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Weeping Angel
Etho design inspired by @will41n
don't cry king ver. under the cut
#secret life smp#secret life#ethoslab#MAKING EVERYONE SEE WILL41N ETHO DESIGN BC IM GOING FERAL HES SO PRETTY I HAVE TO DRAW IT ACCURATELY AT SOME POINT#weeping angel task my beloved i loved it so much#Shout out to my friends who are fans of doctor who fans- i've never watched an ep but congrats on getting david back#my art
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bsd fic authors i understand yalls pain SO well right now why is it so fucking HARD to write dazai. like i have a whole fucking spreadsheet dedicated to tireless analysis i have done on my part so i can accurately characterize him but he is such an unpredictable and morally gray character that it's hard knowing his limits and boundaries and where he draws the line for himself.
#i hate when ppl make him out to be a sadistic villain with no remorse. like did we read the same manga 💀#but at the same time he is NOT crying abt all the ppl he sent to the grave. he sleeps just fine at night knowing he committed atrocities#yes he feels remorse? but he isn't like kunikida to weep at someone's grave for failing to save them#and then we have his emotions themselves#dazai isn't emotionless. far from it. he has difficulty expressing affection but yk he finds someone endearing when he trusts them#trust is very important to dazai and is one of the aspects of human emotion that he can fully grasp#but like everything else is in a hazy gray area that he does not feel like exploring. he feels alienated from his humanity bc of this#AUUUGHH can someone help me with character analysis PLEASE#I WASNT PAYING ATTENTION TO THIS MF UNTIL RECENTLY SO I MISSED OUT ON A LOT OF IMPORTANT DETAILS#see i would go and reread a few light novels but like i don't have time for that#and this is for dazai specifically. i am very well versed on his relationships w other charcaters#but just like asigiri himself said: it's very difficult to write dazai and write him WELL#so yeaaa i have a lot of smart ppl following me pls help#bsd#ALSO MY FRIEND STILL HAS NO LONGER HUMAN UUUUGHHHHHH I NEED THAT BACK BC I TABBED IT A SHIT TON#FOR LIKE CONNECTIONS TO YOZO AND BSD DAZAI AND WHERE ASIGIRI DREW INSPIRATION FROM YOZOS CHARACTER FOR DAZAI#THAT WOULD BE SUCH A VALUABLE FUCKING RESOURCE BC I DID SOME ANNOTATIONS IN THEM TOO BUT MY BOOK IS ANOTHER FUCKING STATE#I HATE IT HERE FML
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Civilian Gothamites realizing they can get vengeance through Sword!Robin
Gothamites figuring out if they happen to mention a rogue treating animals poorly within hearing range of sword!Robin that rogue will be in custody with at least four fractures and a concussion and Damian being completely aware that like 63% of these people are lying but it’s the only way he can get experience with the nonlethal takedowns he’s experimenting with bc everyone keeps complaining about how he treats his opponents and allies
Like he’s guiding a civilian to safety and they mention that “this would be the worst thing to happen to me today if riddler didn’t stab my fucking cat” and this civilian does not own a cat but they did own a car that was just paid off but riddler fucking crushed it with a stupid ass hot air balloon that’s shaped like a fucking question mark and Damian is aware of this bc he was the one that verified the insurance claim (but he’s been looking for a reason to punch Nygma in the throat since his last Arkham escape when he called Damian a moron)
And he also knows that if he plays along with it and says ‘as if I’d let that gaudy and tactless imbecile get away with committing such atrocities’ when prompted that he’ll get away with barely a slap on the wrist like he gets three half hearted but long lectures he’s not going to listen to and an online sensitivity training seminar he goads Tim into completing (Damian and Tim 100% try to trick each other into doing work they don’t want to do and full heartedly believe the other has no idea what they’re doing)
Bruce’s tendency for finding small crashouts at risk of becoming future rogues in Gotham and deciding they need love & supervision but what actually happens bc he’s so fucking awkward is they get almost the same amount of supervision just with like an hour of intense helicopter parenting a week but honestly besides that they just have more money and resources to do fuck shit
