#YES THANK YOU MARIE
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Today at work I tried to talk about how the value of art is not in the product but in the sum of the work that went into it (and therefore AI can't replicate it sufficiently just by answering a prompt and generating i.e. a movie in a not so distant future) and my colleague, who I like very much, almost looked at me with pity in her eyes, because apparently the concept was very avantgarde to her
#for context it's an office job but the firm is about education. what we do helps schools; kindergardens; refugee homes etc.#so my colleagues are mainly white liberal leftist women with equally little understanding of technical stuff and art#and i'm over here with my fixing-your-excel-and-helping-you-work-better image like 'guys i studied philosophy actually😔'#thankfully i have one (1) colleague i went to uni with who knows very little about AI but her first instinct was disgust and irritation#YES THANK YOU MARIE#turns out she's proud of her email writing skills and doesn't want to be devalued by AI#very valid#i'm taking AI to the ethics committee now that i'm luckily part of
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whoever needs to hear this: if you got a disability, if you don’t know if you have something, if you ever think “it’s not that bad” if you have a thing about guilt, if you’re ill, Anything: listen. it is okay to throw things away.
you can throw it away. if it sucks and it stresses you the fuck out, if you just “need the right time to fix it” for the past 3 months. or years. if you loved it once upon a time but it makes you feel kinda weird and guilty now. if it’s a jacket youve reaaaally been meaning to mend and then donate. a jar of sauce that “all you have to do” is clean out to recycle but it’s been a week and now there’s a small colony growing in it. slowly shredding to bits fabric scraps you plan to use to fix something. busted picture frame. cracked mug. old shoes. extra box. an entire pack of granola bars that you hate so much but don’t want to waste.
life is already so goddamn difficult for us. i know you still care about recycling and the environment and sustainability. but it’s okay, i promise. sometimes you have to take care of your space. sometimes you have to cut your losses so you can actually have energy to recycle the next thing. get rid of the old shirt before it turns into a tornado pile of guilt under the bed. you’re not a bad person. you can throw this one away.
#idk if marie kondo talked about trash in this way but i do remember something about her philosophy helping me with the guilt aspect of this#like the ability to thank something for the service it provided you but recognize that you’ve grown beyond it. yes even for dumb tshirts#feeling very chatty today lol.#text#disability#uhhh idk what else to tag#cleaning#environmentalism is one of my great passions#but everyone has to recognize they cannot be activists 100% of the time and do the right thing 100% of the time#using my iphone to post this is one of those things. buying something from amazon bc i can’t make myself go to the store is one.#sometimes one must preserve themself simply in the name of preservation. take care of your space bc that’s where you do You.#and sometimes objects accumulate in said space and just get this awful sickly aura. metaphorically#where you can’t deal with it so you shove it somewhere else. but it’s okay to get rid of shit that sucks
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same software, different case
klance from voltron: legendary defender // zukka from avatar: the last airbender // valdangelo from the heroes of olympus (art by viria)
#memento mari#they are the same bitches in different universes#im not a vld fan but yeag#i get it yk#heroes of olympus#avatar the last airbender#atla#hoo#riordanverse#nico di angelo#lance mcclain#keith kogane#leo valdez#atla sokka#atla zuko#sokka/zuko#valdangelo#klance#zukka#voltron legendary defender#yes i picked the worst possible pictures of them thank you for asking
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I was tame, I was gentle 'til the circus life made me mean.
#mary and george#maryandgeorgeedit#mary & george#perioddramaedit#george villiers#nicholas galitzine#mary villiers#userninz#chrissiewatts#usergayppl#userlang#usersteen#usergif#mine*#just a lil george edit ofc#i am what i am because you trained me.........................okay#if that isn't him and mary then idk what is omggg#mary really had to audacity to question and dispute the person george was by the end#like. yes. power did go to his head and he paid the price but she literally pushed him there#their dynamic is crazy#anyway thank u m&g its been a ride. what a show 💗
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As a major fan of historical fashion with a current fixation on 18th century Versailles fashion, I desperately need to see Laura in 18th century Versailles fashion, pretty please? 🥺
(Also, did Laura take advantage of the Reign of Terror period of the French Revolution and basically saw and made it an all you can eat buffet? Taking the ‘eat the rich’ literal? Also Laura singing ‘Cą Ira’ would give me life lol)
Here's your Versailles Laura anon ✨ (she's not a fan sadly)
Also, Laura during La Terreur is a well-fed Laura.
