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Guess I thought the best way to combat burnout was to do a mildly ambitious star wars illustration!! Also known as, these kids stole a fucking speeder!
During their padawan days, Brea and Anakin were huge troublemakers. Most (if not all) of the time it's Brea pushing him to break rules because she thinks he cares too much what the council thinks of him. It sort of goes too far when she convinces him to hotwire a speeder and take it out on a joyride through Coruscant, which is fun until they get roped into a drag race that ends up putting them in danger. Their masters end up having to save their necks and they get into the MOST trouble they've ever been in, leading the two to fall out of touch and for Brea to buckle down and take her training WAY more seriously. The two eventually do reconnect after the battle of Geonosis, and their friendship comes back stronger than ever!
#artfarts#self insert#self ship#self shipping community#self insert art#self insert community#fictional other#platonic f/o#platonic self ship#star wars#anakin skywalker#đ„ general hothead đ„#i know its 2:30 in the morning ssshhhhh#dont ruin a good thing when u can draw U DRAW#i feel like this came out pretty decently too x3#theyre both about 16 here!#and yeah brea's meant to be a little short sighted its part of the character growth#she learns she does have to take SOME thongs seriously and her actions have consequences#anakin retains some things from her tooduring that time theyre doing learning and growing separately too#he cares less what ppl think of him and he goes with the flow a little more and learns to be flexible#u think he learned that from obi wan?? i have to laugh#and the scene in aotc where theyre doing the speeder chase#and hes scaring obi to death and laughing about it#i like to think thats her influence đ„șđ„ș#if nothing else she taught him theres humor in everything/a laugh in a serious situation can go a long way#anyway#maybe i should go to bed.#will i? remains to be seen#ill just do a rb in da morn lol
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MEANT TO BE YOURS â JEON WONWOO àż
summary. lying to your boyfriend about being sexually experienced has you stressed beyond belief. itâs a good thing your roommateâ aka your best friendâ is always there to help you out of every sticky situation.
wc. 7.2k+
warnings. [PLEASE READ THESE!] slight yandere themes (tame obsession, possessiveness, mentions of k1lling readerâs bf, etc.), corruption kink, virginity loss, f. masturbation, cheating (donât do this), perv!wonu, NEEDY, DESPERATE dom!wonwoo, fingering, heavy praise, pet names (a lot ^^), very light degradation, so much dirty talk (literal filth), unprotected sex, size kink (if u blink, u miss it), kinda angsty ending (oops) â MINORS DNI 18+
note. ok so itâs finally here :p a few thingsâ happy birthday wonwoo, my beloved <3 thank u keir @jeonghantis for reading this over for me, always reassuring me and being my literal rock. i luv u so so much ^^ lastly, this contains cheating which i do NOT condone, nor do i want to glamorize it. itâs simply for the sake of the plot. oj thatâs all <3 i worked hard so pls enjoy it >< (if u dont, u should just lie to me anyway)
you were perfect. so sweet and so innocent. you were a doll in the eyes of wonwoo, with skin so smooth against his calloused hands and a smile so perfect, he canât help but melt at the sight of it.Â
his adoration for you was obviously in moderation, heâs a sensible man after all. itâs not like heâd stand over you while you sleep and watch the way your barely-clothed chest rises up and falls down so enticingly or fuck his fist and imagine itâs your tight-virgin cunt milking him for all heâs worth or steal a pair of lace panties and absolutely ruin them. youâre his best friend not to mention his roommate. he canât do things like thatâ itâs wrong.Â
so why does it feel so fucking good to imagine how sweet your moans would sound while he fucks you senseless, âwonwoo! wonwoo!â
wonwoo maintains his cool even in the most unfavorable moments. when you leave your shared bathroom with nothing but a towel wrapped around your chest, when you walk around in silky night shorts, when you press your tits flush against him every time you give him a hugâ itâs too much sometimes.Â
he can't be angry, though, itâs not like you know any better.Â
just like how you don't know how loud youâre being when you have one dainty little finger shoved inside your sopping pussy. he watches through the tiny crack of your door with his bottom lip lodged between his teeth, just slight of drawing blood. he sees how your eyes are screwed shut and your back is arched as you inconsistently try to fuck a single finger in and out of you.Â
the room is filled with desperate huffs and moans, bouncing between the four walls of his old gaming room; it all rushes straight to wonwooâs cock.Â
you sound so needy and he can tell youâre growing frustrated at the lack of results. youâre craving release, he can tellâÂ
and he wants to help you. so bad.
he has to, right? thatâs his job as a dutiful best friendâ taking care of his pretty girl. plus, itâs not like heâs really doing anything wrong. he likes to think heâs just doing you a huge favor.Â
he steps away from the door before knocking quietly, hearing the halt in moans and jostling of the white bedsheets heâs memorized the scent of. he stifles a laugh, imagining how hot your face must be knowing that youâre easily flustered.Â
âjust a second!â you pant and heâs so caught up in thought that he almost misses your soft voice, âokayâŠyou can come in.â itâs as if youâre embarrassed, but you have no reason to be. itâs just him, your roommate. your best friend. your wonwoo.Â
he finds that he was right. as soon as he walked in, he noticed your embarrassed face and he could almost feel the heat radiating from your body.
