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symphonyofsilence · 3 months ago

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Let the poor man rest.

#also no he doesn't want to experience life as a normal person. no he wouldn't sacrifice his powers to live again.#he LOVED being powerful. he was very proud of his powers. he was at the top of the world. what he disliked was being so lonely at the top.#which having reunited with Geto now he is not.#and he wanted to keep the next generation safe due to his past regrets and teach a generation of kids to be at the top together.#and he wanted to get rid of the corrupt higher-ups and reform the Jujutsu society.#and he did all of that. Yuta and Yuuji are both alive and safe and the kids are all reunited with each other stronger than ever #and the higher-ups are d**d.#Gojo obviously wouldn't hate to keep living. he clearly didn't expect to lose and die. but as he himself confirmed #he died doing what he loved. he went out the way he wanted. he went out with a bang. he had the best fight of his life and gave it his all.#as he said 'he had fun'. he said it would have been embarrassing if he died of old age or sickness.#and now that he's gone he's happy with his friends and especially Geto. he found peace.#He said it himself 'Now i'm wishing that it's not just a dream'.#also for those of you who say that Geto & Gojo wouldn't be together because one would go to hell and one to heaven... no. just no.#first of all. Gojo did a mass m*r*** before his death #second of all. they're Buddhists. they don't have heaven and hell. don't bring Abrahamic religions into everything.#and you'd be surprised by the excuses the Abrahamic religions find to not let people in heaven.#probably Gojo wouldn't go to heaven even if he didn't kill the higher-ups due to...idk... occasionaly doing pranks or sth.#but Gege apparently created a whole other afterlife of his own. and Toji Geto Gojo Nanami and everyone were all gathered there together.#you SAW that. so stop.#jujutsu kaisen #jjk #gojo satoru #satoru gojo #jjk gojo #gege akutami #my two cents #satosugu

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heartorbit · 2 months ago

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happy halloween! 🎃🐈‍⬛👻🐇

#i just wanted to draw emu as a jiangshi .#project sekai #pjsk #prsk #emu otori #proseka #tsukasa tenma #nene kusanagi #rui kamishiro #wxs #wonderlands x showtime #polysho #enjoy halloween everynyan unfortunately i have to go work a shift. i thought abt dressing up for fun when i get back #but 1 im lazy 2 i dont live alone and its my luck that somebody ends up knocking when im in the middle of being dressed like a clown #so i would rather not risk it. idk how people get into cosplay just for photoshoots/videos i dont have that conviction .#but halloween con was lots of fun and i got to see friends and trade candy so i enjoyed my celebration already. ^_^#also STOP BEATING THE SHITNOUT OF ME IDEK IF I CAN BOOO BACK FROM A SIDE BLOG. YOURE KILLUNG ME #once again some random guy will be hittimg you back. boo #to end my tags i am going to be pissed off because i cannot draw well rn and its KILLING MEEEEEE #im art blocked as hell and mad about it. my zines....#its so annoying like with my personal art its whatever but people spend Money on zines i need to get good.#its been like over a week so i thought inwould be free. sigh #i often draw emu fiending off of tsukasa. the way things should be. amen #also inthink rui would love to go all out for costumes but he got busy modding a tshirt launcher to shoot candy and forgot abt his costume #so hes a tuxedo cat. he thinks hes so funny

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silverfoxstole · 3 months ago

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A few of the photos from the Paul and India interview in this month’s DWM, plus a couple of snippets:

#i’m not going to post the whole thing because mags need sales to survive #but these two #i want more charley alone with the doctor #they work together so well they don’t need gooseberries like audacity #paul mcgann #india fisher #doctor who #eighth doctor #8th doctor #charley pollard #big finish #the stuff of legend live #doctor who magazine #i do wish they’d given us more from the photoshoot #but what we’ve got is great #though the lighting in that second photo makes it look as though paul has a black eye #i removed the text from the first one #“audio casual”#“define ‘had’”#i would have loved to watch this interview #but once again i want to yell from the rooftops that charley is not edwardian!!#edward vii had been dead for two years when she was born #it still bugs the hell out of me that they refer to her as edwardian #and as she’s from 1930 india would have looked a bit out of place in an edwardian outfit #a flapper dress or something would have been a bit more appropriate #and it wouldn’t have rustled so much #anyway

