#WHATEVER. i'll be fine
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why does it seem every time it's an important f/o's birthday my family goes out of their way to make me feel the most miserable, awful possible ( they do 99% of the days I am just complaining rn because I want to do something for Jack but absolutely will not finish it tonight now 👍👍 )
#x. talk#another rock in a hard place moment since i can't fucking move out thanks to insurance and finances !!!#and even then. my mother ( the root of all of this ) would have a fucking meltdown if i left. whatever!#then she wonders why i spend most my non working days completely distracting myself and dissociating. almost like i dont wanna be here hmmm#WHATEVER. i'll be fine#just really pissed again i wont have something finished for an f/os birthday because of my health :((( even though they'd understand -#- i just feel like a failure at times.#hope everyone's having a much nicer and sweeter night <3 love yall n give your f/o's an extra big hug for me :)!!
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When you know the Bad Feelings are because of something out of your control and it'll be fine if you give it a few days, but you're so deep in it that you're drawing batshit conclusions about other aspects of your life and it just makes you feel worse.
#physically gritting my teeth and sweating#to hold the venting in#like i KNOW why i feel like this#and ranting would hurt other people who should not be involved#but my god.#MY GOD#FUCK#why does this always happen right AFTER a therapy session#like hey come back i need to talk some more#anyway i feel like my life is falling apart#which implies i even have a life to begin with#laughable#i do very often feel as though i am a Backup Person#that no one would really miss that much if i just stopped showing up#and i know what i want is selfish and stupid and unrealistic and unhealthy#but jfc#whatever. i'll be fine#later
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LET'S HEAR IT FOR OUR NEETS!!
#i'm late but whatever that's fine 😭#i've been wanting to draw them in my actual art style for a while so their birthday was a good excuse to do it#* holds totty's hand * i stg i'll make your season 3 fit work#i hope ya'll like my lil headcanons for how they look#i like giving them small differences in stuff like height#but also some of the brothers sharing traits with each other that not all of them have ( like kara & jyushi's bottom eyelashes )#how old are they old now? 32?? grown ass men.....#OKAY I HAVE WORK IN THE MORNING I NEED TO GO TO BED#osomatsu-san#osmt#osomatsu#osomatsu m#karamatsu#karamatsu ma#choromatsu#choromatsu matsuno#ichimatsu#ichimatsu matsuno#jyushimatsu#jyushimatsu matsuno#todomatsu#todomatsu matsuno#matsuno bros#mj draws
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#worufu draws#sidlink#should just draw basically identical smoochin' pics all day long i mean that's what i like doing#beats not drawing at all#can't this just be my niche forever#let other people make ambitious fine art or whatever i'll just be here doodlin some noses getting smushed against cheeks
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when your main characters start dating after years of writing so they finally get to be like this
#rare WIP preview from me#this is in like. 10 episodes. lmfao#its been really hard working this far ahead#my editor isnt giving me any feedback and my friends are very busy so it's felt quite lonely#which is fine! for my friends I mean. but its my editors job to give me feedback...#but the webtoon editors are extremely extremely extremely overworked and my series is set to end so I understand its low priority#its not her fault its webtoons fault. however. its still demotivating...#oh well l m a o#I should be much further ahead ngl LMFAO I want like 12 done but I come back in 2 weeks.#we'll see#when I get really stressed out I go full gamer mode#and usually I'll sink like 60 hours (like 5 days) into a game and then I'm good and move on#but this recent game that grabbed me is. its too much actually#bit uncontrollable ngl I think its an ADHD thing I mostly have just quit playing videogames at all#cause its like yeah being stressed cause theres too much work to do is not going to be helped by losing a week and a half to a game...#and yet.#anyways the game is satisfactory#my friend bought it for me and we've been playing together#and our shared file has. 100 hours on it. and we still havent beaten the game#we're close to beating it and it's not like we're rushing or anything#cause its fun to fuck around and zap eachother or whatever#but it's got me doing math. the exact kind of math I love to do. optimization#and its reminding me yeah in another life id have been an engineer#I'm glad I'm an artist but its always weird like yeah this is easily a path I could have gone down#'artists hate math' speak for yourself doing math calms me down! I love math!#I love math and I love business. I'm almost the perfect artist but I hate advertising so. we can't have it all#anyways theyre so fucking cute its sickening. I love them so much. I could cry#WIP#lineart#time and time again
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I really can't get over the fact that izzy's arc in the first half of s2 is just him getting socialized like a feral kitten. He's hissing and biting and the crew is just like "yeah time to roll him up in the towel again."
