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best guess video rant
okay so like
there absolutely could have been a more diverse cast for the video, and it is disappointing that there wasn't more variation in terms of body size, skin color (ESPECIALLY during BHM), and visible disabilities. im not arguing that at all.
but like im beginning to think half the people complaining didn't even watch the video. absolutely there should have been MORE diversity but there were multiple transmasc people (including people with top surgery!! SO SO COOL) and a variety of religions, ethnicities, races, and immigration statuses. also there WAS body diversity. i saw someone say no one over 120lbs (54 kg) was in the video and that's just blatantly, laughably false. i can guarantee you many people in the video weighed over 120lbs, simply because that's what the vast majority of humans weigh.
also, whyyy are people acting like the open call was a PR stunt when they took multiple people from the social media call? there were celebrities and influencers yes but (at least to my knowledge) there was never a statement "this music video will be entirely comprised of unknown hot people" she has friends! would that have been cool sure yeah but also art is self-expression. and it's not evil that lucy would have wanted her friends there.
and this is more personal but idk there's just something really disheartening as a person with multiple invisible disabilities about seeing people saying there were no disabled people in the best guess video when Zee is so openly hard of hearing. it would have been wonderful to have visible disabilities in the video, but i'm seeing a lot of people act like because it isnt easily seen it doesn't exist or "count" as representation. people are not diversity markers. diversity is not always "we have one of every single type of person" and reducing it to that is dehumanizing for everyone involved. you can advocate for more people to be included without wanting to replace people with more Diverse(tm) people
i am NOT denying the fact that there could have been more of an effort to have a less homogenous group, because there could and frankly should have been. but ive seen a lot of people (on tiktok, go figure) bashing lucy and bashing other marginalized people for being cast in a video. you can bring up issues without tearing other people down and without catastrophizing. you only hurt your own credibility when you claim untrue things, whether out of ignorance or hyperbole. if you disregard the identities of the people who WERE there just because you can't immediately see them (nottt talking about race before someone tries it), that's profiling, which i hope we can agree is generally frowned upon
the glaring issue with the video is the lack of dark-skinned people. can we call that out without generalizing "there should have been more dark-skinned people in this video" to "the video was completely white, skinny, able-bodied people" please?? because one of those is a valid critique and one of those is categorically false.
basically just: you can want more representation without diminishing the people who are already there. there can be nuance (forever saying this) "I'm happy for the people who got a chance to be part of the video and the people who got to see themselves represented" and "i would have loved to see a wider variety of skin tones(!!!), body types, abilities, etc. in the video" are statements that can coexist. and ever-importantly, you can criticize without being cruel or dramatizing your point to absurdity.
#rant#lucy dacus#best guess#best guess video#im probably gonna edit this#great video though i felt super gay
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if time was a religion i would be its most devoted follower 🕰️ 🙏🧎
;3 extras +
full design sorta + original sketches with CW's hadonkabadonks that i sadly had to cover with his clockface 😔
also here is the inspiration - Doha the priest from 'I thought my time was up' on webtoon 😳😰😰
#clockwork#clockwork dp#dp clockwork#dp#danny phantom#listen ive been obsessed about some webtoons recently so its no wonder i ended up channeling some of that creative energy somewhere xD#it just so happened that i kept thinking that Doha and another priest from Age of Arrogance reminded me of CW lol its that appeal of silver#haired morally questionable and powerful people i guess. and also because CW clothes could be kinda converted into medieval fantasy fit#anyway ye. ;3 hot high priest/deity clockwork i guess??? witness my shame haha#ive fallen sick so i finished it as my fever rose and coughing and giggling at the same time ✌️ fun
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Oh Lord, have mercy on this sinner's soul.
