#YEARNERS RISE !!!

[millidew]

he really didn’t think it’d end like this

[bug-juices]

Heisen nation rise up ‼️‼️‼️‼️

[notvil]

i’m absolutely a sucker for the first dates at an art gallery trope where person A stands in front of a piece and admires it and B stands beside them and snarks about it not making sense for A to tilt their head and say it’s about perspective then B tilts their head too and then peeks at them and whispers yeah maybe it is and then they really they’re in love or there’s some sweet musical line/phrase that plays when they make a connection like OOUGHHH how CUTE!!!

[starseungs]

yeah thats about right 😓

[megumimania]

ur writing ???? >>> & finding shoko fics is so hard ur doing gods work

Thank you so much omg!! and yes it’s literally a drought im working on getting those fics out there!

[bbangtans]

daybreak | jjk | oneshot teaser

Summary: One of your favorite things to do when you were in your early 20s was stay up late where reflective conversations eventually blurred into nonsense as the sun rose alongside someone you thought you would spend the rest of your days with… Now you’re stuck in New York City for one night due to a delayed flight with that very person standing there in his leather jacket and guitar case in hand across from you at the airport gate. See, fate is a funny thing and Jeon Jungkook could always find the humor in anything.

pairing: rockstar!ex!jk x f!reader genre/tropes: angst, fluff, exes to ???, right person wrong time/second chances, jungkook is so romance film lead coded – charismatic and well-spoken and genuine and ughhhhh i be fawning frrrr, this takes place where both jk and reader are 28ish, jk is a lead singer in a band with tae-jimin-yoongi, and y/n is a working professional rating/warnings: M | alcohol consumption, lots of swearing, semi-public sex, unprotected sex (don’t be all willy nilly with this tho!!!), dig bick jk lmfao, oral (f receiving), heavy petting, multiple orgasms. a/n: inspired by my faaaaaave movie before sunrise bc if there’s anything namjoon and i have in common, it’s that we are yearners 🤝 word count: ~10k POSTED: link

You cursed every cliched metaphor referencing the elusiveness of time… the grains of sand slipping through fingertips, the ticking of clock hands that echo in the back of your head, the passage of breezes, and the eventual rising of the morning sun. 

Jungkook smiled gently, wiping away a tear with his thumb which you didn’t even feel form as it fell down your cheek. “Don’t worry.”

“I just want you to know that I loved being in this moment. Sharing this night with you, that tonight it felt like New York was all ours. I could have never seen its beauty and experienced its magic the way I did with you.” Barely managing through your cries, you gasped for a breath as you tried to make out the next words. “But why did things have to turn out this way?”

The loud caws of the seagulls as they flew over the pier and the cold morning air fell onto forgotten senses as the only thing you could feel was the intensity of Jungkook’s stare on you. From your forehead that he placed a tender kiss upon, to your eyes that mirrored that silent longing his contained, the nose that he nuzzled against his, and chin that he held softly in his rough hand… It was like he was taking a picture of you at that moment. A moment where he was not rockstar Jeon Jungkook, but the Jungkook who always found a way to make you laugh and the Jungkook you dreamed of sharing matching rings with. And you were not the person living too fast for anyone to keep up with, but a person who could find the beauty in anything and the person that Jungkook could write a million and one songs about.

“Shh,” he comforted you as his arms wrapped around your shoulders, pulling you into his chest. “I really can’t thank you enough for tonight… I’ve never hated to see morning as much as I do now.” He chuckled dryly at the irony of all. 

You pulled back, surprising the man who towered over you. You held his confused face in your hands and smiled. “Me, too. I hope you know that.”

“I do now…” He whispered as though louder words could break the moment before placing a chaste kiss on one of the hands that cupped his face.

“Now what?” Your hands fell from his face and rested on his chest. 

Jungkook sighed in contemplation as he peered past you into the blossoming orange horizon before recentering his eyes on you and grin losing its warmth and being replaced with sadness. “Good morning, I guess.”

The gravity of the situation settled upon you both silently.

“None of that dramatic ‘goodbye’ shit in the morning!” You tipsily pointed at Jungkook with your beer who only laughed at your theatrics as some foam spilled.

Between chuckles, Jungkook was barely able to let out. “Okay, then what do we say at the end? When it’s morning?”

“What people always say at that time – ‘good morning’ and not goodbye. Let’s make it a nice ending for us, I feel like that would do us both justice.” Your gaze was too hazy to see the seriousness that lined his face but he shook it off and plastered his signature smile despite the storm in his heart. “I know it’s a little cheesy, but I don’t want to be sad in those last minutes with you.”

“Okay, we’ll bid each other ‘good morning’ when dawn comes then we go on with the rest of our lives. No sad stuff.”

“Promise?”

“Yeah, I promise.”

“Good morning, Jungkook.” No matter how dazzling your smile was, Jungkook could never be distracted from the tears that lined your gorgeous eyes. 

No physical closeness could ever combat the weight of what daybreak meant for you both.

[susieandhobbes]

I see a lot of people hoping Syd and Carmy get together in s3 and like....y'all not yearners for real.

We still have to get through Carmy and Syd being on terrible terms for a while, Carmy working to rebuild their trust and Sydney spiraling as she feels like she has to carry the Bear on her back because she can't trust him, eventual reconcilliation, and then Sydney entering her own romantic relationship and/or being poached by another restaurant as her own star rises and Carmy being reminded/terrified that she could leave him.

With these dumb short seasons that's like 1.5-2 whole seasons of plot to get through.

