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very different than the inspiration; but @stagbeetleboy made an amazing artwork with the caption "cupid missed" which resonated with me a lot. so hey heres my first pride post of the year. a little late but whooooo caressss
#i guess the arrows here represent my own unique experience with emotions and interhuman bonds i hve with people.#haha arrow kinda sounds like aro.......#aromantic#arospec#aro pride#obligatory art tag
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it's sound weird, but i have headcanon that Hunter didn't go hexside, because he too old to shool(according to my feelings, at the end of the he is 16-17 y.o (except for the post-credits scene), and at that age it is already too late to go to school):p
i mean, well- in my opinion he rather certainly did go to hexside, since one of the things he'd said during his TTT monologue was "i'd like to attend hexside like a normal student and play flyer derby with my friends" and all of his "wishes" were supposed to sort of foreshadow his goals and his future (carving palismen, studying wild magic, etc etc) so i feel like it's safe to say he succeeded in becoming a hexside student as well. we also know he attended grom with the rest of his friend group, and like- since he's 16 before the timeskip (no canon certainty whether he's recently turned 16 or is going on 17 already though, but like... around 16 canonically) that means he'd get at least 1 year of school, but most likely 2+.
my personal headcanon is that he went to hexside for around 2 years (full or not quite, depending on when the school year starts in the boiling isles and how long it lasts; possibly even 3), and during that time he picked up a mentorship/apprenticeship at del's palisman carving shop, and after he graduated from hexside he started carving palismen professionally with the clawthornes (i like to think that he also takes some courses at eda's wild magic university in his spare time, simply cuz . funny uni hexsquad shenanigans)
#like imo him being like ''i dream abt going to hexside'' and then not getting to attend hexside cuz he's ''too old to start'' or sth#would be kinda cruel since he already lost sooo much of his childhood because of belos. and he wants to be a hexside student#he deserves to have these few years of the typical teenage experience that he so desperately longs for#ofc it's not gonna make up for ALLLL the years of childhood that he'd lost. but even 2 years of the experience? would mean So much to him#not to even mention that the idea of him just... sitting at home or JUST carving palismen or doing whatever for halfa day for the 2-4 years#just cuz he's ???? ''too old'' or it's ''too late for him to start high school at his age'' or anything similar ?#while the rest of his friends get to go to school and learn and socialize and attend classes everyday without him . sounds so lonely#and he had already spent most of his life sheltered and separated from everyone so . yeah.#he'd still technically have to finish hexside like 1-2 years before the rest of hexsquad buuuuut y'know. his situation is very unique#so i could also imagine bump/eda agreeing to let him go to school a year or so longer so that he could finish it alongside his friends#but that's like mm i also can see him finishing it a year early compared to the rest of hexsquad and starting fulltime at the palisman shop#but either way; yes to at least 1-2 years at hexside in my mind#now COLLEGE? i Could see him not going to uni since he's already got the palisman business going and is doing well and wants to chill#BUT personally i still like to imagine that he attends classes there part-time#nicole answers#my toh talk#hunter toh#verocorne
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If you have trouble drawing clothing folds, wrap a tissue around your finger and bend it at the angle and position you want it to
#another art tip: if you use CSP you GOT to know about the 'selection from layer' function.#you know the thing where some people fill the base with one solid grey to make adding base color easier since it wont bleed out of border?#you don't need to do an ungodly amount of clipping if you can just click that grey base and chose 'selection from layer'#deselect and select it however you want. this way you can clip the individual base color for whatever reason#without needing to alpha/transparent lock it to customize the color#okay these sounds so specific. please say it's not only my own unique experience 😭
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You won’t understand LoK until you can learn to appreciate an aesthetic of disappointment
#lok#this sounds like a read#but it’s actually the whole point of that sequel series#I was thinking about it in comparison to Steven universe’s epilogue series#how they both deal with ptsd and the failures of idols#but SU works really hard to build understanding and a happy ending#and LoK just keeps knocking any satisfaction out at the knees#and the tone is just so shallow…#with how korra and her mentors all struggle to grasp any of the spiritual concepts they’re supposed to be the keepers of…#and everyone just keeps switching jobs and really lacking any roots#and no one’s really that likable and/or redeemable#I don’t even think they entirely meant to do it#but it creates this overall sense of helpless depression#that’s a really unique viewing experience#it’s the very opposite of the hope that’s at the center of the og series#and I’m just not mad about it the way some fans are
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Hello Pia! I was wondering about the pheromone flooding and it's scope? We know Efs reaction, but would you give some other examples if something like that would happen to another omega/beta/alpha/peak alpha? If this should be explained more later in UtB then of course please ignore the ask. <3
Hi hi anon!