âwon?â
his cock throbs in his loose plaid pajama pants at the name you had given him ages ago. âY/N, i-i just wanted to check on you⊠heard noises when i was passing by your room,âÂ
âohâŠâ you mumble, gripping the comforter covering your body. youâre sheepish, shrugging at his concern. âthought you were out with gyu.âÂ
your words are barely audible. youâre too humiliated to tell him what you were doing and, not to mention, how you were probably, most likely doing it incorrectly.Â
ânah,â he shakes his head, reverting the conversation back to the massive elephant in the room. âanything on your mind?â he tries, moving to sit on the bed next to you.
you sigh, cracking the unfazed facade you wore. tears form on your lash line; youâre beyond embarrassed. mortified, if you will. this is probably the worst possible thing to happen in all your years of living.Â
no, this is the worst thing to happen to you in all your years of livingâ nothing will ever beat you getting caught masturbating incorrectly by your best friend.Â
âwonwooâŠâ you sniffle and he immediately stiffens at the unanticipated sound. âi just⊠my⊠boyfriend wants to start doing stuff with me and i lied ân told him that iâve done stuff before, but i havenât ânââ
âheyâŠbreathe, Y/N,â he shushes, reaching over to wipe the tears from your eyes. as much as heâs concerned with your feelings, he canât help but pauseâboyfriend? since when did you have a fucking boyfriend? he knew you were going on dates and meeting guys, and of course he didnât like it, but he thought they were flings that would eventually fizzle out. why wasnât he aware of this dick? his chest bubbles with newfound jealousy and discontent. without a doubt, heâd kill the first ill-mannered fucker he saw put his hands on you.Â
however, he plays dumb to hide the fact. âwhat type of stuff are we talking about?âÂ
you bite back a whine, a small pout forming on your face, âyou know what stuff, won, donât make me say it.âÂ
he chuckles, airily, shaking his head. yes, of course he knows, but he wants to hear you say it. wants to hear you say filthy things with your innocent voice that he simply canât get enough of. âi donât know what youâre going on about. for all i know, we could be talking about drugs,âÂ
you let out a giggle, playfully smacking his shoulder. âno!â you tell him and he gives you an expectant look. one that screams tell me.
your laughter dies down and you fall silent for a few seconds. you inhale sharply, âwonwoo⊠he⊠he wants to have sex with me,â you mutter, completely catching him off guard. âand i lied about having experience⊠iâve never even touched myself,â you say unwarranted, feeling your cheeks heat up in mortification once again. you hide your face in your hands after exposing yourself to your more-mature, experienced best friend. âgod, iâm such a loser,â
âhey, donât say that. thereâs nothing wrong with being inexperienced. none of thatâs important if you love someone.â the same way he loves you. âplus, a lot of guys like inexperienced girls.â he murmurs, mostly speaking for himself, though the only inexperienced girlâ girl, in generalâ he likes is you.Â
a sigh escapes your lips at his words, âbut⊠i donât wanna be inexperienced. i wanna know what iâm doing and how to do it rightâŠi wish i was more like you,â you frown, removing your hands to look at him, confusion prevalent on his face. âyou seem like youâre so good at everything when it comes to⊠thatâŠkinda stuffâŠâ
his throat dries, âh-how would you even know that?â
âwell, i meanâŠyouâre not exactly the quietest, wonwoo,âÂ
wonwoo is shocked, honestly. he knew he had a handful of hookups and one night stands, but he never thought you wouldâve known that.Â
besides, he always imagined them to be you riding him, crying for him. as much as he loves getting his dick wet, he would never see another girl again if it meant even one chance with you.Â
it's a stretch. a big one, but if he could give you the earth, he wouldâ in a single heartbeat with no hesitation whatsoever. âwell⊠then do you want me to maybe⊠show you? what itâs likeâŠ? give you a good first experience?â
your body freezes and your eyes widen like a deer caught in headlights. sure, youâve always found your best friend attractive, but you figured that couldnât be helped. you knew you never had a chance, not when he had an endless line of girls who would do anything for just one night with him.Â
wonwoo is the definition of womanizer, he always has been. for as long as you could remember, girls would throw themselves at him and praise him like he was some kind of god. in some ways, you thought he was.
in all fairness, he was gorgeous and tall and strong. a catch, as some girls would say. he smelled good, too. so good it makes your head spin and your body flood with heat. and he had that rare smileâ the one heâd only show the ones he lovedâ and it was blindingly beautiful. it was a smile that made you feel blessed. a smile that made you feel lucky because you were always on the receiving endâ wonwoo always smiled at you.
he never pursued as many girls as you thought he would have. you always figured thatâs what guys likedâ all of the girls fawning over themâ but wonwoo was so different. he didnât like the attention that much, but, unfortunately for him, thatâs what comes with being as handsome as he is.Â
you knew he was out of your league. he was everything a girl would want and what were you in a sea of girls? a sea of girls with loads of experience and confidence, for that matter.Â
you were just lucky to have him in your life because he really was such a good friend. heâs always been so protective of you since he met you all those years ago through a mandatory math tutoring session. nothing could ruin the image you have of himâ not even the ear-splitting moans of the girls he fucks. you want nothing but for him to be your friend forever.Â
and maybe you have imagined⊠once or twice⊠what it would be like to be one of the obnoxiously loud girls in his bed, but that didnât mean you wanted it⊠did it?
you try to play it off to see if he was pulling another one of his typical stunts on you. âwonwoo, this isnât funnyââ
âiâm being serious,â he says so earnestly, leaning into you, the proximity between the two of you quickly closing. you feel like you should pull back, tell him to stop, kick him outâ anythingâ but you just canât. âlemme help you, sweetheart⊠iâll show you how to feel good,â his minty breath fans over your face.
your body twitches, feeling a soft pulse in your lower region when the familiar pet name falls from his lips. your pace of breath quickens along with your heartbeat.Â
âisâŠisnât this wrong?â you ask. you want to scold your brain for wanting to do this with your best friend whom you live with. not to mention the fact that you also have a boyfriend.