She didn't ideologically participate in the Revolution, but she loved the chaos and violence because it gave her a lot of place to hide. Any sightings of her were dismissed and corpses littered the streets. She ate a lot in that period (which helped her recover from her wound) by eating the decapitated/hanged bodies all around and snatching the leftovers. She still knows the original revolutionary songs by heart in 1999.
#taking a break drawing 31 drawings for kinktober to answer this ask#it inspired me#ask response#laura chastel#hellsing oc#my art#my oc#cw blood#cw nudity#cw gore#cw decapitation#Ik she would've worn a wig and a powdered face but it wouldn't look like her then 😔#the dress is basically the same as a gravure of Marie Antoinette#please forgive the sloppy drawings#yes she gained weight in the second drawing#might've been the moment where she was the healthiest as a werewolf thanks to all the meat#if you don't count the still healing gaping hole in her chest
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THIS IS SPECIFICALLY FOR A GIANT SIZED XMEN AU me and oomf brainstormed (stupidly) where Akihiro replaces Logan in the lineup
All of the consequential conversation turned into us mashing him and aurora like Barbie's I'm different situations where they met earlier
Training! Auraki Vs baseball! Auraki which consists of of normal X men horniness but auraki. Enough said
Also mostly unfinished but aki stealing warrens money to buy rora all the outfits she wants. As is right
#fanart#jeanne marie beaubier#my art#marvel#aurora#daken akihiro#fang#xfactor#marauders#alpha flight#xmen#x men#giant sized x men#au#aurorasystem#lightclaw#auraki#baseball au#dangerroom#danger room#all me and oomf do is brainstorm how to have them in situations. and be normal#we are the normal ones btw#also laura is in this au as a nm#idk! its funny!#kurt aki walter rivalry so real#wakter dies#bc we dont like him#anyway#also yes akis ourfit is based off that one lucas werneck logan baseball pic thank you for asking
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twdg s4 really gave us an adorable wlw romance for the main character about building a home and a family where the two antagonists are an evil woman who she was partially cared for by as a child and her girlfriends fucked up not-exactly-ex girlfriend who wants her dead (who has been manipulated by Evil Woman and they are character foils) AND its written by a gay woman and its fucking CRICKETS!!!!! i dont understand !!!!!!!
#this time im really gonna do it (post more clemviminnie shit even if people are weird about it)#yes i know twdg ended years ago I DONT CARE its no excuse#theyve always been ignored and i dont fucking GET IT!!!!!#yes i know theyre also buried 4 seasons deep I STILL DONT CARE. THEYRE WORTH IT. CLEM IS WORTH ALL OF IT ANYWAY#take me back to when S4 was releasing i miss when they had attention 😭😭😭#clemvi literally has EVERYTHING im not even exaggerating 😭😭 no ship has come close since them ive been spoiled#its just me and the surprising amount of people still writing clemvi fics on ao3. i love you#i saw that “top f/f pairings on ao3” post the other day and i was just like........... clemvi deserves to be here HDJKSHDSJK#im doing my part (writing another clemvi fic)#theres an easter egg where if you dont know who randy tudor is it just looks like god is winking down at these two girls about to confess#and like... thats just awesome :)#twdg s4 was written by the girls and the gays FOR the girls and the gays. thank you mary kenney for my life#twdg#it speaks#violentine
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I know the ask is about ships but could you make a non ship one with Dean and Carlos from the Winchesters? I can't think of an exact thing for Dean to say, but the first sentence can be what Dean would say for their first meeting. Thank you if you can (*^‿^*)
"I like your hair," Dean says, staring up from where he's clinging to the bottom of Mary's winter coat, and Carlos grins wide when he adds, with all the breathless gravity of a four year old eager to impress their opinions upon a new friend; "It's swooshy and it's pretty like Mommy's hair, and your-- your beads are pretty and shiny and shiny is my favorite color."
"Swooshy and pretty and shiny is exactly what I was going for, so thank you, little buddy."