Tim 🤝🏾 Damian: using the manipulation tactics they learned from their mothers then later improved on with help from an assassin cult and bat/cape interrogation questioning techniques on the homies
#Both central city and gotham are referred to as crashout central and no one’s ever sure which city is being mentioned unless a cape is named#random Gotham civilians outsourcing a rogue getting their ass kicked to a middle schooler with a katana is fucking funny#Damian & Tim 100% try to trick each other into doing work they don’t like and definitely believe the other has no idea what theyre doing#Whenever damian gets benched the civilians protest until he’s back on duty#and are just generally unhelpful like ‘answer your questions?? That’s crazy I got a question for you: where’s my guy??’#Random gothamite: Batman’s so mean like free my guy 😔 he didn’t even do anything?? He’s just a little guy#Their friend visiting from out of state who’s pretty sure they saw that kid fuck up a dinosaur with no backup: 🤨 ikyfl#the loa ninja who came for a welfare check: you’re joking right???#Sword!robin#robin 5#Robin V#gothamites definitely tried to count the robins but they change names heights & costumes so often that no one’s really sure#so there’s angry!Robin nerd!Robin emo!Robin blonde!Robin and sword!Robin#but there’s also the theories of robin being an amalgamation of every child ghost in Gotham or a shapeshifter with an emo dad#only in gotham#dc civilians#Damian Wayne#Damian Al Ghul#Damian Al Ghul Wayne#dc robin#robin#dc comics#Civilian Gothamites: that polite young man!!#The bats & everyone else that knows Damian: 🤨#Damian currently using psychological warfare against scarecrow a rogue w/ a doctorate in psych and winning: dr crane?? more like dr cringe#Damian: sometimes I just get the urge to weep inconsolably not out of fear but bc I know you believe yourself to be a threat & that’s false#Insurance companies in Gotham either make so much money it’s insane or every employee has 746 hits out on them at all times
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Full thing under the cut Content Warning: Shirtless Man
Originally posted to Instagram for Raptorgirl's Blue Titan, I thought he was funky enough to post here, too, so here ya go :)
#eddsworld#ew#art#fanart#eddsworld fanart#ew tom#tom#digital art#magazine spoof#fake magazine#I'M BACKING USING TEXTURED BRUSHES BABY#OH HOW I'VE MISSED THEM#gay man#blue titan#blue leader tom#future tom#my digital design teacher is weeping at the sight of this#Thank god he doesn't have tumblr#And if my IRL friends see this:#STOP ASKING ME TO DRAW HIM A BULGE OMG#jay draws
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bwah its so sad to me that disney is burying tlm2 so hard. like they've straight-up ignored it for years, but actively just being like no this is ursula's sister ul.iana and mor.gana is actually this morgan.a from a different media, im just saying this franchise would of been perf for melody to come back
#peaches & screams | ooc. |#i haven't seen the new descendants bc i honestly see my friends enjoy those from a distant#but you know i've seen#''hoe it's jaladdin'#the beginning part with queen red 'wasn't even called that yet'#and the villain introduction#i was more into ever after high unfortunately backed the wrong horse weeps#i gotta give mel a descendants verse
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the forest looks like heaven today i woke up feeling the heaviest weight at the top of my heart
#yesterday on the study they said they were dating two others and it was going well and i cant imagine fucking you but#you have great tits. they got upset at me not inviting them to a party. my research partner told me to write a 1000 word essay on why they#should come. they spoke about how much they wanted theiir ex and they wouldnt tell me much about who theyre dating bc#they thought i still had feelings for them which. god. theyre right but the assumption is so arrogant#the streams r rly beautiful im walking to a date and shes gorgeous and some of my friends know her but i look#exactly like ive slept on my friends floor for the past few days so . aaa