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teen!milo had braces
teen!david wore glasses
teen!tank dealt with bad acne
and teen!asher had sex
#thank you for coming to my Ted talk#Asher was def the popular kid/class clown type#I swear this kid has never faced adversity in his LIFE#his puberty lasted a whole day#maybe less#and david was excited to go through his cause he thought it’d be the same time length#little did he know….#redacted asmr#redacted audio#redactedverse#redacted shaw pack#redacted shitpost#redacted headcanons#redacted asher#redacted david#redacted milo#redacted tank
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I need to talk about Kate Moreau
Because I have never seen any character be given such importance only to end up being so under utilized. The lack of explanation to the mystery that was Kate just left me feeling cheated. I wanted to know this character. I needed to know this character. Even just a little bit. I got..well, next to nothing.
(Spoilers for the whole series ahead so new viewers read at your own risk.)
Kate is the driving force for all of Neal's actions for the entirety of the first two season and yet throughout all of this, she remains nothing more than a plot device. There isn't any one scene in the show where we ever get to see anything from Kate's perspective. We only ever see Kate from other people's POV or we hear other people talk about her, see how they feel about her and how she influenced some aspects of their lives but never see how other people influenced her or how she felt about them. Maybe this was just me but I just kept on waiting for a scene or an episode where her actions would be explained and we would get to see exactly why did everything she did. I kept feeling like it was coming but it just never happened. All we ever got was a quick minute of Adler confirming that Kate really had been on Neal's side all along but the plan went somewhat sideways and so he killed her. It just didn't have the impact that it should have and it was made so much worse by the fact that Neal seems to kind of just gets over it after he gets this answer and then is just entirely focused on the treasure in the next season. The lack of insight into Kate leaves the storyline feeling incomplete despite having spanned two entire seasons.
There's just so much wasted potential. I particularly would have loved to see the dynamic between Kate and Peter had she lived. Kate and Peter were sort of pulling Neal in two different directions and it would have been so interesting to see them interact some more. Peter clearly didn't trust her but it also heavily seemed like he just didn't like her. Same goes for everyone else too, honestly. So did they just dislike/distrust Kate as a person or was it just because they didn't like how much Neal loved her? Pretty much everyone was telling Neal that Kate was playing him by the end of the season to the point where he truly begins to doubt her. I needed the aftermath of that and I never got it. I wanted to see Neal be angry at himself for doubting her when all she wanted was to run away with him. I also really wanted some kind of confrontation between Neal and Peter where Neal's guilt kicks into overdrive and he lashed out at Peter and blamed him for making Neal question Kate and for Peter never giving her a chance (because seriously Peter vilifies her from the get go). Even as a plot device she's under utilized.
The scene in season 5 when Neal is running to Rebecca triggered something for me (cause that hug they had was the hug I had been waiting for between Neal and Kate that I never got) I couldn't stop thinking about it especially after learning that Rebecca had all that intel on Neal's old girlfriends. For some reason, I can't help thinking the person she she was emulating the most was Kate. I don't know why but the feeling wouldn't go away cause even though we knew pretty much nothing about her, it was what I had been imaging Kate to be like the whole time. So I wound up going back and rewatching all of the scenes that Kate is in or mentioned cause I needed to get to know this character and I thought rewatching the scenes and focusing on her would help. But no.
Kate has no personality. We never get to understand her motivations or emotions before she's just very suddenly killed. Which I could accept if we got even a little bit more insight into her character but even though they spent an entire season with Neal trying to figure out who killed her and why, her death still doesn't feel like it got the attention that it should have because we never get to see Neal grieve. I wanted to see him missing her, thinking about her, maybe wanting to talk about her but struggling with it. I wanted more flashbacks even if it was just him seeing her face for a split second or remembering her laugh. Literally anything that would have given us some sense of what she was like as a person.