#rdr#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#red dead redemption#rdr1#red dead redemption 1#dutch van der linde#arthur morgan#vandermorgan#dutch/arthur#rdr1 spoilers#i think?#tagging mostly for my bf bc he hasnt finished 1 yet lol#anywayyyyyy#i was just thinking about dutch in the afterlife and uhhh here#ive been procrastinating on posting this for a hot min bc like i said lol i didnt wanna spoil#but he got spoilered abt who dies in 1 anyway so itll be fine i think#dutch was the catalyst that led arthur to dying but would he begrudge dutch so many years after?#john LOST arthur to dutch in a way and yet he always blamed micah and never dutch and the one second that dutch did something#sort of redeemable (helping him kill micah) he was virtually at his feet#and yes arthur isn't john#but they were raised in the same blind loyalty#arthur might have seen clearly at the end but would he turn an older tired frayed dutch away#once he finally met his end?#knowing he did what he could to spare and protect john same as arthur did?#to the point of jumping so john wouldn't have to pull the trigger?#one day they'll all be reunited in hell anyway#or something. idk#this is getting a bit away from me lol anyway dutch arthur afterlife reunion#my art
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"maybe you're just the first beautiful, kind face that I have ever seen."
Not to be gay on main but ohmigod holy shit oh my fucking God
#silver sending stones#dorian storm#orym of the air ashari#dorym#i know we've been over this already.#but i just thought about it again and like#it is so powerfully loving and devastating#to nit pick. hea been out and about for a year right?#but after a year of being alone he found the crown keepers.#and in all that time. he had not found a combination of kind and beautiful#(beauty in the eye of the beholder but still)#and the fact that he says beautiful forst really gets me#because ot sounds like “yes ive seen beauty. but that beauty did not bare kindness”#cause you cant tell me dorian “his favorite cryptid would be mothman because hed think hes hot” storm#didnt find a single hot guy in that year#but who the FUCK was mean to my man#who hurt him#cause i need to murder them
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also while we're here i would like to share the two iterations of tumblr user gorespawn that have existed since i abandoned this blog back in like early 2021. Who wants me
#i grew my hair out so i could twirl my hair while giggling about bald men#and also t.o.p of bigbang#and short men i see at the grocery store who honestly make me feel light-headed with raw and unbridled Want#but that's just a joke. i am. Lesbian#''no ur not'' I AM#anyway i used to be so ripped and hunky but now i am frail and sickly#what getting a job can do to a mf#thankfully i quit my job last week YIPPIIIEEEEEEE so now i will work towards becoming an absolute hunk again#wish me luck#ALSO#if anyone is obsessed with me and remembers all my lore i used to be transgender and i still am like lowkey on the down low#but in a new exciting way#anyway i used to be a gay man and then a stone butch dyke (as seen above) but now im practicing being a girl#it is very difficult but it is also fun. ive never been a girl before so it's a lot#anyway i bought two super cool sexy dresses yesterday for the first time ever in my life#sexy dresses meaning up to my neck and down to my feet and past my elbows. kind of like a wardrobe straight out of the handmaid's tale#from (to quote my friend) ''*The* old lady store'' thanks man. well i think theyre pretty and its v exciting bc ive never been a girl befor#anyway#who wants me#i still use the name emil online btw and i honestly always will i think it's just so me and also i do still answer to he/him dw#in a man way not in a he/him lesbian way#''he's LGBTQA+'' what. all at once?#yes.#i have mastered them all i have collected all the genders and all the sexualities and ive never been ''wrong''#it just keeps switching. which is fine. well im a girl now. in a detransitioning man way. who is insanely attracted to men#but you will have to tear this lesbian label out of my cold dead hands#''you can't call urself lesbian if u have sex w men'' well first of all fuck you and second of all i am celibate so you dont need to worry#''what the hell are you talking about'' nothing. now look how hot i am#im just joking around i hope that's fine w y'all
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On the one hand I know the whole reason greenhouse work is because Translucent Glass Lets In Sun And Warmth For Plants Inside
On the other hand…. I think stained glass greenhouses would be neat. Or at least mostly clear with a few panels in different colors?
