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@xluciifer ;; BY THE WAY I LOVE YOU!!!
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ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffUCKIN' WHY ARE Y' ALWAYS SO KIND MIIICH !?!
#𐂃「ᴄʀᴀᴡʟɪɴɢ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜰʀɪᴅɢᴇ」 &&. * 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐬.#xluciifer#xbalayage#( I MISSED YOU !#UR always a positive being#a breath of fresh air#a total blessing#pls continue being you c':#also I GOT YOUR EMOJI EYES AS IM TYPING THIS#had a good laugh over that xD )
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I have this hc (and maybe others have said this but hi I’m new here) where Sampo falls first and flirts hard and has fun but doesn’t think it’ll go anywhere, and when Gepard reciprocates finally or even maybe says ily to him, Sampo’s commitment issues strike
Oh fuck yes FUCK YES this is so so sososo good like 100% anon ur. AaughGGH.
totally agree w u that sampo fell first. very much in a sort of 'fuck im in love with this guy and nothing will come from it' way. like resigned to being stuck pining forever but also like. its comfortable. its familiar. nothing has to change this way.
his flirting and jabs and the winks he sends gepards way r like ya they are all to fuck w him and get under geps skin but its also Genuine. ya hes yelling bout how handsome gepard is after gep is left hacking his lungs out from a smoke bomb but Damn the captain does look good.
i think that like. any hint of reciprocation would get him antsy. kinda scared bout it. when gepard doesnt get mad but instead laughs when sampo says a shit pickup line he is absolutely on cloud nine but hes also terrified. hes never been tied down and he doesnt know how to settle and hes afraid of getting too close and too attached. its easier when no one takes him seriously or trusts him yknow? but he can manage gepard flirting back. kind of. like he stumbles more and stutters and cant handle it at all but its still not like gepard feels the same! its not like gepard Sees Him as anything beyond this game a theres
and as Soon as gepard actually tries to reach out to him and confess and find sampo out of their uniforms. sampo feels like a cornered animal
#OUAGH....#ur so right tho i like#ouaghgghhggg#100% think theres commitment issues n a fear of being trusted. of like being Actually seen#and sampo might now have a sort of like. not entirely self hatred but hes so very aware of the difference in their positions#anon#sampo is very much like a feral stray cat to me and gepard eventually realises sampo may come and go#but he'll always come back.#sampard#edit: also welcome anon svskdbdgdh
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thisis fucking me up so bad.
#HES SO SWEET AND KIND AND TENDER AND ALWAYS SMILES SO SWEETLY WHEN UR KIND IN TURN#THIS IS FUCKED UP#i love him so much.#my beautiful wife.#He has no idea how enthusiastic i can be abt him.#Happy birthday tsumugi aoba#nat rambles#this is also so cute bc we often joke abt tsumuPs being insane or whatever#so tsumugi thanking the producer fondly for being enthusiastic is just AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW#UEEHHHHHHHHHHHHH#MY SWEET POSITIVE INHERENTLY GRATEFUL LITTLE GUY
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WHOEVER THE FUCK IS RECOMMENDING MED PPL TO GO INTO RADIOLOGY JUST CUS IF THE MONEY, IM GONNA FUCKING gET YOU
#first i had ai dictacting schedules and now the radiologists just thought there was a AHHGGRHHH#YES. YES U CAN MAKE MONEY GOING INTO RADIOLOGY. BUT DO NO T. JU ST. GO INTO IT. for the MONEY#MEDICINE IS FKING PAIN BCS BUSINESS IS A PAIN & PPL ARE IN PAIN & PPL ARE A PAIN#like it is Very. ppl orientated it's FKING MEDICINE and even if ure a vet or whatever theres obvs usually humans attached fo animals#so like u might not always be dealing with the ppl but ur coworkers who are also being directly accounting#for the ppl SURE AS HELL DO#like yea ppl die all the time but ure telling me u dont gaf when u couldve done something to stop a LIFE#a HUMAN LIFE that was DEPENDING ON U just doing a like tiny action in the grand scheme of ur things#but ends up a major life changer to them even if they dont always have the knowledge to recognize it#and u let them die bcs of the money#i cant fcking STANDDDDDD IT ohmy GAWD.#also like radiology is not all that hunky dory like radiactive is part of the fking name like#UGHHHH LIKE IM SUPPOSED TO BE SCOLDING MY PTS WHY TF AM I SCOLDING MFS FOR MY PTS#anyways yea tho totally just join medicine for the money it's tofally not a massive damage to u n society#but also . fuck society for making ppl feel like they only have this choice or it's starvation bcs thats also so fking real fuc that#but bro at least try not to fuck ppl over once u gain a position just bcs u happened to be in a bad mood today like#medicine is Literally. horror. it's not that 'i watch pimple popping videos haha i can handle it' horror . it's literally.#the horror of treating humans like humans while never allowed to be one urself kind of horror#it's watching a little girl crying and a big bulky father weeping like a small child bcs his wife died#&then u step out the room and a pt throws his poop at u bcs he keeps lying to u abt not having any alcohol &wants to go home but has no ride#wants a million opiods and has been absolutely wailing at ur staff and if he leaves ama it docks u so now u gotta#peruse a bunch of legal documents to try and figure out a loophole on how to get him outta here while also dealing with 60 other pts#on the brink of death or intensely septic and the whole time ure trying to save them u got bitches screaming in ur ear abt the#north carolina fluid shortage like btch fuck that im giving this kid the shit they need to survive fuck off#especially funny bcs theres fluids available but we refuse to buy them bcs theyre for a higher price than our og supplier like ok#anyways#love my life
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Helloooooo, Yomi! 💜💜 I don't think I've ever bothered you in your mailbox before 🤔😅 But I guess I am now, hehehe! So I had a random question that I want to ask today...