At first, I kind of blamed it on bad acting by Alexandra Daddario but after watching the scenes a few more times, I think it has more to do with just bad writing and I think she actually did a pretty good job in the flashback episode. The bones of the story are so good but it's just not enough so it leaves the entire storyline feeling hollow. I feel like they just couldn't decide if they actually wanted Kate to be good or bad so they just told the actress to be mysterious which lead to her not really being able to show a lot of emotion. We see a lot more emotion at least in the flashback episode from Kate and get a small sense of what she might be like but again, it's ALL from Neal's pov. Same thing when she has that meeting with Peter. it's all from Peter's perspective and we see it as him retelling what happened in that meeting to Neal and Kate is skewed by his perception of her ( i looked into her eyes and I didn't see concern for you). The only time I remember see kate's feelings or reactions to something is for a few seconds in 1x06 when she's on the phone with Neal where she smiles when she says hi to him and then the five seconds of focus we get on her when Neal tells her he's not telling her where he hid all the things he stole.
Kate feels like a puzzle where we've been given a lot of the pieces but I can't get them to fit together. We never see her emotions or hear about her feelings but we get snippets of the kind of person she is. The easy and obvious stuff is that she's beautiful and into art. On a less obvious scale, it's implied that she's very smart. Based on the flashback, she spent somewhere between 1-2 years just avoiding Neal and hiding from him and Mozzie while working (most likely solo?) as a con artist and a fence. How was she managing that? She wasn't a conwoman before Adler took off with her life saving so obviously, she picked up on things quick for her to be able to pull off hiding from Neal for as long as she did. She knew immediately when Neal tried to con her and she called him out on it. Was she working a legit job and fencing on the side? How was she affording to be moving around from place to place every week? What was her living situation like? Did she have family other than her dead father (we never got to see what clue she had left there for Neal, only the flower from Alex instead)? How did she feel about the fact that she was the reason Neal eventually got caught the first time? Did she feel guilty? Did she blame herself for him being in jail? How did she feel when she found out he broke out with only 3 months left on his sentence just for her? How did she feel about him working with the FBI? How did she feel about Peter? He used her as bait to catch Neal and then years later basically threatened her to keep away from him. Did she think he was using Neal or did she believe him when he told her he was Neal's friend?
She seems to be scared for Neal's safety but she was bold enough to make a deal with Fowler and later go above him to make a deal with Adler to let them both go once he got the music box and to point a gun at Peter (even though they make it pretty obvious she didn't have it in her to actually pull the trigger, you can kinda see her hand shaking as she points the gun and Peter doesn't even flinch cause he knows she won't do it which is the only unbiased thing about kate we get from that scene). What was going through her head during all this? Was she scared? Was she angry? Desperate and just throwing a hail Mary? Why was she in contact with Adler when even Fowler wasn't? Did he contact her when he learned Fowler had roped her into his mission to get the music box? Was Adler upset about Kate getting involved? She seems to stay calm under pressure, she's funny and charming and friendly from what we get from the flash back episode that gives her a certain gentleness that contradicts what most characters kept saying about her to Neal in the first season. The later seasons paint her more and more as a victim and an all around good person. Her leaving the painting for Neal in season 3 when she could have taken it, Neal using the word innocence to describe her in season 5, Keller telling Neal that Kate was dead the moment Neal laid eyes on her making it seem once again that despite his love for her, Neal was the worst thing that ever happened to Kate...
Again, so much wasted potential. I feel like we could have had such a great, nuanced female character in Kate and we were robbed of that cause the writers decided they wanted to move on from the Kate storyline without ever actually giving us her side of the story. Don't get me wrong, I loved the mystery and the intrigue it created but the mystery needed to be at least somewhat unraveled at the end and what we got just wasn't enough.
Anyways... this disappointment has lead to me creating an entire personality and backstory for Kate in my head based off the very little we do see of her. I think she had the potential to be an amazing character and also, I just wanted to see more of the couple. My obsessive rewatching of those scenes led me to me fall in love with the Neal/Kate ship in all it's tragic glory. Causes the one thing the show did make very clear to me was that these two loved each other more than anyone and I think they were perfect for each other. I still would have loved to get to know Kate a little bit more but I also get the sense that maybe the writers couldn't figure out a backstory for ther that made her so special for Neal. Seriously what is it that could make Neal Caffrey fall that hard? I can make do with my head canons but it just sucks seeing the groundwork and realizing how great the character and the ship could have been.
