#YOU COULD DO WHATEVER UOU WANTED WITH THEM

[a-small-writer-in-a-big-world]

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[toast-on-dandelioms]

__Just Another Neglected Story__

Years passed and you were now 16, almost mute but with a few friends from school, the only place where no one knew you were a Wayne since you refused to take his surname.

This is the part 2 of this

You wanted your mother's surname, you refused to let go of that small part that you still had of her. You refused to let go of that and be replaced by a surname from a person that hated you.

You still had some dignity.

You were happy, you finally had your small place where no one could ruin it and you didn't even care that your supposed family didn't even know who you were.

But everything changed when you went to that damn interview to a scientist lab in a big corporation, you needed money for yourself and knowledge to better your inventions and the corporation you went to was better than any Wayne industry.

You were accepted obviously and after a few months you were on a good position as a part timer and helped with experiments with rats and spiders.

What those experiments were? You didn't know and honestly from what you saw when you were allowed to spectate an experiment in process, the animals almost never died and if they did then they would be honored with a small photo on a wall, to thank them for their help.

You were taking a few subjects to their enclosures and while letting a spider inside its little cage, the little legs of it running down your hand and making you shiver a bit but you did a mistake that all your superiors told uou to never make.

You accidentally moved while trying not to drop another animal that was on the table since it kept moving closer to the edge, scaring the spider and making you get bit by it in the process, the sting of the bite making you almost fall down but not before putting the spider in its cage and closing it.

Then you allowed yourself to fall down and hold the injured hand on the chest as you held back the tears by biting your lips and repeating a mantra you had so that you wouldn't seem weak.

You stayed on the ground for a few minutes, waiting for the sting on your hand to stop hurting so much.

You did notice the spider was a venomous one but that only paralyzed the prey making you scared, not wanting to be found paralyzed and get fired after making a stupid mistake.

You kept on reading the file and thanked whatever god was out there that the venom wasn't strong enough to paralyze a human but just making them a bit dizzy, explaining why you felt so dizzy like you drank five bottles of beer.

You finally got up after the bite stopped stinging and pulsing, making you wobble a bit and check the reports about the spider but it didn't said anything about any experiments made on the animal but you were a bit suspicious about it.

You went to the small lab you shared with a few other interns, starting a few tests on yourself to make sure you wouldn't die or have something horrible happen to your body because of some weird mutation.

You checked every test you ran on yourself, making sure to not have missed anything but it didn't showed any changes so you decided to wait until the new day to see if it was a delayed response from the bite.

You decided to go back to the Manor since it's been days and you couldn't sleep at another friend house again, not wanting to bother them with your 'family' problems.

You managed to get there safely enough by taking the bus, entering silently by the front door and just passing by the kitchen while ignoring the loud noises from the dining hall, knowing that they're probably celebrating something and didn't even try to invite you.

You finally arrive to your room, smiling softly at the plate on your desk filled with food and silently thanking Alfred in your mind since you just realised you didn't eat much that day.

You quickly sit down and eat everything with a big smile, making sure to clean the plate and leaving it on a table next to your door outside of your room to thank Alfred, not wanting to do the trip to the kitchen and risk being seen and seeing all of them look at you with confusion as to why you were there.

Like they didn't even remember that you lived there and were surprised that you were there. You hated whenever they looked at you like that.

You finally plop down in bed, face first and fall asleep in a few seconds, not even bothering to change or take a shower since you were exhausted.

You woke up the next day and as you got up you noticed that something changed in your body.

Not something noticeable like a new set of eyes or a new pair of arms like Stitch from Lilo and Stitch, but you felt more flexible.

Like, you were already pretty good at moving your body thanks to the dance lessons you used to take but now you could move your body in positions you never thought were possible.

Your eyesight was also incredibly better and more enhanced, like you could see from pretty far away without having to squint to see it.

You immediately thought of the spider and its bite so you checked the wound but there was nothing, just two small moles (the small black spots) where the bite was supposed to be.

You quickly went to school, deciding to do a few more tests when you would get to the lab to make sure you didn't have anything dangerous in your body.

The day seemed more slow than usual, making you skip school just after an hour in there and quickly go to the corporation you worked at, using the excuse that school was closed because of a sudden villain attack.

No one even questioned it, they just let you in and went on with their day, not even bothering to check since you were in Gotham so that was normal.

You quickly walked to your lab, immediately starting a few more tests on yourself and sighing in defeat when all the results were the same.

Your blood was mixed with the spider on and you were now half spider. You sighed and worked before clocking in early, slowly going to an abandoned park to check what you now had to just learn to live with it.

You ran a few tests on the field, wanting to see what you now had with the DNA of the spider in your body.

You already checked the sight and flexible factor in a small notebook, adding super strenght, weirdly precise reflexes that also helped you when you were in danger.

You just now needed to see if you could walk on walls like spiders, really hoping you could since you wanted to see how that felt like.

You walked up to a deserted building and took off your shoes and socks before setting one foot on the wall, noticing that you couldn't really take it off.

You tried with the other foot and now you were standing sideways on the wall, making you laugh in glee since it was so freaking cool.

You quickly ran around the building walls before getting to the roof and sitting down on the edge since you were tired.

You thought to yourself to just live with these newfound powers, if you can call them that but then noticed many people walking around and being scared.

You noticed how, even though Batman and everyone else kept the streets clean from super villains, small time thieves and other bad people still ran around even after being caught and brought to jail.

You knew you weren't strong enough before but you now had a small advantage over them and decided to help people, make the streets a bit cleaner.

You would never go and fight big villains but small ones were easy so you quickly went to the manor to start your training, wanting to help others.

You first started by creating the costume, making sure to hide your face pretty well since you refused to let anyone know who you were, even though you were a nobody that not even the media knew about.

You then started to create your own vigilante, giving yourself the name of 'Spider', like the hero Spider-Man from the comics you used to read.

Hey, you got bit by a spider and decided to follow that theme, no judgement on that.

You created the web fuel and used a grappling hook that was lying around to create a web shooter, making sure to make it hidden on your wrists.

Then you started to train in the abandoned park that no one ever walked by, using the trees around it and the buildings as a way to learn how to swing around.

You also learned how to fight by spying your "family", recording how they fought and their weak and strong points to also learn from it.

In 2 months you officially became 'Spider', the new spider vigilante that helped the people from small thieves so no one had to be scared to walk on the streets.

You also used a taser if you couldn't fight against someone stronger and you didn't want to kill them with your super strenght, and the taser was the best move.

You didn't even notice but you started to become famous amongst the city, especially after helping a bus from falling off a brige and stopping a well known rapist after the police did nothing.

You just kept going, happy to help and thinking no one even noticed, not noticing that your "family" also started to notice the new vigilante and was starting to ask questions about who it was behind the mask.

But their curiosity may never be satisfied.

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[bettymylove]

Hiii love your stuff, could you do a young Remus lupin fic where they like fuck in the library at night

not much studying

pairing: young!remus lupin x reader

content: read the ask<33, 18+ mdni, p in v, oral(female receiving), unprotected sex, degradation, breeding kink.

a/n: this is my first time, writing for remus, hope you like it

The book in front of you was long forgotten, sitting at the large table at the back of the library all of your attention was focused on your boyfriend, remus lupin.

The candle in front of you had almost completely melted off, the only source of light being the dim lamp in the corner and the moon that shined outside.

His fingers had yet again turned a page, hand going to mess up his already disheveled hair, and your breathing fastened. "You alright there, love?"

You nodded almost too quickly and he raised an eyebrow in suspicion but decided to ignore whatever it was that was brewing in your mind.

You etched closer to him, wanting him to touch you, to make you feel good, you wanted him to fuck you.

Your hand traveled his, slowly trailing up to grab his bicep, to gain his attention. You quickly stood up, and then sat down back again hut this time on his lap.

You started kissing his jaw, then his neck until you were nibbling his ear and whispering in it, "I want you right here, right now"

He wasted no time in giving his girl what she needed, catching your lips in his, he slightly but down and you opened your mouth letting out a hiss sound.

