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GUYS HELP WHAT DO I WEAR ON THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL I AM FREAKING OUT
#i start thursday#WHICH IS BASICALLY TMRW#i might make some outfits tmrw and let yall choose 😣😣#pls tumblr work in my favor#get me on the dashes of my moots#ꨄ︎ stellaspeaks
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takes agathario in my mouth and shakes them like a dog
#actually do not remember the last time i was this intensely and passionate hyperfixated on something#*passionately#anyway update on the needy bottom!agatha and gentle dominating top!rio fic… we’ve broken 5000+ words yall and.#it’s like. basically all pure filth tbh#it’ll def take me a sec to edit it after i finish it (which i’m hoping will be v soon)#but i think i might actually post it!!#if i do though im gonna need to make my blog 18+ minors dni#anyway! to be continued#i’ll prob update tmrw or soon after#silas speaks#agathario#agatha all along#kathryn hahn#aubrey plaza#agatha harkness#rio vidal#agathario smut#agatha harkness smut#rio vidal smut#agatha all along fanfic#agatha harkness fanfic#marvel mcu#marvel cinematic universe#agatha all along spoilers#agatha x rio
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pls i need to provide updates
#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year#and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire#and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f#friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl#acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what#are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and#friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after#everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to#invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me#i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother#and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids#so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo#any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷♀️#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd#and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk#THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date#w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a#few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay#scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK#like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl#like is that even doable#but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much#.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us#god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x#but it would be soooo funny#I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed#popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x#i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like#its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe
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*i last had one ummm 2 days ago i think. if this impacts anything. and additional context little man has a performance at school tomorrow so i willlll be going to watch that. in the afternoon. which doesnt rly impact much butnit does to me
#i have one already i just havent taken it bc idk if i should save it 4 tmrw#im feeling sort of awful. its bc i cooked i always feel awful after cooking bc i get too sensitive abt it even tho everyone is saying it wa#rly good bc i added some stuff to the alfredo sauce and wtvr....#+ like we were gonna watch a movie but its Apparently not on either of my sites. yes the movie was cats 1998 .#i used to have a bookmark spdcifically for it but that seems 2 have been taken down#so im the bummed. and also the cats like. have been so fuckjng insane today#and they bumped the table and knocked off phoenixs bowl of uneaten pasta#bc he Hates alfredo apparently and im mad abt it bc like. we ran out of fettucine so i had to make myself a bowl of penne which was fine bu#like. if he wasnt going to eat it (he said he was SO excited for dinner beforehand) i couldve just eaten it yk its such a waste. im just#kind of frustrated and during apl that the cats scratched the back of my leg#and i havent showered yet. and basically i kind of want to start crying which is dumb
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did a quiz AND an exam today. both for math. Not to brag
#text#now i just gottaaaa figure out what to do for my math class . Which is show up basically#not this coming monday but the next one. cuz theres an Exam#and its inperson and not online which SUCKSSSS#ughghhh okay. tmrw i'll do this week's psych work which will be easy. i'll do that after i see my friends#sunday is a break day i need a break day. and monday i'll try and do some of the older psych assignments#i got this. i literally got htis
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i've gone out driving twice today once with my mom and then my dad after he got off work. this time around i've only had 1 and a 1/2 days to prepare bec they had a cancellation and on one hand. i havent been driving lately so i feel a bit rusty but also maybe not being able to over-prepare is good? and since i only had less than 2 days warning my dad says it's no big deal if i dont pass but i WANT to pass and this time im exhausted and tired which is both better and worse. the good news is that my dad is able take part of tomorrow off so he can take me to my test.