#thanks for coming to my ted talk#White Collar#Kate Moreau#I want to write Neal/Kate fics#and just kate fics in general cause she's fascinating#happy ones#sad ones#cute ones#i have all these ideas#and no time to write#ugh#rant#sort of#im not really mad#just disappointed#and ive been trying to find neal/kate fics#but there aren't a whole lot#=(
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honestly going to be a little brave even and say that the reason buck kissed tommy Like That at the hospital is because he was so pent up from the bachelor party and seeing eddie shirtless getting vodka poured down his throat that he was like . i need to make out with a man immediately or i will die.
#literally imagine. like he spent the whole night with eddie looking and acting Like That#and whether he was consciously aware of it or not just being like.#oh my god i am so mysteriously turned on rn.#and then he has to go a Whole Day sitting with that feeling#which naturally turns into the most intense makeout scene of all time#and tommy is like. Woah where is this coming from. were you really that turned on that i didn’t dress up for your party and then left early😼#and buck’s like. yeah that’s exactly it#anyway! thanks for coming to my ted talk#911#buddie#anti tommy kinard#<- just in case
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rick rounds autistic and gets away with no one ever picking up on it via pretending all of the autism traits are 1) him being rude on purpose and 2) him just being a REALLY dedicated and stoic leader.
he never makes eye contact with anyone and seems to ignore to half of the things you say when talking to him? yeah he’s locked into that sigma grindset bro he doesnt have time for your bullshit. he refuses to let anyone touch him? oh is he also gonna cry and tell you about his feelings while you’re hugging 🥺🥺🥺? he barely makes any facial expressions, his voice is always monotone and he won’t react at all if you break down crying in front of him? yeah hes hardcore man completely unreadable. he gets really loud and angry and unpredictable when theres a lot of people and noise and lights? yeah hes a fucking wildcard bro you dont wanna mess around near him trust me. we need real men like this leading America forward thank god men are finally being masculine again 🙏🙏🙏 (/s)
#rick rounds#hfth#thank you for coming to my ted talk sorry for calling rick rounds a sigma#shout out to that time he walked outside and it was kinda bright so he screamed in agony threw an axe at someone and collapsed#just like me fr fr#jupiter talks#this isnt even every reason i think hes autistic btw i have so much evidence#guy is a walking raads-r test it just gets missed by most ppl bc hes also a tough as nails big scary military guy with a deep voice#whos main interests seem to be ‘weapons + combat’ and ‘survival top tips’#special interests in the grind and killing people to death 😔 /hj#<- not a slight against anyone to be clear. he has that effect on purpose the carefully constructed persona he invented#to keep himself safe is what his whole storyline is about
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“Why did you invite me to your wedding” by Kevin Atwater is Wet Birds coded. In this essay I will-
#I have a whole CMV in my brain I’ve listened to this song too many times#I have like#fic thoughts even#obviously silly AU but#mmmm#I’m thinking about it#the WetBirds brain rot hitting again HARD after Lovebirds- /silly#thank you for coming to my ted talk /silly#I don’t know#fable smp#fsmp#fsmpblr#fablesmp#fablesmpblr#icarus morningstar#venear atlan#wet birds#WetBirds
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TOP TEN WORST TYPES OF TF2 MISCHARACTERISATION: (in my opinion)
Woobified Scout (we've all been subject to it at some point)
"Feral" (rapist) Sniper (scary)
Not smart Heavy (man has a phd, smh)
Seme/Uke ass Heavymedic dynamic (and also woobified Medic)
Those "it was a girl all along" type Pyro fics (they fill me with such raw feral rage its insane)
Asshole dad Spy (can be fun in small doses but gets taken way too far 80% of the time)
Racist/Homophobic Soldier (HE WOULDN'T. Unless told to predjudice the enemy BUT THATS IT)
To the same extent, needlessly assholish Soldier (only exists to add another billion Scout Angst fics to the pile)
