#WHEN AM I GONNA GET STRONGER ABOUT THIS!?!?!
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I read your Chung Myung with pregnant S/O request and I was wondering if you could do another one where he finds out that his s/o is having twins? His reaction? How do you think Chung Myung and s/o would handle their first time parenting after the twins are born? What would the twins be like?
Of course! I loved writing the first one, so I was excited to write this! :)
Chung Myung and his S/O having Twins (SFW)
Iâm assuming that no one would know about them until they arrive, because twins can be hard to detect. Just like your baby count, Chung Myung's anxieties double when that second head crowns. Accidentally yelled while holding the first one like âWhat do you mean thereâs another head? They have to push out ANOTHER one!?â He definitely makes sure you have everything you want/need afterwards, because that ended up being a LOT more pain and work than you all expected.
The rest of the sect couldnât believe their eyes when yâall leave the room with not one, but two babies.
Everyone is panicking, because they thought they would just have to deal with the original Chung Myung and one mini version of him⊠but what's worse than two Chung Myungs?? THREE Chung Myungs! Everyone expects them to be as chaotic as their father. (Theyâre correct) Get ready for trouble and make it double, am I right?
They probably both look and act like him⊠I headcanon him as having strong genes. đ€·đ»ââïž
They gained the nickname âthe two devils of Mount Huaâ during their terrible toddler stage, and that title stuck around until adulthood. Theyâre biters, ofc. (Just like their daddy-) When theyâre too young to fight, Chung Myungâs protectiveness increases tenfold.
Ofc as they grow older, they become stronger thanks to their dad's training. Even if they don't want to pursue martial arts, they're still gonna learn a little just so Chung Myung knows that they can defend themselves.
Chung Myung also works really hard to make sure that they're equally taken care of and loved. He's super thankful that you two have each other, because taking care of the two devils would have been a LOT of work for one person.
If they're identical, they definitely use their appearances to cause chaos or to get out of punishment.
They're both as expressive as Chung Myung, and all three are great at reading each other's micro-expressions. The only problem with this is that they can't hide anything from their father, and the two have gotten into trouble because their lying faces weren't enough to deceive their dad.
They only listen to their parents and don't care about the rest of the sectâs elders. It's kinda like how Chung Myung was with Chung Mun, y'know? If Chung Mun were still around, theyâd probably respect him, too. :â(
#rotbb#rotmhs#chung myung#cheong myeong#cheongmyeong#cheong myeong x reader#cheongmyeong x reader#chung Myung x reader#return of the blossoming blade#return of the mount hua sect#asks#sfw asks#anonymous asks#requests#sfw Headcanons#sfw
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NOOOO~!!! now i'm crying again and i JUST did my makeup!!! AGGGGG~!!!!
#last reblog#messed me up again#and i've already see it a zillion times!!!!#WHEN AM I GONNA GET STRONGER ABOUT THIS!?!?!#GWAAAHHHH~!!!!#(o> { } <o)
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it doesnt need to be said but its genuinely so funny how at-the-hip charles and erik are in krakoa like they really had the green light- the OBLIGATION- to be as obnoxiously close to each other as possible and abused that right to the fullest extent
#xmen#xmen comic#krakoa#cherik#snap chats#until the divorce of course but until then its actually so funny#how you really couldnt go a page or two without one or the other and the other one was close behind#ice climber ass duo over here. the delightful children from down the lane kind of proximity what the fuck was their PROBLEM#i feel like if one of them was teleported the other would just materialize right next to them thats how close they were#fuuuck what was the issue where sabretooth and co are in like. Brain Prison or something#and victor imagines charles but everyones like 'wait its weird if its just him where's magneto'#ITS SO FUCKING FUNNY and i NEED to know what issue that was .... to add it to my collection ....#also killed me how in immoral x-men issue 1 charles was yappin bout erik bein gone#and- God Bless Who i forget i think it was hope- was just 'can you please shut up about your dead boyfriend im begging you'#moira stronger than me if i had to deal with thing 1 and thing 2 on a daily basis i woulda snapped sooner frankly#ig when you live ten times through The Most Bullshit ever youre numb to most things but still. my god theyre so obnoxious#sorry im cackling at the bit in HoX where charles is about to announce krakoa to the world and erik's putting his hand on his shoulder#and you justs see moira in the back like dawgggg right in front of her .... can you two get a room#GENUINELY no im GENUINELY surprised they dont share a bedroom#im not even talking sharing a bed im taking my shipper goggles off im actually baffled they dont sleep in the same building#obvi id be lyin if i said i didnt love it tho To Be Real .. genuinely love seein them work together as a team .. until they werent </3#in every timeline they WILL divorce each other that's just the rule. actual canon event it cannot be changed or stopped its integral#ok ramble over. but not really not in spirit cause ill never be over this ill die before i am#im gonna go eat now i think i think thats something i As A Human has to do at least once a day
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Sonic Forces and Sonic IDW AU - What if Tails met Dr. Starline earlier? (WIP)
The City, Scholar Square
Approximately 2 months, 3 days, and 12 hours since Dr. Eggman's victory over Sonic the Hedgehog
The first person Dr. Starline encountered in the City was a small fox kit.
Past the metal soldiers marching down the street, he glimpsed orange fur ducking behind trash cans and weaving in and out of alleyways. Before sprinting to a new hiding spot, the child shot a cursory glance at the squadron. Cautious, but not hesitant. Never hesitant, as though this dozen count of E-Series badniks were nothing more than simple-minded animals.
Dr. Starline was both irritated and⊠intrigued by the childâs naivety.
Perhaps he didnât understand what he was evading. Ever since the inevitable victory over Sonic the Hedgehog, the Cityâand the planet, reallyâhad been plunged into a delicious chaos. Despite the way Dr. Starlineâs heart pounded, finally being at the epicenter of the Dr. Eggmanâs highly-anticipated triumph, he could recognize the disorientation of someone so young.
Still, ignorance would be disastrous in the long run. He considered alerting the badniks and turning this into a learning opportunity. After all, he benefited from learning opportunities himself once upon a time.
Or, perhaps he did know what he was evading. Two months into a war, and even the youngest child couldn't be that ignorant. But if that was the caseâwhy? Why would someone willingly put themselves in danger, knowing they don't stand a chance against such a force? Stupidity? Reckless abandon? Could this be a suicide mission?
The child disappeared before he could make a decision. Dr. Starline watched from the shadows of a parallel alleyway, squinting through robotic crevices to locate that orange fur. The squadron marched on, plunging the street into a dead zone once more.
A trash can sat adjacent to him, miraculously still standing after two months of raids. Once the last E-Series passed from view, a small blur darted from its hiding spot and toward the library. Frowning, Dr. Starline peered around the edge of the building, shamelessly curious about the kitâs destination.
He appeared to be running for another badnik, this one hunched over in defeat. Dr. Starlineâs eyes narrowed. Black and red body. Gold bands at the wrists and a âhelmetâ to match. For a moment, he entertained the idea that he was staring at E-102 Gamma. But, no. That couldnât be. Dr. Eggman scrapped E-102 years ago. Plus, this model was shorter, more broad shouldered. The fox kit, whoâd knelt in front of the robot as soon as he reached it, moved to inspect the clear encasing on the badnikâs front, revealing a red insignia on its shoulder.
Omega.
Air caught in his throat.
His jaw dropped open.
Chaos, this child managed to find E-123 Omega? The last model of the E-100 Series? The most powerful of the E-100 Series? In all of the books Dr. Starline had read, none so much as hinted to the idea that Omega was still functional. Shortly after he was ordered to protect the capsule of the Ultimate Lifeform, Omegaâs signal was lost and never found again. Dr. Eggman didnât dwell, only moved on to bigger and better projects.
Was it possible Dr. Eggman found his lost champion and refurbished him for this invasion? Of course. Save the best for the war, not the battles.
The kit turned toward a toolbox lying against the libraryâs stone staircase. In one hand, he was holding something these miscreants must've passed off for food. With his other, he sifted through the box until he found a screwdriver and turned back to the robot.
Surely this child didnât thinkâŠÂ he could fix an E-Series? Attempting any would be a feat, even for Dr. Starline without glancing at the schematics first, but E-123 Omega, specifically? The corner of his mouth lifted. He couldnât help but laugh.
Heâd love to know how this child thought he was going to pull that off. Making sure the coast was clear, Starline decided to investigate.
âHmm, that should have done it,â the child was saying as he approached. He scratched his head, frowning at the robot. âMan, Iâve been out here all morning. Sorry Iâm not smart enough to figure it out for you, buddy.â
Dr. Starline glanced over the badnik, sorting through the files of information in his head. âPerhaps heâs in recovery mode,â he suggested. The fox startled, but he ignored him in favor of stepping closer to investigate.Â
âUh⊠What?â
âI recall the Gamma series possessing the ability to repair themselves after battle.â
Dr. Starline pressed his face against the chest window and attempted to commit the badnikâs innerworkings to memory. From there, his gaze trailed the robot slowly, considering every curve, every cut, every modification he could recall from the previous E-Series badniks. He wouldnât forget this moment for a very long time; standing toe-to-toe with Dr. Eggmanâs greatest soldier. If the child werenât there, he may have pinched himself.
âThat would make sense,â the kit said after a moment, turning back to the robot. âIf not for self-repairing robots, he would really spend all of his time building new ones.â He laughed.
Dr. Starline glanced over, lifting an eyebrow. He almost asked what was so funny when he noticed the foxâs tails waving behind him.
Tails.
Plural.
... Of course.
âWhere are your parents?â
Tailsâan old nickname Dr. Starline remembered reading years ago that finally made senseâlooked sideways at him. âNot here.â
âAll alone, then?â
The kit bristled. âMy friends know where I am.â
âOf course,â Dr. Starline said patiently. âDo they usually allow toddlers to roam free like this?â
Tails snorted. âHow old do you think I am?â
Before he could attempt an answer, a laser shot past them. It bounced off Omegaâs chestplate and ricocheted somewhere behind Tails. Another narrowly missed the hair on Dr. Starlineâs head. Looking over his shoulder, his heart leapt at the sight of a dozen more E-Series bots marching toward them.
âCome on!â Tails cried, grabbing the doctorâs hand.
#sonic idw#sonic forces au#miles tails prower#starline the platypus#sonic the hedgehog#i had to turn to reddit and sonic wiki because unlike starline i am not a diehard eggman fangirl#and so he may be geeking over the wrong information lol#my sonic writings#starline might be a little OOC but i can't help wondering whether he had some respect for tails being a worthy adversary for eggman#eggman obviously talked about tails because starline knew his last name#and it's one kid genius to a former kid genius#when i explore this au i keep reminding myself that starline doesn't get a redemption. he's evil no matter what#which is interesting in reference to tails because we've all wondered what would've happened had sonic not found tails#and now i want to explore the idea that sonic DID find tails... but now sonic isn't here. and tails went off on his own.#so what's gonna be stronger here? his morals or his desire to save sonic no matter what?#eog writes
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devastating: the good fic that ends on a cliffhanger and will never update
#see also: the good fic that last updated a year after the original media's release#I'm not gonna write for the fuckjng gay werewolves fandom. Im not. Im stronger than that#.... I am not in fact stronger than that. however because it already has werewolves I cant go off the wall on worldbuilding#gotta have at least some basis in canon for my wellbeing but also I hate how they do werewolves in canon#so like.... canon expansion ig#I also. dont have a specific plot idea. because typically my plot ideas go âcanon but werewolvesâ and uh#idk what to do when canon is... already... werewolves...#like do I just expand on the Boy (like everyone does because he's absolutely the best)?#theres this semi-recent fic I liked the concept of that I could borrow the general idea of ig but like. idk how Id do that#its pretty much just taking canon and going ânothing has been fixed they're all werewolvesâ and then expanding the werewolf lore#like. I can do that! I can expand upon some cool friendships and explore the inevitable werewolf related trauma#just. maybe slight more nerdiness and slightly less abo dynamics#(the thing Im most disappointed about is that when they said âwere like captive wolvesâ noone said âoh dear god life is omegaverse nowâ)#like. I can see dylan or abi being in fandom spaces. tbh I can also see jacob in fandom spaces but he needs to be pushed into exploring tha#also. yknow. less weird about it. just lean aggressively on the âbeast withinâ thing and the Creature vibes#((everyone trying to sneak up on dylan. who is apparently the tallest. to give him scritches. as vengence for him giving them all scritches#((they uh. dont manage it for the first while. what with the entire wolfdog superhearing bit))#(((they would get him eventually tho. kaitlyn gets him first bc I like their friendship most)))
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i literally need there to stop being situations circumstances events developments complications and happenstances. for the fucking love of god
#purrs#but there will never stop being any of those things so actually what i literally need is to learn HARD AND FAST how to stop getting so#fucking triggered over a situation i know is NOTHING so bad that im anxious for the entire rest of the day and canât even get any work done.#like (jade from tesco voice) girls⊠im not gonna lie to you. i think therapy is not working. i think i am not mentally or emotionally strong#enough to work in this job and i think i am never going to get mentally or emotionally stronger. ive been stuck in the quicksand too long#and now im atrophying. i cannot develop the situational awareness and motor skills or awakeness (and i mean AWAKEness.) to safely and#consistently drive a car. i cannot develop the intellect and drive and courage to get an advanced degree or be in a leadership position that#everyone actually sees as a leadership position lmfao. and i cannot develop the emotional intelligence and inner peace to not get triggered#out of my fucking mind at work to the point where im having anxiety heart palpitations and fighting back tears. i am just stuck as i am#forever. and you know how i know that? BECAUSE IVE WORKED AT THE NATIONALLY RENOWNED CENTER FOR YOU-ARE-NOT-STUCK-AS-YOU-ARE-FOREVER FOR#FIVE FUCKING YEARS SINCE ITS LITERAL FOUNDING AND HELPED TO FOUND IT AND IM STILL LIKE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!! i go back to square one EVERY#FUCKING DAY!!!!!!!! how am i supposed to tell other people who they are is what they bring and the world can change and whatever when i am#the fucking antithesis of that. when i donât even believe my own words. like the way i want to punch out every window in this building rn i#HATE BEING LIKe this i hate being in the psychic prison of scared little girl mode all the time forever no matter what and being beyond help#and disappointing and burdening the people around me because i canât be fucking normal about like. hierarchy and institutional politics LOL#delete later
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They just gave me like a million bazillion candies. To sell and not eat.
#Iâm gonna eat some#girl Iâm about to gain so much weight itâs not even funnay#most of the members donât even know we have candy bakc here#and Iâm here with no real inventory system and no oversight. hello.#Iâm already going crazy drinking way too many sugary drinks#my coffeeys. my sodies + fruit juice. sometimes Iâve even had a seltzer or two. and ofc the gatorades.#I am stronger than most though the last person in this position to be fired was let go because of being an alcoholic back here#like I do have liquor#but I already tried being an alcoholic and it kinda sucked :( so#when I was in tech school and just after getting out it was bad#now Iâm just addicted to weed. and video games. and tumblr. and sugar. and jacking off.
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Run through my heart



*pairing: illegal racer driver Jungwon x good Girl
*trope: frat/bad boy x good girl
*synopsis: Jungwon at only 20 is in the top 5 of the state for being one of the drivers of illegal races all over Korea but what would happen when your best friend and Jungwonâs best friendâs girlfriend invited you to see an illegal race? Jungwon is totally the opposite of your ideal boyfriend but with his bad boy charm but also gentlamen vibes you will be able to not fall for his charm?
