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it is the first snow today. i think we should all have off work, even though it didn't stick. i think there should be 4 national holidays, one for each season. happy first snow, go home and make cookies. for spring it can be the first crocus. for summer the first lightning bug. for autumn, the first golden leaf. go home, kiss your dog, feed your cat (who is absolutely already-fed but somehow still starving.)
i think we should all take more showers together, but i mean that in the soft way. i mean it like taking a nap. two years ago i had 5 adult friends in my queen bed, all of us laying across each other, head over belly over thigh over hand. any time one of us would giggle, it would ripple over each of us, like pulling on a spiderweb. kim actually needed to nap and didn't get to sleep and i am still sorry for it even though this is one of my most precious memories.
i think we should all wash each other's hair, i mean. i walk my dog and i watch someone put up twinkle lights around their front porch. alex and i just moved, and i love the neighborhood. already so many of our new neighbors have stopped by to say hello. the nice lady downstairs also collects plants, like me. she gave us her number on a pink post-it note. i am trying to decide whether to make her cookies or brownies.
i am going through a very hard time. something bad happened this weekend that i do not wish to discuss. it is hanging over me. i think of the green ribbon, and the woman who had her throat cut. it feels like that sometimes, inside of my body. like i am walking and talking despite being half-corpsed. like i am hanging on by a ribbon, standing on some kind of cusp. i keep saying - at least it wasn't worse. we are so lucky it wasn't worse. the idea is river-rock smooth now, all the edges worried off.
in this very dark night - the sun sets by 3 now - people don't need to, but they try anyway. they paint the missing light into things. i have an embarrassing number of missed calls and texts, but i feel the love from them nevertheless - hey. if you need something, i'm here. i will bring you food/puzzles/anything. i got you.
i think we should all have a big group chat where we do errands with strangers. this week i got lost in a home depot, which is wild because i'm a lesbian and we are actually hatched in a lowe's lumber section. there were two other women in the whole store. we ended up shopping together, at first by accident (we all needed things in the same aisle), and then because, well, why not. one of the ladies was taller than me, so she pulled down the screws i needed. i am agile and have the personality of a raccoon, so they sent me after anything below 3 feet. we talked about holiday plans and never learned each other's names, but did learn all the drama about each other's families.
i am making you cupcakes, because i have so much affection i want to pour it into batter. you ask me if i am eating enough per meal. i wrap your gift twice, trying to do it prettily. i get excited to give it to you, just because i hope you'll be excited too.
my parents drive an hour just to see the new apartment and to do the parent thing; standing in the kitchen saying things like "oh you'll get so much use from this dishwasher" and "well, you could paint that" and "when your mother and i moved it was uphill both ways and in a snowstorm and of course your brother was an infant." my mother brought me a plant for housewarming. i always say i love you before she leaves.
i play dnd on tuesdays still, after all these years. we all keep that night free. at one point, between grad school and marriage and all of it, we had to have a serious discussion about how to keep it running. we will keep going, we decided eventually. just to see each other, even if we don't play - you are all important to me. sebastian is not prone to affection but last night he stole my usual sign off - i love you all, be good, he said. he was laughing.
i don't love the winter, actually. i like snow in theory, but i grew up in the north, and am too-familiar with the season of "mud and sludge". i don't like being cold. but i do love something kind of soft and rare: every year around this time, people remember oh yes. you and i are human together. and i have love to spare.
it is the first snow, and something in my heart is finally warm again. i have spent what felt like the last 18 months just going-through-the-motions. it has felt blank and immediate, like i would never actually feel again. that sounds extremely trite and stupid - but that is the boring and familiar experience of depression. life just washes up against your windows, and you watch it happening. you see things that should be lovely and affecting, and it just whispers too-thin. i was desperately uncreative. uninterested in my hobbies. unimpressed by my writing. i told my therapist, often, i don't know how to find hope again.
almost sheepishly, something strange and lovely is burning in my chest. i keep not-looking at it, worried it will scamper back into the shadows again. it is skittish and wild, but it is so warm i want to sink my hands into its fur and feel it breathing. i love-hate it: if it's real, it can hurt me when it leaves again. but i am icarus-born, sun-lover and poet: i can't help myself. despite my best intentions, i am falling in love with life again.
i am planning to make cookies for my friends. alex and i are going to go christmas tree shopping. we picked out matching dish towels last night, and they have little mushrooms on them.
i love you. it does come back. yes, even after a long time. even for you. i promise. keep trying. you will wake up and it will be a day you can smile about.
write me when you get there. we will take the day off of work, and i will wash your hair, and we will both be laughing.