He slipped his tongue inside your mouth, while his hands traveled up and down your waist and thighs, breaking off the kiss, he started kissing your neck, trailing down slowly till he reached your collarbone and began sucking.

"Such a little slut for me, aren't you?" he asked and you moaned at it, he knew you too well, knew what you needed to hear and when you needed to hear it.

He lifted you up slightly so as to make you sit ok the table, while he kneeled down, coming face to face with clothed pussy.

Taking off your pants along with your panties, he began his work, his hand slowly trailing down from your clit to your core, you let out many gasps at his cold touch.

His thumb flicked your clit, while his other fingers delved into you, plunging in and out, you moaned loudly at the sensation and he clamped your mouth his other hand.

"Quite darling, you don't want to be caught right?" He continued doing what he was doing until he knew uou wanted his mouth but he wouldn't give you it until you begged for it.

"Remus- just please" you begged and shimmied in your position, your hand delving in his hair pushing him where you wanted him.

"Please what, darling" His eyes glinted, and a slight smile was present which you had learned to adore.

"Please, eat me out" He delved in, finally after you asked him bashfully, he delved in like a starved man.

His tongue worked inside you, his nose humping your clit, your hand was in his hair while you tried to supress your moans, and still some of them slipped out.

After you had came and he had licked you clean, he had stood up and you legs hooked aprund his waist, "Do you know what those little moans of yours do to me?"

He took your hand, bringing it down so you could feel his hard-on through his pants, and he groaned at your light, feather-like touch. You made quick work of unbuckling his belt and pulling down his pants and then his boxers.

His cock sprung up, hitting his stomach, no matter how many times you see it, you won't ever get used to its size.

You took it in your hands, slowly stroking it to make him fully ready to be inside you, "Fuck me Remus, please" You looked up at him with doe eyes and he glared down at you with a slight hunger.

He made quick work of pulling you towards him, aligning his cock within your folds and going in rough and harsh thrusts.

Your body fell backwards, hitting the table but you didn't care one bit, you brought him closer with your legs and he went deeper and faster.

Your legs were now on his neck, and he held them, giving them slight kisses while still thrusting and making you feel like you're on heaven.

You came, shaking and panting and he was pulling out ready to come himself, "Wait, don't pull out, come in me Remmy" He felt like he was a man in heaven.

"Yeah, you want me to breed you, make you full of my little cubs?" He had started going even faster just on the verge of releasing.

"Yes," you gasped "Please, I want to be full of you". You felt it just a moment later, it felt hot and comforting.

He pulled out and quickly pushed his fingers in, to not let even one drop spill, while he said "We didn't get much studying done, did we?" and you laughed between trying to catch your breath.

[lazarusrisingx]

sylus x disabled reader HC

the first few dates he notices how easily exhausted they are. how by the end of the date your subtly massaging the muscle on one of your legs and it doesnt seem to want to bend fully. how you stumble a bit more walking on your left or right side.

he notices the slight look of pain when you get on your feet, its barely readable for normal people but sylus is so watchful he can see that your in some sort of pain almost instantly.

he finds it odd that you get one particular week off of work a month, and he notices a little bruise on your arm from an IV during that week. he notices how slow you reply and how you dont go anywhere that entire week.

hes definatley curious. but he doesnt want to press on something sensitive so he doesnt ask just yet.

he notices that when you get out of the car or stand up your knuckles go white on your chair or the nearest surface as if your trying to hold yourself up. he sees how you blink a little more rapidly and seem to sway a bit, but you smile and continue on as if its not clear you just got very dizzy.

Sylus notices the amount of timers on your phone, how you seem to know just seconds before they go off and excuse yourself from dinner to go to the bathroom. he can hear the faint click of pill bottles in your purse.

Sylus sees how you take gasping breaths, a hand on your chest as you casually continue to conversate as if you dont seem to be choking for air.

it concerns him. gods does it concern him. he knows something is wrong but cant tell what it is exactly. he sees you in pain and wants desperately to help. if he could breath for you he would.

you start to notice he walks slower with you. pointing out big bumps or cracks in sidewalks. how he quickly adapts to steadying you when you stand up as if its completely natural, offering you his arm when you stand up and if you refuse it, he stands closely beside you, one hand hovering beside your shoulder.

you really didnt want to tell him so early on about your medical conditions. about how numb and painful your leg gets. about how heavy it feels when you walk and thats why you stumble and begin tripping. you didnt want to explain to him why uou gasped for air or fell into fits of coughing and had to excuse yourself to expel whatever came up from your lungs.

until one night, after a few drinks, the two of your were sitting down and you took a gasping breath.

“why do you do that sweetie?” he asked quietly

his words were slightly slurred and his eyes looked down on you with nothing but delicate concern

your stomach twisted in knots as uou thought up an excuse. many times you had explained your disability to someone, and many times you were ghosted the next day.

“i…uh-“

“if your sick you dont have remain here, i can call you a cab.” he said

you let out a quiet sigh shaking your head.

he tilted his head to the side and leaned forward.

“its not… im not sick like that.”

thus began an hour long conversation of your medical problems. detailing from when they first began to now, and everything it entails.

he listens without saying a word. his expression unreadable. inside though, he feels anxious. not because he doesnt think you cant handle this. but because you feel like you need to handle it on your own. the two of you had been having little dates for a while now. if he had been more aware of these things, he wouldve planned other activities.

“so yeah… its a lot i know but you dont have to worry. i have it under control theres nothing you need to do or worry about.”

he gave a quiet chuckle.

“i may not need to do anything sweetie, i may not need to worry. but i will worry, and those appointments, transfusions are difficult to deal with on your own especially if you feel that sick after them. ill go with next month. you can stay here, get some actual rest.” He said

it was as if this was decided for you.

“its not really that serious sylus-“

“its not serious for you. it is your normal life. but that doesnt mean i dont take it very seriously… as for that doctor who isnt taking you seriously..”

a flicker of darkness crosses over his face as he smirks.

“sylus-“

“i have someone else who can help you. who will actually listen. i dont need to come to the appointment but i know that he wouldnt dismiss you like that peice of shit does.”

“my insurance only covers this doctor. i cant see anyone else its not like its primary care this is for a specialized doctor.”

“who said you would need insurance? if you go to my doctor, the visit will be free.” sylus said

you can only stare slack jawed at him for a moment.

“sylus-“

“i assure you, sweetie, you dont deserve to live without an answer for all of this. and i… plan to be around you for a long time. if youll have me that is.”

nearly tearing up, you accept his help. tentatively. and from that day on sylus is even more watchful of you.

he helps you stand up, but always backs off if you ask him to. when your leg begins hurting he finds a space for you to lay down, or he makes one. within a month youve got an inhaler, which he keeps one on his person at all times just for you. he helps organize and get your medication ready so you dont have to lug around a bag of pills. and when you go in for your infusions, instead of being pushed out in a wheelchair by a nurse to wait for a cab, Sylus carries you out himself, kissing your forehead as the meds they gave you keep you asleep, letting you lie down in the backseat, and ordering your favorite meal to be prepared when you get home.

when your pain is bad, he sits next you, rubbing your head and taking careful notes on how many times your legs spasm, calls in a doctor to visit the home to administer special medication, and stays up all night to keep you company.

when you really cant breath, he keeps you propped up and in front of a cold fan, the heat always makes it harder to breath for you. he bought a pulse ox and makes sure you never drop below 92% o2 saturation.

to think you had to do this on your own before was unfathomable for him. it was a true sign of strength that you were able to push through and care for yourself so well when writhing in pain or gasping for air for hours on end.

it was a true sign of strength. but now you didnt need to be that strong. he was there to take on those tasks, and he was happy to do so.