See y'all in season 5 though! (Season 4 ep 9 if you're optimistic)

[xonaisu]

DEBUTING ON SEPTEMBER 29TH, 2022, NAISU’s introduction to the public was one of equal parts allure and eeriness. promotion for her debut single ANYWHERE consisted of wrinkled posters plastered on walls and a seemingly abandoned youtube channel dating from 2018 depicting a love story from the perspective of the viewer—and respectively, the yearner behind the camera.

ANYWHERE would then be promoted for six weeks, showcasing stunning stages with mesmerizing visuals and interesting stage outfits. the debut single would achieve a total of six music show wins, including an inkigayo triple crown. keeping her aura of mystique, not much about her was known aside from her stage name and her entrancing stage presence, causing her popularity to skyrocket after each performance.

riding the success of her debut, it wasn’t long until an ep was released titled HUSH HUSH, following her melancholic theme. released early december, it was quickly circulated for it’s strange pop-centered sound, with elements of alternative pop in its title track FIRE OF SECRETS to BITTERSWEET, a b-side that gained massive popularity to its boa-esque sound. promoted for a startlingly short time of just two and a half weeks, HUSH HUSH would received just three wins. MOONSUS and new fans alike were shocked at the decline in her wins, believing NAISU had been cheated by both rigged showcases and her company.

she would disappear from the spotlight for a few months after that, fans only getting snippets from her sparse social media presence and scouring the discarded youtube channel for new updates. then, unexpectedly, a single was dropped in march of 2023 title IN ANOTHER LIFE featuring fellow label mate PARADOX INVASION’s ADRIEN. spinning a horrid tale of love, death, and bare skinned truth in front of a lover who blurs between impassive and not there, NAISU marked her entrance into the new year with her familiar yet uncanny sound, this time with a more hyperpop-esque sound that quickly made its rounds on social media, namely tik tok. her collaboration with ADRIEN only pushed her name out even more, especially when it was made public that she had writing credits to varying degrees for every song released under her name up to date. it soon lead to fans wondering if the lyrics were written from personal experiences, leading for even more curious eyes peering at her.

soon after, her first mini album MASQUERADE was released in july with a title track of the same name, with IN ANOTHER LIFE listed as one of the songs, four of which full writing credits are given to her. promoted for six and a half weeks, MASQUERADE received a startling thirteen music show wins, leaving fans satisfied while others claimed the shows were rigged her favor to appease her almost cult-like following. a b-side titled UNDERWATER ( AWAKENED ) received special attention for its .. interesting lyrics, many claiming that the lyrics were too sensual ( despite just releasing a single with allusions to sex as an unhealthy coping mechanism … ), leading others to pick apart her discography to date to mule over the lyrics of the songs she’d claimed to have written. it’s then where speculations of her sexuality begin to rise in tune to her growing popularity.

as her discography grew, so did the uploads on that once sparse youtube channel. fans were ecstatic to see that her music and music videos had outside connections and lore, from MASQUERADE getting a upload titled FIND ME depicting a masked girl trapped in a funhouse mirror room, running into warped versions of herself until she meets a reflection of what looks like the artist herself, to UNDERWATER ( AWAKENED ) getting a short and soundless video titled BE AWAKE scenes switching between the same masked girl sitting in a tub fully clothed and NAISU herself floating underwater. a dedicated fan would take it upon themselves to string the music videos and channel uploads together, further revealing that they were all connected and telling a cohesive story of finding oneself—whether it be through real life or illusions of grandeur.

the second mini album would be released december of that year, following a theme she seemed to be setting for herself. ironically called DOLL, the title track PERFECT10N caused such an uproar, she was momentarily banned from performing the song for two weeks of the album’s five week promotion schedule. as a result of this, NAISU would then stubbornly perform b-sides DAHLIA and UNTOUCHABLE, causing fans to rally around her in support. streams for the album went through the roof, with the artist receiving her first three million streamed songs with the aforementioned songs, along with PERFECT10N and DAHLIA both reaching millions of views within hours of their respective music video drops.

as of now, NAISU still remains mostly shrouded in secrecy, an entity that seems to solely appear to release music and vanish before the public can get too close. her songs are still topic of heated discussion, especially her more sensual sounding ones, from most claiming they had to have been made from personal experiences to others thinking she must have been planted by overhead hands in the industry.

[env0writes]

May Be Well, 5.29.23

“May Be Well "

May the coming days be full of bounty With scores of fruits, o’ fruitful day Each half-cored promise Steadfastly refuse to rot Past one hand of counting Skim past the seasons of adulthood Even flowers grow weary from blooming Too soon the winds go blowing past Leaving me in the fallen leaves of yesterday O’ rueful day outlasting Casting shadows on the newborn rising day Growing tall with the grasses Lit up by fireflies and capless streetlights Stumbling on over busted-up concrete sidewalks Cast from the same childish molds That broke when the LEGOs fell Where did the green trails of childhood go? Turned brown and copper O’ pages of the day Turned life to stories spun With wintered wool Worn from spring and summer too Too soon the days are shelved Accumulating dust with rusty bones Page turners turned yearners Pocketing wishful change for fairytale futures May, be well in your passing Will it be worth it all for having passed? If it too is made

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[logiyande]

{ ayo edebiri, 21, cis woman, she/her } Is that LOGAN IYANDE? A SOPHOMORE originally from SACRAMENTO, CALIFORNIA, they decided to come to Ogden College to study GRAPHIC DESIGN  on a ACADEMIC SCHOLARSHIP. They’re THE WALLFLOWER  on campus, but even they could get blamed for Greer’s disappearance.

