#i thought this was like. universal truth
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doing dishes isn't supposed to be a monumental task but you know what sometimes it is and I can't explain why. anyway today I did all the dishes in my apartment yay me
#some of them were from way too long ago...#not going to expose myself too much but yeah it was definitely unhealthy#also fun fact: did you know it's not an actual law of the universe that pots and pans and cooking untensils and cutting boards and so on#have to be washed by hand?#i thought this was like. universal truth#maybe it was that way before when things weren't made to be dishwasher safe but uh they make full cookware sets t#that go in the dishwasher#like on purpose#so anyway instead of following a rule that works so strongly against me that it often prevents me from being able to cook for myself#I'm going to use dishwasher safe pots and pans and not carry guilt for taking an 'easy' or 'lazy' way out of dishes#i know I've been away a long while but it's bc things were um quite bad for a bit there and I'm still coming out of it#and part of that is going to involve figuring out what habits and rules are working against me and this is one of them so i wanted to share#also i miss you all :')#i dont have the full energy yet for tumblr but will try to be back in jan#personal
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i’ll find you again in every universe. let us be a little more honest, let us have a little more time.
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#despite it all though badlands rumble is like. the only universe where we get wolfwood thinking vash died first... and i think that means a#lot to their relationship and how it may bloom if there was more to badlands rumble considering vash literally saw wolfwood carrying a piece#of vash after his supposed death. u know! despite the short time they were together vash still meant so much to wolfwood that he couldn't#just move on or forget him in anyway. needed to keep a piece of him for himself and the rest of his days. but ofc vash lives and wolfwood#was like ill beat ur fucking ass into tomorrow. there's just so much honesty in vash being able to see that gesture bc he wouldnt know#otherwise just how much he might mean to him. ANYWAY. trimax with with the eternal pining featuring the two chapters where imo#where the both of them really fell for each other... i wrote my thoughts about this on another comic i did before#but vash solidifying his feelings during the hospital arc -- ww solidifies his when he realizes his allegiances are permanently with vash#98 my lovelies but also to me they are so one-sided bc ww pined like no tomorrow and vash only realizes after ep 23?24? his heart did tickle#whenever ww complimented his smile though#and tristamp vw my beloveds. it really just feels like they get the chance to be closer and closer and more honest with each other#with every version that comes about. in trimax they knew how little time they had but struggled so desperately to get closer. in 98 ww felt#more willing to forsake for vash. in badlands rumble theyre Angry but as mentioned earlier ^ more blatant truth... due to circumstances#mainly but has the chance to lead to discussions and tristamp literally. first day of knowing each other ww saves vash - 2 days later vash#saves ww like. Man. AND NOW THEY MAY POTENTIALLY GET EVEN CLOSER!!!! with s2....#ruporas art
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just finished undertale. ok i see the vision. i now understand yall's Sans-to-Benrey obsession pipeline. and the Papyrus-to-Tommy Coolatta pipeline
#undertale#hlvrai#hlvrai2#benrey#tommy coolatta#papyrus#benry#hlvrai benry#sans undertale#sans#undertale sans#undertale spoilers#i loved Papyrus so much and the whole time i was playing i was like hmm he reminds me of someone...? TOMMY. HE REMINDS ME. OF TOMMY.#i played pacifist but i saw how if u kill every1 n spare Papyrus Sans tells him every1 else is on a vacation bc truth would be too hard#file under: lies Gordon would tell Tommy if anything happened to Sunkist or his dad Gman#we wanna protect Tommy but on the other hand. the horrors r everywhere & Tommy go ham with a gun (he's terrified & acting on pure instinct)#(even tho Tommy has definitely faced his share of horrors in contrast to how Papyrus's loved ones try to shelter him from bloodshed)#i wanna write a paper psychoanalyzing Sans and Benrey in comparison to each other SOOOOO badly#it's been a hot minute since i last watched hlvrai (have seen it at least 4 times but not recently. did watch bbvrai live tho!)#im so extremely tired rn so i can't form proper thoughts :( but like:#they both have unfathomable otherworldly power and knowledge of their respective universes#but u wouldn't know it bc they're presented as just some chill guy who likes to make jokes and Vibe man#sike! they're a being of elderitch levels of power#they both act in accordance to game code but Sans can control parts of it (can see the timeline) while Benrey is much more subject to it#in some ways they are the antithesis of each other's motives but also contain the same vibes (all-powerful guy laidback n funny final boss)#Sans is judgment but doesn't interfere with the timeline. Benrey takes action that's “i knew this was gonna happen”#Benrey is fought as the final villain whereas Sans is arguably the final hero fight#anyways THEIR VIBES ARE BOTH SO !!!!!!!!!!!!!#idk if they'd be besties or mortal enemies#they can bond over being “unserious” (but they both take their true jobs very seriously. security guard and judgment bringer respectively)
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*Steeples fingers together* The peer review process is important, its good, it means that your biases dont get past first draft stage. Having said that it did hit me with the psychic blast of "Oh shit thats actually worst, you know thats worst right?"