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this is so self indulgent because i have lung problems, massive dizzy spells, an immune defficiency that recquires monthly infusions and tons of meds, and leg pain/ mobility problems. i feel like Sylus would be the ultimate caregiver who never scolds you for missing meds or not keeping up with yourself because he can see how exhausted it makes you and how burnt out you are by all of it. and when you need to be angry and cry because you hate the way your body fails you he is right there to listen, never chiming in that it coild be worse or trying to say your not doing enough to manage your conditions. i feel like zayne would do that ngl.

i love him sm fr

[habken]

Hello Habs! I just wanted to take a minute and tell you that I thought your hospital comic was amazing and beautiful! Like, first of all, congrats on being a freaking future seer! 😂 And second of all... I just need to let you know that I cried when I first read it. It was when Izuku asked Katsuki if he thinks he could still be a hero despite not having a quirk. And to me, it was because up to that point in your comic and then after that, you had just captured the characters so well! I could see them teasing each other like that, I could see Katsuki being like, "Oi, spit it out already!" So all of it culminating to that question, it just hit me of how much Izuku cares about what Katsuki thinks of him. And then I kept on crying because you showed how much Katsuki DOES care, enough to reassure Izuku and promises he's not going anywhere. The phrase "they love each other so much" just kept repeating through my mind as I read your comic.

Aaaaaah, sorry for the long message! 🙈 The bottom line is that I just wanted to let you know that your comic truly moved me to the point of tears, and I hope you know that's something to be proud of! You are wicked talented with art AND storytelling! I sincerely hope that everything goes well for you in whatever you choose to do in your life! I can't wait to see what more you have to share to the world! Thank you for sharing your talent with us! ❤️

wahhh this is so sweet thank you :’))))) <3 you don’t know how much that means to me uou made my whole dayyy

[melissa-titanium]

the ask game stuff..001 for N nd doll (giggles

GO FUCK YOURSELF . but thank uou... anime berdly emoji . ill answer...FOR NOW

001 | send me a ship and I will tell you:

when I started shipping it if I did: VERY RECENTLY ACTUALLY id say within the last like two weeks. ive always loved doll and always loved n but then i realized like. oh huh i connect alot with n and want to make out with doll . boom. its like borderline selfship at this point its cringe as fuck but let me do whatever i want.

my thoughts: surprisingly i don't have as many thoughts on them as i did but i feel like. because of how much of a foil doll is to uzi i think thats the word it would be like. IDK i feel like for doll it'd help to understand the 'humanity' of the dds. if she witnesses a disassembly drone killing war machine trip over his own tail or bump his head into a doorframe and wince and laugh and talk and hug with gentle arms and do things that she specifically reprogrammed herself NOT to do so she'd have a better chance to kill her worst enemy and avenge her parents... she would short circuit. to actually get to the point of not killing him on sight would take a while or lots of coercing via ... lizzy? or hell maybe even uzi im not sure. unless they had an individual encounter (which, you know, could totally happen! doll out in the wastes and n is on a solo hunt, you know her ass was following them.) that lead to a stalemate, i'm not sure how they'd even meet. HM OK NOW IM THINKING ABOUT THIS. either way tho n has a habit of befriending insane drones (or like... smoochin depending on how you see enzi tho i see them as platonic) and i think he could. Not fix her but he could be there for her bless. and again i think she could help him be not a doormat 💛 also stupid hc i had aboit them i hv always thought doll to have like... a freakishly good memory. which, works perfectly paired with n because like .you know. his memory prahblems . dolls ass can remember the angle of your arm when you were like fucking sitting on a chair on the 13th of april last year or some shit like she PAYS ATTENTION even if she doesn't often share her input... which is also a good thing bcos n is super inclusive always. n voice DOLLLL LOOK WE ARE DOING A THING!!!! :D & shes just like. sighs okay (comes ova 2 him) and eventually.. i think itd get to the point where she can go do shit on her own without being explicitly invited YAY

What makes me happy about them: gotta bring up the Me & My Wife shit again bcos its borderline selfship at this point. i just think its interesting and awesome I REALLY HOPE THEY HAVE AN INTERACTION... tho i doubt it; i think they might fight or smt in ep 7 WHICH HONESTLY I WOULDNT BE SAD ABOUT my goil needs moe screenrtime

What makes me sad about them: doll probably hasnt experienced like. affection in fucking ages & frankly n really hasnt either. i think they'd hold hands and talk about their kill counts. also i just realized they both kind of went thru a period of time tht was little socialization only KILL. doll had school & lizzy, sure, but also living in an apartment with ur parents' & dozens of others' corpses its like. tht fucks w u. but the interesting thing about them is… n and doll don't experience guilt over Killing And Eating People the same way i think. like. just for example v and uzi do (atleast in my perception). like v couldnt cope with the knowledge she had so she fell extra EXTRA hard into her role (atleast using her maid self as an accurate portrayal of her old self) and uzi has never ever experiuenced anything like that before so its fucking terrifying to her. however, with doll and n… they dont percieve it the same way. we understand that both of them are capable of guilt but it takes a very strong connection for them to experience it. ep one; n feels bad for making uzi argue with khan & ruining the card game. does he say a single thing about killing and eating half a dozen workers? No! because it's natural to him. there's nothing out of the ordinary in that situation except for the fact that he was "rude" by interrupting someone & "rude" by causing an argument. yes, he's very sweet and patient and all of the above but he doesn't see killing as really a BAD THING… he sees it as a necessity; as him being useful, higher numbers means hes doing a good job. but, really, that's all he's known. he doesn't remember being a worker. after meeting uzi he's capable of realizing… oh, these are living creatures! i feel a little bad now. but the guilt doesn't come crashing down onto him and leave him utterly devastated at his kill count, it just sits there. it festers. similarly, in my opinion, to how doll reacts to guilt. we see her as this unstoppable force at every point until the end of promening. she knows her goals, she knows what she has to do to get to them, and has shaped herself into the perfect killing machine to do what she needs, removing all forms of guilt from her person to make sure it doesn't get in the way. though, again, it comes bubbling to the surface back from where she buried it so deeply under all her anger when uzi pops her emo little head in. she isnt instantly all "oh my god, what have i done?" but it eats away at her all of this fucking time, she has been killing and hurting her kind, believing she was the only one who could possibly shoulder this burden and deal justice to those who deserved it. but now that she knows she isn't alone… it festers.

things done in fanfic that annoys me: i've seen like three n/doll fics literally EVER but i'd honestly say. major mischaracterization of doll... i feel like doll gets mischaracterized more than n? n's behaviours are easy to understand and read with a surface level understanding because he has more screentime and again ON THE SURFACE looks relatively simple. i think a huge thing in some fanfics that bugs me is that. imitation of speech patterns = perfect characterization WHICH IS NOT TRUE... but also understandably makes it difficult to do with doll because she doesn't talk alot, while N talks a LOT so it leads to a heavy imbalance in mischaracterization. just because the characters would fucking say that, doesnt mean they would Fucking Do That

apparently there is a word limit on tumblr. pleasantly surprised this will be two posts instead

[babeczka415]

Best For You

A/N: this oneshot is inspired by the song "I'm Not Mad" by Hasley. Definitely a totally different view, sorry for fhe heartbreak

It was just another day for the gang at the Black lake, the sun was out and the spring temperatures were definetally showing up. We had decided to just have a fun day with all of them and I couldn’t have been happier. You see it’s been three years since this gang entered her life, a year since meeting Sam. Sam had come to visit Duskwood for one of the festivals and they had bumped into eachother at a game and instantly hit it off. He was smart, funny, and handsome with his brown hair and green eyes.  He had a good job that allowed him to work remotely so it was no surprise to anyone once they realized how serious things were getting that he moved to Duskwood.

Watching Sam with Hannah and Thomas little boy on the swing just melted my heart and I couldn’t wait to try and make a future with him, if he wanted. I’m so focused on the sight in front of me I don’t realize someone set and sat down next to me until I feel a hand on my arm.

“Hey, I want to check in with you. I heard from him,” Lilly’s voice is what makes me realize who’s she’s talking about.