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cruelplatonic · 6 months ago

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my personal headcanon is the vees were unremarkable nobodies when they were alive. i just love it as a thematic throughline for them. they love to let the public of hell speculate on them being famed and acclaimed since before death, but the the truth is they were a d-list failed influencer that got by on cheap controversey and scamming, a broke junkie who burned every shaky bridge he ever had, and a worn-out broadcast production assistant with more rejected auditions and tossed out script pitches than he could count. nobody missed them when they were gone, nobody cared who they were until they were dead.

#because villains who didn't start off supremely powerful are more interesting to me #vees #it's not that they CAN'T be better. or that they're simply ignorant of the ways they fuck up others lives #they actually all do have that knowledge of being the underdog. and it's made them all the more shitty #because they never want to be those people again #narratives about people who make each other worse <3 #to be clear they were still shitty people in life. manipulative. consumed by greed and envy. all their individual flaws etc etc #but hell made them into the absolute worst versions of themselves #of course what their Worst Self is and the journey/length of time/initial reaction to being in hell varies #like val sees hell as a continuation of the things happening in life. just w/ the power dynamics always privileging him #it's the same drugs and violence. except the violence isn't just survival anymore but the chance to indulge his deeply sadistic desires #vox has completely dissociated from his time alive. that person is dead and he's reinvented himself 1000 times over since then #90% of the time he has those memory files shoveled into a hidden directory #he refuses to acknowledge that he's still haunted by some of the same insecurities from almost a century ago #val doesn't necessarily see his living self in a fond light but he does see that person as fundamentally him #velvette thinks life was full of people who weren't her demographic but fortunately that's been fixed by sinners!#they just couldn't Get Her and that was all their faults #the primary way they view their past selves can be summed up as: scorn (vox) apathy (valentino) and in denial (velvette)#sorry the bulk of the post was in the tags. i will be doing this again #the scorn is the coping mechanism for shame. of course

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lilacerull0 · 4 months ago

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she's the door, she can't be the room

#l'amica geniale #my brilliant friend #elena ferrante #lila cerullo #enzo scanno #elena greco #lila x enzo #yes elena is always warm in these on purpose too. this post is how my brain works #art 🎃💋💫#lila cerullo 🫀#otp: diagram of the door opening #mine 🧫#wow. i actually lived to see the day my amyp x steph posts would get a positive spin. this is supposed to feel good and YET #this is a sister post to that kindled her; she lighted up <3 ily lila cerullo blue/orange dichotomy from my head #LILA AND ENZO WERE BOTH CRAZYYYYYYY!!! godbless...#the bedroom scene was hell to color tho i realize it's kind of the point and it's supposed to be private #and we aren't supposed to be allowed to see all that or understand it but STILL.#then again i do not want to see them it's too much.#god gave me chronic low pressure because he knew my perpetual enthusiasm and restlessness will make it normal #ferranteposting

