#UPSET ABOUT IT
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#pokemon#vaporeon#digital art#lil stompers#based off that one post i can't find#upset about it#anyway
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HI i finally made an instagram if you want to find me there 💕
had to cave and add a little bastard underscore ........
#who the HELL is ryonello_ (its me)#been putting this off for so long bc i wanted to have my username i have on everything :(#but i think i had it when i was younger and renamed or deleted or smth#so now even tho no one with that username exists im not allowed to have it .#UPSET ABOUT IT#but so many ppl ask abt ig at cons and also twitter is um . doing whatever the hell its doing rn#so i figured i should jus give up n compromise whghjhfgkjhs#will be slowly posting some of my backlog to fill out my profile but i dont wanna spam hehe#ok ty !#alsO i will work on proper store update posts after breakfast but all the new and updated listings are live now 👀#if there was anything u were waiting for hehe#and 10% off with code preorderparty !!#mwah
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God I wish I could write
#rattling the bars of the prison cell that is my fucking brain lately#it will not make words and I’m so#upset about it#I just wanna finish and post Mona Lisa and be done with it#does anybody want to ….read what I have so far and give me feedback….#I feel like having a cheerleader usually helps get me out of a slump#but also idek if even that will work at this point like my brain is just…soup……#personal
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Got fully ghosted by a dude I was talking to for a solid week or two with no indication that it would happen and no reason why.
Like. Fair enough. Okay. Your right to decide you don't wanna talk to me anymore, but genuinely: *why* did you act like you were so into me up until the last second? Usually, there's some sort of decline to track or an inciting moment or incident.
Ugh. We played smash melee together with awful ping. That used to mean something.
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NO THEY KILLED THE PREGNANCY BIT
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laura asked me why i said vienna by ultravox playing in two different travis scenes is significant to his death and now i'm making it everyone's problem. there are a few songs that play twice in the series and both times it plays, there's a reason for it.
we first hear vienna when travis is revealed to be dead.
the second time we hear it, he can't find javi, it's dark and getting cold, and he's starting to panic. nat finds him, and she tries to calm him down, and he tells her "something happened last night." something happened to him, something he's refusing to process himself, and he's focusing all his energy on finding javi instead. because he can't change what happened to him, he likely can never truly get over what happened to him, but finding javi is something he can do.
he's dealing with a lot of (misplaced) shame over what happened to him the night before, and while nat is the only one he feels like he can trust, it's so scary to even try to open up to her or be vulnerable with her at all so he feels like his only option is to push her away. he feels like he has to. he chose to go with jackie, that inevitably made him a target for all the other girls, and he feels like he betrayed nat for it. after all that happened, he can't fathom why nat would want to help, so he tries to push her away just to protect himself from that inevitably rejection that he thinks he deserves anyway.
"i don't want your help, nat." "i know." "i don't want your fucking help, nat." "i know." "[...] i'm so sorry. i didn't want to. i fucking love you, natalie."
it's the way she doesn't argue and just accepts it that travis eventually gets to the place of allowing himself to open up. he's never revealed this side of himself before, always hiding his vulnerability with anger and attempted cruelty instead ('attempted' because even though he says what he says, he doesn't really say any of it in a way that makes you think he believes in what he's saying). he's not good at apologies which is why he mumbles it out, hesitates before he says anything, but he finds it necessary. she's not arguing with him and that grants her access to his breakdown and he needs her, he's finally willing to admit it, even though he's so guarded with everyone now.
this wilderness scene goes back and forth between travis and nat's conversation + nat cleaning up her motel room as she prepares for her suicide attempt - with the photos of travis's death in the forefront, obviously implying that that's what's leading her to this. the scene in the teen timeline gives us real insight into why his death affects her so heavily in the adult timeline, but it also heavily parallels what travis is going through, too.
travis's death is so tied into his belief of what's going on in the wilderness + javi. both of these things started that night, the day after doomcoming, after what was his most traumatizing experience and he was desperate to find some way to cope. he couldn't be an outsider anymore because it made him a target, so he tried to follow lottie instead, become a part of it + give in to the blessings because he thought that's how he would survive - and ultimately, she gave him hope that his brother was still out there, and he needed that.
as an adult, he wants to talk to It, he wants to feel something, and the only way he knows how is to die, even just for a few moments. what happened to him on doomcoming + what happened to javi are both his most traumatizing events and they go hand in hand, he blames himself for what happened that night and inevitably losing javi because of it, and he thinks he would still be alive if they hadn't gone through that.
