#UP Board 10th Exam

[she-rambled-but-they-were-true]

Fucking hell

Welcome to my TED talk where I tell you why our board manuals and preparation are useless. Ok, so I had my Hindi board today, it went well, alright not bad, eh, the lit and writing part was ok, all good and well. Now we come to grammar which is all right fine, ig I did ok, now, I come to comprehension tell me why(I had 4/4/4, set -2) the first question in the entire paper and I get the first four answers as all B, I am telling you, I have been having an impending panic attack the entire day. I cannot tell you how anxious I have been the entire day that I basically fucked up the first question FIRST QUESTION of my FIRST BOARD paper. I have been asking around to EVERYONE whether they have set two and whether they got the same answer to the first question as me, not just people from my school people from different schools in my area and people from different states I know. And they kept telling me that they did not get the same answers as me at all, my friend sent this answer key thingy with the answers of the 4 sets and I check and I am like BLOODY HELL, did I fuck up 50 per cent of my paper and I actually wanted to cry.

Now, Ways this could have been avoided was if THE FREAKING TEACHERS WERE KIND ENOUGH TO KINDLY LET US KNOW THERE LIKE 25 SETS, and tell me why I thought there were only going to be 4 sets throughout the entirety of India, I asked someone I knew and they were like, yes, there 6 groups of 4 sets which are 24 sets. So whoever I asked it's pointless because there is very little chance that we got the same group and set of paper, WHY ??, I-

Either ways is any of you cbse board, class 10 2023-24 term, Hindi board 2(sparsh, sanchayan), set no. 2 grp 4/4/2?? if so pls tell me what you got for the first comprehension (the magnus chase and Rameshbabu Praggnanandhaa para), I got 1-4 as B and 5th as D

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UP Board Exam Date 2024: यूपी बोर्ड की परीक्षा शेड्यूल जारी यहां देखें कक्षा 10, 12 की डेटशीट!

UP Board Exam Date 2024: यूपी बोर्ड ने UP बोर्ड हाई स्कूल (कक्षा 10) और इंटरमीडिएट (कक्षा 12) परीक्षा 2024 की तिथियों की घोषणा की है। कक्षा 10 और 12 के बोर्ड परीक्षा 22 फरवरी, 2024, से प्रारंभ होकर 9 मार्च, 2024, तक समाप्त होंगी। UP Board Exam Date 2024 UP Board Exam Date 2024:उत्तर प्रदेश माध्यमिक शिक्षा परिषद (यूपीएमएसपी) ने UP बोर्ड हाई स्कूल (कक्षा 10) और इंटरमीडिएट (कक्षा 12) परीक्षा 2024…

[ramblingsfromthytruly]

my academic journey (warning: i ranted) -

so ever since i started school till about the end of 8th grade i was always a 90%+/straight A student. the kind of child my classmates & cousins would be compared too. not trying to glamorize comparison btw, i personally think that's really toxic & pressurizing. so yeah, i was a "good" quiet kid. i listened attentively in class and submitted all my homework on time. the only complain teachers had about me was that i was "too quiet" but that wasn't a real issue. i was just shy but talkative with my few friends yano. i spent the entirety of 7th grade & most of 8th grade in online classes so my habits of studying went to shit. still somehow managed 91% in my 8th grade finals. and then 9th began and it all went downhill. teachers kept saying 'next year is ur board exams, u need to study a lot, etc, etc.' so if u're not from india we basically have these major 'board exams' at the end of 10th & 12th grade. but 10th boards don't really matter all that much, teachers just make a big fuss about it. 12th boards matter, but that's also the time we give college entrance exams and that sorta matters more according to most ppl. n yeah, idk what happened but i got overwhelmed. i could no longer just do well in class and study before exams and get good marks. i felt dumb. my grades didn't see a single improvement. i honestly gave up in the middle of it all and got sick of school. and at one point, it became less burn out & more clinging to the familiarity of not doing anything. i became lazy. and i became a hypocrite. i'd always tell myself, this time i'm gonna study, this time i'm gonna score well. well that 'this time' never came. 10th grade got even worse and i scored 73% in my board exams because i barely studied at all. at the same time, my relationship with my parents has constantly been unraveling. and i saw just how much of their 'pride' was dependent on me being the kid they could show off and smile widely when others replied 'wow she's going places'. my father can't hold a single conversation with me now that doesn't go back to me being a disappointment. and now i'm the kid who has to listen to her parents compare her to others. 'be like her, your friend', they say. halfway though 11th rn and i guess what?? still no fucking improvement. but the thing is i know this is the last straw. i can feel it. i got around 64% in my first tests (pa-1) of 11th. haven't gotten mid term results yet but i'm estimating just above 50%. and the thing is it's not that i can't score well. i know my potential all too well. i know i can score such high marks. but the problem is i don't study. if i just studied a couple hours every day, i can easily manage above 80%. with constant improvement i can manage above 90% again. but i don't. and that's ending right this instant. i'm not gonna turn into an academic weapon overnight or smth ik that. but i'm gonna start slowly but surely working hard. i have big dreams, i know i can achieve them if i just put in the effort. plans have been made, all i need to do is execute them. execute my laziness. i'm gonna get better. i'm gonna prove everyone who thinks i'm never gonna do it wrong, and i'm gonna prove myself right. this comeback will be for me, my inner child. the little kid in me deserves to not wind up a washed-out failure.

academic goals! -

pa-2 - 75-80%

11th finals - 80-85%

12th pa-1 - above 90%

uni - iiser (college for pure science research, bs + ms integrated)

[clarisse0o]

Camp Wiegman-Part 78

Lucy Bronze x Ona Batlle

Alternative Universe: Military School

Words: 5K

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Sunday, April 10th – Manchester Airport.

I've never been so excited to go on vacation. I'm sitting next to Lucy, holding her hand. We're waiting for our flight. Jenni and Alexia dropped us off an hour ago after we ate together, and now we're alone. It's soothing to be just the two of us, especially after the past few weeks.

"Excited?" Lucy whispers to me.

"Oh yes."

"It will be well-deserved."

We exchange a smile. After nonstop studying, tests, mock exams, and even working at the gallery with Grace for two Saturdays... Yes, I think it will be well-deserved. I've worked hard, but I don't regret it. It helped lift a huge weight off my shoulders. At least I've secured my spot at art school for next year. That's something. Now, as agreed with Lucy, I must step away from my studies for two weeks. It's difficult because my diploma is still on my mind. I worked hard, and I think I did quite well on my mock exams this week, but you never really know. In the meantime, I promised to make the most of these two weeks, so I’m trying not to think about it. The only thing I need to focus on is Lucy and our families.

"I was thinking we could go camping," I shared with Lucy.

"Camping, huh?"

