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good morning yam. just wanted to make you aware that the first thing i do when i wake up every morning is check your blog, without fail.
the way you write is so enamouring that i will read every and all things you put out, even for IP's i have never seen, and i never once struggle to grasp what's going on bc you write them so good.
anyway that's it. thank you for existing and creating. (also spn!quinn au is godly and i will take every crumb i can get)
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ugh spiderweb emoji u made me all sappy today.. from the bottom of my heart. thank you to all who take the time out of their day to read what i write! seriously. while i know i am a shoddy inbox replier (2600..) know i read every single one (even those little appreciative thank yous to those screaming for girldick) and whilst i don’t post all of them. my heart leaps in appreciation each time. and those who like all of my posts. and have been there for a while, months, even the whole entire year! i adore you all. you’re all so lovely. i recognise each pfp and grin just a little.
also i have a seperate google doc entirely dedicated to writing early spn seasons with spn!quinn. so to those 3 anons and two people (whom i know of) who actually read that shit. know that you are the reason my heart goes on. like seriously. you stick by me while i post supernatural x glee fanfiction like its 2011. who does that.
#i feel as if i don’t voice my appreciation for u guys ENOUGH like some of u have been here SINCE I BEGUN#also to note; i have a wealth of drafts in response to allll your various inboxes. locked and loaded.#even to my misc fandoms#10s of wips#spn!q rewrites: djinn episode…. flashback episode…. pre!au fabray sisters …. stanford!era ….#all this to say: thank you are all my darlings#even if you discovered me 2 days ago because of girldick!caitlyn#🕸️
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nobody has ever been capable of being normal about this man
(from JM Barrie's introduction to an edition of Scott's journals)
#congrats to jm barrie for beating my 'use a word other than irresistible' challenge#'entrancing' however is still. a lot.#(flashbacks to the Literal Miles I have walked rather than say goodbye to various people I definitely didn't have a crush on....)#polar exploration
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i cannot describe how disappointed i am in you all. im watching Ballerina on netflix and i come to tumblr and you're all thirsting after the guy? the guy who is a serial rapist and blackmails women into slavery? why on earth would you go for that when there is SO MUCH SAPPHIC CONTENT??????? do better, im so serious, these gays deserve so much more content. i wanna see so many gifsets, so much fic, these women are GAY and IN LOVE Ok-Ju kills SO MANY DUDES FOR MIN-HEE
#ballerina netflix#ballerina 2023#like idk how else to view the flashback montage of min-hee and ok-ju's story#like they link up and become friends and make heart eyes at each other on various girl dates#and ok-ju literally confesses to min-hee that she's the one thing that made her realise what happiness is????#are you KIDDING ME?????#not to mention the colour grading of the memories being all sunset tones and dreamy and lovey#y'all are sleeping on this sapphic love story and i'll never forgive you for it#with that being said#BIG TW for like#so much stuff#check doesthedogdie before watching
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Aelium what are your plans for the new sweep?
~) Spending s)x(me time with new friends and )x(ld |
#aelium#fantrollology#askter#he was invited to a private function at lopards bar w areios and them#Including flashback and their various plus ones
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Due to the indirect influences of certain selfship blogs, I am now stuck with a Self Insert OC x Oogie Boogie brain rot, so now you have to deal with me rambling on about it.
Only if you want to ofc. The choice is yours.
No one can force you to click on the "Keep reading" option.
But if you do click it, buckle up because when I ramble, it will probably not make a lick of sense.
You have been warned.
Ok, so. Self insert oc is a little clown from a far away place called Birthday Town.
Sorta similar to other Holiday Towns, Birthday Town is a place that celebrates the birthday of each of the clown residents. All 366 of them.
Yes. There is a clown for every day. Including the leap year day. It is a very large and colorful town that lays the birthday theme on thick with present boxes for houses, confetti for rain, and other whimsical Birthday related shit.
So they all celebrate each other's birthdays every day. Non-stop. To the point it drives clown oc mad.
