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nobodysdaydreams · 6 months ago
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Oh here's a good one, anon. I just wrote it.
“That’s not what I-”
“-you enjoyed it,” objected Garrison. “The praise, the constant adoration, you ate it up.”
“Yes,” sighed Nathaniel. “Yes. And I regret it, Garrison. It was a mistake, and I wish I could go back. Believe me, I would change so much, I would try to be a better person, a better friend to you-”
“Friend?” laughed Garrison. “Please. You never respected or valued my input. You only pretended to care about me so you could use my inventions and were happy to cast aside the “friendship” facade the second it no longer suited you. You were going to make me your mindless scapegoat, an example of how perfect your technique was.”
“I…I wanted you to be happy,” clarified Nathaniel, but the lie that he’d so readily believed himself when he’d thought it in his own head sounded ridiculous and false when he said the words out loud and considered the matter from Garrison’s point of view.
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One fascinating thing about "You Must Unload" is how thematically relevant it is for all the characters on the show, especially Irving himself. The Terror is a story about progressively giving things up and leaving things behind, what you choose to unload and when. (Boats? Curtain rods? Books? Your only clothing, useless in this cold weather? Your only food, poisoned? Your only companions, sick and dying and unable to walk?) Trying in vain to haul things with you that you cannot carry, both metaphorically and literally.
And Irving is at the center of all of it. As discussed in this post, after Crozier declares at Carnivale that they will abandon the ships, Irving stops referencing religion, a turning point for his character. And he is the one call "Forward, men!", the final decision to leave everything they've known behind. You must unload!
He is also the one whose reaction we focus on when Crozier tells them that even the food they're carrying with them is killing them. Which makes sense, of course: Irving is the one we have seen keeping careful inventory of these supplies, trying to make them last as long as possible. Revealed to have been a futile effort the entire time. You must unload!
And then finally, he goes on the hunting trip, making the call first to split off into a smaller party, then to go all alone to meet the Netsilik. At last, he gives up his spyglass, the only prized possession he has left, something stated textually in the book and implied in the show to be important to him personally. And at the same time, he gives up the symbols of his imperialist existence: rank, class, national identity, all of it, because these things have, quite literally, no meaning in this situation. He's left with nothing but his Christian name.
And when he goes back to try to bring the rest of the expedition with him to salvation, that's what kills him. You must unload!
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shorelinnes · 4 months ago
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skz: season's greetings
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jounouchi-katsuya · 6 months ago
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sometimes i just hear joey i don't think we should cook the candy bars in my brain
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fwuffcat · 2 months ago
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will make pretty later, but tribbie graphic/widget (there's a transparent one and one with a backing depending on what your using it for lol)
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arbuthnotblob · 10 months ago
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This was supposed to be a LanceWeek23 piece, the finale even - as you can see from the date of completion... fiiiive months later, it didn't quite make it!
[Why I ever thought I was going to finish a piece with four major light sources, in three colours, and about a billion rocks, on time, is another matter entirely. No comment.]
Sometimes your protégé/ward/son falls in a big bloody hole at the arse-end of Mount Silver and you've got to go and fish him out and it turns into a whole thing. Then the things living in the hole become a whole other thing and really, the inconvenient fact that Dragonite don't fit into small spaces is only the beginning of your problems!
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doctordoombignaturals · 1 year ago
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to no one's surprise it is Yet Again Esidisi
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don't mind the shoes I didn't feel like drawing his feet ♥️ RIP esidisi carpet clenchers.