#ahvañe#it's in the afternoon which shoudl be fine as long as we finish before the local schools let out.#ive been playing starfield to take my mind off it.#also every time my dad tells someone im going to take my test im like 'oh great another person to let down'#even though i KNOW that's not how it works. these ppl are genuinely offering me good wishes and i want me to succeed#no matter how well they do or dont know me. i just have to remember to stay calm and remember the basics.#anyhow i should resume regular posting sometime soon once this has passed either way#i love and miss u all <3 heath beloved i hope u had a good bday nina i hope ur having a good day#to all my beloved mutuals take care!!!!!!! i'll be back on tmrw (regardless of what happpens lmao)
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#i got uhhhh. uhhhhhh. 1/3. of the minimum words. 9 hours. uhhhh. and i have work tmrw.#i'm learning a lot this semester tbh it just all happens to be abt myself and not my coursework. which is fine but. yippee.#i'm about to find out how work feels on being awake for 30 hours straight#first officer's log#fuck it we ball. phrase of the year.#i'll give myself like. 1 hour of nap.#we'll see.#edit: well i napped for about 4 hours and that's basically a sleep. at the crying in front of the laptop stage.#reaching acceptance that this will be late and the world is not ending though
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what if capitalism is making the one job i thought was possible for me feel unattainable not because i haven’t literally been doing it since age 13 but because it’s not well paid enough so until you get into a higher position you have to work multiple jobs and i knew that i always knew that but. fuck. why is adulting going to be so exhausting. what if this really is the best time of my life? being a depressed college student? what if it’s downhill from here?
#I love my quiet getting high nights cause they let me unlock my thoughts#i HATE my quiet getting high nights cause they let me unlock my thoughts#like bestie I was just watching critical role why did I pause it to write this down#anyway in other news I have a ten hour tech day and I’m ✨scared✨#technically it’s nine and a half though because they moved the call by a whole half hour#and honestly I’m going to get breakfast for meal swipes so I might end up being late cause breakfast doesn’t open until 10#but like fuck if I’m gonna try to make food here#I want to pack my bag tonight but also I just laid down after doing dishes and I’m exhausted#I’ve had such a long day too I had two normal classes (one of which I basically led the class. I interviewed two professionals in front of#the whole class. FUCK I probably need to send them a thank you email. that’s gonna be a tmrw issue or I might draft hifh but like not sendin#but anyway after that I had one hour for lunch and then three hour lab which was fun!! because we went ride pooling but like we walked a#shit ton and in the sun#oh and my roommates must’ve forgotten I come with today cause they left me behind (which is totally fine cause I didn’t get up but it did#mean I had to catch the on campus transport and that takes forever and so I was late to meet my friend for breakfast and dining hall was#closed so I had to get food elsewhere which literally cost the same as the dining hall in the morning which is dumb but it took waaay longer#anyway hifh boom takes tumblr diary entries too seriously idk why I channeled my whole life into this post lmao#i think it’s cause I’m self-isolating HARD (despite being fairly social at the moment? it’s a surprisingly cool balancing act im pulling off#quite well as a busy bee) so I felt the need to pretend to have human connection without actually breaking my self-imposed isolation lmao#boom blogs high
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made it!!!
#y’all don’t even understand how exhausting that was omg#i had to bring all my camping shit along w me which required two suitcases and a backpack#one of my suitcases is so fucked i basically had to drag it the 6 blocks uphill from my last bus and ofc that’s the one i put all the#heavy shit in i am SWEATING#my forearms are burning i can honestly barely even type rn lmao#i’m gonna go buy a better one tmrw bc i am NOT DOING THAT AGAIN WTF#anyway i’m in vancouverrrrr get to relax tonight and then run around tmrw w errands#AND THEN ITS LOUIS DAY#HOLY FUCKING SHIT#i was smiling like an idiot pretty much the whole way over#listened to my playlist of 1d bangers#still am lol#anyway love u all mwah#rowyn rambles
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ALSO daj complimented my hair andnsaid it was very thick and looked nide and jm like :]]