The only thing that really gets mentioned in Underline the Black about it is that there's pretty much no research on it, and it's not well documented.
Here's the thing: peak alphas are incredibly under-studied and under-researched. They can do things not documented in science properly, because we have two problems. The first is there's only about 1 in a million. That's not too bad, there's billions of people. The second is they can brainwash anyone into leaving them alone. Peak alphas who don't want to be studied don't get studied, and most don't want to be studied.
This isn't great for characters like Gary, who might pheromone flood someone like Efnisien, and then desperately want to find out more about what happened so he can make sure it never happens again, only to find out there's almost no research or science about it, and he's shit out of luck.
And that's where I'm leaving that, because just like Gary, we all get to exist in the realm of 'but what was that.'
As someone who has experiences (particularly with extremely rare chronic illness) sometimes the answer is: There's not enough of a cohort to research exactly what that is yet, so we'll just have to wait and see.
And the reason I like that, is that it highlights how unsupported and adrift peak alphas can be within their own bodies and minds, and I like the discomfort of that in characters who are kind of intensely needing to have control, when actually they probably have the least at times!
Er so yeah it's a roundabout way of saying I can't talk more about pheromone flooding, it's deliberately left as a blank space, even within the worldbuilding. Sometimes we don't get to know because the cohort isn't large enough to study and/or understand and/or is resistant for varying reasons. And sometimes that gets to be a nice metaphor about control and lack of control and knowledge and self-knowledge. :D
#asks and answers#underline the black#efnisien ap wledig#dr gary konowalous#one of the things i like about writing serials this way#is that i can be quite experimental writing-wise#and do things that are rarely done in novels#like say: 'i am deliberately not figuring that out because'#'it parallels the experience of having things happen in your body'#'that you have zero control over even when you're a control freak'#'and no doctor on earth can help you even when you desperately need support and guidance'#so even though it's not a sickness experience#the experience of knowing your 'uniqueness' actually hurts you#is not just a sickness experience#and is what i'm *actually* exploring with that moment salkfjdas#as weird as it sounds#administrator gwyn wants this in the queue
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it's my turn to shoot you some questions >:3c
do you think tangy and fornax might get along? 👀 and if so, how would she feel about a chill hangout with them doing some fun painting, and having a big tasty meal afterwards? (since i read that she enjoys those and thought WHY NOT SQUEEZE IN BOTH.... ehehe)
Ehehehe ヾ(´▽`*)ノ☆ hiii omg
I think they could! Tangy is generally amiable with new people and the fastest way to any gals friendship OR heart is through… ok well it’s technically through the rib cage, but the saying is through the stomach. How they’d meet (meat.. 🤤) is another matter.. but that’s less important than their nice hangout TToTT
The two of them painting together omg…. ฅ(⌯͒•̩̩̩́ ˑ̫ •̩̩̩̀⌯͒)ฅ that’d be so lovely TTATT I keep rotating in a ponderous way what they’d be painting- like, scenery or a still life… or each other djfjfgkdkgkdckdla I can’t imagine they’d be painting somebody else (Tangy’s not that confident) she might get distracted asking Fornax about their adventures ‘v’ there’s so much out there to see and do it’s too much for one person���
….. the aftermath of their meal is gonna look like a war zone I get the feeling they’re both big eaters 🫢 (does Fornax know how to cook? I can’t recall 🤔) [Dw though Tangy will wash dishes 😤 she’s gotten real good at that cos it’s usually the trade off for not making the food is cleaning up afterwards]
#the hilarity of Tangy asking Fornax how much they can bench with her tail keeps occurring to me though#🥺 god if they did painting together they’d both focus on different aspects of whatever it was they were painting because… unique experiences#oughghghhhh I have to…. lie down… harder than I already am… the joys of being the only you and getting to share that with others URRRRGH#sometimes I think Tangy should be good on the grill because I’m haunted by the comedic bit#of mispelling grill and girl (as each other). so she’d be the grill girl…#one of our fc mates has recently gotten a smoker so it’s not helping. he’s been smoking so many meats and he lives too far away to SHARE.#CRUELTIES!!! I WOULD LIKE… PULLED PORK SANDWICH….#…. this got off again I forgot the actual important tags#ffxiv Tangy#ffxiv Fornax#Ask Game#there’s a loud whirring sound from my brain thinking about what Tangy would focus on in a Fornax portrait 😶🌫️#(<- that’s the steam coming from how hard I’m thinkin)