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yearning, dreaming, resting her head against the car door and closing her eyes, imagining a world where she is a different person, where people look up when she enters a room and stop talking when she starts to speak. suburbs, doldrums, everything that will happen to her has already happened before. the glow of a computer screen in the middle of the night, an aching familiarity with the four walls of her bedroom. the urge to think that no one understands her when fearing maybe there isn’t that much to understand. speaking a language that is so entrenched in decades of internet debris that she doesn’t know if people know how to translate. wondering if she is more interesting behind a keyboard than she is in person. sketchbooks filled with art no one would ask to see. wasting her youth, wasting her breath, wasting her time. 

BASICS:

full name: logan iyande

age: 21

date of birth: march 18

zodiac sign: pisces sun, cancer moon, virgo rising

hometown: sacramento, CA

gender: cis female

sexuality: lesbian

ethnicity: african american

languages spoken: english

PERSONALITY:

positive qualities: kind, curious, intelligent

negative qualities: geeky, introverted, naive

skills: encyclopedic knowledge on niche topics, quick reflexes, and deviantart fame for drawing niche cartoon characters in 2011

character parallels: Chidi Anagonye (The Good Place), Sam Weir (Freaks and Geeks), Willow Rosenberg (BTVS), Will Byers (Stranger Things), Lexi Howard (Euphoria), Haruhi Fujioka (OHSHC)

relationship to greer: if you looked on logan’s instagram history, you would almost always see @greer in her recently viewed. it’s not that she was obsessed with greer- she hardly knew her, had shared a class with her freshman year, and that was all. but greer represented everything she wasn’t, and she watched her with a keen eye more suited to an anthropologist studying another culture than a classmate watching another. 

school activities: running team, school paper

style: grandpacore- big thrifted sweaters, baggy jeans, trousers, loafers

the wallflower: people did not notice logan at a party, and that’s just fine with her. frankly, she didn’t want to be at the party anyways, would rather be in her dorm room curled up with a weighty book or tending to her farm in stardew valley. she felt stupid and exposed on the nights she dragged herself to a party she’d only been invited to as an afterthought, so she only did it rarely, when the little voice inside her head told her she was wasting her twenties under the covers. she made a fool of herself anyways- she didn’t get the sarcasm, wasn’t interested in the drugs, didn’t know the music that was being played or the tv shows that were being discussed. no, she was sure everyone laughed about her when she left. the more cutting truth, that no one was talking about her at all, would actually be a comfort. 

wanted connections (under construction)

woman for her to have a heartbreaking unrequited crush on (maybe she's straight in a Wish You Were Gay (by claud not billie eilish) type way? or maybe they'll just never see logan that way a la Christine by lucy dacus)

outgoing friend for her to follow around like a puppy

friends to lovers yearning kind of thing (she IS a yearner in all ways and forms)

toxic ex/situationship that she’s still a little in love with (ok i kind of have this one in my head i think she felt like they were embarrassed by her or talked down to her regardless of whether or not that was the truth)

go with me here some kind of cinderella story friendship?? like they’re friends through the internet but don’t know who the other person is irl

other headcanons

was a big tumblr artist a few years back for mid-2000s cartoons (like u know the vibe. avatar, teen titans, ect)- made the jump to twitter and still has a largeish following but not nearly as big as the early 2010s

maybe a little too into lord of the rings

had a big anime phase in middle school but has (mostly) grown out of it

listens to a lot of indie sad girl music (lizzy mcalpine, lucy dacus, ect) but has a soft spot for old school country

has a very large vinyl collection

i don't feel like writing out her family stuff but she actually has a really great relationship with her parents especially her mother

has been in dozens of car accidents but only by hitting parked cars when trying to park

will read literally anything- she's gone through the entire ice planet barbarians series in the last month

really loves horror movies but hates jumpscares so she looks them up on imdb before

[queenclaudiabrown]

The Scarecrow | Chapter Three: Vanishing Acts

     Dawn painted the sky and the fields and the house in a plethora of warm and vibrant colors and tones, washing over those that slept on the east side of the house through their windows and the worn-thin curtains.

     Natalie slept in the fetal position on her left side, both arms wrapped around her legs with her knees almost touching her chin. Marty tended to fall asleep spooning Grace, but in the night she usually rolled over onto her stomach and he'd roll onto his back. Melody favored 'the yearner' and generally slept on her right side. Eric slept in the freefall position, which he always wound up in no matter how he fell asleep to alleviate the neck pain. Dave slept like a starfish, which surprised absolutely no one, and Zak was some unholy combination of fetal, log, and starfish. Beth, ironically, slept like a soldier.

     Beth was the first one to wake, with Eric soon after and Melody ten minutes later. Zak and Marty woke about the same time twenty minutes after that, and Grace was the last to come to.

     She rolled over and smiled up at her boyfriend, who was watching her adoringly. "Morning honey." He greeted.

     "G'morning." She murmured back, bringing up one toned arm to place its hand on the back of his head to draw him down for a kiss. "What time is it?"

     "Almost eight." He replied. "I think you're the last to wake up. I'm gonna take a quick shower, if you don't mind."

     "No, go ahead. I'll go start breakfast."

     In her room, Beth went to the window after getting dressed to gaze upon the new day and bask in the early morning light. But as her eyes traveled over the landscape down below, her blood ran cold. She bolted down the stairs and burst into the kitchen. "Grace! Grace!"

     The other blonde jumped, accidentally spattering some pancake batter on herself. "Sheesh, Beth, what the h3ll?"

     "The scarecrow's gone!" She cried, eyes wide with panic.

     "Beth, what's wrong?" Melody queried, appearing from the living room with a concerned face. Natalie followed a few feet behind, frowning.

     "I looked out the window, and the scarecrow is missing." Beth explained panickily.

     "Yeah, I saw it too." Eric joined in, bumping past them all to refill his coffee. "Looked pretty raggedy- maybe the wind did it. Or somebody-" he gave a pointed look at Grace "-decided it'd be a funny prank after that story last night."