Idk the vibes of sitting in a greenhouse with green and yellow patches shining through the stained glass and onto a sunny floor on a nice spring day is extremely potent to me raise your hand if you agree
#solarpunk#greenhouse#out of queue#ani rambles#yes this is thinking about aesthetics#honestly ive never been in a glass greenhouse#is it comfy in there? would one add a table and chairs and drink tea and read a book in there? i feel like i wanna#but also wouldnt it be hot and humid AF?#or are greenhouses only skin searing hair frizzling hellscapes in Florida? are they Warm and Cozy in like. georgia or michigan or smth?
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needed my fix
#YES i decided 2 draw my kon hcs again NO PLS DONT YELL @ ME AJKSFHAKLJHFWJA#if some1 makes a pink eye joke i will laugh#bc ive decided i h8 the color white actually & i will b useing hot pink from now on#except int he bg.....#i OK NVM DONT LOOK @ ME#man iw as gonna put this in the tags bc i actually colored them but now imlike KAJHSFKJA#should i b doing af rn?.............yes.................#i kinda wanted 2 wait until after i ate food buts its been hrs i feel like im just procrastinating on both LMAO#uhm anyways i think the chibi is cute so i also included thatt#the shorts look straight up like underwear & were just not going 2 talk about that ok? thanks........#bc istg it FEELS like that sometimes ((has not worm jean shorts in yrs))#yeah no it literally looks like udnerwear sighss#ok welp uh#sure KJASHFLJKAKGFA#listen its cute WHATEVER i dont care i dont.....i........#ggggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr#kontent#puppee art#im not putting it in the tags anymore i got scared AKIJSHLFIUAWGFWUYAGFYJHASFLDSA#mayb ill change it l8r but rn nahhh
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castles crumbling by taylor swift & haley williams is so trystan thorne post exile!! like look:
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then THIS:
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the way maggie & im sure some other people in trystan’s life tried to help them but they were completely ignored until they all eventually gave up on them. except mags she’s always there for them despite how much a nuisance they are <3
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HELLOO!! the way all the siblings like bas & vasili (i don’t trust that mf) were the foes that watched trystan’s reign end….. something trystan never thought would happen.
and then THIS!!! :
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going insane thanks for asking :)
and then FINALLY this cute little nail in the coffin that is my heart:
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the way this could 100% be directed at the mc because as much the mc is the one who appears and acts closed off, trystan is the same way. except they just cover it up in a veneer of nonchalance & charming attitude. they’re truly scared of letting people in….. of seeing the real them. until…….
#yes this is what i think about while i embark on my little hot girl walks <33#also i haven’t read past 2x04 yet so im missing something huge please ignore that lol ive been trying to avoid spoilers like the plague <3#trystan thorne#trystan x mc#crimes of passion#playchoices#trystan x alex
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#big things are happeningggggg im gonna watch sentinel too pt1 aaahhhh#i almost talked myself out of it but this is NOT gonna be one of those series i like so much that i'll never finish it#ive been saving it so that i only watch episode per day#but i cant just watch pt1 what if blair diess#sorry 90s fujos thank you for your service but im not as strong as you i cant wait a day much less a cancellation between pt1 and pt2#aaa so exciting!!!!!#ive heard sm about alex i wanna see what she looks like#expect a LOT of updates to this post#omg right away the sound quality is awful omg gshdjdj#this is actually someone just recording their box tv i think#my post#omggggg alex is finally here and woah mama she is gorgeousssss#also real subtle with the jaguar pants fshdhd#they rly found a woman with a real jaguar-y face i think#its hot#omgg a music montage?? i love ittt weve been getting more of these on s3!!#woahhhhh the famed homoerotic preminition-animal-symbolism-dream????#YES AND THE SHITTY 90S ANIMAL/HUMAN MORPH CGI I LOVE ITTTTT#fellas is it gay to see a dream of yourself shooting a wolf in a blue jungle and as it dies that wolf turns into your roommate/life partner#asking for a friend#sandburg is WHIPPED i dont blame him i dont think i could talk if a woman like that was speaking to me#cassies still my favorite sentinel girlie but can u blame me for liking evil blondes
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maybe i should just put proship in my bio already
#read this in the most exhausted tone you can imagine.#a tone that says 'yes. fine. if we're going to be forced to label ourselves now i align with this. but this false dichotomy shit is stupid.#mostly just want people to stop following me when they've got 'proship dni' somewhere on their bio#because what the fuck does that mean. look me in the eyes right now. how the fuck. am i supposed to know.#what each and every person's individual definition of proship is. how am i supposed to know where you draw#your arbitrary line of what is and is not okay to write about.#i cannot read your mind. i don't know you. get off of my page until you can clearly communicate your boundaries.#and at that point hopefully you'll also be able to think critically about shit enough to realize that anti/pro shit is nonsense.#i write noncon because i think its hot. i will also tag that shit so that it can be avoided. that is the agreement out here.#gosh sorry. that was so overly aggressive. im very frustrated.#ive been in this fandom a long time i am. very very tired. i just want to write my samifer in peace. make some angels kiss each other.