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I think if I could make a total dream game I'd make a VR romance experience.
#talkForge#and hear me out I think I could do it#both because I know how to make VR games but that's not the issue the issue is that all the VR romance experiences are like n/s/fw#so you get that uncanny valley models and weird animations but listen. forget all that. throw it away.#in walkabout golf labyrinth dlc when you unlock night mode you can go through the course and collect clues from the goblin king to unlock a#unique putter? and you end up kind of acting out both the act of having already finished the course and the movie itself.#and I think. with the right sounds/images/textures.#this could happen#unfortunately I'd need to be a millionaire first because I don't do 3D modelling :(
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as people learn more about transmasculinity im debating if itd make me more dysphoric to be a permanently clocky tboy to well-meaning libs who still view me as a woman regardless or to keep embodying my cissona
#i know clocky tboy seems like the lesser of the two evils but idk#theres something uniquely humiliating abt trying and failing to pass#at least when i dont try i cant lose#and im extremely short have fem hobbies and big ol girl eyes#and im almost 30 like its joever for me#i say ‘as ppl learn more’ bc now a lot of ppl will immediately think ‘trans’ rather than ‘misshapen gay man’#disclaimer this is my own experience and internalized transphobia theres nothing wrong w being visibly trans and i know#this is a supremely first world problem to have#wherein its psychologically possible to stay closeted but still have the option to transition w/o risking death#like ik i sound horrible so#delete later
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just some old Velda doodles :)
#incredibox#incredibox fanart#arbox#two faces#velda#they’re super unique looking and fun to draw :D i love them<3#i STILL don’t know how their eyes work and i need help/lh#my blorbo :) i have so many thoughts(most of them are pretty angsty/pos)#one has to do with velda coming from 2 separate mods#i don’t think the people from two faces are good :0 like morally grey(two faced lmao) at best and it leads to a lot of issues#while velda is a good person :)!! along with most people from arbox(all of the scarlett’s for example) and that leads to issues too!!#velda always stood out to me in two faces#they look around while everyone else faces forward(unless they look around while making their sounds. and it’s only then)#velda actively blinks and looks around while they are silent. they are the only one who does this and i find that very interesting!!#i’m rambling but if people want ill talk about the story. it has angst and near death experiences :)#i notice a lot and am probably looking WAY to into this than i should#d'arbox#sparks creations
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weird take maybe considering how hard some of the later floor themes go but I wish they'd kept the motifs of the lobby theme/battles 1-3 consistent throughout every floor instead of just the Asiyah floors + Keter. I know the composers are capable of it! Look at what they did for those 5 floors (it's done 6 times, since the enemies have a version of it as well): Keter is strings and piano, Malkuth is jazzy and upbeat piano, Yesod is atmospheric/electronic, Hod is pretty similar to Keter but more lowkey piano, and Netzach is... also atmospheric but very distinct from Yesod (I dumped all my music knowledge into classical sorry, idk how to describe it other than that). It's not like they would've run out of musical genres to do 5 more. Tiphereth is sort of twinkly and dramatic + in 3/4 instead of 4/4, Chesed is somber strings, Gebura is heavy metal, Binah is epic orchestral with compound meter, and Hokma has a Mass (music compositional term) feel, with instruments like bells, organs, harpsichords, and choir. that's all different enough that they could've done it. I have the bare minimum knowledge of arranging music that I could probably attempt to do it myself... hm...