     Startling them all, Dave careened through the dining room doorway and narrowly avoided smacking into the stove. "The scarecrow, it's gone! Héctor's back!"

     "Oh God, not you too." Melody groaned, burying her face in her hands.

     Marty sauntered in the kitchen, freshly dressed with still-wet hair. "What's all the hullaballoo?"

     "Scarecrow's gone; Beth and Dave think Héctor Gilabert is wandering around." Natalie reported.

     "Seriously?" He raised his eyebrows in a blend of curiosity and skepticism.

     "Look, like Eric said, it's probably just a prank." Grace broke in. "And dдɱи, it was funny, I'm not gonna lie. But not all of us feel that way, so... c'mon, fess up." She prompted.

     The group shifted awkwardly in place, looking amongst each other.

     Grace frowned. "You're not gonna get in trouble." She coaxed.

     Yet still, no one confessed. After a long moment, she shrugged. "Alright, alright, don't tell us. As long as you tell me where you hid him before vacation's over so I can put him back for when my parents get home, I really don't care."

     Breakfast consisted of eggs, pancakes, bacon, and canned peaches, another hearty and delicious meal that they all thoroughly enjoyed. After that, most of them chose to lounge around and read, although Natalie and Dave discovered a chess set and started playing in the dining room.

     "I'm going out for a bit!" Grace announced a few hours later.

      "Want me to come with you?" Marty asked, half-rising from his chair, a book in his hand.

     Grace popped her head into view. "Nah, it's all boring errands. I'm gonna go check on everything, just in case the scarecrow thing is real- which I'm sure it's not-, try to find that stupid straw doll, make sure there's no birds' nests in the well bucket, that sort of thing. I should be back in less than an hour."

     "Okay." Marty replied. "I'll see you when you get back then, honey."

     It was only when Marty realized how much of the book he had read that he finally looked up at the clock and realized something wasn't right. Concerned, he closed the book and got up, seeking out the nearest person, who happened to be Zak. "Hey, I'm worried."

     His friend frowned. "What is it?"

     "Well, it's Grace. She said she'd be gone less than an hour, and it's been over an hour and a half." He explained. "I mean, it's probably nothing, but she's a very timely person."

     "What if Héctor got her?" Dave suggested seriously, coming down the stairs. "He's gone from his post, and she's out there all alone."

     Natalie came out of the kitchen. "I doubt that's the case." Seeing the deeply concerned looks on his and Marty's faces, however, she sighed. "Alright, why don't we all go out together and check where she said she'd be? That way, we can all rest assured everything's fine?"

     It only took a few minutes to round up the others, and then the seven set off through the cornfield in the direction of the well.

     They had never seen the well before, but the scene before them was definitely not right. Crimson painted the ashy grey of the well and much of the trampled grass around it. Crisscrossing gouges filled with red fluid in the mud gave the impression that someone had clawed at the earth frantically. Beside them was the imprint of about half of a face, as if someone- likely Grace herself- had been slammed headfirst into the ground. A few feet away, closer to the cornfield between the well and house, was one of Grace's white sneakers- now stained red in places- and not far from it lay a broken silver chain.

     Marty crouched and picked up the chain. "It's her anklet." He said. "I bought it for her on our first mall date. She never takes it off."

     "There's no one here but us, so who could've done this?" Eric reasoned. "Maybe- Maybe she's just playing a prank on us."

     Marty shook his head grimly. "She's not like that. She dropped ice down the back of my shirt once and apologized for hours. She wouldn't go this far for a prank. Something's happened to her. Maybe someone from college followed us up, someone who wanted to hurt her or one of us. Or somebody from town. But this isn't her."

     "Maybe we missed something." Natalie suggested.

     They stood in silence for a moment. Then, Melody reluctantly squatted down and pinched one of the red-soaked blades of grass between her fingers pulling them up the length of it to collect the sticky substance. Already grimacing, she popped them into her mouth, only to make an even sourer face. "Blood." She confirmed their ominous assumption before spitting on the ground to get it out of her mouth. She opened her mouth to speak, then closed it again, then took a breath and bit the bullet. "Marty...if a human Grace's size lost this much blood, could they survive?"

     Marty's head jerked and he swallowed. "Uh... uh, let me think." After a few moments of mental calculation, his face grew grim, giving them their answer. "If she did, she'd probably be unconscious, and she still might not make it."

     Natalie walked back a few steps, rocking back and forth between her heels and the balls of her feet, surveying the scene with a wider perspective and a frown-furrowed brow. After a moment, she spoke up. "There's no body. So... either she's still alive, or whoever did this took her somewhere else to finish the job."

     "And if she's alive and not their prisoner, but also not at the house, where could she be?" Dave questioned logically.

     "She might've tried to make it back, but passed out on the way." Melody reasoned. She turned around and stared at the cornfield. "Maybe she's somewhere in there. Or, we don't know where the caves are, maybe she ran off to one of them."

     Eric leaned against the well, curiously glancing down at it. He did a double-take and reached into the well, plucking something out of the water. "Hey, look at this." He said, staring down at what was in his palm. The others gathered around to see it as well, and their blood collectively ran cold.

     Burnt straw.

     "My God." Beth breathed in horror. She reached out and touched one piece with a pink-nailed fingertip, then immediately retracted it. "Héctor."

     "That's ridiculous." Scoffed Natalie. "It was just a silly story."

     "Then where's the scarecrow and why is there burnt straw?" The blonde challenged.

     "A prank, maybe, at least on the scarecrow bit." She suggested. "Or maybe it's somebody else using the legend of the scarecrow to freak us all out and kill her."

