#Universe Washed Away
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The worst part about being trans isn't the transphobes. It's the men's bathroom.
#literal puddles of piss and shit spray ON the seats#and then they don't wash their hands 😭#grown adults!! i work at a university!!! the grad student lounge is on this floor!!!#my point is they're not children they should know better#who let men get away with this...
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doing dishes isn't supposed to be a monumental task but you know what sometimes it is and I can't explain why. anyway today I did all the dishes in my apartment yay me
#some of them were from way too long ago...#not going to expose myself too much but yeah it was definitely unhealthy#also fun fact: did you know it's not an actual law of the universe that pots and pans and cooking untensils and cutting boards and so on#have to be washed by hand?#i thought this was like. universal truth#maybe it was that way before when things weren't made to be dishwasher safe but uh they make full cookware sets t#that go in the dishwasher#like on purpose#so anyway instead of following a rule that works so strongly against me that it often prevents me from being able to cook for myself#I'm going to use dishwasher safe pots and pans and not carry guilt for taking an 'easy' or 'lazy' way out of dishes#i know I've been away a long while but it's bc things were um quite bad for a bit there and I'm still coming out of it#and part of that is going to involve figuring out what habits and rules are working against me and this is one of them so i wanted to share#also i miss you all :')#i dont have the full energy yet for tumblr but will try to be back in jan#personal
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I realized my disconnect when it comes to talking about one piece, and why I always say I like talking to dudebros more even if they're the worst... Is, I like to analyze literature. I like to analyze the source material and the canonic information. Shipping and stuff is for fun but I see it separately. The intersect bc canon inspires fanon but fanon CANNOT change canon.. I don't mix the two things especially not when I'm doing analysis... So I'll say things that are factual and ppl who are stuck in their headcanons or personal biases will think I'm saying something bad. What I'm saying isn't good or bad. It's not judgmental of the character I'm talking about. Nor is it a bias bc I like them/dislike them. I'm analyzing odas writing and his intentions as an author and what he's trying to say and portray. Most ppl online are too caught up in headcanons and personal bias while having no media comprehension and they think that I'm attacking their made up fanon stuff..... Noooo..... You're over there playing pretend and I'm over here doing analysis. We are not doing remotely near the same activity. They don't always need to intersect. Anyways it's hard to have genuine analytical conversations with ppl fully indulged in fandom and fanon. The only group of ppl who doesn't do that are dudebros but also... They get hung up on other stuff that doesn't matter too. Idkkkkkkkkk.
#ppl have said im an irl bootlicker bc i like garp#and that i think sabo is a horrible person and hate him bc i said hes a terrorist#garp is an amazingly written character#he has so much purpose and nuance#ace was used as a plot device to further his and luffys story#period#idc how much any of u like ace that doesnt wash away the intentions of the author#sabo IS a terrorist. by definition. so is luffy.#thats not me saying i hate them#canonically in the one piece universe#they commit acts of terror on large governing systems#luffy has left countries destroyed and in lawlessness bc they no longer have a governing system to oversee them#and just like most americans#theyd rather live in comfortable ignorance than be extremist and change the situation#and guess who takes care of them after luffy does this? not luffy#the marines.#oda is writing a story thats way too fucking smart for some of you#performative activist types who cant even fathom reading anarchy or history books#some of you have no ability to comprehend media in the least bit#im just tired of me analyzing media and ppl with peanut brains getting offended bc i said something factual and truthful#about their fave#when what I'm saying was fully intended to come across that way by the author#dont come and play dolls all over my analysis