“I’m not mad anymore, Lilly. He made the choice like he did with Hannah to push me away. I wish him the best, but….” I’m stopped mid sentence as I see someone walking up to Hannah and hugging her.  I instantly know who it is, by the black hair and his height. I turn my head, not wanting to face him. “I’m gonna go over to Sam and Andrew.’ i say wanting to see the little boy in the swing before I break down.

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Flashback

Standing on my balcony waiting for him I felt the world was standing still. Seconds felt like hours as I waited for the hooded figure at the bottom of the fire escape. How I managed too see him I have no idea but I did. I couldn't wait to see his face and as she climbed up my breathing hitched. 

After the mine it wasn't safe in Duskwood but he asked to track my location so he could find me. Here we are, he's only a few floors below now, as I watch him climb.

As he reaches mine he jumps over the railing and I put my hands on his face. I feel that scruff and those sharp features, unsure if I'm ready to reveal who is under this hood. Before I had a chance to think he crashed his lips into mine and I lost focus.

That night is still a blur but I remember stealing his shirt in the morning and begging him to stay. We had spent the night cuddling in my bed watching whatever we could find on the tv.

After that night he pushed me away, he told me I deserved better. I deserve to live in the sunlight. My heart was broken, I was madly in love but he didn't feel the same.

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As I’m walking toward the man that holds my heart now, I feel someone grab my arm. I try to focus on Sam so I didn’t hear anyone calling me. I stop, afraid to look at the hand on arm. 

“MC,” Jake’s voice is what brings me back.

“Hi,” i say with a small smile. As I turn to look at him, looking in his blue eyes I don’t feel the same thing I use too and I sigh as I have really moved on.

“I just wanted to say I’m sorry”, he lets go of my arm and lets out a sigh. I know thats not what he really wanted to say but he must of learned I have moved on.

“I’m not even mad anymore, Jake. Honestly I still wish uou the best.” I go to turn but he stops me by getting in front of me.

“I miss what we had,....” His looks into my hazel eyes and it doesn’t break my heart.

“ I ain't even mad anymore. I don't even want you back anymore. I don't remember what we had anymore. I hope you think about me sleeping in your t-shirt. I hope your little brother turns out to be nothing like you. I hope that you hurt more than I did and honestly I still wish you nothing but the best but I know that you're still self-obsessed. I hear the wicked get no rest but when you do I hope you'll dream of me.”

“Please let me explain,”  the pleaded in his voice and wanting to get back to what we had three years ago.

“I don't even hope you die these days, like I did when you first broke my heart. I hope you live 'til eighty-five these days regretting that you'd ever lie those days. I hope it's eating you alive these days.I hope you're in the bathroom just wishing I’m gonna change my mind and come back soon. I hope that when you're thirty-five years you wish that you tried to 'cause I know that I'd did.” I walk away from him.

I know he’s watching me but I can’t go back. Jake doesn’t hold my heart anymore and today that has been made perfectly clear. I know I want to see where things go with Sam and the past is behind me now. I definitely needed to get that off my chest with Jake but that doesn’t make it any easier.

As I walk up to Sam he instantly knows something is up and pulls me in for a hug. I hear him whisper "everything is going to be okay" into my ear and for the first time I feel that way.

I pull away and smile, "I know it will be. I have you now in my life." I still feel the desire to tell him who I was talking too and Jessy must notice as she takes over for the  little one. 

Walking towards the water along the small path, our hands are interlocked with each other. Everything with him feels right but he has the right to know I still do care about Jake.

'MC, who were you talking too before you came uo to me?" His voice laced with concerned, afraid he will lose me.

I let out a massive sigh and look into his eyes, the same green eyes I have fallen in love with slowly. "Jake, Hannah and Lilly's half brother. He's also a man I use to love." I look away at that statement.

Feeling his hand move to my chin to turn me back to him. "Do you still?" I know why he's asking, he wants to know if this is over.

"I don't love him anymore, but I do still care about him. He was a big part of me finding this gang, which also led me to finding you." I shyly smile at him.

"So he's going to be alart of our lives?" This though never crossed my mind until he asked.

Turn and looking out over the water, unsure how to answer. I hear Dan yelling for us from where everyone is. "Most likely will be," i gently say not wanting to make this weird.

He turns me around and kisses me and I smile, "he will learn I don't give up what I love." His smile is back to what I adore abd I see the glimmer of love in his green eyes. 

The smile is back on my face, " don't worry he don't stand a chance again," lacing my fingers with his as we walk back.

The rest of the day is relaxed and fun. I notice Jake watching us but smiling at how happy I am with Sam. I notice he's watching me like he does Hannah and Lilly which makes me even happier that he still cares about me. At first there was a bit of tension between him and Sam but eventually it broke somehow over something Dan said.

As I'm helping Hannah load up the car I look out and see all the guys talking and it brings a smile to my face.

"I'm glad you two still care about each other," Hannah states as she puts a gentle hand on my shoulder.

"I was worried him and Sam wouldn't get along because of the history. Those boys just seem to prove me wrong all the time." I laugh because it's the truth.

"Just know even though you and him didn't end how we all thought, your still part of the family." She pulls me into a hug and I embrace it back.

Because its the truth, this whole gang is one big family through all the craziness we have gone through.

[compassionatereminders]

hello kat! i hope you are doing really well 💗 i wanted to talk about something and i also wanted your opinion on it. i had an online friend from another country (like a neighbour country but its actuallt supposed to be our enemy. that never fazed me or him.) we became close friends over time. we first started talking on twitter in 2016 due to being in the same fandom. he was 4 years older than me. during those years, i had a crush on him and then it faded. i also learnt more aboult my sexuality and realised i would never be happy with a guy (i thought i was straight the entire time so 😭) anyways it was .. "toxic" at times in the sense that i had an unhealthy attachment + he acted oblivious regarding my feelings. fast forward to the pandemic time, we grew even closer. he started sharing things with me related to his family and life in a more casual way on his own. in late 2021, he ghosted me for a month straight. i was hurt and told him how worried i was due to covid etc but i continued to talk to him. this happened again in 2022, and i told him that if it happened for the third time, i would not be able to take it. it happened again. and i lost trust. he asked for a chance while telling me about his sick grandfather. so i gave it to him reluctantly. fast forward to december 2022, i was extremely su*cidal and had been since september 2022. i was in a really bad condition but somehow gave my finals in october. i spoke to him about it during that time and he just gave me some responses which made me feel like he didnt care or yhat he didnt understand and did not even want to. i was in a really bad place. and then he ghosted me again. i cpule not take it and ended up blocking him on whatsapp because i was trying to survive. january and february 2023 werw horruble (i am still a student and i had all these mid sems and vivas and projects that i could not bring myseld to do but i had to.) i unblockef him in march. my birthdya was on the 25th and he sent me a birthday message. i replied. and then on the 26th i told him i wanted to end our friendship. he said he had texted me while i had blocked him in january. his grandfather died in january. i told him i wouldnt have blocked him if iw ould have known about his ciecumstances. he told me he thought i had given him a chance. i told him, what else was i supppsed to do? then i accidentally told him that my college friend had blocked him and he values privaxy a lot. i .. proceeded to tell him how it went down (this was so so impulsive and i am so ashamed and guilty.) and he was like wth are you talking about. we have been friends for 6 plus yeats and you are telling me your friend blocked me? he said if uou dont trust ne there is no point in dragging this friendhsip or whatever we jave rn, and said his goodbye. i had my final exams going on (i falied in 3 of those october exams and had to give them again, so this time my ass was om the line. i need to pass in all subjects this time or else .. i will have to repeat the entire year.) so i sobbed a lot after reading his messages. tried to control. gave my exams which were egery single day somehow. they ended4 days ago. and then i decided i would text him back. on the 10th. with a cool mind. and trying not to say something wrong. also because i wanted to give him some space and figured he wpuld be amgry and woildnt want to talk to me. but he blocked me. and im not complaining, because its fair enough. its just that .. i was going to teply. maybe he thought i dont care or im not bothered but i do. and i am. i just wanted to apologuse to him and wanted him to know that i cared for him. im not sure i put it in yhe best way in this message but yeah .. i cant stop thinking about what was going on in his mind when he blocked me. i know i was wrong. but now im wuestioning my perception in general, and ami a bad person? is there something fundamnetally wrong with me? im just so .. i hate myself for this.