     "Don't say that!" Marty snapped. "Don't say that. We don't know anything for sure yet. She could still be alive."

     "Then why don't we all split up and comb the field for her, yeah?" Dave suggested, stepping in to calm down his suddenly confrontational friend. "If she's anywhere nearby, dead or alive, she's probably somewhere in there."

     The group nodded and spoke in agreement, and so they split up, each taking a separate row with a few more between them and the next person. They walked the entirety of the field, calling out for Grace, searching high and low for any sign of her or anyone else.

     And yet there was nothing.

     Eventually, the sun dropped so low that none of them could well justify staying outside, and they retreated to the house. Natalie, Zak, and Melody agreed with each other to lock the door.

     Yet as Melody was fastening the deadbolt, Marty rushed toward her. "What do you think you're doing?" He demanded.

     Melody sighed. "Look, if Grace is still alive, she has the keys, and she can get back in. But if she's not, then we need to protect ourselves from anyone and anything out there. Hopefully, she'll be back, in which case this was all a big misunderstanding and we'll laugh it off tomorrow."

     Marty sighed. "Fine. I'm going to bed."

     "Goodnight." The others chorused.

     Grace did not return.

[witchthewriter]

𝐁𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐀𝐦𝐫𝐞𝐧'𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐞

⤷ female, ambiguous race, and any size reader. Requests are open, thank you for reading!

ᴹᵃˢᵗᵉʳˡᶤˢᵗ | ᴹᵃˢᵗᵉʳˡᶤˢᵗ ᴵᴵ

ISTP

Slytherin

Neutral Evil

Scorpio Sun, Aries Moon, Gemini Rising  

SFW🌿

⭑ You could feel her power radiating from her before you even entered the room. It was like a vibration that only you could feel. 

⭑ As you felt her, she felt you.

⭑ Because to have Amren, and hold her attention, you have to have something special. And you do. An innate power that was bestowed upon you at birth from a mysterious stranger. 

⭑ You never knew your power, you just knew it was there. Underneath your skin, radiating, ready to attack at any sign of danger. 

⭑ The whole of Velaris knows that you’re Amren’s mate. Even though you are a woman to be feared as well, it’s like a double shield. You never have anyone talk ill of you - because they’re scared it will come back on them

⭑ You get along very well with Rhysand and Nesta. They remind you of a hidden darkness that you and Amren both have. Maybe it’s power, maybe it’s trauma or pain. 

⭑ You do like to let your hair down and cause some chaos with Cassian, he’s like a brother you’ve always wished for. 

⭑ In your day-to-day lives, you have books upon books in every single room. You’re both avid readers and yearners for knowledge. You can often find Amren on the couch, her feet tucked beneath her, and a big dusty book in her lap. 

⭑ The holidays are always fun because you love meeting up with the rest of the Inner Circle. It’s difficult to have everyone in one room because of how important your roles are. 

⭑ Do you have animals? Not a lot. But I can see you having a single black cat that seems to understand everything you say. 

⭑ Amren wants to know all about your childhood. She secretly yearns to know the human experience. 

⭑ Not a lot of PDA; you might touch each other’s arms, or give a swift kiss.  

⭑ You buy her the most beautiful jewels, or sometimes you steal them. I feel as if you don’t care about laws. 

⭑ She loves gifts, I won’t lie - she absolutely adores getting presents 

⭑ You usually give her some a few times a week, but on big occasions, you go all out 

⭑ Your place is actually very dangerous because you have ancient artifacts and important amulets in random rooms. (You don’t get a lot of visitors, usually ,you are the visitors.) 

⭑ It was almost as if you both knew you were each other’s mate. It was unspoken for a while because it was so easy to be with her 

⭑ There wasn’t an official wedding, but you did serve the other to officiate the mating bond. 

⭑ Being with Amren is like a relief; you know with the person who you’re meant to be with. There’s no doubt, no fear that she isn’t for you. 

⭑ She’s like a puzzle piece; one that fit perfectly 

Relationship Tropes:

Two Badasses in Love Who Don’t Take Shit From Anyone

Immortal Being Who Falls In Love With Mortal x Mortal Who Has Traumatic Past 

Two Witches In Love

NSFW🔞minors dni!

⭑ Amren likes to be dominated. She likes when you tell her she’s yours, and that no one else will have her. 

⭑ She loves when you grab onto her hair and pull, making her look into your eyes. 

⭑ Amren wants you to mark her, leave bruises, scratches, hickeys, any type of marks. She wants both of you to moan each other’s names. She has no shame. 

⭑ Likes the cowgirl position; her on top of you while you fuck her with a dildo. 

⭑ She would love to use any and all types of toys 

⭑ She’s very adventurous and likes to try every kind of sexual position, toy, food, place etc for sex. 

⭑ She masturbates a lot as well; Amren has a high sex-drive and can go 3 to 4 rounds, rest for 30 minutes and start up again. 

⭑ She loves seeing you flustered, and many people think she’s automatically the ‘alpha’ in the relationship. But you very much hold sway with Amren. Yes, you know how scary she is - but you don’t care

⭑ So many think she would be the one to dominate and order you around during sex. But they are very ... very wrong. 

⭑ She does worship your body with kisses, gently running her fingers over your naked skin. She leaves goosebumps wherever she touches. 

⭑ Amren has a lot of love to give, and I do think she likes sensual, slow sex. But at some point she would want to finish. But that’s another kink; she loves being edged. 

⭑ Usually Amren sits because you’ve fucked her so hard she can’t walk straight. 

[terrainofheartfelt]

Daniel Humphrey, Professional Yearner: A Playlist

Here it is folks, my fandom magnum opus. There is truly nothing I love more than going through my music library and projecting all over it.

