#UGHHHHHHH dies

[quigzahhutt]

elms sargebon anon here!! god i would love to come off anon and be mutuals but i am shadowbanned 😔 you asked for more so tbh i'm just thinking abt the first few weeks they were teammates again, and they're trying to be so Normal abt each other but they're not. logan thinks being normal is being nonchalant meanwhile alex is actively trying to Rebuild the connection, thinking he's being rebuffed.. they have to share a shower for Plot reasons and logan walks past alex with only a towel and is doing the most to show he's unaffected, and alex being a petty bitch is like. Fine. I'm just as Unaffected as you. and it becomes this game of chicken where either wouldn't admit the touches are Getting to them, until it's like 2am and jamie's stint is not ending for another 2 hrs, and it being alex's first time adrenaline won't let him sleep, and he keeps thinking abt the Before time when being w logan puts him in at peace so much that he falls asleep, so he seeks out logan at his driver's room and swallows his pride and asks if he could sleep with logan, please, and logan lets him. and alex is so tender with all these new feelings that he finally kisses logan... and i need to stop i think bcs its alrd too long 😭😭

ITS OK DEAR ANON. I suppose we must stay as well acquainted strangers😔😔

BUT. THAT ASIDE. UGHHHHH I LOVE THIS IDEA. the stupid game of chicken they accidentally get themselves into is so unbelievably real like. they would 100% do that I hate themmm

and then omg... Alex not being able to sleep because he's never really done endurance racing before, at least not at this level. a 6 hour race is incredibly different than a 24 hour, and so Alex is simultaneously exhausted and anxious, and he kind of can't shake the feeling that there is something hiding underneath his bed, waiting to grab him by the ankles and pull him under

and it's funny, because he knows there isn't, because there usually isn't even an underneath on those beds; it's basically just a mattress on the floor, give or take some extra cushion. and it's charming, but Alex's back kind of hurts, and so does his head, and his eyes, and his- yeah you get the idea

it's 2 in the morning and so his thoughts are jumbled. I mean, his thoughts are always kind of jumbled; there's never really a moment of peace, but tonight it's especially bad. flurries of static punctuated by awful loneliness, occasionally interrupted by a short ruckus outside in the hospitality, and even that kind of makes Alex feel worse, like he's invisible, or like he's the only person on earth

he knows he's not, realistically speaking. there are 8 billion people on earth, and then a good hundred or so in his proximity. Alex would love to go out there and chat, make a few jabs and crack a few jokes. maybe it would help soothe the hamster wheel in his chest, maybe it wouldn't

Logan would always be able to help. and that thought really catches Alex off guard, and before his chest can be hit by the freezing cold ache that always accompanies most of his thoughts about Logan, his body rings with another wave of exhaustion. and the combination of those two things leaves Alex with only one solution

and his body carries him to Logan's room without second thought, and my god, Alex is tired; his limbs feel like concrete, and the only reason his eyes are even open right now is simply because he's vertical. he might not be in a second, though, depending on how long it takes Logan to open the door

and then Logan doesn't open the door, and Alex feels stranded and also like his ankles are about to give out on him at any moment, and so Alex just tells himself fuck it, and lets himself in. fuck his pride, fuck this stupid game they've been playing with each other. Alex is tired, and Logan is here, which is something that Alex hasn't been able to say comfortably for a long time

and so then he's met with Logan's sleeping form, curled up and lumpy in the sheets, and Alex so fucking tired and so fucking jealous, and so he hardly has to think about it before walking over and shaking Logan awake

and Logan rolls over, heavy and drowsy and really warm beneath Alex's palm, and Alex then realizes fuck what am I even doing. but now it's too late; Logan is awake and looking up at him, bundled up and sleepy, and then Alex yawns and it becomes horribly evident that all he wants right now is curl up into Logan's ribcage where it's warm and quiet and not plagued by the adrenaline of another stint on the horizon

so he asks. asks if he can be here. if he can sleep with Logan. and even though Logan has just woken up and his eyes are still a little bleary, he just smiles up at Alex and nods his head before pulling Alex down into bed with him. Alex nearly busts his lip on Logan's shoulder, and their legs get a little tangled up in the blankets, and it's all horribly reminiscent of something that they used to have, something clad in blue and riddled with insecurity

but it's different, this time, in how Logan pulls Alex into his chest, in how he mumbles something between their bodies, and how Alex finally leans in to kiss him without overthinking it

ANON PLEASE COME BACK WE NEED YOU IM LOVING THIS AND I KNOW U HAVE MORE TO SAY PLEASE PLEASE🙏🙏🙏

[sampilled]

godddd i wish sam had went through with the trials so badly

[mintypsii]

me gaslighting myself into thinking that what i just found out was a silly little joke everytime i get a spoiler

[brainfilehasstoppedworking]

It's Sam,,,

[pzyii]

half return by Adrienne Lenker

[rosaacicularis]

it’s that time again 😔 (writing a canon hermitcraft fic and have to decide if i use respawn mechanics….)

[kingofanemptyworld]

ohhh finally read the latest jjk chapter and I have… many thoughts. most of them centered around Yuuji and Sukuna’s somewhat surprising train of thought. but also Kenjaku because his death being confirmed is a little hmmm. feels like wasted potential. why did we never get a scene with him and Yuuji? Why make their connection so prominent through Choso and Yuuji’s memory/flashback sequence right before the culling game arc if there was never going to be any payoff for it? why did Kenjaku bother creating Yuuji in the first place? was it simply just curiosity about what sort of new humanity he could create through bonding humans with curses?

and then there’s Yuuta. Absolutely love to see him again and Sukuna referring to Rika as Queen is kind of everything to me (whether he’s mocking her or not) but unless he and Yuuji are tag-teaming Sukuna it feels like he’s going to just be more cannon fodder in the fight against Sukuna. jjk deaths are starting to feel sort of pointless after so many in such quick succession. maybe that’s on purpose, the blatant reminder that the world is brutal and chaotic and we need to have hope despite that (hope being a core theme for Yuuji). but, I don’t know. are we going for a Pyrrhic victory here? Sukuna defeated but Yuuji left alone, or dead right alongside him?

[oh-no-bummer]

What. Just. Happened.

I just finished watching c2e26, I don't know what the hell to feel, I knew it was coming sooner or later and I still cannot fucking believe it. It was a great episode but it's killing me and Yasha wasn't there and it's just so horrible and sad

[steveharrington]

just turned on degrassi on plutotv and it was immediately a scene of jenna allie and connor saying what a way to end the summer :/ at a funeral….. just classic tv

[adw520]

cant sleep because i cant stop thinking about how the mechanic was a bit of an asshole to me for no reason when i got my car finally taken in

[nomaishuttle]

i call all my siblings 'my baby x' bc its funny. even lamp i do this to and rheyre gonna be 17 this y. ohhh my gd lamps gonna be 17 this year. im gonna kill myself

[dawnleaf37]

cup fans when . cup :((((((((((((((

[nervocat]

I am still NOT in the routine of doing homework yet..

[resizura]

fawk i miss 2ne1

[peachsayshi]

@devoti come get your man please 😭😭😭

wedding Naoya

[eddiemunsonbrainrot]

I’M ACTUALLY NOT OKAY WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEY KNOW HOW IT ENDS WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEY KNOW WHO DIES AND WHAT SHIPS END UP ENDGAME AND WHETHER ALL FO THE CHARACTERS GET THE HAPPY ENDINGS THEY DESERVE UGHHHHHHH IM GOING INSANE I NEED TO BE IN THE ROOM WHERE IT HAPPENS