#Wayv yukhei fluff

[layuhsblog]

lucas x male reader?

story: m/n gets kidnapped by a mafia group, and their leader, yukhei, wants the money that the former's family owes him - it doesn't come, as they don't care about m/n.

this makes yukhei have a change of heart.

(lucas is not really a jerk, he's just trying to do his job)

Hii, I made it into a chaebol m!reader x mafia leader! lucas fic,

hope you don't mind. I've never written mafia au. So this is pure shit I'm really sorry. I'll rewrite it and make it better once I have more experience.

Thankyou for requesting and reading it. ALSO- this was an amazing request. Renegade is such a bop and he LOOKS SO FUCKING HOT I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. Thankgod there are still Lucas stans on Tumblr.

Anyway hope you tolerate this fic T-T

REQUESTS ARE STILL OPEN BTW!!

dk the word limit prolly 1k words

warnings: kidnapping, stockholm syndrome???, soft boy mafia lucas, angst, fluff?, small mention of religious trauma, family's a bitch, drugging, panic attack, hyperventilating, thoughts about death, mentions murder, daddy issues?, death, swearing, badly written threats, winwin is a dick but he loves you :), Lucas being HOTTIE MAFIA LEADER OOF, kissing.

To myself- Lucas x M!reader

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Coming out to your orthodox religious family was not easy. On the surface the media thinks you're this wholesome rich family but the truth was much deeper and darker than it appeared.

You were sitting in a bar drinking away your problems when you were approached by a cute gentleman.

"Hi, rough day? May I buy you a drink?" he smiled at you

you tiredly sighed,

"If you're trying to get me into your bed, not happening."

He chuckled,

"Let me just buy you a drink, I'll walk away if you're not interested." You scanned his face, not so discreetly.

He looked cute and shy..you didn't see anything shady about him. You cautiously eyed his again and nodded. He showed a toothy grin at that.

"I'm Winwin by the way!"

"___" you replied and for the first time that night showed a slight smile.

_

A few hours had passed and Winwin started to grow on you, a couple of drinks more and your eyes started getting droopy.

Before you could call your driver to pick you; you passed out.

-

When you woke up, you had no idea where you where. Immediately you sat up and met with a throbbing headache. When you tried to get up, you realised your hands were tied. Panicked you screamed and screamed for someone to help you. You screamed till you lost your voice, and burst out crying. You had no idea what happened to you, what they'll do to you or if you'll even get out of here alive. All those thoughts became too mouth and you felt a bitter metallic taste in your mouth as your throat ran dry. You couldn't breathe. The worst of all, the room was empty except for a clock in it, it had been a long time since you were here and you were almost sure no one was looking for you.

"Ya done screaming or should I give you more of a reason to cry about?" You did not realise someone else was in the room with you. It was Winwin. Your heart sank.

"Y-you! What have you done to me!? Let me out! P-please." The last word came out as a weak plea and he laughed at your pathetic state,

"Can't, boss' orders. Yknow if he hadn't told me to bring you to him, I'd might as well taken you out on that little date." He winked at you and you were filled with disgust as fresh tears threatened to spill out from your eyes.

Your chest, throat, stomach everything hurt. You felt like you could throw up any minute.

It took you 15 minutes to calm yourself down all the while Winwin was looking at you with an amused look on his face, watching your every move like a hawk.

You were just blankly staring at a wall. The worst that can happen is they'll kill you. Who cares if you die?

-

Five hours had passed since then and you were doing nothing, feeling nothing so you closed your eyes and tried to sleep on the dirty floor. Winwin stepped out of the room to call someone, he did not realise the door is not soundproof. It sounded like he was threatening someone, probably your family you presumed.

-

"We have your son motherfucker. If you don't fucking pay us back you'll find his body in your front gate. Have fun when the headlines say 'L/n Family's Youngest son found dead on their door. It'll be fun seeing police raid your family seeing all the black money you have." he laughed

"Do what you want with him. You can't hurt my business. You're a nobody." and he heard the beeping of the phone.

-

The door, half broken and rusty slowly creaked opened and the fear you felt when you first came here returned. Winwin stood up straight and greeted the man. He had long black hair, his gaze cold, almost predatory.

"Did you hear back from those bastards?" he spat out, glaring at Winwin.

There was an awkward silence from his side and he eyed him and looked back at you. Immediately understanding what it meant, you weakly laughed.

The whole situation was so funny to you when it finally clicked.

You came from a famous family full of businessmen. People so influential that every move you made had to be absolutely perfect- however to them, you were far from it. The first shock came to your father when you were fifteen years old and told him you wanted to be an artist, that you had no interest in the business. Second and the final straw was 2 days ago when you came out to him and he disowned you.

To think such educated men could have such shallow ideals.

You remembered your mother, how loving she was. If she were here she'd definitely accepted you. You remembered how she told you crying how all this success was a lie and she wanted you to stay as far away from it as possible, afterall you weren't like your father and brothers. You remembered how you saw her that night for the last time. You remembered how you heard them fight in the other room, your brothers had left the country to pursue their studies. You remembered how you heard her scream but your door was locked from the outside. You remembered vaguely seeing a blood stain in the carpet which magically disappeared the next day. You remembered the police labelling the case as a suicide, how there was literally no evidence found- how each and every corner of the house was checked except the locker your father held the keys to.

The realisation made your blood run cold.

Your father had borrowed a large sum of money from someone years ago to start his business. He always assured your mother he'd paid them back. The situation in front of you made it clear that your father has always been a selfish bastard.

The thoughts, the questions, the suspicions hit you like a train wreck and you started laughing loudly. Both men looked at you puzzled.

"I cannot, that fucker- no one's coming for me, he killed her and he'll kill me too. I'm gonna die here anyway. That's so funny. Its always been fucking money. It's more important to him than fucking accepting his son and supporting his wife." You said between your laughs as tears spilled through your eyes

The man knelt down, his eyes softened a bit, voice comforting yet distanced, he motioned Winwin to get out of the room and spoke,

"Hey, calm down. You're not gonna die here. I'll take care of him. I'm sorry I involved you into this. I'll let you go. Just an advice, don't go back there. Get your own place, you have a chance to disappear from his life. Take it. I'm Yukhei by the way, you can call me Lucas." he smiled a bit.

You blinked in confusion, looking for any signs of humour in his words but there were none. He sounded genuine. It puzzled you how he could switch up so quickly. It made you curious to know more about him. Lord have you gone insane.

"What if I don't wanna leave. What if I want to help you get rid of him?"

And he only smiled.

"I'm not alien to murderer, rich heartless fathers." he joked,

"And I thought I was unique." he laughed at your comment. He has a nice laugh. You thought. You wanted to hear it more. Its funny to you how you feel safer with a literal mafia leader than you've ever felt with your father.

You talked some more, growing fonder of him each passing second. You realised he's not as cold as he appears. He was just doing his job and truthfully your father was just a huge dick. He has such a bright smile. His eyes had this spark when he was talking about the people he works with. He was making your heart beat faster.

