#lol. feeling very weirdo vibes rn on account of a very :/ conversation i had with my dad over dinner | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

ikyw-t · 2 years ago

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well well well it only took like 1.5 hours of trying to film this three minute video and it is now 10 pm and i am not watching it again bc i am sure it is somewhat goofy and incoherent. but i am finally posting this to the discussion board. first assignment and im probably giving off nonsensical and weirdo vibes. yeah. that's me babey

#lol. feeling very weirdo vibes rn on account of a very :/ conversation i had with my dad over dinner #basically we got to talking about my longtime interest in playing music and signing in particular #and he is of the same opinion as my sister which is that i am not a good singer #and i should probably pursue other things that i can actually improve at instead.#you know. just being honest. bc he doesn't want me to have false hope or anything #literally exact same thing my sister said to me in high school which is that singing is smth you're either naturally gifted at #or you just shouldn't bother doing at all #(surprising no one it's also exactly why my hs bf refused to come see me play at an open mic. isnt that nice)#on the one hand maybe a certain amount of ppl telling me i suck might just be true. but also.#my voice in terms of range and control has improved exponentially since i was in high school #largely due to taking a couple semesters of voice lessons in college #so. like. i have actual tangible proof that i have gotten much better. but also.#i am still feeling very shite on account of apparently no one in my family ever having heard of unconditional love or support #but anyway. im uhh gonna get ready for bed. gee almost forgot theres a big concert tmrw. hey that's cool #still feeling quite shitty tho. uh. anyway. haters gonna hate or whatever. like whateverrrrrrrrrr.#ugh. whatever!!

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