So clown oc pulls a Jack Skellington and wanders away from the constant celebration, stumbling into the holiday doors, especially Halloween door in the same fashion as Jack in Christmas Town.
Oh, right, I forgot to mention this takes place during the movie, mostly outside of the scenes.
Only unlike Jack, they are in a constant state of fear and panic because Halloween Town is understandably spooky and scary to all who are new to it.
Then, after like screaming and running around like a headless chicken, clown oc is mistaken for "Sandy Claws" by Lock, Shock, and Barrel cuz they got the pudgy looking body and the pointy hat. That and pink looks like red at night, I guess?
So they brought clown oc to Jack. The same thing that happens to the Easter Bunny kinda happens to clown oc, except instead of being returned, they just shove clown oc down the hactch because they got no idea where to return this weird creature that they found.
Due to clown science and cartoon physics, clown oc is able to fit into the small hatch and goes tumbling down into Oogie Boogie's lair.
Clown oc meets Oogie Boogie and gets mistaken for "Sandy Claws" for a moment. After misunderstanding is cleared up, platonic bonding shenanigans ensue.
During the actual meeting of Oogie Boogie and Santa Claus, clown oc just stands off to the side like:
🧍♂️
And then, during the scene where Jack "kills" Oogie Boogie, clown oc manages to grab a hold of one of his bugs and tucks them safely into pointy hat, sneaking off and returning to Birthday Town.
When they arrive at Birthday Town clown oc, who I've just now decided to name Rinkie (little friend inside joke yum) shows Oogie Boogie Bug around the place and introduces him to other clown friends.
Oogie Boogie Bug, who wants revenge on Jack, asks Rinkie for assistance. Rinkie is pretty meh to the situation, so they reluctantly agree to help him.
Another bout of fun shenanigans ensue that involve Oogie Boogie Bug having no choice but to relucyantly accept the bright and colorful bugs from Birthday town as an addition to his newly forming hivemind, and have to deal with colorful patterned cloth patches on his temporary body, hand made and stitched by Rinkie ofc.
And that's it for my rambling.
It's mostly just funny platonic stuff in mind. Who knows if I'll be as heavily invested in this as I'll be to the Reverse Isekai Disney Villains AU. (RIDV AU for short)
Which I'm still working on, btw.
Anyways, yea.
Thanks for reading!
☆~ ∠(ᐛ 」 ∠)_
#ramblings#rinkie the clown#self insert#self insert oc#self shipping#self insert x canon#oogie boogie#disney villain#disney villain imagine#this might potentially be the start of me going down a rabbit hole of self shipping myself with various other fictional characters#which isn't a bad thing ofc#that just means I might lose the bet I made with myself in high school about never shipping myself with fictional characters again#*gets war flashbacks to the undertale sans days*
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Approaching 400 frames for WEST. For contrast, NORTH had 444, and is much longer than WEST is going to be.
Gee wonder how that happened
#*fully animates a 15 second sequence of enot dying in various ways in a flashback*#*fully animates enot hugging gourmand for like 5 shots*#i mean whaaaat who said that couldnt be me#west wip
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turns out we've been way more dissociated from our emotions than I realised and I've just found this out because something broke through the dissociation and opened the floodgates and I got so angry and upset I burst into tears mid-conversation and started going dizzy and getting palpitations and I've spent the last roughly 45 minutes shaking and feeling like I'm about to throw up and also nearly passed out at one point so now I understand why our brain opted for trying to completely shut down any negative emotions as much as possible instead of alternating between numbness and getting upset.
also I keep noticing that we'll start talking about what's going on and I'll just kind of feel numb but our voice starts cracking as if we're about to burst into tears and even though I know this is just something that happens when you're really upset but dissociated to all fuck, it's still a very strange experience because it's like... clearly the emotions are happening but I'm not feeling them so our body's reaction catches me off-guard but I shouldn't be that surprised by it because we've got so many stress related symptoms it's ridiculous and other alters who hadn't fronted in a while have fronted and immediately been like "holy shit are you okay? what's going on?" while I was sat there thinking I felt relatively fine
#personal#thoughts#🍬 post#vent post#''I'm actually coping really well'' <- guy who's been thinking about death and mortality 24/7 for the last week#and keeps hallucinating stuff he wouldn't normally hallucinate and started having stress dreams#and has been constantly getting flashbacks to various stuff and wondering why
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Doofenshmirtz Family Bracket

Mrs Doofenshmirtz. ''Oh, Roger, my son! You make me so proud, again!''