If you ever got the chance to play Stardew Valley with expansion mod/s such as Expanded, Ridgeside Village, etc etc... Which of the modded bachelors/bachelorettes would you like to romance? 👀
I know you're going to choose Sebby, but what if you have the chance to choose the modded ones instead? 👀
I hope you have a good day, Yomi!! 🫶🏼💜💜
P.S. I will always love your drawings! 💕💕 Especially with the way you shade! 😍 Also, Eris is adorable, and I will always say that to her, sjjssjs- Also, always remember to take breaks in-between 🙏🏼✨️
I FINALLY DID IT THOUGH U ALREADY SAW HIM LIKE 5 MIN AGO HI HELLO THANKS FOR THE HELP WITH THE EYE COLOR ILY NIM
THANK YOU FOR THE ASK ILL CONTINUE WRITING IN ALL CAPS CUZ MY BRAIN IS MELTING!!! UHH UR SO RIGHT ID STILL GO FOR SEB A SAFE FILE ISNT RIGHT IF IM NOT MARRIED TO HIM BUT IF I HAD TO PICK IVE BEEN ITNERESTED IN ISAAC SINCE U GUYS BRING HIM UP FROM TIME TO TIME.
I did try out the mods before and I got married to Ian and Shiro from Ridgeside and Victor from SVE and I def wanna try out like Lance storyline someday ( I fr havent touched any of the adventurers guild stuff there idk why). I did get married to Sterling too cuz Kathy made me play mod and hes such a sweetheart, but that's Kathys husband and he cant be anything else in my brain.THANKS AGAIN FOR THE ASK NIM ILY!! HAVE A GOOD DAY!!
#also no u ur so cute i love ur drawings and everythin abt u!!#thank u for always being such a positive energy!!
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we've only talked a few times on disc but idk you give the vibe of some being of light. not really in the sun or angelic way but more in the blacklight on glowing ink way. and you leave that ink and creation everywhere you go. I suppose it's cause i recognize that in your art, but i really see that you put your being into your art. and i think thats neat :)
ohh this is very lovely! thank u B:•]
#calamarispeaks#ask#anon ask#posting due to indication in ask sent immediately after that this could/should(?) be posted#regarding other sent asks: i appreciate the straightforwardness in them and i thank those who sent them in#will be pondering everything said as i always do and figure out how best to process it in relation to myself#especially seeing as i am biased by being inside myself. hearing these external opinions from people of unknown relation is very interesting#(unknown relation as everything has been anonymous)#additionally. if you are reading this. feel free to assume that my prior post requesting ur read/opinion on me will hold valid and active#for a long time. i always always want to know how im percieved (which i imagine is the case for many) by others regardless of if that#perception is positive or not. maybe this is self absorbed? or maybe its just the normal reality of being a sentient social being#shrug
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love being at the climbing gym like yeah im not that flexible and then constantly doing moves matching my hands n feet on the same holds even when completely unnecessary
#half the pictures ppl take of me i have one leg straight and the other at my shoulder height. okay yeah#just looking thru ones ppl have taken recently of me again.. we love being vain n self obsessed#cant wait to get back there on monday i have so many projects rotating in my mind. im always thinking abt them while im at work#.diaries#i flashed a v4 yesterday that was a kind of manoeuvring all your hands and feet onto the same hold and standing type deal#and it felt rly natural to me n then no one else could do it n i felt bad for calling it easy for a v4 i just forgot i can Bend 💀#its mainly only bc im a little younger than some other ppl. and a bit lighter too... and doing years of resistance training has given me#more range of motion than ppl who have histories of different exercise styles/sports#there are ppl who are way more flexible than me ofc but some of them in the group dont have as much core or power.. different stats innit#i figured out a start to another v4 that i was rly proud of too.. just need to get the rest of it next week#but again no one else could even start it my way which was frustrating bc my fave thing is getting to share smth i figured out w someone#so we can joint problem solve the whole thing n both send it... anyway i think its still useful but theyd have to start on the other side#and go up a little in order to come down into the position i had. since its a weird one to get into from the ground bc ur legs are folded#mmmmm....#im so tired i meant to do so much when i got home from work but zzzzzzz#oh welllllll.. itll be a fun weekend hehe going to visit a friend for a few days <3