"a voice reaching out in a piercing cry, it stays with you until the feeling has gone."
the song plays in the teen timeline and ultimately signifies his impending doom. at this point, we already know that he's going to die. he's dead before the narrative begins but this song playing at his death reveal and here tells us that this is the start of how he gets there. doomcoming is so significant to the downfall of his entire life and his inevitable death.
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unexpected bj feelings tonight
#watched s11e06 bombshells again#upset about it#so much beej in this fandom not enough about s11e06 bombshells smh beej episode of all time#gotta do everything myself
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the way i used to like, have serious issues with shame and shit irt to liking anime titty, RIP in pieces to that version of myself, glad your dead tbh
#tbh its 100% my exes fault like our whole relationship was Fraught and this is just one aspect of that fuckery#but like#im not like#upset about it#she had her reasons and we were both fucked up in a lot of different ways and didnt know wtf we were doing
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well 🧍♀️ as a reminder this blog is NOT a safe space for trump supporters but it IS a safe place for women, queers, trans ppl, people of color, undocumented people, and any marginalized group.
#if youre feeling upset or disillusioned i am right there with you#but now more than ever#i want to remind you of the importance of community#check in on your friends#advocate for your friends#protect your friends#protect your community and who you love and care about#and we will get through this#my dms and inbox are always open#even if you just want to vent#im also so sad right now but we have to be strong and stick together right now#(also if youre not american pls understand this affects us all and to not invalidate the feelings of americans)
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can't believe we're all adults being forced into the club penguin level of censorship in 2024
#ramble#if you say unalive in front of me i will personally kill you with my hands#you just can't muffle and censor and hold someone's hand through some things#some things are horrible. and they should be spoken aloud and they should upset you. because they are horrible#the second we started kidzbopifying the world was the end of taking anything seriously i think#i'm not even joking i've spoken to people older than me who won't even say the world sex#this isn't the playground you're not going to get in trouble just let us say the word!!!!!!#how am i supposed to listen to you when you won't even say the thing you're supposed to be talking about#yes this is the fault of the platforms with their censorship rules but the fact that we all just go along with it like it's not dystopian#you do know it doesn't stop with cursing right. people are already having to censor queer terms because they get flagged as inappropriate
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Harrow: my deepest darkest trauma is that my parents killed a bunch of children in order to make me into a powerful necromancer. they died for me. their blood is on my hands.
Gideon: that sucks dude. anyways I'm going to sacrifice myself to save your life. you'll be an even more powerful necromancer. pretty sick, huh?
Gideon: why are you so upset about this
Gideon: is it because you don't like me
#gideon being so upset that harrow didn't use her like she wanted#like. girl. think about it a little more.#the locked tomb
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mary winchester becomes a grandmother at age 30 when her sons, ages 38 and 34, adopt their dead 400 million-year-old best friend’s 22-year-old newborn son
#this is normal and it makes sense#and nothing about their family dynamic is weird or upsetting#spn#spn s13#mary winchester#dean winchester#sam winchester#castiel#jack kline
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the thing that caused me so much grief last night but now i feel better about it fdnghgdfggd
#sighhh im still kind of upset about the whole thing but man whatever i spent so long drawing this xd#sonic adventure 2#i loooove geralds cell i think its just so cool that sonic ended up in it and it was just kind of silently there#sonic the hedgehog#art#sonic fanart#sth#digital art#there are some issues with my rendering that i am trying to resolve but idk i guess i just have to try and learn#it's already better than what i could do like a year ago or so so i guess its alright#sa2
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Collection of bg3 sketches I've been nibbling at over the month. teehee
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 fanart#astarion#karlach#shadowheart#gale dekarios#tav#orin the red#bg3 tav#oc.nawen#I'm soooo normal about these characters like so so normal not obsessed w them at all#still upset u can't sleep w orin tho#you can sleep w mizora but not w her??? I've never been so heartbroken#ALSO I've had to reject gale after astarion confesses his feelings and oh my god#he looked at me with the hugest roundest puppy dog eyes I've ever seen#I still feel bad abt it tbh#the image of him looking at me like that. burned into my mind#sleepyscribble
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emma dupain cheng on the brain😽🎀