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cyancherub · 1 year ago
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rly not a fan of ppl imposing their idea of fun on me under the assumption that it's also my idea of fun
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penisbilt · 9 months ago
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the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now
#latimers parents not mine!!!! i am NOT moving back to florida LOL#really hope that the changes will be good for my mental health. this apartment is toxic to us#ive been on the verge of meltdowns Kind Of A Lot lately. imnot doing great#extremely dependent on substances. just to reach a baseline level of functioning. but even that isnt working as much anymore#the only things i do on my phone or tablet these days is like. 2 mobile games. and skirting past my dms to check latimers blog#its too overwhelming to even open discord these days yknow. everything on earth is too much for me right meow#i havent been drawing i havent been social online OR irl i havent been cooking or creating#i havent been keeping up with personal hygiene like at all im particularly ashamed about that one#i've been really bad about doing my T the past few months which is a HUGE shame because im SO fucking hyped to be on it#theres just. too many obstacles in getting it done half the time. and the other half of the time i just forget#anyway. anyway.#our lease ends in july so between now and then we're just gonna try our best to tolerate our living situation enough to get by#there's a light at the end of the tunnel. and its called 'i only have to be in charge of like 2 rooms at most. and not a household!'#we're gonna try to slowly comb through all our things between now and then so the process of moving wont suck as bad#cuz listen. its pretty fucking bad right now#maybe not for other people. but it is for me. and its okay to let myself come to terms with that#im just. so relieved. still very stressed! but theres at least light at the end of the tunnel and its only like 2 months away#ill be able to draw guilt-free again. ill be able to just EXIST guilt-free#i dont think ive felt guilt-free for just existing the way i do since like. turning 20#i know my mom wouldve loved if i stayed home forever. and im sad i cant be there for her#but ever since i had a fight with my dad at 15 or 16 it just really felt like he didnt want me there more and more#maybe as the youngest he was resenting that i was preventing him from becoming an empty nester or something. i dont know#because all the other kids had been moved out and on their own at least once but i had never left home before#i dont know if he'd be heartbroken or not to hear that i feeling like he was resenting me. but thats the energy i was picking up for years#i dunno. i dont know#anyway. back to housing. for now im going to try to relax and store energy for the moving process#the huge pile of things by the kitchen? i dont have to worry about that becoming permanent because we're leaving in 2 months#the general discord of the state of our possessions? we have to go through everything to pack it all anyway. we can move in RIGHT this time#when we moved in here we didnt have a car or license so we were dependent on latimers 3-hr-drive-away parents to help us move#just /across town/. and we had a whole month between leases! but it still had to be done in a weekend
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hauntingofhouses · 3 months ago
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i have to like constantly remind myself im mentally ill and actively rely on medication to be something close to a normal functioning person who goes outside and participates in society. because otherwise i start comparing myself to my peers and get so anxious about the fact that im an outlier among them and im broke and unemployed and still live with my parents and i cant drive (even though i have a license!!!! because driving gives me panic attacks and meltdowns!!!!). everyone is getting married and having kids and going places while i just feel like a child but actually it's because I've been ideating suicide since i was like what, fourteen? when people were dating and joining clubs and activities i was at home depressed and in bed and honestly it's still kind of like that? i had a short stint in teaching after my undergrad but then now im back to being a hermit who struggles to get out of bed every day and it's just. man i wish i was normal.
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exoshroommie · 7 months ago
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ok another question about the exocolonist cookbook!
so auntie tirah's full name is tiramisu. because of this, should i add tiramisu to the cookbook even though it's never mentioned to be a food eaten in-game?
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soldierandawar · 19 days ago
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Really, the issue is that people cannot hold two conflicting thoughts in their heads at the same time. That's why arguments online are so frustrating. Most of the time, it's like, "Yes! Both of these things are true!" But no one wants to hear that. Everyone has to be right. We have to prove ourselves as better than others, so we start using identifiers, "Oh, so you're a <insert term here>." to separate ourselves, and it's exhausting.
If you lack conflict management skills and refuse to look inward, how can you create community?
