#Why does this keep happening
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at the end of the day it's not that you hate your job - actually, you like working, you like routine, you like feeling like an adult - it's that any time you fuck anything up, you feel like you're fucking dying.
because you could be actually fucking dying. because if one day you wake up and you misunderstood something - you could lose your job, and nobody is hiring, and nobody is paying, and nobody takes people like you, and that job you want hasn't gotten back to you. and what exactly are you going to do without insurance? good luck with those meds. you should have thought of that before being a person.
so it's not just that you forgot to CC someone on an email, it's that if you don't have this job, you can't afford rent. it's not that you misread a comment, it's that if you get fired, you will be in massive amounts of unpayable debt. it's not that you are bad at your job, but here are the stakes as they have been decided for you: be perfect or fucking die. like, literally, die. that is how much safety net you have: none.
it's not burnout, technically. but you literally just had two typos in your work, and you're already picturing the ending. you want to throw up & curl up & make it all go away. it is two typos. if he decides he is mad at you, you lose literally everything.
your mom says that you seem stressed. the thing is that you have never known a job that isn't stressful. welcome to capitalism. there is no other road, only this one. what the fuck is a career. you come here, and we hold your life against the barrel of a gun, and somewhere someone is spinning the chamber and pulling. eventually the bullet will come.
you live in a mugging. your boss owns three cars and has four kids. you worry about having enough to feed your dog. good luck. beg for forgiveness. CC the right people next time and be grateful, kid. somebody has it worse than you. someone, probably, has it worse than you. so what if you can't sleep or eat or focus. your work chat sound literally makes you panic. you had to change the sounds of computer notifications so you'd stop having such an upset stomach.
welcome to the real world! the rat race! the dog eat dog circus!
your doctor studies the results and frowns at you. "it's bad for your heart," she says. "try to reduce your levels of stress."
#spilled ink#warm up#i am OFF MY MEDS AND I FUCKING HATE IT#WHY DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING#NOT GOOD FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Late night at the lab
#collector by daffo#ohhh I heart yearning sooo bad aauughh#Viktor is full of it!!#but also comfort in just being there you know#early jayvik savvveee meee#art#fanart#sketches#my art#jayvik#jayce talis#viktor arcane#arcane#arcane fanart#bro another comic about sleeping#why does this keep happening
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#dc why are you making me cry#go away dc#go away#don’t mind me#i’m just crying#crying is an understatement#i’m bawling my eyes out#why does this keep happening#why do i do this to myself#dc#batman#bruce wayne#gotham#batman and robin#alfred pennyworth#thomas x martha#thomas wayne#martha wayne#the wayne family#the waynes#little brucie wayne#young bruce wayne#comic#dc comics
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Bunny Man
#fnaf#fnaf movie#steve raglan#william afton#fnaf fanart#why does this keep happening#i love villains too much
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Ok this is an apology for my previous keeperschamp post lolz
Inspo tweet
#every time I use a different brush my art style completely changes#why does this keep happening#jrwishow#jrwi#jrwi podcast#jrwi art#jrwi blood in the bayou#blood in the bayou#jrwi bitb#bitb#jrwi timothy rand#jrwi rand#timothy rand#jrwi rolan#jrwi rolan deep#rolan deep#keeperschampion#keeperschamp#toxic middle aged bug yaoi#beetles art
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me: *listens to pirate music while drawing*
🧠: hey what if Sun and Moon were pi—
me: nope.
🧠: and the Y/N was—
me: shut.
🧠: and they—
me: cease. No. Nope. No more. No AU.
🧠: but you already made a music playli—
me: SHUSHHSHSHSHSHHH. Not right now.
🧠: …
me: …
🧠: …what if there’s a love triangle—
me: goddammit…
#why does this keep happening#qwq#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf dca#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#pirate au#potential au#still undecided#fnaf sb#fnaf security breach#dca sun#dca moon
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[Day 19]: Fav alt hermit
Aka the perfect excuse for me to draw season 7 mayoral elections mumbo!
Funfact, I have a cosplay of this skin, which you can find underneath the #ghostycosplay tag on my blog :D
#Repost bc i forgot to add tags???#Why does this keep happening#Either i forget to draw sth#Or i forget the tags#hermitaday#hermitcraft#hermitblr#art#hermitcraft fanart#clart#fanart#mumbo jumbo#mumbo fanart#mumbojumbo#mumbo jumbo fanart#ghostys favs
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I've seen ppl say Ineffable Bureaucracy being canon wasn't in their bingo cards and it's funny because it's in MINE and I NEVER expected I would cross it out AND YET HERE WE FUCKING ARE
You wanna know what WASN'T in my bingo card????