When Engie is "the normal one" (he's a maniac with a god complex, get it right)
Demo being ignored, or just having his alcoholism be the only thing about him
An honourable mention is making Ms Pauling straight /j
#tf2#tf2 fanfiction#in my two#nearly three#months in this fandom i have seen SO MUCH#im particularly annoyed about the soldier thing#like#his whole thing is hes a fucking idiot#he rags on communists but i bet he doesn't even know how communism works#if you explained it to him americanly#i.e. with eagles and burgers and whatnot#he'd probably be down#and he ends up engaged to zhanna despite hating russia#he doesnt even really understand WHY america hates everything it does#he just knows AMERICA HATES THEM#AMERICA IS ALWAYS RIGHT!!#TIME TO GO RAG ON NON AMERICANS!!!!#like i said#his main character point is hes an idiot#thank you for coming to my ted talk#scout tf2#sniper tf2#heavy tf2#red oktoberfest#medic tf2#pyro tf2#spy tf2#soldier tf2#engineer tf2#demoman tf2
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vriska + a transmasc dave doodle


#tryna get into colored pencils again we'll see how it goes#its been a while since ive done a good tag ramble#but like i dont hv anything to ramble about#my art#traditional art#doodles#fanart#homestuck#homestuck fanart#dave strider#dave strider fanart#vriska serket#vriska fanart#oh actually i do hv smth to ramble about today#that being scheduled posts#yknow scheduled posts are actually really convinient and helped me quite a bit#like i used them for a couple months and honestly really liked useing them cuz it allowed me to hv a pretty consistent posting schedule#but in the end i just didnt feel right with it mostly due to the fact that even with it set to post three times a week it felt weird to hav#some of my drawings posting weeks after i finished them. like they were old news to me already but they were barely being released to every#one else it just felt weird for me ig. not to mention that like on the rare occassions that i didnt have anything to post i felt obliged to#draw smth just so i would have smth to post and most of the time that led to me being unhappy with my art. so now ive just decided like fuc#it imma post whenever i want and honestly im really happy with that even if i might be going a little trigger happy with the posting button#recently lmao. ive just been drawing a whole lot and hv so much to post its insane. hell i still hv things in my gallery that i needa post#but ill save those for the next couple of days lol but yeah thanks for coming to my very long ted talk/ramble and goodnight 😴#damn im such a yapster what the hell
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Listen, Ethan Hunt is at his core a silly goofy guy. Can he improvise? Sure! Guy loves to do it, does it all the time in fact, favorite way to do things. Anything that requires an actual thought?? A single thought spanning more than the next hour?? Nothing. Not a single braincell of his is working. This man hopped into the helicopter knowing nothing other than the fact that it was constantly yelling at him and that was a Bad Thing. Why? He doesn’t know. Listen. Listen. The man is smart; we all saw him do physics in the third movie when he pendulumed across a building. But also?? This man gets by with the Bare Minimum amount of Critical Thinking Skills (tm). The amount of times (at least two) he has gotten through a mission hoping the targets had never seen each other before?? Jumping into/through/generally towards something with the wish that he makes it and then doesn’t!?! I love Ethan, but it is because the only two thoughts going through that man’s head is Love Friends/People and Jump/Climb Things.
#mission impossible#ethan hunt#listen listen#Ethan is smart#But only because the group as a whole is smart#They share one critical thinking braincell#And most of the time Luther has it#These movies make me laugh because of all the dumb shit that happens but in the smartest ways possible#I say this as someone who loves these movies and their characters#thank you for coming to my ted talk#just yelling into the void#character analysis#we’re being silly and goofy over here#And loving our friends along the way#mission impossible fallout#mission impossible 3
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the thing with kurosuga is it can be so good but not many people are right about it.