*tags: A lot of humor,fluffy,jungwon loves to flirt with girls especially with the protagonist, pervy Jungwon, both the protagonist and jungwon love to tease each other, masturbation (f. receives it in public) fingering, pussy drinking,unprotected sex (donât horny ppl)+18,pet names (good girl,princess) (wildcat)
(English is not my native language)
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đThe request and ideas were written by @jayjw16enxp for this story (thanks a lot for your help)
The smell of burnt tires permeated the cold night air, mixing with the metallic scent of petrol. The headlights of the illuminated cars created light games that made the road look like a movie scene. You were standing next to your best friend, hands crossed on your chest in your padded leather jacket, You were grumpy since your best friend in the car had told you that for that night you would not go to Karaoke and eat fried chicken but to see Jayâs bff running and you had a skeptical look on cars in line.
"I donât know why I came," you muttered, watching Jay waving animatedly with a group of guys near a black Nissan Skyline. "The underground races? Seriously? This is the height of your genius?" you told your best friend.
Your best friend laughed, settling down next to Jay. 'Come on, relax! Itâs just a different evening, try to have some fun!, youâre here with Jay and me, nothing will happen to you, and in less than two hours youâll be in your warm bed thinking about the adrenaline that youâve experienced, trust me for once, Y/n'
"Having fun? Getting into trouble? Great idea. If someone from the press studio finds out my scholarship will disappear instantly, Iâll ask for financial damages to your boyfriend full of money." You shook your head, adjusting your hair behind an ear for the nervous. You were about to make more biting jokes when a soft, vaguely amusing voice interrupted his thoughts.
«You donât seem like the type of place. Who did you take Jay to see an illegal race? The little mouse in the library?»
You snatched him up, and you saw him Jungwon. His eyes were sharp as razor blades, his smile bold and just curved his lips. He wore a leather jacket that reflected the lights of the headlights and leaned with ease to a shiny black car, probably his own a car that looked fast even when it was stationary.
You were caught off guard by her presence for a moment. "I am not," you replied, crossing your arms. "And apparently, you donât seem like the type to... break the law either."
Jungwon laughed, a low and slightly dangerous sound. «Itâs up to someone to add a little adrenaline to these monotonous lives, otherwise you know how boring life would be without a bit of a kick.» He pulled away from the car and approached you slowly, with the catâs step of who knows exactly what effect it has. «And then, it is not so bad, right? Look at this crowd, the energy. Arenât you a little curious to feel your blood pumping much stronger inside you especially your body to make you feel the sensation of adrenaline, of the anxiety and fear of being discovered in such a place where surely good girls like you should not be?»
"Not enough to put my life on the line for a four-wheeled ego race or to risk my money on a guy whoâs gonna be even smaller than me," you said, clenching your lips.
Your words, however, did not shake him at all. He seemed to enjoy himself even more. He leaned slightly towards you, his eyes as bright as those of a cat having fun with its prey. «Interesting,» he said quietly. «Usually people either fear me or admire me. You, on the other hand... Youâre a beautiful mystery, who would have thought that the good girl had such a sharp temper.»
You raised an eyebrow, determined not to be intimidated. "Maybe because Iâm not interested in impressing a guy who thinks heâs a hero just 'cause he can drive fast'."
Jungwon stepped back, raising his hands in surrender, but the smile never left his face. «TouchĂ©. But donât underestimate the speed. Itâs a feeling that changes you and makes you feel alive. Maybe you should try it at least once.»
"It will never happen," you replied
«Never say» he muttered with a small smile before a voice called his name in the distance. He turned, gazing at the crowd, then looked back at you. «Hold on to your skepticism, 'good girl'. Who knows, maybe one day youâll change your mind.»
And with that phrase and a smile full of arrogance, Jungwon walked away, leaving you with a mixture of irritation and something more difficult to define. Something that made you feel a shiver down your back, even if you didnât want to admit it.
"God, itâs unbearable," you mumbled between your teeth as your best friend burst out laughing next to you.
'Unbearable, of course,' said your friend, giving you an elbow. 'But admit it, he has left you speechless. Both because he knows his stuff but also because he is crazy hot with that bad boy aura but at the same time with those cat eyes that look at you attentively as if you were his next prey'
Youâre sunburned, your cheeks are starting to pinch. "Donât even joke about it."
But in your stomach, a spark had been lit, and you werenât sure that you could put it out so easily.
The roar of the engines was ringing in the air, covering up any conversation. You watched with wide eyes the cars lined up next to each other, ready to snatch like wild beasts. The headlights lit up the asphalt, and for a moment everything seemed to be still, as if night held its breath.
Jay was standing next to you, his arm resting protectively on your shoulders and his girlfriendâs. <<Relax,>> he said, a reassuring smile on his lips. <<Itâs all under control. No one will touch you.>>
"Iâm not worried about myself," you mumbled, even though it wasnât entirely true. You felt like a fish out of water, but there was something in the atmosphere, the electric energy of the crowd, the roar of cars, the tension before the shot that made your heart beat a little faster. Maybe it was fear, or maybe... excitement...that was the feeling Jungwon described earlier?
The deafening music that had flooded the road until a few minutes earlier suddenly ceased, leaving only room for the roar of the engines. All eyes were on the racers. Cameras and phones stood up, ready to capture the start of the race. Jungwon was in the front row, his face calm and focused as he held the wheel.
You couldnât take your eyes off him. There was something hypnotic about him: that arrogant ease, the confidence in his movements. It was as if the adrenaline ran through his veins instead of blood. He didnât even seem nervous.
<< So, what do you think? > asked Jay, lowering his voice so that only you could hear him.
"What?" you replied, trying to mask the disturbance.
<<About him. Jungwon. Heâs good, isnât he? >
You shrugged your shoulders, trying to look indifferent. "I donât know yet. He has to prove it."
Jay laughed, shaking his head. <<Youâll see.>>
The air vibrated when the start signal blinked. The cars sprinted forward with a deafening roar, the tires leaving black tracks on the asphalt. You held your breath as you watched Jungwon take the lead immediately, zigzagging through the corners with impressive precision.
The track was an urban course, full of tight curves and straight lines that tested the skills of each driver. Jungwon steered with almost inhuman ease, cutting corners to the millimeter without ever losing speed.
<< Look how he enters the curve,>> said Jay enthusiastically. << No one drives like him. He is not afraid of anything.>>
You watched him, fascinated, the other cars tried to keep up with him, but nobody could keep up. It was as if the machine were an extension of his body, and he knew exactly how to push it to its limits without ever losing control.
After two laps, it was clear that he would win. No matter how much others tried to get over him, Jungwon was always one step ahead, calculating every move with surgical precision. When he crossed the finish line first, the crowd burst into a roar of exultation.
Jay clapped loudly, pulling you and his girlfriend into a hug. <<I told you!>> he exclaimed, laughing.
You were very quick. "Heâs good, I admit. But heâs too young for all this. Itâs ridiculous to think he could be so good, he just turned 20."
«Itâs not ridiculous,» said a voice behind you.
You turned and there he was, Jungwon, still with his helmet in hand and the arrogant smile that lit up his face. He looked triumphant, but in his eyes, there was a challenge.
«Iâm twenty, not ten», he continued, leaning nonchalantly against a parked car. «And it doesnât matter how old you are when youâre the best.»
You crossed your arms and smiled shamelessly. "The best? In your head, maybe. People talk, you know? Not everyone is so convinced of your abilities."
Jungwon laughed a low and funny sound. «Let them talk. The numbers donât lie, i'm in the top 5 of the state racers. And trust me, it wasnât easy to get there.»
"If you say so," you replied, trying to ignore the shiver that had passed through your back as you looked into his eyes.
«You must not believe me,» he said, taking a step closer. «But sooner or later you will understand. Speed is not just about money or perfect cars, itâs about the heart.»
The evening seemed almost quiet. You were sitting on an old wooden stool, holding in your hands a mojito that was melting too fast. Your best friend, laughing next to you as Jay strutted in the distance, probably telling someone how good Jungwon was.
'Itâs not so bad, isnât it?' said your bf, giving you a slight push on the shoulder.
"It still doesnât convince me," you replied, sipping your drink. "Too much confusion, too many people... Not my world."
Your bf laughed. 'I know, but sometimes you have to try new things. Maybe thereâs something here that...'
The girlâs words were interrupted by a sudden and deafening noise. Screams, immediately followed by the unmistakable sound of police sirens. The crowd exploded into a chaos of excited voices, bodies pushing and shoes pounding on the asphalt.
You got stuck, your heart was pounding. "Whatâs going on?"
'The cops, theyâre here!' shouted someone, and the crowd began to scatter in all directions.
You looked around, lost, looking for your bff with your eyes, but before you could understand what to do you felt a strong hand holding your arm. You turned around and found Jungwon staring at you with a serious, almost impatient expression.
«You,» he said, bowing without waiting for an answer. «Come with me.»
"What-? Wait! No!" you tried to protest, but he didnât give you the time. He dragged you through the crowd with fierce determination, dodging people and fallen bottles, to his car parked near the main road.
Jungwon opened the passenger door and almost pushed it in. «Get in.»
"I donât even think so!"
The sirens came even closer, and you had no choice. You sat in the seat with your heart in your throat, slamming the door just as he was getting into the driverâs seat and turning on the engine.
«Itâs written on your face that youâve never been to such meetings,» he said as he set off. «Too scared to move.»
You stared at him. "Iâm not scared!"
«Oh, you are,» he replied, and before you could fight back he put the gas on. The machine slammed forward at a speed that took your breath away. You clung to the seat, white knuckles, as the landscape began to flow at an impossible speed. The sirens were still behind you, but they got farther and farther away.
"Youâre going too fast!" you shouted, trying to make yourself heard above the roar of the engine.
Jungwon did not answer, his face focused while he was dodging other cars and taking sharp turns without ever slowing down. His calm was frightening.
"I said slow down!" He turned his head slightly towards you, a funny smile that curved his lips. «What is it, speed scares you? I thought you were more brave.»
That was the drop of water. Without thinking, you raised your hand and slapped him on the arm. "Slow down!"
Jungwon laughed, the sound was low and incredibly calm for the situation. «It doesnât work like that, princess. With the police on your tail, you run or lose.»
You stared at him, furious and terrified at the same time. "Youâre out of your mind!"
«Maybe» he replied, giving the pedal a further push. The car accelerated even more, and you felt your heart go up in your throat.
«Tell me where you live,» said Jungwon, suddenly serious.
You exhibited, still tight to the seat. "Why?"
«Because if you donât tell me, I donât know where to leave you. Unless you want to stay with me all night.»
Your cheeks burned. "Youâre an idiot."
«I take it as a compliment.»
With an exasperated sigh, you gave him the address. He nodded, turned the wheel with impeccable accuracy, and put a side road in.
The speed was only slightly slower, but not fast enough to feel the ground under your feet.
When it finally arrived in front of your palace, your heart was still beating like a drum.
He stopped the car, putting an arm on the steering wheel as he looked at you. «All together, see? It wasnât so bad.»
You struck him with your eyes, but you did not answer. You opened the door and came down, almost stumbling as your legs trembled.
«Good night, princess», said Jungwon with a smile as he looked at you.
"Good night a horn," you mumbled, slamming the door. But as you ran home, you couldnât ignore the fact that, despite everything, a part of you had felt that adrenaline... and you almost liked it.
The atmosphere at the university was unbearable. Every conversation seemed to revolve around Jungwon: the young prodigy, the boy who had rushed like lightning in the last run and left everyone speechless.
You sighed every time you heard his name. It was everywhere. In the boys' talks, in the girls' whispers. Even the professors seemed to mention with a veiled interest "that young pilot of whom everyone is talking".
But to you, Jungwon was just an arrogant boy with a passion for risk and a smile that irritated you more than it was allowed. Yet, there was something you couldnât get out of your head: the night of the escape. The speed, the shiver, the way you felt alive... and vulnerable. It was a feeling you hated and, in part, wanted to forget.
One afternoon, as you were desperately trying to ignore the avalanche of messages in the groups on Jungwon, your bff approached your desk with a complicit smile and a colorful poster in hand.
'Look here,' she said, waving the paper before you.
You looked up from the book. "What is it?"
'One race,' he replied enthusiastically. 'But not a big one. Itâs a training for the top 5, a private event. Only a few can attend.'
"So why show it to me?" you asked, raising an eyebrow.
'Cause I want to go there,' she replied with a smirk. 'And I thought you could come along. You know, as my partner in crime.'
"Not even in my dreams," you cut short, back to the book.
'Really?' sat down next to you, lowering his voice in a provocative tone. 'Are you sure? Maybe you can take the opportunity to thank that guy who saved you last night.'
You were blocked. Those words hit a nerve. You promised to thank him, despite everything. After that night you didnât see each other anymore, and not that you cared particularly... or maybe yes?
"Iâm thinking about it," you murmured at the end, leaving your satisfied bff in her place.
Two days later, you were exactly where you swore you would never be: a private track just outside the city, surrounded by a select few spectators. There was no crowd or chaos, only the roar of cars preparing to go down the track.
Despite initial reluctance, you could not deny that the atmosphere was fascinating. The shiny asphalt in the sun, the smell of burnt rubber, and the electricity in the air. It was all so... different.
You settled next to your best friend, who chatted animately with Jay. But your eyes were immediately caught by a figure in the distance: Jungwon.
He was there, with his pilotâs suit half open on the chest, helmet under his arm, and that cheeky smile printed on his face. He was laughing with a group of girls who seemed to be hanging on his lips.
You were staring at him, unable to look away. It was impossible to deny: he was beautiful. Perhaps too beautiful. His cat eyes shone with a light that seemed magnetic, and the dark and slightly ruffled hair fell perfectly on his face as if they had been designed for him.
And that suit... God.
"Oh, no," you muttered, looking away. You couldnât, you didnât have to admit it was nice. He wasnât. He wasnât even your type.
'Are you all right?' she asked, giving yourself a curious look.
"Yes," you answered, clenching your fists. "Itâs all right."
But as Jungwon put on his helmet with a fluid gesture and approached his car, you noticed that your heart was beating faster. And it wasnât the noise of the engines.
Coming fourth wasnât exactly the result he wanted, especially considering he had raced against Heeseung and Sunghoon, two legends in the underground races. He had given everything, but against them, it was like fighting a storm.
As he stepped out of the car and took off his helmet, his gaze wandered through the small crowd of selected spectators. He looked for Jay, knowing that he would be somewhere with his girlfriend.
When he found it, however, Jungwon was stuck for a moment. Next to Jay was she: the good girl.
She was still, her arms crossed and the expression swaying between embarrassment and a strange determination. Although the light of sunset played with his features, giving his figure an almost ethereal aura, it was evident that he was not at ease in that environment.
Jungwon approached, his disappointment for fourth place temporarily forgotten. Curiosity shone in his feline eyes. «Wow, who sees again,» he said, a sneering smile that curled his lips.
You looked at him with your usual exasperated expression, but with a slight blush that colored your cheeks. "Hi, Jungwon."
«I didnât think these places were your kind» he continued, slightly bowing his head. «Have you decided to add a little adrenaline to your monotonous life?»
Roll your eyes, ignoring the provocation. "Iâm not here to have fun."
«Oh, then why are you here?»
Take a deep breath, determined to say what you had to. "Iâm here to thank you."
Jungwon stared at you, surprised. «Thank me? For what?»
"For having me... Saved, if you may say so, the other night," I replied, looking down for a moment before raising it to meet his eyes.
For a moment he laughed, shaking his head slightly.
«Saved, eh?» she said, approaching by a step. «I would say that I have only given you a moving passage.»
"Call it what you will," you replied, trying to keep your cool. "But still... thank you."
Jungwon stopped laughing and stared at you, his eyes twinkling like something that looked like a challenge.
«And what do you think I want in return?» he asked, his voice low and almost hypnotic.
You looked at him, confused. "In return?"
He leaned slightly towards you, his face so close that you felt the warmth of his breath on your skin. Then, with a whisper that made your blood freeze in the veins, he said: «A kiss.»