A FUCKING DIVORCE
#ineffable bureaucracy#ineffable husbands#good omens spoilers#why does this keep happening#Why is it always the divorcees#i hate it here /j#good omens#rule of thumb that my ships HAVE to go on a divorce arc AT LEAST once#I am unwell
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Tigerstar takes in the RiverClan Rejects (again)
! click the gif for quality that doesn’t suck
#THIS IS SO FUNNY TO ME . THIS IS THE THIRD TIME HES TAKEN IN EXILED RIVERCLAN CATS#why does this keep happening#I had this idea in my head ever since the blurb for ivypool’s heart deopped I just haven’t had the chance to do it til now#anyway . I think Duskfur would be guilty abt everything that has happened#she let frostpaw be exiled + invalidated her trauma omly to be like haha you were right granddaughter#not to mention both her kids just going evil??#so I added some grandmother guilt <3#and some frostpaw and Nightheart being friends because I will remeber them forever#once again gif quality seeks to kill me… looks terrible no matter what on iPad but ok when clicked on phone. Hope it’s alright#ivypool’s heart spoilers#ivypool’s heart#a starless clan#asc spoilers#warriors#warrior cats#cw blood#Duskfur#tigerheartstar#Tigerstar 2#Tigerheart#animation#Mothwing#icewing#frostpaw#Nightheart#sunbeam#illustration#meme#comic
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I feel like nothing good in my life ever lasts
so whats the point of trying if everything is always temporary
#bpd#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#1 am thoughts#2am thoughts#3am thoughts#4am thoughts#sadgirl#love#sad thoughts#self isolation#unloved#im unloveable#unlovable#i feel empty#i feel unworthy#i feel so unloveable#feeling unloved#feeling unwanted#feeling bad#girlblogging#why am i like this#why#why do i do this to myself#why does this keep happening#why do i do these things#why do i even bother#5am thoughts#mitski#poem
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finally... origins of the luz+hunter suicide pact <3
#IVE HAD THIS IN MY HEAD FOR MONTHS AAAAAAA ITS FINALLY DONE#a good gift for yall to end the year with#lunter suicide pact....means everything to me.....#i drew this instead of studying for my math final tomorrow… pray 4 me lads#also you can interpret this however u wish idc <3#I've never done an ID for a comic (mainly because I rarely DO comics)#so if there's anything bad about them please tell me#lilac art#luz noceda#hunter toh#toh#toh fanart#the owl house#image id included#image id in alt text#edit: I DIDNT REALIZE IT JUST DIDNT HAVE THR BACKGROUND???? WHY#tumblr on dark mode made it look like it was there :(((((((((#i fixed it but its too late…… the transparent background is out there lmfaoooo#why does this keep HAPPENING
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i wish persona 3 and persona 3 portable would understand that if i interact with a child character who is all alone and having issues with family, and i take them to eat food that they don't get to have at home or can't afford, that does not in fact mean that i want to have a romantic relationship with the child
ken and maiko are my adopted little siblings why in gods name would persona 3 creators ever look at them and their traumas and assume the player would want to abuse them 😭
#persona 3#p3p#persona 3 portable#WHY DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING#I WANT TO BE THEIR BIG BROTHER AND KEEP THEM SAFE WHO WOULD EVER WANT TO date a CHILD#why would that even be added in 😭
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I am sick and tired of people acting like miss reneé rapp owes you something, especially this one tiktoker who has been putting reneé on blast because she wouldnt take a photo at coachella in the hot sun.
Considering how harshly the media has always treated this woman she deserves more than her disrespectful fans and people who claim to be her fans such as this one creator who called her regina george the entire time, of course shes not going to respond to that.
Celebrities owe us NOTHING.
And many complain how she may come across rude but at the end of the day shes a girl with ADHD and thats why we love her, ADHD isn’t just happy exciting bouncy fun and shes allowed to have her down days too especially when shes drained from performing. People in the comments who were also saying they had a bad experience with reneé are most likely lying or they came across rude as they tend to forget they can be apart of the issue too.
Reneé rapp is human too!!!
Yes she has her flaws but we all do, thats what makes us human and thats why we like her as she is a flawed human being and that makes her more relatable. And reneé has NEVER claimed to be a perfect porcelain princess and she is aware when she has done wrong, she just voices her opinions and as a neurodivergent person i find her rather inspiring. You CANNOT expect a person to be fine 100% of the time especially after a stressful moment.
Sorry for this rant being my first post i just cannot deal with these ppl 💕💕
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i was a diehard drarry shipper til i read Terrible, but Great by @isalisewrites on ao3 and now im switching over to tomarry sighs,, i used to think tomarry fans were weirdos too but clearly i played myself. anyway it feels like im betraying draco so i searched far and wide for a new ship and am desperately falling onto ron x draco with the same impact that chandelier fell on tom
and let's throw in hermione x blaise while im at it 🤧
#harry potter#tom riddle#draco malfoy#ron weasley#hermione granger#blaise zabini#tomarry#drarry#dron#its like when i gave up on todobaku to ship bakudeku im crying#why does this keep happening#why cant i be a multishipper like everyone else#also if isalise sees this i hope your hysterectomy went well
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I'm not flirting with you. I was just being kind.
#໑ moki mrs kiss ⟡#cute#femcel#girlblogging#i miss my boyfriend#lizzy grant#coquette#coquette angel#female rage#girl blogger#hell is a teenage girl#why does this keep happening#this is what makes us girls#im gonna cry#thought daughter#i hate it here#hello kitty#send help#leave me alone#messy girl#girly thoughts#girl blog#im just a girl#girlhood#girl blogging#girlblogger#just girly thoughts#pinkcore#mentally insane#the feminine urge
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they can’t keep getting away with this
#why does this keep happening#but also please don’t stop#the women loving side shave#wlw#lesbian#judy alvarez#vi arcane#netossa#namaari#also i know namaari isn’t canonically queer but i feel like they left enough of a mark on the wlw community to be included here#she ra#cyberpunk 2077#arcane#wlw post#sapphic#lesbians
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