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serpentface · 5 months ago

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Don't get too attached

#Brakul did a lot of the parenting for Erubi (the first of the Janeys-Brakul-Hibrides throuple bastard children) in infancy especially due #to Hibrides going through absolutely horrific post-partum depression (and not wanting to be a parent to begin with. Like she #had accepted it as an inevitability and a duty but when it actually happened it was just like Oh God. I am in hell)#Brakul is the only one of the three that actually Wants to be a parent and the fact that he can't behave as such in order to avoid #suspicion that he's the father is kind of a living nightmare for him a little.#Not like he isn't involved in his ''''nieces''' lives given he lives in the same household but he has to keep a bit of distance.#Janeys and especially Hibrides are pretty unsympathetic about this. For Hibrides it's like she has had to go through so much shit #to maintain this situation she never asked to be a part of and when he has to go through a fraction of that he breaks the fuck down.#He only wants the benefits of the whole situation and isn't willing to deal with the consequences.#This is also one of the very few things she's sympathetic with Janeys about like she respects that he's at least willing to play #his part and be miserable without bitching to her about it. Like she fucking hates him but respects the commitment to the bit.#Janeys is more just like 'Just go make more kids if you want your own so damn bad. Get a wife or something. That's what I #had to do and look at me I'm doing great I'm so normal'#The two kids aren't present on the pilgrimage (back home under the care of a hired tutor) but the Janeys-Brakul-Hibrides #Feeling Triangle are in a fucking tailspin over her being pregnant again like goddddd not this shit again #brakul red dog

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gazumirei · 5 months ago

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the pressure fandom right now

#pressure #roblox pressure #pressure roblox #pressure game #pressure sebastian #sebastian pressure #sebastian solace #sebastian roblox #Like bro I have never felt this much “pressure”🤪 with fandom drama before like #like holy hell #I just feel mixed feelings about this entire situation #Like one second I see someone talking shit about the dev team and the fandom while trying to Spread a false Narrative #About zerum and then I see someone defending the dev team and the fandom #Or seeing people deconstruct this entire Situation and just boil it done to people being childish about someone else's character and #Boundaries or I'm seeing horror stories about zerum and zeal and other dev members getting doxxed and harassed #And then I'm seeing people getting pissy about the whole thing because of shipping drama or I'm seeing people calling zeal out for #ableism or something else entirely #Like I get where people are coming from with this #This isn't the only time people got mad at a character for put boundaries on their character #And I know it would be the last time unfortunately #I'm not trying to defend zeal or zerum nor am I trying to get people to hurt them #I just feel awful about this whole thing and it's just a reminder to stick to smaller fandoms where people are less vocal ig #ok i'm done yapping #Selfshippers live your best life #And I hope the rest of the dev team recovers from this and try to learn how to be more Professional #Once again #I'm not trying to defend anyone I'm just confused and scared of this whole thing #I just wanted to make silly crossover art with sebastian and not have the fear of someone coming into my inbox or dms with my full name #For once :(#thank you for coming to my semi vent ted talk about the current pressure fandom issue

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urfavisananimegirl · 5 days ago

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walter white from breaking bad

Walter Hartwell White (Breaking Bad) is an Anime Girl!

#my name is walter hartwell white. i live at 308 negra arroyo lane albuquerque new mexico 87104. this is my confession. if youre watching thi #s tape im probably dead. murdered by my brother in law hank schrader. hank has been building a meth empire for over a year and using me as #is chemist. shortly after my 50th birthday hank came to me with a rather shocking proposition. he asked that i use my chemistry knowledge t #cook methamphetamine which he would then sell using his connections in the drug world. connections that he made through his career with the #DEA. i was... astounded. i always thought that hank was a very moral man and i was thrown. confused. but i was also particularily vulner #able at the time. something he knew and took advantage of. i was reeling from a cancer diagnosis that was poised to bankrupt my family. han #took me on a ride along and showed me just how much money even a small meth operation could make. and i was weak. i didnt want my family to #go into financial ruin so i agreed. every day i think back at that moment with regret. i quickly realized that i was in way over my head an #hank had a partner. a man named gustavo fring. a business man. hank essentially sold me into servitude to this man and when i tried to quit #fring threatened my family. i didnt know where to turn. eventually hank and fring had a falling out. from what i can gather hank was always #pushing for a greater share of the business to which fring flatly refused to give him and things escalated. fring was able to arrange uh i #uess you could call it a hit. on my brother in law. and failed but hank was seriously injured. and i ended up paying his medical bills whic #amounted to a little over 177000. upon recovery hank was bent on revenge working with a man named hector salamanca. he plotted to kill frin #and did so. in fact the bomb that he used was built by me and he gave me no option in it. i have often contemplated suicide but i am a cowa #d. i wanted to go to the police but i was frightened. hank had risen in the ranks to become head of the DEA and about that time to keep me #n line he took my children. for 3 months he kept them.my wife who up until that point had no idea of my criminal activities was horrified t #learn what i had done. why hank had taken our children. we were scared. i was in hell i hated myself for what i had brought upon my family.#recently i tried once again to quit to end this nightmare and in response he gave me this. i cant take this anymore. i live in fear every #ay that hank will kill me or worse hurt my family. i... all i could think to do was make this video in hope that the world will finally see #this man for what he really is.#breaking bad #walter white #your fave is an anime girl #your fave is #hall of fame