#spilled ink#writeblr#pos#recovery#my brain is like - don't trust it!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!! we can't be wrong again!!!!!!#and im like. what if the sorrow is the thing that's wrong though.#what if this - this!!!!! - is the truth
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You can't tell me our main man Jim, Jim Kirk, James Kirk, James T Kirk, James Tiberius Kirk, CAPTAIN stack of books on legs James Respectful and Sensitive Tiberius Kirk does not know about Vulcan hand touching and their significance.
This man. JAMES KIRK. Looked at Spock, clearly vulcan spock, hands firmly planted behind his back Spock. LOOKED him up and down, and despite absolutely knowing it would not be considered impolite if he didnt offer a hand shake, looked at Spock, tall drink of water Spock, Vulcan sensitive hands used as terms of affection Spock, and was like hmmmm absolutely will make this Vulcan shake my hand. AND SPOCK gave like 1 second of thought before he was like yes absolutely here is my hand to hold for you and you only. I AM DECEASED
#yea so I woke up still crazy about Them Meeting#snw#when will I get off my bullshit#remember when I was like ohhh boohoo the show is good without kirk we dont need a kirk and spock meet up#remember that#I FUCKING LIED#they gave me like 10 seconds of these two white boys looking at each other and holding hands and I HAVE BECOME UNHINGED#thank u snw writers for this blessing#LOWER DECKS LIVE ACTION EPISODE NEXT WEEK OMG#I WANT BOIMLER TO MEET KIRK SO BAD#I want Mariner to 1000% ask Spock where Kirk is#and also for her to be like huh you look different then I thought you would#AHHHHHHH I AM SCREAMING#spirk#star trek#ty
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Camilla and Palamedes are just... everything to me. God. I don't read them as romantic or platonic or QPR, though I can totally see all of those readings. To me, they are the perfect embodiment of the necromancer/cavalier ideal. They did it. They got it right.
Think about it. Think about all the duos we see throughout the series. The Second House feels more like coworkers than anything. They work together very well, but there's not enough devotion. The Third House is a mess. Coronabeth and Ianthe have got one flesh down, but not one end. They care about each other like hell, but they don't agree with each other. And let's be real here, neither of them care about Babs. The Fourth House are just siblings, the Fifth House are married, the Seventh House... well, we all know what happened to the Seventh House, and the Eight House necromancer is eating his cavalier alive. Gideon and Harrow get the closest at the end of Gideon the Ninth, but their also very traumatized teenagers, and more codependent than anything else.
But Camilla and Palamedes? They did it! They got it right! They understood that the cavalier can't be the only one to sacrifice, that the necromancer must be willing to do anything for their cavalier too. They'd kill and die for each other, they'd do whatever necessary to keep the other one safe and happy. They're so in sync and so in love. They ate each other like binary stars to keep their love intact even if they as individuals couldn't be.
I just. I love them so much. I would actually die for them.
#camilla hect#palamedes sextus#the locked tomb#tlt#nona the ninth#paul tlt#paul#thoughts#god i love these books#i don't understand them at all but i love them#ahhhhhhh#also i legit love paul#maybe it's just cause i see them as a steven universe type thing but i dunno#i really like them and i like to imagine that when they die maybe they'll be able to meet camilla and palamedes#and say 'oh. i know you.'#and palamedes will say: look cam. we made that. we did it#and she'll say: i know warden. i know#maybe i'm just in denial but i would like that#anyway sixth house my absolute beloved
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Something about Aftermath that I really love no matter how many times I rewatch it (or the series as a whole lol) is that extremely hopeful and excited feeling in the last scene. It’s nothing but potential, open roads and open skies. They can go anywhere, do anything, be anything. I know pretty much everything that happens after they shoot off into hyperspace by heart now, they’re going to face so much hardship and tragedy alongside all the good things, but that hopeful feeling never fades whenever I watch the stars in Omega’s eyes. The creators really make you feel everything she’s feeling about this new adventure.
Like they fucking nailed it.