"Yeah. We've talked about it so much. It would be a great opportunity. Or at least spend the evening on the beach! Oh my God, I’ve missed that so much," I said excitedly. "With a campfire, marshmallows, and—"

"Hey," Lucy laughed. "Relax. We'll have all the time to do whatever you want. It seems work has gotten to your head, huh?" she teased, running her hand through my hair.

"Are you making fun of me?" I asked, pouting.

"Oh no," she smiled mischievously.

"That was the deal, remember? I had to give it my all until vacation and then calm down afterward."

"That’s true. You didn’t sneak any study materials into your suitcase, did you? Maybe I should have checked."

"Stop," I giggled. "I wouldn’t do that."

"Oh no. That's not like you at all."

I laughed harder and playfully slapped her thigh at her irony. It's true I thought about it, but I didn't do it. I really want to enjoy this relaxing vacation. After all, we're going back home.

"Hey, none of that," she said, intertwining our fingers after my playful slap. "We have to endure almost 3 hours together in the air, so let’s not start hitting each other."

"True, but we'll sleep through half of it, so you don’t have to worry."

"Speak for yourself. You're a real napper."

I smiled. It's hard to argue with that. I enjoy being calm in moments like this. Finally, boarding time arrives. This is going to be a long trip. My six-hour flight back to Barcelona will seem like nothing compared to the nineteen hours we're about to face, with a layover, no less. We settle into our seats after passing through security. It's a shame, but I won’t see Shay here. She explained that she tries to be on the Barcelona flight as often as possible because her boyfriend lives there.

"Do you take this trip often?" I asked my girlfriend, gazing out of the window.

I’m eager to take off, but also nervous. I've never liked flying to Portugal. I wonder how Lucy feels about it. I remember she's not particularly fond of flying either.

"I think I’ve told you before," she answered. "I visit my parents twice a year… although, that might change next year."

"Why? Because of me? Please don't say that. I haven’t even met your parents yet, and they're going to hate me."

"Why are you getting so worked up?" she laughed. "Of course not. The venue will take up a lot of my time. I'll have other things to do than visit them. They'll just have to come to me for once."

"Okay," I murmured.

"Are you still nervous about meeting them?"

"A little…"

"Everything will be fine, I promise."

I smiled as she brought my hand to her lips. She makes me feel like everything's going to be okay. It’s crazy.

"Come on, get some rest. The trip is long, so you might as well recharge."

"Doesn’t it bother you...?"

"Sweetheart, you’ve been pushing yourself hard for three weeks. I know you’re tired. Rest, this is your time."

"Okay," I murmured. "Promise you won’t let me sleep too long though? I don’t want to leave you alone for the entire trip."

"Sweetheart, don’t worry about that. Sleep. We’ll have plenty of time to enjoy each other’s company when we land."

She nudged me to rest my head against her. I smiled and settled into a comfortable position. It’s true, a little rest wouldn’t hurt. I’ve been going non-stop. It’s time to relax, but before that... she’s right. I need some rest.

"Thank you," I murmured as I watched the takeoff through the window.

My eyelids felt heavy after half an hour. I tried to stay awake to keep Lucy company, but she seemed to avoid talking to help me fall asleep. It didn’t take long.

Sunday, April 10th, – Lisbon Airport.

It's either early or late... I’m not sure anymore. Now I remember why I hate jet lag. The good thing is the flight made me forget the time and regain some energy. I feel great, and I think Lucy does too. We’ve got silly smiles on our faces. We know we’ll finally be able to live safely here. We were so happy to return to our homeland. As we enter the terminal, I immediately spot my grandpa. Lucy must have sensed my excitement because she released my hand without saying a word, letting me run toward him. I immediately hug him tightly.

"I'm so happy to see you again! I missed you."

"And I missed you."

We pull apart, and I turn toward Lucy, who’s now by my side again. Before I even have time to introduce them, my grandpa asks:

"Well, is this the lucky one?" he says with a grin.

"Yes. Grandpa, this is Lucy. Lucy, this is Charlie Batlle, my grandfather."

"Nice to finally meet you. Ona’s told me a lot about you."

She smiles genuinely, though I can tell there’s a bit of tension behind it. My grandpa chuckles and catches her off guard by giving her a big hug.

"Forget formalities with me, dear. It’s a pleasure to meet my granddaughter’s girlfriend."

I smile in return. I didn’t expect this meeting to go any other way. My grandpa has such a big heart. When I told him who I was coming with, he was thrilled. I expected nothing less from him.

"How was the flight?" he asks as we start walking.

"Long, but overall good."

"Oh yes, it’s quite a haul. But we’re glad to finally be here."

I let them chat as I take in my surroundings. Just feeling the ground beneath my feet is a pleasure. My legs had started to go numb from sitting for so long. The sun shines through the large windows, making me smile. I feel like a ball of energy. It's wonderful to be back, but also hard. The last time I was here was for my father’s funeral... I don’t have time to dwell on it, though, as we grab our bags and head outside. The weather feels nice. A bit cool, but I’m not surprised given the time. It's early, and this time of year, we’re in autumn. I think we’ll be lucky. It feels mild, and we’ll be able to do lots of outdoor activities like we talked about on the plane.

"How’s the weather?" I ask my grandpa for his opinion.

- "I think you're going to be lucky in the next few days," he replies with a smile.

- "Great."

We walk through the parking lot, looking for his car. I spot it immediately, remembering it perfectly.

- "Oh, you still have your old pickup!? I can't believe it!"

I rush over to it, making my girlfriend laugh. I've always loved this car. My grandfather used to let me sit in the back whenever we took short trips. I expected him to have gotten rid of it by now.

- "It's a nice car," Lucy comments, running her hand over the bodywork. "1970 Chevrolet, right?"

- "Yes, that's right," my grandfather says, surprised. "You like cars?"

- "She loves them," I chime in before Lucy can respond. "She's a huge fan. If there's anyone you can talk to about your old cars, it's definitely her."

- "She's exaggerating," my girlfriend replies, a bit embarrassed. "I know a little thanks to my dad. He loves them, so I guess I inherited that from him."

- "Do you know a bit about mechanics?" he continues. "Because I think this old thing could use a little tune-up."

- "Oh. Well, I can take a look if you'd like. I restored my first car with my dad, and it was about the same age, so I think I can manage."

- "Really?" I say, surprised. "I didn't know that."

I knew she liked cars, but I never knew where it came from. Now I do. I think these holidays are going to be a way for us to learn more about each other. After all, we’re returning to our roots.

- "I wouldn't be as interesting if I told you everything all at once," she teases, making my grandfather laugh.

- "She's right! That's how I kept your grandmother for all those years."