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#ml#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#my art#emma dupain cheng#emma agreste#(i think that may the more popular tag for her lol. she is a dupain cheng in my heart though)#plagg#she is thirteen almost fourteen here btw. because i love circularity#emma dupain cheng to me is like. what if emilie or adrien grew up in a stable home with no trauma. that’s emma#and she is theater kid✨#and adrien and marinette are soooo so so supportive and love going to her shows and are so proud of her#/marinette has to be held back from trying to manipulate the school play casting process to secure emma the lead every year#but then emma sets her sights on bigger things(broadway west end)#and adrien pumps the breaks big time#and he’s so torn between supporting her interests and wanting so badly to keep her from like. being a child actor. having a job. b#being pulled from school#and emma gets upset bc he is standing in the way of her dreams#and they fight about it:(#and then emma discovers plagg and convinces him to help her sneak out and go to her callback that she secretly auditioned for#(and forged all the parent signatures for lol)#and. well. plagg CAN be bribed#and also she just reminds him so much of baby adrien🤧 he is a softie#and she runs away to her callback. and adrien and marinette wake up the next morning and see on the news that there is a new chat noir.#anyway. not that i’ve thought about it or anything
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I think that one thing people fail to understand is that unsolicited literary criticism coming from an online stranger who is reading with no knowledge of what the authors intended goal is, is not going to be received the same as say: the authors beta reader or friends who know what the authors intended goal and has the sufficient knowledge and input to help the author reach that desired outcome.
"But I'm only trying to be helpful" How do I know you have the knowledge and literary skill for you to be able to actaully do that when we don't know each other and you are essentially a stranger to me? Are you applying this criticism based out of personal biased experience and desire to see the story or characterization be driven in another direction or tweaked, or do you know the author's intentions for the character? If the story is incomplete, are you basing your criticism of a character on the incomplete narration with only partial information available of them or are you building up a report until the story's completion? Did the author provide you with the information needed to make a fully informed criticism?
Have you discussed with the author what their plans are or are you assuming them based off the narration, especially if the narration is proven or implied to be unreliable or missing key points of the plot? Are you unbiased enough to help them reach their desired outcome for the characters and story regardless of your personal feelings towards the characters/antagonists and setting? Can you handle being told your specific input isn't wanted because you're a reader and/or have no written anything relating to their genre or topic? Do you understand and respect that the author's personal experiences might influence their writing and make it different than how you would have done it personally? Do you understand if an author only wants input from a specific demographic relating to their story?
If it's for fanfiction or other hobby media, are you holding a free hobby to a professional standard? Are you trying to give criticism because you feel like the author has produced 'subpar job performance' of their fic? Are you viewing their work as a personal intimate outlet or something that must conform with mass media? Are you applying rules and guidelines when the fic is shared for simple sharing sake? Is your criticism worded appropriately and focused on the parts where the author has requested input on rather than a general dismissal and or disapproval?
Have you put yourself in a place where you assumed you have the input needed for the story to evolve better, or have you asked what the author needs and what they're having trouble with? Can you handle having your criticism rejected if the author decides their story doesn't need the change and not take it as a personal offense against your character? Are you crossing that boundary because you think you are doing the author a favor? Are you trying to be helpful, or do you just want to be?
I think sometimes when people hear authors go 'please don't give me unsolicited writing advice or criticism' they automatically chalk it up to 'this author doesn't want ANY constructive feedback on their stuff at all' and not "i already have trusted individuals who will help me with my writing goals and- hey i don't know you like that, please stop acting so overly familiar with me'
#small rant brought to you by: listened to my younger sibling's friend be very upset today because an original story she wrote gets bashed#the story itself is fine maybe a little fast paced but overall she was happy with it's progress#and there is this one dude who keeps trying to tell her that her story needs to go another direction to 'make sense' and it changes the end#after she's repeatedly explained she's happy with the outcome and does not want to expand on that plot point any further#dude says she's 'unreceptive to criticism' no dude you're just being a dick#constructive criticism helps the AUTHOR reach THEIR intended goal#not steer the story in the direction a reader wants to see it go#sara shush#pls don't reblog with any 'but i take unsolicited criticism all the time' this isnt about you. your boundary is not other people's boundary
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