#it just makes me Feel Things#the bad batch#star wars#tbb omega#clone force 99#aftermath#really wish we’d seen her face when she made the jump to hyperspace in the epilogue#it would’ve been a cool full circle moment#like it already was with her going off on another adventure to the next part of her life#but like they could’ve completely full sended it#i digress#anyway i really love that scene and the epilogue we got#i just—ahhhhhhh this show man
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my face claim still remains!!! #warisover
#amber eyes gang#she was exactly like we ENVISIONED AHHHHHHH#lyra kane#the grandest game#the inheritance games#grayson hawthorne#phone girl#avery grambs#jameson hawthorne#nash hawthorne#xander hawthorne#browned eyed girl!!!!#madison beer
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just me thinking thoughts about all that stuff at the end of last season about eddie destroying his own life, and how we’re supposed to get a big confession from him his episode and how, to me, it can only mean one thing
🕯️ 🕯️
🕯️ eddie’s been 🕯️
🕯️ hooking up with 🕯️
🕯️ kim all this 🕯️
🕯️ time 🕯️
🕯️ 🕯️
it would just be delicious. the fucked-up-ness of it all. the complete eddie destructiveness cycle. and i believe he’d do it. bc that boy knew the fight club was a bad idea, BUT HE KEPT GOING. so hooking up with his dead wife’s look alike, just to feel something??? oh he’d do it. even if the only thing he’s feeling is regret when the sheets are cold.
#my sister and i have just spent like 25 mins talking about it#honestly if this isn’t what’s happening ????#will lowkey be disappointed#let that man tear his life apart even more than he already has#I WANT HIM AT ROCK BOTTOM#AND I THINK WE CAN GO DEEPER YET#just to watch him claw his way out once more#i love it#plus like the idea of his guilt knowing he’s not in a good place for chris to come home to#but wanting him back anyway#AHHHHHHH#i NEED it#AND IMAGINE THE FALL OUT#IF BUCK FINDS OUT#incredible#911 abc#911#eddie diaz#eddie#tv: 911#911 spoilers#911 season 8#911 kim#911 s8#9-1-1
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Someone please - I'm on my hands and knees begging - write a fix it for tf1 ending
Give me why megop
Just let them be please
#tf one 2024#tf one#tf one megatron#tf one optimus#orion pax#d 16#megop#this has to be hands down my favourite version of tf#i would watch a million angsty lovers to enemies who never forget sequels#and before you say more#just remember#AND THEY WERE ROOMMATES#why is no one talking about how they were basically roommates#yes there were like a million other miner bots there but they were still roommates#im screaming#i need someone to write a fix it#just an alt ending#or an alt dimension/timeline where they were 'friends' and leaders together#humans are overrated - we just need the autobots#a prime and his protector#ahhhhhhh#i need this#optimus prime#megatron
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mild digital circus spoiler kinda???
so uh trans and nonbinary friends y'all doing okay after that one???
#the amazing digital circus#TRANS ZOOBLE TRANS ZOOBLE#spoilers#i mean like we knew this but DAMN that was a heartwrenching way to ADDRESS it#also kinger i love kinger so much he was my fav before this episode and i was so based for it#ACTUAL CRYING AHHHHHHH#HOW IS THIS SHOW FREE????#THIS SHOW IS FUCKING FREE#THANK YOU PEOPLE WHO CAN AFFORD TO BUY MERCH
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the way matthew keeps saying how happy he is to be home. what if i just lay down and cry til puckdrop?
#like of course it’s been his home for a while now but idk i’m an emotional bitch so this rly hits#pk saying maybe it throws you off being home after some wild roadie games but matty’s like nah we haven’t had a home game in a while#and MISSED BEING HOME#AHHHHHHH ok now i have to be normal. BE NORMAL SOPH#panthers lb
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s3 episode 15 thoughts
i’m comfy. i’m cozy. i’m sat. i had a nice relaxing day. i am prepped for this.
(author's note: juni was, in fact, NOT prepared for this episode)
so, reading the episode description here: ANOTHER sunken ww2 craft??? they deal with these A LOT. they need to get an archaeologist on the phone, because they seem to just attract these sorts of things. and you don’t really find them everyday. unless you’re special.