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I like Tuvok canonically having a crush on Noss that he struggles through because it means that something about this stranded spider hunter appealed greatly to him and I want to know what that is
#TV writers don't write (especially female) love interests with much unique personality so I'm extrapolating heavily#I also changed Noss' design to be more alien-y and reflect her situation (stranded for '14 seasons' alone in hostile territory) more#+ Tuvok's hair is slightly grown out bc they've been there for a while#Noss: -covered in sand dirt and a bit of blood- TUVOK found a rock. It reminds me of your prayer stones - you'll accept??#Tuvok: -accepts the rock gratefully- they are not prayer stones. They are for meditation.#Noss: Blood washes off I used it to kill animal for dinner!!! But for you? MANY roots :)#Tuvok: -turning quickly away to still his beating heart- What a cruel trick of the universe stranding me here with this fascinating woman...#Noss & Tuvok having a reciprocated mutual crush on each other but it's never going to happen bc he's married and loyal and loves T'Pel <3#<- This is also more interesting to me in that Tuvok is saying to Tom that it EARNESTLY doesn't matter that#he likes Noss and Noss likes him and he might never see his wife again - he still wants to remain loyal to her.#<- stronger character statement than if Tuvok just doesn't have any feelings for Noss at all#I like Noss' creaky baby voice it's very unique~!! and her stupid haircut <3 GREAT taste in men...kickass name...love ya Noss!!#bea art tag#st voyager#st voyager art#Noss#Tuvok#Tuvok art
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#I also keep seeing modern au aubrey-maturin art#that makes me wish I could draw and thereby contribute#unfortunately I can't even *write* modern aus generally. but I like transferring character dynamics from place to place in my brain#and I feel like I could do a university AU very nicely if I could do AUs at all#because I have had rowers in my class with as far as I could tell jack's exact personality#(unfortunately it has to be a US university AU because (a) that's what I know and (b) afaik nobody else does randomly assigned roommates)#(and I cannot pass up the opportunity for randomly assigned roommates.#OR RATHER#for 'you seem more or less human - quick let's request each other so we don't have to go into potluck'#I think that works best)#(but maybe they are both international students anyway. that works fine. & therefore extremely alarmed by potluck [can't say they're wrong]#sophie is a sorority girl. english major I think. and I can see her so clearly#(she's the part I want to draw)#she's not that into the high-octane social schedule her sorority expects her to have#but her pushy mother was a member and it is Unthinkable that sophie should not be#and a lot of the other girls are sweet :) so it's fine :) she says#feel like she has roommate issues (unlike her original self she is able to live away from mrs williams so this makes up for that)#so she's always over in jack and stephen's room. people who know her tangentially sometimes gossip about which one she's actually dating#(at that particular moment it is actually neither of them she's just hanging out with stephen)#diana freed from the shackles of 19th century womanhood creates even more and weirder drama than in canon#idk I just want to see the plot of post captain played out over text message#don't ask me HOW idk HOW i just want it#stephen is a biology major/pre-med obvs. if he can survive organic chemistry#jack is some kind of engineering major. I think he'd enjoy that with the math. diana has changed her major 7 times#(I don't know whether to put jack in rotc. I don't think it Actually actually fits - he's in the navy in canon because he's in the navy#not bc he's Inevitably Military In All Worlds. he would not want to do that if he didn't get to sail#but at the same time I find it hard to picture him not belonging to Discipline somehow.#it's more than a disinterested passion for cleanliness that drives him to wash stephen's mug for him that has had coffee and ramen in it#(and NOT in that order)#in the bathroom sink
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i think half of my beef with journey's end and the ten tentoo rose ending thing was also the way rose described in the big finish audios how she didn't feel like she belonged in pete's world, that she was out of place and didn't feel like herself. so while i don't hate tentoorose, i do hate that the doctor didn't take any of that into consideration with her and just had to use her to solve the problem that was the metacrisis.