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i think i understand dating now. you find a person that seems cool and you become their friend but in a romantic way until you. actually love them. yes?
#bluebird.txt#i am schrodinger's understander of romance#90% of the time i'm like why would anyone date a stranger#why would you do that#like you have a friend then you get close to that friend then become romance??#i had a HUGE crush on a girl earlier this year and then one day i made a new friend- NO romantic feelings for her at all-#but suddenly my crush evaporated in an instant? i just stopped thinking abt her or feeling anything when i DID think abt her. completely.#but like. you meet person. become friend. then you love them. then romance. yes?#that's always been my thought process of how it works#so now i’m like oh that's how Dating works! you just pick a person and fuck around and find out if you'll love them????#it's like friendship but with. romance. hey does anyone fucking know what romance is by the way#I Don't Know Anything Ever 👍🏼#also do people really see other people and think wow i want to fuck them#bc like. i've seen hot people i like hot people but i don't think ive ever seen a hot person and thought about sex#i’ve been like wow they are extremely attractive to me but never wow i want to fuck that#is that actually how people feel? they see an attractive person and they get horny? just like that?#like physically in your genitals horny??#i'll shut up now. once again I Don't Know Anything At All 👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼#i WANT to date someone to know what it's like but what i really want is to fake date a friend#fuck all this shit i really might be aroace. i fucking might. i am so not sure about anything.#who give a shit i guess ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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bored of motr talk. hows everyones ocs? anyone rotating any interesting oc thoughts?
#personally ive been thinking about how modern au percy would love Tears of the Kingdom#ummm he can build weird little things hang out in forests AND theres hot furry people???? hell YES#but izzy would prefer breath of the wild bc she loves princess zelda and zelda in totk makes her too sad
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day 874392857 of ??? where i am so fucking tired of this house and the people inside it that killing myself is looking better and better each day :/
#reze stfu#god i honestly. idk what to say#my parents aren't bad in terms of it. they're pretty good as far as parents go#but like. imso fucking tired of being expected to act and talk a certain way. yes. i am your first child#that is exactly the reason i am so fucked up!! because you didnt know how to deal with children when you had me an i was basically a...#idk. an experiment or wtv#I WISH THEY COULD UNDERSTAND THAT !!#i know there is something wrong with me. because i've been told that. to my face. repeatedly#and people wonder why my self esteem is so low :/#maybe if you didnt amke me question my fucking existance i wouldnt be this way. you ever thought of that??#just two more years . i gotta hanf on for two more years. thats all. thats all. and them im our im out of this house#maybe ill like them better when i dont see tjem everyday#god i love being deathly terrified of my own parents. sometimes i dont even think i love them. i think im just so scared of them#that ive deluded myself into thinking that i love them and theyd never do anything to hurt me#despite KNOWING that isnt true#and its worse when my sisters have to deal with the fallout like. im used to being the buffer. i can deal with that. but please please#please dont expect me to parent. dont expect me to take your place. side eyes my father#WHY am i the most responsible person in that house???#you expect me to trust you ??? after you left 2 10 year olds alone in a playground in the hot sun for 3 hours with no food no water no money#no way back home??? and you fucking forgot about them???? and i had to remind you????????#i dont know. maybe im just lashing out. maybe im just tired of being the fuckup#its hard to be proud of yourself when you end up being told that there is something about you that is not right in the head ykwim?#ugh im sorry for ranting i just. idek what set me off and now i have nail marks in my arm and my skin is raw again#and my eyes are bloodshot. so i guess. ill be crying myself to sleep again. yay#that is if i even GET to sleep. i just wasted 20 mins i couldve used to be working having a mental breakdown. fun fun#tw suicide#tw vent