He took you to his room, gave you clean clothes to change into and made you eat.

"You know, Winwin likes you- he felt bad about whatever he did." you nodded as he continued, the room suddenly felt hotter than it was as he leaned closer,

"Too bad, I want to keep you to myself" He whispered in your ear before he held your chin and connected your lips together.

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[k-p0p-4ever]

Does anyone know any good Lucas x fem!reader recs? I’m struggling fr rn😭

gn!reader is okay too🫠

[neodreamzenie]

Would You Rather...?

Previous✯Next

Have really long intercourse w/ Lucas…

or

a quicky w/ Yangyang?

[ethereallllllllllll]

Fear || Lucas

TW:fear of the dark

It's fluffy tho, like disgustingly fluffy. Gif the end of the blurb, you'll understand when you read it

[11:49] You and Lucas have been dating for quite a while, but it was the first time you stayed over to sleep… And you see the issue is that you might or might not have omitted to tell Lucas about your really… shameful for you age… fear of the dark.

And maybe it wasn’t accidentally omitted but omitted out of shame? You didn’t want him to mock you or laugh at you for being scared of what might be hiding in the dark. But sadly, as you both laid down in bed in the already dark room, you couldn’t help but let your body tense up at the fear creeping up your back.

At first Lucas didn’t think much of it, he thought you just felt tense cause it was the first time you slept over, and that eventually you’ll relax, but after a good 15 minutes of holding your contorted form, he started to question it and decided to just ask you.

‘Honey, why are you so tense?’ he asked in his deep, quiet voice while making sure to catch your eyes with his despite the lack of light in the room. But as soon as he couldn’t hold your gaze, or more like you couldn’t hold his, and you just buried your head in his shoulders before making your confession. ‘I’m scared’ you mumbled through your pout.

‘Scared of what?’ he asked confusion and a bit of worry hidden under a toothy grin, while tracing intricate shaped on your back to calm you down. As to what you just buried your face deeper into the crook of his neck while answering ‘of the dark…’ hearing this answered he let out a relieved giggle ‘really? this is so cute’.

You hit his shoulders with your fist still hiding ‘ah! Stop it!’ he kept giggling a bit until you turned your back on him and his under the sheets. ‘Alright, alright! I’ll stop, but please look at me’ he begged as he pulled you so you turned around and watched him.

He looked at you in the eyes for a few seconds, holding the sides of your face ‘You know, you have nothing to be afraid of when I’m here, I’ll always protect you, uh?’ His eyes softened as the words came out.

You didn’t bother answering and just, pressed an innocent peck on his lip and hug his waist tight, his body wrapping around your small one ‘hmm I love you Xuxi’

[dayandnight-blue]

[12:18 PM] Yukhei almost dies of laughter at your surprised face as you glare at him for almost making you drop your bag of groceries by popping out from behind the door and screaming in the loudest, most booming voice he could muster up.

[jaeyong-sucker]

HOLIDAY • LUCAS

PAIRING: Wong Yukhei x Male Reader 

GENRE: Smut, Some Fluff

WARNINGS: Insecurities (Mentioned but not specified)

SUMMARY: Sex deprived Lucas and Y/N having sex first thing in the morning. 

Note: I tried making this fic more intimate than my other ones and… I hope you enjoy reading! Feedback is always appreciated. ^~^ 

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It's warm. 

You are currently sitting in front of the fireplace of the cabin you and your husband, Lucas, bought over two months ago. You both agreed to buy this cabin as a place for you to spend your vacation or just small breaks from your hectic jobs. Well, maybe mostly Lucas's. Being the husband of a hardworking CEO and having your job as a fulltime model could be depriving both of you physically. Although you couldn't spend much time with each other in person, you always kept in touch through those video calls and small dates when you had time. 

But today would be completely different. You both decided to spend your vacation and dedicate time only for each other. You couldn't even remember when was the last time you've become physically intimate. Probably half a month ago? A year? Crazy, you think. And it would be crazier if you won't become intimate this time at all. You woke up earlier to have Lucas by your side snoring loudly, whilst hugging the human sized pillow tightly. As much as you want to tear the pillow he seems to be attached to, you don't want to wake him up and have a grumpy husband giving you soft glares. Besides, it's been a while since he has slept this well.

Back to the fireplace, you admire the soft blanket sprawled over the mat on the floor, which adds warmth beneath you. Your back leaning against the front skirt of the sofa, which is equally soft and velvety to Lucas's preference. Perfect for fucking, as he says. You loosen the garter around the waistband of your robe as you felt hotter sitting in front of a fireplace for God knows how long. It's still different, though. Lucas's warmth feels warmer and a hundredfold better than the heat of the fireplace. Especially when your bare skins come in contact, that's one of your favorites for sure. 

Just the thought of him cuddling you makes you very impatient and want to pull him from the bed and melt into him. Just as you were about to stand up from your spot, a raspy voice called your attention and you could tell that person had just woken up. 

"Hi." Lucas comes from the kitchen with a large mug of hot choco in hand. There he is. Clad in tight Calvin Klein boxers that make you salivate on the spot. That beautiful face to die for. His big, strong arms. Those broad shoulders. His stomach that is beautifully ripped. Those firm pecs and chiseled thighs. You do not miss the faint purple marks scattered all over his neck and chest, some even on his abs and thighs. A reminder (apart from the wedding ring) that Lucas is yours alone and no one else's. Such an amazing thing to see first thing in the morning. 

"Join me, please." You pouted and made grabby arms towards your husband, who coos at the sight. He first takes the camera settled on the table and takes a photo of your cute form. He grins satisfyingly at the view he's just captured. A photo of you sitting with your legs in a W position. One side of your robe sliding down past your shoulder exposing the expanse of skin with purple marks all over your collarbone and neck. Your eyes almost resemble a begging kitten's that only fake ears are missing. 

"Move a bit, baby." He settles the mug of chocolate on the table near you and fixes himself on the space you made from moving farther from the sofa. He pulls you closer as soon as he settles comfortably behind you and gets the mug back and brings it closer to your lips to give you a taste of the sweet liquid. As you sip from the mug, you notice the arms of your husband wrapped around your body begin to tighten and you feel delicate sniffs and kisses placed on your head. You both hum in satisfaction as you found the warmth you've been craving for. The warmth you were deprived of for months. 

You placed your head above Lucas's shoulder and you smile up at him to see him returning the smile, only brighter and with his eyes forming crescents. His smile is such a refreshing sight to you. You both know he goes all out when he works, whether it be a small project or an important event, and it could be exhausting for most. However, he never loses his bright smile no matter how tired he is. It amazes you how he keeps his smile even though you weren't always with him physically to cheer him up. 