#rewatching today#I am unfortunately still annoyed by all the stede and izzy scenes in ep5 but it's fine whatever I'll live#I want izzy to be pathetic and soaking wet and shivering with rage#that's when he's fun!#izzy hands#our flag means death
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we need to make suggesting someone skip the first three seasons of mash as taboo as suggesting someone skip the ninth doctor
#killing biting maiming etc#if they're not your thing fine. whatever. you're wrong but it's fine#but if nothing else you're depriving new viewers of vital context that makes later emotional arcs more impactful#like. why should you give a shit about the first ten minutes of welcome to korea if you don't know who trapper is#hell you wouldn't know who hawkeye is!! the first episode is first for a reason it's there to introduce you to the characters + setting#or even the season 2 opener would be a better place to start since that's just the pilot done better#i won't pretend the early seasons are perfect but saying mash got good after season 3 is. well frankly it's stupid#this debate has been done to death but sometimes i'll see a take and go hang on did we watch the same show or do you just not get satire or#mash#my posts
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always enjoyed the Chess Set In The Foreground perspective framing used here
now also noting like, huh, a chess set in a general store just visited by marigold competitors who killed one of their guys and are now on the way back from their rendezvous point w/suppliers
#and now to take a big sip of ''nothing suggests lackadaisy ft. people stuck / things repeating / death begetting death''#not like i suppose we're going to be hit with ''& then mordecai and viktor sat down at the defiance field office for every passing gangster#played chess and then went and properly slaughtered the lackadaisy crew and arbogasts at the funeral home / barn w/car-sized holes''#good reminder though that Viktor Is Now Active....left off with elsa managing to give him a phonecall; for good measure#lackadaisy#i have no lengthy Mitzi Mordecai Murder Mystery Musings posts for today (b/c not enough fresh musing insights) but no prommies#epiphanies are on their own schedule#quite the chess piece arrangement seen there too lol. can't tell if there's any Classic Configuration in the game b/w viktor & mordecai#not a chesshead and never was lol strategy games??? who's that#or i'll play them but not strategically. invented Flick Chess for indoor recess in elementary school#you flick a piece across the board and whatever you knock off the board = you took those pieces lmfao#though not like that has Zero strategy. thinking of my day enjoying tiddlywinks research#imagine my delight revisiting all this material like oh yeah the little pic of freckle tiddlywinking#let's squop; boys#i'm also supposing that chess sets? checkers sets? and etc. would be common general store features; like phone usage....real general....#but like; what; are we expecting this Not to bring a response from marigold lol#got the nervous twitch but they're like ''ah it's fine. cost of doing business''
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Their lesbianism... I actually don't think I've ever posted my ghosts (bbc OR cbs) art on here before now even though I have an excess of it LOL. but anyways
[ID: a drawing of trevor from cbs ghosts. she is lying on a couch and sleeping. she has one arm over her head and the other resting at her side. one of her legs is over the arm of the couch and the other is falling off the couch. she's smiling slightly. there is a thought bubble next to her to show she's dreaming about her and hetty. they're both princesses. Trevor is kneeling down and taking hetty's hands in hers. they're both smiling. in the opposite corner of the page, there's a head/bust (?) shot of hetty looking angry/annoyed/flustered/whatever at trevor (presumably because she fell asleep). End ID.]
