Dib made sure to say it looked good, too, even if he wasn’t sure himself.

Of course, when Zim began to sprout how much they matched- Dib put that thing to a stop, fast.

[skautism]

wuz tagged by @queenoffakers !! thank u <33

3 ships: uhh besides the bandom ones im Obvious about, ralbert, valdangelo, and zadr (dont kill me :( )

last song: les jours tristes (the instrumental version) from the amelie soundtrack!

last film: the clockwork orange. it was ok :p

currently reading: I dont rmbr the last book I read 2bh,,,,, gifted burnout :( probably some fanfic but I dont know wut it was

currently watching: youtube I guess? and cobracam

currently consuming: lime raspberry seltzer

currently craving: milk chocolate im fucking ;________;

tagging: @themadgearandkobrakid @mikeyraygun @stupid-blue and whoever wants 2 :3

[zadr-obsessed]

I just had a zadr dream.

So there was this new girl and she started getting along with Dib, which made Zim jealous. So Dib was like “dude, I’m not going to replace you”. And Zim was like “you better not, idiot”. But one day Dib asked the new girl for some gum, and well she gave some to him. (I remember it was especially orange gum) And that was the last straw for Zim. So he yelled at the new girl, and then dragged Dib into the restroom. And they start fighting. And everyone is trying to stop them. And suddenly Gaz and Tak are there. And Tak has a gun, with some sort of love potion ammo. And she starts shooting but keeps missing, making several people and objects kiss. Finally she hits Zim and Dib, and they calm down for a sec, and then they start furiously making out. Also the love potion fell onto the floor and now Gaz and Tak are kissing. And the next day Zim and Dib are in some sort of makeshift bedroom in school. And they are looking at some shipping art the new girl made for them. And then they kiss... And I woke up.

[i-dont-care-how-delicious-he-is]

Zadr HC

Zim: Now that I have an understanding of pet names that you humans do for courting, I will allow you to court me. However I must agree on the name

Dib: Uh ok.. How about babe?

Zim: Zim is no pig! I seen that pork creature film

Dib: But that isn’t even...*sighs* I dont know, Pumpkin?

Zim: Are you trying to imply that Zim is fat and orange?

Dib: No!! Ugh Fine. How about Sexy?

Zim: Eh.

Dib: Ok. What pet name shall I call you then!?

Zim: ... Mmm, how about...Zim, almighty superior one

Dib:... You really don’t have an understanding of the whole pet name thing do you?.. 

Zim: Excuse me Dib stink you were suppose to say, My Almighty superior one, you really don’t have an understanding of the whole pet name thing do you..It seems like your the one that lacks the knowledge of pet names, dib pig! 

Dib: ...............

[the-salty-scythe-meister]

A-J for the fandom asks.

A - Your current OTP(s)/OT3(s)/OTX(s)

ZADR, RoyAi, SoKai, SoRiku, SoRiKai, KidLiz, SoMa, Dimgie, SaNami

B - A pairing you initially didn’t consider but someone changed your mind

I don't like it as much as RoyAi, but HyuRoi is pretty cute

C - A ship you have never liked and probably never will (be nice)

Sakura x Sasuke (dammit Sakura, you deserved fucking better)

D - A pairing you wish you liked but just can’t (again: be nice)

Probably Naminé x Xion. Canon just doesn't give me a lot to go on :/ The fanart is cute though

E - Have you added anything cracky/hilarious to your fandom, if so, what

I started the whole Dimgie (Dim x Georgie) ship thing with the Clockwork Orange fandom xD

F - What’s the longest you’ve ever been in a fandom

I've loved Kingdom Hearts since I was 4

G - Do you remember your first OTP, if so who was in it

SOKAI

H - What is your favorite source text for fandom stuff (e.g., tv shows, movies, books, anime, Western animation, etc.)

Anime and Western animation

I - Has tumblr caused you to stop liking any fandoms, if so, which and whyJ

Harry Potter. ...I think y'all can figure out why

J- Name a fandom you didn’t care/think about until you saw it all over tumblr

Fullmetal Alchemist

[molotov-cockatiel]

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Regular Show

The Road to El Dorado

Rick and Morty (Stanchez warning)

Sonic the Hedgehog

Soul Eater

South Park (Creek, Style and Hieman warning)

Spiderman (Spideypool warning)

Steven Universe

Studio Killers

Super Mario

Tenacious D

Undertale (Charisk warning)

Trigger Warnings

addiction (drugs, alcohol, pills, etc.)

dysphoria (gender and dissociation)

eyes (trypophobia)

mouth

nsfw (nudity, over-sexualization)

selfharm (cutting)

[zadrreads]

Is this it?

https://m.fanfiction.net/s/5995185/1/

Okay, I need help!

Here me out. There’s this Invader Zim fanfic, very ZADR, very NSFW. It was like 80+ chapters and it involved and aged-up Dib working with Zim to take over Earth and then overthrow the tallests. There was also this thing with aliens using Dib as an experiment and Zim having to save him. I KNOW I’m rambling, but I can’t for the life of me remember what it is or where I find it. PLEASE HELP!!