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#stardust speaking !#anytime i open the comic one folder i see akiras flinching back into reality when mitile calls for figaro and feel everything at once#im normal now#CANNOT WAITTTT TO SEE IT ANIMATED mayhaps animating pt1 is excellent after all#i forgot who does the anime but please add a scene early on where akira cries PLEEEAAASEEEEEEEEEE#ALL ALONE IN A NEW WORLD WHERE UR ONLY COMFORT IS A BOOK WRITTEN BY THE DUDE WHO PREVIOUSLY WAS IN UR POSITION AND HAPPENED TO KNOW JP#AS WELL#(long talk about akira & slowly not clinging to the sages book as they grow closer to the ppl around them = more comfortable)#i should put that kyukyukyurarin here cuz. that one comment about akira arriving alone and leaving alone i dont think i can do it scoobs#i wasnt supposed to talk about this at all. uhhhh q is back on salute emoji. which means i must write more. my beloved drafts im runinng#ALSO im gonna make sure to im ppl the stuff. i missed being annoying.#anyhow my opens r always open. my meme tag is there. gbf stream soon and then proseka YAHOO#which means i need to hurry up with pt2 grrrrrrr theres pt2 specific things i Rly wanna write/address#and i KNOWWWWWW ill want to talk about 4th anni for a billion yrs#i miss the 4th anni ost...........#(spends more time thinking abuot mhyk lov n deepspace au)#GOODNIGHT#actualy the fact akira goes from 'i wanna talk to arthur in case he knows a way for me to go home' to 'i dont want to leave until ive#accomplsihed things here' (and in general the tanabata events of akira hesitating to wish to go home partly cuz wishing for that when#everyone worked so hard to hold a party......is a bit.....and partly cuz they. kinda. do not. want to leave alrdy#gah...
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i'll chime in a little on the whole. big vs small blog thing. i am a small blog. i don't have a super high follower count. i don't have a bunch of anons clamoring for more of my writing or people asking for my thoughts. honestly, most people, even in my extended "circle", don't know who i am. im not "popular" or "big" by any means, and i know my place.
BUT i know that even with my smaller platform i can still at the very least raise awareness for a cause that is important to me and should be important to everyone. if someone finds out about ficsforgaza through me, and through ficsforgaza finds another, "bigger" author they like better and decide to sponsor or request from them, i would still be ECSTATIC about it. because at the end of the day, the most important thing is happening: people are donating to palestinian families and helping save lives.
with respect to the ficsforgaza movement (and other similar fandom/online movements), it's important to remember the objective of the movement— raising money to help families in gaza. we as writers are not being directly donated to. we as writers are not the focus of the movement. the focus is, and always should be, aiding the palestinians. that is the point.
#thinkmin!#listen. and this is to my fellow ''small blogs''#i get it. i do. western fandom is an inherently self centered space. it's easy to see others being sponsored or requested and feel bitter#because at the end of the day it comes down to feeling ignored and useless. and that's never a good feeling.#genuinely tho. and i say this with all the love in my heart. sometimes we need to let our egos take the backseat#decenter ourselves. remember what the whole point of this is.#and if u STILL have a problem with the movement i will say like. it's okay to donate independently of it#it's okay to (and in fact please do) continue to spread awareness of fundraisers independent of this movement#ur allyship and activism do not have to involve this particular project if it makes u upset#that being said. i will forever and always support aleks and kae for organizing this#no matter how u try to spin it. i believe it's been a net positive#and that's all i have to say i think
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It's so frustrating that if someone around u is pissed off or negative about something or someone, they can spoil even your mood and mental peace in an instant and honestly I don't think anybody should have that power over us.