(actually, it turned out to be the same one as before- or at least related to the first one. but my point stands. they are dealing with more war wreckage than you would expect)
we see a boat. they’re speaking french!! why did they call it “deux zéro point huit” instead of “vingt”? okay guess i don’t know a lot of stuff… but i like that a lot better than how the french usually use numbers, because then you could say 1998 a LOT easier… une neuf neuf huit… how easy these things COULD be… alas!
they’re diving!!!! this fellow- gauthier- has a very funny looking scuba suit. it’s bright yellow and very stiff. mobility is probably not ideal. oh, it’s getting darker and darker as he goes deeeep into the water.
they’re detecting radiation from where he's going in? seems worrisome. but it’s the pacific ocean, so who knows what is in there? plenty of nuclear waste, i'm sure.
everyone is very excited to hear that gauthier thinks he found “one from the squadron”. what this squadron is, we do not know. but then they hear a thumping noise and lose contact with the diver.
someone is inside the ship??? someone with very black inky eyes?? damn... mermaids are real?? AND scary?
the diver gauthier comes back up to the surface and says he became disoriented. hmm. that gaze is suspicious… and HIS eyes go inky black too!!
what did y’all do to my boy gauthier...
(cheering loudly as gillian anderson’s name is on the screen during the intro)
fbi time. scully reading a case and walking. she is a pro at reading and not walking into things. a skill that comes with great practice.
skinner opens the door and asks to see her!!! he asks his secretary to leave. oooo, whatever he has to say, it's going to be juicy.
he says a memo came across his desk last night. and it concerns her. AND HER SISTER!!! 5 months in and there have been no leads in her murder investigation. they want to make it inactive and she has a LOT to say with just her face and the words “i see”. she looks both furious and hurt.
but he’s going to appeal it!!! awww nice skinner. and go over the evidence again himself, just in case someone missed something.
NOOOO, i yell out in sadness, as scully stops herself before leaving, visibly upset. she goes on a monologue about how the fbi can seemingly solve any crime but not this one, and there are tears in her eyes and there are tears in MY eyes. but for some reason they can’t figure out this one, even though it took place in a well-lit building and the murderer left the weapon at the crime scene!!! skinner tries to say it’s not about interest, but she says it is, just not hers or his. NOOOO STOP... MY POOR GIRL.
(tbh i’m glad they are addressing melissa's death again, because they haven’t really talked about it since. and i know with the monster of the week episodes you don’t get a ton of time to process these things, but it was HER SISTER. there is no way she could just jump right back into work without some severe emotional trauma. i think in some ways the episode format can do that disservice to their characters, introduce a Very Important Plot Point and then not talk about it again for the in-world equivalent of 5 months during which they act as if everything is fine)
skinner looks really sad too :( noooo, skinner
she goes to mulder’s office and denies that anything is wrong (he can obviously tell that things are wrong) also he’s wearing a different color suit today which is interesting.
today's mystery: he says a ship from france came into port in san diego yesterday, and he tracked its course. it was at the same place they had earlier found the thing she thinks is a russian sub, and he thinks a ufo!!
she looks really upset to hear this :( i think she just doesn’t wanna deal with ufo drama when her sister’s murder is unsolved. and can you blame her?
but anyway, the whole crew from that french expedition is being treated for radiation burns, so he can’t just ask them what is down there
she laughs and says that she is amazed by him (!!!) working down in the basement. she says they’re afraid of his relentlessness. he seems offended that she says they could drop him in the desert and he’d ask for a shovel if the truth was out there, but then he smiles and says that he wants her to come along on to san diego. and he looks like this :D and gives her a plane ticket.
it was very cute. if only they could harness his boundless energy into looking at melissa's case...
scully my darling, look at me. tell him that you are feeling sad because your sister’s murder is being ignored. use your words. LOOK AT ME. tell him how you feel. it’s a long flight. you have time. thank you.
at san diego, the men from the ship are very much burned up. they can’t figure out how to treat them because the french government is hiding everything.
she goes into doctor mode. the doctor at the hospital seems shocked to hear that she is a doctor, but... get used to it? anyway, their symptoms are nearly as bad as the hiroshima victims.
and one man had no symptoms, but he discharged himself this morning. it was gauthier! the man in the yellow scuba suit with the inky eyes!
damn, his house is nice. if it’s his house. seems to be, since he’s on the picture on the wall. but he walks past the ringing phone like he has never seen a ringing phone before.
the agents are rolling up to the ship, where a bunch of people are in hazmat suits, investigating, guarded by soldiers. spooky...
so the guy who is leading this investigation says they found absolutely nothing, and they can go on board. which i would be suspicious of. but mulder lacks self-preservation instincts which has been established and he will go into the boat of evil.
investigating a boat! with a big flashlight! i still don’t like boats. too cramped. way too cramped. mulder finds the big yellow scuba suit. and some sort of inky substance on the helmet… while scary music plays.
scully is looking at a map that says “zeus faber” and i have some ideas on what that means but they could be way off... like deus pater? the vedic god? same roots at zeus?