Even with almost six years between now and the last time he'd seen Mary, Carlos is relieved to find that they still have a good sense of one-another -- can still communicate silently, swiftly, like they used to when it was life or death. He meets her eye, and her face softens, and understanding passes between them before he slides one of his lucky beaded bracelets -- the bloodstone one -- free.
Dean's eyes light up when he takes it.
When he smiles, he looks just like his mother.
[for this askbox game if anyone else wants to send me a prompt]
#supernatural#the winchesters#supernatural fic#the winchesters fic#dean and carlos#hi anon i love you and YES you can have a platonic dean and carlos ficlet!!!#for the record this is set in the uh... the prime universe? og spn universe?#did we ever reach a consensus on what to call the different 'verses?#but yeah this is a world in which the events of the winchesters didn't happen#so mary got out of the hunting life as she did in spn and lost touch with carlos and lata and ada#and carlos has been on the road#and just happened to be passing through lawrence when he bumped into a heavily pregnant mary with a four year old dean at the grocery store#so here we are :P#cass writes fic#fandom: supernatural#fandom: the winchesters#also now i've made myself extremely sad thinking about a year later#carlos swinging through lawrence again and going over to the house to visit mary and meet her husband and the new baby#and finding the house abandoned and ravaged by fire#checking the local newspapers and discovering that mary had died and her kids and husband have dropped off the map#having to call lata and ada to tell them#and then not reconnecting with dean (and meeting sam) until many many years later#when they happen to be hunting the same monster#and he realizes who they are#and is absolutely distraught over what has become of mary's children#especially the sweet little boy who'd been so enamoured of carlos' pretty hair and jewelry#also i linked to a picture of bloodstone because it is indeed very pretty#and i chose that as the stone used in the bracelet carlos gives dean for several reasons:#it symbolises strength and resilience and encourages growth and positivity generally but also especially during times of hardship#so i've basically decided that carlos helped keep dean safe for many years thanks carlos <3
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“If this is to work, we must appear madly in love.”
Phoenixflare Week || Day 3: Pretend Relationship / Fake Dating Joshua Rosfield & Dion Lesage + The Duke & I/Bridgerton AU
Joshua Rosfield—Duke of Rosaria—recently returned from his travels to proper Valisthean court intent on avoiding his mother's intentions to introduce him to every high-born match available, in hopes of finally marrying him off. Yet, during the first ball of the season, an encounter with his childhood friend Dion Lesage—the now cast-off Prince of Sanbreque—provides him with another option. If Prince Dion agrees to a fake courtship, Joshua can deter his mother from a parade of marriageable prospects being placed before him—while Dion (whose prospects were reduced to all but the lowest houses when his true-blood brother Oliver was born) might once again see his prospects and reputation soar. Despite being a match between two of Valisthea's strongest families, a romance between two high-ranking men of the realm is unprecedented—and too interesting for society not to watch with rapt interest. The plan works like a charm—at first. But amid the glittering, gossipy, cut-throat world of Valisthean elite, there is only one certainty: Love ignores every rule.
#phoenixflareweek#dion x joshua#phoenixflare#joshua rosfield#dion lesage#ffxvi gifs#my gifs#design forward#ffxvi#final fantasy xvi#ffgraphics#final fantasy#phoenixflareweek2024#AS CLOSE TO PRETEND DATING AS I COULD FIGURE OUT FOR THEM LMAOOOO#.....I am devoted to the single fic I'm writing for this challenge...so you get a gif moodboard for an AU lmaooo#this one was probably the hardest day to sort through visually (hence the less “designed” gifs) but...it does it's job I think#also YES vaguely spicy on main. they deserve it—and everyone thank Mary and George for existing for clips LMAO
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WMMAP digital vol. 8! I’m so happy this is a thing….
#wmmap full volume#you know the deal. repost and I’m eating you alive etc#when I saw it the other day I was like#mh#what if#no… surely not….#BUT SURELY YES!!!#thank you Mari for trying lol#who made me a princess#wmmap
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Dean & Cas || Say yes to heaven
I finally posted my destiel fanvid!! 😍🥳
I was listening to this song more than a month ago and I thought it was absolutely perfect for Dean & Cas, and I went on youtube to search for a vid and got basically zero results (criminal, if you ask me), so I took matters into my own hands and made the one I wanted to watch.