yes, you think, this is totally and completely wrong.Â
he shakes his head, âitâs not, promise, âm just helping a friend out⊠only if youâll let me,â his voice hushes to a whisper as his hand pulls the comforter off your body, a large hand moving to take a hold of your waist, the other on your bare thigh extremely close to the thin pink fabric of your absolutely-soiled panties.Â
youâre left panting at the little contact, skin itching for even more. âwonwooâŠâ you whisper and itâs absolutely desperate. âwonwoo, w-what will i tell him?â
he feels his blood boil and he has to keep from snapping at the mere mention of that son of a bitch. he doesnât even know him and, even still, he wants to bash his head in. âyou donât have to tell him anything,â he responds to you sweetly despite how angry and desperate he is.Â
you wonât have to do a thing. heâll take care of everything for you, especially that boyfriend of yours.
you contemplate your options, but itâs getting harder to have a coherent thought with his warm hand being so incredibly close to your needy pussy.Â
wonwoo is just helping you, he even said it himself. if anything, heâs getting you out of the sticky situation you made for yourself.Â
and so you nod your head, whimpering out the words. âokay wonwoo⊠please help me,â
unbeknownst to you, wonwoo was hoping youâd say that. hoping youâd let him help you stretch you out (not for your boyfriend, but for him). help you take his cock. help you cum all over him and corrupt your pretty body. heâll help you leave your boyfriend and realize that wonwoo is all youâll need. all youâll want. all youâll know. heâll help you, his best friend, his pretty girl, his fucking dream.Â
your words trigger something in his brain and itâs all he needs before closing the gap between the two of you. the way he practically pounces on you and slots your lips together, itâs similar to a predator going after its prey.
itâs apparent youâre not as skilled as him as your lips struggle to keep up, whimpering at how rough he was being. you open your mouth a little bit to tell him to slow down, but instead, he pushes his tongue inside and explores the warmth and wetness of your mouth.Â
and he canât slow down. he can usually keep his composure and control himself, but you donât even know how long heâs been waiting for this moment. if only you knew the perverted things your best friend had done without your knowledge, thereâs no way youâd let him anywhere near you. he canât stop, tongue inspecting every inch of your mouth until he feels your hands press flat against his chest in an attempt to push him away.
your swollen lips turn into a pout staring into his eyes filled with hunger and desire. âwon,â you say, a lilt to your angelic voice. fuck, is all wonwoo can think as he finally realizes how hard and leaky his cock is after all this time. âcanât keep upâŠâ
he almost feels bad, but every time he feels remorse itâs overshadowed by the burning desire to hear you, feel you, see you cum⊠just for him, not your silly little boyfriend, that fucking asshole. he needs you to be his.Â
ââm sorry, pretty girl,â he pants, hands inching up your upper thigh. âiâll slow down, yeah?â his voice drips with desperation and, god, you feel your pussy flooding with more of your warm arousal.Â
you nod, leaning into him again, pressing a kiss against his lips. his lips are soft as they mold into yours, nothing like what youâre used to. you couldnât even compare wonwooâs lips to anythingâ not even your boyfriend.Â
you feel heat course your veins. everything is so hot, the room feels like itâs on fire. when did it get so hot? you want to hide in his neck, in your pillow, in something, but wonwoo gives you no room to be shy.Â
the intrusive thoughts are cut short when you feel his warm hand slide into your panties, a deep gasp escaping your lips. his fingers quickly find your hardened clit, untouched and desperate for attention. the initial touch has shockwaves jolting through your body and you swear you wonât be able to survive anything more than that.Â
you part your lips from him as his two fingers rub swift circles into your clit, timid whines and moans erupting from your chest and your eyes practically taped shut as you feel his burning gaze on your face. itâs when your hips unintentionally begin to move, grinding into his hand, softly moaning his name out, âwonwoo!â that he loses it.Â
âfuck,â he mutters, removing his hand and watching your face of pleasure turn into complete shock. he ignores your whiny protests, gently pushing you to lay on your back. âshhh, baby, trust me. gonna make you feel so fuckinâ good, donât you worry.â
his hands peel the panties off you, rolling them off your legs and inspecting themâ theyâre new. you donât need to know that he knows, though. especially since he is the reason you needed to get more.
nonetheless, he tosses them to the side. youâre sure if your judgment wasnât clouded by the new overwhelming craving you have for pleasure, your body would burn in humiliation due to being exposed to your best friend. the same best friend whoâs always been there for you and seen you at your very worst, yet continues to be there for you when you need him.Â
with hearts in his eyes, he stares at your glistening cunt, âjesus christ,â he murmurs, âprettiest fucking pussy in the world, might have to keep you all to myself.â he knows the words are going through one ear and out the other, but the way you moan and arch your back for a single touch eggs him on.
âwonwoo,â you whimper softly.Â
âyes, baby, what do you need?â he knows exactly what you need. you need him to rub your clit, press his fingers into your tight pussy and open you up, and you especially need him to tell you how well youâre doingâ he fucking knows, but he needs to hear you say it. he needs your pretty little mouth to tell him.Â
you pant, pussy getting wetter by the second solely off the pet names and wonwooâs voice alone. âneed you to help me like you promised⊠please help meâŠâ
and he canât resist when you sound so needy. heâs 99% sure he could cum untouched just at the sight of you under him with tears in your eyes while you beg for him to touch you. youâre so perfect, so so perfect and he doesn't understand how no one has taken you away from him yet.Â
âyou want my fingers, sweetheart? want me to help you open up this pretty cunt for my cock?â he asks hotly, leaning in closer to your body.Â
you gasp at his words, your leaky hole clenching around nothing. âgod, yes, yes, wonwoo, yes,â you nod your head vigorously, shyness fleeing your body as you're taken over by pure need. âplease gimme your fingers.â
he smirks at your words and his dick twitches at the request. he knows this moment will replay in his head during every second of the day till he can have you like this again.Â
âgood girl,â he whispers, pressing a peck to your swollen lips and keens when you chase him for another with a whimper. âbrace yourself for me⊠might sting a little, but itâll feel really good after a while. tell me if you need me to stop, hmm?âÂ
you nod your head, stomach swirling with endless amounts of anticipation. the calloused pad of his thumb finds your clit, rubbing into it once more. you figure itâs to distract you from the feeling of his lengthy digit pressing into your hole.