#Thinking of something guided by stars (i think) said on the theory post#which was that the whole timeline restart didnt seem plausible (paraphrased) which if it isnt what happened well...#Uh... Then its gonna get weird in the world that ISAT is in tbh#Because its all one timeline. That one is fact. But um. SAAP has very different cultural notes for Vaugarde and the party is also different#So... if its all the same timeline but only the places affected by the timecraft are impacted with the reset....#I dont think Odile's family is going to be the exact same as she remembered?#or the people who evacuated from Vaugarde before the curse was fully placed on everything?#Cause it is the truth that this is a different Timeline than what Loop had to deal with#but its one timeline... ;;;; Im kind of;;; worried about the implications here ;;;;#(Also no I dont think Loop went into a different Siffrin's timeline or universe or anything like that. Its the same timeline. LIKE.)#So many thoughts... hwo would they connect#but yeah I still do think for everyone involved its better if it was a full timeline reset#ALSO FUCKING. IF THE OUTSIDE WORLD WASN'T EFFECTED and THE TIMELINE WASNT A FULL RESET#BUT SAAP STILL HAPPENED. THEN HOW LONG WAS VAUGARDE LOOPING?#are they gonna pop out missing like 6 years or something depending on how long Loop and Siffrin were looping??? What the fuck#MANY THOUGHTS. MANY EMOTIONS. THE IMPLICATIONS?? HORRIBLE
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Sparda only has portraits because he was afraid the rumors of cameras stealing souls in the Victorian era was correct. Didn't want his boys losing their human souls :/
The dude just has a bunch of misconceptions from 2000 years of hearing human rumors and trying to figure out technology that evolved so fast compared to what demons have
#Dmc#Sparda#I like thinking about the complications that comes from being an immortal who has lived through so many generations of human history#That it sometimes gets jumbled in his cockroach brain and he forgets to follow up on rumors to find the truth#Imagine his surprise if they went to the moon in the dmc universe#Just “you can do that?!?! Humans are so Facinating ☺️”#Dumbass thoughts
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whyy is it literally so hard to find any posts about hazel without the influence of dev.... cmon she's literally the main character why is there so little fan stuff that's focused on her
#crow thoughts#ONLY PARTIALLY MAD CAUSE LIKE. I KNOW WHY. AND IT SUCKS.#but i so need to complain about this for a second so for the sake of it im going to question the universe despite knowing the truth...#like literally there isnt even any fun fics with her and the fairies like come onnn :-(#god forbid i wanna read a fun fic or check out some cool art of her. there's so little that doesn't also include dev#crazy to think im complaining about the fandom for this show but. IDC. SHE'S IS SUCH A GOOD CHARACTER#AND THE FANDOM THROWS HER UNDER THE BUS GRRRR
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In the curriculum of my social services vocational class (focused on helping disabled people) we were taught to always. Always. Deep in your Soul. Believe and approach situations with, "Everyone is doing the best they can, with what they have".
I've lost way more of my own ability since then and I have forgotten A Lot but like. It's a good value to have in everyday life, but why I'm mentioning it now is it's a fascinating thing to apply to your creative projects too.
Because, to me. Even Gustav was doing his best with what he had. And when I say that, believe me, I say it with a deep, deep sense of agony and despair.
#like. like. like. like.#it's a creative exercise.#for sure.#stay with me. try not to get discourse brained about it. i know. also try not to have that visceral rage response#i have it too. trust me. i have it too.#i guess rn i should say this is just how i personally feel and think and process things. not a universal truth#i don't want to come off as dismissive. there is so much pain here. esp if like. you're in too deep about it like i am#but the complexities man. i warned you about the complexities.#idk idk. i wanna get off this shitass rollercoaster ride it fucking sucks LMFAOOOOOO#but. but. do you understand? i'm going into every thought every feeling with both eyes open. you do get me?#it's. fine. if not. esp since everyone has their own way of processing things too.