Lucas places a soft kiss on your forehead and makes a cute noise of contentment. That kiss on your forehead leads to kisses all over your face. Some are wet, but you don't mind, though. Instead you close your eyes as you enjoy the plump lips touching your skin and anticipate for the next kisses. Being this close to your husband matters the most to you.

"I miss this, baby." He finally speaks up and you look at him with full attention. He continues. "I miss being this close to you. Been a while, hasn't it?" He watches you delightfully. 

"You have no idea how much I've wanted this to happen. I've scratched the walls of our bedroom when you're at work." You both laugh at your statement and reminisce how those late night emotional video calls lead to phone sex.

"But now we're here. No interruptions." He softly said as you adjust yourself to sit on his lap and place your head on his chest to hear the calm beating of his heart. "Just the two of us alone here and we can have…", he pauses and you look at him blushing brightly, both of you knowing what he is talking about. He continues, "sex whenever we want, however we want to, wherever we want to. Even outside, but not now… it's snowing for fuck's sake." He blushes more, his whole face and ears being a shade of red. 

"We can be as loud as we want and we can do it as many times as we want. No one can hear us. It's just you and me in our world." He finishes with a quick peck on your lips, followed by a long, passionate kiss that left the both of you heaving for air as soon as you both parted. Knowing where this leads, you place the mug away from you and straddle his lap. He looks at you endearingly and pulls you lower and has your lips dancing against his. You both move in symphony, enjoying the plumpness of each other's lips and the moment together. 

Not long after, the sweet kiss turned aggressive, with Lucas holding either side of your jaw and you pulling on the hair at the back of his head; the want of each other getting stronger as time passes. You both pull out for a few good seconds before resuming locking lips with each other, both of you now having your lips swollen and saliva on your lips to your chins. 

The kiss gets more heated once you started grinding against Lucas, who turned hard which was evident by the obvious bulge and the wet spot on his gray boxers. He grinds against you in return and notices your robe sliding off. He assists you in removing the robe and admires your body once it has been thrown across the room. He moans as he sees your body covered with old purple marks on the same spots he has sucked on before. He salivates upon seeing your tiny waist and your peeking, leaking erection that is barely hidden by your short skirt, which he stripped off you.

Heavy, shaky breathing and moaning filled the room as you enjoyed each other's bodies. Lucas's face is planted on your chest as he sucks and nips on the sensitive nipples that arouse everytime he plays with them. Your hands are tangled with his hair as you grind your erection harder on his clothed cock. As need takes over you, you desperately tug at the waistband of his boxers, to which he automatically responds by sliding them off and kicking them somewhere (hopefully not on the furnace since that is his favorite pair). 

You hurriedly fetch the lube and the box of condoms. Lucas swiftly yet properly wears the condom on his monstrous cock while you squirt some lube on your fingers to stretch your hole (which was stretched by a butt plug earlier). You eagerly line up your hole as soon as Lucas coats his cock with lube. You hold on to Lucas's shoulders as you lower yourself, knowing the first minutes of the intrusion would hurt. 

"Fuck. I literally forgot how… b-big you actually are." You whimper shakily as you struggle in lowering yourself down Lucas's thick shaft; feeling so full when it's actually just the big cock head that made a smooth yet painful intrusion in your ass. 

"Shhh. Take your time, alright? We're not in a rush, don't worry." Lucas reassures, his voice ever so fondly while holding one side of your hip with one hand to stabilize your body hovering over his. His other hand holds his cock upright which is slowly hugged by your warm walls. He whispers words of praise and encouragement as you take him fully at a staggeringly slow time. You broke down to a cry once he is fully inside you. The pain was one thing but the thought of making love with your husband again makes you more emotional, to which Lucas swiftly responds by a gentle, reassuring kiss. 

You catch Lucas's lips and reciprocate just how he loves it. Slow yet passionate. You both take your time savoring each other's lips and bodies as you adjust to your husband's length. Occasional gasps and whimpers interrupted the kiss as you tested the waters by moving slightly to his shaft and gained a stinging stretch in return, making Lucas shake you by the shoulder. 

"Don't rush, okay, baby? Move when you're ready and you'll be taking control, hm?" He whispers, voice deep and soft and calming. He wraps his arms around you and slowly rubs all over your back, feeling all the warmth he has been longing for so long. He nuzzles into your warm chest before leaving delicate kisses all over the place, adoring the soft pale skin that he loves touching. 

He suddenly looks up at you with his big puppy eyes when he feels you grind against him. You nod as a confirmation and hold onto him tightly, then begin grinding slowly against him. You look at each other with half lidded eyes that shine with eagerness for each other. With both hands, you cup his face and admire the handsome sight below you. His large doe eyes below his thick eyebrows. His high nose that is strong and masculine in contrast with his innocent looking eyes. Those lips full and luscious and his sculpted jaw that complete the perfect face of your man. Your man. You smile internally, ever grateful and feeling blessed to have this perfect man by your side forever. 

He tilts his head upwards and looks at you adoringly. He takes in the sight of you hovering above him. "So perfect," he whispers in a volume loud enough for you to hear. "Beautiful, my beautiful Y/N," he continues before hugging you tighter to feel more of you. He always wonders how you complain to him and rant about how insecure you are with a certain feature of yours. No matter how much you hide yourself, he wonders how such a beautiful person feels ashamed of himself. He saw past those scars and sees how perfect you always are sans all the makeup you apply on your body. 

You indulge yourself in feeling Lucas inside you. His member keeping you full and hitting you in the right places that gave out sweet pleasure. His hands held you tightly, caressing your slender waist he absolutely loves. He groans in satisfaction, relishing how he feels this good, which he never felt in months. "Fuck, baby. You make me feel so good," he loudly moans, his breath hitting your lips which are not that far from yours. Those beautiful lips. Fuck, he wants more. 

He leans up and captures your lips. The kiss no longer needy and in search of lust. You both move in a way to make sure the other is satisfied, special, rather. You both hum in contentment at how sweet the kiss goes. Everything feels just right. The warmth. The kiss. The sex. Lucas. Yes, with Lucas everything feels safe and right. Your sunshine, your world. You both moan into the kiss, the both of you swallowing each other's sounds of delight, reacting to how your bodies melt into each other. Every small touch that tingles sweetly. 

Lucas begins thrusting in you as soon as you fall limp from exhaustion. He holds you firmly and hits you in that sweet, special spot that every thrust pulls a resonant moan from your throat. "Let me make you feel good," he growls loudly as he speeds up just in the speed and intensity and depth you love. He smirks internally, loving the way your screams of pleasure could go past the cabin's walls. He moans loudly as well, loving the way your tightness feels warm and heavenly around him. 

Not long after, loud moans and whimpers and skin slapping resounded in the room. Profanities and praises being screamed and getting louder as each second goes by. Your breaths become rapid and you hug Lucas tightly as you feel that familiar wave about to hit you. Tears brimmed your eyes and your hands traveled to Lucas's hair and you pulled him closer to your chest as you released onto the tight gap between your bodies, which are pressed together tightly. 