I had a vision for the mood and feel of this vid, and in some way, a storytelling that I was trying to convey through the scenes and the song. Tell me what you think, I hope you like it as much as I do 💙
youtube
☆ watch it on YouTube
(I'm sorry for the delay, but I've had to render the video multiple times because youtube kept cutting its quality 😖)
Let me know if you want to be added to a permanent tag list for my future vids (or just subscribe to my YouTube channel so you'll see when I post new ones).
taglist under the cut:
people who asked to be tagged 💕
@castrotophic @butch--dean @cevansbaby-dove @wise-writer-girl @angelkissesdean @vendettasfanfictioning @cocohufflepuffs @antasarra @huggybearsunshine @winged-horrors
people who liked my post about this vid (i hope the tag is appreciated 💕)
@nyxietigs @markofcastiel @too-busy-for-this @maiagaia @eonblueinmay @rileyh20 @jeherion @envydean @sashalovescas @alo-20 @mcrrina @johnlockifconvenient @i-made-this-for-school @thisisacatperson @notsoshining @oblivionxd27
#destiel fanvid#destiel edit#destiel amv#destiel vid#destiel#say yes to heaven#lana del rey#spn edit#youtube video#youtube#my vid#my destiel vid#my edit#watch on YouTube#my destiel edit#mary vids#thank you so much taylor @butch--dean for your support#RIP Cas' pores
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YJ will forever be so funny to me, because I am deeply monogamous when it comes to Taivan--but literally any other combination of chaotic soccer players, I'm like, "Yo, yeah, it makes me feel things. Ship those motherfuckers." Lottie and Shauna? Shauna and Jackie? Jackie and Natalie? Natalie and Mari? Mari and Akilah? Akilah and Gen? Gen and Melissa? Melissa and Laura Lee? Laura Lee and Lottie? Lottie and Natalie? Natalie and Misty? Sure! Yeah! Why not? Spin that wheel, everybody in this haunted cabin is gay as fuck, let's goooooo.
#yellowjackets#i can absolutely SEE why you'd ship tai and shauna or van and lottie etc as well i just personally don't#cuz taivan's the lil fire at the heart of my world and it just can't be quenched#but literally any other combination i'm like mmhmm yup i see why you would do that#why yes it DOES spark joy thank you for asking#so few shows have this power. so few shows are this goddamn gay.#do i lowkey want to see laura lee and mari in the world's most unlikely marriage? absolutely! what would that even LOOK like
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My laptop needs to be fixed, so in the meantime! Here's my Tokyo Debunker OC that I've been working on!! Hehe <3 i love her and have both a drawing and fic wip of her waiting to be finished sometime ^^
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NAME: Misha
PRONOUNS: she/her
HOUSE: Sinostra (formerly Dionysia)
YEAR: 2nd
BIRTHDAY: May 17th
LIKES: cherries, pain/masochism
BLOOD TYPE: O+
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“Who’s to say there will be tomorrow?”
Sinostra’s much needed second-year healer. Determined to live her life out to its fullest, she won’t take no for an answer, for better or worse. Some of her self-destructive habits worry those around her, but as long as she has no regrets, there’s nothing for her to lose.
Pinterest Outfit References
Taiga/Misha playlist
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Motives: Take advantage of the opportunities you have to make the most of life and never let anyone take them from you. She was placed in Dionysia and transitioned into Sinostra when the house became defunct. Her placement in Sinostra was due to her resolution to be in control of her life no matter what. At the end of the day, she’ll do what she wants to do.
Demon pact: Sick of being chronically ill with an autoimmune disease no one cared enough to look into and the chronic pain, she chose to make a pact with a demon based on her anger at the idea of succumbing to her helplessness and the whims of other people. Her condition was not cured, but it is (almost always) forever at a stalemate as Buer’s ability to heal counteracts the damage done.
Stigma: Uber - can heal ailments* at the expense of an equivalent amount of her own blood
*ailments defined as temporary injuries or conditions. She can’t undo genetic conditions or change your brain chemistry.
Using her stigma allows for her autoimmune condition and chronic pain to reactivate due to the healing properties of her pact being redirected away from her. The more blood it requires, the worse she feels.