#great day in connorland :] im sad daj wont be here tmrw tho#n maya wont start until the monday after next i think.. famously its looking like im gonna be training her which GETS SCARES!#shes dajs friend tho and daj says shes rly nice and also i like halfway trained daj and she said i did a rly good job and was very helpful#so 🙏#also maya is like around dajs age i think(daj is 24) so itll be nice to have another young person... formerly it was just me and nicha and#fiona but me and fiona never rly interact since she leaves so early were just never in thesame area.. she seems super nice though :]#i was worried she didnt like me at first but i think that was just me bejng paranoid bc im down with her now...#but ya. much love to brenda and nee and dee and marian however its hard to be friends eith ppl so much olfer than me... theyre all older#than 40 and obviously that doesnt mean im gonna like. not be friends with them NDFBF we talk we joke etc yk. but theyre literally all old l#enough 2 be my mom like literally my mom turns 40 next year so we just dont have a lot 2 tlk abt...#idk why i did so many disclaimers. basically its like for some reason rly rare for young ppl to do housekeeping i think they all just are#servers. SO itll be cool 2 have a new young person esp one who i already know is chill bc shes friends with daj and daj says ill like her#and alsl we will kind of have to get along sonce were bith friends with daj JFBFJFNGN#so yayyy basically :] im scared 2 train but still excited
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I'm actually in hell I woke up from an Evil Nap (6-8pm) and I cant find my water bottle anywhere and my throat feels weird and im thirsty but I don't want to drink out of a glass for reasons and AGH
#i just. cant drink out of glasses#it Does Not work the vibes are off and i hate it#i have a sneaking suspicion i left it in the car which basically means im not getting it back until tmrw ugh#using a travel cup and suffering if#*ig#me.txt
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um ok i lied ive been having some unforseen health problems and my energy has been absolutely drained 😅 late february might still be accurate
#xeb post#ill reblog the post on there tmrw when its not 1 am and say basically the same thing#i like to keep things updated#i also only post kn there on tuesdays and thirsdays which originally was an accident but its a theme now#my brain wont let me post on any other day
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Dude I am actually losing my mind if I go one more day without being able to use the swings I think I'm actually gonna throw myself out a window like unironically
#I'm tempted to just fucking go on them and if I die so be it. but I have an appointment tmrw and if I can't get out of bed for it I'm fucked#so it's like. I Can't. but genuinely I am fucking losing it it's unreal#and also idek if I'd rlly b able to use them even if I decided to try. like I'd basically just b sitting there.#eugh. I'm absolutely fucking losing it dude#tw sh in tags#like if I can't go on the swings I'm just gonna go back to cutting which is what I've been trying to stop doing as much of#I haven't rlly succeeded but I've been Trying. idk how long that can last if I'm not swinging tho#armchair speaks#suicide joke#tw suicide mention#<-??? just in case?
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ok let's catch up quickly
#so i went on a few dates w this guy. long hair beautiful face kinda looked like a girl (good) said yes ma'am when i told him to do smth#(also good) film student great at photography including candids. made a sheath of leather for a sword pin i have . et cetera.#he asked to cuddle and i was like iggg and then i felt Nothing and i was like ohhh yh ok ok yep lesbian#like he meets almost all my criteria but. yeahhh no . also at the end of that date he had some weird takes. anyway broke up w him and told#him actually im p sure im a lesbian (again) and he was like yk thats the second time this has happened to me this week but its ok bc ive#fallen for this girl from berlin. and then we cooked together. anyway . met a beautiful butch lowk in love w her. weve been on (1) date.#have two exams in a few days havent studied enough going to like end it all basically. my research partner kicked me off our research#(expected(it was always skinda sketchy)) which was devastating + it happened in a lidl 15 hours into a journey from bordeaux#to go back to the UK. my friends were kinda busy paying for baguettes but also they heard this whole exchange and are kinda mad at him#my friend of 10+ years is coming over in a few days. my evil ex situationship person that i decided to stay friends w because i kept#insisting they are a good friend and not evil and also extremely beautiful? turns out shockingly enough they were evil. tried to fix them#and then i realised due to their entire friendship group being ppl like me (Every Single One of their friends are ppl they met on dating#apps then led on then dumped and proposed