#WITHOUT STIMULANTS

[bunny-luvs]

Underrated: being able to literally lean on someone when you are physically tired

[genericpuff]

Fighting off cold and flu has always been difficult for me and it's only getting harder as I get older. I find the transitioning from being "sick in bed" back to "functioning person" can often be the hardest part, especially when it comes to congestion which can take days if not weeks to clear up, so even if I'm able to walk around, do basic tasks, etc. I'm uncomfortable the whole way through. At least when it comes to my back pain, that's something that I'm used to and can predict and accommodate; getting sick is none of those things.

What's making it even more difficult this time around, compared to every other time, is the fact that I went from being healthy and medicated to sick and unmedicated. So that transition back into "functioning" is being slowed further by my returning inability to focus, to push myself through the uncomfortable feeling of doing literally anything, to be at peace with boredom.

Every single time I want to do anything that isn't laying in bed, it's met with both "I don't know if I'm physically capable of doing that because I'm sick" and "I don't know if I'm mentally capable of doing that because I'm off my meds."

And it's incredibly exhausting.

[storm-called]

I know everyone's got their easy builds or their high DPS/alac/quickness builds or whatever but what are some builds that are just fun? Still viable of course but genuinely fun and fluid to play with

[laundryandtaxes]

I think that comparisons between access to prescribed stimulants and medications like insulin are categorically inappropriate, and I will personally hand to anyone a card to mock people making that comparison. However, today I called Walgreens to ask whether they'd gotten Adderall in (because I called last Wednesday and they were out of stock, and I know from having experienced this multiple times over multiple months that they get new shipments on Wednesdays) and the woman on the phone told me they were out of the generic (which my prescriber only began prescribing because the name brand was out of stock) and that the name brand would be $326 unconvered, but that my insurance would cover a 5 mg dose, which, due to the laws around schedule 1 substances, means I would have to call my prescriber to have them resend the Rx to the phamracy, but this time for 3x daily 5 mg capsules. And I just said thank you and hung up but inside I was like ma'am, I know it isn't your fault but this is actually exactly what one would cook up if the intention was to torture a person via the process of accessing their stimulant prescription.

[mamawasatesttube]

i do think that despite being the squad's designated nerds, kon and bart struggle to watch lotr together because kon physically CANNOT stop infodumping through any of the movies (and of course they have to watch the extended editions only), but bart's like. you want me to sit in one place and watch one screen for 12 fucking hours. and on top of that you WON'T SHUT UP the ENTIRE TIME? i already can't focus on movies and you TALK THROUGH THE WHOLE THING? im going to fucking bite you--

[detentiontrack]

ADHD impulsivity is so funny. I forgot to take my meds this morning and today the therapist leading the group mentioned he has a pet parrot and I said with zero hesitation “yeah you look like the kind of guy that would own a parrot”. And let me tell you. He did not like that one very much.

[johnslittlespoon]

me, slow–blinking down at my cat, seventeen tabs open, music blasting: it's you and me and my stimmies against the world fr fr bud

[princescar]

need Junko Hanahaki disease but the unrequited love is despair itself

[sepiamestus]

Not to be dramatic but I think the fact that I have to be prepared to ration the meds i need to not kill myself because the pharmacy might just decide to stop giving them to me is kind of insane. Like thats insane right. Can anyone hear me

[allastoredeer]

RADIOSTATIC THEORY/HEADCANON/WHATEVER

So we all saw that picture Vox had of Alastor (the one where it was obviously taken with the both of them toward the end of episode 8). And I’ve seen theories about them being something like friends before their falling out.

And it just got me thinking, what if Alastor was interested in the more modern technology Vox was developing. He saw the potential in it. Or was at least intrigued.

But as that technology progress, much like a lot of capitalistic, corporate sludge entertainment nowadays, it starts get lifeless and formulaic. It starts lacking passion.

And Alastor out here, with his radio where all you have to captivate your audience is sound, gets disgusted with it. There’s no capturing the audience. There’s no passion in it. This corporate entertainment follows a formula that creates the same generic, easy to consume content.

And, hating the way Vox’s technology is growing and creating the equivalent of entertainment sludge in Alastors eyes, starts distancing himself from it. So when Vox asks him to join the Vee’s, Alastor is very blunt in his rejection and does sugar coat WHY he’s not interested.

Which pisses Vox off because, essentially, Alastor is insulting all that he’s built and cultivated, and he starts claiming Alastor is just too stuck in the past and he needs to keep up with the times. Thus, their falling out/fight happens, and bitter feelings are harbored well after that friendship (or whatever that relationship) fell apart.

As I’m still on the radiostatic train (one-sided or otherwise) I think it just adds so much delicious potential and drama. I am rolling this around in my head and I love it.

Whether this is true or not (probably not) I think I might ingratiate this into my canon. It’s just so much fun to think about.

[b4kuch1n]

tdov was like a week ago already but I just wanna say when I came over to vacation slash help my sworn brother move flat he told me, "ever since you said you wanted to get top surgery I've been thinking about it. it's straight up number two on my bucket list"

[halffizzbin]

The more times I re-watch Lost the madder I get that ANYONE still wants to leave the island once they discover there are showers and processed foods. What more do you even need? Smartphone-induced insomnia?? Office jobs????? Robocalls??? Vacuuming???? INCOME TAX????????

[fishlung8877]

me when i have the adhd that just fucking killls you 💔

[theuwuafterhours]

Oooh drop those sx toy recommendations haha.

Jfc I’m so shy n flustered even thinking/typing this up! (Still haven’t tried one of my new ones and I’ll try not to ramble or be tmi). Also not in order/ranked.

🌸Air vibe pro - g spot + cl*t sucker/rabbit. This is the one I mentioned in a previous post. THIS THING IS SOO INTENSEEEE!!!

🌸Lovense 2 - g spot vibe. Cuteee n strong too~ V NICE FOR COUPLES~ ;3 bc of the Bluetooth/app. I think you can even do it with strangers or use music etc to control the vibe, lots of interesting features.

🌸Thrust - rabbit d*ldo. As the name suggests it’s also self thrusts. Soo pretty nice :3

+ 🌸Diskreet Thrust - similar to the one above but smol n w/o the cl*t vibe. I love this one only for the colour n how cute it is actually ^^;;; but the top one does the job better imo.

🌸Satisfyer Pro 2 - cl*t sucker. Strong. :3

🌸Satisfyer beads - an*l beads. When you’re double stuffed… you can feel it getting rubbed against etc etc it’s a nice sensation… >//////< though I cannot go all the way, it’s nice :3

~ Toys merely for aesthetic: ~

🌸Glass plugs + Glass wands/d*ldos. They are cuteee n pretty asf but I’m too lazy to warm it up. Is soo colddd but decent when finally warm lol.

~ For beginners: These ones are vibes, they can be strong but there are stronger ones like the ones above, and for ones that aren’t super into or ready for penetr*tion, the demi wand you can do penetr*tion if you wanna try since it’s smol~

🌸Diskreet vibe - a cl*t vibe-ish

🌸Demi wand - smol v flexible.

🌸Finger pro - attaches to your finger. There’s a tiny tongue and has lil like idk stuff coming out like idk how to call or explain but like a tastebuds on a tongue.

I didn’t expect quite a bit of ppl wanting to know, I hope this helps anybody interested in finally getting toys or wanting to build their collection.

[odyooles]

it was a good book too

[mlp-natural]

Jack about to get white girl drunk off his ass istg

White Claw, Red Bull, and Blue Raspberry Smirnoff is his drink of choice (The American Dream RAAAHHH)