#U KNOW WHAT THAT IS? GROWTH
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#U KNOW WHAT THAT IS? GROWTH#rayllum#rayllum parallels#1x06#arc 1#arc 2#5x01#s5 spoilers#tdp spoilers#the dragon prince#tdp#it's like poetry it rhymes#greatest hits#1k
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truly shout out to fat and hair
#[has anxiety attack] Well that sucks but have you ever heard of the awesome human body. Fat distribution and variation in hair growth#Markings and benign discoloration of skin. bumps and tags and whiskers and such. Have you ever looked at someones backside before#Seen whats defined underneath when they sit a certain way or the particular way flesh deforms with force or pressure#like supporting your head with your hand on your cheek and slumping.#Did u know its beautiful in this thinggggg
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remember how in dao there were always like multiple flirty options u could just spring on ur love interest and it wasn't something that was brushed past it would stop a conversation dead in its tracks to have a cute secondary flirty offshoot with small variations dependent on the flirty option u initially chose with a unique course correction to get back on topic after...... yeah.
#sorry i'm about to be a hater#romance in datv is like. a vaguely flirty line met by an even vaguer response that has no impact on the conversation#in the beginning at least#only once your relationship is like 6 or 7 does it get a little more receptive#and the whole time it's like okay i completed a main quest. time to talk to the love interest. okay i did another main quest. time to talk#to the love interest. BC YOU CAN'T TALK TO THEM OUTSIDE OF DESIGNATED CUTSCENES. U CAN'T HAVE RANDOM CONVERSATIONS#A LA HAVE YOU EVER LICKED A LAMPPOST IN WINTER!!! THAT IS SO LAME!!!!!!!! SO COOKIE CUT!!!!!!!!!#there's so few references to your relationship at all really. the romance cutscenes could be removed and u would never know they're in love#the romance doesn't exist outside of designated cutscenes. you can't choose to randomly flirt you must wait for The Cutscenes because#there's only one way to romance everybody. even dai was better with this imo even though the formula is similar#partly bc u can get to know everyone outside of exclusive cutscenes?? you can just approach them at anytime and get to know them?? and find#a chance to flirt?? and there's teeny tiny special romance-specific moments carved out. like the dance after halamshiral for example#and again people TALK about your romance. it's present in the narrative#bioware is so known for their romances but they dropped the ball hard here and i'm sooooooooo disappointed#and actually?? companions barely ever interject during main quests too?? or quests at all?? just as a side note#companions should be voicing their OPINIONSSSSS when i make choices????#davrin should have had so much to say during weisshaupt cutscenes. like what the fuck was that#and why wasn't there a one-on-one conversation discussing his mortality with him beforehand?? would have liked to see that??#relationship growth in this game is purely waiting for the next milestone and it feels so stale and lackluster and upsetting and ugh#the fact that giving your companions gifts strictly results in approval gain and one measly thank you is indicative of everything wrong#anyways.txt#jasmine plays datv#da4 spoilers
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[at the gender clinic trying to get diagnosed as a trans man] me: ... and i unironically think that fictional characters who wear leather longcoats and wide brimmed hats that are like, edgy loners and stuff are cool. i think this is pretty conclusive evidence that i'm a man
the doctor i'm talking to: mmm actually several of our patients that are currently detransitioning like leather longcoats, so this is worrisome
#THIS IS A JOKE THIS DID NOT HAPPEN#what actually happened was that i said i already have natural beard growth that i enjoy so i don't think i'm going to regret going on T#and the doctor was like MMMM ACTUALLY ALL OF OUR DETRANSITIONERS HAVE PCOS SO YOU'RE WRONG ACTUALLY. YOURE MORE LIKELY TO REGRET IT#that session in particular was so harrowing and bad hahahahahaaa#(for further context norway gender clinic does not accept non-binary people and does not offer us treatment so u gotta like#really masc or fem it up. it's so annoying)#also shoutout to trans norge podcast for interviewing some detransitioners. there was a recent episode that was just really nice#an even earlier episode interviewed someone i know from good old writing website
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watched usopp's little arc with defeating sugar and wow it took A LOT for him to turn back after running away to fight them again. but then later he finds out that she's awake and thinks about how he'll lose his memories of Luffy if he doesn't take care of her again, and IMMEDIATELY makes up his mind to shoot her from SO FAR AWAY?