a whine erupts from your throat at the tiny stretch that stings throughout your body. you take a deep breath, trying to relax as wonwoo pushes the finger in and out at a slow and steady pace.Â
âdoing so well for me, pretty. promise itâll feel good when you get used to it,â he reassures with a tight-lipped smile as if heâs getting ready to burst at any given moment.Â
thatâs probably because he is. watching your tight pussy swallow his finger and wrap so nicely around him has him reeling. he thinks about what itâd be like to watch his cock disappear inside of you, for your velvet walls to wrap around him like you were made just for his cock.Â
luckily, the sting fades away sooner than you thought it would, just as wonwoo had promised. your tiny whimpers of pain were soon replaced by pleasured moans, and he can tell that youâre ready for more of his fingers.Â
he pulls out his middle finger to bring two of them together. you gasp in surprise feeling the pads of his two fingers circle at your entrance before they push their way inside of you.Â
it hurts more than the first finger, you have to admit, but you take him in easily with the amount of arousal that pools out of your pussy. you pant, whines dying on your tongue as you feel the burning stretch. you donât tell him to stop, though, not like youâd want to.Â
wonwooâs close to losing it. he can feel the way you clench around his fingers, almost like you're trying to push him out but suck him in at the same time. youâre so fucking tight and he thinks he must be in heaven. youâre the last thing he deserves, yet here you are, swallowing his big fingers in your pretty, virgin cunt.Â
he gradually spreads his fingers, opening you up and the experimental move has you moaning. âthat feel alright?â he asks almost breathlessly.Â
you give him a broken nod, âfeels weird⊠b-but good.â you attempt to inform.Â
youâre sheepish for a few minutes as heâs slowly scissoring his fingers inside of you, but the question comes out before your hazy mind can fully comprehend. âc-can you try three?â it comes out a bit slurred and timid, but wonwoo understands. he completely understands.Â
he wants, so badly, to fuck you stupid. to the point where you donât know how to speak. he wants to call you his greedy slut for wanting more even though it makes him see red. he opts out, though, not wanting your first time to be tainted with degrading words because he knows youâre good. a good girl just for him. no one else.Â
âoh, baby,â he coos, body filling with even more need. he presses his ring finger inside of you and basking in your cry all the while purring, âyouâre doing so fucking well for me.â
you involuntarily clench at his words, back slightly arching off the bed as you moan. âwonwoo.â
he lets out a guttural moan at the sound of his name on your tongue. itâs the way heâs heard it in his dreams, the dreams where heâs ruining you for everyone else.Â
wonwoo knows heâs crazy, trust, he knows. he understands the way he feels about you is abnormal, but fuck, right now? he feels absolutely, postively insane.Â
âgod, youâre so gorgeous,â he whispers, his mind slowly drifting. âso fucking pretty taking my fingers like this, taking âem like a champ.â
he thrusts his fingers into you with ease, stretching you effectively while being sure to rub at your sweet spot. he watches them disappear and reappear at your opening while also stealing glances at your scrunched up face. youâre such an angel.
after a while, the burning sting leaves and youâre left with an immense pleasure. you didnât think it would get any better, but thereâs an unfamiliar pressure building in your tummy and you feel the need to clamp down on his digits. itâs like nothing youâve ever felt before and you swear youâre on the brink of pure ecstasy.Â
âwonwoo⊠wonwoo,â you gasp, hand blindly searching for his wrist as your eyes screw closed. âf-feelsâŠweird⊠fuck! wonwoo!â
and wonwoo jus canât. he canât let you cum like this for the first time, it would be a crime. when you cum for the first time, he needs it to be on his cock.
he hates himself for doing so, but his movements stop. you gasp loudly, âno, no, no!â you cry out, tears forming in your eyes. you were so close, but it was unfairly taken away from you in a matter of seconds. âno, no, please keep going, please!â
âi want your first time to be on my cock, sweetheart, want you to remember it that way.â he says with his voice low. so low you can hear the beautiful rasp of his voice. âyou want that donât you? you want my cock, yeah?âÂ
you nod profusely, face heating up at his words and the way he articulates them. ây-yes⊠i do.â you mumble.Â
âthatâs a good girl.â
you moan at the praise, hips bucking up again as he stands to slip off his loose pjs. when they fall, his hard cock slaps against his covered abdomen and you feel your heart skip a beat at his size.Â
you gasp, sitting up as your sensitive cunt pulses once more. itâs so fucking pretty. youâve heard your girl friends talk about how ugly and gross dicks were, a conversation that you never had input for, but after seeing wonwooâs, you know they havenât been blessed with the sight of one like his.Â
heâs huge, for starters. it makes your tummy churn and swirl because you know he wonât be able to fit inside of youâ not all at once at least. itâs long with prominent veins running through. the tip is flushed and leaky and he looks so hard it hurts.Â
âwonât fit,â you whimper slowly gravitating towards him at the edge of your bed, eyes not leaving the throbbing member. âitâs not gonna fit, won,â you look up at him through your lashes and his entire body twitches as he looks down at your doe eyes.Â
âand how do you know that?â he grabs your face with one of his hands, squishing your cheeks with his pointer and thumb finger. âyou can take it, baby, donât worry. iâll be gentle.â
the tone of his voice drops an octave, and this time, you donât believe him. there is something predatory about his words that makes you squirm and gush under his gaze. you donât think heâll be gentle, the way he looks at you like⊠itâs like heâs about to have his last meal.Â
and, honestly, you find that you love it. you love having him look at you like heâs yours and your his. you love his attention. you love having him like this.Â
he pushes you back again, your back hitting the plush bed. you bite your lip as you see him join and tower over you. he flashes a smile and you slowly melt and wither away under him, body squirming a bit.Â
he looks in between your bodies and realizes heâs not wearing a condom. his face drains of color at the thought of your cunt taking his cock bare. âsweetheart⊠wait,â
your eyes widen and your lips form into a small pout, âwhat is it? whatâs wrong?â
âneed to get a condom,â he huffs and itâs apparent that heâs not very happy about the idea. heâs always worn one. every time. with every girl heâs ever been with. but every single time heâs imagined taking you, it was without one. he wants nothing in the way between you and him, but, of course, he needs to respect you and think about your safety. no matter how bad he wants it.