#library of ruina#project moon#music shit#me post#ive barely touched musescore. i can transcribe into it but idk how to make things sound good in it yet hjfhkjdsh#i also dont know if there are options to write heavy metal in it#unfortunately writing this all out has motivated me greatly and i want to attempt writing a tiphereth version so bad#i 💖 putting 4/4 songs into other meters#honestly the hardest part WOULD be composing the nuances#for example#keter 2's intro sounds like keter 1 but faster and with 16th note runs#hod 2 jumps to an entirely different key#netzach 2 sounds like he's finally kicking into the same gear as everyone else was at for level 1#yesod 2 and enemy bgm 2 start off with the same melody (which all the others don't match)#and then malkuth is doing her own thing#they're not just swapping instruments and vibes! they're taking the melody and making it their own!#and that's so interesting but also so difficult bc i have literally no experience with it hdjkfhsjk#also it's sort of like how in lobcorp the asiyah sephirot all had the same black uniform with colored tie while the briah and atziluth#layers got their own unique outfits#though in that case i wish it was the opposite and the asiyah sephirot got their own outfits too#asiyah layer stick together... i need to talk about them some time...
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the half of it and the beauty of quiet movies and the quietness of falling in love and the deep meaningful quiet connections that can happen between people regardless of gender and sexuality
#p#how deep and important and beutiful the connection and love can be between two people platonically#like connections between lesbians and straight men. it would usually sound stupid but speaking on my own experiences#its brotherhood but i am not really a man and not really a woman either and i feel like my connections with straight men are so unique#in the sense that there are no expectations there. like there are no expectations of sex. and when it comes to gender there are#no standards of masculinity/femininity to (even subcounsciously) compare or be compared to#there just are some guys in my life who i love so much and who i want to grow old next to and its such a blessing to be able to love them#in such a stress-free unconventional deep quiet unique way :-)#ofc i love queer friendships theyre so important in the sense of feeling understood and seen by someone without any question#without any words because of shared experiences#what im saying is that friendships with heterosexual men offer a very unique point of view of virtually no guaranteed shared experiences#and that is very powerful when getting to know someone#anyway paul and ellie <3
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My favorite activity to do with friends is to have a sleepover where there's only one bed (it's a trope for a reason) and the room is cold enough that huddling is necessary. There's a specific kind of excitement that takes over when two people have their faces inches apart and are trying not to make it obvious that the closeness is all they can think about, and the tension of trying to decide if making the first move is going to make it weird. When things reach the "you know, you can touch me anywhere..." or "would you rub my back for a little while" stage, things can get extremely hard to ignore... An especially enjoyable thing for me is extending this tense, touch-nervous period until the other person is struggling to keep their breathing even. Knowing I have control over the effect I have on someone else just from being close in a way that they might be into is something that Greatly Effects me.
Stray brushes to sensitive places (upper/inner thigh is my favorite, but the back, lower part of the ribs is usually ticklish enough to work well) or occasional kisses to the neck/collarbone are my gold standard tactic for leading people into deliriousness. Unfortunately for everyone I get much more turned on when nothing goes anywhere, especially when social expectations make it difficult/impossible for the person to sneak away and "take care" of themselves. I vaguely introduce this well beforehand by saying like. "I'm into some weird orgasm control stuff"/"leading people on is my turn on" but I'm not sure people i do this with fully understand what i mean by that. I had someone reply by saying "who said you'd be orgasming" one time, which clearly indicated that they had a very different kind of interpretation of those phrases than I did. Oh well.