anyway#god after that whole call i just felt so deflated like i felt over it but now its all . back. like seeing them being happy w smn else#inflicts active misery upon me which means ii think im becoming a worse person bc of them. i called my friend and i just . idk i walked home#i kept wanting to weep but . woah the sun is so pretty#there are petals and dandelion seeds floating in the air#med school students walking to their lectures#she does biochem btw. the person im meeting now#there are two butterflies dancing together. i cant make this shit up the past few days have looked like actual heaven#ive spent them being on survival mode and not even bc of my studies like ok focus on log functions while the person kn the screen#tells u abt how if her ex were to call shed fold immediately and the new girl is a singer and its going well and maybe ill tell you#more abt it in a few months. SO YOU KNOW IT HURTS ! SO WHY WOULD YOU TELL ME YOUD MAKE OUT W ME AT THE CLUB WHY WOULD U FALL ASLEEP NEXT TO#ME WITHOUT CLOTHES ON ! WHY WOULD YOU CARESS YOUR OWN SKIN LOOKING AT ME IN THE MIRROR !!!!#anyway im like . sane.#i just . felt like it was over#i realised i kept seeing ppl who i thought were more attractive etc etc than her bc i needed to prove to myself#that im attractive enough to be liked or that i can be liked at all and a part of me wanted to prove it to them too#its just a horrible mindset to have and yh not only do they not care but they also bring out the worst in me actively like . I DONT KNOW#BUT THEN WHO ELSE KNOWS THAT THE GOLDEN HOURS IN TEHRAN ARE PINK AND LILAC WHO GOES TO TECHNO RAVES AT THE BASE OF DAMAVAND#WHO CAN PIN YOU AGAINST A WALL LIKE THEM !!!#anyway#standing up it just feels so#exhausting#like this the most exhausted ive felt from all this ever
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every time messy lesbian exes get back together an angel loses its wings
#vaguing a friend of a friend who i follow on instagram who was breakdownposting about her breakup for like two weeks#like girly you were just posting selfies of you weeping at work what in the world makes you think this is a good idea#not to say people can never make getting back together work just like. in this situation i have my doubts#personal nonsense
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sigh okay, i’m going to schedule some rbs of my fic & the poll but i must get off tumblr until friday night
#someone tell me how to make friends on this app#HAHAHH#no jk not funny i’m laughing thru tears#HAHAHH JK#kind of#i’m good at making quick friends w ppl irl but i’m so lost on here i feel like a loser 😭#it just all feels very isolating i weep#i’m trying my best but 😔🥲💔#i just want ppl to talk to💔💔#anyway#i’ll be back friday love bugs
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There’s going to be fig newtons at my job tomorrow and I can have some. Big things happening in my werld
#and then out to a movie with **** after me shift#which…well we just had a four hour conversation about our dynamic so it might be. well idk actually it might be fine#it’d be a way more effective conversation if we weren’t determined never to face the cold hard truth. but I’m giving myself the deadline of#summer 2025#for logistical reasons#aka I can flee ********* and ne’er come back unless ****** and **** get married or something#I have got to get a fucking journal!#sorry.#it’s just that I had to quit journaling bc every time I dwelt on my circumstances I began weeping#these tags make me sound so histrionic I am actually quite level headed and normal it’s just that I’m in a tempestuous pseudo partnership w#someone who is my best friend and roommate which is not exactly…well it is what it is! lol
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so in juniper's campaign we've just found ourselves in a high-stakes situation that I as a player do frankly find stressful and am anxious about, but hey hi also the DM was like 'okay here are the exact mechanics of how this is going to work because I don't want to surprise you with serious repercussions, also here are all the options you will have to try to do something about the situation-- [affected player] what do you think? honest feedback, I don't want it to feel unfair, I want to be clear that I am not just trying to kill your character, and if it ends up being badly balanced we can revisit it down the road' and oh my god I could COLLAPSE and WEEP with gratitude