Due to the nature of her stigma, she can’t use it on herself because (a) she would be losing blood anyway and (b) accelerating the healing of other injuries would also allow for the acceleration of her autoimmune condition and risk injuring herself further internally.
Artifact: cherry bombs/m-80s
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❣️ RELATIONSHIPS ❣️
★ Rui ★
Misha → Rui: close friends 🙂 she visits his bar often for some fun drinks and gossip. They partner up sometimes so they can make homebrew hangover medicine and various other quick pick-me-ups. She prefers to use her stigma when he’s around to help offset her pain. They spent a lot of time together in their first year due to being the only two ghouls in Dionysia and work together well. Hearing his voice helps calm her due to the familiarity that it invokes, and she wishes they could still touch each other like they could prior to the curse. She worries that he may be too lonely.
Rui → Misha: close friends! She's his closest friend on campus and one of the few people he truly trusts to voice his grievances to. He isn’t super enthused about their medicinal drink partnership because he knows the side effects on her, but he won’t lie that he likes experimenting with what can be made. Misha is the one who volunteered and pushed to do it though, so he can’t say no. He wishes she would take better care of herself.
★ Haru ★
Misha → Haru: her drinking buddy!! She thinks he’s adorable, especially when he’s all drunk and pouty. She had a fling with him in their first year but now they’re just close friends. She’ll come help out with the park if he really begs and owes her something, because she knows he’ll coax a mile out of her if she gives an inch. She does worry about him though, so it’s not strange to find her stopping by regardless to do small favors for him. Sometimes she sneaks him healing drinks Rui and her made to help give his body a boost rather than just let him down energy drinks. She admires his hard work a lot.
Haru → Misha: his drinking buddy!! He had a crush on her in his first year, but now they’re just friends. He feels bad taking her drinks when he knows they're using her stigma and usually protests if he realizes, but sometimes it's just easier for him to swallow the guilt and take it… He needs it, sometimes. He's a bit sad they didn't end up in the same house for their second year and wishes they could spend more time together. He dislikes that she ended up in Sinostra and is especially unhappy with her relationship and dynamic with Taiga, but he has to swallow his dissatisfaction and concern most of the time because he wants her to be happy. Even though he thinks Taiga doesn't deserve her.
★ Romeo ★
Misha → Romeo: her drinking buddy!! She finds him funny when she’s not the one having to deal with him, and her preferred setting for chatting to him is when they’re both at the bar with a drink. Their interactions can grow tense due to their respective stubbornness and refusal to back down from doing things their own way, but for the most part their day-to-day interactions only get snippy at most. At the end of the day, she respects him and his capabilities even though she disagrees with his attitude most of the time. If there's anyone who is determined to live his life to the fullest at Darkwick, it's Romeo.
Romeo → Misha: she’s frustrating to deal with but capable and more or less reliable, unless she thinks he’s being stupid and in which case she’s an IRB (incorrigible rogue brat). She has good ideas though, and has more drive than Taiga does nowadays, so he doesn’t actually mind her too much. It helps that while they'd never spent personal time together in their first year, it wasn't as if she hasn't already been engaging with and working with Sinostra due to Taiga and her stigma. He definitely abuses calling her whenever he needs help reeling Taiga in. Not that she's the perfect solution, but two people Taiga tolerates and has affection for in his own way is better than one.
★ Taiga ★
Misha → Taiga: they’re in some sort of committed romantic relationship, although it's complicated nowadays. She misses the way he was in his first year; they had interacted a lot because he needed blood in order to use his stigma and her stigma helped a bit with the brain fog side effects. (Although obviously she was not his entire blood source.) Still, despite his mental state clearly having deteriorated, she continues to like him a lot and loves the thrill he brings into her life. It makes her feel alive and in a way, even more in control of her life because the injuries she sustains with and for him are purely by her own choice. (She doesn’t spill blood just for Darkwick. She doesn’t have to heal anyone when she bleeds unless she wants to.) (Also she’s just kind of into it. Even if her brother despairs over her walking into his office with more than just your average hickey.)