#there's this saying u should surround urself by positive people and that is so true#Coz if u are always around negative hateful people u will just absorb their energy and be like them#Also it's so important to control ur mind and not let others dictate ur actions and well being#my thoughts#reminders to self#mine
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hey so, really sorry but. another mini hiatus (pet death tw for this post)
my other pet rat Agent Smith passed tonight. his brother passed three weeks ago, and he wasn’t really the same since. they’re together now, though
there’s also. a lot of other stuff going on. i’m not in the best place, so i’m gonna hole up and focus on myself for a bit. take care y’all, see y’all soon
#turns out a chronic health flare + being evicted + two pets passing within 3 weeks is. not good for ur mental health#and im. always so so positive. so Im Gonna Make It Thru This !! type beat#i just want a few days where i allow myself to be miserable and sad and awful#anyways. i will survive this but i just. need to collapse a little first#and like. lately coming on here has just been stressing me further a lil#i just need a break all around i guess#i will be back tho. hopefully soon#pet death tw
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can’t stop thinking about silver’s final speech to madi describing flint’s unmaking as a description of himself as he returned to madi after thinking she had died. Whatever.
#his relationship w her is insane I refuse to talk abt it any further. but also I feel like I’ve been poisoned#black sails#literally whose mind Id in some ways incorporated into my own. it was a strange experience to see something from it so unexpected.#Edit: ok I’ll explain a little more. if silver truly did kill flint he had to have made all that up. right. right????#so it’s just him. it’s always been him.#he spends the last few episodes arguing that flint and him don’t share a mind that they aren’t the same. but he falls back on it w madi.#because he has to guess what flint would do in that position. but that position (returning to ur ‘dead’ lover) is HIS position#and even if he didn’t kill flint. he’s understanding flint thru his own interpretation#some other people on here have talked about that speech a lot in light of flint being alive and they did it better than me so I won’t#but if he’s dead…… he just makes flint into himself. incorporates him fully and sells it to madi. how could she not believe it? it’s him
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big vent abt sex n attraction in the tags sorry
#think being terrified of people thinking i was into them as a teenager and later being used for sex has had disastrous effects on my brain#like. i am terrified of crossing any boundary at all on that front. and im terrified anyone interested is just using me in some way#and there's no way for me to confront that without just. putting myself in situations that make me rly uncomfortable.#idk. the idea of accidentally overstepping in such a way that makes someone uncomfortable makes me want to die.#but im just. idk. i don't like to assert my own boundaries. and people have always taken advantage of that.#everytime someone's as careful with me as i am with them i just. don't know what to do. makes me want to cry. makes me want to live.#but that's terrifying too. i know all too well that i get FPs and they're frequently those people#and the positive and negative effects that has on me are crazy.#sorry if ur reading this i think the weird cocktail of stimulants im on rn has just. rly let me access all this and finally word it.#this has all just been bubbling away in me for like. 11ish years.
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❄️ your winter gift has arrived, @xuseokgyu! ❄️
a series of gifts for mutuals through december!
#ateez#seonghwa#mingi#yunho#belle!! here is ur set!!#thank u so much for always being so kind + positive + supportive!!#i really appreciate the times u have helped me...and i always look forward to seeing your sets on my dash!!#ur always so creative with your layouts...i love them very much :D#i hope you can have a healthy and happy winter!!!#kazgifs#kazgifts
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I don’t have a tumblr, I just lurk blogs I find interesting. Not joking. Don’t know why you are responding in this way, if I am honest.
Tumblr allows that?? that's so funny
#not trying to respond in any way tbh 🤷♀️#think youre too focused on treating the agencies as subjective actors themselves#vs as organs of a larger body#like. what interests are being served by congress holding the hearings in the first place#theres factional struggles between those who want to hollow out the state and privatize everything#but i think its also naive to consider that privatization as purely economic instead of as always-already political#Private monopoly power is useful specifically because its actions are *necessarily* political#monopolies are more 'real' economic actors than near anyone else - monopolies (incl cartels) r agents making choices for the whole market#but i also dont know anything abt ur positions since you seem to both want to not be on this website while also on it?#just join us man#water doesnt bite
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I actually think that these claims that making fun of men is biphobic because bi women sometimes like men or even misogynistic (because I guess liking men is inherently part of being a woman) are actually themselves biphobic and misogynistic. the men a woman dates/likes are not an extension of her, and her personhood is not vested within them. there are unsettling implications here about women's agency in the process of who to date. I resent the assumption that having a mockable (and potentially genuinely awful) boyfriend is an unavoidable part of being a woman and therefore a protected characteristic???
#i should've saved that post I made a while ago#the one about how all women are potential lesbians#feels relevant to that bc any negative sentiments towards men#are only accepted in the context of [what is taken as] an acknowledgement of the inevitability of giving them power over you anyway#which is itself deeply misogynistic+the idea that being attracted to men means u endorse their hegemony is like not a cool position to take#towards bi women. or straight women for that matter#bc i always have to say it:im not saying ur friends being horrible to ur partner for no reason is fine#but I don't think that happens as often as tumblr wants u to think#and if it does. there's probably a reason they hate him!!#but im saying the way it's framed is just so misogynistic
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