Your eyes widened. "Youâre kidding, right?"
Jungwon straightened, smiling with the same arrogance as ever. «I never joke, princess.»
You stared at him for a long moment, trying to figure out if he was serious or not. Finally, he crossed his arms and raised his chin in defiance. "Then you will be left without thanks."
He laughed as if his answer amused him even more. «We will see» and walked away with a sure pace, leaving you there with your heart still beating wildly.
It was a quiet evening, of those you preferred. Your best friend had gone out with Jay, and for once the apartment seemed to be in a pleasant silence. You were sitting on the couch with a cup of hot tea and a book, finally free to enjoy some peace.
But that peace broke suddenly when the intercom rang, making you jump. You were not expecting anyone. You did a little bit of showing, but then you went and checked the screen.
Your breath was blocked. On the monitor was Jungwon, hands in his pockets and that relaxed expression that seemed to say "Iâm always in the right place at the right time."
"Whatâs he doing here?" you murmured, nervously tightening the oversized pajamas you wore. He put his hand on your mouth, trying to collect your thoughts.
Despite everything, you opened.
Jungwonâs steps rang up the stairs, and before you could get ready, he was standing at the door, tall, confident, and with a slight smile on his face.
«Hello, princess,» he said, leaning on the door frame.
You looked at him, confused and with a mixture of irritation and nervousness. "What are you doing here?"
He did not answer. He entered without being invited, taking off his shoes naturally as if he were at home.
"what.." you stopped when you saw him walking around the apartment, observing everything with curiosity.
«Nice place,» said Jungwon, passing a hand on the kitchen cabinet and then taking a look at the sofa. He moved with the grace of a cat, calmly exploring every corner.
"You canât come in like that," you protested.
«Why not? » he answered, turning to look at you. «Iâm doing nothing wrong.»
You crossed your arms, trying to keep calm. "You still avoided the main question: what are you doing here?"
Jungwon came a few steps closer, reducing the distance between you. His gaze was piercing, and the sneering smile had never left his face. «I have come to take my thanks.»
The heart missed a stroke. "What?"
«I told you, didnât I? I donât leave anything halfway.» He leaned slightly toward you. «And I donât accept excuses.»
You roast, feeling completely overwhelmed by his presence. You tried to appeal to your rational side, but couldnât find the right words. "I... I donât understand why youâre doing this. I owe you nothing."
Jungwon tilted his head as if he was weighing up his words. Then he laughed softly, a low, warm sound that made her shiver. «Youâre always so sweet, arenât you? And scared.»
"I am not afraid," you protested.
«Oh, yes you are,» he replied, getting even closer. His eyes shone with malice, but there was something else too, something deeper that you could not decipher.
I stepped back, but you found yourself with your back against the kitchen table. You were trapped, and Jungwon seemed to know it.
«So?» he asked you, with a smile that seemed like a challenge. «What about my thanks?»
You looked down, your face was red. "I donât know what you want from me..."
Jungwon laughed again, this time more softly. He raised his hand and pulled a lock of hair from your face. His touch was light, but enough to hold your breath.
«All right,» he said, in a strangely gentle tone. "Perhaps Iâll let you choose how you want to thank me. But remember, princess, I never forget.»
With those words, he finally left and returned to snooping.
Jungwon was still looking around, moving like a curious cat, when his gaze fell on the couch. Without thinking too much, he dropped with a soft thud, stretching as if he were the master of the house. «Nice and comfortable here," he commented nonchalantly.
You were staring at him with your arms crossed, trying to keep a serious tone. "I didnât invite you to get comfortable, you know."
He ignored you as his eyes were set on a book left on the pillow next to him. With disarming speed, he grabbed it.
«Letâs see what our princess reads,» he said, flipping through the pages.
"No! Give it back!" you exclaimed, approaching quickly.
But it was too late. Jungwon read aloud one of the most sappy passages in the book, imitating an overly sweet voice. "And he stared at her intensely, unable to resist the temptation to kiss her..."
You suddenly blush, embarrassed. "Stop it, give me back now!"
Jungwon burst out laughing.
«I never thought you were a fan of romantic novels. Arenât you the one with the study books?»
You came to grab the book, but he pushed it away, holding it high above his head. "Jungwon, I told you to give it back!"
In an attempt to catch him, you swerved, falling on him on the couch. Both of you ended up lying down, you on top of him, the forgotten book on the ground.
For a moment everything seemed to stop. You looked up and met his feline eyes, so close that he could see every detail of their depth.
With a slow gesture, he raised his hand and stroked your cheek, the thumb that touched your skin with disarming delicacy. «Soft,» he murmured, almost in silence, as if he was making an incredible discovery.
Your heart was beating fast, and your face turned even more red. "J-Jungwon..."
He slightly tilted his head, his gaze curious and fascinated. Then, with a speed that caught you by surprise, he made you a slight tickle on your hips, making you burst into an involuntary laugh.
"Hey!" you protested in laughter, trying to move, but Jungwon kept teasing you with that funny smile.
«I like your laugh», he said, stopping at last. His voice was warm and low, and for a moment the atmosphere among you changed.
Before you could say anything, Jungwon leaned slightly towards you, his feline movements controlled. Then, with a confidence that seemed to leave no room for doubt, he laid his lips on yours.
The kiss was soft, but firm. There was no hurry, just a gesture full of respect and curiosity. You felt his big hands leaning around your back to hold you closer to him and with a sigh you let his tongue enter your mouth; It was the best kiss you had ever had and Jungwon looked so good at everything he did and you felt the heat of the contact immediately that broke down all resistance.
When you left, Jungwon smiled at you, his eyes shining with something you still couldnât define. «Now I can consider myself thanked,» he muttered, the mischievous tone but strangely sweet.
Jungwon looked at you with a smile that mixed mischievousness and tenderness. «You know, I must admit,» he said in that witty tone that you now knew well, «youâre quite good at kissing, princess.»
You opened your eyes wide, the redness immediately rising to your cheeks. "Jungwon!" you protested, lightly hitting him on the shoulder.
He laughed, the low and relaxed sound that always seemed to make fun of you, but in a surprisingly affectionate way. Before he could fight back, he wrapped an arm around your waist and gently pulled you to himself, causing your head to rest on his neck.
«Then relax,» he muttered, as he slowly stroked your back.
Part of you couldnât help but wonder: How can I feel safe with him? Jungwon was everything that represented chaos, risk, and defying the rules. Yet there, in his arms, was a calm you could not explain.
«Do you feel safe?» he asked you as if he had read your mind.
You did not answer immediately, clenching your fingers against the fabric of his shirt. At the end, you whisper, with a thread of voice: "It makes no sense, but yes."
Jungwon smiled, and his warm breath tickled your hair. «Maybe because Iâm less dangerous than you think.»
Before you could answer, Jungwon moved slightly, breaking contact. He stood up, stretching with a grace that seemed almost feline. «But now I must go.»
You looked at him, still sitting on the sofa. "Doing... illegal things?" you asked, your voice a little jokey but also a bit serious.
He laughed softly, shaking his head. «In a way yes. I have to do something very illegal for the human being, imposed from above.»
You stared at him, confused. "What?"
«Study», he replied with a sly smile.
You blinked, incredulous. "Study?"
Jungwon nodded, putting his hands in his pockets. «Right. You donât seem convinced.»
"Iâm not," you admitted. "You... study? Really?"
«Of course. I study law.»
His words left you breathless. "Law?" you repeated, incredulous. "You? The boy who runs illegally and seems to ignore every rule... Do you study law?"
Jungwon laughed again, amused by his reaction. «I know, I know. It seems a contradiction, doesnât it? But what can I do? I have a passion for rules. Only I prefer to decide when and how to follow them.»
You stared at him, trying to process that new information. "You are... a living contradiction."
«Interesting,» he smiled maliciously at you. Then, he slightly bowed his head. «And you are adorable when you are confused. See you, princess.»
And with those words, he left, leaving you sitting on the sofa staring at the door. And you thought that Jungwon was a riddle that you didnât know how to solve yet.
After days of life seemed back to normal, you were immersed in your journalism studies, trying to forget the chaos that Jungwon had brought into your life. You were focused, determined to keep your head on her future, away from distractions.
But when your colleague at the university newspaper asked you to write a piece about clandestine racing, you suddenly found yourself back in the center of that world from which you had tried to get away.
'Are you sure you want to do it?' asked the colleague. 'It doesnât seem like your environment.'
You raised your chin, determined. "I can do it. Iâll go with my best friend, no problem."
And so, that Saturday night, you found yourself again immersed in the racket noise. The pre-race was a chaotic party: deafening music, neon lights that illuminated the improvised track, people laughing and drinking everywhere. Your best friend, she seemed perfectly comfortable, but you don't.
Despite everything, you took your notebook and you started working. You had to do a detailed report, so you started to observe the machines and transcribe nicknames, technical notes, and the general atmosphere.
"The Panther" had a black and shiny livery, and "The Eagle" a silver car that seemed to slip in the air. Each pilot had a nickname, an identity that made them bigger than life.
But when your gaze was set on a machine unmistakable, your heart stopped. It was there, in all its glory: the hood painted with shiny stripes that reminded of claw scratches, and the name he had already heard whispered by Jay: The Wildcat.
Next to the car was him. Jungwon.
Your heart sped up when you saw it. Lying nonchalantly beside the car, he wore a dark leather jacket left unlaced, revealing a tight-fitting T-shirt that highlighted his dry physique. The messy hair looked even softer in the neon light, and the cat eyes shone with a mix of challenge and fun. He was not alone. Three, maybe four girls were standing near him, laughing and flirting openly. One of them had put a hand on his arm, and he didnât seem at all annoyed.
The pen you held in your hand stopped. You felt a wave of conflicting emotions: annoyance, jealousy, irritation, and that bit of insecurity that you could never get away from when it came to confronting other girls.
'Are you all right?' asked your bff, noticing your sudden silence.
"Yes," lying, looking down, and pretending to take notes in your notebook.
Jungwon seemed perfectly in his element. Every movement and every smile seemed to be designed to attract attention, and it worked perfectly. Everyone was watching him, and he knew it.
When one of the girls came closer to him, laughing and putting a hand on his chest, you felt yourself burning inside. You turned, pressing the notebook against your chest. It shouldnât have mattered. It didnât.
But then, as if he had felt your gaze even amid the chaos, Jungwon looked up and saw you.
His smile stopped for a moment. The feline eyes were fixed on you, curious and perhaps surprised.
You held your breath, unable to look away.
Then, Jungwonâs smile returned, slower and deeper. She pulled away from the car and stepped over to you, the girls who were quietly protesting about the sudden lack of attention.
You were juggling between the machines, trying to ignore the knot of emotion that had formed in his stomach after seeing Jungwon. You kept taking notes in his notebook, writing down details about the race, the drivers, the nicknames... but your heart could not calm down.
You were focused on describing a car with a fiery red livery when suddenly you heard a hand grab your notebook. You slammed your eyes and you saw it.
Jungwon was there, a few steps away from you, with that cat-like look in his eyes that seemed to be light inside. His eyes shone with mischief and amusement, and his lips curled in a sneering smile. «Hey, princess,» he said goodbye, holding the notebook carelessly in her hand. «I missed something or are you trying to write a book about us?»
"Give it back, Jungwon. Iâm working."
He slightly tilted his head, studying it. «Working, eh? You didnât find a minute to come and say hello? All the other girls did it.» His voice was a mixture of provocation and challenge.
Youâre sticking your jaw, trying to keep calm. "I didnât come here to make friends, Jungwon. I have other things to do."
Your words made him smile. He leaned slightly towards you, your eyes straight in his. «Let me guess... Are you jealous?»
You blinked, surprised by her question. Then you sat down, raising your chin with determination. "Not. Why should I be jealous?"
Jungwon stared at you for a moment, his smile widening as if he were having a great time. «I donât know, but usually the girls who look at me like that have something to say.»
You get stiff, feeling your face getting warmer and warmer. "I wasnât looking at you in any way. I have other things to think about."
He laughed softly, a sound that seemed to wrap her like a caress. «Sure, princess. As you wish.»
You ripped the notebook out of his hands. "Stop calling me that. And let me do my job."
Jungwon pulled back, raising his hands in surrender, but his smile did not fade. «All right, all right. But donât take it too hard. You know where to find me if you change your mind.»
And with a last look that seemed to promise trouble, he turned around and returned to his car.
The race was a whirlwind of emotions. You were with Jay and your bff, watching the chaos of cars sprinting under the spotlight. The engines were roaring, and the adrenaline felt palpable in the air. Jungwon was third, fighting ferociously to reach the podium and win that prize which meant more than just money.
You couldnât deny that she was nervous. Every tight turn, every overtake, every calculated risk made her hold her breath. The gaze was instinctively set on Jungwonâs car, recognizable by its aggressive stripes and proudly painted number.
But then it happened.
The Panther made an illegal move. A sharp cut to the trajectory, too close to be a simple mistake. Jungwonâs car skidded, losing control, and went off the track with an impact that made the silence in the air resound. No one laughed, no one spoke.
"Damn it!" cursed Jay, sprinting into the pit area to see what had happened to Jungwon. You looked for Jungwon, but he was as if disappeared, swallowed up by the darkness of the track. The crowd around you had already started to celebrate, shouting for Heeseung, Sunghoon, and the Pantherâs victory as the spotlight turned on the winners.
You were lost. You couldnât think of anything but the car that was off the track and the guy driving it. Where was Jungwon? Was he all right?
"Hey," a deep voice brought you back to reality.
You turned around and saw a boy coming towards you. It was the pilot of the Panther, the one who caused the accident.
"What is a pretty girl doing here with a notebook in her hand?" he asked, looking at you with interest.
"Iâm working," you replied coldly, holding the notebook to my chest. "Iâm a journalist, I have to write about the race."
He laughed, a sound that had nothing genuine. "A journalist, eh? Well, maybe you could write a piece about me. You know, Iâm the star of the night."
You stared at it, the obvious annoyance on your face. "I donât think Iâll write about who plays dirty to win."
The boyâs smile cracked slightly, but before he could answer, a movement behind him caught both of their attention.
«I donât think he wants to write about you,» said a familiar, low, and tense voice.
Jungwon was there. Hair sprawled, a small wound on the eyebrow that bled slightly, and an expression that promised trouble.
The Pantherâs pilot smiled, raising his hands in surrender. "Oh, there it is. I thought you were still licking your off-piste wounds."
He didnât have time to finish the sentence. Jungwon advanced with a lightning move and punched him straight in the face. The boy staggered back, a hand to his nose.
«If you want to win, do it playing clean» growled Jungwon, his voice low but full of anger.
Stood still, my heart beating like a bat. You had never seen Jungwon so full of fury and determination.
He turned to you, his feline eyes staring at you with an intensity that made you hold your breath.
«Is everything okay?» he asked you, his voice suddenly quieter.
You are slow and unable to formulate a response. He watched you for a moment longer, then turned to the pilot of the Panther, who was still recovering.
«Never come near her again,» said Jungwon, his voice dangerously low. And with those words, he took your hand and led you away from the crowd, leaving chaos behind.
You found yourself catapulted into the car of Jungwon, almost without realizing how it happened. He was furious, his face tense and his cat eyes shone with a disturbing intensity. His hands held the steering wheel tightly, and the silence in the car was broken only by the soft hum of the engine.
You look around nervously, trying to figure out where you are going. You did not dare to speak, but you could not ignore the charged energy that was breathed into the air.
In the end, Jungwon stopped in a poorly lit parking lot, away from the chaos of the race and the festivities. He turned off the engine but said nothing for a moment. He ran his hand through his hair, visibly irritated, and then turned to you, approaching dangerously.