Henrietta Hawkenschpit. ''To Heinz Doofenshmirtz, You are my only nephew, except for Roger and I hated him.''
#pnf#phineas and ferb#doofenshmirtz#heinz doofenshmirtz#polls#polls on tumblr#tournament polls#Doofenbracket#Doofenbracket Round 1#Various Flashbacks#Druselsteinoween#Mrs Doofenshmirtz#Henrietta Hawkenschpit#0x20v0x85
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“she was insane for this” and it's literally just gwen stacy in space buns
#no bc i NEED somebody to freak out w me over her various looks in the flashback#THE BLUE PULLOVER??? THE KNITTED HATS?? HER HALLOWEEN COSTUME???#THE SUMMER CLOTHES OH MY GODD#she is so sk8r boi coded i am shaking#across the spiderverse#atsv#gwen stacy#spiderverse#whoever designed her outfits…..ily#spider gwen
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i love having sisters because they help me assign my silly blorbos to different omegaverse genders and also call Mori a tsundere
#still crying laughing about that actually#and by sisters i mean sister cus shes the only one who was doing this but still#i have ranted to my other sisters in the past about various fic things and received interesting and questionable feedback and assistance#anyway she knows about bsd through 1. me and 2. one specific youtuber#her favorite is ranpo and she only remembered mori as 'the guy who stood 20ft away from fukuzawa to have a conversation'#(in reference to yosano's backstory flashbacks)#which she only remembered bc ranpo was there ekshdghdfgsdkfh#shh ac
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Father has informed me that -rubs temples- We can no longer see ourselves as binary participants; that is, that we cannot hide behind simply being of the World- that we are beginning to break into the broader network of.... whatever level of politics that this is beyond simply the stage of the Collective.
#torchlit thoughts#I.... have so many thoughts on that revelation#I dont even know “what” I'm being counted as anyways? like okay so -checks notes- Im being dragged into larger scale implied divine politic#but HOW do I relate to that? WHAT exactly am I representing on the grander stage?#flashbacks to the conversation about conventions for various reapers to network and discuss underworld issues
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what if Shuichi Saihara was 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 and instead of being the ultimate detective he was the ultimate 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴tective (I SWEAR THIS IS A JOKE)
I'm crying metaphorical tears at this I hope you're happy
#/j of course#but VEX you gave me flashbacks to some real freaky shit that shu has done#in fanon (which is to be expected) but also canon because of the sole existence of the gun of man's passion event that still haunts me#and various crap that IS NOT CANON LIKE WHAT THE FUCKKK SPIKE CHUNSOFT WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS ISN'T HIM#^ talking about *those* options in the dating event btw bc like. what#but wow I really haven't let this go have I#my first ever real post (to me anyway) on this fucking site was me complaining about this I can't#but gosh seriously didn't mean to make YET ANOTHER ramble in the tags (and over this ask of all things T-T)#shu#'freaktective' I'm still cryinf
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I have a weird and interesting relationship with gender
Considering the time I spent as an actual ballerina … and then everything following that. Throughout all that I’ve always wanted to be a knight with my own horse and a sword
And then when I cut off most of my hair, my parents asked if I wanted to be a boy; I indignantly said that no, that wasn’t my aim at all
That was especially fun because 1) Dame Julie Andrews is very womanly and has short hair & 2) we had a family friend with short hair and nobody questioned her gender (from what I saw on my end)
Later on when I went to the hairdresser with a picture of Charlize Theron’s short hair as a reference, my mother said my new haircut looked dykey (derogatory). That was coming from the same woman who tried to demand I go in hormonal birth control before I left for out of state university and “cautioned” me against dating anyone bisexual 🙄
I’m never having kids of my own, I academically know how to be a good parent but considering everything else I know I’m not going to be able to nurture a youth in the way that they deserve
That being said, I’m amused when coworker M🧹 says to me: yeah when you’re a mother you’ll be great at rearing children
Fantastic, coworker M; I first need to find someone who wants to be my spouse bc while divorce is a great and feasible option I could not cut it as a single parent
I technically could. Academically. I cannot in good conscience choose to subject a child to that, though
#I keep forgetting how much it wrecks me to see (pretend) families as part of a theatre production#regardless of any of them are related to each other#seeing any sort of glad happy family with everyone enjoying everyone else’s company gets to me#please enjoy this stroll through my wrecked psyche and various issues#brought to you by vodka and fucking. PTSD flashbacks#Jopson with his distaste for hearing women laugh 🤝 me with how I convulse hearing clanking ceramic dishes#personal#rant in tags#Riva gender
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Any Tennyson with an Omnitrix: I am going to Help People! I must Hero! If I don't throw myself into danger at least four times a week I will Die!