#hashtag scared idk how people feel about thisnship i know it's was/is canon but I have anxiety. it's whatever though i'll be fine#rj's art#trevor lefkowitz#hetty woodstone#cbs ghosts#trevor x hetty#h money#alsonthis is a redraw of a screencap from world is mine
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yuuta exhibits such previously abandoned, recently adopted dog behavior. incredibly anxious all the time, even though nobody’s out to get him or leave him behind. waits for you to return home or from school or from work excitedly, just to see you when you walk through the door. follows you around senselessly, hovering in your space just for the sake of companionship. initiates affection in prodding ways—starts off next to you, then a hand on your thigh, then deems it safe to lay all the way down, then slowly pushes his head into your lap. gets up whenever you need to get up, and resumes his position as soon as you’re ready. brings you gifts as a sign that he’s thinking of you, and maybe because he likes the affection it brings out in you, maybe because he likes the gentle affirming touches of a hand in his hair or a pinch to his cheek. rests his head on your stomach or his chin on your shoulder when he’s sleepy, stays there, immobile, and will not move unless absolutely necessary. sometimes he gets surprised when he hears you calling for him, there’s a moment of disbelief as he thinks “me? really? you need me?” but it’s very quickly overshadowed by this compulsive need to show up, to please, to do anything for you, which is why he always answers when you call. he doesn’t realize that he has puppygod eyes, especially when he’s excited or confused, but he does and it’s incredible endearing. very reluctant to share your space or attention after a while, considers that to be sacred and he won’t risk being let go or lost again, so as a safety precaution, he keeps himself right by you, waits for you always.
#atp i need to shut and write the omega verse fics that consistency plague my mind#but while im here time for my obligatory megumi mention bc i mentioned dogs teehee#yes megumi attack dog hes megumi grumbly yes megumi bark bark bite bite BUT BUT BUTTTT#megumi is also used to like... hm........ taming? having? caring for? people in his life and also literal (divine) dogs#so for him yes he bites and barks#but he also... he gets confused if YOU dont follow him around like a puppy bc everyone else in his life has so why not you?#gojo's always been the annoying yapping pomeranian chewing on his arm even if he didn't ask#always in megumi's space even tho he didn't ask but he learned to deal with it#won't admit it but knows that too much attention is better than having someone who couldn't give a shit about you#yuuji is the golden in everybody's life and megumi is no exception#unmovable unshakeable and incredibly addictive even if he doesn't mean to be#and very very attached to the people he cares about so yeah yuuji is loud and annoying but he's also loyal and megumi respects that so fine#nobara is like... she decided she liked megumi and was upset about it so she bit his ankle and he tried to kick her off but she has too muc#pride to get shaken off by someone as scrawny as megumi and somewhere along the way megumi became impressed that she was still there even i#it hurt a bit and she was a little rough it's not like he was worse so fine whatever she can stay too#so if you like... if you dont hover around megumi if you dont pry if you dont prod then he has to be the dog smh#now he's gotta bite for your attention and nudge you and how annoying. he's gonna keep doing it tho. as long as he has to#or until you learn to fall in line and accept your leash too whichever comes first n e way.... anyway.............#somebody's pampered omega always gets what he wants megumi complex is showing......#this was about yuuta right? ok i'll put his tags now....#juju#jujutsu kaisen smut#jjk x reader#jjk smut#jjk fluff#jujutsu kaisen x reader#yuuta okkotsu x reader#yuta okkotsu x reader
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this werewolf thing isn't so bad, once in a while
#bttf#back to the future#bttf fanart#marty mcfly#doc brown#emmett brown#the amount of time i spent changing the bg circle color was not the finest expanse of time i'll say#they r eeping :]#cons to being big dog: numerous. to be elaborated upon#pros to being big dog: nap so good#sketch was so fine and then i realized marty's sleeping position was way too normal so now he's doing whatever that is#could be worse. could have a hand in his ass pocket#once again an einstein shaped hole in this drawing..... one dog was already a lot so sorry einstein you have been shunned once more :(#he got the bed to himself dw guys#sleep on the floor? like these losers? nah. bed for einie#kit does an art#weredoc au
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'An explicit guide on how to react to your crush being mean to you' by jiang cheng and jiang yanli