He adores my girlfriend, it's obvious. I couldn't be happier. His opinion matters a lot to me. It's like my dad accepting her.

- "What was her name?" Lucy asks.

- "Mandie."

- "That's a beautiful name. We’ll have to keep it in mind for later."

I blush at this comment, which is clearly not a joke. It's obvious she means it. I think back to the conversation we had at the restaurant. She really does want to have kids with me someday. Finally, we pack our things into the back. Once we're done, my grandfather hands the keys to my girlfriend.

- "Oh, um..."

She looks at me, unsure of what to do. I shrug with a little smile.

- "I wouldn’t say no if I were you. You must be dying to, and let’s just say he doesn’t let just anyone drive his baby..."

- "Oh yes, that's for sure," confirms my grandfather.

- "I don’t even know the way," she tries to argue.

- "Well, we’ll guide you," I reply. "Come on, I'll sit next to you."

I snatch the keys from my grandfather and drag Lucy to encourage her to do it. I sit in the middle to stay by her side. I can tell she's feeling a bit awkward behind the wheel, but that quickly fades once we leave the airport. I smile because it's clear she's enjoying herself. The engine purrs, showing its age, but it still drives smoothly. It just needs a good clean-up. On the other side, I can see my grandfather is happy too. He was so excited to know we were coming. It's been a long time since anyone visited him. I know he knows a lot of people here, but it must be tough losing all your loved ones and being left without family nearby. In any case, he's in great shape. He hasn’t stopped talking the entire ride. I'm really glad I got some sleep on the plane; otherwise, I wouldn’t have handled this conversation as well given the time of day. On the other hand, I'm enjoying seeing Lisbon again. It feels like home. I smile when Lucy parks in front of the family house. It’s a little home that I’ve always been particularly fond of. We’re far from the city, and there’s a small beach just behind it. I’ve always found this place to be peaceful. Lucy must think the same, judging by the way she looks at the house with wonder.

- "You must be starving," says my grandfather as he gets out of the car. "I’ll go make you both some breakfast. Ona, why don’t you show her around the house while you wait?"

- "Yeah," I say, snapping out of my thoughts. "Yeah, of course. Thanks."

We get out as well, and I smile as I watch Lucy taking it all in. It feels strange to see her here, far from our obligations, but especially at my place. I finally feel like her girlfriend and not just her student.

- "Not bad, huh?" I ask, nudging her playfully.

- "It’s beautiful, indeed," she says with a small smile. "Is this the family home?"

- "Yeah... This was my dad’s last home," I confess.

- "Really?" she raises an eyebrow.

- "Yeah. He came back to live here after... my grandmother passed away and my parents divorced."

- "I see," she nods. "It’s a lovely place, though," she whispers. "You must have a lot of memories here."

- "Oh yes..." I breathe.

I squeal in surprise as we’re interrupted by a ball of fur that literally jumps on me. Lucy bursts out laughing and crouches down to greet the dog, who quickly forgets about me.

- "I can’t believe it! A little petting, and he’s off to someone else," I grumble, making my girlfriend smile.

- "Good thing humans aren’t like that. So, aren’t you going to introduce me?" she teases. "It’s an Australian Shepherd, isn’t it?"

I laugh, shaking my head.

- "Yes, that’s right. Let me introduce you to Buzz, the youngest member of the family. Well, sort of!" I giggle.

- "Wow. He seems like such a sweet dog."

I tilt my head with a smile, noticing she’s clearly no longer paying attention to me at the moment. Oh, so she really loves dogs, huh? Another thing I didn’t know. I crouch down too and finally manage to get the dog’s attention, along with Lucy’s.

- "Do you like dogs?" she asks me.

- "I do, yes. I didn’t know you were such a fan."

- "Oh, I love them, but they need a lot of attention, unfortunately."

- "That’s true."

I start petting Buzz too. I missed him. My dad wanted to get a dog so my grandfather wouldn’t be alone when he was away on missions. My grandfather wasn’t too keen on the idea at first, but in the end, he’s the one most attached to Buzz.

- "Maybe we could consider getting one."

I look up at Lucy in surprise.

- "Really?"

- "Well, why not? Maybe not right away, but once we see how our schedule is next year. If everything works out, we could get one."

- "Definitely, yes!"

I nod enthusiastically, making Lucy laugh. It would be a great first step toward commitment.

- "Alright," she says, standing up.

- "I should really show you around the house," I announce, standing up too.

We grab our bags and head inside. It feels strange being here again... The last time I was, my dad was still around. It’s bittersweet because I’ve always loved his rustic style. Lucy must have noticed my change in mood because she gently places her hand on my back.

- "Will you show me our room?"

I smile shyly and nod. From where we’re standing, we can see the living room, but I lead her upstairs to our left instead. Lucy follows closely behind. The house isn’t very big, but it has three bedrooms and a bathroom just on the upper floor. Mine is at the end. When we walk through the door, we’re greeted by a room flooded with light from a large bay window that opens onto a small terrace, almost as small as my room itself. It’s barely big enough for a bed and a wardrobe, but it’s more than enough. I chose this room because I fell in love with the view of the sea. I’ve lost count of how many times I left the curtains open just to wake up to that view, accompanied by the sound of the waves. It feels like paradise. Nothing has been moved, yet I can tell everything is clean. My grandfather must have taken the time to tidy up.

"It’s lovely," she whispers, pulling me out of my memories. "Is that your dad? »

I nod as she points to a picture of us. To be honest, it's the last one we took together. We were in the back, by the sea, and he tried to throw me into the water when we had just arrived here. In the end, it made for a beautiful shot, taken by my grandfather.

"You look a lot like him," she says with a small, sad smile. "How about we take a walk this afternoon? We can visit his grave while we're at it."

"Really?" I reply, surprised. "I mean, I don't want to burden you with that. I would have done it another time, like when you go for your morning run."

"Don't be silly. I'd like to come with you, if that's okay."

I smile softly and nod. I didn't want to pressure her, but if it's her idea, I won't say no.

"Okay... Thank you."

"It's nothing. You seem uneasy... Are you sure you're alright?"

"Yeah. It's just strange to be here..."

"You haven't been back since?"

"No," I admit. "We came back for the funeral, but..."

I take a deep breath. She has a right to know, after all.

"I didn't have the courage to set foot here again. I made my mom book us hotel rooms."

She nods in understanding.

"Come here."

She opens her arms, and I immediately snuggle into her embrace. She kisses my forehead, holding me tightly.

"It’ll be okay, alright? He wouldn't want to see you like this."

"I know... But it's stronger than me."

"Okay," she says, pulling back. "You know what? We didn't come here to mope around, so... How about we plan that stargazing night tonight instead? We can always take that walk another day. I can see you need a distraction."

"Really?"