#conepost#the over sharing spirit is possssing me...#this is possible online as well but its tougher to gauge reactions#there's one blog on here that i purposefully send asks that i know feed into their fetishes#pretty frequently actually#always on anon though#it turns me on like nothing else to imagine someone thinking of me during their alone time#if you jack off with me in your mind i NEED to know so i can return the favor#its my highest tier of kink i would say and i dont even know how to really describe it#anyway longish post but you guys will survive#i dont want it to sound like i get a lot of action (truly i dont unfortunately)#but this is something that consistently makes me feel more than anything else#it's really a fairly simple thing though at the end of the day. i dont even think its that unique#actually i think wanting to make someone so hard they rip is a very standard experience#but for me its more satisfying if im either not around or not involved#i just like knowing about it or seeing it from a fly on the wall perspective in my experience
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something about frlg, rse fangames or rom hacks that has dark theme, or very edgy in general just make me very interested
#random#it doesn't have to be unique protagonist#just basic Red/Leaf or Brendan/May go into a different region and experience apocalypse sound fun to me
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Calling any cg animated film with a stylised 2D inspired aesthetic “like Spiderverse” or Spiderverse-esque” is starting to become the animation equivalent of describing any experimental movie with a disturbing, uncanny or surreal tone “Lynchian”.
#puss in boots the last wish#puss in boots 2#spiderman into the spiderverse#spiderman#like I get it#Spiderverse is having a significant influence on how studios like Dreamworks are stylising their films and everything#and it’s safe to say bad guys and puss in boots 2 wouldnet look the way they do#would simply not turn out the way they did without Spiderverse proving that not only could a 2d styled character feature film work visually#but also be very successful box office wise#…but like#you guys do know 3D/2D style hybrid films existed before Spiderverse right?#you know Sony pictures animation and marvel didn’t single gandedly invent the concept of a cgi cartoon that looks/movies like 2d animation#right??#and that hundreds of diffrent artists and studios from america to Japan have been experimenting with heavily stylised cg for actual decades#before Spiderverse came along#right????#like I’ll give the benefit of the doubt most people who call The Bad Guys Arcane or Puss 2 “Spiderverse like are simply just#not well read on the subject and history of this style of animation#so I don’t want to sound like I’m punching down at others for simply lacking context on certain things#but at the same time something about it just really irks me because by constantly comparing these distinct and unique looking films#to one film that shares a similar technique just bothers me#as someone said before; Spiderverse is like a comic book come to life#the bad guys is like a cartoon (or to me anyway a cartoony anime)#and Puss in boots 2 is like a lush concept art painting come to life#all of these films while using a similar method have their own distinctive identity and style#and by some animation fans calling Puss in boots 2 or bad guys “like Spiderverse it just feels very reductive and dismissive of these films#and thier respective creators unique creative identities and voices#again it’s a similar reason to why I and other hate it when some film bros call any experimental art film Lynchian#it just undermines what makes that work unique to itself and the artist who made it
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gonna be honest I see anyone talking about this "my gender is more complicated than yours" shit as someone who genuinely cannot comprehend that other people that don't share certain traits with them can still in fact have rich interior lives. as an agender trans woman who uses she/her I've never had anyone say it to me who wasn't (usually unknowingly) transmisogynistic
see but im not talking about "rich interior lives" and the assumption that i am is exactly what im talking about. i am talking about the actual physical way that reality treats and percieves me in comparison to the way it treats and percieves you. saying my gender is "more complex" means to me that i am physically incapable of existing in a strictly binary world and that there is no thing i can pass as bc "binary man" and "binary woman" are both incorrect for me. and the Cisiety in question does not allow androgyny to exist - it is exclusively the timeframe people have to decide whether they think you are a cisman or a ciswoman, or a failure and a freak. i dont subscribe to that "binary privilege" shit, thats not how privilege works. but there are differences in the ways both you and i can navigate this strictly binary Cisiety!!! and those differences deserve to be named, imo
like. again. i dont have to comfort you about your own internal sense of gender before youll listen to me about my experiences in the real world as genderqueer. as a different sort of transsexual than you.