(insert shane and ryans's "i've connected the two dots" "you didn't connect shit" here because really i was onto nothing)
mulder is searching for the VCR to watch the dive video. oooo he finds it!
and scully takes one look at the mysterious object and announces that it is “a north american p-51 mustang” and i feel my heart skip a few beats.
WELL SO DID MULDER’S??? because he announces to the class that he just got very turned on. BAD! BAD! SPRAYING YOU WITH WATER like a NAUGHTY CAT!! not in front of this random guy!! we say such things in PRIVATE and not to the besties!
(actually i'm so lying because that does sound like something i would say to a bestie... but NOT in front of some random guy. i have couth. i only flirt with the girls when no one else is around. and i was sensing no irony from him, which is slipped into my flirting with friends. we differ, mulder and i)
um. brushing past that.
she used to watch her dad and brothers build model ww2 planes as a kid :,) and that’s why she can recite these facts. it’s just a fighter, wouldn’t have been carrying anything interesting. cool fact time with scully is my favorite time of day!
back to our french king gauthier. he’s searching for something. a woman hugs him and he doesn’t say a word. just looks at her all weird. she’s scared and runs away. but he GRABS her and his eyes go black!!! then she steps out and HER eyes go black!!!! what is going on? and is this thing spreading and also why.
scully goes to see a friend of her father’s, named johansen. there are kids in the road. children, please do not play in front of cars, it’s dangerous. scully does not need a vehicular manslaughter charge at the moment due to your prancing about.
scully’s looking at the kids and remembering her sister and tearing up which is very sad but. she drives on.
mulder at gauthier’s house. no one is answering. careful; you know he will just walk into your house. and he does! he finds the scattered papers allllll over. pretty music is playing. he finds a letter talking about salvage and pockets it. then hears a noise??
and finds an inky gauthier on the ground. who says he doesn’t know what happened. he's freaked out because he doesn’t remember anything beyond the boat, and also his wife is gone. and he won’t answer any questions about the letter from the “salvage broker” (idk what that means but it sounds sus as hell)
OH! scully is at the house of her dad’s friend johansen, and she tells him how she used to live there!!! he doesn’t remember her, but also he is very old so this is understandable. he doesn’t seem to recall anything from her list of clues, but he says that the number on the plane isn’t from a p-51. so what’s the truth.
she goes to leave, and he says to say hi to her father, but she has to tell him he passed away NOOOOOO :(((( but before she leaves she talks about the games she used to play out in the lawn. and asks him to say hi to his son for her. will there be a childhood friendship reunion...?
gauthier’s wife is looking for stuff. in the office of the salvage broker! so she must work with her husband on her shady business deals... she hides things before mulder comes in.
BUT NO!!! she has a gun under her desk, and it’s aimed at him!! nothing happens though, she just takes his business card. and we learn her name is geraldine.
mulder is sitting outside the salvage broker’s office. lurking about. and all of a sudden a bunch of cars come rolling up!! talking loudly in french and running in!! he watches. geraldine leaves in a hurry, and he goes to tail her.
WHAT IS SHE HIDING!
scully’s trying to leave, but the soldiers that guard the entrance tell her she is being detained!!! huh? on what charges?
her dad’s friend johansen gets in the car. he says that his son was killed in the gulf war. and that “we bury our dead alive... they talk to us, they haunt us, they beg us for meaning. conscience, it’s just the voices of the dead, trying to save us from our own damnation" <- woah, banger line, unexpectedly profound from this old man. but, noooo sad man who has endured so much loss... :( banger line but at what cost?
he knows something about that plane that sunk. because he was sent to find it! in a sub called the zeus faber!
geraldine is in the airport. where is she going. hong kong?
anyway, scully calls mulder and shares her findings: she says that plane they're on a quest to find had been carrying an atomic bomb, but it never reached its target. and it doesn’t make sense fully to him or her really- like, why would the guy who was closest to the bomb be the only one who doesn't have radiation burns? but mulder has to go to hong kong sooooo. um. okay.
back in D.C., skinner is waiting at a restaurant whilst some angry looking men approach him. they’re asking about people “obeying his orders”
OH! they’re threatening him to make scully’s sister’s case inactive. because those above him have worked hard to reach that decision. covering up for the antics of cig man and the worsties, i see... nasty nasty nasty!
so scully’s talking to johansen again, who is saying that his squadron back in the day also had burns, and almost everyone had died except for him. they found the sunken squadron and then the burns started. but despite most people in the sub being in the process of dying, the captain wouldn’t leave the area to surface and get help!