Here is the link to the youtube playlist

Track listings and color commentary under the cut.

image sources: (x) (x)

We Shall Not Overcome - Frank Turner the thesis of hipster boi from Brooklyn

Because the bands I like / They don't sell too many records / And the girls I like, / They don't kiss too many boys / Books I read will never be bestsellers, / But come on fellows at least we made our choice

Next Up Forever - AJR ah, yes, the Gifted Kid anthem. Major Inside arc vibes

I wanna be next up forever / Find a way to never hit my peak

Crashin' - Jack's Mannequin self-described by the songwriter as a "fuck you writer's block!" song

And even if your voice comes back again / Maybe there'll be no one listening

Crimson and Clover - Tommy James & The Shondells I'll give you three guesses as to what scene this song is about.

Ah, now I don't hardly know her / But I think I could love her

Tumbling Dice - The Rolling Stones as long as this is a place to share my Daniel headcanons (of course it is, this is my tumblr!), this is one of the first things baby Dan learns to play on guitar. this and Tim Buckley. guitarist!dan my beloved.

Say now baby, I'm the rank outsider / You can be my partner in crime

Talk - Hozier It's that vibe of "I am very very into you, so I am overcompensating with intellectualism" while still being heartwrenchingly sincere and these LYRICS. I have to share the whole verse. i have to.

I'd be the voice that urged Orpheus / When her body was found / I'd be the choiceless hoping grief / That drove him underground / I'd be the dreadful need in the devotee / That made him turn around / And I'd be the immediate forgiveness/ In Eurydice / Imagine being loved by me

Dark Blue - Jack's Mannequin we are in the Derena chapter of first love where everything is beautiful and overwhelming and maybe it hurts but in like, a Good way.

Dark blue, dark blue / Have you ever been alone in a crowded room / When I'm here with you?

Can't Take My Eyes Off of You (I Love You Baby) - Ms. Lauryn Hill nothing you can say will convince me that Vanessa DIDN'T get Dan into Ms. Lauryn Hill. Cotillion Vibes.

You'd be like heaven to touch / I wanna hold you so much

Butterflies - Samsa this whole song is just so delightful. and it fuels many a highschool derena hc for me

And I’m not a glass half full kinda guy / Shipwrecked, flags half-mast hull kinda guy

gold rush - tswift this may be a hot take, but this is a daniel song for me, namely, bc of the lyric below.

I don't like that falling feels like flying till the bone crush...My mind turns your life into folklore / I can't dare to dream about you anymore

Brooklyn, You're Killing Me - Andrew McMahon in the Wilderness I had to. also this has that like, summer before senior year vibe in s2

My hand is a braindead magnet / So I keep waking up on fire / Beneath this low rise second city / That's turning good men into liars

Lights - Journey that scene of Dan and Vanessa on the rooftop? yeah.

So you think you're lonely / Well, my friend, I'm lonely too

All I Want - Walk the Moon *john mulaney voice* I think Dan Humphrey is a Bisexual.

Maybe if I went out less on the weekend / Maybe if I just didn't exist / Maybe if I was straight, maybe if I was vegan / Maybe if I still had you to kiss

Hold of Me - Dean Lewis we're really getting into the peak of pining!Dan. aka, 4b/5a Dan.

Then you said, "I need nothing from nobody" / I can see it on your face you're hurting, grab a hold of me

If You Ever Want To Be in Love - James Bay Wanted to ask if we could have been / But my tongue wouldn't break the seal

Bring It On - The Gaslight Anthem "It wouldn't to me."

Give me the fevers that just won't break / And give me the children you don't want to raise

Rock & Roll Romance - Frank Turner You and I could have a rock ‘n’ roll romance... / .... Leave all the loveless lonely behind

Biloxi Parish - The Gaslight Anthem I will eventually haunt you or you'll eventually be my queen / And I'll be with you through the dark / So that you do not go through the dark alone

Do I Wanna Know? - Arctic Monkeys Big Dylan/Claire staircase sex energy here

Maybe I'm too / Busy bein' yours / To fall for somebody new

Moon Song - Phoebe Bridgers Thee song for 5x10 & 5x11. And like—the Eric Clapton AND Jimmy Stewart references????? Makes me go Feral every time.

You couldn’t have / Stuck your tongue down the throat of somebody / Who loves you more

You are sick and you’re married / And you might be dying / But you’re holding me like water in your hands

Blue - Joni Mitchell "I've tried to make it go away, but how do you kill a feeling?"

You know I've been to sea before / Crown and anchor me / Or let me sail away

I've Told You Now - Sam Smith "I don't want to be your friend, Blair. I want more. I want you."

You know what I mean / It's like walking in the heat all day with no water

Jackie and Wilson [Live in America] - Hozier I like this live version better because there's this excited, giddy kind of energy in how mr. hozier plays it live that I think is very Dan.exe has stopped working (end of 517 and beginning of 518)

'Cause with my mid-youth crisis all said and done / I need to be youthfully felt 'cause, God, I never felt young

Cosmic Love [Unplugged] - Florence + the Machine the fact that they had Florence on the show and used her as background noise for b*n d*n*v*n is a CRIME. anyway this poetry is so Dan

A falling star fell from your heart and landed in my eyes

Good Feeling - Violent Femmes Won't you stay with me / Just a little longer? / It always seems like you're leaving

If You Don’t Wanna Love Me - James Morrison You can’t push me too far / There’s no space in my heart / Where I don’t wanna love you

I’m Ready - Jack’s Mannequin the song for Daniel Humphrey, self-saboteur

And every word you say, say something sweet / ‘Cause all I taste is blood between my teeth

Get Hurt - The Gaslight Anthem Have you come here to get her? / Have you come to take her away from me?