«What the hell were you thinking, Y/n?» he growled, his voice low but full of anger.
You stared at him, confused and slightly intimidated. "I... was working. I just asked questions and took notes for the piece I have to write."
Jungwon came even closer, his eyes peering at you. «Working? With that ridiculous little skirt and the top that leaves everything in sight? Where is the good girl I kissed the other day?»
You looked at him, surprised and irritated by her reaction. "Sorry?! Whatâs the matter, Jungwon? Itâs not your concern what Iâm wearing. And, for your information, Iâm still the same person, even if I donât dress like a nun to come to these stupid races!"
He raised an eyebrow, the sneer smile returning to his face. «Ah, so now you like to be a rebel? Interesting.»
"Itâs not about rebellion!" you broke off with your arms crossed. "And stop judging me. Itâs you who runs illegally, not me."
For a moment, Jungwon stared at you in silence, then his smile went out, and his gaze became more serious. «I donât want you to get into trouble. Not with people like that, and certainly not in a place like this."
You were silent, struck by the sincerity in her voice, but you didnât want to give it up. "Iâm not a child, Jungwon. I can take care of myself."
Now your faces were a few inches apart. «You donât understand, do you? Itâs not just about looking after yourself. I canât stand the idea that someone else could even look at you like that guy did.»
You suddenly felt confused and vulnerable under his intense gaze. "Jungwon..."
But he didnât give you the time. With a strong gesture, he took you by the face and kissed you, his lips pressing against yours with overwhelming confidence, but not without sweetness. It was a kiss that spoke of unresolved emotions, confusion, and desire.
You stood still for a moment, but then you let go, returning the kiss. You didnât know what that meant, but at the time, in his arms, you felt inexplicably safe, even though Jungwon represented everything he had to avoid.
The anger, tension, and that strange, irresistible attraction that Jungwon seemed to be kindling in you all exploded at once. You grabbed him by the collar of the shirt and pulled him towards you, kissing him again with more passion, as if you wanted to make him understand once and for all how confused she was, but also how lost you were for him.
Your hands trembled as they sat on Jungwonâs sculpted chest. You felt the muscles twitch under your fingers as if he was struggling to keep control. The heat emanating seemed to burn her skin, but she did not want to stop.
Between one kiss and the next, he pulled away slightly, his lips still dangerously close to hers. «Wait,» he muttered, with a smile that seemed to hide a thousand secrets. «Move slightly from the seat.»
You looked at him, confused, as he moved swiftly into the passenger seat. She pointed with a sure nod to his lap. «Sit here.»
You stared at him with wide eyes, heart pounding in your chest. "Jungwon, weâre in public..."
He chuckled, the sound low and incredibly charming. «Nobody is watching us. And even if they did... who cares? Trust me.»
After a moment of hesitation, you moved in embarrassment, and you sat on his legs. Your arms instinctively clenched around Jungwonâs neck, as he laid his hands on his hips, holding you firmly against him.
«See?» he whispered, in a tone that had a disarmingly sweet sweetness. «There is nothing to be afraid of.»
He, on the other hand, seemed comfortable, but there was something in his eyes that betrayed a darker depth. His fingers began to trace little circles on your hips, and his smile became more intense.
«Youâre so beautiful,» he said, his tone suddenly serious, as he stared at you as if you were the only thing that mattered to him in the world. «You donât realize what youâre doing to me, do you?»
You shook your head slightly, unable to find the words.
He tilted his head, his gaze becoming darker but at the same time incredibly sweet.
«I donât want anyone to look at you the way I do. Is that a problem?»
"Jungwon..." you mumbled, but he didnât give her time to continue.
He drew his lips to your ear like a kitten huddled in its den, sank his face against his neck, inhaled your scent, squeezed you tighter, and began kissing you and making little pacifiers.
«You are so sensitive,» he murmured, as he heard how you tried to deny the moans of pleasure. «I love to see how you react to me, I bet no one has made you feel like this in your life, princess.»
This time she touched the edge of your lace panties slightly.
"Jungwon.... not here," You said as you felt his big fingers sear your panties.
Your words seemed to light something in Jungwon. His smile grew wider and more dangerous, and a bad boyâs flash lit up his face. «Oh, princess» he whispered, tilting his head slightly as his hands slid into her life. «I want everything of you... but Iâm not sure I can wait.»
Before you could answer, his fingers moved with an exasperating slowness under your skirt, and he began to draw light circles as you felt that slowly you were already excited for him. You held your breath, feeling the heat that spread throughout your body.
Jungwon, amused by your reaction, drew little circles with his fingers, stroking the slightly moist fabric. «So wet»
You whispered in a tone that mixed sweetness and provocation. «Is this all for me?»
You nodded weakly with your face becoming increasingly red.
He came near your ear again, letting his warm breath caress her skin. «I would like to take everything of you now, but not in this car. Not like that. You deserve more.»
Despite his words, he did not stop at all. He started touching your pussy but a grin formed on his face and looked as if there was someone outside and with a strong movement touched the lever that was under the seat and lowered it. «Lie down Y/n, I will make you feel good while I kneel.» Jungwon laid you down in the seat and began to slide his hands on one of your legs, lifting it to leave a kiss trail up to your thigh, Stopping occasionally to admire your soft skin that was illuminated by the moon and the intense look you were throwing at him. «I promise you that I will make you feel so good, you canât be touched by any boy from today»
He moved his head under the skirt took the piece of your panties between his teeth and slowly pulled it down, moaning audibly as he watched a series of excitement drip from your heart. His cock was already pulsing in his pants but today he just wanted to make you feel good, there would be other opportunities that he would be well.
You looked at him a lot embarrassed but also extremely excited when you saw him with your panties in your mouth and pulled his hair and carried him back down into your pussy.
"Jungwon, Iâm... you can lick it pls» Jungwon started laughing and tricked his tongue on your inner thigh, capturing your excitement on his tongue. «Fuck, baby, youâre so good. Let me eat your pretty pussy» You slightly widened your thighs and moaned instantly when he licked and licked, without even thinking about it, before reaching his hand behind you with his arms stretched out to pull you closer, guiding your hips down with force "Jungwon," you panicked. Your brain got a little confused as it pushed your thighs away, then lifted them up and away so that you could bury your face deeper between them. «Look at you, youâre getting your pussy licked in the middle of nowhere by the only guy you find irritating»
Jungwon took a second to smile at you, stroking your slimy thigh with his cheek, and pressing a small lingering kiss on your warm skin. His tongue was hot and wet against your pussy, practically melting against your folds, making long and deliberate passes up to your clitoris before you concentrate on it and suck it with a fervor that sent waves of pleasure.
Unable to hold your voice, you began to emit gasping and stuttering moans, unintentionally lifting yourself into his mouth as he licked and sucked your clitoris, feeling your cheeks burning more and more long he looked into your eyes.
"I am... oh my God, please" greedily caress your clitoris pulsing in quick and deliberate circles with the thumb, automatically bringing two fingers to your pussy, your greedy hole sucked them up to your knuckles, without hesitating to push them in and out of you. Once your legs hooked to her waist, she quickened and pumped the rhythm of her fingers, your moisture now so palpable that it was beginning to leak out of you.
«Come princess, only for the wildcat» you exhaled, licking your lips and savoring the remains of yourself on your tongue, Striking him in a way that made you fight the urge to let your eyes roll down to the bottom of your skull and come between his fingers and with a gesture he took her to his mouth and sucked her as if it were the best thing in this world.
Yes, he got up slightly and felt his cock and balls extremely tight and hard in the pants but it was worth it, he had just made the "good girl" come off the university and knew that she would think for not how long to this episode of him bowing to her to suck their pussy.
You had spent a few nights writing your piece, trying to maintain a balance between your natural contempt for the illegality and that subtle attraction for the adrenaline-fuelled world that you had discovered recently. In the end, you delivered your article to the local newspaper, knowing that it would create a sensation, especially among the pilots.
You described the atmosphere in vivid words, talking about the roar of engines, the smoke from tires on the asphalt, and people who seemed to live only for those moments.
Extract from the article:
"There is something irresistibly hypnotic about seeing those riders challenge everything and everyone, putting their lives on the edge of a razor for a ride of glory. But despite the obvious danger and illegality, I can not deny that I also felt the heartbeat accelerate, the shiver of every curve taken to the limit. Itâs a world that makes you want more, even when you know you shouldnât."
You also mentioned the most famous pilots, dedicating a part of his article to the young and mysterious Wildcat:
"Among the many, one stands out for his early talent and rebellious attitude: Wildcat. At just 20, he has shown a mastery of the steering wheel that defies logic. But itâs not just his ability that makes him interesting: there is an energy in him, an aura that makes him unmatched. Despite his age, he drives like he was born to do it, and thereâs a dangerous confidence in his feline eyes that makes you wonder what lies behind that provocative smile. Who knows if, behind the bad boy mask, there is something more... is a bad boy as everyone says or is different with the people he loves?"
Jungwon, sitting on the couch at home, had read the article carefully. The newspaper folded on his knees, his eyes shone with a strange combination of annoyance and amusement.
'So he thinks Iâm hiding something, eh?' he murmured to himself, "And it describes that adrenaline so well... Maybe sheâs not so different from me after all.'
Then he stopped to read another part:
"It is clear that risk is an integral part of this world, but perhaps this is what makes it so irresistible. Once you enter, itâs hard to get out of it, especially when you meet people who seem made for living without rules. And although I do not share this lifestyle, I cannot deny that there is something fascinating about observing those who are not afraid to challenge any limit."
Jungwon laughed slowly, was it perhaps a hint of what happened in the car between the gold two the other day?
'Good girl, eh?' mumbled. 'Youâre so convinced that you donât want to be part of this world, but underneath I know you like it. And Iâm the only one who can take you beyond that limit, Y/n
He decided that he could not let go of the matter. He had to see her, tease her personally, and above all make her understand that no one could talk about him in that way without suffering the consequences.
You had just come out of the shower and heard the bell ring. Your best friend was not in, and you were not expecting anyone. And on the screen of the video intercom was: Jungwon, with the folded newspaper in his hand and that dangerous smile you now recognized too well.
You opened the door, trying to keep calm. "What are you doing here?" You asked, crossing my arms.
Jungwon didnât answer immediately, just entering with a disarming security. «So you wrote an article about the bad boys of the city Y/n? Pleased with the comments you received?» He said in a low, sharp voice, waving the newspaper before you.
"Itâs just my job," you replied, trying to keep a professional tone.
Jungwon chuckled and slowly approached, leaning slightly towards you until your faces were a few inches away. «No one speaks of me in this way. Not even you.»
You instinctively backed away, but he followed you, the paper still in his hand, his eyes shining with an intensity that made her tremble. «Wildcat, eh? Feline eyes, dangerous smile... tell me, were you writing or fantasizing about me? what is it you missed already my touch?»
"Donât get your head in the sand, Jungwon. I just brought the truth."
«Truth?» he repeated with a grin, getting even closer. «And what is the truth? That you like this world? That you like what I make you feel?»
You felt trapped, and your heart was beating too fast. "I... I donât..."
Before you could finish the sentence, Jungwon dropped the newspaper on the counter and took you by the side, lifting you up easily and making you sit on the kitchen island. He stood between your legs, his eyes fixed on his.
«Spare me the apology,» you whispered, his voice full of desire and a touch of possession. «I know exactly what youâre trying to hide. Itâs in your eyes every time you look at me.»
You tried to talk, but before you could say a word, Jungwon leaned over and kissed you with an overwhelming passion. His hands seized your hips with force, pulling you even closer as if he wanted to erase all distance.
The kiss was different from the previous ones: there was not only passion but also a kind of affirmation. He wanted you to know that you were his, that no one else could get close to you like he did. «Never again write about me in that way,» he whispered against her lips, her voice low and hoarse. «I donât want anyone else to know how good I am at making you feel this way. This is just for us.»
Jungwon caressed your face sweetly, a striking contrast to his possessive grip on your hips.
You felt his fingers trace the skin of your hips under your shirt until it reached the breast that was completely uncovered because you had just washed, His fingers were slightly cold to contact your breast and Bud tickled you and made you slightly arch your back. «You are already so sensitive to me and i touched you only with a finger what will happen when you fuck princess?» Jungwon took off your shirt and started kissing you and tickling your breasts, your poor nipples were turgid and with one hand he held you still and with the other, he massaged you alternating to tighten your left breast. He sucked you as if he was obsessed with your breast but had other things for the head that he wanted to do, you wrapped your arms around his neck and kissed him and he with one hand ran through your leg from the knee to the inside of the thigh, making you lose breath, a smug smile took shape on his lips as he tilted his head watching your reaction as his fingers approached your core, the tips traced him around your pajamas shorts and groans at the touch of his fingers around your core still dressed.
"Jungwon...I need" Your hand moved to touch his cock through the pants of the suit, making him moan, pulled down your pajama shorts, and when he saw that you already had your panties slightly wet a grin set up on his face, «God, already so fucking wet for me» and you kept massaging his cock, and I also took him off in his pants and made him spread a little 'the stain of the pre-ejaculate in his boxer shorts.
He took you in his arms as you kissed and kissed, and brought you to your room and laid you gently by the edge of your bed, you were perfect for him, It was months that he dreamed of fucking you and having you all to himself and finally came the time to see that the good girl who everyone loved at university was not so much a good girl when she was with him. He quickly removed your panties and his fingers finally touched your clitoris, winding around the bundle of nerves, throwing it every time you moved your hips trying to get more friction; «look at you, you are already so eager to have my fingers around you, where has the good girl gone?» You groaned and tried to move easily but Jungwon as usual was teasing you.
"Jungwon, stop being like that. We both know that underneath you were pleased with that article" Jungwon looked at you with serious eyes and without saying anything two fingers entered your already sensitive core, making you shudder.
âFuck, oh yeah!" Jungwon started pumping your fingers slowly though and you moved so much that you accidentally touched his cock in his boxer shorts with one hand he held you tight and with the other, he touched you but Jungwon had other plans with you.
«The other day in the car I made you come, now itâs your turn to show me what you can do, I really want to see if the good girls can be good with dicks» You looked at Jungwon slightly embarrassed and opened your mouth to the surprise of his words.
Choking a groan as his fingers curled inside you again. Your hands moved quickly to lower his boxer shorts, releasing his huge cock, making you open wide eyes but your mouth was even more flooding with desire for him.
Your hand quickly distributed the pre-seminal liquid, and your thumb gently moved it while you watched his reaction, smiling at seeing that you were making him enjoy only with his cock in hand, whimpering as he added a third finger, By widening even more. Your pussy was already sore and super sensitive by the overstimulation of his fingers and you kept on teasing their cock and sucking it "Jugwon, please" the guy in front of you laughed slowly and he also mooed something incomprehensible
and said: «What do you want, use that beautiful mouth you love to tease people to tell me what my princess wants» moaning loudly when he pumped all three fingers around your pussy it was beautiful but you wanted more.
"I want...I want you, pls" When he heard those words he let out his fingers and spread your legs and your pussy was super shiny, stimulated, and ready to take his dick. His tip only went in a little to drive you crazy, but there was not much you could do while he held your legs apart and on the edge of the bed. Your hands went into his hair, pulling it slightly as you watched Jungwonâs cock disappear inside your pussy, slowly driving you crazy.
It didnât matter if you begged him he would take it his way, he quickly pulled out all his cock before you could even get used to it if he was back in full again, and repeated it a couple more times before his hand that had been on his member before, It would move on your clitoris making circular movements as it kept burying itself deep inside you and pulling everything out. Moaning, invaded your room and you pulled him even closer to you with the other hand he stroked your cheek and put his thumb in your mouth, and sucked it slightly
«good girl» Nodded while you felt his cock now in your stomach clothing you and it was a wonderful feeling to see Jungwon so lost of you and inside you.