you furrow your eyebrows, â...why?â you whisper.Â
this time, he mirrors your confused look. youâre a virgin, sure, but you must know what a condom is. âwhat do you mean why, angel? itâs proââ
you shake your head, cutting him off. âi mean, why do you need it? are you⊠not clean?â you ask worriedly.Â
âno, of course i am!â
âwell, donât leave me here,â you mumble. ââm on the pill now, so you should be fine without one⊠now, please? wanna feel like i did before⊠wanna feel all of youâŠâ
wonwoo now knows heâs died. heâs died and now heâs in paradise. you, and all your beauty, laying under him with the prettiest pout, begging for him. for his cock. raw. everything heâs dreamed of is about to come true... if he doesnât cum first.
âgod,â he mutters. he takes his length in his hand, stroking himself before lining up with your entrance. âyou want my cock then?â he whispers, dragging the tip up and down your messy folds.Â
âyeah, please⊠go slowâŠâÂ
he lets out a shaky breath, nodding his head before guiding himself back to your dripping hole. he inhales sharply, pushing himself inside, immediately entranced by the feeling of your warmth enveloping him whole.Â
you wince letting out a soft cry of his name. he pushes past the resistance and you feel him taking something thatâs been so sacred for as long as you could remember, but if youâre being transparent you couldnât be happier that itâs him. you wouldnât want anyone else to be in this position.
âfuck, baby,â he grunts with his raspy, deep voice that makes you clench even tighter around him. âfuck, so fucking tight, baby. so perfect.â he can barely trust his voice. itâs barely been five minutes, but he swears on everything heâs never felt this good before.Â
youâre not even sure his fingers helped you enough because the stretch is unlike anything youâve ever experienced before. âhurtsâŠâ you whimper out, eyes screwed close to keep the pained tears from falling.Â
he bites his lip to suppress a moan at the sight of you like this, instead asking, âyou good, baby? need me to pull out?â heâll die if you do, so he hopes you answer against the idea.Â
ân-no,â you pant, trying to breathe your way through the pain. âj-just go slowâŠsâbig, feel too full,â you reply, brain unable to give him complete sentences.Â
his eyes almost roll at your broken words. âi know, baby, i know. youâre doing so well for me, hm? takinâ it well all for me,â he manages to tell you even though heâs twitching like he might explode within the next 30 seconds.Â
his praise makes you gasp as you arch your back, a new gush of arousal coating his hard length. when wonwoo speaks to you like this, it makes your head fog. the validation and praise and the lovingness behind it all makes you want to have him forever. you want him to speak to you like you're his baby forever.Â
it almost makes you forget that this is just a favor. that you have a boyfriend and he has a sea of gorgeous women lined up for him. almost.Â
after a few more minutes of slowly inching his way inside you, he finally bottoms out. youâre already a bit sore from the stretch, but the pain recedes and he fits like a glove. like he was made to be inside you and you were made to take him and all of his glory. it only riles you up, your pussy tightening around him even more.Â
he groans out your name, âfuck, donât do that or i wonât be able to last, pretty girl.â
ââm sorry,â you mewl. âcanât help it, feels so good, wonwoo,â you finally open your eyes to look into his. âkeep moving please?â you pout, keeping your tears at bay.Â
he canât emphasize how close he is to spontaneously combusting and pumping you full just to fuck you over and over again. he wants to fuck you till your pussyâs raw and youâre begging for mercy. he wants to see your pretty tears, hear your cries, see you dripping in sweat and cum.Â
he doesnât say anything, pulling out slowly and pushing himself back in. you gasp, hands moving to tug on the fabric of his shirt in attempts to pull it off.Â
âah, ah, ah,â wonwoo reprimands. âcanât be the only one without a shirt, baby, you gotta take yours off first.â he smirks at your eagerness.Â
you nod quickly as you sit up, still so full of him, peeling your flimsy tank top off. you free your chest and wonwoo groans when he finally sees them.Â
âso prettyâŠâ he mumbles, pushing you back down with a bit more force than you were expecting. one of his hands comes to squeeze the fat, fondling it like heâs wanted to for so long. his cock thrusts into you again a bit faster and you cry again at the stimulation.Â
ât-take it off!â you beg, reaching for the shirt again.Â
he chuckles, pulling his shirt off and tossing it to the pile of clothes on the floor. once you see his skin, your arms immediately wrap around his neck pulling him down for a kiss. you imitate the actions of your first kiss earlier, opening your mouth to let his tongue in. you let him sloppily makeout with your own.Â
itâs messy. a newfound experience for you. youâve never had a kiss like thisâ never had a kiss where it felt like you were about to get swallowed whole. youâve never had a kiss filled with so much passion, a kiss so loud where youâre moaning into someone's mouth and theyâre moaning into yours so lustily. itâs your first. wonwooâs your first for many it seems.Â
wonwoo canât say heâs never had a messy kiss because heâs had plenty. maybe a few too many. but, unbeknownst to you, heâs never felt so eager for anyone in all his years of knowing youâ lusting after you. he wants this so bad. he wants you so fucking bad itâs making his throat constrict, his abdomen tighten, his dick twitch as itâs surrounded by your warm walls.
