#UGH WHY

[in-restless-walks]

Simon & Garfunkel - Think Too Much

[thecovenhouseco]

Slowly realizing that you may not be able to work anymore if you actually want to treat some of your disabilities feels like you’re being crushed like a hydraulic press. I’ve worked so hard, and I’m afraid that it was for nothing. So if you’re struggling with the same thing, I’m proud of you for all that you’ve done.

[after-perfect]

For the last three weeks or so, YouTube has been very insistent that I should watch the 2022 Elisabeth Schönbrunn, and I keep clicking the "not interested" thing, and then a day or two later it'll be recommended to me again, because taking no for an answer is not YouTube's forte.

Anyway, I finally decided to watch it, because maybe I've just been holding a grudge. It's not really as bad as I remembered it, right?

And honestly no, it's not as bad as I remembered. It's worse.

[vermillionbears]

I hate capitalism

Why do I have to be at work today when I could be at home ~enthusiastically~ showing my girlfriend how much I love her

[incoherentscreaming101]

do you all ever get anxious for absolutely no reason

[kokushibosbestie]

!!tw!! for disturbing topics under the cut. otherwise this is just a rant

yall i just found out about the game The Coffin of Andy and Leyley and i'm so disturbed like what the actual fuck did i just look into.

probably because i hate proships and incest with a burning passion and every molecule in my damn body but still

what person is so fucking fucked up in the head that they make a game like that AND publish it to the public

and what people are so fucked up in the head that they actually like the game and want to play/support it in anyway

the game looks like it had so much potential like Sally Face or Omori but they just haddd to add in some incest and make it fucking weird for the people who genuinely just like games that are disturbing

it also sucks because the artstyle is cute too

i thought i found a good game with a little murder and disturbing themes which mind you, i'm literally a Helluva Boss/Hazbin Hotel AND Sally Face fan, so gore and cults and cannibalism don't really bother me as long as it isn't irl

mannn ugh why are ppl like this

sigh

[sensitivehandsomeactionman]

Oh no, I'm just noticing that on desktop the blog archive display is limiting to 34 posts. (I usually reblog hundreds of posts a month!) I also can't seem to scroll through multiple months. It's going to be so much harder for me to find older posts to revisit 😔.

I really wish they'd given us some notice about the change! I might have done some retrospective work to help me find older posts. I have over 10 years of stuff on here.

[so1dialled9]

And again, the persistent, overwhelming urge to just know. To read, to learn; languages, culture, history. It will never be enough, will it ?

[heisen-heimer]

Remember, you can do everything right in your life and still wake up with a sore throat

[starsirrah]

GOD DAMN IT I KNEW I MISSED SOME

[emilyjunk]

There will come a night when I can't sleep bc I'm consumed with thoughts about my story and instead of just laying there for 5 hours thinking about it unsleepingly, I will get up and just start writing it in the middle of the night until I have to fall asleep from pure tiredness. That night is sadly not tonight though

[thecovenhouseco]

Waiting for a diagnosis is awful because you know you’re suffering, and you know if this thing you’ve just been tested for comes back negative? It’s one less question answered.

[obsessions-me]

AO3 goes down:

Me: Welp time to finish my own WiP

sighs in forever writer’s block

[ionamalachite]

OH MY GOD they killed off [CENSORED]??????? Jesus why

[arewedoneyet]

today is really not my day 😭 (but i’m being super brave about it)

[kurowrites]

I'm sick as a dog and I would be mad about it, but just typing takes all of my energy. 🤒🤒🤒