And maybe you needed a change or maybe I was in the way

Lover, You Should've Come Over - Jeff Buckley nothing makes me feel like this bridge does.

My kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder... / All my riches for her smiles when I slept so soft against her... / All my blood for the sweetness of her laughter... / She's the tear that hangs inside my soul forever

Fool for Love - Lord Huron I was born to lose 'cause I’m a fool for love

Silver Springs - Fleetwood Mac I couldn't make this without at least one spiteful season 6 Dan song. like. I MEAN:

You'll never get away from the sound / Of the [one] that loved you

Broken Heart - Motion City Soundtrack this song is a nod to scorned Dan turning evil in s6

I'll devise the best disguise / A brand new look and take them by surprise / They'll never guess what's not inside

Chaos and Clothes - Jason Isbell and the 400 Unit Lovers leave chaos and clothes / In quiet corners where you rarely ever go / One day you find proof she was real /Despite your struggle to forget

Never Going Back Again - Fleetwood Mac She broke down and let me in / Made me see where I'd been

Writer in the Dark - Lorde added at a rec from an anon because they absolutely right

I am my mother’s child, I’ll love you ‘til my breathing stops

Both Sides Now - Joni Mitchell I've looked at love from both sides now / From give and take, and still somehow / It's love's illusions I recall / I really don't know love / At all

If I Can’t Have You - Sara Bareilles recently had the epiphany that Amidst the Chaos IS a Dan album

I have to do my best to recall / That I’m thankful that I held you at all

All My Heroes - Bleachers Into focus I'll be coming / Into focus I'll be waiting / Into focus I'll be dreaming / Into focus I'll be something better yet

Even If it Kills Me - Motion City Soundtrack I'm really not as stubborn as I seem / Said the knuckle to the concrete

The Promised Land [Broadway]- Bruce Springsteen Sometimes I feel so weak I just want to explode / Explode and tear this whole town apart / Take a knife and cut this pain from my heart

Heroes and Songs - Brandi Carlile the "letting go of Serena" song

I love you my friend - my dear means to an end / But you're not in my dreams anymore

She Loves You - Gaslight Anthem The opening verse references two major streets in Brooklyn, so.

I've been down / I've been out / Had my head and my heart kicked around

St. Christopher Is Coming Home - Frank Turner Lonely Boy is a self-imposed title sometimes

And at the end I'm just a promise to pick up the phone / When I'm in town

Sleepwalkers - Brian Fallon And I saw her last night with a handsome young man / She was perfect to me, is she perfect to him? / And, Mama, she was famous in my dreams

Black and White Movies - Andrew McMahon in the Wilderness Are you home tonight? / Are you laying in bed watching black and white movies? / All alone tonight / Do you ever rewind to the summer you knew me?

Like a River Runs - Bleachers And I've played the victim for a long long time / And I wanna grow up / From the rhythm of a young, from the rhythm of a younger heart / It leads just like a river runs

Surrender - Walk the Moon And tell me how it ends / I'd do it all again / For one more minute / One more night

Halloween - The Gaslight Anthem how to not paste ALL the lyrics to this song? It’s Dan Humphrey, scourge of high society, and Yearning, and locking eyes across the crowded room, and just…these lyrics make me insane.

And I hate these things but I always attend / A little sip of something to take off the edge / And I make my way through the ghosts in the room / Trying to crack a smile

I think I saw you for the flash of a moment / Your broken heart and the body that holds it … I’ve never been right, have you ever been lied to? / I think I just saw the same scars upon you

Hostage - Jack's Mannequin I don't want your ransom / Just say you'll never leave

Let Your Heart Hold Fast - Fort Atlantic To believe I walk alone / Is a lie that I've been told

Sigh No More - Mumford & Sons Shakespeare reference? Shakespeare reference

Love, it will not betray you / Dismay or enslave you, it will set you free / Be more like the man you were made to be

Umpqua Rushing - Blind Pilot another recommendation from anon. It SO fits.

I’ve been a forest burning no direction / I tried to hold you, I tried everything but running

Graceland Too - Phoebe Bridgers I would do anything, I would do anything / Whatever you want me to do, I will do / Whatever she wants

Baby Talk - Mick Flannery feat. SON Real is in the feeling, baby / Nearer then to thee

Heart heavy in the wind / Blown back to you again

You're True - Eddie Vedder Nothing ever goes my way / But with you here, that all will have changed

Etta James - Brian Fallon Now Etta James, hit that symphony / 'Cause she drifts through my blood like a remedy... / Like Etta said, my love has come along

Rainy Girl - Andrew McMahon in the Wilderness obligatory dilf!dan song!!!!

Sometimes when I'm falling in my dreams / I can feel you falling next to me / I guess we're going everywhere together

Kathy's Song - Simon & Garfunkel I know that I am like the rain / There but for the grace of you go I

[megumimania]

IN SICKNESS AND IN HEALTH - shoko ieiri

warnings: shoko x fem!reader, rct has minor side effects , fluff, shoko finally getting taken care of, rct = reverse cursed technique

a/n: shoko yearners (me) rise!

you sighed at her stubbornness.

shoko couldn’t even stand up before her limbs went to jelly and she flopped back onto the couch—a minor side effect of abusing her rct when she worked late nights at the hospital.

yet she was still trying to do the laundry despite you insisting that she needed rest.