#i know what you are#IM KIDDING#ugh they all love their friends so much i hate this show (affectionate)#man seeing usopp's growth has been SO 🔥🔥🔥🔥‼️‼️‼️💝💝💝#esp when it comes to his friends#he's one of the wimpiest on the crew but i still think he should get more credit for all his feats so far anyways#AND THAT ONE SCENE WHERE LUFFY WAS LIKE “haha dw usopp's there so it'll be okay!” WHEN THEY WERE WORRIED ABOUT THE LITTLE PPL UNDERGROUND#and also when people were like yay god usopp saved us and luffy went “i love when ppl say good things about my friends ^_^” i love u luffy#the sweetie pies to ever#idk if i should tag this as ship cuz then lusopp truther in me wants to but then again u can take this as super strong friendship too#ugh whatever im just gonna do it i can be cringe and free also i wanna navigate lusopp stuff on my own blog too so#one piece#op#min watches one piece#dressrosa#usopp#god usopp#lusopp#usolu#teehee giggle i can do what i waaanntt#me when an army of oppressed people are dying and beggijg for u to save them 🙄😮💨😒#me when my BOYFRIEND has the potential to be turned into a toy by a little girl 😥😢😢😰😨😕🫤😦😧😭😨😡😡🤬#im JOKIGNNGNG#not#ily usopp he still went back for them and that's what matters <33 also he was willing to lay his life down for them too so#ok enough
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did any of u craft a suicide playlist as a teenage and if so what was on it. mine was like sedated by hozier and antichrist by the 1975 and graveyard by feist and bible belt by dry the river and asleep the smiths
#now i’d do it to joan baez which i fear is a sign of growth#genuine q by the way like i’m dying to know what u wanted playing while you died of malnutrition or drowning in the bathroom sink
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bruce immediately asking if he hurt dick after days spent infected yeah okay dc i see this and i raise you: 😭😭😭
#such a difference between this#and like tita.ns year one when bruces first words were something like 'you shouldve figured it out sooner'#like GROWTH (the growth is me crying then to crying harder now)#also can i just say dg is so fucking stupid what do u mean he was going to reveal his identity to the president#like did we not JUST go through the grayso/n arc where he had to die and agent-ify and take down spyr/al to erase everyone knowing hes nwin#but overall love that the titan.s defeating beast wor.ld with the power of friendship#hate the rae cliffhanger like has she ever known rest but theres so much to unpack#titans spoilers#beast world spoilers#tuesday spoilers#comic spoilers#kory being the contingency for donna 😫 also the fact dick has custom made nwing logo manila folders 🫥🫥🫥 very on brand i fear#also roy was in the picture when the tower exploded so im counting that as confirmation roy is joining the team again#the teamwork of it all i love it here <33333#* i'd love to write but it's just not realistic / ooc.
