Begins ≠ Youth (2024)
Kim Joo An
01:
- Face cut and bruised after being beaten (he has some form of bruise or cut in most episodes, allegedly due to his father’s abuse)
02:
- Applying pain patches to his arms and back after overworking
04:
- Smacked to the ground by his father
- Hit in the head with a football, knocked to the ground, writhing in pain, temporarily unable to hear, panicking, examined in hospital, revealed to have lost hearing in his left ear due to his father’s abuse
- Emotional breakdown, lashing out at his friends, restrained, screaming, sobbing, comforted
09:
- Flashback: Cuts his hand on broken glass
- Bruised face, admits his father threw a photo frame at him
10:
- Flashback: Bloody scrapes on his knuckles
- Confronts his abusive father, crying, screaming
12:
- Shoved by his father, hits his head on a cabinet, ringing ears, temporarily deafened, stabs his father to save his mother and sister, in a state of shock, sobbing
Park Ha Ru
03:
- Suffering auditory hallucinations linked to PTSD, attending regular therapy sessions, flinching when touched
- Suffering flashbacks and hallucinations, sobbing, guilt-stricken, collapses to his knees, rocking back and forth, comforted
04:
- Still experiencing auditory hallucinations, clutching his head, rocking back and forth
- Admitted to a psych ward, still hallucinating
05:
- Still in the psych ward, tormented by another patient, traumatic flashbacks
06:
- Nightmare, rocking back and forth, flinching and yelping when touched
- Emotional breakdown, scratching at his own chest, tries to drown himself in the bath
07:
- Revealed to have scars and scratch marks on his arms and chest
- Hallucinating, declining in mental health
08:
- Still hallucinating
09:
- Finds out he was hallucinating his best friend, struggling to tell if his real friends are also hallucinations
- Traumatic flashback, panic attack, falls while trying to run, hallucinating
- Rushed to hospital after slitting his wrists, bleeding
10:
- Unconscious in hospital with his wrists bandaged after last episode, readmitted to the psych ward
- Flashback: Found unconscious in the bath, bleeding from the wrists
11:
- Still in the psych ward
- Thrown in the sea, shivering, accidentally reveals scars on his arms and shoulders
12:
- Locked back up in the psych ward, head bandaged after an attempt to self-harm
Kim Do Geon
01:
- Elbowed in the face trying to break up a fight, nosebleed
02:
- Applying pain patches to his arms and back after overworking
07:
- Feeling unwell, coughing
08:
- Still coughing from last episode, feverish, given medication, taken care of, collapses, wakes up in hospital, diagnosed with influenza, quarantined, discharges himself AMA, still sick, nosebleed
09:
- Still pale and sickly, emotional breakdown, sobbing, screaming
10:
- Hand bandaged and face scraped after a fall
12:
- Pain patches and cupping bruises on his back from overworking
- Motorcycle crash, lying in the road, emotional breakdown, sobbing on his knees
Jung Ho Su
01:
- Narcoleptic episode, collapses and passes out
02:
- Flashback: Found sitting outside in the snow, shivering, memory loss
- Wakes up in hospital after last episode, head bandaged from the fall
- Applying pain patches to his arms and back after overworking
06:
- Outed for not taking his narcolepsy medication
07:
- Recovering in the nurse’s office with his head bandaged after falling down the stairs during a narcoleptic episode
- Bandaging the blisters on his fingers
08:
- Admits to faking his narcolepsy out of desperation for affection, sobbing, comforted
09:
- Self-medicating, gagging, vomiting
10:
- In a state of shock, narcoleptic episode, collapses and passes out
12:
- Beaten up, face badly cut and bruised
- Overdoses, unconscious on the floor
Min Sae In
02:
- Flashback: Threatened with a knife, “I’m not afraid of dying”, almost collapses from shock afterwards
- Hallucinating his dead mother, crying
06:
- Discloses his past trauma, fighting tears
08:
- Provoked, loses control and attacks someone, fighting tears, collapses to his knees
09:
- Accidentally injures his friend, in a state of shock, guilt-stricken, sobbing
11:
- Revealed to have committed suicide
12:
- Flashback: Hand bandaged after breaking a window
- Flashback: Shuts himself in a burning building, dead body removed on a stretcher
Kim Hwan
01:
- Kicked in the chest, knocked to the ground, pinned down and punched repeatedly in the ribs
03:
- Pressured into drinking by his father, vomiting, dizzy, blurred vision, collapses and passes out
05:
- Smacked in the face by his father, bruised cheek, fighting tears
10:
- Almost hit by a car, falls, bloody scrapes on his hands, limping and clutching his leg
- Knocked to the ground in an explosion, cuts his face, tries to enter the fire, restrained, sobbing
11:
- Drunk, momentarily passes out, struggling to stay awake
- Grieving, crying
TW: Contains themes of child abuse, suicide and self-harm
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Okay babes, episode 8 is nothing short of exciting!
📍Hae-in choosing to divorce Hyun-woo so he'd finally be free from all the bullshit her family put him up with, and Hyun-woo deciding to stay at Queens so he could prove his innocence and protect Hae-in. I feel sad that they actually divorced but again, it was necessary for them to "part ways" so they'd find their way back into each other, and I think the next episode will be about them slowly rekindling their romance and hopefully healing from the past. I am anticipating a more beautiful wedding than their first one.
📍Don't get me wrong, I still hate Eun-seong but now I'm becoming more and more interested in his backstory, so this bitch still has some ✨humanity✨ in him, judging from the way he reacted when he found out about Hae-in's illness. Him saving Hae-in from the dog attack when they were kids answered the question why he hates dogs. He's still trash, however I do have a feeling that he will have some character redemption somewhere and will basically help Hae-in find a cure, but we'll never know for sure.
📍Hong Man-dae is the biggest fucking idiot among the Hong family, I'm not saying he deserves what happened to him, I'm saying that he needs to learn the hard way and be slapped with the truth so hard that I want him to come down to his knees and beg his children for forgiveness. As much as I feel sorry for him, he was a terrible father to all of them when they got older...and trusting a fucking shaman? Really?
📍Speaking of which, I am actually glad that the Hong family is now broke af. They need to be humbled big time, especially Hae-in's mom, that bitch is such a poor judge of character. I want her to feel embarrassed and terrible about herself for constantly looking down at Hyun-woo and his family, these are the same people who'd willingly save and help their asses even if it meant getting dragged into this shit hole they dug themselves. Also, I saw a clip of the nosy old ladies who were making fun of her at the salon, I say...DESERVE! I hope she starts to change because honestly, I'm so fed up with her and her bullshit.
📍Soo-cheol maybe immature, but I have to admit that he's a good father. He just wanted his son to experience everything he never did, idk what Da-hye was up to. Maybe it was part of their plans? Perhaps she foresaw how messy it's going to be that's why she chose to run away, we'll never know for sure. I still have faith that she'll choose to do what's right for the sake of her son, after all, Soo-cheol treated her and their baby well.
📍Shout out to Song Joong-ki for his cameo. Hiring Vincenzo as a divorce lawyer is such a Hae-in move 😂
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