“babe it’s fine. i can take care of myself.”

she protested, shooing you away. but you physically couldn’t when she was in such a bad state. you accepted her wishes but you lingered outside the laundry room ready to catch her if she fell.

she was always a fierce beacon of independence, it made sense when she spent most of her adolescence shacked up in the four sterile walls of the hospital, working in silence and solitude fixing up the most unimaginable horrors unbeknownst to man.

however you wanted her to rely and depend on you too. you saw how much stress she carried from work, causing her to be easily irritable but you didn’t take her outbursts personally. shoko being the sole doctor who could perform rct on others in the whole tokyo region was taxing.

so when you saw her knees about to buckle from carrying the load of laundry. you were there in an instant. holding her with such gentleness as if she was going to break with the slightest touch.

her eyes that were full of fire and determination gave way to her true feelings; exhaustion and pain. it broke your heart seeing her like this but you both knew as long as curses reigned the earth and there were sorcerers made to fight them that this would be a continuous cycle.

“will you finally let me take care of you now?” you said softly, brushing the stray hairs away from her face. shoko was honestly too tired to put up a fight, she just needed some sleep.

she mumbled a tired “yeah” which was all the confirmation you needed. shoko let herself go, letting you take care of her the way she desperately needed. background noise from the tv played as you nestled her into bed with a hot water battle, some soup and vitamins and lots of love and kisses.

in the midst of all this shoko realised three things:

1.being taken care of was pretty damn nice

2.she was stubborn as hell and that’s something that needed to work on.

3. she was so lucky to have you, the most beautiful amazing person in the world as her girlfriend.

she slept like a baby that night knowing that you’d always be by her side, ready to catch her if she ever falls.

[blacksunscorpio]

is it normal for a scorpio moon to be obsessive and then get mad when the person they like doesn’t give them enough attention ??? cause that be me (aqua sun, aries venus , scorpio moon + taurus rising)

LOL Yes, love. This is very normal.

Scorpio Moons…

Have deep emotions that they will tend to process over and over. You’ll always be looking for the ‘why’ and tend to try to make sense of all the things you uncover on an emotional level. Deep fear of betrayal. Martian and Plutonic energy have quite ruthless attitudes with regard to emotion. Obsession is a given when someone’s moon is ruled by Scorpio. Even a bit of obsession compulsion. Also, we have to remember Scorpio is a fixed sign. [ And you actually are fucking around with a triplicity of fixed energy with your Aqua, Taurus and Scorpio triangle there, sheeeesh]. Fixed energy is all about being immovable. Inflexible. Rigid, stubborn, opinionated and single-minded. Obsession is just a synonym for having a one-track mind.

Scorpio moons have the monopoly on this.

When Lunar Scorpio’s love they love with ALL they have. These people love deep. They fall hard. Why so intense? The Moon is the most primal expression of Scorpio energy. That’s because the moon is the most sensitive luminary, so Scorpio moons tend to act out many Scorpio traits Solar Scorpio’s are able to keep under lock and key. The rage. The subtle tactics that manipulate. The need for control. Speaking of which, That is another thing about lunar Scorpio’s, their need for control. When a lunar Scorpio feels out of control, they are NOT in their bag. They actually lose their sense of balance. Their equilibrium is shot. Panic ensues. That notorious paranoia. It actually feels dangerous for them. And what does a Scorpion do when it feels in danger?

It pulls out that stinger.

Their emotions tend to feel so out of it that they need to fill that void somewhere else. This will typically be through an obsession of theirs. Most of the time it will be another person. They need the other person to reciprocate their love with the intensity that they feel. If they suspect that it’s not, this ends up resulting in that deep primal rage Scorpio’s are so notorious famous for. This subterranean force that can cause them to be overcome by jealously, thoughts of revenge, and resentment. There is the culprit behind your issue, boo.

Eh, it’s an 8th house/Plutonic thing *shrug*, Don’t trip.

Since the moon’s primary job is to feel, Lunar Scorpio’s are the yearners, the cravers. The ones that Usain BOLT not walk towards the forbidden fruit. They love dangerous connections, forbidden entanglements, and profoundly deep connections. If it’s not torturous and painful with a dash of toxicity, they don’t want it.

I swear, it’s like the zodiac took a syringe, filled it with underworld/Scorpio extract and stabbed it into the hearts of those born when the moon was chillin in Scorpio.

As a result, people with this aspect are very hard-pressed to control and direct their Scorpionic passions like solar Scorpios do. They are rawness and authenticity in its unrefined state. They operate on reflex and instinct– not mental calculation. Again, this is the MOON. Raw emotion. Not logic. They feel stimuli and their plutonic nature reacts automatically.

Lastly, these are the types that will obsess so much but so covertly it almost always go unnoticed [unless of course, another Scorpio catches on.] They will be the types to stalk. In every sense of the word. I’m talking social media, friend’s accounts, drive-by’s around the job, around the house, Geo tags on the phones, hacking through VPN’s. [I’m not being facetious these are actual examples I’ve lived through lol] Why? because this makes them feel close to the object of their affection. The need to be on that person’s mind. And of course they do, since the object of their affection/crush is always on theirs. It is also a mode of protection. Lunar Scorpios are the types who want to find out everything about you so they can either feel close to you or retaliate against you if you ever betray or hurt them. Self-preservation mode. Again, it’s a Plutonic thing.

So to answer your question, Yes it’s normal. Your emotions are steeped in intensity. Just remember to reign it in when you feel them borderlining on the destructive. Scorpio is a water moon, making you ultra-sensitive to the moods around you. So be verrryyyyy careful. Scorpio Moons are especially vulnerable to dark atmospheres—toxic, heavy, stagnant, and the spiritually degraded. You need to purge ill feelings on a periodic basis. Over time, you’ll find that balance. Try to stay grounded and not fall too deep into that rabbit hole that is Plutonic energy. Anything in excess isn’t healthy. Use your gift of intuition to learn trust your strong instincts about situations and people and act accordingly