Lucas moves speedily under you. He holds you closely, but not too harsh to the point that your waist bruises, and thrusts unforgivingly as he chases his high, not forgetting to hit you in the prostate once in a while. His thrusts become sloppy and languid and he begins screaming your name as he releases his warm seed in the condom. He moans out your name and presses his sweaty forehead against your equally sweaty chest as his body shakes from the intensity of his orgasm. He occasionally bucks up his hips, riding out the remains of his orgasm and spilling more of his load. 

He perks up his head and shows you those needy eyes that make your heart flutter. You giggle before leaning down to press your lips against his, to which he responds by eagerly sucking on your lips. Enjoying the softness and sweetness of your lips accompanied by the euphoric orgasm you both just had. The both of you hum in contentment, having your first sex in what felt like decades and feeling blissful, smiling to the kiss. You both part for air, breathlessly panting and smirking at how swollen both your lips have become. You both stare at each other lovingly, taking in each other's features in admiration. 

Lucas snaps of his daze upon seeing you yawn and your eyelids drooping. Slowly, he pulls out of you and carefully lies you on the blanketed floor. He pulls away the condom, ties it and tosses it on the nearest bin. He then rushes into the bathroom and returns with a damp towel and another blanket after cleaning himself up. He giggles upon seeing your face forming a cute pout as he knows how whiny you could get from the loss of physical contact. He also takes a mental note to draw a warm bath later. 

He sits beside you after cleaning all the sweat and cum from your body. Then, he lifts you and carefully lines you over his semi-erect cock, then slowly guides you down until you're fully warming his length. He grabs the blanket and drapes it over you. You could feel the warm grasp of your husband's arms enveloping you, and you can't help but lean further into Lucas despite your bodies being completely pressed together. He presses a kiss against your forehead before speaking up. 

"How are you, babe?" He asks, his eyes showing sweet sincerity. 

"So good. You made me feel so good. Just the way I love it." You winked.

"You were good, too. I mean, better than the last time." 

"I can't even remember when we last had sex." You chuckle.

"Me, too. But I remember how it went. So wild and crazy and wet. But it was great. I had you screaming my name all day long." He smirks. 

"You screamed mine today a lot, don't forget. It makes me imagine how submissive you would be if I take full control." You smirk in return, observing Lucas's face morph into subtle shock at the idea and you don't miss the way he gulped. 

"You know that can't happen … mommy?" He responds then he turns to a chuckling mess that halted when you wrapped a hand across his neck. He turns shocked, yet amused at this new thing happening. 

"You're so pretty like this, good boy." You mock and flash a cocky grin, seeing how your beast-like husband turned into a puppy with your hand around his neck. Oh, to have a leash around that beautiful neck. 

He shakes his head out of your hand and hides his madly blushing face on your shoulder. "Shut up, Wong Y/N." He whimpers and you chuckle darkly. You get excited in thinking of making your sweet moments spicier and definitely to Lucas's liking and enjoyment. You conjure different scenarios of you and Lucas being dirty and kinky in every place in this cabin. 

Yes, they'll happen. You both will have just the best and most memorable vacation ever. 

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Happy Holidays! This fic came out later than expected but I think it's just fine. Just think of it as my gift to you for the last day of the year lmao. So, Happy Hoelidays and Happy New Year! 

LOVE LOVE LOVE.

- jaeyong_sucker ^~^

[what-if-nct]

Hendery: Do you ever look at someone and wonder where did all of their self respect go?

Kun: *staring at Ten* Every single day.

Xiaojun: That's every time I look into mirror as I'm in the bathroom eating a family size lasagna by myself.

Kun: Why are you eating in the bathroom?

Xiaojun: To hide from Lucas.

Kun: Why are you hiding from Lucas?

Xiaojun: You won't understand.

*later that night*

Lucas: *knocking on the bathroom door* Just let me have one bite.

Xiaojun: *cradling the lasagna and crying in the tub* Just let me have this to myself. You already ate the other lasagna!

Lucas: But I'm hungry!

Xiaojun: *crying harder* You're always hungry!

[doeilovr]

WAYV AS MAFIAS

request: hiii idk if you are open for request but can i request wayv as mafias?? (idk it could be a reaction or anything :3 which is easier for you) thank you! (if it isn't open, ignore this idea jajajajjaj)

disclaimer: I don't want to romanticize the idea of the mafia or portray it as a something good, please know that! don't take this seriously, it's solely based on tv and has nothing to do with the real wayv members either!

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KUN:

・ Kun would be the loyal side kick, the boss' left and right hand.. he'd know everything and everyone and he'd be well respected and feared

・ you'd be as scared of him when you'd find yourself in a hail of bullets in the diner you'd work at.. next thing you'd know Kun would appear behind you, dragging you out of the diner and into his car

・ "who are you? What do you want? What's going on?" All these questions but Kun wouldn't budge a bit.. "I'm gonna take you to a motel, where you can stay until it's safe"..

・ "safe?" you'd shout at him as he would bring the car to a halt.. "listen", he'd lean over and take hold of your shoulders, "go inside and stay there until I'll come and get you... you have nothing to do with this and I couldn't forgive myself if you got hurt, now go"

・ you'd wait almost all night, sitting in the corner of your room.. the door would swing open and fall shut again, a blood drenched but exhausted Kun walking in and kneeling down in front of you.. "come on, I'll take you home"

TEN:

・ Ten would be everywhere and nowhere at the same time.. he'd the be type no one wanted as his enemy, he'd be feared and famous for his teasing smirk before he went in for a kill

・ one night, as you’d be walking down the street you'd almost get robbed, it would be Ten to save you... you immediately knew who he was without having ever seen him

・ “What are you doing all alone at night my darling”, he would say in a dark, yet sweet tone, “you know there are some bad men out here.”

・ "But you won’t hurt me”, you’d counter, Ten’s smirk fading. “Why’s that?”.. you'd swallow, his sharp gaze studying you.. "Because you’re a good person".. and that would be the beginning of a long and adventurous journey for you ;)

HENDERY:

・ Hendery would be the head of the Security, always making sure his team and his boss were traveling and living safely.. he'd be dead serious, up all night and living basically off of caffeine.. until he got hired to watch over you

・ at first you wouldn't be able to get through to him, but the more time passed the more he'd open up to you and you'd finally get to know him

・ hendery would have a soft spot for you and when things got really dangerous he'd even take a bullet for you, before he would take down the bad guys all on his own.. and even after his job of watching over you would be officially finished, he'd still stay by your side and even confess his love to you uwu

YANGYANG:

・ YangYang would be responsible for weapons and and fighting.. he usually spent his time training new recruits and teaching them how to defend themselves and how to kill

・ he was strong and quiet, as the time he served in military at young age would have scarred him in different ways.. he would've almost given up on his chance of getting over his past, but then you would join the team