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need 2 find myself again in 2025 . tbhwu
#depression has hollowed me out in2 a shell of my former self#and i thmk i need 2 grit my teeth and just get over It whatever It is#recognizing its no easy task but also knowing i cant keep on like this#and allowing myself to spiral into misery thereby preventing any possible change or growth#sigh …. sogh .. i want 2 be a person again . picture friends circa 2008 outlining me in chalk. i want 2 know theres something there#how u ask (me asking myself)#idk but one way or anotjer . and not in that new yrs resolution fallacy way#anyways . anyways z . crazy how a week off from work will leave u feeling real again#i gotta get out of there . step 1😭🙏🙏#its especially hard when everyone arnd you is objectively doing better. partners finances purpose . >staring in2 the camera 1000 yd stare#u get thru the beast of being a teenager like thank god thats over and then b4 you even catch ur breath#your mid 20s are casting a shadow over u like some menacing thing and u have to gulp and say hes right behind me isnt he#i think people often like to give the advice that youll figure it out but it leaves me feeling so disquieted#bc its like sure im sure i will ive made it this far i can do what i need to get by when the moment matters#but it does nothing to assauge the immediate anxiety and feelings of worthlessness and lack of direction yk#goddmanit assuage i spelled it wrong everyone point and laugh#bc its like what if i dont and i mean that in a very like . existential & not material way . idk what im saying but i think thats the advice#i hate most . not sure if u have felt or do feel the same . -__- like yes oersonal experience sure whatever happens will happen and you will#simply adjust but will i ever feel like its something i want to experience/endure .#whatever anyways x2. im journalling i think that helps me the best rn . and its the one thing thats allowed me hope and i think#having that time to examine and mull over and deconstruct is rly helpful tbh. and i would like to think#over the long term i can repair my creativity and cultivate a new outlet that doesnt leave me feeling empty if i cant draw as i used to#yaar#i feel like i dont write for very long tho thats the one thing that kinda blows#two pages maybe and ive only addressed two maybe three points if im being generous lol i get so bored with the actual motion#when my mind moves 10x as fast . and idc for audio logs either ykwim.#ohh tumblr how i love u . tag system like no other
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it's been one day and im still pissed when will this end. season 4 had some neat assassination scenes but none of them shined as bright as the writers assassinating the characters like go off monarchs
#like dude#all of these characters have SO MUCH potential#and it's wasted time & time again#LUTHER MY SON why do they keep portraying him as himbo material#like sure he can be goofy and fun whatever who cares but???? it's like they keep using him for JOKES#klaus idk dude they just wanna torture him ig?#in every single season they put him in yet another traumatizing situation and for what lol#they don't even use it for character growth it's just?? angst for the sake of angst atp#ALSO STOPP LUTHER DIDN'T EVEN GET TO GR I EVE SLOANE#five...............#marvellous five writers have already talked about his character assassination and no one knows better than them ok#im just soooo tired#also LOL BENNNNN#im a ben blog AND HERE I AM SAYING NOTHING#BC WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT JENNIFER INCIDENT HUH#sparrow ben was a mistake there i said it i don't care#sparrow ben has no connection to the hargreeves !! fight me if u disagree#viktor wanting to save him and their little bonding scene where ben says 'im scared' is cute & all and was probably meant to parallel +#ben comforting viktor in s1 i if i remember correctly??#BUT THAT'S NOT EARNED u know why#bc ben <3 doesn't get <3 bonding moments <3 with <3 them <3#bc he IS right#they're not his family. his family was KILLED#they fumbled so hard with the jennifer incident im so pissed#really went & made his death so... idk how to explain#a plot device#that's all ben is#he IS a plot device#literally gets no growth whatsover#avril's ramblings
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So many men think they’re owed a woman’s time, attention, intimacy, etc and it has brought on so much violence that women have had to undergo