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wlw-cryptid · 2 years ago

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#having a real one #why. the hell. would one school 2 states away give me a 13k grant for being smart. but the one an hour away. wants me to pay them 13k #after grants.#i would like. to know #i just. i hate it here #she speaks #i dont want to move two states away. thats horrifying. im a wheelchair user. like. are you insane #but. it would be a free ride and id probably get to live w my childhood best friend #but also. id have to apply for state insurance again and id be stranded away from my parents and have to find a real caretaker there #id be away from all my doctors appointments and My Bed and it feels like no one appreciates how fucking risky and scary it would be #greatest hits

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anastuffsstuffs · 7 months ago

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has anyone realised that one day miraculous will... end?

there will be a reveal, adrien and marinette will be together, there will be an enourmous finale and then it is over

I just did. I'm not well

#i'm always quality over quantity but so too attached to this show what the hell i can't handle it #if they want to make more 7 crappy seasons i'll be watching happily😭#how will i go on with my life knowing that their story is done. done!!! we will never see them again i can't stop thinking about this kshwkh #i'm not trying to be dramatic i know i'll live #i just think i would be very sad for actually a while okay?? :''''(#ml #ana rambles #miraculous ladybug #adrien agreste #marinette dupain cheng #chat noir #ladybug

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frogsafterdark · 5 months ago

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I am once again thinking about how Zoro would be Crocodile’s biggest hater if Crocodile tried to renter Luffy’s life.

I am also thinking about a hormonal postpartum Zoro just seething at Crocodile as he makes his discomfort with babies and pregnancy Zoro’s problem.

#one piece #sir crocodile #crocomom #roronoa zoro #I am once again thinking about everyone mistaking luffy for the father of zoro’s baby #and sz having to deal with insufferable in-laws that aren’t even theirs #they just wanted to have some time off with the crew but Garp dragon and crocodile are making their lives hell

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moe-broey · 7 days ago

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Close ups on the pocket details!!! I'm SUPER happy w how the top pockets look 😳😳😳

I think the variety of pride pins with the moral panic button/Mr Faggot beadwork just. Really sells it. Shadow the Hedgehog voice Pee Your Pants. If you're going to be a shithead about me I'm going to be really annoying and do a bit about it. Plus the little golden angel pin... ALSO really pulls the whole thing together. "God help you" Right in front of my guardian angel? Really? 😒And how could I not make mention of. The Skull. I love you The Skull. It's a button (not sewn on yet, pinned) that I filled the details in w nail polish. Oh yeah! Besides the bottle cap pins (acrylics sealed with mod podge and a prayer), the biggest addition there is the chain lining the pocket flap! I think it looks SO SLICK

The pansy was gonna go on the queer side, but then I got the boutonniere idea! And I think it looks nice! Kinda adds to the asymmetry of the floral print/plaid blocking. And... of course.... I have... my friends...... 🥺 Biggest additions here are the glow-star pentagram pin, soda tabs and the heart locket!