"Well, yeah. If I'd known there was a beach right behind the house, I would've agreed to this sooner. Might as well enjoy it while the weather's nice. It might not last long."

She's amazing... She always finds ways to lift my spirits. I smile and nod. There's no rush now that we're here, but I really like this idea to start things off.

"Great... And what do you say we help your grandfather now? I can already smell waffles, and honestly, I’m starving."

I laugh and nod. If there’s one thing that didn’t go well during the trip, it’s the meals over the past few hours. A good breakfast will do us good.

"Yeah... You're right. You’ll be impressed. His waffles are the best."

"Oh, really? Better than mine?"

"Um... Hard to say... But yes. I’d say so," I tease, grinning.

"Oh, really? I might need to remind you otherwise..."

"Wh-"

I don’t even get to finish my sentence before she attacks me with tickles. I burst out laughing, squirming to escape her grasp, but it's no use. I accidentally pull her down onto the bed, but she still keeps control. I tend to forget just how strong she is.

"S-stop, p-please."

"Oh, now you’re begging?"

I can barely catch my breath. Lucy slows down, but her laughter still echoes in my head.

"So? Are you going to admit my waffles are the best?"

I try to breathe, but giggles still escape. Her fingers hover threateningly over my stomach, as if daring me to give the wrong answer. I grin, deciding to play along.

"I’m not changing my mind," I say with exaggerated seriousness.

Her mock-offended expression makes me smile like an idiot. I love when we’re like this together.

"Oh yeah? And what should I do to change your mind, huh? Oh, I think I know..."

I laugh as her lips brush against my neck.

"Please. You can’t torture me like this."

"Oh really?" she whispers. "I think I’m the only one who has the right to torture you like this."

I wrap my arms around her neck. I can’t help it. What I wasn’t expecting was for her to start tickling me again, this time under my shirt. The sneaky move leaves me laughing uncontrollably, unable to defend myself.

"S-stop, stop! Okay, okay, you win! Yours are the best! Yours are the best!"

The torture stops at my pleas. The next moment, her lips meet mine, and I immediately relax. I laugh as I try to catch my breath. She really is the one I need, no doubt about it.

"See? That wasn’t so hard."

"Girls?" my grandfather calls out. "Everything’s ready, if you’re hungry."

"Well, look at that. We didn’t even get to help your grandpa."

"He’ll survive," I murmur before kissing her.

I wrap my legs around her waist, but Lucy doesn't seem to agree. Though she chuckles, she gently pushes them away.

"Sweetheart..."

"What?" I laugh. "He can wait two more minutes."

"Okay," she sighs.

She kisses me back. I smile as I feel her hand caressing my stomach. She doesn’t even realize how much she drives me crazy... or maybe she does, judging by the way I move my hips against her.

"Not here, and definitely not now," she teases. "We need to go down."

"But!"

I groan in protest, making her laugh softly. She’s so adorable, looking at me with her head tilted. Her eyes drift down my body, and I realize my shirt is pushed up to my chest. I quickly pull it down, which brings her gaze back to my face.

"If I don’t get to, neither do you."

"Oh, you’re like that now?"

"Yep. Too bad for you. You’re missing out."

I get up from the bed and walk down the hallway, purposely swaying my hips for her to watch. I can hear her laughing behind me, which makes me turn around to stick my tongue out at her. What I wasn’t expecting was for her to catch up and grab my butt at that exact moment.

"Don’t worry, I plan to take care of that during this vacation," she whispers to me.

"Really?" I reply, breathless. "If you stick to your rule of no hooking up under family roofs, we won’t be doing much of anything."

"Who said it would be in a bed?"

Her comment stops me at the top of the stairs. Did I hear that right? Where did my innocent girlfriend go!? It’s her turn to tease me with a playful smile as she walks into the living room where my grandfather is waiting for us. Oh my God. We’ve only just started our vacation, but I don’t know why, I feel like this will be the best one we’ve ever had. Then again, we came here... there's no other word. We understand each other, we live together. I’ve never had it so easy with anyone else. My father was right. In life, you only meet one true love. It doesn’t matter how many people come before or even after... but there’s only one, and you feel it instantly. You just have to be lucky enough to find them. I think I knew from the first day what Lucy would mean to me. I was scared at first. After all, we each tried to push the other away with all our strength... But once again, my father was right. You can’t avoid the inevitable. Fate wanted us to be together, and here we are. One thing’s for sure, I’m not going to repeat my parents' mistakes. Lucy is going to be my priority, and I’ll make sure to nurture our relationship. It’s my turn to show her she deserves the world. Smiling, I join her as she’s already deep in conversation with my grandfather about old cars. Yeah, this woman is perfect.

[starryeyedstray]

more school au starry the people want more!

well you're in luck cause i'm stuck in the car for 30 min so i got time to ramble about my dbh school au. i'll reiterate some of the points i made previously for any who haven't seen it

firstly, the school that everyone is at is one of those private boarding schools for students from 6th-12th grade

jericrew are 10th year students. they're delinquents not in the bully others way but the we ditch class bc we hate the academic elitist agenda the school is pushing kind of way

markus is an art and music prodigy that was adopted by carl manfred. he is constantly putting graffiti up (it's art dammit!!) and the school can't kick him out bc carl is a massive donor to the school

josh is a model student that is doing his best to wrangle his anarchist friends but he also hates the school system so he'll usually tag along with his friends shenanigans but he's gonna complain the whole time.

simon is a very average student but he's doing quite well considering he's got insomnia and a constantly low blood sugar. he's always got a lollipop or some candy in his mouth and he perpetually looks tired.

north is constantly ditching class but she always aces her exams so the school is having a hard time justifying disciplining her. her parents agree that if she's doing well she doesn't need to attend classes and what are we paying you for if my daughter is able to teach herself well enough to pass. north gets her attitude from her parents. she also loves her chewing gum and she may or may not have a collection growing under her desk. (north that's disgusting and unhygienic)

kara and connor both transfer in the middle of the school year at the same time. kara is a scholarship student who just moved recently. she has a younger sister named alice who is too young to attend yet. kara is in her 9th year.

connor is the adopted son of the school's headmaster amanda stern. he's a prodigy that's skipped 2 grades. he's supposed to be in his 9th year but is attending 11th year classes.

luther is a 10th year. he is cousins with rose who is in the same homeroom as kara. adam is her younger brother in 7th grade.

hank, gavin, miles, and tina are in the same homeroom as connor. hank is supposed to be in his 12th year but got held back due to all his absences last year. (his brother cole passed away and so he didn't attend classes). he used to be on the disciplinary committee but got kicked out due to his academic probation

kamski is student council president in his 12th year. chloe is his secretary also in her 12th year.

gavin is kamski 's half brother. he is part of the disciplinary committee that is headed by perkins and fowler.

uhm that's all i got so far ahahah. i already have a fun comic idea in my head for this but im supposed to be working on my other wips LMAO. might do a messy sketch or ms paint doodle or something for it instead hahah.

i'll be tagging all the related posts to this au as dbh school au so look forward to more ig jsksksksk. glad everyone is enjoying the au <3333 if y'all have questions or ideas for it lmk~~ would love to hear it!!

