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[themanwhoatethetown]

The Man Who Ate the Town Podcast Episode 232

In Episode #2, proudly recorded in the Omniverus Studios at Liberty Plaza: Tim discusses: It’s Negroni Week, and The Katharine Bar & Brasserie are participating. From September 18-24, buy an $18 Negroni at The Katharine, and a large portion of that will go to Slow Food, an organization uniting the joy of food with the pursuit of justice and dismantling oppressive food systems to achieve good,…

[thecosmiccircle]

POP-UP season has us in BUSY BEE MODE!! 🐝 Just wanted to say a GIANT thank you to everyone ~ & keep an eye out for more market dates! #supportlocal #WSNC 💋💕 (at Winston-Salem, North Carolina) https://www.instagram.com/p/CcDgpmmOGnS/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Jonestown Rd parking lot

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[artesanodeltobacco]

Thank you @ashleysmokin for your review and for sharing your experience with us, we are grateful and honored Posted @withregram • @ashleysmokin I haven’t smoked a Jester by @artesanodeltobacco @ajfcigars in a while, maybe that will be my Smoky Saturday cigar of choice? The delicious blend of Nicaraguan tobacco always keeps me coming back for more, which is what makes this stick one of my cigar staples. 10/10 recommend to anyone who loves Nicaraguan tobacco as much as I do. 💨 - - - #cigar #cigarlife #womenwhosmokecigars #cohibacigars #cigarsociety #wsnc #sotllove #cigaraficionado #cigarsmoker #cigarboss #cigarporn #sotl #botl #davidoffcigars #davidoff #dominicancigar #nicaraguancigars #nicaraguan #dominicancigars #indonesiancigar #cigaraficionado #gboronc #gboro #luxurycigarclub #unitedcigars #casacuevascigars #principlecigars #artesanodeltobacco #vivalavidacigars #ajfernandez #inkedgirl https://www.instagram.com/p/CcIkQ_UOfQs/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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[scorpionc]

Spinning Sunday or: The Haul 2/5/22

Spinning Sunday or: The Haul 2/5/22

©Philips Salutations™!! I was stuck in class all day yesterday, so The BCPF and I got to Underdog Records late. That’s really all we got to do outside having dinner with friends. So, let’s just jump in… Damn Yankees – Damn Yankees — This is really the only way I can tolerate Ted Nugent. Mainly, that’s because of Tommy Shaw and Jack Blades. I paid a good deal for this. It is in EX condition and…

[evanjadams]

starting another sleeve!

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[mako-fufu]

@artomat Blocks Series 2 04/50⁠ Demon ⭐⁠ Art-o-mat machines are retired cigarette vending machines that have been converted to vend art. They were created here in Winston Salem, NC, but they are scattered all over the US and there are some in Germany and Australia as well!⁠ ⭐⁠ ⁠ ⭐⁠ .⁠ .⁠ .⁠ .⁠ .⁠ .⁠ #artomat #artistsincellphane #winstonsalem #wsnc #winston #northcarolina #triad #originalart #artdispenser #vendingmachine (at Winston-Salem, North Carolina) https://www.instagram.com/p/CQlq5sYnQoS/?utm_medium=tumblr

[shopfetishthreads]

One half of our #naughtylife kinky shop @mslowder rocking the NSFW C*ckS*ut t-shirt #momsover30 😈 SEXY is whatever you make it. #plussizelife ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ #plussizemodel #wilmingtonnc #plussizefashion ⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣ #makeyourownsunshine #loveyourself ⁣#positivevibes ⁣⁣⁣⁣⁣#breastreduction #momlife #winstonsalem⁣ #curvyconfidence #thickthighssavelives #wsnc #winstonsalem #milfgang #milftok #psbadmoms #queenteam #badmomsclub #kinkcommunity (at Winston-Salem, North Carolina) https://www.instagram.com/p/CMQunZbDNRZ/?igshid=1cb5ybsmrx4hv

[themanwhoatethetown]

Dewey's Bakery to introduce new concept in Winston-Salem

Dewey’s Bakery, a nearly 100-year-old staple of Winston-Salem, is introducing a “new-to-us” concept at their Thruway Shopping Center and Reynolda Road locations. I say “new” to us because they did the concept in Greensboro, as a standalone store, but the ‘Boro folks demanded a real Dewey’s, and Dewey’s acquiesced to their request. So, Tim, jeez o’pete! Get on with it already. What is this new…

[thecosmiccircle]

POP-UP season has us in BUSY BEE MODE!! 🐝 Just wanted to say a GIANT thank you to everyone ~ & keep an eye out for more market dates! #supportlocal #WSNC 💋💕 (at Winston-Salem, North Carolina) https://www.instagram.com/p/CcDgpmmOGnS/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Kelly C

4th St WSNC

[okayykate]

winston-salem, nc • 10/12/2015

[xflower-childx]

Talks until 2 am.