the men started fighting, realizing they were going to die, and a gunshot made the japanese aware of their presence. so johansen went against the captain’s orders and took them to the surface. he locked the burned men in with the captain, knowing their fate.
but the captain had the inky eyes!!!! so i guess that is why he didn't want to surface...?
only 7 on that boat of 144 lived, and johansen struggles with the guilt from that. and no one ever explained what actually happened. damn, that's a heavy burden to bear.
hong kong time. eating some tasty looking food. geraldine is here. mulder sits next to her and point blank accuses her of selling government secrets. he's always been a bit bold.
he says he’s gonna arrest her, and she says um you can’t have guns here. so he handcuffs her TO HIMSELF. WILD MOVE! and leads them to an office in the back. for their salvage broker dealership!!!
KRYCEK IS HERE???? MY BELOATHED…
mulder tells him to shoot himself in the head like he shot his father. DAMN! please do not pull any punches with this freak
someone shoots geraldine, who gets shoved behind a door still handcuffed to mulder, and then krycek leaves out a window.
(i think i’ve been spelling his name wrong in the past but hear me out: he’s lucky i call him anything beyond “the rat bastard”)
mulder is still handcuffed to the now shot woman while a hit squad approaches. but he is simply too fast for these fools!!! he freed himself and jumped out the window.
okay... what. i looked down to type that, and geraldine somehow came back. unharmed. flashed a bright white light. and left all of the evil frenchmen who were chasing mulder with burns. huh.
that escalated.
back to skinner. who wants his coffee. and a blue plate. which refers to a special, and not an actual color of plate. the more you know! the waitress takes his order.
but someone is harassing her about the payphone not working! he gets up to intervene. a gentleman.
AND THIS DUDE SHOOTS HIM???
HELLO????? RIGHT IN THE GUT????
scully back at her place. as soon as she walks in the phone rings. NO!! she learns skinner was shot and she’s on her way to the hospital.
back to hong kong. krycek is trying to get out through the airport. but mulder catches him at a payphone and starts beating the hell out of him. MULDER TAKES A GUN OUT and is about TO SHOOT HIM IN THE STOMACH and he says “this is for my father” but then krycek is like “i didn’t do it” bitch boy i SAW you there. in his shower.
he claims that if mulder lets him go, he’ll give him a tape with government secrets that he had been selling. mulder says absolutely not, go get yourself cleaned up and bring me there youself, you have three minutes or i’ll come in and kill you. WHEW! he is not messing around. he has been sentenced to the bathroom to wipe his own blood off of his face.
but who rolls up…. but geraldine!!!! who walks into the men’s room. and chokes him. AND KRYCEK'S EYES GO ALL INKY!!!
TO BE CONTINUED??? WHAT!!!!
why does this keep happening!!! the cliffhangers of it all!!!
okay, i’m not REALLY complaining, because the multipart episodes are usually the best ones, and they address the overall plot. but you THINK you’re going in for a nice relaxing evening and bam, krycek comes back, and now he’s got an alien infection. and maybe he too can glow and leave people with burns, and is being led right back to the place where our beloved agents call home. the power of a nuke, stored in one evil rat guy! what could go wrong???!?!?!? /s
and skinner was shot in the stomach! by a guy that seems to have no connection to all of this. but i doubt it.
(screams for about 45 seconds straight)
okay. SO. we got a lot here. we got french people, possession, angry mulder, dead fathers, nuclear aliens, krycek back, geraldine the undying, the sale of government secrets, hong kong, and scully angst.
now, i am naturally drawn to the scully angst. to the memories of her childhood, to her grappling with the loss of her sister, how something is holding them up from the investigation, and whatever it is that wants to keep her from knowing the truth is willing to kill skinner about it. and somehow krycek is connected, because we SAW him do the killing, but we never learned WHY he did that whole betrayal thing beyond it just seems like something he does.
and krycek. i guess i figured he would come back at some point, but man, i feel even more revulsion at his current state now that he has ditched his pretty boy aesthetic for something that is more akin to a guy who started smoking cigarettes and listening to vinyls to make women think he's suffering deeply in an artistic fashion, but really he's just shallow, has no thoughts of his own, and is speedrunning cancer.
what the hell was he doing in hong kong? how is he getting access to these government secrets if he went AWOL?
ugh. i hate him. love to see an angry mulder, though.