#it's because of the way ppl write kuroo sometimes... if you know you know#you have to LEAN into his nerdiness. suga wants kuroo for his nerdiness and failman energy. you have to understand this.#i will accept kuroo using cheesy pickup lines and suga rolling his eyes bc at least you understand that kuroo is a nerd#HOWEVER. in my kurosuga vision kuroo is using cheesy pickup lines and suga is so charmed by them#suga says 'that is so awful' but he's giggling the whole time#he is soooo charmed he wants him#thanks for coming to my ted talk
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Anyone else look at Icarus in season 1 and like after actually listening to the words they say immediately go "oh you didn't get hugged enough by your care giver as a child huh? You had to work your ass off for the slightest bit of approval didn't you? I bet the parental figure never hit you but they did emotionally neglected the fuck outta you huh buddy."
...K good to know
#unfortunately i have no proof of this#believe me or not#idrk#but deadass this is exactly what happened every time they had a mental breakdown#which let's be honest was every 2 seconds#corruption doesn't leave much room for mental stability#that's kinda the whole bit#thank you for coming to my ted talk#the psychology of icarus morningstar consumes my brain
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need a song for what i’m feeling rn bc what on earth is happening 😭
#elyn speaks now#he’s talking to me regularly like a friend#but he keeps like leaving me on delivered for long periods of time and also not letting the convo go into like a whole thing#as our once a month thing always did#and it makes me scared bc like what if he’s treating me like an ex#like what if he’s talking to me again because he thinks we have the capacity to be just polite friends again#but again he knows that i still have feelings for him right???#bc of that text that he sent in august#or like#my spotify playlists which idk if he checks but we tak a lot abt each others spotify so there’s like a 65% chance he does#so now it’s like do i semi aggressively vague post about you again so that you know that i’m 100% not over you#(i’m scared that this might make you never want to talk to me again and also i am very much past that phase tyvm)#or do i just like#go with it#BECAUSE IM DYING INSIDE 😭😭#why are you leaving me on delivered!!!! why are you texting me three times a week!!!! why do we never have long talks!!!!#which is like it should be nice that i’m not waiting for a month and then having a huge panic attack#BUT IM JUST#ughhh#j#thank you for listening to me ted talk if you’ve come this far *curtseys*
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#Probably my last CEO of complaining post for now…#I wish they didn’t have “Season on Memories” as the pre-release#Kills literally all the hype because it’s the title track and the mv comes out a week later#I feel like they started rushing this entire thing and didn’t put in as much care as expected#(Y’all know well I’m not talking about the members)#But obviously starting off with the crazy editing (how do you mess up that badly and miss a whole arm)?#The graphic designing I thought was fine but they’ve def had better#And the way Source Music has promoted the whole thing worked at the beginning#And built up a whole bunch of hype#And so I think most people expected a whole album and not just two songs (unless we get rerecordings)#And so for the price point I almost feels like a rip off (but it could just be me)#Merch was minimalistic (but they also did that to all the artists under HYBE so not too surprised)#And since they hyped up the album so much they really needed to live up to it#And having the title track as the pre-release felt so underwhelming cause I just went “ AHHH this is so good” not “OMGAHISHAJA”#They should have gave us a part of “Season of Memories” and then give us “Always” as the pre-release#And the GDA performance wasn’t mindblowing#I know they’re busy but instead of the “Season of Memories” what about a dance break and good transition (literal trademark of theirs)#Now I just feel like “Season of Memories” is an AMAZING song but with how they released everything it felt very lackluster#And not like the ultimate comeback it’s supposed to be even though it is!#WHYYYYY#Who is their marketing team 😭 I wanna have a talk with them#I think that’s all I can think of right now#GFriend#They better not ruin the rest of it thank you for coming to me Ted talk#OMG I FORGOT#THE AMOUNT OF SOWON LINES#If y’all could make sure she had 20 seconds of lines before why is it any different this time?#Genuinely hoping she gets a lot more of lines in “Always”
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YAY
#I’m better now!!#thanks for coming to my ted talk#I was kinda going through the trenches this whole semester#n I emo posted about it a couple times#but I’ve been feeling consistently better for the past week n a bit#mlp hyperfixation is helping#ENTIRELY UNRELATED TL THE ELECTION. THAT IS STILL BAD