・ he'd train with you all day and all night and slowly you'd start to talk to each other and find out about each other's past.. somehow you'd be like a remedy to YangYang and at some point he'd give in to his urge to hide his feelings and you could take your relationship to the next level (I'm on the n-e-x-t level.. I'm sorry)

XIAOJUN:

・Xiaojun would be the newest member of the mafia at the time you met.. you'd be the daughter of the boss and cross paths with him every now and then, either when he'd be in the gym trying to perfect his fighting skills or when he would join you and your dad at dinner

・ that's how you'd get to know each other.. but when one day someone would break into your mansion and you'd have to hide, Xiaojun would quickly find you and save you from the intruder

・ that would make a good impression on your father and he'd offer Xiaojun to be your personal bodyguard.. which would be perfect as you two would've realized you had feelings for each other

・ this way Xiaojun could protect you and be with you all day to show you his love and affection (😪)

WINWIN:

・ Winwin would be like a secret weapon or the ace amongst the mafia.. he'd be the smartest yet the quietest.. something which drew you to him the second he'd introduce himself to the new trainees (which included you)

・ you'd train night and day and try your best to impress Winwin (which was harder than you'd expect)

・ you'd become partners and go on missions together to watch over some suspicious clients of your organization.. it'd be strange though as Winwin would be very focused on finding a specific person.. the killer of his family

・ he'd have to tell you the truth about his past at some point and somehow it would be something you'd bond over.. you'd promise to find the killer of his family with him and that you would do.. on the way would be many challenges, but the more time would pass the closer you'd get

・until the point Winwin had the suspect right in front of him but would still chose to save you instead as you would have gotten injured in the process.. he'd realize there'd be more to his life than revenge and that would be you aw

LUCAS:

・ at first Lucas wasn't excited to watch over you.. it'd be a task he would have been forced to do as he had a lot to make up for ruining a mission in the past..

・ but the more he'd watch you, the more he'd find himself smiling over your cute antics and he'd try his very best to make you smile too.. he'd want you to feel as safe as possible with him.. in the beginning you wouldn't trust him, but you too would change your mind after a while as you'd realize how sweet and caring Lucas would be

・ it'd be a matter of time until you'd fall in love and when you weren't in danger any more, Lucas would change his profession so he could be with you

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a/n: anon the biggest apology for the delay.. I don't even know if you remember requesting this! I hope you enjoy it though <3

tag list: @shrutiajit

[joyfools]

[➳] ᴛʏᴘᴇs ᴏғ ɢɪғᴛs ᴡᴀʏᴠ ᴏғғᴇʀs ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ

[➳]𝐾𝑢𝑛: Gifts with meaning, every gift Kun gives has a special meaning, a key chain with a rainbow means the day you met, when it was raining and sunny creating a rainbow and he shared an umbrella with you, a red coat symbolizes yours second date when you ended up tearing your coat while trying to get a plushie from the high shelf of the store. That are simple gifts, nothing too expensive, but Kun always makes sure to add something or a special event to it, sometimes is occasions you don't even remember.

[➳]𝘛𝘦𝘯: personalized gifts, gifts that he makes for you himself, drawing your initials and his in a wallet or just designing a dress that has his touch in it.

[➳]𝘞𝘪𝘯𝘸𝘪𝘯: Apology gifts, gifts he buys when he needs to apologize after a discussion, expensive gifts to try to make you forgive him , as he is not very good with words he hopes that gifts and gestures shows how much he loves you

[➳] 𝘓𝘶𝘤𝘢𝘴: matching gifts, gifts he buys just like his own, because he thinks it's cute that you guys are matched, he loves to wear matching clothes because that shows too everyone that you're with him.

[➳]𝘟𝘪𝘢𝘰𝘫𝘶𝘯: Cute gifts, gifts that are unnecessary but he buys them because he thinks they're cute, like a panda-shaped lamp or food-shaped erasers, he gives to you but he's the one who always ends up using everything.

[➳]𝘏𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘺: Gifts for no reason, gifts that are bought after Hendery walks by a store and sees something he thinks will look good on you, he always comes with the biggest smile in the world, holding the gift as the most precious thing in the world, always says “I found something that will look great on you” and always ignores you when you complain about him always buying stuff.

[➳]𝘠𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘨: Arcade gifts, when he goes to play with his friends at the arcades and always tries to get the stuffed toys for you from the claw machine, he spends hours trying to get them, refusing to leave without grabbing something, even if the cybercafe need to close doors, starts pouting if he don´t catch something and apologize a lot to you, you have to pet him and tell him it's okay a few times for him to forget.

Requests are open

networks: @knet-bakery @superm-net @neoturtles

[xiaothejun]

Paris in the rain// Wong Yukhei

Just some romantic sh1t

Fluffy, too fluffy

Pairing: Yukhei x female reader

You never really knew whether you like when it rains or not, but this time you felt it by heart. It will always remind you his love from now on.

On your first vacation with your beloved boyfriend, he surprised you with the most romantic destination, the city that reminds everyone of love, Paris.

On the first night you got lost under the sight of the shining stars, his hand placed underneath your slightly cold body as you lay on the grass, not minding anything but cherishing the moment. He turns his head after getting overwhelmed by the beautiful sight of night skies and how the moon shines perfectly on your figure.

“It reminds me of you.” You say softly, taking a pic of the lighten up skies, even though it’s late at night. -“What?” He’s looking at you, back and forth on your lips then your eyes, as if appreciating one of the best god’s creations. “It feels like a dream, just like you.” You reply. He sighs and turns his body to you, rolling on his side, his free hand is rested on your silky dress, right between your waist and belly.

-“You’re so poetic,” you both laugh and his eyes lock with your own as you place your phone aside on the blanket. “You are the most precious dream I’ve ever had, like the ones you don’t wanna wake up from… you know?” His face is too close to your own at the moment and he drives you insane just with his eyes landed on your lips, craving them. “Yuk…hei?” You stutter as he pulls your closer to him by the waist, making you feel butterflies all over you. “There are people around…” you quietly whisper and he only smirks to let you know he doesn’t really care about it. -“I don’t mind, baby.” His plump lips touch yours in seconds and you can’t help but kiss him back, moving your hand up to hold his neck just to deepen the kiss.

-“Still care about people watching?“ he pulls away to ask, his beautiful smile appears. “Who said you can stop kissing me?” You pull him to you again, sharing another breathless chaste kiss.

Both of you are lost in each other’s arms, in million thoughts you don’t pay attention to, in each other’s love.

-“We should leave,” he left your lips for a second when drops of rain hit you both. -“You might catch a cold.” He worries about you and your silky mini dress, yet all you could feel is the warmth of his touch and your hair getting wet.

“Just a little bit more, please?” You knew he couldn’t say no to you in such a moment. “It’s just us now here, look.” You make him look around, everyone’s already walked away. -“Paris in the rain is really something.” He laughs, facing back to you. -“I love you.” He finally says.