#ramlbings sorry#just ... frustrated about that ending#and how its so centered on the doctor always#and not ... rose's life rose's experiences rose's choice#because i do think in a way that her kissing tentoo was her chosing him but i also think#it was her giving herself this ONE fucking thing she had been picturing for years regardless of who it was with#let rose tyler have this oNE fucking thing#and then she would've gone on to make her choice#but he just left. ... he just left#and then she ran after him and looked literally distraught that he just left#and i don't think it was just because he didn't say good bye#i think it was because he. just. left.#he didn't actually give her a choice and he made up her mind for her by implying that her getting that one thing was her choice#meanwhile she has been working for so fucking long and has gone through SO MUCH trying to get back#and all of that is washed away#all of her feelings and the way she never EVER chose to go to that world ANYWAY#.... just ignored ... not important for the sake of tenrose and their relationship or tentoorose and their relationship#i think she would've been happy just staying in the prime universe with tentoo and growing old#but no ... she got no choice no agency#other than kissing tentoo which was camp loved her for that#but even billie piper doesn't like the ending because it just feels like a way to lock rose away#and deal with the metacrisis problem#sorry rambling
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finally finished reading TSE *insert shackles chain breaking at sunset reaction picture*
#it wasnt bad okay#also imagined the perfect voice for Dave finally#idk how it just happened. i know it wont happen again but im sorta holding onto that burntrap laugh sound that i like for william#and it had the similar... i dunno how to call it. but his voice in my head would sound like that when laughing#i couldnt read it the other day cause i could only hear matthew in my mind lol#also turned to daydreaming twice during the final chapters imagining dave running away once he heard the group run#and second ofc my shitty self insert getting him out. wait it was three then cause also getting him out of the springlocks and#imagined driving him home from the hospital. hes so pretty in my car (i cant drive and i dont live alone but my tse self insert can ok)#(im rich and have a car and a house in the fnaf universe. so i can fuck around and flirt with will and take care of him ok)#anyway he was very pretty. also had a minds image of him washing off blood off his arms in a dimly lit bathroom#kinda wanna draw it. with his skin stained red and his sleeves drenched in blood#washing it off of a knife perhaps. then turning around leaning against the sinks as you interrupt him
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/ 3.7.24
#how painful is it that#that I hope I get told I have some illness that will kill mr in a couple months#I have nothing to live for#everything you get excited or happy about is like a temporarily hallucination#I think I’d say I’ll accept it and do not want to fight it#when I think of things making me happy or making me stay afloat#they are all so limited in#people who love you but you can’t love them and get suffocated by them or it’s people you’d give love to but they don’t seem to want it#or interests that are about making plans but then seeing nothing of that really brings you anything#it’s just a bandaid that gets washed away#it’s all so pain being replaced by other pain#sometimes I softly cry at work#been hearing about children of colleagues graduating and having parties#or university students#have I ever been a teenager#or a student#all those things engraving the pain inside you#pretending#all the time#I live pretending#that I like to be here
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if I had a nickel for every time c!tommy was demonised for showing blatant signs of psychosis and delusions of persecution i’d be the richest person alive. but people don’t even acknowledge that c!tommy has canonically had psychotic episodes (with delusions so frequent he genuinely couldn’t tell them from reality at times) except to say the actions of the people who hurt him must all be in his head. the ableism towards c!tommy in this fandom is sickening and it goes unnoticed because people reduce it down to his ptsd (which he has canonically had since at least the l’manberg war yet people push the date further back too) instead of including his psychotic episodes or severe self worth issues or severely disordered eating or addictive personality bc it gives them an excuse to pretend they’re in the right.
#like. c!tommy is way more disabled entirely canonically than people portray him as#and tbh that like near universal washing away of his more stigmatised mental illnesses by both his fans and detractors is a sign of fandom#ableism that's entirely swept under the rug#c!tommy has had psychotic episodes. they are not explicitly called that but he has shown literally all the symptoms.#yet people don’t talk about it and only use it to demonise him or lessen his abuse#c!tommy has severely disordered eating and extreme self image issues to the point he wants to be invisible literally not exist#yet people just pretend that consistent character trait doesn’t exist and write him as the exact opposite#it's incredibly uncomfortable and it doesn’t get any better bc he’s popular or whatever or bc other characters have it worse#its still ableism shut the fuck up#fandom critical
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I may have hit an all time low mental health wise but I'm being so chill about it