#[tears in my fucking eyes] WHAT IF DND WAS GOOD!! WHAT IF A DM THAT'S GOOD!!!#LIKE I've said actually MOST of my DMs are good but because of the way this situation was presented specifically#where-- as NOT the affected player-- it does feel like the way it came up was a little unfair and I AM worried about the stakes--#I REALLY SPENT SO MUCH OF THAT ABOVE-TABLE TALK GOING OH WOW I FEEL LIKE OUR FRIEND ACTUALLY LOVES US AND WANTS THIS TO BE FUN!!#I DON'T KNOW THAT I AGREE WITH WHAT HE'S DOING HERE BUT I TRUST MY FRIEND AND IT'S SAFE FOR US TO TALK ABOUT THINGS LIKE THIS PLAYER TO DM!!#WOWIE THAT FEELS RELEVANT TO MY DND EXPERIENCE RIGHT NOW LMAO!!!#'I've looked at your stats and inventories to try to make this serious but balanced but if it doesn't work we can retool it'#'I want to be extremely clear that this situation could kill destal so I want to be extremely sure that you're comfortable with that--#-- and with how the mechanics are designed around it'#I am fucking. on my KNEES WEEPING. at the contrast with how punishing and DEEPLY unfun felix campaign has relentlessly been the whole time#and how little of a fuck it feels like THAT DM gives when he's like 'this random rolltable encounter was deadly :)'#'you guys didn't get hit last time and got all your spells back right?' uhhh wrong and wrong and we TALKED about that last time#are you gonna revisit the balance on your fifth in a row 'if you fail you'll TPK' scenario? no? yeah I figured lol#christ knows HE'S never invited feedback on his DMing. you KNOW I don't feel safe to say 'hey this doesn't feel fair or fun' with him#AND LIKE!! WITH A DM I TRUST I FEEL SAFE ENOUGH TO REALLY PLAY WITH SOMETHING TERRIBLE HAPPENING!! YAY YIPPEE STAKES AND PATHOS!!!#I don't just want nothing bad to happen ever! but I don't want it to feel careless or heartless or just... Not Fun#anyway. grasping william's hands so tightly. my beloved friend. my wonderful friend. what a relief to have a DM that's good#after the shit we've been through in our now most-frequently-run campaign#the thing I'm mad about is that destal has been making a mystery saving throw every night-- but this was imperceptible to the characters#so we weren't acting on it#and now that he's failed it three times the situation is 'okay NOW you will be maming a con save every night and accumulating exhaustion'#'which can't be removed by sleeping' [six levels of exhaustion Kill You]#so like!! well okay I wish we had had ANY way of knowing how urgent this was before we got to 'now there's a deadly countdown' BUT OKAY#but like I said. he clearly put a lot of thought into the math for the mechanics#he made sure that we DO actually have ANYTHING we can do to mitigate the condition and outlined several options specifically and clearly#he checked in with justin about whether that seemed fair and opened it for future retooling if necessary#so I'm just at 'that was kind of a rugpull dude :/' instead of DESPAIRING lmao#this is a level of Oh Shit that's juicy! this is a level of Oh Shit that might force dramatic character choices out of desperation!#THIS IS AN OH SHIT WHERE WE STILL GET TO PLAY DND ABOUT IT AND HAVE ANY AGENCY WHATSOEVER. WHAT A CONCEPT.#ANYWAY!!! GOOD DND SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!
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The struggle of talking about your favorite fictional characters depth because no one in the tiny ass fandom that exists gives him the proper analysis he deserves and you rotated him enough in your head that you have detailed opinions about his character arc but making essays are REALLY fucking hard so the only thing you can shove to peoples faces is random incoherent rambles about one very specific scene or just pointing to your ao3 where you’ve written in depth character fics about him but aren’t canon complaint whatsoever since it’s “what if he actually addressed his trauma, got help and it lead to a happier ending for him than canon?” which feels like it contradicts aspect of why him getting doomed by the narrative is so appealing to begin with but you cry like a bitch remembering what happens to him that you need to cope like every other fandom.