[soleilsuhh]

soft moments with lucas ★

﹟ requested   ೨    · ⿻  “𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙖 𝙨𝙤𝙛𝙩 𝙢𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙇𝙪𝙘𝙖𝙨 𝙖𝙨 𝙬𝙚𝙡𝙡? 🥺 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙤 𝙬𝙚𝙡𝙡 ” — @ashfire295

lucas groaned softly as you shook him but he didn’t budge or wake, his arm around your waist tightening just slightly. “y/n, go to sleep, sweetheart, the alarm hasn’t even gone off yet,” he whined but his voice was raspy and laced with sleep. a moment passed and you think he was already fast asleep as you said, “i love you.” you felt him stiffen and his eyes fluttered open. he looked at you, eyes hazy and lips parted before a grin settled on his face. he pulled you closer, nuzzling his face in your neck, “i love you too, baby,” he giddily said, pressing innocent, butterfly kisses on your jaw. he pulled back to look at you, a serious yet soft look in his eyes, “i love you.” you looked at each other, traces of happiness lingering in your eyes and on your lips until you eventually drifted off to sleep.

lucas watched you from the driver’s seat while you laughed over a joke he told; your head thrown back, wind in your hair, sunlight on your skin. just as he hit the break, reaching a stop sign, he smiled and waited for you to calm down. when you met his gaze with a lingering smile on your face, he sighed, “i think i kinda wanna marry you,” he said, “but only if you’re okay with it,” he added with a grin.

it was a delightful, quiet moment but you didn’t regret breaking it. you just had to let him know. “you’re so beautiful, lucas,” you said, one hand lovingly cupping his cheek then softly tracing his jawline. he looked up from his phone and locked eyes with you. he mirrored your actions and with a gentle hand over your cheek, he grinned gleefully. “you’re more beautiful,” he said, his voice soft as he leaned forward, playfully bumping your nose with his.

lucas cupped your cheeks as he wiped your tears away with his thumbs. he pushed a few strands of hair away from your face and looked at you with a small smile. “let’s see...” he began, “a kiss here,” he pressed his lips against your forehead, “and here,” this time on the corner of your eye. the smile on his face was cheery as he heard you giggle softly despite your red, puffy eyes. “there, that pretty smile,” he said softly before cradling you in his arms, “i’ve got you, baby,”

nct masterlist.

vignettes of soft moments.

[writemekpop]

Bad Boys Do It Better | Wong Yukhei (Lucas)

Pairing: Wong Yukhei (Lucas) x Reader

Summary: Your first date with Lucas is heating up... till he reveals a shocking secret...

Genre: Suggestive ;) 

Word Count: 0.9k

Gif: @nctaezen​

The first date was a test. And you, Y/n L/n, had just three simple requirements for the perfect man: 

a) He opened the car door for you

b) He paid for the meal (this is London, not frickin' Amsterdam, babe)

c) You had sex on the first date

Okay, c) was a unique requirement. But you had to make sure that the D was worth cashing in on. At age 23, you'd already dated too many charmers who let down their pants to reveal… damp string cheese.

But tonight, your system was failing. Because Lucas Wong had failed every single requirement so far... and you couldn’t bring yourself to care. 

How could you resist him? Everything about Lucas was bursting at the seams. His 6-foot height... his chocolatey, lickable muscles... and the literal bulge in his trousers, that was no joke. 

After a meal at McDonalds (“I mean, come on, who wants to eat fancy food off tiny plates that leave you starving?” he said), you were in the bus, shivering in your glittery bodycon dress. 

"What do you do, again?" you asked.

"I'm basically a police officer," Lucas replied, smirking. He put his arm over your shoulder and pulled you towards him. 

“Sweet! You went to the academy and everything?” you said, heart racing at the firmness of his pecs. 

"I keep law and order in the Harmony night club, ya know? It can get rough in there..."

Your heart dropped. "So you're a bouncer.”

Brilliant. Another deadbeat. 

But, by the time you made it to the 28th floor of his block of flats, you were putty in his fingers. Not his job, not his manners, nothing could ruin Lucas in your eyes. 

Only, as he dug for the keys in his baggy jeans, Lucas told you something that changed everything. 

Something that should have sent you sprinting back down the stairs. 

Something that should have popped you on the next flight to Antarctica. 

Something that should have, at least, made you say, “What the fuckin’ hell?” 

Eyes still fixed on his pocket, Lucas said:

"Oh, did I say I have a kid?" 

Your mouth dropped open. You wanted a man who could take care of you, not a one-way-road to dirty nappies, debt and a dead-end future. 

But, deep down, you knew that you weren’t going to run off. Because you were hopelessly smitten with Lucas Wong. 

So you just forced a bright smile, and said, "No problem, babes!" 

Anyway, you were soon way too distracted to worry about that. 

Because Lucas spun you through the tiny flat into his bedroom, artfully slammed the door shut with his foot, lay you on the bed and, hovering over you, whispered, "At least you can call me... daddy." 

Giggling like a teenager, you tried to slap his shoulder. It ended up as more of a tap - you could barely move under his weight. 

The sheets rustled as Lucas leaned down to kiss your lips. 

As you kissed, his heavy breaths warmed your face, and you felt his large hand slide down to grab your butt. When he did, you moaned - you actually moaned into the kiss. You were meant to be composed! Who was this girl who was already begging for Lucas's hand to slip under your dress and up your thigh? 

You were still dizzy when you heard something: A tiny whimper. 

Lucas jolted out of the bed like he had been electrocuted, and sprung to the corner where a tiny plastic cot held...his baby? 

You rolled your eyes, feeling naked on the bed, abandoned without so much as a 'sorry'. Your desire for Lucas pulsed furiously between your thighs. Talk about a cock blocker...

Finally, you had the chance to eye the small room around you. The walls contained one faded Chinese calendar, a tiny, framed photo of Lucas and his baby, and about a million ripped out pages of Playboy depicting half-naked women. Talk about cheap!  

In a moment, Lucas was back in your arms. 

"Sorry," he said. You prepared to be angry, but soon he was placing wet, hungry kisses down the side of your neck and all was forgotten. You lay back and focussed the feeling of his hardness against your thigh and the irresistible urge to grind your hips against his....

Another whimper. Lucas sprang out of bed again, leaving you to angrily cross your arms. 

"Sorry, I think she's hungry", Lucas said, pulling out a bottle and cradling the baby. 

After ten minutes of waiting around on the bed, you couldn't take it anymore. "Ugh, maybe this ain't the time," you snapped, smoothing down your dress. 

Lucas looked up, his wide brown eyes pleading with yours. "Wait, babe, don't go!" 

And for the first time that day, you saw Lucas in a totally new light. 

His gorgeous caramel face was almost touching the baby's. As he gently rocked it, you heard him whisper 'Twinkle Twinkle Little Star'. The baby giggled, spit running down its chin. Lucas cooed, and used the edge of his T-shirt to delicately wipe his kid's face clean. 