skinner... in the past, we have had our disagreements. and though i have called you a bitch before, you have proved yourself, and your care for the agents. this is NOT what i wanted to see happen to you, and i am worried for your future, and the effects another loss will have on scully. so please consider recovering quickly for the sake of everyone else. the FBI will fall to the ranks of such freaks as cig man and his greasy pet rat-snake hybrid krycek if you don't stand guard.
man. i have a lot of thoughts. unfortunately though, i just went back and checked all my notes for typos that i'm sure i failed to catch entirely, and now i'm stuck on mulder's announcement that he was turned on again. we really do have to ask ourselves: why is he that way? i shudder at the thought. spraying him with more water.
would you say that to your male colleagues, mulder? please let me know. because i actually kind of think you would. which doesn't really make you understand the whole concept of gender-based workplace harassment that thought exercise usually provokes.
there is a TIME and a PLACE for hitting on the homies. do that shit off the clock. freak!!!
anyway. let scully have peace. let her not worry about more early deaths related to conspiracies. let her do more dog bathing and ice cream eating and internet research on various animal species. and let her tell us about planes <3 i hope everything gets solved and everyone is happy and mulder and scully and skinner eat ice cream sundaes together in the next episode <3
#i'd say we need to get mulder a shock collar but he'd probably be into that too#smh#well! now i have to go about my day just WONDERING what happens next#there were so many things to unpack and i've barely touched the surface but. i must prepare for another busy week.#rotating krychek around in my mind but in a derogatory fashion. like ugh take a look at THIS guy#skinner baby i'm sorry for what i said before... please come home#AHHHHHHH (screaming for an even longer period of time)#juni's x files liveblog#the x files#txf
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[mistborn book 2 spoilers]
I DON'T KNOW HOW HE CAN WRITE INTIMACY WITH ZERO NAKED BODIES SO WELL BUT AHHHHHHHH
SAZED AND TINDWYL I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
#like excuse me “is it stubborness or hope that kept you here?” “neither” AHHHHHHHHHH#STOP BEFORE YOU EVEN SAY IT WE ALREADY KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN#“i am not even really a man” “you are a better man than they” SCREAMING CRYING PERFECT STORMS#i love them your honour how dare you#“GIVE ME AN EXCUSE” “STAY PLEASE” I CANNOT DO THIS AHHHHHHH#mistborn#the well of ascension#brandon sanderson#sazed#tindwyl#sazed x tindwyl#februerik-reads#ef.
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OK so me and my friend were texting each other good night. and for your info we both REALLY like Night at the museum, EXPESIALY Jed and Oct. and call echothe like Roman,cowgirl, ect. yk. and was looking at the text and... I feel like if Jed and Oct had phones, we would text like them like, ( she called me empress in the text so I changed it to empore to like, yk make it sound like Jed) LOOOK
cant tell me this doesn't sound like them.
#natm jedediah#natm octavius#night at the museum#jedtavius#please help#we sound like them#SO MUCH#ahhhhh#i love it#ahhhhhhh#sobbing
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Ride 752: Preliminary battle!!
Pag 1
1: A “mountain” we have to overcome
He meant winning this race!!
2: Manami-san against the big shot of Chiba, the two-times national champion, the “Mountain King”!!
3: Yeah, it's a preliminary inspection for the Inter High
4: So in Kyuushu, huh!!
So exciting
5: It wasn't Kyuushu but Chiba, but......
Pag 2
1: This is the best possible “preliminary inspection”!!
Pag 3
2: Onoda said “got it”.....!!
3: Crap, their concentration rose up!!
4: Manami-san plans on going to the Inter High after beating the strongest!!
5: They both got up from their saddles....
Pag 4
1: And accelerated!!
Pag 6
1: They ran away in an instant!!
2: Onoda!!
Onoda-kun!!
3: Onoda-san!!
4:Ahhh what's going on....
A race against a guy from Hakone Academy!? We ran into him by chance!? And in like two minutes!? Suddenly!?
Pag 7
2: Manami-san!!
3: But....
Onoda-san and Manami-san's fated match-up....
Wow.....
4: I can see it so soon!!
Pag 8
1: It's going to be super good!! We have to see it!!
Let's chase them, Danchiku!! Hahaha
5: What, why aren't you moving, Danchiku....
What's going on, Naruko-san, Imaizumi-san
Why aren't you chasing them!?
Pag 9
1: No no, think about it, Kabu
Chasing those two on a mountain....
They're climbing seriously, right?