[studywithmith]

Introduction

Heya it’s mith! This is a nickname from my original name. I am Tamil and I’m from the state of Tamilnadu from south India :)

This is a study or/blog about my life as a CBSE student where I’ll post about motivation, any interesting topics and just tips that I found useful. I am planning on posting my 11th chemistry notes by the end of this year, once I’ve finished typing them up as I’ve hand written them! So you will see resources being posted!!

I am a high-school student, 17 years old ( year 11/ 11th grade )studying in the science stream. My subjects include —

Physics.

Chemistry.

Mathematics.

Computer Science (python)

English

Why a studyblr?

I opened this studyblr in order to stay productive and help others to do so too if I can. Also through this account I would like to share bits of my student life and motivate other students to do what a student should do like - study and enjoy life. I will post a lot about how to get motivation and how I study certain subjects and these posts will update as I go along!

Any competitive exams?

I am doing four exams ( sobs) which are for design and architecture respectively. These are NATA, JEE paper 2 ( this includes, maths, drawing and aptitude , not physics chemistry and maths ) , UCEED ( design) and NIFT ( design)

Future career?

I am hoping to study design or architecture and maybe get a literature or business degree as a side goal.

Any goals for 2025?

I wanna learn foreign languages such as Italian since it’s my current obsession. I’ve already learnt a bit of French so I’m planning on learning all of the Romance languages, so you will see me post about language learning too!!

More about me:

I was born in England and I’ve lived in India and England on and off, every few years I’d shift to England and then come back to India. I did my boards (10th) in the uk in the form of GCSEs. GCSEs are usually done in 10th and 11th so I’m repeating a year again in India so it’s easier for me for my 12th boards!

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study blogging!

Tagged as #studydaily- it's where I post about my daily study logs.

study_plans!

Tagged as #study plans - it's in the name lol. It's where I post about what I'm gonna do to keep myself disciplined.

motivation!

Tagged as #motivation - to keep myself and you motivated! :)

litblr!

Tagged as #litblr - for literature and any other interesting topics

questions!

Tagged as #questions - just some questions lol!

know me!

Tagged as #know me — it's in the name :p

NATA and JEE2 help

Tagged as #NATAandJEE2 - where I post about the architecture exams and general tips and resources

UCEED and NIFT help

Tagged as #UCEEDandNIFT - where I post about the design exams and general tips and resources

Language learning!

Tagged as #languageblr - I post about my progress in learning languages, this will be separate to my daily logs so i won’t post whatever I learnt in languages in my daily logs. I might create a separate account for langauges alone!!

Tips

Tagged as #chemtips, #mathtips, #phytips, #Cstips and #engtips - these tags are specifically for tips that I’d found useful sharing in that particular subject! You can also use the tag #tips to find all the tips and tricks in one go!

Notes!

Tagged as #notetaking- as I have said earlier, I am planning on posting my chemistry notes by the end of December once I’ve finished typing them up and making them colourful to read. This will be free Ofc, and it does follow the ncert pattern.

Well nice meeting you, maybe drop a comment so that I can know you too?

( note: the template for this introduction was heavily inspired by another blogger! pxasee , do check her account out too!!)

I'm hoping for the best to happen and also working for it!! <3 Show some support please for this account and have a great day/ night!!

[sukoon-rooh]

Assalamualaikum tumblees 🤗

I was simply sitting and a thought appeared in my mind!

Why not get closer to our Deen by sharing Tahajjud stories? Do y'all believe in miracles? Because I do. I do believe in miracles of Allah SWT.

I'll go first.

My Tahajjud story is from 4 years ago. I was in class 10th and due to the pandemic, family problems were going on. My board exams were appearing and I had lost hope but I didn't lose hope in Allah SWT's mercy. I kept praying my 5 daily prayers along with Tahajjud and Ishraq (Duha). I used to stay awake the whole night just so I wouldn't miss Tahajjud. I kept making dua for the cancellation of my board exams but as the days passed by, they confirmed that we'd have the exams. I was deeply saddened because I was not prepared up to my expectations. There were not a few days left for my exams when my dad passed away. I thought of skipping the exam and taking a drop but I didn't wanna give up too. Somehow with the little confidence that I had in my little preparation, I went to take my exam. And after seeing the question paper I was amazed to see that it was the easiest question paper ever 😭. Alhamdulillah 😭. After the exams, I made dua that I should get good results and guess what it was way more than I expected Alhamdulillah. It was 92% Alhamdulillah 🥹. But after losing my dad and being hit by such calamity I lost hope within myself. I gave up praying. Whenever I used to try, I was getting lazy or just giving up. But now after 4 years, after struggling with myself, after making lots of dua, I'm back to praying 5 times and Tahajjud too. Alhamdulillah 😭. I can't thank Allah SWT enough for all the blessings in my life. Alhamdulillah 🥹.

Now share your Tahajjud story to inspire others who are struggling to pray! May Allah SWT reward you 🤍

-اقرأ

[lover-also-fighter-also]

The Song of Love

Summary: In continuation to A Slice of Red Velvet, I have written a Maria POV of her first week at Terman U. Hope you enjoy it!

Fandom: High School Story (Original Trilogy)

Pairings: Maria Flores x Ria Monero (My female HSS MC), a bit of Aiden Zhou x Cameron Levy

Characters: Maria Flores, Ria Monero, Aiden Zhou, mentions of Cameron Levy

Rating: G

Tags: Fluff, future timeline, post series events

A/N: Submitting this work for @hss-appreciation-events HSS Appreciation Week Day 5: Favorite Ships/Pairings.

Additional Tags: @cadybear420 @somerandomjewelleryonthefloor @choicesmc @choicesficwriterscreations @gmsrrn98 @rosesnink @dutifullynuttywitch, @ladylamrian, @pansexy-choices-the-sequal

It was a sunny afternoon at Terman U. Maria strode across the campus after her economics class, her steps fresh and determined and her appearance sharp. She planned to grab some lunch before heading off to History and get some studying in the library done after the class. As she settled down in the cafe with a sandwich in hand, she pulled out her phone and looked at Ria's last message

Ria: Love you too Prez! ❤️❤️❤️

Maria felt a warm fuzzy feeling in her chest as she went through their recent chat, with the silly selfie of Ria with her mouth full of Red Velvet cake. 'God I already miss my silly dork.' she thought, her thumb tracing the picture. She shook her head after a few moments. She couldn't let her emotions get the best of her right now, not when there is a whole day of classes and assignments to do.