«Look at you, I want you to look at me and groan my name as I hear you hold me with that sweet little pussy of yours, yes?» You nodded and groaned as it hit the exact point of your G-spot and felt the overstimulation of his thumb touching your now swollen clitoris.
«Come for me, come around me, be a good girl, and come all over my dick.»
"Jungwon, please...oh fuck!"
Your high quickly found you while he kept jumping inside of you looking for his release, and you felt his seed and his cum inside you gushing out of your pussy after a while he got rid of his cock around you and gave you little kisses in your neck and made you lie down in the bed and put on his shirt and went straight to get wet clothes to take off everything, the sticky sperm from your legs and after a little while he lay down next to you and hugged you and cuddled to you placing his head in your neck and leave you small kisses and light caresses.
«I hope it didnât hurt, princess. I... I never felt these things for a girl and you» didnât end up gently putting your lips on hers and he smiled at you.
"I have never had these feelings for anyone but Jungwon, i don't want this thing to be just for funâŠâ
Jungwon hugged you and held you close to him
«No, you have not for months now mine and you have not even realized it. This thing is not only for fun for me, I want to make it work because when I win I need my journalist of trust who describes me as his Wildcat!» You laughed and it was extremely true that you and Jungwon could not be so different but at the same time, you were complementary.
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WHO'S GONNA FUCK YOU LIKE ME âĄ

KUROO, BOKUTO, OIKAWA when you told them you wanna break up and they make you regret it
{mdni! 18+} deep penetration, overstimulation, dacryphilia, edging, slight orgsm denial, creampie, breeding kink
KUROO TETSUROU
Your face is buried into the pillow while your body shakes, about to reach the peak of pleasure until he draws his cock out of you.
âMhmmâŠâ you whine in complain as you rub your ass desperately against his cock.
Tetsurou leans down with his body pressing against your back. He cups your face, squeezing your cheeks a little forcefully, and whispers against your ear with a hint of annoyance, âI thought you donât want me anymore.â
âNooâŠNo! PleaseâŠâ you plead in the verge if tears. The ache of wanting to be penetrated by him is too difficult to bear. âTetsu, pleaseâŠâ
âDidnât you just say you wanna break up, huh?â The tip of his cock starts teasing you torturously as he rubs it against the lips of your pussy. âToo bad, the only thing that will break tonightâŠis youââ
Your eyes cross when he sharply shoves his steel hard cock with full force. It blazes so rough that it has you cumming and writhing beneath him. But Tetsurou is relentless. He fucks you so violently deep from behind, making his point clear by drilling into your pussy and into your head why you should never ever think of breaking up ever again.
âTell me what you want, sweetheart?â
âYouâŠI want you!â Your head spins with the overwhelming pleasure. The orgasm comes rushing in over and over again.
Heâs breaking you apart, railing you hard, making you regret spouting off that childish threat just because you are arguing over something so petty.
âLouder, Y/N! Say it louder!â he demands in a grunt, taking your wrists and using them as lever. Your bodies collide hard against each other, skins slapping and turning red.
âTetsu! I want you, Tetsu!â you cry as tears of immense pleasure trickle down your cheeks. âOnly youâŠahhh!â Youâre pathetic so pathetic to even think of breaking up with this man when you canât even imagine a life without him, his cock, his touch, his love, his very being.
âUgh- Iâm coming hnggh-â Tetsurou grunts as your bodies fell onto the bed. He laces your fingers with his so tightly and tenderly squeezes your hand while he spills all of him inside you.
He protectively cages you in his arms and hides his face in the nook of your neck. His embrace demonstrates how he refuses to let you go.
âNow, donât you ever scare me like that again, okay?â he says before planting a soft kiss on your temple.
BOKUTO KOUTARO
âHey, is this not enough? Am I not lovinâ you enough?â he asks while his fingers inside your pussy are doing all the work. âAre you really gonna break up with me?â
âIâm sorryâŠI didnât- I didnât meanâ aaaahâŠâ you moan, your back arching as he hooks his fingers and pumps even stronger.
âMaybeâŠthis will change your mindâŠâ
You pant when he removes his fingers only to be replaced by his huge cock. Your eyes widen as you take in his size. Up until now, your walls stretch to make him fit. His monstrous dick is enough to send you into a little orgasm.
You lightly shake as he begins moving his hips. You could feel your pussy stretch each and everytime he thrusts.
Your moans unstoppable and it encourages him to dig even deeper into you. âBaby, baby, can you feel it now, baby? Would you still leave me?â
âI wonât I! Ahhh haahâŠâ You canât even find the strength in yourself to respond.
âY/N, baby!â He pushes your thighs down and puts himself in a squatting position.
âAhhh haaahâŠBokkun! Bokkun!â
Heâs now plunging so deep into your womb your mouth opens wide at the blazing sensation building at the pit of your stomach.
âAre you still- ugh- gonna break up with me?â
âNo! No! I canât haah I canât!â How can you when heâs rearranging your guts so rabidly your insides are taking the shape of his huge cock. Your pussy now knows him and only him alone youâre getting crazy with your mind thinking just him and how you donât like him to stop fucking you like this.
âFuck- Iâm coming, baby! Iâm cominghââ
You wrap your arms around him and seal your orgasms with a kiss. You felt his dick milk spill into you, warming up your tummy youâll probably get pregnant with this. Your bodies relax around each other as you come down from your high.
âAre youâŠare you alright?â He tilts his head up to look at you. His eyes get a little teary. âSorry, I got carried away. I really thought youâre gonna leave me.â
âNo, Iâm not, Bokkun. I wonât leave you,â you say, carressing the side of his face. âI have to say sorry too. I didnât really mean what I said.â
He sniffs a little. âDoes it hurt somewhere?â
You place a hand over your tummy. âNo, but it was too deep we might end up having a baby.â
His eyes sparkle, renewing his spirit. âYou mean weâŠWe can have a baby? T-Then we can try again to make sure!â
âB-Bokkun!â you call but heâs already slipping a finger in your pussy checking if youâre well-lubricated to accept him. He gets hard again after finding out that your pussy is still stuffed with his cum.
âNo more talks of breaking up, Y/N. Letâs make a baby instead.â And you both moan as he slips the tip right in and sinks so comfortably in you, gradually pushing his entire length in. His vigor is replenished with a new agenda in mind.
OIKAWA TOORU
âYou seem to be taking my cock so well for someone who wants to break up,â Tooru says while you ride him so good your body slams against his everytime you take the entirety of him deep.
âTooru! Tooru!â you moan and moan as he watches you with clenched jaw. You just donât know how he wants to dick you so good youâll your mind, but you have been quite a bad girl and heâs pouting a little. Now, he wants to remind you how much love him and his cock that breaking up with him is a
âYou wantâŠyou want it donât you?â he teases, holding himself back with the best if his ability, not moving his hips and letting take the rein yourself.
âYes! Yes, please! BabyâŠâ you beg as you place both hands atop his chest and slam your oussy hard against his cock. Oh, you wanna cum you wanna cum so desperately around him by his huge fat cock. âPlease, Tooru, please.â
âThatâs rightâŠthatâs right,â he hisses through his teeth. âBeg me sâmore. Grovel, beg me some more.â
âPlease, please, please, please,â you plead with every slap of your cunt against him. âI- I wonât! I⊠neverâŠI wonât break up with you.â Your walls clamp him down in one final despair and thatâs all it will take to lose his cool.
âGood girl.â His voice is rough and almost constrained. His hands smooth over your ass, massaging you teasingly. âNow, Iâll make sure you wonât forget about it.â He grabs the cheeks so tight and starts jerking upwards his member relentlessly hitting your cervix.
Your teeth grit against each other as you feel your head going numb. It is too pleasurable that it aches a bit, regardless you just keep in wanting and wanting more of it still.
Feeling his own orgasm rushing in, Tooru wraps his arms around you with unyielding strength. One of his hands cups the back of your head, burying your face in the crook of his neck.
He bends his knees with the balls of his feet flat on the bed, pushing his hips up as he rails you ferociously. Your lips quiver with tears brimming your eyes, making you whimper. The pleasure overcomes you and his cock grazes your walls with stinging heat. Youâre losing your mind. It's drawing a blank. Vision blacking out as tour temples go numb yet your pussy feels the sore satisfaction.
âAaah! Tooru! Tooru, baby⊠I! I!â The tremors over power your drool dribble down your chin as you moan. You came with pleasure washing over you, your body almost flailing itâs a relief he has you in a tight grip.
He chases his own release doubling his speed which sends you to another orgasm that has you both moaning and screaming each otherâs names.
You shift your head to rest on his chest. Gently, he brushes the back of your head while both summer down.
âBabeâŠTooruâŠâ you mumble.
âHmmm?â
âDo you still believe that I can leave you?â
You feel his chest vibrate as he laughs. âNot really. After all, you might not even walk straight tomorrow.â
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do you believe me now? | 9
in which we find out how the morning after went for fem!reader. you finally share with spencer after unanticipated anxieties come up. you're continually shocked by his affection for you.
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this series is 18+ (angst, fluff) warnings/tags: (preface none of the bad stuff is done by spencer) sexual harassment, slut shaming, non consensual voyeurism of sorts, blood + pain from losing virginity, talk of rape (nothing like that actually happens), implied nonspecific age gap (someone says he looks slightly older than you) non sexual nudity, showering together, intimacy, ewww being in love is embarrassing a/n: I honestly was not gonna post this today but I decided to bc it's just Tumblr its not that deep also you can probably tell I am just creating problems bc I don't wanna let go of them...... ik this is supposed to be a smutty series btw and trust good things come to those who wait!!!but anyways idk what I'm doing and I kinda hate this!! lolol!!!
Friday morning
The air is thick when you wake upâthe angle of the sun through the window is lower than usual, and the binding weight of your limbs as you struggle to stretch in place all suggest that youâve slept in.Â
But you donât check the time quite yetâfor a moment, you simply lie there, studying the pattern on your ceiling, downloading the events of the previous night.Â
Flashes of skin on skin, lips, breaths, whispers, promises. Phantom sensations.Â
Was it even real?
Your apartment is deafeningly silent, you realize. And you have that sinking sense, which you canât quite explain but know to be trueâthat you are alone. Spencer is gone. You canât feel him like youâd be able to if he were simply on the couch or in the kitchen. Heâs definitely not in bed with you, and the sheets have long gone cold.Â
The truth of it renders about as slowly as your sluggish consciousness does, and you frown, not quite sure what to do with that information. Should you be angry? Should you cry?
Mostly youâre confused.Â
As soon as you sit up, sore thighs and abs and a strange ache between your legs confirm that last night was not a dream nor a figment of your imagination. Youâll figure out what to do about your twinging body in a momentâfor now you rub your eyes and blindly reach for the bedside table, knocking several things to the ground in your quest for your phone.Â
Itâs not there, you realize, once you actually try to use your eyes. Itâs not in bed with you either as you pat the sheets, and it doesnât materialize as you sit on your knees and shake out the comforter.Â
From this venture, however, you learn two things. First, Spencer mustâve taken it upon himself to get you dressed last night, which you have no recollection of, but you doubt you sleepwalked your way into underwear and a big t-shirt; and secondâyou bled.Â
It wasnât something you were thinking about in the moment, but now, faced with all the evidence and none of the pleasure of last nightâs activities, itâs jarring. A stark, unforgiving archipelago of red on a pristine sea of white.Â
People say, at its best, sex brings couples closer. Spencer once told you it could facilitate feelings of deeper connection. But here you are, no longer a virgin, and what do you have to show for it? A stronger bond with your boyfriend? Heâs not even here.Â
All you have is this glaring red stain marring perfectly good sheets. It mocks you, like something youâve dropped and canât pick back up. You canât think looking at it, and you need to think, and so in a fit of frustration youâre pulling the comforter onto the floor, leaning over your mattress and yanking the fitted sheet free. You ball it up in your hands, breathing heavilyâand realize you bled through to the mattress.Â
Wonderful.Â
Spencerâs just at work, you tell yourself, grabbing the first pair of shorts you see and pulling them on before gathering the ruined sheet once more and stomping on aching legs through your apartment to the hallway, not even bothering with shoes. He canât just play hooky because his clingy girlfriend lost her virginity and needs to be comforted like some previously celibate high school cheerleader.
But you miss him so much itâs making you angry, so much your eyes are stinging and welling with tears of frustration as you shove your bed linens down the trash chute at the end of your floorâs hallway. Youâre supposed to be independent. Thatâs how youâve always been. Since when does it bother you to wake up alone? Itâs just sex. Itâs not as big a deal for him as it is for you. Or for anyone. Youâre the one overreacting, youâre the one who expects too much. He works for the FBI, for godâs sake. There are people dying, and here you areâ
âWhatâchya got there?â
The gruff voice makes you jump, and you turn around just as the bundle is disappearing down into the hole in the wall. Itâs your neighbor, Jerryâthe one in the unit right next to you. Youâre not happy to see him, especially like this. Heâs got a blue 5 oâclock shadow despite the hour, and is clad in ill-fitting gray sweats and a pair of ratty slippers. His distended belly strains at the confines of an oil-stained white shirt, tied with a dingy checkered robe. You barely meet his drooping eyes before looking longingly back at your cracked door down the hall.Â
âJust⊠garbage.â You shift your weight, hiding a wince as you try to find a comfortable position to stand in. Jerry notices this, and you wish his eyes wouldnât linger on your bare legs like that.Â
âHuh. Looks like someone had a late night.â
âSorry?â
âItâs just noon and youâre still in your PJâs.â
Disgusting. And who the fuck is he to judge? At least your pajamas are clean.Â
You shrug. âYeah.â
He scratches his bald head.Â
âSo that boy tired you out pretty good, huh?â
Your stomach drops. Your brain freezes.Â
When you donât reply, he takes the liberty of continuing on.Â
âSaw him sneaking out of your apartment in the middle of the night. He looked a little older ân you. You like âem older?â His laugh is a cruel bark. âYeah⊠Heâs a lucky man. You know, itâs natural for a man to like a younger girl. Fresh meat, ân all.â You try to speak and can only swallow a gag. Jerry adjusts his stance, hands in pockets like heâs telling you a local news story. âHeard some of it. Sounded like you were putting on quite the show. And sure, a young pretty thing like you? Hell, I would if I could. But Iâll tell you right now, you donât wanna end up like my daughter. She wasnât as pretty as you, but stillâthree kids with three men by the time she was 24. She should'a kept her damn legs closed. You know, she loved to cry rape, but you gotta ask yourself, if your legs are open all the damn time, what do you expect? Back in the day we all knew girls like thatââ he bats the air dismissively. âGuess you canât call âem sluts anymoreâthey get what theyâre asking for one way or another. See, I think everyone still knows it and theyâre just too afraid to say it. So my advice: donât let yourself get used up, you hear me? Not by men who are gonna ride you hard and put you away wet. So to speak. Men can smell a girl like that from a mile away, and theyâll take it as an open invitation. Itâs just human nature.â
When he finally stops talking, the hallway fills with a vacuous silence. It makes your ears ring. Several moments pass, but youâre frozen. Your whole body feels intolerably hot but your blood is freezing. How are you supposed to react?Â
âHello?â He says, voice loud enough to hurt your ears as it echoes.Â
Get out of here, your more rational self says to the rest of you, and you mumble something, you donât even know what, excusing yourself to hurry on stiff legs back down the hall to your door.Â
Once inside, you do up every lock on your door, and face your apartment, shoulders tensed practically to your ears and fists clenched so tight your arms are trembling. On autopilot you look around for something to do, but thereâs nothing. More importantly, nobody.