…My conclusion is I fucking hate Ryoma Nagare for ruining my life. /s
#meg text#getter robo#ryoma nagare#me and my friends are likely gonna finish new tomorrow and mentally I’m preparing to weep#nobody but me is gonna be emotional about the ending bc it’s not that sad but GRAAAH#I’m not fucking normal about this idiot#I want to go into the void and recuse him myself then BEAT HIM UP for making me feel this way#<I already brought him back in fic but shhhh that’s sadly not canon#I really wanna write essays about him though I just can’t WORD#I struggle to write fucking fics but something where I have to be clear to argue a subject??? Guess I’ll die#somebody come down from the heavens and make getter essays that wasn’t that one retrospective PLEASE#NEW NEEDS TO BE TALKED ABOUT MORE FFS
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A little heads-up because I know I've been quiet on original content for a couple days now, and I don't know when I'll post something again. I currently hate everything I draw and it's taking a lot out of me to not delete everything I've posted, and trying to get out of that slump is taking too much energy for me to write. The Foxy introduction chapter for AU is my current main project, but it's slow going because I'm Bad At Pirate(tm) so I won't make any promises of when that'll be out. But I'm chugging along and fighting the brain, so thank you for your patience <3
#post let luce#cw vent#?? maybe lmao#I just need to dial back for a bit#bad brain cocktail going on#I'm getting greedy and unsatisfied with the responses things get on here#I'm grateful for everyone enjoying my work#but if 95% of reblogs (esp with tags) are friends who can just as well see things on discord it feels redundant to post on here#esp combined with the “i hate my art bc it looks shit for the amount of effort i put in” mindset my brain is currently stuck in#it feels too vulnerable for too little payoff#which is bs bc i know nothing has changed this is how engagement works on here and I was fine before#I just need to be fine again#mostly I need to not hate my art again#and for that I need to draw. and not weep every time I think about it#so yeah i'm gonna be only reblogs for a while
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Alright get in loser we’re going to binge RWBY Chibi to forget everything that happened this episode ahahahahahaaaaa-
#WELP. WELP S H I T.#I REMEMBER TELLING MY FRIEND I HOPE RUBY GETS WORSE I HOPE SHE ABSOLUTELY SHATTERS BC GIRL DEF NEEDS TO GET ALL HER SHIT AIRED OUT#BUT UM. LOOKING HER SUSTER WHO RAISED HER IN THE EYE AND THEN COMMITING BASICALLY SUICIDE AFTER GETTING VISCOUSLY RIPPED APART UMMM#physically emotional mentally UUUMMMMM#i am so. wow. uh. JESUS. damn summer rose next ep at the tree please#my comfort show needs its own damn comfort show#we got pyrrha back BUT AT WHAT COST??? AT WHAT COST UR HONOR???#gods. curling up and WEEPING now.#rwby#yang xiao long#blake belladonna#weiss schnee#ruby rose#rwby v9#rwby spoilers
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constantly frothing at the mouth over netflix witcher season 2. it's been over a year and i will still launch into Essays if asked about it. in fact it's only getting worse. this is because i have this weird thing where i care about characterization and good narrative
#writing uhhhhhh#[ checks ao3 ]#73k worth of fix-it fic for this season alone has not made things better. just made me angrier dkfjgsh#in the club weeping over the total character destruction of eskel#LOOK HOW THEY MASSACRED MY BOY.#the things they took from us. and they made lambert a misogynist too#punching the wall fr#my only option is to continue to scream about it for years to come#where's that post about an interest that you keep coming back to forever.#that except it's outrage over what the writers did to my precious little mediocre fantasy series#anyway holding eskel tight. babe i recognize your narrative and thematic significance#again i'll say. THAT MANY plot bits about geralt interacting with people who mean a lot to him#and who show a different side to him that ciri hasn't seen before#and then. they kill his oldest friend immediately. okay#ungodly screams#valentine notes#the witcher
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told my coworker I just started elden ring and he was like fuck me playing souls games is more stressful than a full time job I had to quit ER when I started this job so I could just chill out when I got home instead.... 💀