his cock fills you up so well and you feel like thereâs a big possibility that you may get addicted to the feeling. now that the pain has subsided, you can feel the prominent veins pressing into your velvety walls. you can feel every twitch and his bulbous head rubbing right against that spot thatâs turning your brain into mush.Â
âfuck, baby, youâre so good,â he moans into your mouth, thrusts increasing in pace.Â
âlove it when you call me that,â you admit, mindlessly. you pull him in closer, nails digging into his back, imprinting red crescent shapes in the skin.Â
he lets out a guttural groan, breaking from the kiss and looking into your teary eyes. âyou like being my good little baby, huh?â he asks breathlessly and when you whine and clench around him, he chuckles. âi can tell, angel, pretty pussy is loving my cockâ swallowing all of me like such a good slut.â
he didnât mean to say it, but when the words slip out, your eyes widen. his expression mirrors yours and his speed falters. your pulse thumps erratically and youâre sure your heart is going to lurch out of your chest, teeth catching your bottom lip, biting and digging into the pillowy muscle.Â
âi didnât meanââ
âkeep goingâŠâ you whisper, hooking your legs around his waist to pull him into you and return to his prior pace. âoh, won, please keep going.â your begs make him reel.Â
your pupils are completely blown out now. like youâve taken some type of drug and youâre feeling the euphoric effects of it all. you canât wrap your head around why you feel the way you do because of one degrading word.Â
jesus christ, he thinks to himself. he has to be in love. youâre so greedy, so much potential to be his gorgeous girl. he thinks youâre perfect for himâ no, he knows youâre perfect for him. heâs confident with the way he fits in you and the way you trust him with your body. he canât even care to think about your stupid boyfriend. youâre his now. his to fuck stupid and pump full of cum. his to punish and praise and pleasure. heâll turn you into his own little cockhungry slut.
his thoughts get the best of him as he nearly blacks out at the idea of you being his. his hips snap against yours with a particularly harsh thrust and he feels his tip kissing your cervix and you sob out, âfuh-fuck!â
and at the sound of your sobs and pleads and curses, he feels as if he canât restrain himself any longer. he sits up on his knees, hands grabbing at your waist with a vice-like grip that will likely result in splats of purple bruises the next morning. not like either of you could give a fuck. he relentlessly pounds into you, balls lewdly slapping against your sloppy cunt without a care in the world.Â
your cries and his groans plus all the pornographic sounds your bodies make together fill the room, bouncing off your cutely decorated walls. he can tell youâre going to cum soon when your breathing picks up, watching the way your chest rises and falls at an alarming rate.
you suddenly remember how you felt right before he had snatched his fingers from you earlier. you can feel it creeping back up, the fiery knot in your tummy tightening. your hand finds the sensitive bud wonwoo was toying with earlier, gently rubbing circles into it.Â
he notices immediately and grunts. âsuch a greedy girl already, arenât you? iâve ruined you.â ruined you for everyone else and itâs been the best thing heâs ever done, he fails to add.Â
you nod, tears dripping down the sides of your face. âg-god!â
ânot quite, baby.â he chuckles breathily. âgonna cum for me? hmm, baby? gonna soak my cock for the first time like the good little slut you are?â he rambles, his own orgasmâ that heâs held back all this timeâ quickly approaching.
you mewl at the mixed praise and degradation once more, fingers working faster as your brain numbs. âoh fuck, oh fuck, oh fuck,â you slur. âoh, âm gonna⊠wonwoo, âm gonnaâ!â
the words die on your tongueâ the stimulation on your clit and the stimulation of his cock ramming into your sweet spot has you coming all over him. your back arches and your thighs convulse as you clamp around his cock. a squealing mantra of his name and curses flee your mouth as the tightrope in your tummy snaps.
you donât think youâve ever felt anything as euphoric in your life. it feels so good to let go and gush all over his cock while he fucks you through your orgasm so erratically. you can tell heâs close, too. a few more seconds and heâll be making a mess.Â
âah, fuckâ âm so close, baby, pretty pussyâs milking me for all iâm worth,â he moans out the warning. âlove it so much.â he loves you so much.
you can barely hear a noise, let alone comprehend any of his words, so you just nod frantically as your sensitive body twitches under him sporadically.Â
his thrusts go sloppy and before you know it, he pulls out, making you whine at the sudden emptiness. âfuck,â he grunts before heâs overtaken by the immense pleasure your pussyâs given him. he moans and lets out small whimpers as he pumps his cock, painting your sheen skin with his warm seed. he throws his head back as he moans out your name, âY/N, fuck,â
he wishes so badly he could have came inside of you, but heâs going to make sure thereâs another opportunity for that. heâll be damned if he never fucks your cute pussy again.Â
you whimper at the sudden warm substance on your skin. your eyes crack open to see your stomach covered in a sticky, white liquidâ or maybe a mix between liquid and solid. your not sure you know how to describe it.Â
you look at him as your mind comes to you. his hair disheveled, a few strays sticking to his sweaty forehead and the pace, at which, his chest rises and falls slows till itâs normal once more.Â
when you come down, you suddenly remember your boyfriend. you were so sure you wanted him till wonwoo looked at you, made you feel special, took your virginityâ now, youâre a mess. the mental image of your boyfriend fogs over in your head with words wonwoo whispered to you while he was fucking you.Â
but you shouldnât think about it anymore, right? everything was going to go back to normal after tonight, wouldnât it? wonwoo will ever forgot this happened and he would bring some girl over when he thought you were gone and fuck her the same way he fucked you. youâd go back to thinking about your boyfriend trying to push the thoughts of your best friend making you cum over and over out of your head (it wonât work, but a girl can dream). all will be well. for one of you, at least.