#it's also a way to avoid taking accountability and it's just a really sad thing#especially when it comes to politics (but this post is about everything tbh)#As soon as someone doesn't directly align with us#we're like#oh I must cast this person aside this means that they’re evil#and it’s like what happened to diversity of thought?#and of course there’s nuance to this like you don’t need to be accept everyone into your community just because#that’s where discernment comes in#but this need to villainize everyone and immediately outcast them is so wild to me!#and I always wonder if people have ever had to have discussions irl with people who have different opinions than them#you can’t expect people to always be on the same page as you. you have to be willing to talk to them without being condescending#and thinking you know everything.#that’s not how you get people on board.#anyway. back on TikTok for a week and girl the conversation over there is so wild right now. I can’t even escape it.#the shit is just far too niche I wanna see cooking videos and that one guy predict#whether or not he would survive in those simulated car videos#but instead it’s video after video about a white adjacent woman who called Beyoncé americas biggest propagandist#you got CEO’s out here donating to Trump and TikTok about to be banned and musk doing the wildest shit#but yeah. a southern black woman is who we should old responsible for American propaganda like?#because black women aren’t people they’re entities to manipulate right?#that’s why I left that place during the election but ANYWHOO#this probably a conversation for the GC
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autistic-shaiapouf · 19 days ago
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Trying out that "no buy 2025" I've seen people talking about and recalling how much I saved in november after the hurricane blew up my car and starting to feel confident
#so far i'm swearing off any pre-prepped food for like. the next 3-6 months#no fast food and no getting oven bake stuff for dinner for smthn fast after work; we're cooking like every night#getting some prepped stuff from the discount store i get groceries at and those are nice for quick breakfasts#no more new books or candles. there are books and candles at home. seriously i do have like a stack of 30 books i can finally get to#gotta start burning all those candles too; i'm actually pretty satiated at this point bc i go into bath and bodyworks and smell a few#and i'm starting to feel a little underwhelmed by a lot of them#still taking pics and taking note of names for one of my gimmick blogs but not really buying all that much from there#also trying to cut back on sugar too bc of some vaguely dubiously funky blood sugar labs so that'll save me like. idk. smthn#still getting snacks! i like sun chips and those ''southwest snack mix'' things especially with the baked corn#picking up some extra hours here and there at work too so that's hopeful; we're gonna make it out of this hole#and we're gonna come out with art and books read and probably some muscle if i keep up the gym work which. kinda feels good to do now lmao#i don't want this to get to me and i refuse to let it. finding out exactly how to pace myself bc i can't predict the future#roommate also left some ground beef and a pile of pork behind so i can at least be prepped with some meat for a bit#pork isn't my favorite but i have it lmao; will probably stray away from it entirely with the new admin bc uh#ever since i learned how pork tapeworms work. i know cooking hot enough should do it but i'm not risking THAT shit#look up what pork tapeworms do to the body if you feel like having a bad time bc i think parasites are pretty neat#and i think they're just. terrible ashdkgf i have completely lost the plot of this post#shai speaks
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smileymoth · 23 days ago
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They found his dead body in an apartment, yet 3 weeks later he showed up fine... when asked about the body in the apartment he said he was in a silly mood...
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redgearsmovin · 4 months ago
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Whenever someone here works on new Imagination Movers creations:
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neverendingford · 2 months ago
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#was gonna pierce my lip but I realized I lost all the caps to my barbell piercings and I didn't even realize. I'm so fuckin mad#now I have to get more#idk if I can just get the screw on heads. idk what mm size they are#anyway. bone broth is successful. it's been slow cooking all day and looks and smells good. it's gonna make for hella nutritious soup base.#also I've been hunting down Spanish vocab audio because that's how I learn best.#listening to more language transfer and adding music to my Spanish playlist.#still definitely not conversational but my comprehension is going up quite a bit.#I had a grumpy Russian man come through my lane today and the desire to communicate better was so strong.#I just wanna learn all the languages.#I just need to find more resources that work for my brain.#I have a Spanish vocab book and I hardly touch it. duolingo sucks for me. I hate Rosetta Stone.#but there's resources out on the internet I just have to find them and use them.#there's a few good ones on Spotify I've found. as much as I hate Spotify conceptually for music artists it's still a resource I can use.#as much as I don't wanna apply for new jobs I don't wanna work in the same place next year when we move.#I still really wanna try food service. my speech has gotten way better and my stutter is almost never present#so job interviews should be way easier to pull off. I hope. I really hope.#I really wanna get back into nursing but idk if we're moving early enough for me to get into a cna certification class for spring semester.#I really should email the local community college and find out if I can pull off a late start or jump into a class already partway through.#I could look that up right now actually. find out when classes start there and how much I would be missing.#because I've passed the certification before it shouldn't be hard to jump in partway through I think.#hah. I'm so competent. I just looked up the information right now. there's an adult education center where I'm moving that offers the course#but not until halfway through spring.#so I could work food service for the spring and then switch to cna after.#I'm medicated so it's entirely possible and feasible. I have the ability.#hmmm. if I'm going into nursing maybe I should reconsider the lip piercing? hmmmm.#I can just let it heal over if it's an issue.#plenty of time between now and then.#anyway I'm going to bed good night.#well. maybe going to bed.
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