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just got done studying now to reward myself with Blorbo Brain Time
#HELIA MY BELOVED#actually rn im thinking about aisha :)#ive been doing my monthly rewatch and s3 gives me so many aisha brain worms i just love her so much#just thinking about bloom and aisha being parallels <3#ik we all love solar.flare BUT have you considered firewave <333#also im sorry but im kind of obsessed with aisha/helia rn !! ik its a sin against florelia nation !! but i cant stop !!#i#like do i think they would be the Best couple? no. do i think theyre both hot and would be obsessed with each other? yes.#its so funny to me cause youd think they wouldnt work based on that s2 scene yknow the one!#and while nabu and helia have the fair share of differences and are absolutely not the same character#i think her falling for nabu is pretty telling! she likes guys that can keep up with her and have the same interests as her !!#and again while i dont think theyre the best wi.nx/specialist couple i DO think it could work if they both liked each other#anyway thinking about aishlia comic panel again whats fucking new
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#i dont think so but lets go raid the cabinets#Genuine Tea!#i just saw a vintage ad for tea and had a flashback of one of the funniest things ive ever seen#i was at a friends parents' house once a couple of years ago#they lived in an almost desert territory that got super hot during the day but also like. ridiculously cold at night#and i was freezing and literally wanted tea so fucking bad. like SO much#so i ask my friend if he has any and hes like so off we went#now. maybe this wouldnt have been so funny if the house- and the entire town- werent absolutely haunted#and possibly a gateway to the backrooms. like. idk. the desert is a weird haunted liminal place in itself#and like. we were used to it#friend had grown up there and i and my partner had visited there several times. but like. there was always Something that happened#where youd be like#ah#yes#right#and it would never be In Your Face. it would always be subtle. like the time i dropped one single tums on the stair case and picked it up#{i was super diligent about this bc there were 3 dogs that would absolutely eat the tums otherwise}#and then everyone else in the house reported finding and throwing away the same tums. on the same stair. in the same flavor.#over the course of 3 days.#or the fact that driving downtown never felt like it looked the same way twice.#like. the weirdness was a well acknowledged thing#anyway. we rummage in the cabinets. or rather he does bc hes almost 6 ft and im. less than that. and freezing. and he pulls out a box#look at it. gives it to me.#its a big cardboard box that just says. tea.#not in a hand written label or anything. like this was a commercial box that someone had designed.#okay. what kind of tea.#we look on every side of the box. it just fucking says tea. except for the one place that it says#and the box art is literally a stock photo of women in fitted tees sitting on a couch and drinking tea out of white cups.#so we open it up bc thats all we got and i really want some fucking tea. despite its claims to be Genuine drawing some doubt#to the nature of the claim you understand
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maids! anyone up for a post about maids today?! diluc's maid, kaeya's maid, AYATO'S maid!
#zhxngii.txt💫#yes all day ive been thinking about nothing but maids.#i saw an art on twitter and it was so good#big brainrot today#there was also another that wasn't with maids but it's super hot omg#also a couple professor themed ones#today might be maids or professors let's see which one i will do
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