Iâll call Spencer. Heâll know what to do.Â
No, you wonât, your higher self reminds you. You lost your phone. And besides, itâs clearly not like he wanted to stick around last night. Maybe he doesnât even like you anymore.Â
So youâre stuck here. Stranded. Sharks can smell blood.Â
Processing that information, you walk back to your bedroom and close the door behind youâbefore promptly sinking to the ground and burying your face in the duvet with a deep, silent sob. Â
That goes on for a few minutes until you realize youâre too achy and you canât breathe and youâre forced onto your side, curling up in your blanket on the floor like itâs a nest and not a burial plot.Â
You shouldnât get ahead of yourself. A relationship canât implode twice in 24 hours.  You donât have your phone. Maybe heâs texted you.Â
But is that really all youâre worth? A text sent after the fact? He couldnât sacrifice a few hours to sleep by your side? Couldnât even wake you up to say goodbye? You think about the sweet things heâd said afterwardâthe way he held you, fingers dancing down your spine. Promises he made when you were half asleep in his arms, so sure heâd be there when you woke up.Â
Even fucking Jerry the neighborâwho you think might have just sexually harassed you in the hallwayâsaid Spencer shouldâve stuck around.Â
Fuck.Â
No, donât think about that. It doesnât even matter. They were just words.Â
Heard some of it. Sounded like you put on quite the show.Â
Your skin crawls and your stomach turns as you hold yourself tighter. Something that was supposed to be private and specialâand some random man not only had a front row seat to your deflowering but felt comfortable talking about it with you. It feels like a violation. Like he crashed a really important party. If you had known you had an audience last night, you never wouldâve done it.Â
The way he looked at you, tracing your legs with his eyes like he was touching youâ
You scramble up from the floor and walk heavily on your knees to the dresser, digging up a pair of pajama pants and a hoodie. You should be showering, but you donât want to deal with your body right now. You just want to hide.Â
Friday eveningâpresent
After your conversation, Spencer seems eager to make sure the car ride to his apartment is not reminiscent of the car ride to yours last nightâhe holds your hand, resting in your lap, bringing your knuckles to his lips at a red light. Every few moments he glances over at you, maybe to appreciate the view (though you doubt itâs especially scenic at the moment) or perhaps to gauge your mood. The further away you get from your apartment building the better you feel, and you try to focus on that. Sureâmaybe you had a shit day, but Spencerâs here now, and he didnât leave you after all. In fact, since finding your phone, youâve seen the series of very sweet and highly concerned messages he sent over the course of a few hours. They almost make your stomach hurt. It wouldâve been really nice to have those earlier.Â
He doesnât ask you any more of the hard questions, but you sense an inquisition in the works and getting closer with every curious glance he gives you. Itâs like heâs unwrapping you, layer by layer, using his impressive cognitive faculties to drill through your skull into your brain and deeper still into your soul.Â
Back in his apartment you sit awkwardly on the bed. Last time youâd been here, things hadnât gone so well for you.Â
The shower starts in the adjoined bathroom, and Spencer comes out a moment later, warm light seeping into the darkened bedroom. Purple and dark blue mixing with yellow, like a bruise.Â
âHey. Waterâs warm.â
You hum, smoothing the material of his neatly made bed with your palm and watching the way it flattens. That had been your doing. You may have thought he was on the verge of breaking up with you last time you slept here, but you didnât want to leave his home a mess. Didnât want to leave any evidence of your having been here.Â
A moment passes. You thumb at a thread and donât look up.Â
Spencer crosses the space without a word and crouches in front of you, hands coming up to cup the back of your legs, running knee to ankle and up again.Â
âCan you tell me whatâs going on? Please?â He asks softly. His voice wrings your heart out. Now that youâre in a completely different space, and youâre not so alone anymore, youâre struggling to sort out your feelings. It should be fine. Youâre with Spencer. Presumably he still loves you.Â
And you still feel terrible.Â
âI donât really want to talk about it,â you whisper.Â
âI know,â he says, just as quietly.Â
Spencer doesnât say anything else. I know you donât want toâand yet. Your lips twist to the side. Heâs persistent. Even in his kindness. Itâs not the kind of care that falters or buckles when you try turning it away.Â
âMy neighbor said he cââÂ
Youâre forced to stop, frowning by how overcome you are. It shouldnât be such a big deal. Worse things have happened to you.Â
âHe said he could hear us. Last night.â
Spencerâs hands stop on your legs. You canât meet his eyes. Youâre afraid whatever you find there wonât be the right thing.Â
âHeâs in the unit next to you?â
You nod. âWe share a wall.â
Thereâs a momentâs hesitation and your stomach sinks. He doesnât understand.Â
âWhat did he say?â
âJust⊠dumb shit,â you scoff, fiercely wiping away a stray tear. âHe said he listened and it sounded like I was putting on quite the show. And then heâand then he told me not to let you⊠use me up, whatever that means. He called me fresh meat, and said I shouldnât let you ride me hard and put me away wet, and bad things happen to sluts who canât keep their legs closed.â
You finish with a sharp inhale, briefly leaning down and covering your face with your hands when you realize how upset you really are. You want to hide it.Â
A fraught moment passes. Spencer reaches for your hands, no doubt to try and pull them away from your face. You spare him the trouble, sitting up with a cavalier sniff before he can touch you and brushing your hair behind your ears. Â
His voice is uncomfortably quiet. You canât look at him. âBabyâŠâ
âDonât. Itâs fine. I only told you because you asked.â
Itâs not his fault, but youâre mad at him anyway, and so you avoid eye-contact like itâs the plague. Maybe itâs just safe to be mad at him. Maybe he knows that.Â
Regardless, youâre not in the mood for coddling. Itâs borderline repulsiveâlike trying to mix oil and water. Anything good slides right off of you because maybe youâre not designed to be able to absorb good things.
Nothing changes for a minuteâand then heâs standing, offering you a moment alone as he goes to crank the shower off.Â
As soon as heâs gone all the air is vacuumed from your lungs and you crumple, heaving it back in silently as your head spins and your heart races. Itâs like your mind is split in twoâhalf is primal, overwhelming panic, and the other a cold observatory eye, full of disdain and scorn for what it deems a severe overreaction to a few nasty comments made hours ago. Youâre so tangled up as you curl in on yourself on your side that you canât even cry. Youâre just trying to remember how to breathe, ignoring the crawling feeling up your spine and the tingling heat at the back of your neck. The shower stops on the downbeat of your staggered breath, and then itâs silent. Heâll come back at any minute and see what a mess youâve become.Â
Youâve ruined everything. If only you couldâve kept it to yourself.Â
When Spencer reappears in the doorway, and sees you collapsed and curling like paper burnt at the edges, heâs quick to return to you.Â
âIâm sorry,â you manage, trying and failing to brush away hair from your cheek, which is wetâso you were cryingâand Spencer shushes you, pushing it away for you as he kneels.Â
âWhy are you apologizing?â
âIâm being dramatic, I donât know whatâs wrong with me.â
Of course, at the end of that declaration, a sob wrenches its way from the depths of you, so bright and cleaving you half expect the smell of ozone to follow. You follow it with a blisteringly self-deprecating laugh.
âDonâtâdonât do that. Donât minimize it.â
His hand is warm where it rests over your cheek, affectionate, but he sounds frustrated. You frown and sniffle.Â
âWhat am I supposed to do?â
âTell me his name.âÂ
Itâs a quiet request, made as gently as his hand cards through the hair at your temple like itâs woven with fragile threads of gold.
âNo, Spencer,â you beg, anxiety pooling in your gut and rising in your throat, âplease, I donât want to make it a thing, I donât want you to talk to him. Youâll just make it worse, itâs fine.â
You look at him imploringly, eyes wide and still welling, hoping to god the gravity of your plead will sink in. His are a bed of coalsâsomewhere between furious and sympathetic, and you try to appeal to the sympathy.Â
âIt is not fine. Saying sluts get whatâs coming to them is not fine, that is a threat, and Iâm not going to talk to him. Iâm going to have him fucking arrested.â
You scoff.Â
âFor talking to me? Yeah, good luck with that. Cops are really known for being helpful when it comes to sexual harassment.â
âBaby. Men who are comfortable violating your boundaries like that are exponentially more likely to commit an actual violent crime. That is not a safe person for you to be around.â
âHeâs not gonna rape me, Spencer! Heâs just a gross old man! This is why I didnât want to tell you, because I knew youâd make it a bigger deal than it is! You did it last night and youâre doing it nowâyou think everyone is out to get me!â
To his credit, he doesnât so much as raise his voice.Â
âOf course itâs a big deal. Youâre upset.â
âYeah, well, itâs my own fault.â
Maybe itâs the wrong thing to say. Spencer goes silent for a moment.Â
âItâs your fault?â
âYes. Itâs my fault because⊠because now everyone knows that IâmâŠâ
His voice goes impossibly soft again. âKnows that youâre what?â
âI mean, what did I expect?â You sniffle. âItâs an apartment. If I didnât want to deal with the consequences, I shouldnâtâve done it.â
He says your name like itâs a ring he twists around his finger as he tries to thinkâto gather the right words.Â
âThe consequences for having sex do not involve punishment or sexual harassment.â
âItâs the result of my actions, soââ
âNo, itâs the result of your neighbor being disgusting. I donât care what he heard, he doesnât get to talk to you like that.â
âHeââ
âIf you heard something you werenât supposed to hear would you bring it up to the person the next day?â
âStop interrupting me,â you plead. Spencer looks like he has something to say to that, too, but he swallows it. You close your eyes and take a deep breath. âI⊠understand that he shouldnât have said those things to me. But that doesnât change the fact that he did, and it was really, really uncomfortable and I donât wannaâI donât wanna go back now. Maybe thatâs dramatic, butâŠâ
You trail off, studying the ceiling as a fresh wash of tears dampen your cheeks. Spencerâs hand slides down your waist as you wipe your face. âI donât regret the fact that we slept together. I just regret everything thatâs happened since, and if I didnât do it last night, none of this wouldâve happened. I feel like he ruined everything.â
The words end on another cry and you put your hand over your eyes like you could stop it all from coming out. You sniffle. Spencer is quiet for a moment.Â
âIâm sorry,â he eventually whispers, his own voice threaded with emotion. âIâŠâ
He sighs. You push your hair back and look at him.Â
âWhat?â
He studies you, chewing on his lip like a nervous tick youâve never seen before. You sit up again, feet balanced on the edge of the bed frame. Spencerâs eyes remain stuck on you. Again, you ask, âWhat?â
âI didnât think about it until you brought it up earlier, butâI did see someone. Him, I think, when I went out to my car to get my bag. He was smoking when I came out, and when I got back into the lobby he was waiting for the elevator. We took it up together, heâhe said something to me, so I know he saw me going back to you. I donât know why he made it sound like I left.â
You frown. âWhat did he say?â
Spencer hesitates.Â
âHe asked if I had a long night. He was obviously commenting on the fact that I was basically half-dressed and getting an overnight bag from my car at one in the morning, so he could probably gather from context what was going on, but⊠my point is, he knew I came back and it seems like he was almost trying to make you think I didnât. So for whatever reason, maybe he was lying about being able to hear you, too. Maybe he just wanted to make you uncomfortable.â
âThatâs a long shot, Spencer.â
âI know, but⊠itâs not that long. He obviously gets off on itâand besides, he said you were putting on a show, but you werenât⊠you werenât loud, last night.â
Heats blossoms in your cheeks and you look down at your lap. âThin walls.â
âHave you ever heard your neighbors before?â
You have to seriously think about it.Â
âIâve heard them yellingâŠâ
âNothing else?â
Again, you consider it. The answer comes as a surprise.Â
âNo.â
âOkay, so⊠does that maybe help a little bit? I really, really donât want you to feel like last night was a mistake in any way, or let anyone ruin it for you.â
You breathe deeply. âI know. It⊠it kinda helps, yeah.â
His hands come to the top of your legs. Thereâs so much genuine care and concern in his eyes. âYeah?â
Only when you nod does he relax some. His hands skim your thighs, and you set yours on top of his own. For a few breaths, itâs quiet. And then you laugh.Â
âWhat?â Spencer asks, a tentative smile curling his own lips like he doesnât know if he should be concerned or participate in your mirth.Â
âIâI donât know how to say it without being cheesy,â you admit, sniffling the last of your tears away and smiling softly down at him.Â
âI think you should say it.â
You link your fingers with his on your lap, watching the way they twine like itâs what they were meant to do.Â
âI was just thinking about how I had, like, the worst day ever. And how much worse it wouldâve gotten if you didnât show up when you didâI wouldâve completely spiraled. But you did show up. And how easy it is to kind of compartmentalize, because I have you, and when Iâm with you⊠nothing feels as hard. You make the bad things feel smaller, I guess.â
By the end, it got a lot more real than youâd intended, and your face feels warm, and your stomach is sort of floatyâbut you donât look away from Spencer. You hold his gaze, though it makes you a little nervous, because you want him to know you mean it.Â
He inhales, like heâs going to say something, but he doesnâtâonly looks at you, like youâre beautiful and impossible and a defiance of everything he thought he knew, which was almost everything. To him, youâre expansive. A gorgeous anomaly.