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Hi hello that Loki ending had me feeling so emotionally devastated I don’t know what to do anymore
#thanks for coming to my Ted talk#Loki spoilers#why was it beautiful#and devastating?#loki was always meant to be burdened with glorious purpose I guess#he said he just didn’t want to be alone#and now??????#and the tree????#I’m crying again it’s as beautiful and so devastating#I need to read so many fanfics#loki#please I just can’t handle this#mobius was so sad#and so worried#and uggggh#he knew something was up the whole time#and was loki listening to them at then end???#is it saying he’s watching over them even though he can’t be with them#I need to leave#I do love his character arc tho#loki just loves them all so much he does what’s necessary to give them a chance#and that’s so beautiful to me I really can’t get over this ending#I’m gonna rewatch the show now cuz I still haven’t processed this fully
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i need to have a moment
somehow
both shows i love, once upon a time, and voltron
people seem to not like the last season
which i can understand why because with both they dont really like how the ended
but like
yes im not a fan of the way they ended but i still love the last season of both shows
like when i was younger i didnt really like the last season of ouat, and i rewatched the full show recently and i couldnt actually place why i didnt like it, so i watched and i actually really liked it, i mean sure ouat is repetitive thats just kinda what the show does, so yea ofc the last season is "repetitive" but like it also adds this whole new situation with different interesting characters and a different setting.
then when i originally watched voltron it was like maybe the first few seasons when i was younger and then i completely forgot abt it, flashforward to me rewatching it in 2022 because stuff started showing up on my social medias, i thought woah theres so many seasons lets binge it!! then i saw people said the last season was bad, so i literally didnt watch it... which is insane, recently i wanted to rewatch it again, and i thought you know what lets try the last season
it wasnt bad at all, i mean sure the character development couldve been better, and yes we are upset about klance, but my experience watching the last season was pretty amazing, like genuinely crying for half of it cus that shit HITS
anyways here are my "hot takes" (for some) i guess...
#once upon a time#ouat#voltron#klance#yes i love klance and im sad abt it not being endgame#but i also dont really care#the whole point of shipping is not if it ends up canon its if you think they work together whether for shits and giggled or not#thank you for coming to my ted talk
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Okay but as horrid as Riko is… if he’d ever been met with an ounce of kindness he would have gotten a redemption arc. The whole point of the Foxes is that people deserve and should receive second, third, fourth, as many chances as they need. I mean, just look at Seth. In a story like that I think it’s a disservice to dismiss the fact that Riko deserved those chances too. He had all the privilege in the world so long as it stayed within his gilded cage. He was just as stuck as Neil and Kevin and Jean. That didn’t give him the right to do what he did, but he had his own abusers and his own neglect and Kevin was likely the only person in his life to ever even try to be nice to him and view him as a person and Kevin is Kevin (meaning if it was not exy, then it likely did not matter). I just think that if Riko was treated with kindness in the face of all his nastiness he might have found his way eventually.
I just see so much of Akito (Fruits Basket) in his character. He was told he was king, pressured to be the best or else, and ignored by the people he craved the attention and love of the most and beneath all that pressure he became cruel and reactive. The only real difference between Riko and Akito is Akito was given that unconditional acceptance and forgiveness (no matter how ‘undeserved’) and was forced to confront how wrong past actions had been. Akito got a redemption arc.
#aftg#fruits basket#this is something I’ve thought about a lot even if not a whole lot of actual writing is being done on my fic#thank you for coming to my Ted talk#and honestly he and Andrew are just two sides of the same coin as well#the only difference is that we get Neil’s unabashedly biased perspective#he likes Andrew and understands why Andrew is doing what he is#he’s protecting family#riko has no family to protect so he pushes all that violence into places that don’t deserve it#Andrew time and time again over reacts and uses excessive force to get what he wants and what HE thinks is best#the only difference is he bottles it up where Riko has no shut off valve and maybe even a shorter fuse#Neil believes in Andrew’s morality and it’s easier for the readers to accept#any other perspective and Andrew is a villian#Riko Moriyama
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