#if u haven’t heard there’s this man or various men who go around randomly punching women on the streets of nyc#this isn’t news per se bc it’s happened in the past#but several women have gone on social media to talk about their experiences#violence against women has always existed in our society#and nothing concrete or substantial has been done to teach men to treat women with respect#also the increased growth of the incel movement or however u want to call it plays a huge role in this violence#and those who are part of that movement view hyper-sexual women as less than or as sl*ts#or women who date frequently or have casual s*x in the same group as being deserving of that violence#there’s also boy group chats and ya know guys who have lots of male friends#they sort of get comfortable with sharing misogynistic jokes and comments#and this is why some men don’t bother stepping in when a woman is being harrassed on the street#cuz they subconsciously think she deserves it cuz she must sleep around right?#wrong; all women are deserving of respect regardless of who they are and what they do with their time#teach your sons and brothers and friends and students to show respect towards everyone but especially women bc we do live in a patriarchal-#society that is gradually taking away women’s rights#and the majority of women don’t feel safe the moment they leave their homes#thoughts
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I only ever comment on tiktok in order to change ppls perceptions of Sanji smh it's all so surface level one way or the other and then I hit them w the deep analysis and they're like "oh wait I never thought of it like that.. ur right".... What am I doing spending my time white knighting for Sanji smfh
#not all men#they all hate him in different ways#either they wanna “fix him”#or they hate him for being a perv#and its like cool u dont like perv characters#but ur personal perception is just ur perception#have u ever thought about what his character means and its trying to portray?#do any of you have character defaults that ur afraid ppl wont accept?#does that limit your freedom?#freedom of expression and sense of self and confidence?#sanji portrays emotional and mental growth and healing#his womanizing is a bad coping mechanism#hes obviously harmless but it stems from finding comfort in women#while not knowing how to navigate that without his toxically masculine bravado that hes had to have to survive#nonetheless#no matter where Sanji is in life#the crew loves and accepts him#he has freedom to be imperfect and grow and change#on his own accord#and into the person he wants to be#something sanji never had access to#i mean usopp is a liar nami is a thief zoros killed ppl etc etc#the only one they focused on as a serious plot point was sanji#this is something specific and important for him in his growth#i have so much more to say i could write a novel#hes such a well written character#his message and purpose in the story is so important
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I’m showing s1 to my sister (shoutout to @sarakass , join the suffer train) and we know how the noodle lesbians parallel our boys, right? There’s a line in that ep where the black-haired woman says something like “I’m going back to the very beginning” and I’m just like….HMMM……
#text post#link click#also it is hard to rewatch s1 and convince ppl lg isnt a total irredemeable asshole#it is…really hard to defend him not telling cxs abt the earthquake ahead of time lmao#also with ep 1 and not telling cxs abt the boss tho that one still bugs me now#the earthquake i kinda forgive bc i think lg was trying to protect cxs in his own way (tho why did he lie abt the mom???) but#KNOWING WHAT WE KNOW NOW I EXCUSE ALMOST EVERYTHING LG DOES I LOVE U LG BE NICER TO CXS#but also it is nice we get that line in s2 abt how he never woulda let cxs experience that if he knew abt it#it feels like growth#i hope they dont fuck it up later
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Guess I thought the best way to combat burnout was to do a mildly ambitious star wars illustration!! Also known as, these kids stole a fucking speeder!
During their padawan days, Brea and Anakin were huge troublemakers. Most (if not all) of the time it's Brea pushing him to break rules because she thinks he cares too much what the council thinks of him. It sort of goes too far when she convinces him to hotwire a speeder and take it out on a joyride through Coruscant, which is fun until they get roped into a drag race that ends up putting them in danger. Their masters end up having to save their necks and they get into the MOST trouble they've ever been in, leading the two to fall out of touch and for Brea to buckle down and take her training WAY more seriously. The two eventually do reconnect after the battle of Geonosis, and their friendship comes back stronger than ever!
#artfarts#self insert#self ship#self shipping community#self insert art#self insert community#fictional other#platonic f/o#platonic self ship#star wars#anakin skywalker#🔥 general hothead 🔥#i know its 2:30 in the morning ssshhhhh#dont ruin a good thing when u can draw U DRAW#i feel like this came out pretty decently too x3#theyre both about 16 here!#and yeah brea's meant to be a little short sighted its part of the character growth#she learns she does have to take SOME thongs seriously and her actions have consequences#anakin retains some things from her tooduring that time theyre doing learning and growing separately too#he cares less what ppl think of him and he goes with the flow a little more and learns to be flexible#u think he learned that from obi wan?? i have to laugh#and the scene in aotc where theyre doing the speeder chase#and hes scaring obi to death and laughing about it#i like to think thats her influence 🥺🥺#if nothing else she taught him theres humor in everything/a laugh in a serious situation can go a long way#anyway#maybe i should go to bed.#will i? remains to be seen#ill just do a rb in da morn lol