You're not a bad person, but it honestly sounds like it's time to let go of this "friendship". Because it doesn't sound like either of you have been happy with it for years. You obviously have different expectations and investments, and you'd be better off looking for friends who actually desire the same level of connection as you do

[sour-transvestite]

here's a recipe i made up while i was high. no measurements becauase i made it up while i was high. follow your heart but remember: you can always add more. uou cannot add less

-onions. cut them all tiny and cute and put them in a pan with oil. add salt and pepper and cumin. it's gonna smell really good. just sweat em a little until theure transparent. dont burn them. or do. you have free will and itll probably be fine

-tomato puree or tomato sauce. mine had basil in it so if yours doesnt and you want it to add that. this is gonna be the base so add as much as you'll eat. enough to cover the pan at least.

-better than boullion beef paste. or bullion beef cubes. or beef stock. i guess if youre a non meat eater you could do soy sauce or something but i havent tried that so if it's bad that's not my fault. makes it salty and savory and good

-give her some water she's thirsty

-cut up some peppers and add those if you want. add a1 sauce if you want. they are good friends with the beef flavor

-bay leaf + smoked paprika + garlic poweder + more cumin if you want + oregano

-add rice. i suggest that you dont do this in a cast iron pan or else your mom will yell at you. i use short or medium grain because i like it but you can do whatever you want. depending on how much rice you use youll probably definitely have to keep adding water until the rice is cooked. i dont know how long this will take because again it depends on how much rice you use. but if you wanted you could be smart and do it in a big ol pot instead of a pan and then just keep reheatjng it.

Do any of u have decent recipes that are like 5 ingredients (not including spices) and take 45 mins or less to prepare i gotta stop eating sandwiches for dinner

[solardashpraxus]

🎁, 💛, and 🔫 for the person ask game :D

PROXY HIIII MY BEST FRIEND PROXY THANK UOU I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHHHHHHHHH <3 <3 <3 kisses u thank you for doing this. cue “oh good i get to explain this to you. you will regret it” image :3 hold on to your hat it’s gonna be a wild ride

🔫 favorite S.E.E.S member?

oooh this one is hard! i’m not that far into persona 3 (reload) so i haven’t met them all yet but i’ve got a pretty good idea of what they’re all like.

ok i think i have to give 2 cop-out answers first: the protagonist (like yeah he’s literally there for the audience to project on but. ohohoho) and koromaru (has not actually joined the team yet but. he’s ouppy dog. the goodest of boys!)

OK now for real answer time: i’d have to say junpei? again im not super far into the game but despite his personality being… kinda annoying and sexist, he’s also just such a cheery and fun guy that i can’t help but be endeared to him! and i hear he goes through some big character growth later on. apparently he’s kinda like sokka? a big part of it is his voice actor too, zeno robinson did fucking amazing. also i haven’t gotten that far yet but i think im gonna really like ken when he shows up 👍

🎁 favorite character?

GRRRRRGH ok so. i could go on another huge spiel about which characters could claim this spot and why but. man there’s no contest. TATSUYA SUOU LETS GOOOOO YEAHHH TATSUYA FUCK YEAH TATSUYAAAAA!!!!!! WIN FOR MOTORCYCLE BISEXUALS VROOM VROOOOOOOM!!!!! (and also the suffering ^_^)

💛 favorite dynamic(s)?

hhhhhrhgk asking some hard questions here. this will be very long you have been warned. okkkk. ok so. starting off simple with joker and ryuji they’re just. so silly man. they’re just buds having a good time! and they’re just goofing off and hanging out but they care so much about each other and it just creates this sense of. light and warmth and joy and respite from the world around them. i think that “you make me feel free” goes both ways. and that’s not even talking about what happens with them in canon!!! god i love ryuji so much.

anyway for the next one we have to take a trip into my beautiful mind (aka I Am Just Making Shit Up)… ok imagine with me: joker is aromantic asexual but doesn’t know there’s terms/community for it yet. also he’s probably not cis but he doesn’t have time to think about that right now there’s ruin coming or whatever. and ann is a recently realized lesbian who’s coming to terms with how her experiences with sexual harassment + objectification affects her sexuality (and she’s in love with shiho!!!) and they’re each others first person to come out to and they bond so hard over being queer in ways that especially defy japanese social and gender norms (being a lesbian in a society where young women are sexualized + objectified while also placing huge importance on traditional values, marriage by a certain age, having children + starting a family 🤝 being aroace in a society where men are expected to sexualize women, be dominant + increasingly to gain a sense of power/masculinity in their sexual prowess [Belarmino, Melanie and Roberts, Melinda R. (2019). Japanese Gender Role Expectations and Attitudes: A Qualitative Analysis of Gender Inequality. Journal of International Women' s Studies, 20(7), 272-288.] sorry bout the citation i wanted to get my facts right) (also like, atlus come on. queer issues perfectly fit into the themes of persona 5 you’re just a fucking coward + homophobe) sorry abt the tangent ANYWAY they get just so much closer after that, as well as a lot more comfortable with casual platonic intimacy + physical affection cause they both know they can be safe + not have their actions misconstrued by the other. tbh i could see them being in a qpr? there like. gay best friends in a way that doesn’t put emphasis on stereotypes cause they just hang out and genuinely have so much fun eating crepes and trying on outfits and talking shit abt ann’s coworkers lol. they would have the best sleepovers.

ohhohoh and im not even done! ok so i haven’t gotten that far into persona 2 innocent sin cause i got softlocked 13 hours in somehow + now i have to restart BUT i know things, and hooooo boy tatsuya and jun lemme tell you. shuake fans eat your heart out cause tatsujun was doing it better back in 1999. like i haven’t read a lot of in depth analyses cause im trying not to get even more spoiled than i already have been but. the entire basis of innocent sin’s story starts with their relationship… and thinking about everything jun goes through and then what happened in eternal punishment… GOD they’ve got me so fucked up. head in hands. everyone play persona 2 please.

[toast-on-dandelioms]

For those who cannot see part 2, here is the repost of it!

Years passed and you were now 16, almost mute but with a few friends from school, the only place where no one knew you were a Wayne since you refused to take his surname.

You wanted your mother's surname, you refused to let go of that small part that you still had of her. You refused to let go of that and be replaced by a surname from a person that hated you.

You still had some dignity.

You were happy, you finally had your small place where no one could ruin it and you didn't even care that your supposed family didn't even know who you were.

But everything changed when you went to that damn interview to a scientist lab in a big corporation, you needed money for yourself and knowledge to better your inventions and the corporation you went to was better than any Wayne industry.

You were accepted obviously and after a few months you were on a good position as a part timer and helped with experiments with rats and spiders.

What those experiments were? You didn't know and honestly from what you saw when you were allowed to spectate an experiment in process, the animals almost never died and if they did then they would be honored with a small photo on a wall, to thank them for their help.

You were taking a few subjects to their enclosures and while letting a spider inside its little cage, the little legs of it running down your hand and making you shiver a bit but you did a mistake that all your superiors told uou to never make.

You accidentally moved while trying not to drop another animal that was on the table since it kept moving closer to the edge, scaring the spider and making you get bit by it in the process, the sting of the bite making you almost fall down but not before putting the spider in its cage and closing it.

Then you allowed yourself to fall down and hold the injured hand on the chest as you held back the tears by biting your lips and repeating a mantra you had so that you wouldn't seem weak.

You stayed on the ground for a few minutes, waiting for the sting on your hand to stop hurting so much.

You did notice the spider was a venomous one but that only paralyzed the prey making you scared, not wanting to be found paralyzed and get fired after making a stupid mistake.

You kept on reading the file and thanked whatever god was out there that the venom wasn't strong enough to paralyze a human but just making them a bit dizzy, explaining why you felt so dizzy like you drank five bottles of beer.