And then he stands, holding his hands out for you. Without question you take them, and he pulls you to your feet, absorbing the momentum that threatens to topple you, and he wraps his arms around you tightly. So tight you have to laugh.Â
âI love you,â he says against your shoulder, one hand coming to cradle the back of your head.Â
Your humor softens, but doesnât become inflexibleâstill tinges your words with the perfect amount of euphoria and relief. âI love you.â
âThanks,â he mumbles, and your laughter flares again.Â
âYou donât have to thank me.â
âBut Iâm grateful. I⊠I feel lucky.â
Always so earnest, so vulnerable, when youâre least expecting itâwhich should be always, youâre learning. You pull back to look up at him. You donât want that concession to go unrewarded.Â
âMe too,â you say softly. Heâs doing that fond thing with his eyes, where theyâre all soft and itâs like heâs trying to take in every millimeter of your face. This time when he goes to touch your hair, you have the wherewithal to dodge it.Â
âYouâre really brave for trying to touch my hair right now.â
âWhy?â He asks, utterly bewildered, and the softness of the moment falls away easily, but not without leaving everything smudged and fuzzy around the edges. Everything is still okay. Itâs still good.Â
âBecause itâs dirty,â you laugh, dodging him again and eventually ducking from the circle of his arms entirely.Â
âOh, your hair is dirty? Should we breakup?â
âHm. I donât really like when you take on that tone with me.â Youâre still half-laughing, dipping and weaving past him toward the bathroom as he tries to get you in his arms again. And then you stop, toes just short of the tile.Â
âWhat is it?â He asks after another moment. You blink, looking at the shower head as it drips.Â
âUmâwould it be okay if I had a five minute headstart in the shower?â
âSure. Is everything okay?â
âItâs fine. I just⊠I need a minute.â
His hand skims your waist as he passes by you through the open door. âOkay. Why donât you grab your stuff and Iâll get the water going again?â
Soon enough, youâre remembering how much better his water pressure is than yours as you stand under the torrent, eyes closed as if in prayer. You definitely couldâve stood to shower earlier in the day. But you had other concerns, earlier, and besidesâyou were afraid of what you might find.Â
And you were right to be. The sex was nice. The aftermath isnât quite as pretty.Â
When Spencer taps on the bathroom door, youâre nervous.Â
âYou can come in,â you call.Â
âYou sure? If you want it all to yourself, thatâs okay too.â
âNo, no. Itâs fine.â
The door creaks open, and gently clicks into place again, and fabric rustles as he undresses, and soon the shower curtain is sliding aside and heâs stepping in. Unsurprisingly, the space feels smaller with him in itâbut not small in a bad way. It feels warmer. Again youâre awash in that safe feeling, which you didnât realize youâd been missing so much today.Â
âHi,â he smiles, a teasing sliver of what you know to be the most brilliant light in the world, and stunning like the rest of him as you watch the water begin to darken his hair.Â
âHello.â
His smile flickers briefly wider like youâre his favorite thing and he just canât contain his joy, and then itâs easing again, giving you a moment to catch your breath.Â
âIs it okay if I touch you?â
In this alien context the idea has your heart poundingâyou donât really understand the concept of casual nudity yet, but you know heâll respect your earlier wishes to keep it chaste and so you nod.Â
Spencer doesnât take you immediately in his arms like youâd expectedâinstead his hands find a rest at your collarbones and carefully push your wet hair back over your shouldersâbut his eyes arenât cast quite low enough to be indecent. They connect dots over your chest and neck, and he thumbs at one just over your pulse point.Â
âOh, man,â he laughs, and you think you detect a hint of self-deprecation. âThatâs⊠wow, I didnât realize I⊠sorry. They donât hurt, do they?â
Itâs your turn to smile as heâs suddenly over-concerned.Â
âNo, they donât hurt.â
âGood.â He looks relieved, but it doesnât last as his eyes trace lowerâthough you donât sense any hunger in it. Heâs just taking you in. âHow about everywhere else?â
âUm⊠itâs not bad. Kind of, like⊠I donât know. Sore. But itâs not bad.â
âStill?â He frowns, clearly unfazed by your evident embarrassment on the subject. You shrug and avert your eyes.Â
âItâs fine. it was worse earlier, so.â
That does not have the calming effect youâd intended.Â
âWorse? 1-10, howââ
âSpencer, itâs fine, I promise. Itâs only when Iâwhen I move certain ways, I notice. Honestly the⊠blood⊠was way more disconcerting to me.â
âYeah, I saw your bed⊠sorry for ruining your sheets. Iâll buy you new ones.â
You shrug, watching the water run in rivulets down your arm and branch off into tributaries and waterfalls from your fingers. âYou donât have to do that. It was a collaborative effort.â
Normally this conversation would have you melting into an embarrassed puddle, but something about the tile cocoon of the shower, the humid fog, the proximity, feels safe. The white noise of water on porcelain, the warmth. You go to him at the same time as he comes to youâhis arms around your waist, yours slung over his shoulders. Your eyes flutter shut. Falling asleep standing up has never seemed so plausible until now.Â
He presses a kiss to your head. You sigh.Â
âUgh. I donât want to deal with washing my hair.â
âI can do it,â Spencer immediately offers. You frown.Â
âI wasâyou donât have to. I didnât mean to make it sound like I was asking.â
âI know you didnât.â
âItâs a process.â
âI understand.â
âYou would have to do it exactly how I say.â
âI am willing to learn. I like taking care of you.â
Youâre glad for the hot water, then, and as he washes your hair. Youâre not sure if youâre crying at the tenderness of his touch, or the way he loves you like youâre easy to love. Youâre too tired to explain it.Â
He doesnât push you, because he never pushes you.Â
He just washes your hair.Â
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part ten
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âbabe. baaaabe. babe!â
âwhat, satoru?â you ask sharply, looking up from your laptop to where your boyfriend has spread himself across your couch, his legs in shokoâs lap.Â
he lifts his shades to look at you. âwas i your first crush?â
âyes,â you answer quickly.
you immediately return to the report youâre writing, missing the face shoko makes before she says, âthatâs not true.âÂ
âieiri,â you whisper harshly, but itâs too late. your boyfriendâs already jumped off the couch to lean his palms against your desk.Â
âwhat? i wasnât your first?!â
âyou were,â you insist, glaring at your friend. ïżœïżœshoko is clearly misremembering things.â
âam i though?â
âyou know what, itâs fine,â gojo sighs, slipping his shades back on and rolling the sleeve of his t-shirt up so he can flex. âobviously iâm way cooler than whatever lame schmuck high school you was crushing on.â
behind him, shokoâs scoff is the final nail in your coffin. ânanami is way cooler than you ever were.â
you slap your forehead, bracing yourself for gojoâs inevitable overreaction.Â
but he doesnât get the chance, interrupted by a light knock against your doorframe from, you guessed it, nanami kento.
âyaga said you wanted to see me?â
cue overreaction.
âyou had a crush onâ on him?âÂ
nanami swats gojoâs finger away from his cheek.Â
âoh my god,â your boyfriend breathes, currently experiencing a quarterlife crisis. âyou liked this emo nemo?â
nanami ignores him, sending you a questioning look. âhe doesnât know?â
âwhat is it now?â satoru asks, slumping back into the couch. âdid you guys go on a date or something?âÂ
your lack of answer is enough for him to let his head fall back rather dramatically.Â
âcan you blame her?â shoko asks. âhe was sexy back then. in an edgy, mysterious kind of way. meanwhile, you were likeâŠif a string bean made love to a cauliflower.âÂ
even gojo doesnât have a witty retort prepared for that.Â
you decide to clear this up once and for all. âit wasnât just about looks. you were busy afterâ after riko. you didnât have time for a relationship orâŠfor me. you wanted to get stronger and i didnât want to get in your way.â
âyou wouldnât have beenââ
âi would have.â you shrug. because you know him, and you know what he was like. âand thatâs okay because we were still kids, satoru. and it was only one date! no need to get so torn up about it!â
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âwhat is this?â you ask later that night, when you find satoru hauling a huge box into your apartment.
âitâs a bowflex!â gojo explains proudly, patting the unopened box. âshoko said that i was built like a string bean, so iâm gonna buff up like nanami! and when megumi moves out next year, iâm gonna turn his room into a gym.â
you lean in the doorway, amused. nanami also has a home gym. âis that why youâre also wearing a suit and tie instead of your usual uniform?â
he does a show spin, letting you take it all in. you donât even want to know how much it must have cost. âdo you like it?âÂ
âyou do look very handsome.âÂ
âi know,â he winks, cocky as ever. ânow watch this.â
he brushes a few strands of hair over his eyes, lowering his voice a few octaves as he says, âtaxes. office work. satoru, i respect you so much!â
you walk up to him, brushing the hair back to press a kiss to his forehead. ânanami would never say that last thing, but i do like the effort.âÂ
he loops his arms around your waist, returning the kiss and murmuring against your skin, âdid it turn you on though? maybe i should get an office jobââ
âsatoru,â you whine, resting your forehead against his chest. âit was just a short-lived crush. and it was forever ago! iâm pretty sure youâve had crushes that werenât me.â
ânope,â he hums, resting his chin atop your head. âall iâve ever wanted is you. all iâve ever neededâŠis you.âÂ
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You and Boone fighting over the passengerâs seat in Tylerâs truck
Pairings: Boyfriend!Tyler Owens x Girlfriend!Reader with the chasers
Summary: You and Boone fight over the passengerâs seat in Tylerâs truck.
Warnings: Fluff, language, one mention of sex (18+), kissing, pet names
Written on my phone. My apologies for any mistakes.
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GIF IS NOT MINE! Credit goes to the creator.

âI call shot gun!â You say, running out of the gas station before Boone could.
âI already called it!â Boone says from behind you.
You were about halfway to Tylerâs truck when Boone caught up with you. It took everything in you to out run him. It felt like you were running a marathon to get to Tylerâs truck before Boone.
You reached your hand out to grab the handle of the passengerâs side door, but Boone beat you to it. You glared at him, panting heavily.
âI win! That means I get to sit in the shot gun seat.â He says like he just won a trophy.
âThatâs not fair!â You whined like a child.
âLife ainât always fair, little miss.â He says with a chuckle.
You narrowed your eyes at him. You tried to push him out of the way of the passengerâs door with your body, but it didnât work. Boone is much stronger than you are.
âMove your ass, Boone.â You say, trying to sound intimidating.
âNo.â He simply says.
You kept your eyes narrowed at him and glared at him in a way that scares him.
âIâm not giving up this seat so stop looking at me like that.â Boone said.
You whined loudly and crossed your arms over your chest. Tyler seen Boone guarding the passengerâs door of his truck from you. He walked over to you two to see what was going on.
âWhatâs going on?â Tyler asks, looking from you to Boone.
âI called dibs on the passengerâs seat before Boone, but he out ran me and got to the truck first.â You explained.
âI won fair and square, girly.â Boone says proudly.
You uncrossed your arms and tried to push Boone out of the way with your body, but it still didnât work. Tyler pulled you away from Boone by wrapping an arm around your waist and pulled you against the front of his body.
âBoone, seriously. Give me the seat.â You say, resorting to begging.
âNo.â He says again.
You huffed loudly, tilting your head back against your boyfriendâs chest. Tyler leaned down and kissed the tip of your nose, making you smile. Thatâs when you got an idea to get the passengerâs seat. You lifted your head, looking at Boone with a mischievous smile on your face.
âI know a reason why you donât want that seat.â You say.
âOh yea? Whatâs the reason?â Boone asks, playing along and thinking youâre messing with him when actually youâre not.
âYouâre not gonna want it after I tell you what me and Tyler did in that seat.â You said with a smirk.
It didnât take Boone long to know what youâre talking about. His hand fell from the car door handle and moved away from the passengerâs door.
âYâall ever heard of a bed?â Boone mumbles. âI donât want it now.â He says, walking away.
Boone walks to one of the other vehicles to ride with the other chasers on the team. You giggled, smiling proudly to yourself. You turned around and kissed Tyler. Tylerâs hands found their way to your hips, pulling you against his body.
âYou had to bring up the fact that we fucked in my truck, didnât you, darlinâ?â Tyler says with a small chuckle.
âIt got Boone away from my seat.â You stated. âAfter all, I am your passenger princess.â You say with a smile, wrapping your arms around his neck.
âI think you mean passenger cowgirl. It has a nicer ring to it.â He says, kissing you.
âEven better.â You say with a smile.
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TW:Â yandere, noncon, size/strength difference
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Thinking about breaking things off with your fuck friend 'cause you feel he's been catching feelings you have no intention of pitching...
âWhy.â He asked, and the cross youâd made on your fingers in a wish to avoid the entire conversation untangled with a sigh.
âPlease, donât act dumb.â You groaned, exasperated and slightly irked. âYou know whyâŠ.âÂ
âNo. Tell me.â He argued, and you sighed again in regret of your own common decency â wishing youâd taken the entire break-off over text instead, or at the very least taken the time to think about what you would say or do if and when he got this way.Â
âYou...â
You hesitated, taking a second to decide whether or not you really ought to voice it out loud â not because you had any doubts of it being true â but because the man in front of you was still very much a large brawny beefcake with temper issues no matter your sneaking suspicion that he saw you as something more than just a fuck friend.
âYouâre getting too...â You continued, still scrambling for better words. Coming up short. âClingy.â
He paused, his expression going from searching to a mix of offended and scrutinous.
âClingy?â He repeated, forced disbelief a present factor in his tone. âIf I remember correctly, youâre the one who clings to me- screaming my name- begging me to cum inside you and-â
You cut his rant off with yet another sigh accompanied by a shake of your head. âThatâs not what I mean by clingy. Iâm sorry, I should have said emotional, and your comment just proved that.â
You folded your arms across your chest, watching him reel.
âAnyway, it doesnât really matter. Weâre done.âÂ
You left him on the sofa to go put your shoes back on â admonishing yourself for coming inside in the first place when you could have just as quickly done this on the doorstep and walked away.
âYou're not going anywhere until we talk this through.â He followed, his stronger hand latching onto your upper arm in a grip that was unnecessarily harsh.
You didnât really mind, though â it was his lack of charm that had charmed you to begin with â you only wished heâd remained that same savage he was and not gone all lovey-dovey soft on you.
âThere's nothing to discuss.â You felt as though you were repeating yourself, getting more annoyed by the fact. âIt was fun; now it isn't.â You underlined, looking back into his eyes, cringing when seeing the gloss of something that you really hoped wouldnât amount to tears while you were still there.
âI'm gonna need more than that.â He said, the grip on your arm still kept firm with no inclination of letting up.
You didnât really want things to get more awkward by asking him to let you go â feeling as though maintaining the position of strength was important so he not mistake your resolution.
He had a nasty habit of never taking you seriously.
âYouâre being childish.â You stated.
âChildish?!â
His grip tightened with his outburst, and youâd be lying if you said it didnât have your heart jump to your throat.
"Let go of me." Your voice had significantly diminished.
"You think you can tease me like this and then tell me to piss off?â He seethed, your arm aching in the bruising grip he had on it as he pulled you close until your face was an inch from his. âThink again."
Your breath thinned under his glare, and you felt nearly too stiff to do anything except stare back up at him in wait.
âCalm down.â You tried, but it seemed choice words were too little too late to save you.
âI am calm.â He hissed back into your face before pulling you back to the sofa.
Throwing you down on your back â you didnât even have the time to gasp before he was on top of you.
âGet off me-â You whined, your hands shooting forth â trying with all your might to heave him off, but ultimately amounting to nothing more than a slight annoyance to the much larger man on top.
âIt's all about sex with you, right? You want to have fun, right?â He said in a craze, and you cringed while he leaned down to graze your chest with chin-stubble and lips, whispering at your peachfuzz until goosebumps rose. âSo let's have some fun.â
âStop it â I said I don't want to anymore â Iâm being serious.â You tried, once again â appealing to his reason.
But it would seem he was beyond reasonâŠ
âOh? You're being serious?â He mocked with a sneer and a laugh. âYou don't look it. If you want me to stop so badly, then stop me. Come on~ try a little harder. Show me how serious you are.â
Youâre not sure why you took him up on the challenge, as youâd long known of your differences in build â how you posed as much of a threat as a bug in a mason jar...
But even a bug will try to escape still after the lid has been sealed.
âCome on~ you're not even trying~â He grossly crooned, smiling at your pitiful attempt at twisting him off with the useless help of your silly hands â how your much smaller body writhed beneath his weight and tried wriggling free.
Laughing dryly, he took your hands by the wrists and pinned them to the cushion beneath you. Sagging over you, his breath fanned your lips.
âWhat was I to you, huh?â He asked in a murmur, his face blank but his eyes swirling. âJust a toy?â
You were afraid to breathe, only keeping your gaze terror-wide of what he might do â still grasping to fathom how heâd even felt possessed enough to do this much â confused as to how youâd missed the signs while having not a single clue what more he was capable of.
âGuess now you're my toy, huh...â He muttered coldly.
And you just couldnât help the whimper that it tore from you â finally understanding exactly what position you were in.
The disorienting knowing of what was soon to happen dawned on you mercilessly â and you completely broke under the hefty weight it had.Â
âOh? Youâ gonna cry now?â He scoffed before hissing. âThat's cute, seeing as Iâm the one whoâs had his heart stepped on.â
âS-stop it, get off me-â You cried, whole body shaking where you squirmed to no use nor end.
âNot so cold-hearted now, are yah, fuckin' bitch?â Was all he had to say while leaning into where thick streams of tears rapidly ran down your cheeks in stingy streaks. âYou scared?â He whispered in licks at your ear. âGonna start begging, hm?â
You only shook â eyes squeezed tightly to a close.
âNahâŠâ His tone scraped, similar to how the shaven stubble on his chin scratched lightly against your neck as he started placing small kisses there despite your whines. â'Cause you want this too. I know you do.â He insisted. âYou're just scared I'll break your little heart at some point.â
Youâre breath hitched as his hands parted with its twin â leaving it to keep your wrists pinned by itself as the other one traveled down between your bodies to undo your zipper.
You wanted to say something, but you were too scared to â listening to him and his lovesick speech â full of so many things you feared could trigger much sicker things.