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“the mortifying ordeal of being known” what about the horrifying ordeal of someone thinking they know you but really they’re just misinterpreting everything and superimposing traits and characteristics onto you that aren’t there and creating a different you you don’t know how to get out of their head but every time they look at you you know they’re seeing something that isn’t you and that you don’t want them to see
#shitpost#I think it’s tism related for me but the thought of being misunderstood is legitimately unbearable I hate it so much#completely clarity is my goal#when in movies and books they’re like ‘this character thinks I did this…but I know the truth so it’s okay’ i legitimately cannot#I cannot do that#the unbearable urge to provide complete universal clarity is uncontrollable#I can keep things private but people thinking they know things that aren’t true…icky!!
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My sister was saying "You should write that idea for a novel about [REDACTED] that you had a while ago for NaNo. I think that could be really fun" and I was like oh yeah! I remember we got a kick out of that one. And then, after a pause, had be like... could you remind me what the plot was again? Because litearlly all I could remember was that it had been funny At The Time and involved [REDACTED].
It was like when my mum reads a book and strongly recommends it to me the day after she finishes it, but can't remember any of the characters names or what happened, but it was definitely very good and I should read it so we can talk about it!
Except this was a story I made up myself and devoted not an insignificant amount of thought to, and then never committed any of what I came up with to the page because it was still early stages and I would "remember" what my initial ideas were 🙄
#fortunately my sister did remember enough that it kickstarted my brain and I remembered#but jesus christ...#how many perfectly good ideas have I squandered because I didn't think I would forget about them?#it's one thing not ever writing stuff I had ideas for because of y'know *gestures towards my general inability to follow through on things*#but actually forgetting ideas entirely feels much worse#I miss having an eidetic memory :(#but also I kind of wish I'd never had it because I never developed the habit of writing things down to remember them#until WELL into adulthood#because I'd ever needed to for most of my life#I just remembered every single word I had ever read or heard and almost every idea I'd given more than passing thought to in perfect detail#as a child I'd get so angry about people getting single words of quotations wrong or misremembering minute details of conversations we'd ha#because I *did not understand* that they weren't just being sloppy and inexact#and that they really couldn't remember things the same way I could#I really did not understand that other people experienced the world differently to me at that age#when they contradicted what I believed to be universal truths I thought they were trying to upset me or make me feel bad about myself#like when my friend agreed with my parents that apple juice was nicer than orange juice (when no one could *really* believe that)#I fully felt that as a betrayal#and thought she was implicitly co-signing my parents to hurt me#and that the subtext of the criticism was that I was evil and self indulgent for not resisting the wicked temptations of orange juice#and never even trying to be virtuous and subject myself to apple juice#which was obviously not as nice but was the more moral and 'healthy' (which was the same things as moral) choice#oh christ this has gotten away from me...#I hate being triggered by dumb bullshit that brings me back to weird esoteric traumas from my youth#can I please stop being triggered by such embarrassingly trivial bullshit for five minutes???
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amusing to me how ttw's story has evolved into something where there's really no reason for half of the cast to be dragons but also consider a) they've always been dragons b) i'm not about to redesign them to be humans c) i like it :D
#the dragons are people and i think it's fun that way#like if i ever say smthin like 'ppl in this universe' i also mean the dragons#points to my undergrad thesis: it all comes back to this shit. the monsters are people#with ttw there's like. this ever-present sense that i can delve into the greater sociological implications of having two different species-#-of people coexisting in this universe. also the worldbuilding shit on god i could go on so many research rabbit holes for the smallest shi#but the truth is that i don't find the society- and history-building as interesting as the story itself#so my thought process is more like 'how can i adapt the technologies of the 'modern world' to accomodate for dragons too'#not to say i don't intend to like. flesh out the world though. i mean the setting is kind of a character? so i kind of need to do that hfgk#and like. it is something i Want to do too#but i don't think i'm gonna go full disco elysium on things and create a whole ass World#idk. idk. there's a lot of shit that ttw can be About and a lot of shit i want to play around with#we'll see where it goes as i write it tbh#rambles
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i need to think more abouyt roboy. i need to think more anout roboy. i keep forgetting him i dont want to forget him i like him.