#just randomly tearing up/crying for like 30 seconds before i tell myself#no. it's not worth crying about it. you keep those tears inside your body!#my life might be falling apart right in front of me after i tried moderately hard to prevent that from happening#but i refuse to cry about it (more than i am in these random 30 seconds of intense existential despair washing over me)#i need a plan for the future.#step one. get degree. hopefully achieved by may#step 2. apply for internships and jobs#step 2.2. find job to earn money before getting an actual job#(i think my professor changed her mind and doesn't want to keep me as her assistant after all#i haven't heard anything back for ages and the contract was supposed to start again in may#so. let's see if i find something else)#step 3. leave this godforsaken town and university and never look back. don't think about what could have been#don't think about academic work ever again. just let go. it's not worth it#step 4. try to make life less miserable somehow lmao. (optional)#i want to tell my mother about this fucked up situation#just so i don't have to hide it anymore and pretend things are going as planned#but i can't#oh well#I'll probably end up without any courses this semester so I'll just rot away in this ugly apartment#i hate everything and everyone istg. but it's chill. i'm so. chill. about. this.#(yeah no i don't usually use that word that often. or. ever tbh. just another indicator just how chill things are.)#void screams
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#this is just not my week#turns out I’m allergic to my best friend’s laundry detergent#and we washed all of my clothes in it before I left Taiwan#so now I have to rewash them here and hope it’ll fix the problem/stop making me want to rip my own skin off#the pope is coming to Lisbon AND World Youth Day is happening here#so the city is an actual circus#to the extent you can’t use public transport#meaning I have to walk 1 hour each way to the University for my classes#which start tomorrow#(that’s going to be a whole different hell because my reading and writing are higher than my speaking in Portuguese to a stupid degree)#the gym I’m using is a 35 minute walk away because the one that is 6 minutes away was going to charge me €102 for a month#and#like always#jet lag has rendered me basically unable to eat#because I’m just constantly nauseous#experience says I will be probably until next Monday too#yay#not the stones#me stuff
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I find it pretty funny how at least half of my posts have tags as long or longer than the post itself
#the tags are where the real interesting thoughts go#this is my rambling place#I can think of at least 5 posts only 1-2 sentences long with like 20 tags#I’m a court jester. how good I am at that job is up for debate - but I’m a jester nonetheless#am I adding meaningless tags to this post for the bit? yes. yes I am.#but have I don’t this many many times not on purpose? also yes. yes I have.#seriously just browse my og post tag that proof is all there#anyway. how y’all been?#rn I’m drawing fan art and posting on tumblr instead of doing my school work#my mom says my cat smells like shit but I can’t smell anything and his butt is clean#to be fair to her my sense of smell is at like 5% strength at all times#pre Covid it was like 20% and then I was doomed to only smell the strongest stuff in the world for the rest of my life#I can’t smell candles unless I snort it so close the flames burn my nose hairs#so instead I buy incense#cause I can smell that without getting burned#my mom hates it cause it gives her a headache#I have learned how to taste medium strength smells to compensate#like a fuckin snake#kinda like how some blind people learn echolocation#I can smell the litter box though! I hate it!#like thanks universe; of all the few things I can smell you make me Suffer#I also hate cleaning dishes cause of that because damp old food being washed down the drain to coagulate together right in front of my face#it smells awful and I’d rather not that be the only thing I smell all day#so instead I just put dishes away#I also hate vacuuming#not for smell reasons; our vaccum just sucks and it turns really easily and runs away from me#I’d rather use a broom; they’re predictable#and if shit gets in the carpet I’ll crawl around with a tiny hand vacuum#oh look I reached tag limit. nice.#randum thots
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i have finally come down from whatever tf that was
that was the most unpleasant "high" i have ever had
definitely was not weed
#still have the taste in my mouth tho#it will not wash out#its nasty#spice tastes like stale cigarettes soaked in liquid chemicals for those who don't know#my vision was in slow motion but everything else was not#i kept spacing out#heart rate spiked real high#got dizzy#gave me instant anxiety and i could not sit tf still#i kept twitching like a crackhead#but every time i moved i got motion sickness#still feeling some physical effects#but mentally it has worn off#i am still pissed but there's nothing i can do about it#i did not want to ever touch that shit again#but if my mother wants to get all fucked up on spice and land herself back in the hospital be my guest#i do not give a singular fuck at this point#i cannot wait to get away from this shit#its exhausting to deal with delusional people 24/7#like they legitimately live in another universe
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Lauryn Grace Video: Whispering Loudly
New video from Lauryn Grace "Whispering Loudly"
Nu Soul from Lauryn Grace. He said something wicked during an argument and in that moment learned- some things you just can’t take back. Lauryn Grace from The Dynamic Universe presents “Whispering Loudly” from her album Washed Away. Have you ever been hurt by words? Have you ever chosen to forgive, but not forget? Whispering Loudly When I listen to what you’re telling me It feels like you’re…
#drew spence#dynamics plus#Lauryn Grace#Lauryn grace lyrics#lyrics explainer#new music#Nu Soul#song lyric breakdown#the dynamic universe#Washed Away Album#Whispering Loudly
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❝𝐢 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐚 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲.❞
: ̗̀➛ overview: telling various anime characters you want a baby.