âY/N?â he mumbles.Â
you look up at him and give him a small smile, âthanks for your help, won,â you whisper masking the sadness in your voice. ââm gonna showerâŠâ you donât wait for his reply before you move off your bed.Â
your legs are wobbly and your entirety feels sore. he really did a number on you. you whimper with every step you take and wonwoo quickly finds his pants and slips them on before rushing to your side.
âY/N, câmon, lemme take care of you.â he murmurs, his hands finding your waist to ground you and keeping your body from hobbling over. âget back on the bed, baby,â he whispers into your ear.Â
you huff, physically unable to fight him on the matter and shuffling back to your bed uncomfortably. the ache between your legs and the nasty feeling of his release drying on your naked body were not a good mix. then you fucking remembered you were naked. you gasp, startling wonwoo, your arms wrapping around your body in attempts to hide yourself as if he hadnât fucked you five minutes ago.Â
âwhatâs wrong?â he asks, a look of confusion painting his face.
ây-you⊠i⊠iâm nakedâŠâ you tell him meekly, moving to lay on the bed again. âthis⊠is so weird.â
he smiles softly at your sudden shyness. âback to being shy, are we?â you frown at him and he just laughs heartily, your body filling with even more dread becauseâ god. heâs just perfect and not yours. ââm only teasing, doll, âs okay.â
you donât reply, awkwardly shifting under his gaze. the pet name sounds so natural. like heâs meant to call you pretty things. like you're meant to be his.
but heâs not yours and youâre not his.
you stutter, words fleeing you in the moment you need them most. âwonwoo⊠i-iâŠâ
you look like youâre on the brink of tears, guilt wracking your body. wonwoo feels his chest tighten, breath hitching in his dry throat, âY/N, do you regret it?â he asks, words hushed. heâs anxious.Â
âno! no, no, i donât⊠i donât regret it. i trust you more than anyone, wonwoo. i promise.â you say meekly and he feels a weight lift off his shoulders. âi just⊠can we act like it never happened?â
the weight returns. heavier. it nearly crushes him. he couldnât forget about this even if heâd wanted to. heâs already tattooed every second of tonight into his fuzzy brain. every reaction, every moan, every single word you gave him is all heâll think about.Â
he clears his throat, a shaky exhale slipping his lips before asking, âif you donât regret it then whyâŠ?â he canât even get the question out. he knows the answer. (read: the unnamed boyfriendâ the one that he swears heâll kill the second he meets him.)
you avert your eyes, looking anywhere but at him. âyou know why.âÂ
he does.Â
âand plus, weâre just friends. and roommates. itâll just be awkward.â you cringe at your words because, unbeknownst to him, you donât want to forget it. you know you wonât be able to forget it. not the possessive words that he spat during his sex-crazed haze, not the way his cock felt, not the way he looked at you. Â
he waits for you to look at him, but you donât. you canât look at him right now.Â
âokay.â he says coldly after sitting in deafening silence for over a minute. âconsider it forgotten.â
heâll make you his one of these days. you may not know it yet, but you belong with him. and heâd do anything for you.Â
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totally forgot what you think of shippy stuff but im gonna ask you anyway !!! do u think sabo n law would be friends ??! more than that ?! cause they have like . . . one arc together plus stampede and they dont seem to hate each other so !! im curious of your thoughts đ€
Their dynamic for me is kinda just like âthis guy is my little brotherâs friendâ kind of feel and thats really it for me. Like ifykyk what that dynamic is but for me they just,,,, theyre too similar to eachother to be much more than that in my opinion. I feel like Sabo naturally drifts to people who are very different than him, if that makes sense.
I think all the ship art Iâve seen of them is really funny though. Like they have a lot of comedic potential, I love people putting Law in Situations and that man is just doomed to be the StraightMan for the rest of his unintentionally sexy life.
And also like, to get into lawâs world you really have to push and shove and claw your way in there, and Sabo is way too busy trying to get tf outta wherever he is to do that for law.
Now that im thinking about it though, i wish we knew how sabo and ace met. Cuz like luffy really had to push and shove and claw his way into Aceâs life, so i wonder if sabo had to do the same. Thats really besides the point though because i wouldnt really compare Sabo being completely alone and friendless when he was 5 and trying to find even a single friend in Ace, to Sabo in his adult years who grew up without a single memory of being alone and being constantly surrounded by people who love him.
Sabo isnt like Luffy is with making friends. Luffy has had multiple points in his life where hes had to really force people into friendship to have someone, anyone, in his life. This naturally is because he hates being alone, mostly stemming from just truly no one being there for him to connect with. Heâs been woefully devoid of peers in his life. So for Luffy, having to brute force his way into peopleâs lives is just par for the course for him, which of course is how he became Lawâs friend (self proclaimed)
But Sabo, with how he was raised post amnesia, he was never lonely. So in my opinion he wouldnt really have that drive to force his way into peopleâs lives like his little brother does. He wouldnt have that insecurity that Luffy has/had to make him like that.
And LawâŠ.. heâs had everyone heâs ever loved ripped away from him time and time again. To say being Lawâs friend is extremely fucking hard is an understatement to say the extreme least. Sabo is also not the kind of guy to do things for people. Like for example Bartolomeo drowning in the colosseum as sabo destroyed the arena and just telling him âyoure a man, do it yourself.â And then two seconds later to his woman friend heâs like âsince when can you not take care of things yourself?â Like heâs very You Gotta Meet Him Halfway If Youre Gonna Meet Him At All. (âWoman friendâ being koala, of course, but i just wanna emphasize those two points because truly it doesnt matter what your gender is or even if youre a close friend, that âdo it yourselfâ is rated E for Everybody)
Law needs to be broken in with a semi truck to be his friend, not even mentioning trying to be his lover and i really dont think sabo would put in the effort to do either of those things. I honestly think law shouldnât be in any romantic relationship for a very long time because of how unbelievably traumatized and broken and ruined he is especially with certain recent events. So i really have a hard time shipping him with anyone even though theres lots of characters ripe for the picking.