Taiga → Misha: he is usually able to remember her at least after a few moments due to their extensive relationship through their first year until now, from work relations to romantic commitment. He finds her presence and voice to be grounding when he’s feeling poor and sometimes when he needs a break from everything, he makes her just sit with him and keep him company as he rests. Over time due to their blood arrangement, she’s become one of the few, if not only, people in his life he feels comfortable being vulnerable and weak around. He likes the feeling of her fingers in his hair. Her blood tastes good to him and he knows he feels better after having some of it (both with or without her stigma), and it's not unusual for him to spontaneously chomp down on her when he’s feeling peckish. Even if she were to protest, depending on his mood he’ll just smirk and/or grumble and say she shouldn't be leaving such a tempting snack out in the open like that then (showing skin).
★ Professor Nicolas ★
Misha → Nicolas: he's her older brother. She’s somewhat detached from him due to their age gap and him having rarely been home when she was younger (thanks Darkwick). Her initial reaction to him was tense and verging on hostile, because she wasn’t expecting to see him at Darkwick and felt betrayed for various reasons. (A) She was upset to see him knowing that he never called home and thought he didn’t care, which not only hurt her but made her angry because their parents missed him. (B) A part of her wondered if this was all his fault and if he planned for this to happen to her and (C) She was angry because if he had just been more present in her life, maybe he could have known about her situation and prevented all this from happening since he had access to superior medical facilities. After a time, she calmed down and forgave him more or less once she realized what the true dynamic/situation of Darkwick was with its staff and students. Now, she’s grown to appreciate his company and appreciate having someone she knows at the school. They have a comfortable relationship even if she finds his concern to be overly fussy at times
Nicolas → Misha: she's his younger sister. He holds some resentment and guilt in his heart towards himself and towards Darkwick for letting her become a ghoul, because he believes he could have stopped it had he been a more involved sibling and realized she was suffering. He also feels guilt towards hearing the confirmation that his family feels abandoned by him, but that’s soothed somewhat by the knowledge that he’s bound by his duties. Although also slightly detached from Misha by virtue of not having been a large part of her life consistently, he cares deeply for her and worries about the choices she makes and the risk of retribution towards her from Darkwick. Even though she's a ghoul and heals quickly, he wishes her and Taiga would show some restraint in breaking her skin or worse. (He doesn't approve of their relationship and dynamic at all, but he's forced to bite his tongue to keep the peace.)
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technically this is still a work in progress bc she's my baby (oc I project onto) and I love thinking about her role in universe and elaborating on her dynamics w diff characters :3 but this is her "final" profile! Thanks for reading all that if you diddddd <3
shout-out and much thanks to @danieyells for their posts compiling info about the houses, stigmas, and more! They carried me a lot in making Misha, and you should definitely check out their posts <3
#tokyo debunker#tokyo debunker oc#I LOVE HERRRRRR#tkdb.ddz#Also yes i do feel very funny for making her stigma Uber thank you for asking#I saw everyone making ocs and was like 🥺 I want to play Barbies too....#Making her Nicolas’ sister was something I hesitated on but I think it works quite well and am happy that I can committed to it!#Yes I was hung up on 2010s ‘ugh your reader insert is related to the characters? So Mary Sue’ even tho it's DUMB#ok. Ok. Anyways pls appreciate my baby <3 I need to get ready for bed lol#Pls feel free to ask me things if for some reason u feel so inclined <3
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Having my "what's all this then" moment about Chappell Roan (she's great) and I have to say there is something so incisive and wonderful and queer about "Good luck, Babe!" But especially about this:
Ooh, and when you wake up next to him in the middle of the night
With your head in your hands, you're nothing more than his wife
Like there absolutely is a dimension of Straight culture where acquiring a husband / wife is nothing more than a box to check, a status symbol. Obvious disclaimer this does not apply blanket to most straight relationships but you also 100% understand that the repressed bi or lesbian that the song sings about would end up gravitating towards that kind of transactional relationship just to paper over her anxieties about being earnestly queer. Anyways. It's good
#chappell roan#lyrics#wlw#queer stuff#mary orange Catsidy thanks for the rec#alex ritany if this crosses your dash yes i did think about how you wrote about your divorce
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no clear thoughts in this brain anymore except Alpha Zhongli in his rut for the first time after meeting his Omega, you, isolating himself lest he scares you, however, you find himself knocking at his door, late at night, greeted by a voice and octave lower than usual, dripping with thirst and the pain of losing the very last shred of self-control thrown out the window as you sit down next to him, putting your hand on his cheek in a worried gesture, only to feel the tip of his now prominent fangs against the tender skin of your wrist 🤭
MARIIIIII, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE 😵💫😵💫🤣💘 Don’t tempt me with getting back at you with thoughts of Omega Childe 🤣❗️
Content Warning for being suggestive/NSFW
Continuing from our line of thought in our last conversation, with a Zhongli and Reader who share feelings but have yet to confess to each other/the slow burn of it all, until it is no longer slow
Just imagining a reluctant Zhongli letting her in when he catches the worry radiating off of his omega her; the sour scorch of anxiety in the pheromones he scents off of the air around her.