You finally got up after the bite stopped stinging and pulsing, making you wobble a bit and check the reports about the spider but it didn't said anything about any experiments made on the animal but you were a bit suspicious about it.

You went to the small lab you shared with a few other interns, starting a few tests on yourself to make sure you wouldn't die or have something horrible happen to your body because of some weird mutation.

You checked every test you ran on yourself, making sure to not have missed anything but it didn't showed any changes so you decided to wait until the new day to see if it was a delayed response from the bite.

You decided to go back to the Manor since it's been days and you couldn't sleep at another friend house again, not wanting to bother them with your 'family' problems.

You managed to get there safely enough by taking the bus, entering silently by the front door and just passing by the kitchen while ignoring the loud noises from the dining hall, knowing that they're probably celebrating something and didn't even try to invite you.

You finally arrive to your room, smiling softly at the plate on your desk filled with food and silently thanking Alfred in your mind since you just realised you didn't eat much that day.

You quickly sit down and eat everything with a big smile, making sure to clean the plate and leaving it on a table next to your door outside of your room to thank Alfred, not wanting to do the trip to the kitchen and risk being seen and seeing all of them look at you with confusion as to why you were there.

Like they didn't even remember that you lived there and were surprised that you were there. You hated whenever they looked at you like that.

You finally plop down in bed, face first and fall asleep in a few seconds, not even bothering to change or take a shower since you were exhausted.

You woke up the next day and as you got up you noticed that something changed in your body.

Not something noticeable like a new set of eyes or a new pair of arms like Stitch from Lilo and Stitch, but you felt more flexible.

Like, you were already pretty good at moving your body thanks to the dance lessons you used to take but now you could move your body in positions you never thought were possible.

Your eyesight was also incredibly better and more enhanced, like you could see from pretty far away without having to squint to see it.

You immediately thought of the spider and its bite so you checked the wound but there was nothing, just two small moles (the small black spots) where the bite was supposed to be.

You quickly went to school, deciding to do a few more tests when you would get to the lab to make sure you didn't have anything dangerous in your body.

The day seemed more slow than usual, making you skip school just after an hour in there and quickly go to the corporation you worked at, using the excuse that school was closed because of a sudden villain attack.

No one even questioned it, they just let you in and went on with their day, not even bothering to check since you were in Gotham so that was normal.

You quickly walked to your lab, immediately starting a few more tests on yourself and sighing in defeat when all the results were the same.

Your blood was mixed with the spider on and you were now half spider. You sighed and worked before clocking in early, slowly going to an abandoned park to check what you now had to just learn to live with it.

You ran a few tests on the field, wanting to see what you now had with the DNA of the spider in your body.

You already checked the sight and flexible factor in a small notebook, adding super strenght, weirdly precise reflexes that also helped you when you were in danger.

You just now needed to see if you could walk on walls like spiders, really hoping you could since you wanted to see how that felt like.

You walked up to a deserted building and took off your shoes and socks before setting one foot on the wall, noticing that you couldn't really take it off.

You tried with the other foot and now you were standing sideways on the wall, making you laugh in glee since it was so freaking cool.

You quickly ran around the building walls before getting to the roof and sitting down on the edge since you were tired.

You thought to yourself to just live with these newfound powers, if you can call them that but then noticed many people walking around and being scared.

You noticed how, even though Batman and everyone else kept the streets clean from super villains, small time thieves and other bad people still ran around even after being caught and brought to jail.

You knew you weren't strong enough before but you now had a small advantage over them and decided to help people, make the streets a bit cleaner.

You would never go and fight big villains but small ones were easy so you quickly went to the manor to start your training, wanting to help others.

You first started by creating the costume, making sure to hide your face pretty well since you refused to let anyone know who you were, even though you were a nobody that not even the media knew about.

You then started to create your own vigilante, giving yourself the name of 'Spider', like the hero Spider-Man from the comics you used to read.

Hey, you got bit by a spider and decided to follow that theme, no judgement on that.

You created the web fuel and used a grappling hook that was lying around to create a web shooter, making sure to make it hidden on your wrists.

Then you started to train in the abandoned park that no one ever walked by, using the trees around it and the buildings as a way to learn how to swing around.

You also learned how to fight by spying your "family", recording how they fought and their weak and strong points to also learn from it.

In 2 months you officially became 'Spider', the new spider vigilante that helped the people from small thieves so no one had to be scared to walk on the streets.

You also used a taser if you couldn't fight against someone stronger and you didn't want to kill them with your super strenght, and the taser was the best move.

You didn't even notice but you started to become famous amongst the city, especially after helping a bus from falling off a brige and stopping a well known rapist after the police did nothing.

You just kept going, happy to help and thinking no one even noticed, not noticing that your "family" also started to notice the new vigilante and was starting to ask questions about who it was behind the mask.

But their curiosity may never be satisfied.

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[azlovesem]

Look at this cutsey lil shop i drank my smoothie in front of. I was thinking this areas great. Tyen i sneak inyo shitztown snd wreak havoc. On the way home i finished my smoothie, mmmm smothies i l0ve eating, slurpiing sucking whatever you do to them. Pounding. Anyway i didnt want to carry the karge cup to the garbage can ehich was about yhirty feet ahead of me so i yelled to some lil kid in the school yard, “hey kid take care of thos for me and threw it over the fence. He went grabbed in a shotb and ran over to the garbage can in hos school yard. All the teachers looking on aghast. I had the heavy metal up loud. I just yelled. Kids are great sint they. They do snything ya twll them if uou ask nicely snd properly. Ill bet i could get kne of em to clap that look iff ypur faces, then i laughed and continued on.

Emma Watson arrives at the 2011 MTV Movie Awards at Universal Studios' Gibson Amphitheatre on June 5, 2011 in Universal City, California.

[gccdstories]

Dagdan tuned his soldiers out, frowning at the letter that had been left in his office. It looked urgent, Morrigan never sent him letters back so quickly.

He knew she was alive but he couldn't tell anymore than that. He cut the letter, skimming it. His jaw clenched and he turned from his soldiers.

He found Branna sitting in the courtyard watching the other generals train.

"Are they showing off for you?"

Branna leaned back to look up at him.

"Does it bother you if they are?"

Her smile slipped and she stood in one fluid motion. Dagdan resister the urge to roll his eyes at his fellow generals.

Assholes.

"Dag? What's wrong? Is she -"

"Oh she's fine, probably - just read it."

Branna snatched the letter, her lip curling in disgust.

"All this over some peice of trash?"

"I'm going to go to her. Clearly Keir needs to see reason. You good here?"

Branna rose an eyebrow at him, handing the letter back to him.

"You actually think any of them are going to be a threat to me?"

He waited, and she finally gave a nod. He kissed her cheek, winnowing to the sky tower. He called his wings and took flight.

------

Yvette stepped back, trying not to cry. She turned to Cassian.

"What the fuck did you -"

"Morrigan."

Dagdan strode toward them, his arm slipping around her to squeeze her hip before he let her go. They could talk in private. He slid his eyes to Yvette.

"Couldn't you have simply agreed instead of cause all this fuss?"

Yvette flinched backward.

"You - you were always so nice. I never understood how -"

"I wouldn't finish that sentence Yvette. I was nice becuase it's called being polite. Clearly you didn't warrant the effort if uou couldn't play your fucking part. You turned down a prince for a glorified -"

Dagdan flicked his eyes to Cassian, his lip curling.

"What exactly are you? Glorified muscle? An attack dog -"

Dagdan hissed, stumbling backward. He touched the cut at his stomach. Yvette's hand curled tighter on Cassian's arm right over a siphon.

Did she realize what she was doing? Her head narrowed, and Dagdan gritted his teeth against the knife hot pain. He would not break, he wouldn't go to his knees because of a minor flesh -

Still his body wasn't listening. Whatever she was doing. His body was going from hot to freezing. He felt like something was crawling up his arms and borrowing into his bones.

Yvette pulled her lips back, her teeth flashing to points. Her magic finally spiraling free. Not that she noticed or cared.