Breezy messaged me while I was stuffing my face with a slice of pizza bigger than my head, she said she had some family tea to fill me in on and apparently it involved me. Immediately I knew it had to do with me telling dad it wasn't up to me to fix mom's depression so I knew it wasn't going to be pretty. After inhaling the pizza I called her and she explained how she had a talk with Aunt K that sorta blew my mind, that we spent our whole lives believing that mom and dad had kept us away from that plastic side of the family for our sake because we weren't as... Plastic as them, when in reality we were actually shunned by them. I guess Aunt K and Gamberry decided they didn't want us involved in in holiday functions or anything else besides Christmas and New years because they didn't like my mom, they even put 'Wicked' and 'Witchy' before her name when speaking of her (Which how dare they uses the Witches name in vain.) I asked Bree to elaborate more on why they hated her so much and she said that mom was clearly out for the money they had and that she was a manipulative bitch, now while this information isnt crazy new to me, it just is surprising to really hear it confirmed outside of my sister's, although she also said that mom and dad were never able to keep any friends because mom was always controlling over dad and the friendships.

Which leads into my favorite topic of the video call, I mentioned to Bree how I didn't really have much recollection of childhood memories, that I have sort of blips of memories, I've always pegged that as a few things thoughnsuch as, Growing up and being forgetful, being a pothead, or trauma and just putting a wall in front of it all... But Bree brought up and explained that I was always drugged up as a kid, that mom couldn't control me as a hyperactive child so she was constantly having me pop pills to turn me into an 'emotionless cooperative zombie' so that I wasn't a burden to her, how I was this incredibly curious hyper and happy child one minute and then mom would give me different pills (Ya know the ones she wouldn't keep for herself) and I would completely shut down and have zero emotion the next, which now thinking on that it makes sense, along with other reasons as to why I've had such a hard time processing emotions (I mean we've never been a family to show emotion, but completely stripping a child from the ability to express emotions while they are developing is bound to fuck them up in the future and create a butterfly effect of other issues.) She even explained that one of the drugs I was put was so strong that I wasn't allowed to take it everyday because is stunted my growth, I could only take it during the school year and during that time I stopped growing, stopped gaining weight and eating so I was skin and bones (Which I actually have a small memory of this and being able to literally hold my rib cage) and had no emotion to me whatsoever, and then during the summer I would come off of it and then hit a growth spurt and have all the energy in the world that was cooped up in me for school, and she let this happen for multiple years like wtfffffffff. All so she could make money off of me having a disability that part of me doesn't believe I maybe never even had, like whose to say that maybe my issues developed from being a guinea pig child to all these fucking drugs I was put on. I mean fuck man I know that my teachers thought I didn't have it and Bree even said doctors told mom I didn't have it but she kept going to different ones until they gave her the drugs for me. Like fuck man did she want the drugs for herself? I don't know it's just so fucked up to me because it fucked me up for so long.

So that leads to final topic for now as I don't have anymore in me for this right now, and that's trauma bonding. I told Bree how I got yelled at at work yesterday because my boss hasn't been impressed with my work ethic the past few days and how she done so much for me and blah blah blah. I was literally sobbing the entire talk because at that point all my anxiety and depression with my job had hit me and I couldn't hold it back anymore. She started off with getting mad at me for unloading/reorganizing the sprinkle cart because the wheel broke off and how 'That wasn't and important task a few days before Easter and I should have given it to one of the other girls' and then went into as Bree put it, humiliation tactic by counting how many seconds I took to spray a sheet pan to bake cookies on and then scolded me for that. It's shit like that that makes me wake up every morning vomiting from anxiety about going to work where I feel like my every move and word is being judged. She then hugged me after and told me how she loved me and cared for me more than she should since I'm her number one employee and how I'm like a daughter to her which literally during the hug reminded me of myother and how to me it felt like manipulation. How that's literal abuse, ripping a person down to nothing, humiliating them, filling them with so much anxiety, and then praising them and rewarding them so they don't hate you and run from it.

I literally ran away from my mother to then replace her with someone else. We love trauma bonding.

That's all I have in me for now with this though, next time shall be about Bree explaining more on her discoveries of our childhood being much more cult like then we thought and how my parents are so petty and childish that they couldn't even properly show up to my grandmother's funeral because Dani was there. Also how my parents continue to blame us for the inability to have a healthy relationship between us all because they can't properly grow, learn and evolve as human beings because only they can be right with there stupid fucked up religious ways.

It's so hard because while I firmly stand behind giving people a second or even third because I truly believe that people can change, and things get said and done when someone is hurting or confused and it's an automatic reaction, but it's how a person acts after they react negativly, it's whether they strive andblear and grow from their fuckups that matter... I don't see them growing though. I just see them sitting there, stubborn and stuck.

But hey, at least mom's getting her money from grandma's death that I'm sure she was dreaming of so hopefully that will make her happy.

As for me, well I may not be my happiest, but at least I know how to make myself happy and provide for myself so don't need to marry into money to be happy, so I call that a win.