: ̗̀➛ tw; afab!reader w/no gendered language. mentions of pregnancy and getting pregnant, first scenario is nsfw (w/ lowk breeding kink) but the rest are sfw. intentional lowercase!
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he pauses, glancing over to you. there's a certain change in his expression that you can't decipher. something in the way his feet shuffle and his shoulders tense, in the way his eyes just barely squint and his tongue darts out to lick at his lips.
"you want a.. baby?" he repeats. the last word comes out strained, as if he was choking on the idea. the idea of you staring down at a positive pregnancy test, the idea of you waddling around the house, the idea of you carrying his child.
you nod, eyeing his form in the kitchen. when your eyes meet his, he looks away and back down to the dishes in front of him. "i want your baby," you correct, almost shyly.
he audibly gulps, setting down the dish he was washing with a dull thump of glass against sink. his hands grip at the granite counter and he tilts his head backward. a long exhale escapes him. there's a pause in the air, only for a few seconds. you, sat on the couch, face flushed and wondering if your confession was a mistake, and him standing silent in the kitchen.
"my baby." he repeats. tasting the way the words sit on his tongue. toying with the implications, the ideas floating around in his head. for a brief moment, a vision of you fucked out and actually dripping with his cum flashes before his eyes.
the man shudders visibly and forces himself to take a deep breath. in, then out, and in again.
he turns around and leans against the granite counter, crossing his tense arms over his chest. this time, when you go to meet his eyes, you find his gaze is already boring into yours. there's an air of certainty around him, something that leaves you feeling strangely breathless. hooded eyes never leaving yours, jaw ticking and lips turning upwards, almost smugly.
he brings a shaky hand up to run through his hair. pushing back stray strands and ruffling. you can't tell if the action is out of nerves or if he's just struggling that hard with holding himself back.
"hm. guess i'll have to make you one then."
↳ (jjk) toji fushiguro, geto suguru, gojo satoru, (mha) keigo takami, dabi, aizawa shouta, shigaraki tomura, (kny) sanemi shinazugawa, tengen uzui
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you can feel his entire body tense behind you after you blurt the words out. the arms around your waist tightening their hold, the legs entangled with yours going rigid. even the small breaths that fan your neck momentarily pause, and you suddenly feel cold.
"sweetheart?" you whisper out, wondering if you had made some kind of mistake admitting your desire for a baby. that maybe you guys aren't ready for that conversation, yet.
from behind you, he exhales sharply, a small noise escaping his throat. then, the hands on your waist are suddenly gripping into your skin, and he's haphazardly maneuvering you until your face to face with him. no longer spooning, but rather brushing noses and sharing breaths.
"what did you just say?" the words are muttered, whispered like a secret only you two share.
he's staring at you with such a look that every nerve under your skin begins to burn. it's more than affection, more than desire, more than love. like he never wants to look away, like he can stand witness to the expansion of the universe just from looking into your eyes.
you swallow harshly, a hand coming up to play with the back of his hair. something to ground you back to reality. he preens at the touch, and you can feel a shiver rack through him.
"i said i want to have a baby." you hum, soft and sweet.
his eyes fall shut and he leans his forehead against yours. the grip he has on your waist tightens, his other hand beginning to run up and down your back. as if he's struggling to keep his head out of the clouds just as much as you are.