#mod noname#not yoyo#its too late at night for me to start rambleposting bc i have work tomorrow#but like. i reread task failed successfully and bluescreen and roboy is barely mentioned in tfs and i tjink Not at all in bs#just realized bluescreen abbreviates to bs. Yeah seems abt right. anyway#and anyway the reason is definitely because me and pseud wrote those early in our hypfix and had not thought much abt roboy#(least of all what his dynamic with yoyo would be)#but still. WE FORGOT ROBOY AUUUURGH.#its not helped that we kind of jokingly hc'd that roboy doesnt get out of the garage much til postgame bc of like. battery lifespan issues#(a decision we made bc roboy is only playable postgame..... Well technically its a second roboy whos playable but we're ignoring that)#so hes kind of getting excluded both in and out of universe?!?!?#irt tfs and bs forgetting roboy you probably could read into it given theyre both yoyo pov and assume YOYO forgot roboy most of the time#or even more uncharitably simply Tends Not To Think About Roboy#which. i may dedicate more thought to that at some point bc it is a fascinating concept to ponder#(EVEN IF IT MAKES YOYO SUPER EXTRA ASSHOLISH LMAO)#but either way the truth of the matter is We Just Forgot........#i guess we could retroactively edit in Acknowledging Roboy More at some point if we felt like it#though i have an irrational aversion to editing my fics after theyre published XD#anyway the point is i need to think more about roboy. i like him and do not want to always forget him.
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Do you ever think about how Qwark saved your life on Magnus?
truth meme - muse has to tell the truth for 10 asks. ↪ 3/10 - accepting !!
OOOP—
"Ummm, yep."
No need to elaborate on that one.
#[ I HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN ABOUT THESE TRUTH ASKS! ♥ i just write slow as a snail sometimes xDD they're all coming along though!#along w/ all my other inbox stuff i'm finally catching up on!!#and omg prepare for tag spam but dlfkjs#i have so many thoughts on that moment in a4o LOL#it's such an important moment in my HC-fueled verse!#it was like a turning point where he was like 'oh damn O.o' and realized that //maybe it isn't so bad// being part of a team#and having ppl around he can actually trust lmao#AKA those uhh whatchamacallit... 'friend' things#BUT YEAH THAT WAS A BIG TURNING POINT MOMENT#especially since it happened right after he literally tried to kill qwark lol oops ]#【 𝗩𝟮 】 “ the universe has a wonderful sense of humor; the trick is learning how to take a joke. ”#【 𝗔𝗡𝗢𝗡 𝗔𝗦𝗞 ! 】
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the last part of arlecchino's character short is giving bsd atsushi's orphanage director but i dont know how to feel about that
#basically this orphanage director was needlessly cruel to him supposedly to make at.sushi hate him so much that he'd be motivated#to live on because of spite and anger (iirc at least). all it really did was give him crippling self worth issues but like#when he finds out about the death of the director and the truth of what happened all those years he becomes kinda mired in conflicting feel#feelings etc. which makes the whole thing interesting but i dont know whether that kind of story would be good for arle#idk how much genuine caring i want her to display. bc that orphanage director really thought he was doing the best course of action lol#also on the other hand. this director's story is there because u're supposed to care about at.sushi，whom it affected，and not the director h#himself. so idk whether a similar gimmick would be good for arle. well anyways we'll see#on another note nobody has made this joke under the youtube video and i'm very surprised and impressed#but on bilibili: you can add like rolling comments on top of the video itself and when the blonde kid in rags shows up at the end#the ENTIRE SCREEN blows up with 'kakavasha is that you????' comments. help lmao#people have one braincell and it's hsr crossover#personally if aventurine came into genshin i would drop kick him into the next universe i just dont care for him as a character but whateve#ramblings!#arlecchino#genshin impact#NO MORE THOUGHTS. finals jail. bye
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dad for one but with rei...