"You say whatever you want about me. But leave my mate alone. Cassian is ten times the soldier you'll ever be Dagdan -"

//haha enjoy!!!//

Morrigan was pissed, and that was putting it lightly, and a vast understatement to the current of rage that slid under her skin. She had been mere moments away from ripping Yvette apart, piece by torturous piece, before she'd been talked down.

Just enough to pour her words into a quick letter to Dagdan. Her parents wouldn't listen to her; maybe they'd pay attention to him--

Perhaps a part of her hadn't expected him to show up as quickly, but she felt a breath of fresh air when Dagdan arrived at her side, her name on his lips. Angry eyes turned towards him, Morrigan's fingers clenched into fists at her side, and they only softened enough to make it clear it wasn't Dagdan she was contemplating obliterating.

That was, until Dagdan stumbled, his words cut off. Morrigan's own teeth bared, her magic flaring under her skin. It wanted an outlet, it wanted to lash this world to pieces--

❝ And yet you're the piece of filth fighting his battles for him? ❞ Morrigan scoffed, her own darkness bubbling, rising as her eyes blazed. ❝ Not a very skilled soldier if he can't face his own fight-- ❞

She sneered at Cassian. Oh he'd been a decent lay before, a few years ago, but she had no problem now tearing every bit of him and that bitch down.

❝ You want to settle this? Between us? Let the males fight it out and you can face me, if you're not too pitiful to do that-- ❞

@siderealxmelody

[alottamoney]

https://www.tumblr.com/alottamoney/721118698782523392/trying-to-understand-tks-behavior-and-in-which?source=share

This is going to be a long one ao brace yourselves. Going through your blog, i legit almost got a headache. It is amazing to see how pple interpret things very differently. I get that all shippers have a reason why they believe in their ships but there is something you pple are not taking into consideration.

Now, y’all are sitting from your home or whatever you are, watching BTS and Taekook. You get to see a good amount of their daily lives on screen everyday in some form of content and naturally, you start analyzing every little thing! Every little eye contact, facial expressions, words, actions etc. Everything is analyzed to the bone. So what do you expect? I am happy for you because at some point you saw that there was nothing in Taekook’s relationship more than a friendship! There has never been more. You only saw more because there were so many things you didn’t take into consideration.

Jk loves Tae very much and vice versa. They love hanging around each other even if they aren’t really doing anything. Tae has always been the one hyung Jk always felt was closest to a friend. He has a completely different dynamic with all his hyungs but with Tae, even though Tae was older, that is who he always saw or considered a friend. With Jimin, Jk kinda had an interesting dynamic. Kinda complicated depending on how you looked at things and they were always very close but it wasn’t always very obvious. Tae to him was more or less like his play buddy. They did the fun thing together and loved goofing around, playing games and getting in trouble together. While Jimin has always been the one he had the deepest emotional connection with. Let me explain. Years ago, around 2014 i think, Jk was asked who he would like to share a room with and he said V. When he was asked why, he said because they could play games all night. Whenever it came to choosing who to do “fun” things with, he always chose V. Infact it looked like he almost hated it when he was in Jimin’s team when they had to play games…….but, what was very interesting is that, everytime Jk has been asked deeper questions like who is the hyung who gives uou the best comfort, he chose Jimin. When he was asked which hyung was easiest to talk to, he chose Jimin, when he was asked who knows him best, he chose Jimin, when he was asked who his heart is most connected to he chose Jimin. In 2014 Festa, he described Tae as his “pabo” friend or dumb friend (jokingly) while he described Jimin as his all nighter friend. He said on most night it was just him and Jimin together just doing whatever. Even recently, when Jk was speaking abt the members and what he learned from them, he spoke about RM’s intelligence, Suga’s deep thoughts, Jin’s persistence , Jimin’s actions, Hobi’s thoughtfulness….and Tae’s unique style. We have heard Jk describe Jimin as kind, caring, selfless, cute,charming, hardworking and dedicated! We have heard him say he wants to follow in Jimin’s footsteps but with Tae do you know what Jk always said abt Tae? He is handsome. He is handsome, he is handsome. And one time, he said Tae was kinda a genius. Now what is my point? I’m sure from reading the above, you can see that Jk’s bond with Tae seems to have mostly been external and rarely deep. It seemed like they had little to no emotional connection with each other and that is probably one of the reasons why as the years went by and Tae matured, they grew distant. The glue of their friendship was always usually the fun things they did together and not really any thing deeper. When that element of fun was taken out, there was almost nothing left. What would they do when they hang out? You don’t believe me? Look for videos with Jk sitting or standing close to Jimin and compare to videos of Taekook sitting or standing together. Most times, taekook were just standing or sitting there doing nothing. But when Jk was with Jimin, they were almost always lost in their little bubble. They always had something to talk about or play or do. You don’t have to tk my word for it, just find a few videos and try to compare. A good example is the Carnation VLive Taekook did in 2020. Compare that Vlive to Jikook’s 2020 Kimbab Vlive and see the clear difference! Now b4 some of u come and say they were being monitored, Jikook too were being monitored but they still had better chemistry and no awkwardness. I know that many if you think the ITS talk was scripted, but when u consider everything, u realize that it wasn’t. Taekook never said he had a fight or had a disagreement! No! They naturally drifted apart probably because they couldn’t relate to each other anymore. That doesn’t mean they stopped loving each other. They would still engage in skinship, play with each other, comfort each other but that was abt it. They never had deeper talks or probably didn’t even spend time with each other outside of work. Jk said he invited Tae for a drink but he said no! So their bond was struggling.

The reason why i am explaining all of these is because i have seen TK videos, edits with weird eye contact moments, avoidance etc. Those were not lovers quarrels. Those were friends being awkward with each other at certain times. I don’t know how much some of y’all can try to use your personal experiences. It’s a lil harder cuz u probably can’t always see your facial expression and body language etc so it’s harder to judge but i can assure u, it’s most like the same.

Now, there are so many pple who believe in TK because of the skinship. Now you have to realize that while certain things abt relationships could be universal, there are bound to be nuances, cultural differences and context, environment, upbringing, mentality and pple around you that will make a huge difference. In the west, it is not very normal to see two platonic friends taping each others butts, but it is extremely normal in Korea. Y’all went feral when Jk sat on Tae’s lap in PTD vegas, while u were thinking “ohh that is sexual” Jk was probably thinking “ V hyung’s lap looks comfy, let me snuggle in” while V stroking Jk’s hair looks sexy to you, V is doing it with adoration for the magnae. When Jk sitting inbetween Taes legs on ITS was blantanty sexual to, Taekook didn’t give it that much thought. It probably just felt comfortable. Besides, why would u think Jk sitting inbetween Tae’s legs means more, but Jin having his hands up Taes balls doesn’t? Why would Taekook giving each other a kiss on the cheek mean more, but Tae kissing jin on the cheek or Jk kissing RM on the forehead isn’t? The only reason why u saw it as more was because of you “Tunnel” vision. Since you already saw them as more, your brain registered every normal thing they did as more. There has never been any exclusivity with Taekook. Meaning there has never been anything Taekook did for or to each other that they hadn’t done with another member at some point. Friendships don’t always have exclusivity but romantic relationships ALWAYS do. The fact that TK had none as far as we knew should hv already been your sign.

Also, Jk is too “comfortable” with Tae to be dating him. What do i mean by this? Considering the fact that they are not in normal dating or relationships circumstances at all, like being world class famous idols, who happen to both be males in the same band, living in a homophobic country and have alot to lose if they are outted? They were too comfortable in their skinship. Also considering Jk’s personality, that just wasn’t possible. Your skinship was always so casual and never really thought abt no matter what they were doing. Tae would flat out use Jk as a pillow and he wouldn’t flinch. Jk could sit comfortably inbetween tae’s legs for more than 30 minutes without hyperventilating. They could stare each other down at their “fanservice” moments on stage without tension, just pure friendship and giggly vibes. Do you really think all these would have been possible if they were really dating under this circumstances? With JkMs personality (painfully shy introvert) absolutely NOT! You rejoiced because of how natural their touches felt or looked but that was because those touches were just that! Touches. Nothing more to it. A clear conscience fears no accusations. When u are not guilty of something, you are the most comfortable, most at ease and most relaxed. You don’t overthing the simplest actions cuz u know they do not mean more. Jk could ask Tea to lean into him at an ward show cuz there was nothing more to it. They could be clingy at harry styles concert in 2021, dancing and holding hands cuz there was nothing more to it. Even with thousands of pple watching them, they didn’t panic cuz they knew they weren’t doing anything suspicious.