2: The two finalists on the mountain during the Inter High both last year and the year before
3: Guah!! I see
So we can't catch up!?
4: Even Danchiku!!
5: Well... then I guess we won't see it
Boring....
Yeah, we'll hear the results later
6: You're always impulsive from the start. Think more, use your head
Nah, I'm a genius haha
What's 500+8?
Easy, it's 580!!
Teh!?
Pag 10
1: “Teh”!?
No, wait- it's 508!!
You answered right away...
What, why are you looking at me with pity, it was just a simple slip of the tongue!
2: Huh?
I know a guy who says “teh”!?
3: From when I was in middle school....
4: I even talked about him earlier!?
5: No no no, it can't be
6: Calm down, I'm a cool guy
Let's assess Sohoku's strength now
Pag 11
2: Shara....!?
Teh...!?
3: If there's someone who can catch up to those two from here
5: Then that guy
6: In this year's Inter High's
Pag 12
1: He would be the on e to win.... huh!?
Pag 14
1: A mountain bike!?
2: What!?
3: A mountain bike.....!? Don't tell me that this guy is-
4: Waaaa!?
5: A bike fell
6: From the sky!!
Pag 15
1: Yon
4: The mountain bike, a mechanical bike with suspension made precisely for the off-road!!
5: Let me ask you one thing, yon
Pag 16
1: Who's this!?
This guy's huge!!
2: The guys running ahead
3: are Onoda-kun and his rival from Hakone Academy!?
Pag 17
2: What's up with this guy's pressure!!
That's.... right.....
Pag 18
1: Ryosei.....!? Gunma Ryosei....!!
2: Don't tell me you're-
Thanks-chai
3: Naruko, that guy-
4: A mountain bike!? What's with this guy's pressure!
This one really is a cool guy!!
5: I'll try to chase them, yon
Pag 19
1: Chase them!? Hahaha
Now, with a mountain bike!?
6: That guy is
Pag 20
1: The two-times champion of the MTB cross-country Inter High, Kiji Kyuui!!
Pag 21
4: For real!?
4: I'll chase them, yon
Pag 22
1: That's my impulse!!
2: That's the guy who right after founding the club and taking members in
3: won the prefectural qualifications with overwhelming power
And this year, as Gunma representative, will run
4: in the road racing Inter High!!
#yowamushi pedal#yowamushi pedal translations#yowapeda#yowapeda manga#yowamushi pedal manga#yowamushi pedal spoilers#ride 752#ahhhhhhh theyre gonna meet sooooon!!!! asdsfghdks i cant wait#also was that a foreshadowing that kiji will win the ih lmao#btw issa saying that 500+8 is 580 gsajdfasfd why is he exactly like my students#like really my students could definitely answer that lmao im not proud of that i admit#anyway everyone saying 'no way we can catch up with them do you even know who they are and how fast they are' is so funny to me lmao#AND ALSO ALSO!! roku-chan and tobirama!! are we gonna see them interact properly next chapter???? *eyes emoji*#cant wait!!#tobi recognizing roku from the way he says 'teh' is so cute to me
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I CAN'T LIEEEEE THIS IS SO HYPE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 (pardon me. my "normal id.v fan" self is coming out)
#I CAN'T BELIEVE BRYCE PAPENBROOK HAS STEPPED FOOT INTO THIS GAAAAMEEEE#HIS VOICE IS TOO RECOGNIZABLE GNGNNGNGK NAGITO WE DON'T NEED YOUUUU YOU WERE ALREADY IN ID.V!!! /J#i cant stop watching THISSSSS#imagine i became a mike fan after this#HULLABALO LOREEE I NEED TO KNOW NOWWW#I LOVE UNDERSTANDIGN EVERYONE'S MANOR GAMES AHHHHHHH#bro is having the fools gold hunter trailer treatment like#everything feels like im just watching fools gold trailer in a different font HAHAH but THIS IS VERY VISUALLY GOOD#the “if” statement + something falling down into the abyss LOL#and then both of them humming. awesome#i can hear the tonton shippers from a mile away /j#~ rambling#idv hours
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still can’t believe hairdyer!dru is canon [screaming]
#like we truly won with that one folks#we ✨W O N✨#and she looks so fucking cool#omg imagine when twp come out and we get art of her with another hairstyle#like imagine her in purple or black w/ bits of blonde!!!!#AHHHHHHH!!/&/€/#dru blackthorn#the dark artifices#the wicked powers#tda#twp#tsc
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