Damn, you had no idea Lucas could be so... gentle. Your stomach twisted as you realised you hadn't even asked her name.

As if reading your thoughts, Lucas calmly said, "Lulu."

You chuckled. "Shame she's a girl, you probably wanted to name her Lucas Junior!" 

Lucas chuckled, quietly, so as not to disturb the baby. She nestled into the crook of his huge arm, almost hidden. Your heart swelled at his consideration. 

Lucas murmured, "Sorry about this. You can go if you want."

You shook your head, smiling. "You know, I think I might stay a while longer..."

You grinned, "Daddy."

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MASTERLIST

[kpopimaginings]

Advice - Lucas

A/N: Finally a Lucas story!! Just a little drabble as we celebrate his day. Enjoy :)

You were sat snuggled up with Lucas on his bed, dreading the fact that you would be leaving soon.

"How did you move here?" you asked him suddenly.

"Umm, I got in a plane?" he replied.

"What? That's not..." you sighed, looking at your mischievous boyfriend. "I mean, how did you just leave everyone and everything behind?"

"They're still there," he reminded you. "I can go back and see them. But I was moving out here for a good reason. I wouldn't be who I am now, with an amazing job and these friends I think of as brothers."

"Huh," you said thoughtfully. "You make it sound so simple."

"Why do you ask?"

"Well, I don't really want to leave, but I'd be nervous about moving here," you confirmed.

"Wait," he said, sitting up suddenly. "You'd move here?"

"If you want me to, yes. I'm seriously thinking about it."

"Wow," he said softly as he stared into your eyes. "You think I'm worth moving out here for?"

You couldn't help but smile fondly at him before running your fingers through his hair, allowing your hand to rest at the back of his neck. "I really do."

"I love you, you know," Lucas announced.

"I do now," you continued to smile. "And I love you, too."

He shifted your positions so that he was now hovering above you, ducking down to bring your lips together tenderly.

NAVIGATION  |  SUPERM MASTERLIST

[holy-hyuck]

WayV Reaction: They See You Wearing Their Clothes

Kun

"Are you cold?" Kun asked as he took a seat next to you on the couch. You shrugged, half-wanting to say yes, but not wanting to trouble him. "Xiaojun, can you get (y/n) one of my hoodies?" he asked the younger male when he saw him going up the stairs.

Xiaojun nodded his head and motioned for you to follow him. In their room, he threw the three hoodies Kun owned on his bed and let you pick. One was a poop-coloured, oversized one, another a mix between red and pink, but you finally decided on a thick minty one, the one you gave him on his birthday this year. You pulled it over your head and made your way down the stairs once you realised Xiaojun went to take a shower.

You stopped in front of the TV, hands in the pockets of your boyfriend's attire, and it didn't take long before you felt his arms sneak around you. After giving you a kiss to your temple, he put his chin on your shoulder, breathing in his cologne mixed with your perfume.

"I'm so stupidly in love with you."

The words tumbled out of his lips simply, without much thought, but you both knew how sincere they were.

Ten

"Can I borrow your suit?" Your voice rang through the small apartment you shared with Ten. He made a face, looking away from his phone.

"Okay?" he yelled back, deciding that maybe not asking further questions was in his best interest.

Half an hour passed before he heard your footsteps coming into the living room. Looking up from his phone again, all he could mutter out was a 'wow'.

"I told you I'm going to that Halloween party with my coworkers! So, how do I look?"

With a stupid grin on his face, Ten stood up from the couch and walked around you twice, eventually back-hugging you.

"Stunning." He gave you a kiss on the temple. "As always," he whispered in your ear. "I'm kinda digging this, you know? Who knew Frankenstein could be so hot."

And then, he had to hold your laughing form before you managed to collapse to the ground, stuttering his words back to him, causing him to roll his eyes. Maybe he should have stuck to the 'wow'.

WinWin / Sicheng

WinWin never thought it would get to him as much as it did. Most of the times the two of you spent were with the other boys, the perfect opportunity to offer you his clothes being a movie night but he didn’t want to get teased by them.

The two of you were walking back from shopping, the weather not quite as nice as it was before. The wind picked up and you still had over twenty minutes to walk back to your house, and even more to the dorms.

Shivering involuntarily, you wrapped your arms around yourself to keep the cold away, but needless to say, haven’t succeeded.

With the wind blocking out some sounds, you didn’t hear the commotion next to you. Plus, Taeyong was trying to be subtle about it - that, however, wasn’t a problem with Donghyuck.

“Yah, Sicheng, aren’t you going to give (y/n) your jacket or something? You know, like a sweet boyfriend would,” he said, a hint of teasing present, as per usual.

Blushing, your boyfriend took off his hoodie, revealing a jumper underneath (so you knew he wouldn’t be that cold himself), and passed it over to you, without looking at you. You thanked him, putting it on, instantly feeling warmer. Sicheng wouldn’t look at you (besides the subtle glances) or speak to you until you arrived at your house, you promptly giving him his clothing back, and seeing how he reacted, you made a mental note to yourself to always try bringing a spare jacket with you when you two went out.

Lucas / Yukhei

You heard Yukhei before you saw him, sauntering into your apartment just as you finished up the dinner for your date.

"Look what I got you!" he exclaimed, fishing through all four of the shopping bags before digging up a bright pink jumper, at least two sizes too big for you.

You wanted to tell him that until he got a similar one out, only in your size.

"Matching jumpers! Well, kinda. I got them in the men's section because the material is thicker and I thought; why not? Try it on!"

He was so excited you couldn't make him wait, so you took off your shirt, leaving you only in a tank top, and scrambled to put the jumper on. It fit you perfectly, albeit the sleeves were puffed out slightly, but you reckoned that was just the design. You liked oversized things anyway.

Yukhei beamed, enveloping you in a hug that nearly made you suffocate.

"You're literally perfect. I can't believe how lucky I am."

Xiaojun / Dejun

You visited your boyfriend on the set for their new music video. He just finished getting his hair done when he saw you in the mirror, getting up to give you a hug and greet you. He scooped you up and spun you around.

"No need to rub it in!" You both laughed at Kun's words, who passed by and gave you a kiss on the cheek before leaving to film his solo scene. You watched his dark grey hair disappear, then came up to the clothing rack, fiddling with some clothes.

"So, do you like, get to keep any of these?" you asked, picking up a beret.

"Well, not exactly. But I do get to wear them on other sets and variety shows," he answered, giving you a back hug.

You hummed in response, spinning around and thus breaking yourself out of Dejun's hold. You put the beret on your head and posed for him.

"So, how do I look? Ready to debut in a group?"

Your boyfriend watched you, half with heart-eyes and half-amused.

"How do you look better in that than me?"

You laughed, taking the hat off and gently placing it back to its original place. "One of my many charms, Jun."

Hendery / Kunhang

"We're live in five!" You heard and fastened the button on your shirt. Well, Hendery's shirt, to be exact, but he stole your leftovers last week so you figured it was time for payback.