You seem to think that by Jk mentioning Tae or JM he is feeding his shippers. No. I don’t think Jk is interested in that. He mentions Tae when he feels like. Not because he is trynna feed shippers. He called Tae the most handsome man he had ever seen not cuz he was attracted to him. That is just a friend appreciation his friend and the fact that shippers didn’t understand that was crazy. Everytime you call your friend beautiful or sexy or handsome, is it cuz u want to jump their bones? So why do u think that is why Jk did it? Alot of you failed to compare Taekook dynamic and the dynamic of Taekook with other members. If you did, you would have realized there is absolutely nothing exclusive with Taekook. Also, it was honestly weird to think Tk were dating after all the thing Jk had done for and to Jimin alone lol. I’m not only talking abt the ear sucking moment or hickey gate.

Y’all have always read too much into TK word and actions pls the ridiculous conspiracy theories flying around lol. No wonder this fandom is plagued with a whole lot of tkkrs lol. Tae and Jk have always been friends and that’s all unless you imagine they must have been in this extremely toxic relationship where Jk would choose to spend most of his nights with Jimin instead of his “boyfriend” Tae. If they were usually working all day, then when was Jk spending cuddle time with Tae if he was mostly with Jimin at nights?

And one more thing, stop with the whole Hybe favorite ship nonsense. From a business pov how the hell does Jikook as a ship serve them? How many Jikookers are there compared to taekookers? Look at what happened with the book. Because there were no Tk moments, didn’t a majority of tkkrs and Tae solos refuse to buy the book? How does Jikook benefit the company when everytime Jikook breath around each other, more than half of the fandom gets angry and starts sending emails to BH? How is Jikook the company’s best ship when the whole of last year they were barely paired together for any damn thing? How? It makes no freaking sense. Jimin didn’t go to NYC for fanservice. He went to support Jk and probably do some work with him. Jk doesn’t mention Vmin to fuel shippers, he mentions them cuz he wants to. Let go of all these ridiculous theories and see thing for what they really are. You must hv a very ugly perception of these boys if you think they live all their lives doing FS. That is sad as hell. I know the kpop industry isn’t clean and it know stuff like this isn’t impossible but it isn’t the case with Vminkook.

They love cherish and respect each other. I am still on the fence abt Jikook’s relationships but Taekook have definitely NEVER been an item.

You had a headache but you managed to write this novel? I didn't metaphorically bury Taekook for this. I ain't reading all that, but I'll post it for your peace of mind since you're clearly going through something.

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wataru hibiki my precious lil birdie aaaawwwwwww 

anyway i wish i had the energy to think deep thoujghts about her . deep thoughts thatd make me feel like a real #1 wataruknower . i wish i had the will to get my ass over to some enstars stories featuring wataru and read them but i dont hav anyfucking will for anything but mindless scrolling and being pessimistic i was doing #stuff today and then i had a therapy appointment and bam rest of day wasted............................................................................................... besides when i painted for a while lol i got watercolor set for xmas and its quite fun 

wataru is MINE!!!!!!!!!!! MY CHARACTER!!!!!!!!!!!! MY GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE LEAVESME AWESTRUCK I CANT EVEN THINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! unless youre one of my three friends from twitter (hi) you have NO IDEA of the extent. of how i so adore and love wataru. and even than thats not all of my love for her. 

one thing tho i love when people draw her face very expressive. i wish i could do that in my own art of her........ im better than ai but worse than most actual artists :( i want to die because im not able to capture her accurately in artistic mediums but other people can? so MAD!!! KILL KILL DIE DIE DIE (to myself not to the wonderful talented artists who i admire very much) 

idk i just feelt like shit lately. its because i havent gotten enough wataru. the enstar doctor perscribd me 10 hours of wataru hibiki a day and lately ive been getting like 2 a day when i NEED more than that i need. like 10! i need my mind to reboot my brain and maybe put a fucking timer on youtube because i keep looking at shitty uoiutube shorts WASTING MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE AWAY AND MAKING ME DEPRESSED AND DOOMFUL AND AAAARGHH 

how many of you even know my name? i know 3 of you do (hi again) 

tumblr isd better for making long incoherent posts huuuuu 

need one of those send a number and ill give a ___ headcannon things ummmmmmmmmmmm idk i feel like all my awnsers to thosewould be dissapointingly bland and im scared that there will be something in cannon thatd contradict my hc (NOT LIKE A LESBIAN HC BUT LIKE A LIKE/DISLIKE THING) wataru is lesbian by the way and i think, as an autisticl esbian mysjmlf and YOUR wataru expert Wataru feels the isolations. the lesbian isolations. the autism isolations. maybe its weird and unrelated to what im saying here and it might sound even crude but whenever someone who previously idenntif as lesbian comes out as Not lesbian i feel a profound emptiness within me . and i know i should probably tell that to a therapist and not post it on tumblr for anyone whos former ident lesbian to see this and feel guilty or mad at me but i JUST had a therapy appointment today and need to get it out. its been in my brain for a long time. and ive of course ive come to recognize and get used to people changing, ive never thought or said to anyone “nooo you cant be _____ youre supposed to be my fellow lesbian :(” but i never see anyone ever talking about feeling sad when a lesbian they know turns out to Not be a lesbian except in the context of transphobia or homophobia. like im NOT one of those asses saying “a trans man? we lost a lesbian im so sad” “noo lesbi ann is dating a man and changing her name to bai sexxx this is so not her! come back lesbi ann!” im just saying i feel  like when someone who previously idenntif as lesbian comes out as Not lesbian i feel a profound emptiness within me. and im NOT trying to guilt trip! and PLEASE dont be mad at me!  and i get USED to people not being lesbian! the emptiness goes away after several months! but yea whatever 

i want someone out there to make more art of eichi lovingly brushing and braiding watarus beautiful long hair. fic or art. or cannon for the love of god... theyd BOTH enjoy it the same amount im telling uou. even when they grow old together watarus hair is still long and still so nice and soft tbh like she got upset that it all turned white and talked about possibly dying it a lot but eichi is like My Wife Of Many Years You Are So Beautiful With White Hair You Are A Goddess. I Love It Just As Much As When It Was Blue.      but in present time as 19 year old young lesbian lovers i just know wataru has falllen asleep while eichi runs his fingers through watarus wonderful amazing shiny superlong hair. i know wataru doesnt wanna like be asleep in front of people but as part of showing her human side more, i see her doing it tbh, eichi loves seeing his girlfriend asleep and is always like Awwww :3 wataru doing normal human things with eichi is actually cannon btw and im smiling thinking aboutt that 

i want to write a magnus archives statement about watarus expieriences with a fountain (the stranger) she makes a foolish wish on that has her live a year where evgery day she wakes up in a different persons life and body and its totally torturous. after 365 days of that shes finally in the life and body of wataru hibiki again but she is incredibly traumatized . happier ending than most magnus archives statements because she is ALIVE with no physical injury and doesnt end up dying or anything. the stranger. i remember when i was really lttle i came across a ton of amazon reviews for a book that had a premise basically similar to this except itwas a creature who lived like this and it was a love story or something LET ME FIND IT HOLD ON 

its called “Every Day” i found it lol 

i never read it but i reacd the reviews 8 years ago so i feel like i know it well enough. it was easy to find by one single google search  ahaha 

i hsould be going to bed now thanks for listening tubmlmr