âBut I promise you that no oneâs heart is gonna break here.â He vowed, still with his lips pressed wetly against your throat. âNot yours or mine.â

BNHA â Bakugou, Shinso, Kirishima
JJK â Sukuna, Gojo
HQ â Kageyama, Kuro, Oikawa, Sakusa, Miya twins
BLLK â Reo, Isagi
AOT â Eren
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HI SWEETIEEEE, LOVE UR WRITING
Can you PLEAAAAASEEE make reader with breeding kink? Like, how would Sanji, Luff and ussop react to their partner asking for being filled/breed?
Btw, tell me I'm cool for asking without anon or I'll cry.
UR THE COOOOLEST FOR ASKING WITHOUT ANON GIRLY!! i salute your confidence, also ur veryyyy pretty (i stalk you through your window) and also here's the filth you want mwuahh đđ
đthinkin' about: the monster trio, ace 'n law! vs breeding kink!
NOT PROOFREAD. JUST PURE HORNY. cw: they all kinda wanna be dads. im sorry. i just wrote it. they wanna be dads now. its cannon. pussydrunk!men. nsfw includes: praise, a lot of overstimulation and talks of "being a dad" and "getting a mini-me", penetration, cunnilingus, loads of creampie [obviously.] and smex. lots of smex. m.list
đmonkey d. luffy: going insane at the mere idea.
â€ïž"ngh~ hah again." from the way luffy said it, you're not quite sure whether he was asking or telling. but you weren't sure of a lot of things like where he ended and you began, which round were you on, yada yada. eitherways, you shouldn't worry that pretty little head of yours, not when you're the reason the captain of your ship was panting like this against you. hot huffs clashing against your skin with every strained movement of his hips. all because you had had the audacity to come up to the captain of the ship, pull him by his shirt to your room, strip and tell him to "fill you up." like are you insane?! did you want to kill him?! â€ïžyou're lucky that your captain has a strong heart, and an even stronger will... because now his hips were bucking into you wildly, hot stings against your thighs where he collided over and over and over again. whispering like a man gone mad, "fill you up, p-please. you wanted th-that right? you want me to fuck you like this? over 'n over 'gain?" and you must have been on a mission from the marines cause you just caught your trembling, bottom lips and hiccupped out a soft, "y-yes, please, cap'n." oh that wretched nick-name, goddamit. â€ïžand now he's rutting into you harder, his tongue pushing against yours in such a lewd display of love. when he parted from from you, strings of glistening saliva connected you both. before they dropped downwards, stagnating against his bottom lips. "gonna have a little me runnin' around, i promise." monkey d luffy grinned, so pussy-drunk from the way you were clenching and gnawing at his aching dick. you wanted it just as much as he did, huh? with short, persistent thrusts into your gummy walls, he's cumming inside you once again, "one more time, p-pretty. promise this'll be the last. hah gotta make sure i get it right, y-yeah?" liar. he said that the last three times too.
đroronoa zoro: daddy or father? you choose. ps: both.
đwhatever you expected, this was not it. when you had waltzed into zoro's room while he was napping, closed the lock behind you, straddled his hips and huskily beg for him to fill you up, you didn't expect this. you didn't expect the man who was reluctant to even think about a family to prep you for his cock like he wanted a kid right fucking now. đyou didn't expect the goddamn demon of the sea, former marine-hunter and the current first mate of your crew to caress your cheek so softly, to look you in your eyes with nothing but devotion as he thrusted his fingers into you so mean. "you're serious?" he mumbled against your skin and you nodded, half-delirious from the unfaltering pumps and your crescendo into another orgasm, "ye-yeah, i am, zoro." the swordman grinned, chasing his action with a mean slap to your aching cunt. fuck. and for a moment you saw something inherently holy in his action, "you want me to fill you up? you wanna make me a dad, angel?" "ngh ohmygodâ" your eyes rolled back as his nimble fingers messily circle your clit before pinching the nub slowly. his voice husked, "my girl wants me to fuck her till i get a mini-me around?" đof course you cannot now blame roronoa zoro for the way he was fucking you without any breaks. not when you were the one who had nodded and assured him that a little him would be soo cute. "me? a dad?" zoro mumbled again. and for someone who only talked in grunt and groans and huffs when he was fucking you like he was going to ruin you, he sure was talking a lot. he repeated, "shit, my girl's gonna make me a dad?" "zoro, no-no more, pleaseâ" you pawed at his biceps, trying to pry him off of you. you could practically feel yourself filled to the brim, the milky white pouring out of your so obscenely and collecting at the base of his pretty cock with every little thrust into you. "no, no. no." he almost sounded cocky when he pulled his dick back and used his fingers to stuff them back in, "come on, now. don't waste any." he grinned, feral, "'m gonna be a fucking dad." jesus christ, what kind of demon did you let out tonight?
đ«vinsmoke sanji: living out his dreams (while buried in you).
đhonestly, you must have had courage pouring through you veins to ask sanji to fill you up. him and fatherhood were no joke. vinsmoke sanji had seen you for exactly 1.52 seconds when he realized he would have a family with you immediately, or get rejected over and over till he gets you and then have a family with you. đ"and th-then i'd get her whatever she wants." sanji rambled on, hips stuck in a periodic rhythm as his tip caught against your g-spot again and again. "s-sanji." you stuttered, trying to throw your head over your shoulders to meet his flushed face. he had held your back flush against his chest, face reddened and lips trembling as he kissed your neck. your heart fluttered at his reaction, "there's- we d-don't have a kid yet... y'know that, right?" because from the way he was planning, it sure seemed like the kid was alive and well in his mind. the blonde nuzzled his head into the crook of your neck, his finger slowly thumbing your clit, using your wetness to his leverage to bring yourself to destruction once more, "so, what, love? i'll fuck you till i get it, right?" đand who were you to deny him of that when his fingers glided through your folds easily and he rocked his hips gently, trying to coax another orgasm out of your tired bones. his breath was hot against your shoulder, "we're gonna have such a cute kid, r-right, love?" "mhm, w-we will." you nodded, the pit in your stomach tightening cruelly at his candied words. and he smiled against your shoulder, words slurring at the thoughts, "god, she'd be so cute." "sanji," you whined, your voice shaking as he finally pulled himself out. the warm fluid cascaded down your folds and sanji tsked in mock distress, "shh, looks like i gotta do it all over again." don't complain. you're the one who made him this way.
đŠportgas d. ace: don't ask for what you can't handle.
đ§Ą"a-ace." your voice waivered pathetically as his hot breath played against your trembling pussy. his grin was cocky, eyes hidden by his hat as he husked against your wetness, "what?" "s-stop teasing." you tried, only for him to laugh at your pathetic efforts to sound stern. he tipped his face back, eyes glinting with something malignant, "you started it, baby." "i wasn't teasing." đ§Ąoh so you weren't teasing when you walked into his room, interrupted his paperwork and asked him so, so nicely to fill you up tonight? ace's eyebrows quirked up in part-surprise, part-delight as he slowly kissed your inner thigh. eyes never leaving yours. he smiled all over again, "you want me knock you up? give you my kid? awh, want me to fuck you till i get it right?" oh and the way you averted your eyes, looking oh-so-shy at his question, it had ace wanting to ruin you all over again. đ§Ąyou were spread so deliciously on his bed, your glistening cunt on display just for him to edge you and watch you drip over and over again. the sheets underneath were soiled from your juices, he was sure his crew-mates would tease him to no extent with the way you were screaming his name but none of that mattered. when you writhed against him, your aching hands pushing his pretty face away and pulling him back into you all over again, ace hummed, "what? too much already? but we haven't even started." not when he took his hat off and gave you bestial grin. untamed, animalistic, primal. portgas d ace just made a promise, "when i finally give you what you want, don't you dare run away. or i think we both know how it'll end." it'll end with you stuffed full of him. it'll end with his finger past your pretty lips, with you choking on your own moans and his thick digits as he pumped you full. it'll end with him humming, "running away? no. don't you dare." after all, portgas d. ace never broke a promise.
đȘ»trafalgar d. water law: doc please don't knock her up.
đyour boyfriend was a doctor. surely, you must have more common sense than to bother him while he was already drowning under paperwork with the ideas of a little you and him running around. surely. "'s a terrible id-idea," he stuttered uncharacteristically as you has fiddled with his shirt, giving him such a sickly sweet smile, "why? you don't wanna?" "noâ" his voice faltered as you slowly perched upon his lap and undid his button one by one. "'s just a kid is a huge responsibility, and we're not r-ready," his breath hitched when you kissed his neck. your words stilled against the column of his throat, "pretty please, doc?" it's like you lived to raise his blood pressure. đso, now back was was pressed into the cold wood of his table, your knees pulled apart on his broad chest. his dick slipped in and out of you as his tattooed fingers pinched your clit. "l-law, please." your eyes were brimming with tears. aching, fat droplets that fell down as he continued to fuck you on that creaking wooden desk. you babbled as he rut into you harder, flushed tip bumping against your abused g-spot, "'m done, i-i'm sorry ngh, c'mon." "you're hahâ crying?" don't let anyone know but maybe law was a bit of a sadist with the way he grinned, "i thought you wanted this?" đgood point. you were the one who wanted to be pinned down onto that wretched desk and fucked into till you lost the feeling in your legs and your body trembled with every shallow way he drilled into you. so, take it. any faltering whines and moans were pointless. his actions were unhurried, pace rhythmic even as you spasmed around him due to the overstimulation. as your velvety holes gnawed at him, the doctor found himself spilling into you with little to no sanity left in him. "hah fuckâ" law breathed heavily, eyes going wide as he pulled out and saw his milky essence dripping out of you so obscenely. his gaze fell upon your flushed face. your eyes were clenched shut, mouth parted in utter bliss. all reason and rhyme left the man as he found himself nudging his tip back into your trembling cunt, "shit. come on, baby. you wanted this." he isn't lying. you did want it.
a/n: first time writing law, lowkey nervous teehee đ€đ€. i come out of the writers block on and off so im sorry im shit at posting. also i know i wrote ace n law longer okay I KNOW DONT TELL ME SHHH. i just got carried away đđ»đđ». couldn't write ussop for the life of my but i hope you like it anyways @shinysp4rk mwuah <3 m.list
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Logan begging for it.... so sweetly we cant refuse..... when he knows reader needs his sleep..... taking it in his even when it stays soft...... cockwarming reader while we sleeps.....
Yes im writing whis as I fall asleep
Logan Howlett x male reader
headcanons
I was gonna write a longer thing, but a migraine decided to kick my ass all of a sudden, so here I am simply rambling about this.
Imagine having a normal but exhausting day job. Youâre no hero, no vigilante, no nothing, youâre just a guy. And you somehow ended up charming the pants off of The Wolverine of all people. How? You have no idea
Dating Logan is a real treat, even with his roughness and sometimes standoffish personality. When you guys really get close, he starts to get more vulnerable.
Along with vulnerable emotionally, he also starts to get a much stronger libido, seeing as he has a partner now. Him having a healing factor doesnât help you in this case, since it means he has very little recovery time.
Seeing Logan, one would think hed be the dominant one, something you assumed in the beginning too. That was until you guys got intimate the first time and he shoved you onto your back to ride you instead.
There were no complaints from you obviously, because whoâd mind having someone like that riding you? Logan in his broad, hairy and so very heavy way, lifting himself up and down on you like it was barely a workout.
You have to remind him to be careful though, multiple times, seeing as his bones make him extra heavy, and your poor hips are that of the average person.
Having a partner with a libido like that though, also means Logan is always raring to go, almost waiting for you by the door when you get home from your shift, like an old gruff dog waiting for affection.
The first week or two of you coming home dead on your feet and passing out on the couch the moment you sat down passed⊠as well as they could for Logan. He wouldnât force you to do anything you hadnât agreed with, but God, is he starting to get antsy.
After way too long, in Logans opinion at least, he finally canât take it anymore. Being the Loverboy he secretly is, he at least brings you to your shared bed before clambering on top of you again.
Youâre just too exhausted to do much other than pet at his thighs, eyes already drooping, but his almost timid but so desperate begging keeps you awake longer than other days. When you sleepily agree, Logan kisses you so hungrily you almost lose your breath.
You stay somewhat awake in the beginning as he works your clothes off, being kind enough not to rip it even if logan really really wanted too. He knows its your work clothes, and youâve scolded him enough times about ripping up your clothes at this point.
It was hard to even really stay awake as Logan worked you hard, just enough for him to slide down on you, his groans sounding like he was a starving man having his first bite of food in weeks. Had you not been struggling to keep your eyes open, you might have teased him.
When Logan leans forward and just rests his weight on you, that was the last straw. Who could stay awake with such a warm heavy weight pressing down on them, like your own personal weighted wolverine blanket.
Logan didnât even really feel the need to ride you or get himself off, he just wanted to be close to you like this, to feel you inside him and press up against you. So having slowly doze off under him wasnât a bother, especially as you mumble for him to just keep going.
Most of the night is majorly used by Logan to just tuck his face into your neck and huff your scent, or rub his own against you. You will wake up with beard burns, sorry but those at the rules. Theres probably some chew marks and hickeys mixed in there too, Logans possessive.
You do wake up with very sore hips the next morning. In the comics heâs 300 lbs, but thatâs with his comic height, so if were going off of movie Logan he weighs even more. And no matter how much you work out, thatâs gotta make you sore.
You donât really mind though, especially as Logan makes sure you massage your hips in ways you didnât even know were possible. This also just gives Logan an excuse to lick and gnaw at you more, and to rub more of his scent into you, and yours into him.
Yes, you limp that day, and probably the day after. Luckily youâre able to work from home. This of course also means you have Logan on your dick the entire time, even if its just your mutant lover crawling under the blanket to get his mouth on you.
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I am begging for more 001 x fem reader đ
The plot could be reader is playing the game, and after he takes liking in reader, 001 saves her from being killed in one of the games thank you
You asked for it! Iâll do the carousel game if you donât mind!
001/Front man/In ho x gn!reader
*In ho sighed he knew something like this would of happened after all he took a liking to you when he had all your information and got the salesman to get you to join the game but the feelings have gotten strongerâŠ.*
*He originally just blocked them and hoped youâd die in one of the two first games but unfortunately or fortunately for him you didnât.*
âOk this is it! Theyâll definitely die this game Iâll make sure of it then i can go back to my plans!â *He told himself mentally*
*Truth is heâs took a strong liking to you that not even he understands whatâs so special about you? Youâre like the others weak, trashâŠ*
*Yet why are you constantly on his mind?*
*Now here he was getting ready for the next game as the majority voted to stay*
*He noticed you in the distance minding your own business*
âHey In ho?â
*He was shook by Daeho bringing him back to reality from semi stalking you*
âYou seemed out of it me and the others were talking about what you think the next game isâŠâ
âAh hmphâŠ..itâll probably be something group related to get rid of multiple playersâŠâ
*The others nodded in thought and continued to talk he turned to you and noticed you staring you smiled seeming like you were admiring him and turned away*
*Why is his stomach fluttering with butterflies?*
*Timeskip to during the carousel game*
*You weâre done for the group is groups of 2 and your original group you were in 2 died and the other two ditched you and you couldnât find a partner as everyone was shoving each other you stood there this was it you were gonna die this wasnât fair you-*
*All of a sudden almost like a black flash you were dragged into a room and said person locked it you couldnât even thank or look at them over how fast it was after a bit you regained your composure and sawâŠâŠ*
âPlayer 001?â
*In ho sighed*
âWe nearly diedâŠâ
*You nodded*
âThank youâŠ.for saving me.â
*In ho let out a very small smile*
*The two of you left the door and ran to your separate areas you smiled at him before leaving*
*In ho sighed he knew he said he would have let you die butâŠâŠ.what if he doesnât want to?*
âY/n y/nâŠâŠyouâre full of mysteries all right.â
I loved writing this idek I just liked the concept
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