staying friends w) and are collectively extremely attracted to them and not over them they#keep validating the most diabolical shit they say/do to hace a chance w them. they broke up w their ex and the way they keep leading#this poor girl on and making her heartbeeak worse and saying that they want more power over her and want her to beg for them back etc...MY#JAW HAD DROPPED esp bc i didnt even know the ex was in the picture BECAUSE ME AND ONE OF OUR FRIENDS (that they also dated) HAD JUSR SLEPT#NAKED TOGETHER IN THEIR BED W THEM. GIRL. anyway that is the least of the diabolical stuff they said but no we are moving onnn#this was b4 the beautiful butch btw. anyways . i have a mitski concert tmrw i think?? idek anymore#i used to have a crush on this guy very briefly and then it disappeared and then i realised if he fundementally changed everything abt#himself then maybe id like him but ofc i didnt tell him that but i still think abt it sometimes but anyway thats irrelevant now bc 99% sure#even if he did id still not find him attractive (lesbianism). please recommend good overnight moisturisers btw i have super dry skin#right. the friend of 10 yrs. we had a hard convo abt why she essentially bullied me in year 8 and it made me highly bitter but i also love#her and ik things are diff now its been like . Many Years . and shes going to stay a while I HAVE TWO EXAMS I DONT HAVE TIME but i love her#its fine. i think i might just switch into medicine and do the whole become a neurosurgeon thing (which was my plan B) bc plan A is looking#kinda impossible rn. I WANNA TALK MORE ABT WHAT THE EX SITUATIONSHIP PERSON SAID but i wont bc i dont wanna be too mean but also . MY GOD#i had a conversation w a philosopher friend about whether i have a moral responsibility to try to fix them bc unleashing this on society#feels wrong and he said 'probably but...run' so yeah im not talking to them atm. second date w beautiful butch on monday btw IDK WHAT TO#WEAR. she said she likes fems. im just gonna wear the shortest ralph lauren skirt i have w the cute leg warmers and hope 4 the best#its 1:15 AM im abt to drink coffee and start studying bc what the FUCK man. also almost finished watching the boys its very good#one of my best friends is struggling rn it is breaking my heart i want to take the burden from her i miss her very much
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hi! tell me I will not be Tina'd by a Bette! my biggest fear is becoming a housewife! I thought not being with men would fix that!!
#the l word#I know for a fact my insecurities/anxieties are being triggered#but its been a few times now where my gf has had to do work stuff during our time together#and we were supposed to have a whole day together just the two of us tmrw#and I've been working basically all day for two days straight so I would be able to not do anything tmrw#and now she has two work meetings#idk like it's basically not her fault too#anyway maybe I'll be healthy and communicate#and she apologized too#I think I'm just having feelings#which#ew
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well well well it only took like 1.5 hours of trying to film this three minute video and it is now 10 pm and i am not watching it again bc i am sure it is somewhat goofy and incoherent. but i am finally posting this to the discussion board. first assignment and im probably giving off nonsensical and weirdo vibes. yeah. that's me babey
#lol. feeling very weirdo vibes rn on account of a very :/ conversation i had with my dad over dinner#basically we got to talking about my longtime interest in playing music and signing in particular#and he is of the same opinion as my sister which is that i am not a good singer#and i should probably pursue other things that i can actually improve at instead.#you know. just being honest. bc he doesn't want me to have false hope or anything#literally exact same thing my sister said to me in high school which is that singing is smth you're either naturally gifted at#or you just shouldn't bother doing at all#(surprising no one it's also exactly why my hs bf refused to come see me play at an open mic. isnt that nice)#on the one hand maybe a certain amount of ppl telling me i suck might just be true. but also.#my voice in terms of range and control has improved exponentially since i was in high school#largely due to taking a couple semesters of voice lessons in college#so. like. i have actual tangible proof that i have gotten much better. but also.#i am still feeling very shite on account of apparently no one in my family ever having heard of unconditional love or support#but anyway. im uhh gonna get ready for bed. gee almost forgot theres a big concert tmrw. hey that's cool#still feeling quite shitty tho. uh. anyway. haters gonna hate or whatever. like whateverrrrrrrrrr.#ugh. whatever!!
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