"(Y/n)!" You turned around and spotted the aforementioned running towards you.

"Hendery? What are you doing here? I'll be live in a few," you said in a hushed whisper.

"I wanted to bring you this." He lifted the small gold pin and grinned at you. It was your lucky charm. He pinned it to your blouse, then took the collar between his fingers with scrunched eyebrows. "Is that... Is that my shirt? I've been looking for it the whole weekend."

You grinned at him sheepishly. "But I look cute, don't I?"

He sighed, his mouth stretching into an involuntary smile. He planted a kiss on your forehead. "I guess you do."

YangYang

Along with some of your mutual friends, YangYang and you went to bonfire night. As the evening turned into night, and most of the people went home, you and your boyfriend decided to stay behind. The night was still, but the temperature has dropped significantly; thankfully, you came prepared.

Pulling a thick cardigan out of your bag, you were ready to be engulfed by its warmth, when YangYang stopped you in your tracks.

"Wait." He began digging in his backpack and pulled out a bright red sweatshirt, the same one he was wearing, and motioned for you to put your arms up. When you did, he pulled the piece of clothing over your head. "There."

Then, he snuggled up to you, leaving you confused as to what just happened.

"I've had that sweatshirt in my bag for two weeks now, waiting for the perfect opportunity. Apparently, you never get cold."

You snickered at his words, dropping the cardigan on the sand and placing your head on his shoulder, enjoying the night air, and the smell of YangYang's cologne on you.

[dejunectar]

Sorry Would Go A Long Way | Lucas

[PART 4]

[read part 3]

«« genre »» breakup/betrayal

«« pairings »» lucas, jaemin x reader(y/n)

«« warnings »» shit ton of angst, arguing

«« summary »» the day following jaemin's homecoming party.

«« song/inspiration »» Sorry Would Go a Long Way by Tori Kelly

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Silence filled the air as you breathed and opened the door to your house. Once in, you gently put your keys and phone on the kitchen counter.

You could feel your heavy heart beat against your chest as you made your way up the stairs to your bedroom. Though the memories of last night were blissful, reality had become too big to hide from.

You passed pictures of you and Lucas, once in love and happy. It deeply saddened you. Regret ran through your body, but you didn't let it stop you from opening the bedroom door.

There Lucas lay, in the sheets you once slept with him in. He was sleeping peacefully with his hair tousled and his arms stretched across both sides of the bed. His lips were parted as he snored lightly.

"Lu," you spoke softly before gently running a hand down his back, "wake up."

In mere seconds, his eyelids peeled open, and a look of realization painted his face. "Baby? Oh my God—"

You quickly took a step back as he reached for you. Your eyes suddenly found the wooden panels beneath you more intriguing than the oncoming sufferable conversation.

"Y/N?"

"We need to break up, Yukhei."

Silence followed your words, and he sat up upon hearing them. "Y/N, listen, I know I messed up, and I shouldn't have kissed her! I was drunk, and I wasn't thinking and—"

"I slept with Jaemin." Your eyes looked up to his own finally. Heartbreak and hurt immediately clouded his eyes; you felt your heart start to crack.

"You... why?"

It was your turn to start fumbling for words. Your throat tightened up, tears welling in your eyes.

"I didn't even wanna go to the party! And I went to look for you, and you just had her all over you, and I couldn't!"

"So you go and sleep with your ex?! How is that even remotely close to the same thing!" You watched as Lucas' body tensed up with every word.

"It's not, Yukhei, it's not! That's why we need to break up," you hiccuped as tears began to spill, "You don't deserve to be cheated on after you've been so good to me!" You reached for his shaking fists, but he snatched them away, walking around the bed.

"How could you? Have the past 5 months meant nothing to you?" he nearly shouted.

In general, this question made you seriously contemplate it all. You stood quietly for too long, making Lucas scoff at your silence. "I should've known this would happen. Ten said to be careful about Jaemin being back in town. Fuck this," he spat out, grabbing his shirt and shoes off of the ground.

You began to sob quietly as you watched him pack a few items he had at your place.

"I'm so sorry, Luc—"

"Don't fucking say my name." He refused to look in your eyes as he shoved his shoes onto his feet.

Though your hands trembled, you walked to him and grabbed the bag out of his hands. He huffed, snatching away from you again.

"Y/N, let me go."

"No, I just need–!"

"I don't care what the fuck you need; get away from me!" he yelled, voice shaking.

You began to break down before him, still holding onto his clenched fists. "Please, I just- I need one last thing, please!" you cried, trying to look into his eyes. It was selfish. You'd broken his heart, and now you were asking for requests.

A tear finally escaped his eye as he gave in and looked down at you.

"I love you, Y/N. Why did you have to sleep with him? Was I not good enough?" he whimpered, dropping his bag.

You shook your head and pulled him closer to you, searching his eyes for an opening. "I was hurt, and I wanted you to hurt too. I'm so sorry, Xuxi. I thought it was all behind me because he wasn't here! And y'know, now he is, and I just don't know how to stop going back to him. It's not an excuse, and you're right to hate me for it, but please," you swallowed hard and cupped his face in your hands, "please don't think you aren't good enough. You're so good, and I just fuck things up. It's what I do. I'm so sorry."

He breathed heavily into your hand and nodded before taking your hand away from his face.

"I'm not the victim in this either. I still kissed her, and if this is the end then I need to be honest." His words made your heart sink.

"After you left the party, I took her upstairs and—"

You shook your head, "Lucas, you don't-”

"She sucked me off. I came on her, and I almost had sex with her. I almost did, and I really wanted to. She told me she could give me things you couldn't, and I almost jumped at the opportunity." His face turned hard, and his eyes were emotionless.

Why was he saying this? Why was he telling you these things?

"I'm sorry." He looked down at you again; the hurt returned to his eyes this time. "Do you see how meaningless your apology seems now?"

Finally, he picked up his bag and pushed past you to walk out of the bedroom. Tears streamed down your face rapidly as your chest caved in with heartbreak. You had no one to blame but yourself for how things turned out.

After hearing the front door slam shut, you broke out into an uncontrollable sob. You clawed at your chest as you cradled yourself on the cold wooden floor. What else could you do? You cheated on someone you could've had a great future with for a night of pleasure with Jaemin, someone you had an unhealthy pattern with for years. You made your own bed, and now you had to sleep in it.

[dayandnight-blue]

[11:28 AM] Yukhei hands you an ice cream cone as he takes a seat beside you on one of the park benches. You still feel your sweat trickling down your neck after helping him chase around the dog that he was looking after for a friend. He flashes you an apologetic smile. “Thanks for helping me look after him today.”

You nod in reply, taking a lick from your cone as he does with his. You rest your head on his shoulder, shutting your eyes in an attempt to rest. This makes Yukhei flustered and it takes all of his willpower not to bury his face in his free hand.