I don't really have many new additions to the bottom pockets. Not yet! The only thing I did was stitch one side of the handcuff chain, and rearrange the pins holding up the other side. The cuffs/scorpion was just an impulse addition before going to a concert. But I do like it! And it looks even better now! Meanwhile, that other pocket, I actually have no idea what I'll do. Sakura is just there cause she matches really well, esp w the angel pin actually!

#punk tag #diy punk #my projects #I FORGOT I USED THAT TAG .#also i AM gonna put patches on this thang I PROMISE. I WAS TOO SCARED LAST RUN. THIS RUN. WILL BE DIFFERENT.#again still waiting. but i really really wanted to show off/talk about the details!!!!!#i have sooooo many Thoughts behind this jacket like. an entire ideology. it almost feels like drag in a way #like! in the sense that there's a performance and art going on here. if my existence is inherently controversial #then i'm gonna lean into that. make you sit with that. and i'm NO LONGER CUTE ABOUT IT #<- guy who called himself cute yesterday bc I LOOKED REALLY GOOD. IT WAS AWESOME. OKAY #i forget i have a body and a face so much.#also! the cuffs!!! feel like a slight nod to the kink community. like. i really do feel like the demonization of kink #is the reason why so much. everything is so bad. i have thoughts about this but i can't fully articulate them rn #but like. points at the sign that says all queerness and esp queer expression is kink in the eyes of bigots #points at the sign that those are my friends you asshole. it might even be me. who knows....#any which way! really coming together! i do really need to get studs though i think. the. horrors.#and also i'll look sick as hell.#rn i feel it's... well. not exactly subtle but i am fortunate to live in a safe area. i live in mind your own business state.#not like. saying that to you i mean like that's the general attitude where i live LMFAOOO #the worst i've gotten is a lady saying 'god help you' to me in passing. and that was really recent #an indication of ohhh changing tides. unsettling. but also she couldn't even look me in the eye when she said that lmfao #any which way! i am thinking of my safety but also i do feel like i'm lucky enough to have time.#my jacket

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carlyraejepsans · 10 months ago

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i wish i had more energy to draw and plot lately i NEED to make the insane daemoverse flowisk situationship real. i need you guys to see my vision

#they're the only ones that understand each other they're the only ones marred from the same mistakes #nobody else can understand the way save power changes you and they don't know how to live with it afterwards #but hell if they're not going to stick around each other to see what happens next #there's a chara shaped hole carved into both of their chests and they want it back they can't bear being alone again. but they have to #and so they cling to each other. because who else will understand?#and they are FREAKS!!!!!!!#a freak and a frea(s)k #also it's been like 12 years since the barrier broke. what does it mean to grow up after you spent so long stuck in stasis #what does it mean to Change and develop past the solidity of what you thought you were #also they're really stupid roommates frisk keeps eating raw ramen blocks to avoid doing the dishes #they have one of those mad detectives corkboard with the red string going everywhere which is almost impossible to walk through #because flowey handles it and he keeps ignoring the fact that he's 2ft tall while frisk. isn't. lol #also the corkboard is 70% investigation and 30% them bickering about stupid bullshit as commentary #the post it situation in the flat is insane #daemoverse #frisk #flowey

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emby-m · 1 year ago

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What has four legs in the morning, two legs in the afternoon, and three legs at night?

(an exploration of andreas over the course of 25 years, plus quotes)

#pentiment #pentiment fanart #andreas maler #pentiment spoilers #em art #so this is an old quote reference book i picked off the free stuff table at my museum job #so i figured id do something with it #act i is v standard but andreas is genuinely sketching out his life and keeps erasing all hed done up to that point #act ii is a man destroying his own sketches because it wasnt the life he wanted to live and sees burning it as the only way to truly end it #act iii is a man who has so thoroughly destroyed his foundation that he essentially is able to start new #but hell never be free of the plague of the labyrinth #the eighteen years of mind eroding loneliness and untreated mental health issues and lack of faith #even if he returns to normal... no he doesnt #he can be happy but he'll never be not-mad-as-in-crazy again #the paper is 'clear' but the graphite never really leaves the weave of the paper