Could you like, imagine if Rei was his daughter he didn't know what to do with, she's strong and cold but doesn't particularly want to be a villain, and he doesn't much want her to be one either, not in any way that threatens his stuff or her life at least. But then he hears Endeavor's been looking around for a match and he thinks "oh, there's no way he's gonna fall for an ice match right, he knows that would end awful right" but uh he fell for the match and the fake family in need and Rei's beautiful but aloof air, so,,, why not stick with it and see where it goes? it'll be good blackmail material, right? and its not like his daughter has a life of her own, or anything. he can bring her back to the base after and no one is any wiser, and she'll hate heroes even more and- kid?? and a second kid so soon? does she just want to get it over with? well seems like it's working, his underling tells him Touya is having problems with his quirk, but now instead of divorce and setting himself up for blackmail, Endeavor just keeps trying?? now four grandkids?? and Rei, showing her nerves on the phonecall with him for the first time in years, tells him that Touya tried to kill his baby brother and this one actually had the quirk Endeavor wanted and AfO thought impossible?? AfO decides nows the time to collect his family back and gets Touya before he can completely burn up, but Rei realizes she'd rather have her kids stuck with Enji than AfO, so she chooses to burn Shoto's face so Enji keeps him close and sends her away and??? i dunno she just hopes everyone forgets about Fuyumi and Natsuo because they're safer ignored and neglected than anything else???
#i dunno might be fun to play with in a universe similar to blade's naive melody#which i havent read yet because i want to wait until its all up for my own mental wellness due to some heavy themes#but that i love already anyway#hm yeah Rei hit with the stick is interesting#definetely feels like afo playing a long game that he hasnt actually fully thought through himself right#he's both a chessmaster and building little towers of blocks to knock down#or heck maybe Rei told Enji the truth#and she was institutionalized to keep her from being too close to any secrets but not put her in jail?? or smth??#and they just. never told the kids anything#thats if you want to play it close to canon anyway#if you DONT oh hoho#there are many options#perhaps Rei arranging the match on her own to try and get hero help and just telling her dad its a villain scheme#but then idk enji doesnt believe her? because afo is a boogyman story?and she was too convincing with her fake family actors?#or does believe her idk#maybe rei thought the perfect quirk would draw her father out to where enji would see and believe her???#actually everyones playing chess and blocks now#just chaos#except the todo kids who seem all completely unaware#it'd be funny tho if afo tells dabi hes his grandpa and dabi's like 'i could not care less man'#afo: oh. i thought i could manipulate you that way#maybe he still thinks the irony of afo's grandson and nana's grandson on a villain team together#not that they're very good teammates but still kjhghjk#anon#pocket talks to people
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everytime i play tlou i just wanna sit & write my silly little gilmore girls tlou au aka rory as ellie and luke as joel
#every! goddamn! time!#i can see it so clearly in my head#i can see luke hugging rory and rory holding on to him crying and he’s like ‘shhh it’s okay baby girl’#i can see rory telling luke that after they’ll find a cure she’s gonna tell lorelai aka luke’s gf the truth#about rory being her daughter#i’m thinking of stars hollow being this closed safe community#thinking of luke losing april only to meet rory 15 years later (so she was born a year before the outbreak)#having thoughts and feelings every goddamn time#and don’t let me start talking about the role jess has in this universe#AHHHHHHHHH#jess x rory#rory gilmore#jess mariano#gilmore girls#or speaks now
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SWANFIRE OUTLANDER AU YOU SAY????
first of all LOVE that we all understand The Vision and Genious of this au. second of all you guys really are gonna make me do something w this huh 😂
#teresa answers#asks#ankahikoibaat#like i cannot stress enough how underdeveloped this au idea is to me it is a vague concept lol#beyond emma being from tlwm and neal from ef and emma ending up traveling to neals ef time and getting stuck and they run into each#other there#i dont exactly know how yet tho#and obv this is a no curse au but im thinking neal ran away from rumple and while he’s on the run is when he runs into emma#and emma for some reason goes to storybrooke and there’s some kind of portal there that emma accidentally travels thru#and then jumping ahead i don’t WANT to include the separation but it’s both a big thing in the ol story and the sf story#so I don’t know why yet but emma has to go back BUT they don’t know emma is pregnant#and i think emma raises Henry in this#and the story book shows up in Henry’s life again when he’s like 10/11 and he figures out abt his dad (bc emma obv hasn’t told him the#truth abt it. a fairytale universe??? so hard to explain)#and Henry brings it up to emma and they talk abt it and Henry finds out it’s possible to go back and then they do#and that’s what i have rn 😂#but I have a long car ride tomorrow so you know i’ll be spending it thinking abt this 😂#and i am Not a writer so all i will have to offer is a moodboard/picspam of sorts and some rambling plot description lmao#and again i would love to hear anyone else’s thoughts on this idea as well!!!
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