As she brushes off the last crumbs of her sandwich, her eyes drat to a poster on the bulletin board in the cafe, advertising an open mic that evening. Maria is immediately drawn back to the memories of Ria, singing during open mics held at Pindarus. She could get lost for ages in her melodious voice, which carried a lot of life and energy…

'Hey Maria!'

Maria was snapped out of her thoughts when she turned around and saw Aiden waving at her. 'You alright? You zoned out for a while there.'

Maria took a moment to regain her composure. 'Um, yeah. I'm fine. What's up?'

Aiden didn't look completely convinced, but he let it slide. 'So, what are your plans for tonight?'

Maria shrugged 'I was just planning on getting some studying done. You know, get those assignments out of the way…'

Aiden sighed. 'Maria, come on. Its only the first week of college, you are allowed to lighten up a little.' Maria frowned 'Hey! I'm not that studious.' Aiden raised an eyebrow 'Really? Because the past few days you have been holed up in the library like it was your sanctuary or something.'

Maria ran a hand through her hair. 'Maybe I have been…' Aiden put a hand on her shoulder. 'Come on Maria, college is about stepping out of your comfort zone. How about you and me attend this open mic night for a change?'

Maria gave it a thought. The idea of a relaxing night without worrying about assignments did seem tempting. 'Okay. I'm in' she said 'But are you being so persuasive because you want me to see you perform?'

Aiden raised his hands in surrender, smiling 'I plead the fifth.'

Later that night:

Maria enters the cafe to see the participants getting ready, some adjusting the mics and others with their instruments. She finds Aiden in the crowd, adjusting the strings on his violin. 'Hey' she said 'When is your turn?' Aiden beamed at her 'Hey. Glad you could make it. Mine is the 10th performance, so we've got plenty of time.'

The first performer comes up 'Hi everyone. I am Kristen, and today I will be singing a song. This is dedicated to my girlfriend…' she eyes a girl who was sitting in one of the chairs in the front row 'It's our third anniversary. So, I hope you enjoy it.'

As the girl sang, Maria felt a pang of nostalgia of Ria and her singing corny love songs together during their rides to school, popping the radio on full volume. Sometimes Ria would hum soothing tunes whenever she felt stressed, or worried, or had a pre-exam nightmare to calm her nerves down.

Maria's train of thought was interrupted when the girl had finished singing and her girlfriend had rushed up on the stage, pulling her into a huge kiss. Maria just couldn't take it anymore. She got off her chair and quickly strode out of the cafe. Her eyes pricking with tears. She leaned against the wall, trying desperately to think of something else, even counting to ten didn't seem to work.

'Maria!'

Maria turned and realized that Aiden had followed her outside. He looked at her, concern etched on his face 'Hey, are you okay?' Maria wiped her tears off with her sleeve 'Yeah…' she said, her voice coming a bit hoarse. Aiden didn't look convinced. 'You know you are not the best liar, right?'

'Fine!' said Maria a bit frustrated. 'I am feeling a bit homesick okay? I miss Ria. I miss her dorky jokes, her singing, her corny love poems…everything about her!'

Aiden wraps an arm around her 'Oh Maria…why didn't you say so sooner?' Maria, taking comfort in the physical touch, spoke 'I don't know…maybe I just don't want to come off as sappy or pathetic. Its been only a week in college and I'm pining for my girlfriend like some lovesick puppy…'

Aiden shakes his head 'You are missing her, its only natural you feel that way. There is nothing sappy or pathetic about it.' Maria nods. 'I know…that's part of why I've been throwing myself at work because I don't want to confront my loneliness…I just feel guilty about enjoying college without her.'

'Hey.' said Aiden, his arm still around her. 'Ria wouldn't want you to miss out on having a good college experience because she is not around. You are allowed to have fun too without feeling guilty about it. Besides, think of all the stories you could tell her the next time she calls up.'

Maria gave a small watery smile 'You're right…thanks Aiden. I really needed this. Besides, when did you get so good at pep talks?' Aiden blushed 'Maybe I spent too much time around Cameron before college…' Maria laughed 'Well, it certainly helped me. Thank them from my side.'

Aiden's name was announced from inside the cafe. 'Ready to head back in?' asked Aiden.

'You bet.' said Maria, her confidence returning as they both headed back inside the cafe.

[my-castles-crumbling]

Hey Cas! I'm sorry just need to rant so day's been pretty shit my marks are vv bad.....but expected tbh like I told u these exams are vvvvv hard I got 71/100 in eng lit 70/100 in geog 80/100 in phy I've been depressed since after skl and skl was omg so fucking bad C wont even talk to me My seatmate R was a great help I had 3 panic attacks today and she kinda helped me through them But now at home it's just total shit After I came from tuition (sort of like tutoring for certain subjects) I was literally in the car with mom on our way home and both my mom and tuition teacher were criticizing abt me and I was already crying before then They tell me that I'm too helpful or that I panic and that is no reason IFK THAT IT IS NO REASON......NO NEED TO POINT IT OUT!!!!!!!!! And skl is off tomorrow so I will be even more depressed at home My dad's gonna kill me idk if i'll get my pc now and I just honestly want to die cuz this shit is maddening On top off that my skl teachers embarrassed me My English teacher told me that she expected more from me My Hindi teacher called me in front of the whole class and asked me why I used a red pen for heading Bitch was colorblind it was fucking pink and I couldn't point that out to her cuz she'll be more bitchy And everyone tells me that I hv boards (sort of like GCSE's) in 10th so considering my status i'll probably fail They tell me it's useless to cry...and I'm just making a big deal (idk how that came up) basically I'm crying to show that I realize my mistakes but I dont reallly realize it.... LIKE BITCH I WOULD CRY FOR SHOW DO YOU FUCKING THINK I WANT EVRY1 TO KNOW I'M DEPRESSED!?!?! My class thinks I'm some dumb kid and honestly idk wht they think(glad idk) Idek anymore..... Like the pain is so bad I cant express it and I feel numb just literally no emotions rn except depression(edited) tx for listening <33

Hi!

Okay so I don't know the grading system where you live but isn't a 70 and 71 still a passing grade? Passing is still something to be proud of. These adults sound awful, like...how are you supposed to feel like you're able to succeed when all they do is make you feel stupid?