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I love when rogue is a little feral a little animalistic … she is a violent woman who gets angry quick and I love her more than anything :3
#IDCC IDC growth yes and whatnot but#she is still and angry women#a woman of action#impatience#that’s okay!!!!#little her was eating at the table with elbows up and u know what#destiny couldn’t get her to kick it#she has manners yes but when she wants to#she doesn’t owe anyone anything anymore free her of her debts
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i’m myself at home, me in public, & i runs it all
#stream#my psychiatrist says i may have adhd he also said ‘im not going to lie to u ur not an easy case bc there’s a lot of symptoms’#ALSKALSKLASKALSKLAKSALSLAJSLAKSLA#i was like ‘adhd ? i don’t have that’ & he asked like ‘nobody has every said that ?’ & i was like no ????? im just insane on the inside like#ALSJALSJALSJLAJSLA literally i went ‘i don’t think that ppl w ahdh online say they can’t tie their shoes & i don’t think it’s the disorder i#think they’re just refusing to tie their shoes’ then later on he asked me how do i feel about myself in one word & i went#‘like a sea urchin’ & he had no idea what that meant#like i thought it was quite obvious ????#nice to look at but u don’t want to step on 1 or that sucks also they’re sooo pretty but Need to Stay Way the Hell Over There’#he was reading the notes i sent to him bc i asked for my notes & i was like ‘ive comments’ ALSKALSKALKSALKSALSKLKSLKSLAKSL#he started laughing & it was bc of the way i phrased things & capitalized ? 😭😭😭 he told me that ALSKALSKLAKSLAKSLAKSLA#it’s very fucking funny#like u just need to read it like german#he’s polish so i trust him w my life#POLES DO ANYTHING FOR YALL !!!!!!!#like even w that 1 facist 1 i still think abt him i forget his name is was smthg funny but its like yea u look it#like this psych has a normal name but he fits it#GOOD WAY#NOT A FASC#HES POLITE & FUN idk he’s soft spoken & i find that very calming#i sound like u know the sound they play when a cat fight happens in a cartoon that’s my voice#also unrelated but my accent has finally changed so much that the british assume i’ve been here since childhood …. growth like my parents#immigrated to britain …. the chameleon trait#i think it’s so funny bc like if u Are Like That then it’ll work for any language like if u speak spanish spanish & u go to mexico spanish#ur spanish accent will change to be more mexican i think language is crazy isn’t society cool#this doesn’t work for everyone like some people will retain their accents their entire lives like u know ‘bad accents’ i hate the term ‘bad#accent’ bc an accent can’t be bad it can just be strong or weak#like girl. most ppl have an accent. like some people omg if ur a professional translator u can get SOOOOO GOOD WHERE U LOSE THE ORIGINAL ITS#CRAZY#truly
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it's always wild to me when people make callout/negative posts about darius and lilith and alador and sometimes even eda going "wow, they're complicit in child endangerment and abuse." not wild to me that this is being acknowledged, in fact it's delightful when fans of these characters do it (god i love it when we acknowledge our faves' worst qualities). but VERY wild to me that some people apparently think this... like.... hasn't occurred to me before...??? i guess???
like. maybe i'm not the target audience, i don't participate in Fandom Discourse (TM) so i don't really know what the 2023 mainstream takes on these characters are or how bad they are. i'm not even in any owl house discord servers at the moment bc they make me anxious. so i just have my insulated bubble here and the handful of ppl i follow
but. i'm also always like.
uh.... yes. yes they have done bad shit. that's...... that's WHY i like them????????
#toh has such a wide array of messy complicated shitty adults with good intentions who repeatedly fail the children in their lives anyway#because adults are just bigger versions of kids who are just as complicated and flawed and have just as many mental problems...#and they go through various arcs of self-growth and self-actualization that radically change how they interact with the kids they previousl#failed...#does this . does this Not compel you. how are you not compelled#i guess it probably comes mostly from kids who see their own shitty parents in the varying adult cast and are angry??#and want more apologies more consequences more anger more cutting-people-off less growth and less relationship repair#which is fine. i get it. as someone who relates to and understands the adult cast more than the kiddos tho...#i Promise i know what's wrong with these guys. u dont have to explain it to me.#like I PROMISE. I SWEAR. check out my ao3 youll love it.#toh#toh fambly#no idea what else to tag this. just. Are You Not Compelled. wild
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