"really? you wanna start a family with me?" he chokes the words out, as if the utter idea of it seems impossible. as if you'd never want him, want the life he's also been daydreaming about.
you cusp at his cheek, thumbing at the soft skin. something warm fills you, every inch of your body, tingling at your fingertips. you think about it all over again- him, a father, running around a fenced in yard, chasing a giggling toddler, the smell of lunch cooking in the background. and you, watching it all from a swing on the porch. how could you not want that?
you smile, "honey, i want to start a life with you."
↳ (jjk) yuta okkotsu, megumi fushiguro, nanami kento, choso kamo, (mha) natsuo todoroki, toshinori yagi, (kny) obanai iguro, tomioka giyuu, rengoku kyujuro
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the car tires squeal as he briefly loses control of the wheel, jerking it to the left and just barely missing the concrete lane divider. your grip onto your seatbelt, and the only reason you don't go flying forward is the arm of your lover jutting out in front of you. with a small curse, he straightens out the car and hits the brakes.
the car behind you beeps angrily, though he only waves them off through the window before focusing back on the road. it's silent for a few seconds, the two of you catching you breaths and trying to quiet the loud heartbeat of adrenaline. you begin to think that blurting out your want for a baby while on the road wasn't the brightest idea.
the man sitting beside you finally speaks up a few moments later. his words come out breathless and high pitched. "a baby?! like... a real one?"
you snap your head towards him and, in irritation, begin to slap at his shoulder and arm. "are you kidding!? you almost kill us and that's the first thing you say to me?! i'm being serious! i want a baby!"
he whines, weakly fending off your attacks with his other hand. "oka- okay! stop hitting me, jesus!" he groans, attention diverted between the green light in front of him and your pouting face.
you finally relent after one final slap and huff in annoyance. crossing you arms and slouching against the passenger seat like a toddler who hasn't been given their way.
he eyes you from the drivers seat with a wobbly lip. trying desperately to hold back the laugh brewing inside of him, knowing it'll only serve to annoy you further. he seems to have a special talent at that.
"stop pouting, c'mon now. look at me, love." he coos, taking one of his hands off the wheel and instead using it to caress your cheek. tapping at your nose, twirling at your hair, then gripping your chin and tilting it toward him.
he spares a brief glance toward you, not wanting to take his eyes off of the road for too long. "you really want a baby? i'll give you one, yeah? i'll trash the condoms myself as soon as we get home. how's that sound?"
you roll your eyes, but he can see the amusement cracking through your expression bit by bit. then, finally, you smile. small at first, before it splits wide across your lips. he awes audibly, pinching at your cheeks before you slap his hand away.
yeah, he doesn't think he'd mind a baby with you. not if they got your pretty little smile (and, hopefully, something of his, too).
↳ (jjk) yuji itadori, gojo satoru, ino takuma, (mha) keigo takami, hizashi yamada, mirio togata, (kny) tengen uzui
#jjk#jjk x reader#x reader#afab reader#jjk smut#jujutsu kaisen smut#kny smut#demon slayer smut#mha x reader#kny x reader#demon slayer x reader#kny headcanons#jjk headcanons#mha headcanons#yuji itadori x reader#gojo satoru x reader#geto suguru x reader#ino takuma x reader#nanami kento x reader#megumi fushiguro x reader#toji fushiguro x reader#yuta okkotsu x reader#choso kamo x reader#hawks x reader#keigo takami x reader#dabi x reader#aizawa shouta x reader#tomura shigaraki x reader#all might x reader#mirio togata x reader
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Tie my tie, marry me
Summary: The moment Nanami knew he never wanted to tie his tie by himself ever again and wanted to spend the rest of his life by your side. fluffy, nanami x fem!reader, nanami already loves everything you do but something about tying his tie was so intimate and special to him
It had been a year since Nanami officially asked you to be his girlfriend, but you had just started staying over during the weekdays. If either of you would stay at each other's houses, it would only be during the weekends when you both knew the next day could be dedicated to each other. Only recently had that unspoken rule changed.
You had both gone to the mall to shop for your new professional wardrobe and Nanami asked if he could buy a few extra things for you to keep at his house. You both knew what that implied and told him he could buy it, only if you could buy some stuff for him to keep at your house. You had both never been happier to spend more time and money at a crowded mall.