Please try to take deep breaths and be kind to yourself. I am so proud of you and I know how hard it can be. These grades are nothing to be ashamed of <3

[academicgremlinhehe]

my academic journey (warning: i ranted) -

so ever since i started school till about the end of 8th grade i was always a 90%+/straight A student. the kind of child my classmates & cousins would be compared too. not trying to glamorize comparison btw, i personally think that's really toxic & pressurizing. so yeah, i was a "good" quiet kid. i listened attentively in class and submitted all my homework on time. the only complain teachers had about me was that i was "too quiet" but that wasn't a real issue. i was just shy but talkative with my few friends yano. i spent the entirety of 7th grade & most of 8th grade in online classes so my habits of studying went to shit. still somehow managed 91% in my 8th grade finals. and then 9th began and it all went downhill. teachers kept saying 'next year is ur board exams, u need to study a lot, etc, etc.' so if u're not from india we basically have these major 'board exams' at the end of 10th & 12th grade. but 10th boards don't really matter all that much, teachers just make a big fuss about it. 12th boards matter, but that's also the time we give college entrance exams and that sorta matters more according to most ppl. n yeah, idk what happened but i got overwhelmed. i could no longer just do well in class and study before exams and get good marks. i felt dumb. my grades didn't see a single improvement. i honestly gave up in the middle of it all and got sick of school. and at one point, it became less burn out & more clinging to the familiarity of not doing anything. i became lazy. and i became a hypocrite. i'd always tell myself, this time i'm gonna study, this time i'm gonna score well. well that 'this time' never came. 10th grade got even worse and i scored 73% in my board exams because i barely studied at all. at the same time, my relationship with my parents has constantly been unraveling. and i saw just how much of their 'pride' was dependent on me being the kid they could show off and smile widely when others replied 'wow she's going places'. my father can't hold a single conversation with me now that doesn't go back to me being a disappointment. and now i'm the kid who has to listen to her parents compare her to others. 'be like her, your friend', they say. halfway though 11th rn and i guess what?? still no fucking improvement. but the thing is i know this is the last straw. i can feel it. i got around 64% in my first tests (pa-1) of 11th. haven't gotten mid term results yet but i'm estimating just above 50%. and the thing is it's not that i can't score well. i know my potential all too well. i know i can score such high marks. but the problem is i don't study. if i just studied a couple hours every day, i can easily manage above 80%. with constant improvement i can manage above 90% again. but i don't. and that's ending right this instant. i'm not gonna turn into an academic weapon overnight or smth ik that. but i'm gonna start slowly but surely working hard. i have big dreams, i know i can achieve them if i just put in the effort. plans have been made, all i need to do is execute them. execute my laziness. i'm gonna get better. i'm gonna prove everyone who thinks i'm never gonna do it wrong, and i'm gonna prove myself right. this comeback will be for me, my inner child. the little kid in me deserves to not wind up a washed-out failure.

[jaybleu25]

My Heart Hears You (Part 1)

Another HS Bros related story!! Again, if you want to know more about my AU and such, you can check out my channel or send me asks! I'll be happy to respond!

------------------------------------------------------------------------------Time: HS Years; Bros are in 9th, Bowser is in 10th. Setting: Bowser's Castle. Work room. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------

... The previous night was a rough one. Not just for Luigi, but for Bowser as well. Due to Bowser's low grades during his freshman year of high school for his science class, he had to be held back in terms of his science classes. Unfortunately, this meant that he ended up having to share a class with Luigi. Mario was there too though, which made the class not as boring. However, things got worse once it was revealed there would be a group project as the final exam grade. While Bowser hoped to get Mario, he mainly was hoping to just get anyone but Luigi. And yet, his wish did not come true. Luigi and Bowser were stuck together. While Bowser found it annoying, Luigi found it terrifying. Not only did that mean Luigi had to spend more time around Bowser, his main tormentor, but he also knew Bowser would likely do none of the work. Luigi would have to do it all, like always. It wasn't anything new to Luigi, however. During his time at high school so far, whenever he's had to do something group related, he'd always end up doing all the work (unless, of course, Mario was in his group; then they'd share). The only thing Luigi was worried about now was the fact that Bowser would likely pressure him more during it. That ended up being the case. The day before the group project was due, Bowser 'kindly' requested for Luigi to come to his castle. This was so they could finish the group project, and also so they'd be left alone, away from Mario and Princess Peach. That way, Bowser could do what he wanted without being caught. As Luigi had predicted, Bowser made Luigi do everything himself. The group project topic was essentially up to the group. The group had to pick a random topic, and they had to teach the class about it. Luigi decided to pick the topic of brine lakes; the idea of certain water being underwater intrigued him. Bowser was not as impressed. He didn't really like water that much. He felt it was too cold. During the time spent at Bowser's castle, Luigi did the best he could to work on the 'group' project. All while Bowser continued to pressure him. The main things Luigi was working on were both the trifold board, as well as on what he and Bowser would say during the presentation. Essentially, he had to come up with not only an entire essay, but he also had to work on the design of the trifold board that would somehow visually represent brine lakes. Luigi tried to make the trifold board have not too much information that would be boring to look at, but he also did his best to make it look somewhat visually pleasing. Unfortunately, Luigi was not the best at art. Mario was more skilled in that department. What he lacked in art however, he made up for with his essay. He had such a way with words. Unfortunately for Luigi, he had a disruptive partner. A partner who also kept asking every 30 minutes if he was 'done yet'. Additionally, this partner continued to get more and more bored. "Are you done yet?" Bowser asked, annoyed. "I'm s-still finishing up the essay..." Luigi responded. "Ugh, do we really have to do that whole thing?" Bowser groaned. We? "I mean, it's water underneath water," said Bowser. "What's so interesting about that? It's just there." "W-Well, actually, the brine contains high concentrations of hydrogen sulfide and--" "Ughh, who cares??" Bowser groaned even more. "Why is that important??" "Because they're toxic to marine animals due to their high salinity and anoxic properties," Luigi answered. "In English," Bowser asked. Luigi would take a deep breath. "If you touch it, it gives you a toxic shock, and could possibly kill you." Bowser would go silent. "...Woah," muttered Bowser, taken aback. "Water can do that?" Luigi would nod. While the topic of brine lakes did intrigue him, the main reason he actually wanted to do a presentation on it was to warn people. They could be dangerous. "Well, i-if the pressure from being so low down in the water doesn't, then...y-yeah," Luigi responded timidly.

-To be continued...-

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Part 1: You're already here!