Argit with an Omnitrix: Why am I doing this? What's wrong with me? What's wrong with people? I know better than to do this so why-? Okay, I'll help with the big stuff, but only against my better judgement!
#sorry brain is still partially on my argit 10 stuff#listen the story is so much more interesting if it's 'reluctant hero argit has the bones to be a good person despite everything'#rather than the shit wog was on#not only does it play well with what we can assume from canon but it also opens several doors for his character#and also serves as a stark and welcome contrast from the various tennyson omnitrix-wielders#besides- argit as somebody who would never class himself a hero without an ulterior motive#but who is also willing to take risks to help people despite himself?#works very well with the argit we see in that rooters arc flashback#who doesn't take a full advantage of a chance at freedom in favor of looking out for his only friend and risks drawing his murderous ire#trying to stop him from killing a bunch of people he doesn't know or barely knows some of which were perfectly willing to recapture him#that is an argit you can develop into a hero and that is what i try to do with my argit 10 stuff
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i see each of the Girls' hands on that lever after Vikram asks if they're ready to go and i lose it. without fail that's a trigger for the waterworks
#film: jawan#jawan#shah rukh khan#srk#vijay sethupathi#nayanthara#sanya malhotra#priyamani#deepika padukone#bollywood#local gay watches Bollywood.txt#local gay watches Jawan (and spends the entire time filing the various SRK avatars into new DILF categories).txt#they did not even give him the dignity of a hood to cover his face bc they wanted to see him!!!!!! holy f*ck do not get me started#on how Kaveri serves as a vessel for Aishwarya to see her justice bc she is the only one in the room that was present when she died#i almost posted the screenshots of Vikram and Aishwarya in his last flashback before the Kalee arc officially ends but i said no.#that's too much trauma for y'all let me keep that to myself#sorry to Kalee and his thirsty gay ass but you deserved what you got ok that's just the truth
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Black Widow: Deadly Origin (2010) #2 and #4
#I also really liked this aspect of Natasha’s characterization#her struggling with how she relates to and uses men#the contrast between the flatness when Tony’s no longer playing her game#and when she’s working Clint#compared to the intensity in her conversation with Steve who she has an actual real relationship with that’s not at all based in attraction#but the fact that she’s still that willing to betray people#well… men#also the fact that this book worked through the history of the various characters that Natasha has been closely associated with#meaning the men that she’s been involved with#her relationships with women were limited to talking about Bobbi when Bobbi was unconscious and one panel with Yelena#it’s said in Captain America (2005) that Natasha really respects Sharon Carter#but I don’t know how much they’ve actually been depicted together#my Natasha readings have been really patchy#so I don’t know to what extent she’s been written as having actual fleshed out relationships with other women throughout her history#also I will say that I was surprised that there wasn’t a flashback scene recontextualizing Natasha’s history with Nick Fury#that felt conspicuous when their relationship came across as significant in the Natasha comics I have read#marvel#natasha romanoff#steve rogers#my posts#comic panels
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