#While the vibes are a bit different#Like. jyl is more like suffering madonna girl. Lana del Rey vibes kinda. like 'you don't want me? fine. I'll bear it like a delicate maiden#jc is more like snobby girl. Taylor swift vibes. like 'you don't want this ass girl? whatever#bye bye. it's britney bitch.' Idk if it does make sense lol#anyway. beloveds#My point is that as much jc is his mother's son. cql!jc is very much his sister's brother. In particular in the present times imo#*mgifs
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ok who give a shit i'm drawing on my papers again pas de deux on the matrices
#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#v1 ultrakill#uhhhhh idk i'll put him in gabv1el that's fine#gabv1el#i'm Very serious about my education . and i love fish dive. whatever . has someone done this. don't care i'm doing it now#actually i do care if someone has done i want to see i eat up this kinda crap#i would put this in digital programes but i do not like using digital very much to be Frank. i'm just coloriung and having fun#ultrakilgd#my stuff
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or i won't play at all if you don't want me to play
#the beatles#paul mccartney#george harrison#get back#STO USCENDO DI TESTA GEORGEEEEE#george wise george mature george bABY GEORGE IL PIU' PICCOLO DEL GRUPPO#GEORGE ''WHATEVER IT IS THAT WILL PLEASE YOU I'LL DO IT'' HARRISON#mi fa completamente impazzire soprattutto sapendo che a fine di questa prima parte george si alza e se ne va#dopo aver passato l'ennesima giornata a guardare john e paul fare le loro robe (e ignorare le canzoni di george)#lo shift nella dinamica tra george e paul quando non c'è john vs quando john è presente. pensandoci.#è proprio lui da solo che da una vita guarda e lotta contro gli altri due#però wise george ci prova e ci riprova e manda giù e rimane fuori dal duo e va bene va bene va bene anche sta volta va tutto benissimo#whatever it is that will please you i'll do it#but i don't think you really know what that one is#la cazzo di stilettata finale#george harrison io ti sto percependo così tanto#roba mia#vivendo un momento intenso scusate
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Oda: I'm putting Sanji in danger this arc, he needs a blood transfusion or he'll die
Me: Ooh fun I love whump arcs!!
Oda: He needs blood bc he got too excited seeing mermaids and had a massive nosebleed lol
Me:
#DON'T DO HIM DIRTY LIKE THIS. GOD DAMMIT#Post timeskip RUINED him.#Pre timeskip Sanji save me. Save me pre timeskip Sanji save me#He's so pathetic (affectionate) (derogatory)#One Piece#LISTEN if you wanna make him aggressively into women. FINE. Whatever. But the LEAST you can do#Is make him aggressively BISEXUAL#Sanji#Black Leg Sanji#ODA MASSACRED MY BOY. I'LL NEVER FORGIVE HIM FOR THIS#Shima speaks
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would you mind sharing some of your twow predictions/hopes? i'm trying to cope with a lack of twow 🤒
oh man where would i even begin. im gonna do straight up hard predictions and not allow myself to be very self indulgent here is what i think will happen unironically
melisandre does not intentionally resurrect jon bc that makes no sense for her character. i dont think she'll be the one to do it at all but if she does it will be an accident and also a brain shattering experience for her
jon is considered king beyond the wall (not king in the north.... yet) but you already knew that
jon spends more time beyond the wall actually. i am keeping this concept vague
night lamp is definitely real and stannis takes winterfell at some point but he wont survive the book
sam's oldtown chapters become unexpected fandom sleeper faves like theon's in dance
the rosby heir is olyvar frey
dany does not come to westeros before her final chapter and never even encounters jon. slave revolt in volantis yayyyyyy!!!!!
there is still no R+L=J reveal
loras ends up fine but drastically scarred
elia sand and aegon have a forbidden romance
pyp and grenn die offpage (i predict this so that i can be pleasantly surprised when they show up)
danny flint is revealed to be coldhands shut up actually
gerris drinkwater is surprisingly important to the plot
brienne and jaime both survive the encounter with LSH and survive the whole book i saw this in my mind
barristan either dies really early on or he eventually defects to join aegon because he thinks he's the more rightful heir. the ol treason for blood
the faceless men turn out to just be another branch of the iron bank who are doing assassinations for money more than obscure religious/political reasons. this blackpills arya enough for her to return home
sansa encounters jeyne again and this is what provokes her to move against littlefinger
theon...... joins the night's watch..... question mark
there's a gay sex scene but no one likes it
#asoiaf#other than that i am extremely open to whatever happens <3 it's all fine to me#i know im not going to be able to predict anything in a significant way so i'll take my little inferences and i dont mind being wrong#wait shjdfhjhdf the way i said i wasnt gonna be self indulgent and then was also like: AND GERRIS IS A SPECIAL GIRL--#idc about kitn jon like i believe hes named in robbs will and those two guys from riverrun are gonna tell him about it#but hes got bigger zombies to fry to be honest. like it’ll probably happen but i wont be cheering
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