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soup-is-here · 2 months ago

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As many "toxic yaoi Jimmy x Curly" jokes I've made I could write a whole ass essay about their relationship and their codependency. They have such a shifting power dynamic throughout the entire game and none of it is romantic and I'm not entirely sure if any of it could be counted as love at all. It's more primal. It's obsessive. It's a failing survival instinct neither realized they had until it was too late and everyone else had to suffer the consequences

I just can't describe it without going into a full essay cause they both have this obsessive need to fix everything in their lives by fixing others and making things worse. They both want control so bad they're willing to steal it from everyone else in different ways. Curly is complicit in Jimmy's actions but he is not at the same level of maliciousness that Jimmy is

You can tell how desperately Curly had to cling onto the idea that Jimmy is a good guy. He could just talk to him and fix him and Anya would be okay again. He could fix this cause he knows Jimmy is good. Curly needs things to be okay or else he failed his one job of making sure everything is okay and having a terrible copilot is not okay so that means he needs his copilot to just not be terrible problem solved!

And the entire game is watching Jimmy fall apart as he realizes he can't just fix the fucked up shit he did. Curly announced the message and Jimmy suddenly decided he can't survive anymore and crashed the ship. He can't untraumatize Anya and now he can't uncrash the ship and Curly laying on his medical cot is a constant reminder of that. If he can just save Curly then he's okay he's fine again. He's undone his harm

They hate each other so much to the point where they need the other to give them purpose. I don't know if they're necessarily good friends, but we know they had a long relationship before the game's time and the announcement set Jimmy off since he felt like Curly was leaving them. Leaving him. Jimmy needed Curly to help give him a purpose and Curly needed Jimmy to give him a purpose and this one message fucked that up and they both got swept up in this codependent fight for survival. That one announcement triggered Jimmy's fear that Curly had been enabling and encouraging and now Curly's stuck in a cryopod listening to his "friend" tell him how much of a hero they both are. They did it! They fixed everything! They fixed each other!

#I said it before and I'll say it again #Curly hopes Jimmy dies #Jimmy hopes they both die #hand in unlovable hand #I'm using the actual therapy definition of codependent where Curly is enabling Jimmy's abusive behaviors #against both himself and others under his power #It's not Curly's fault Jimmy did all that shit but he sure as hell didn't tell him off for any of it #and I mean BEFORE the crash #after the crash Curly couldn't stop the monster he let grow for so long #I need other friends to get into mouthwashing I have to talk about Jimmy and Curly mouthwashing more #cause holy shit their dynamic is just so fucked up and awful #two people stuck in a relationship they both want out of but can't live without #I think about Curly the same way I think about the narrator in Front Street by Will Wood #it's such a tragedy and I love talking about fictional tragedies #I love picking apart what went wrong and why #I also could go on and on about how I feel about Anya but that would be an Intense and Personal post #sorry to my friends who have to read all of my mouthwashing posts on main I'm just insane rn #mouthwashing

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graveyard-society · 1 year ago

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oh right here have my first dr fanart along with dialogue i pulled straight from the game

#dude i thought nagito's hair was hell to draw but uhm #upon getting to mikan i was violently corrected #i mean shes ok and all #not my favorite in either characterizarion or design (although it is very pleasing to me)#or execution (this one was a whole fuckin letdown)#but boy drawing her once just made me give up cause what the fuck #but of course i am not a pussy i did i done it i WONT do it again #disclaimer: this isnt ship art #i see nagito as far too .... hopesexual or too focused on hajime to care for anyone else #live laugh nagito (i want to strangle him)#danganronpa: goodbye despair #danganronpa #danganronpa 2 #danganronpa nagito #danganronpa komaeda #nagito komaeda #aiden.png

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