Part 1.5: https://www.tumblr.com/jaybleu25/746341378314944512/my-heart-hears-you-part-15

Part 2: https://www.tumblr.com/jaybleu25/746500897895514112/my-heart-hears-you-part-2?source=share

Part 3: https://www.tumblr.com/jaybleu25/746506353298767872/my-heart-hears-you-part-3

Part 4: https://www.tumblr.com/jaybleu25/746920665451495424/my-heart-hears-you-part-4

Part 5: https://www.tumblr.com/jaybleu25/746921486930034688/my-heart-hears-you-part-5

Part 6: https://www.tumblr.com/jaybleu25/746923474412568576/my-heart-hears-you-part-6

Part 7: https://www.tumblr.com/jaybleu25/746924406863020032/my-heart-hears-you-part-7

Part 8: https://www.tumblr.com/jaybleu25/747120181983281152/my-heart-hears-you-part-8

Part 9: https://www.tumblr.com/jaybleu25/747121034850975744/my-heart-hears-you-part-9

Part 10: https://www.tumblr.com/jaybleu25/747121820844556288/my-heart-hears-you-part-10

Part 11 (END): https://www.tumblr.com/jaybleu25/747122379621269504/my-heart-hears-you-part-11

[daughterofruins]

Hey! what books have you read by Jane Austen?

I'm about to read Pride and Prejudice after my exams(and i know I'll love it), but I have another book by her downloaded, so thought of asking your opinion

Persuasion, it's called

Hey!

Exama rn? Wait are you giving your 10th boards? Because I am

that sounded like kya aapke toothpaste mein namak hai

Anyways Jane Austen you say my sweet summer child? Buckle up because that is my favourite author right there hehe

PRIDE AND PREJUDICE IS EXCELLENT ITS JUST MUAH GO GIVE IT A READ IT'S FANTASTIC. I read first when I was in class 4 and it was an abridged version and believed for a very long time that Jane was the main character and yet Liz had so much more drama lol. I absolutely love that book possibly because I have a thing for arrogant dummies who turn into softies around women they love and use meanness as methods of flirting

Anyways I have not read Persuasion but will be reading it after my exams. What I have read, though, is Emma. Only partly because then I fell sick and thats a story for another day. But the thing is, you should read Emma. ABSOLUTELY. i read this meme somewhere that Jane Austen always named her books according to the problems that were mainly present in them like in pride and prejudice it was Darcy's pride and Liz's prejudice and in Emma its Emma lol. Plus my sister keeps calling me Emma because I love matchmaking.

Anyways she has another book, some Alley that I haven't read but will read soon, hopefully.

Hope this helped. Feel free to ask anything else<3

[deewanapdf]

it's such a weird phase in my life rn

warning: long rant???

like in 10th of course you have to focus on your studies right, but I don't feel like doing any work. I'm not having fun in school - I love my friends and in the moments I'm with them I'm having so much fun but when I get home I realize we're such a close knit group and that we never go out of the class. there's really not enough places to sit with your friends and everyones so strict and it's a small school so all the teachers and guards are after you, especially that one guard didi with her whistle whos always mad at kids (understandable but still)

and I know that school is not a place for "fun" but it's also not one for misery right? I mean, I'm supposed to learn and have fun too but it's just. so much work. I only have fun doing extracurricular things like mun and ed board stuff

and I like history but i had a test today and I did not study at all and I feel bad about it cause I know I'll get bad marks and that will disappoint me but on the other hand I don't care. its so weird - I know marks don't matter and dont define me as a person and do not equate to my value or worth or whatever, but i still feel horrible when I get bad marks even when it's in subjects like maths which I know I'm not extremely good at or just don't like

I just want to. sometimes just not do anything. and sometimes just do what I want to do - writing, studying subjects I like. and when I get free time I still don't do that - I just waste my time and I feel bad when I do thag but i dont stop and it's just easier to do that and idk idk

and then sometimes I just. want to have a romantic partner yk. like i see in media (ofc not exactly like that cause a lot of it is portrayed as the ideal things etc etc) and my friends have dated people and I just want to hold someone like that, or kiss their foreheads and cheeks or rub circles on their hands and hug them and just sit together and do whatever but also do nothing depending on out mood. and I sometimes cant make out a huge difference between romantic and platonic relationships but it's still not the same yk

BUT. the people in my school. oh my god. all of then suck oh mygodddd. and if they don't they're my friends. and if they're girls they're straight/older (so they look at me like a younger sibling). and if they're guys I don't want to date them cause I have one guy as a genuine best friend and the others are kinda problematic sometimes

and all my friends are so far I have no friends near my house so I feel so lonely at home my god. and I can't do anything about it and it sucks and these days I'm just feeling so subdued and i really don't know anything anymore I'm lowkey dreading the near future but also anticipating the future that's kinda far (in a good way) cause I get to take subjects I like but i still think I'm going to mess up in school/exams somehow and idk i dont know anything I'm just a kid I was just 5 years old what happened I want to go back please please

[cute-as-buttons-moved]

It's that time of year again!! (Board exams) and I want to remind you guys: just do your best. Your best doesn't have to be your 100%. Know that whatever percentage you end up getting, it isn't reflective of your intelligence, especially if you're in 10th grade, cuz once you come to 11th, the first thing your teachers tell you is to forget your 10th marks and focus on what comes next.

You can do it<3

[shankhachil]

How did u do 10th grade not even 1 week in and im so tired fuck this shit !!!

Oh nooo 😭😭😭😭 personally I coped with the first half of 10th by immersing myself in all my extracurricular competitions like MUN, quiz and debate and all. After that it's a 12 inch stick up your ass though, regardless of what you did till September

10th is absolutely tiring I agree 100% with you like especially the chemistry, maths, English language and literature in the beginning is SO DRY and for what. I assume you've started An Angel in Disguise, the GST chapter, periodic table and such but if you haven't then it's probably something else similar because they always start with all the dry stuff here for some reason. And when it gets interesting then it also gets heavy so !!!!! never a positive moment in class 10 !!!!

My request to you is Please Do Not Slack in the first half and them cram like anything before exams while wanting to jump off a roof, most of my friends did that and they did not enjoy, instead just keep revising and stuff. It's boring work definitely but in the end it'll ward away the suicidal thoughts before preboards and boards and you'll feel lighter then

But whatever anyone else says, don't fucking study 6 7 8 hours a day just to keep people happy. 2 to 3 is enough. Enjoy life it was made for your pleasure not for your pain. Go out with your friends and read books and watch movies and Netflix and eat good food and stuff, 10th does not equal nose-to-the-grindstone until December/January and even then you should keep time for yourself (look at me blogging in the middle of my boards)

[studyblr-perhaps]

12/05/23 || Friday

My photos will probably reduce to only one per post, because I am back at home now (thank goodness) and I have less content to click pics of (un- thank goodness). My laptop is heating up like an electric hot bag so I am using my dad's old one and it takes 200 years to load. Still I am glad that my laptop didn't act up during my exams and only now when I have nothing due.

With that being said, I hope everyone is happy and well. For all the Indian school kids reading this, I hope your 10th and 12th boards went well! If it didn't, fuck it. You're much more than just your scores don't forget that!