(and bc i Know what binary ppl love to say: i know not everyone is 'capable of passing'. what i am talking about specifically is the difference between being unable to pass as a cis woman or a cis man vs being unable to pass bc what i am does not exist AT ALL in a binary society, and both of those things are incorrect ans unattainable.)
(anyways if that language is too imperfect for you thats like fine but. its just confusing to me, i dont get why its hard to understand what we are talking about here. our experiences w our nonbinary genders are completely different! why do i have to discuss them like theyre the same?)
#do you consider yourself transfem first or agender first on an internal level?#do you feel like you are predominantly treated as a trans woman in your day to day? does that hurt the part of you that is agender?#< not trying to grill u or anything im genuinely curious#ive had similar convos w my transmasc and transfem nonbinary friends as well as like. my gnc binary trans friends#i am just curious bc. like i said 'binary' isnt a bad thing to be and frankly since u identify urself as agender ur not really the target a#dience here anyways?#the idea that theres no such thing as a binary trans person just#fundamentally misunderstands the extremely broad swathe of nonbinary experiences and treatments#my passing transmasc enby friends dont particularly feel touched by transphobia unless theyre clocked or unless our areas laws changed#but some DO feel like they r effected by exorsexism on a day to day by being assumed to be binary men and having the other parts of their i#entities erased#while others are completely comfortable being percieved as strictly men and moving through life strictly as men#which is sounds like. i would guess youd have a similar position since u exclusively use she/her?#like.. it sounds to me like your 'rich interior life' doesnt really have an outward effect on the way people percieve and treat you and the#way you react to it which is very different from my experience#binary doesnt mean your gender is 'simple' it just means that you are comfortable within a binary system even of you dont personally identi#y with it. and maybe this is a case of 'political identity vs personal identity'??#and all of this is FINE its just. literally every time i talk about my own unique positioning my transandrogyny or whatever gives me#people crawl out of the woodwork to tell me my experiences are not actually unique#do u see what my issue is? my own trans experiences are erased bc other people 'disagree' with . what. my perspective as an 'unaligned' enb#? when its like. literally none of us are gonna have the same needs or experiences as trans people#and if 'binary' works to show that you are fine and comfortable being percieved exclusively as a woman#and 'nonbinary' works to show i am not#i dont really see what the issue w using the word 'binary' is#like i said. its not a slur. its not a bad thing to be.#and tbh i think this insistence that 'unaligned' nonbinary ppls perspectives arent actually unique to binary or 'aligned' nonbinary ppls is#directly contributing to like. lateral bigotry coming from said 'unaligned' enbies. like if u put urself in my shoes for a second and u gre#up being constantly told you were either a cis invader who didnt actually have any trans experiences and that only people who want to 'full#transition' were REAL transsexuals then. youd be kinda jaded too right? and im sure you ARE kinda jaded lol.#anyways. sorry for rambling at you i dont have any more tags left lol
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it's difficult to describe exactly, but it constantly feels like I'm some kind of amalgamation of at least 8 different people trying desperately to pretend to be one consistent being. which, of course, fails spectacularly because pretending to be a real person is a momentous and, frankly, sisyphean task.
#i want to make art about this but im currently stuck worrying (stupidly) about making redudant pieces#what can i actually say with what i create that hasnt been said by someone else in a much more precise and eloquent manner#my lived experiences are not unique nor acessible enough to make something on these topics that would truly connect with the viewer#i guess maybe i am just overeducated and underexperienced? who can say. this is all beginning to sound like an ocd rumination spiral
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