His heart shudders at the mere thought of having been the cause of her worries, basal instincts immediately surrendering to her will, desperate to relieve that knit in between his beloved’s brow.
Ushering her in to allow her a seat within his guest quarters, instead of his personal office space like he usually does. The latter housing much more of her... vivid traces from when she often pays him visits on behalf of Hu Tao.
Zhongli does not think he could control himself were he to take her to that room, watch her sit herself from across him, at his desk. Fixating a look of worry for him, smelling like that.
Zhongli’s next breath gutters out of his throat, as if to shred apart the very graphic, obscene image that bursts across his lids; how he’d rather have that beautiful body unfurled across his desk, smooth that frown into pleasure with the slow press of fingers she’d graciously allow him to ease in between her legs—
The next sound that breaks from him is carnal, unhinged; he smothers it against an obsidian palm — unravelings of his power, bleeding onto his appearance, with the vulnerability that comes with his rut — before his control can shatter entirely.
“Zhongli?” Wrenching himself out of stupor to catch the question in her gaze, the way her eyes flitter momentarily across the seized tightness of his jaw, the jagged edge of his fangs clenched in a white, bared snarl; he realizes belated, the threat he must present to her gaze, wild and unfettered.
He needs his mind off of her body — now — before it is her clothes he cleaves off of her instead. The only shred — sliver — of sanity keeping him together: his several millennia lived, the iron will of control he’s had himself subjected to, century after century — nothing, no lover, before, however, has tested his patience as she does.
And...
Zhongli frowns, pressing himself back into the seat farthest, from across her, dark fingers curling irons across the arms of the chair, holding himself imprisoned.
And the fact that they have yet to be bonded, leashes him most.
A most inopportune time for her to have turned up at his doorstep when his rut is close at hand, and that too for personal business, but Zhongli knows he must remain civilized; the gentle man she knows him as, he wishes to remain untainted within her gaze, at the very least—
And so he asks her about her day, in an effort to turn her mind — and his — off his current “ill-health”, he assures her is no cause for worry. A decision that turns itself into swift, vicious vengeance upon Zhongli instead.
“I spent my morning with Scara— ahem, Wanderer. He wished to repay me for my earlier help with a neutralising antidote, I mentioned it once to you before, Zhongli.”
Whetted fingernails carve just that bit more deep into the wood beneath his arms.
That son of Beelzebub, the one who looks at her with the eyes of a man; a gaze that dares want for what he desires. How dare a mere doll ingress upon an Archon’s claim—
“...With him alone? Did that bard... Venti not promise to accompany you on your commissions today?”
She seems mildly perplexed at the line of questioning. Zhongli, however, is in no state to help himself.
“Venti had a task come up he had to attend to with Mari.” She answers, at last.
And then Zhongli spots it: a scent, a claim. An oddity not her own; he failed to notice earlier by fault of his lust fogged mind.
The teal, dangling earring — not hers — she skips delicate fingers, along her earlobe, as if it is a precious commodity.
And he begs, in silence, for her to not speak what he does not wish to hear in that moment. Sickening, as the scent across that jewelry on his omega her body tinkers at the cage of a large, gilded beast deep within him.
She does not spare Zhongli that mercy.
“He gifted me this earring, as a token of our friendship, although he wasn’t very forthcoming with his feelings, as usual.” She smiles. “It is a beautiful thing, isn’t it? Wanderer requested, well, more like, ordered me to keep it on at all times, that silly man.”
Zhongli feels that exact moment of time his fingers jam at, in poor imitation of reigning in a long fled control — and fail — splintering through the arms of his chair.
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