#I didnt even start the conversation he just remembered im into rogues/souls and was making small talk.. sweet guy#i think ive won his respect by being a souls fan 🫡#ive only played a couple hours so far (and lets be real. most of that was in character creator) but its really fun ive been thinking abt#it at work all day.... the fights are challenging but actually not as difficult as i thought considering how much ppl complain#like it feels very fair + the fight patterns are easier to pick up than most rogue bosses tbh. im a little clumsy bc i dont play many#3d games but ill get the hang of it..#also looooove the visuals + music. goes without saying tbh#i wanna make fanart of the character im playing as already teehee#if i get home and eat and shower relatively quickly i can probably play another 2 hours lets goooo#feeling so much more normal today i love mondays my best friend mondays. my period did start at work tho which suuucked#me titrating this substrate w a white knuckle grip on the pipette trying not to crumple in half over the bench and weep#ibuprofen does nothing for me..... i need to get some more cocodamol even if it does make me kinda drowsy#i dunno how im gonna survive periods when im back titrating meds again bc i cant take any nsaids... well. cross that bridge ig#anywaaay. bus was on time so should be home before 6 today woohoo#.diaries
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straight up getting emotional about a thing that happened in a campaign that ended over a year ago
like. i wrote an ambiguous and biased backstory of a character who is part of an apocalyptic world-ending cult, who deep down wanted to study wizardry but had to frame it as going undercover as an apprentice and stealing secrets from this doddering old archmage to aid her people’s cause . and then she goes and learns wizardry and eventually realizes she wants more for herself and breaks from her cult
and i mean. there’s a lot of ways my dm could have run with that. i was fully expecting that archmage to be furious at my character for lying to and stealing from him. and so when they ran into each other again, i was braced for a fight, or at least an altercation
but instead the archmage went. i knew all along. of course i knew. i’m a divination wizard, silly. i saw a young woman in a bad place and i wanted to help her. i thought that by showing her kindness and creating an environment for her that wasn’t all about power struggles and nihilistic fanaticism that she might realize that there was more out there in the world for her. that she deserved more. you didn’t steal secrets from me, because i gave them to you. i was your teacher. i loved you and love you still
and god i didn’t know where that character was going to end up before then. i thought maybe she could go on a typical wizard hubris spiral, or a revenge quest against her old cult, but in that moment i was like. oh. she is loved. she has new friends, new family. she has a reason to change, a reason to care. her story is just about love, and about making people’s lives better
her alignment shifted from neutral to neutral good soon after. she never stopped being curious, sometimes to the point of foolishness, but she never squandered her teacher’s gift. she left the world better than she found it
#i just WEEP when i think about it sometimes#and then her teacher did just become the party's best wizard bud#we got his teleportation circle and then just showed up to his tower all the time#to hang out#we eventually got a dedicated guest room#my wizard shared all the spells she learned with him. including some dunamancy ones that she pieced together herself#he even fought a tarrasque with us#eventually she even passed him in level#and when he found out she could cast wish...he was SO PROUD#genuinely in the final arc getting an 'im proud of you' from this man was the best thing that had ever happened to me#and honestly i think his influence is why at the end of the campaign my wizard chose to die of old age#she had access to pretty much every necromantic secret in the world#given she did a LOT of necromancy research over the course of the campaign. plus her old cult did a lot of it so she was well versed#she could have found immortality in a hundred different ways#but instead she lived a good life. loved her friends#and passed on peacefully with her warforged friend by her side#so the point of all this is love IS the answer#her character arc felt so natural to me. i lived it for YEARS and one day i looked back and realized she had changed utterly#even though i hadn't once made the conscious choice for her to change#it was just love. from everyone around her#it was impossible for her to NOT change in the face of it all#AUGHGHGHGGGHH#oc: arabella
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