Nanami woke up a bit later for work than usual because of a power outage that turned off his alarm clock and did not charge his phone. You went into work after he did so you make his coffee and pack his lunch while he took a quick shower. You run into the bathroom to let him know he had less than 15 more minutes.
He steps out of the shower and grabs his razor to shave. You reach for the hairdryer he bought for you to keep at his house and start to dry his hair as he quickly shaves. You run out and start to rummage through his closet to set his clothes on the bed. Nanami finishes shaving and follows you out to get dressed.
"Shirt first, hurry," you take the shirt off the hanger and throw it to him.
Nanami begins to button the shirt when you get in front of him and start pulling his collar up and putting his tie around his neck. He looks at you with a questioning look and you quickly explain, "My dad taught me how to tie a tie. Never thought it'd come in handy since I never knew anyone who regularly wore a tie before you." You laugh at the memory but continue what you were doing to avoid making your boyfriend late.
Nanami however... his fingers stop buttoning his shirt. He looks at you, concentration and rush covering your features, but your fingers gently grazed his skin as you looped his tie. She's the first person to ever tie it for me, Nanami thinks. He had to learn how to do it from a video and was later corrected by some older male coworkers who showed him with their own ties.
The events of that morning finally dawn on him. You jumped out of bed right after you felt him jump out and started rushing around the apartment with him. He hadn't even mentioned that he was late, but you opened your eyes and knew what to do. He could smell the coffee from the room and heard the clanking of the leftover containers being opened and slid across counters from the shower. You dried his hair knowing that his route to work was not long enough to let it dry itself, and you took out exactly what he would have worn that day while he shaved. And now... there you stood before him, helping him tie his tie so his hands could do other things.
It seemed so... small. It was so small, so truly insignificant in the scale of life, something that could not hold weight in the world or change anything in the universe. But it changed his life, it was his favorite view in the world, and it would become his universe.
You look up at him and see him staring... and his hands not moving?! You move his hands away from the buttons and rush to finish buttoning it down. He takes your face in his hands and leans down to kiss you slowly. So very slow and soft. It stops you completely and you wrap your arms around his waist, relishing in the smell of his aftershave and body wash. Nanami deepens the kiss and moves an arm around your waist to pull you in closer. As much as you love when he pulls you in, the movement pulls you out of the kiss trance.
"Oh my god, Kento, hurry!! You're late, you're late!"
You step back and shove his pants into his arms. You tell him to hurry and that you'd grab his shoes to put by the door. You start yelling across the apartment that it would rain the entire afternoon and he needed to take the umbrella.
Nanami listens as you rustle through the closet looking for the umbrella and the light thud of what might have been his lunch bag and coffee thermal on the entryway table. He walks out the room putting on his suit jacket and sees you lightly jumping while telling him to hurry with his shoes.
Nanami leans down to tie his shoes but pauses after he's done. He goes to touch your bare leg since you hadn't even gotten dressed after waking up. You only wore his large shirt and underwear. He kneels and carefully lifts one leg to kiss your knee. He looks up from his kneeling position and says, "Thank you for helping. You really didn't have to."
His loving eyes close slightly while you lean down to give him one kiss as your response. "You're late," you whisper against his lips.
Nanami stands and takes his things while waving bye to you and your bed head. He heads out the door and begins a light jog to catch his regular train.
Yeap, she's the one, Nanami thinks.
Nanami spent his lunch break at the jewelry shop looking at rings that would look beautiful on your finger. There were so many engagement rings that would look gorgeous on you, but one caught his eye as he imagined that ring slightly moving on your finger as you tied his tie.
"I like that one. Do you have a size (your ring size) in stock?"
Nanami buys the ring at that moment and texts you to ask if he could come over to your house after work. He does not plan to propose on a regular Tuesday evening with no special plans, but he wants to hug you, smell your lovely perfume, take you some flowers, and give you a special thanks for helping him. And maybe, maaaayybe (most likely), stay over at your house to help him with his tie again the next morning.
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