TDLR: in my eyes, neither of them would put in the effort of trying to be anything with eachother and are kinda just on good terms because of a mutual friend.
By Every Means Necessary though, please keep shipping them and drawing ship art of them, i feel like the stuff i see with them is so creative and i encourage you to keep drawing those tragic men making out.
If you have any other thoughts or any ship/friendship propaganda for me though lmk please. This is kinda one of those ships where i really dont much understand it beyond The Bit. Iâm just not the kind of person to really like ships without seeing a direct and canon dynamic between them I can pull from. Like even if its a negative dynamic i can still get into it but like these two truly have Nothing. So by all means, help me understand.
Thank you for coming my ted talk and thank you for the question, i really had to think hard about this and it was a lot of fun coming to the conclusion i came to.
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âi think forever would be nice with you.â
synop. kunigami wants to be with you for life.
tags. fem!reader (called maâam once), fluff fluff fluff, uh a bit of angst if u really really really squint, reader is a tease and kind of a pessimist (or maybe a realistic idk up to u), kunigami is head over heels, dont ask when this would happen in canon bc idk, not proofread
note. ngl im tired asf... if this is incoherent, im sorry. the ending is vv awkward, mb. uhhhh man idk what else to say kunigami is the sweetest boy alive. this is inspired by one of those timtok slideshows, the one thing that app has done good forme
you flop back on the sand, chest heaving up and down from trying (and failing) to race kunigami. sweat rolls down the side of your face and neck, and you can feel the gritty sand clinging to your bare feet and legs.
âtired?â he plops down on the sand beside you and reaches for your hand. his larger, thicker fingers intertwine with yours, and he gives your hand a gentle squeeze, as if to comfort you after your shameful loss.
âvery,â you huff out. your lungs burn as you gulp down air. âhow do youâ how do you do this every week?â
he shrugs. âhabit. started when i was kid, found it fun, so i kept doing it. helps me stay in shape whenever i donât wanna go to the gym or just need some time alone.â
his free finger doodles the face of a polar bear in the sand. you smile â itâs cute how he knows how to draw that from memory.
your eyes roll to look at him. his face is shiny with sweat, and the pale moonlight softens his features, giving kunigami almost a boyish look.
thereâs no one else here. just you, kunigami, and the sounds of the waves lapping against each other and the shore. the beach is clean, too. not a crumpled beer can or a plastic wrapper in sight.
âdoes anyone else even know this place exists?â thereâs that familiar teasing lilt in your voice, but he knows youâre serious.
he scratches the back of his head. ânah. i mean, thereâs the occasional fisherman or maybe some elderly couple, but i donât think anyone our age knows about this.â
âhuh.â
a pause, and the warm breeze blows across your skin, dusting the sand away.
you grin. âso youâre just gonna gatekeep this for eternity, huh?â
âwhat? no!â you can practically feel his cheeks heating up from here. âi didnât wanna ruin it by bringing the wrong people here, yâknow? they might trash it or somethinâ.â
âand what if i trash it?â
âyou wonât.â kunigamiâs reply is instant, the words shooting out of his mouth and into the nightâs atmosphere. âyouâre special.â
whatever goofy reply you had on your tongue instantly melts, and youâre pretty sure your heart skips a beat or two. how can he say such romantic things so... so casually?
âi, uh...â he sighs and goes back to tracing shapes in the sand, his hand still holding on tightly to yours. âyou wouldnât do something like that. even if you did, iâll be right there to clean it up.â
you push yourself up so that youâre sitting criss-cross. your entire body is facing him now. âbut what if we break up? or you move away?â
âi wonât. we wonât.â
your brows knit together. ârensuke, you donât know that.â
something is bound to happen. something always happens. nothing good lasts forever, right? heâs in blue lock, dedicating weeks at a time to train and play in tournaments to be the worldâs best striker â at some point, heâs going to have to choose. you or his football career.
even to yourself, you sound pessimistic. but you just have to be honest with yourself. life isnât a fairytale, despite kunigami being your knight in shining armor.
âi want forever with you.â
his gaze meets yours, determination burning in auburn irises. âiâm not gonna sit here and lie to you or be embarrassed about it, âcause itâs true.â
you blink, and it feels like all the air has been sucked out of your lungs.
kunigami, your boyfriend of two years, wants forever with you.
itâs ridiculous, fantastical, a hundred other synonymous terms. both of you are seventeen â you have decades and decades ahead of you to decide when you want and who youâre going to spend forever with.
and he chose you.
his adamâs apple bobs, but his gaze doesnât waver. âdo you want forever with me?â his grip on your hand tightens.
âyeah.â
you donât have to think about it. thereâs nothing to think about it. itâs dumb and unrealistic, sure, but when has kunigami ever broken a promise? when has he ever lied to you?
it doesnât take decades of being together to know that kunigami loves you with all of his heart, and you love him just the same.
your lips curl into a smile, and you canât tell whether your vision is getting blurry from happy or sad tears. âi want forever with you.â
âokay.â he adjusts himself so that, now, both of you are facing each other. his shins touch yours, and his other hand grabs yours.
ââokayâ? thatâs it? after you basically just proposed to me?â you raise an eyebrow. âwith no ring, either! you couldâve gotten me a ring pop.â
kunigami chuckles, the tension seeping out of his bulky form. âsorry. iâll get you a ring pop on the way back.â
âtwo ring pops, actually, and they better be the right flavor.â
âyes, maâam.â
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in honor of kinktober, what kind of kinks do you think each of the members have? like what kind of kinks do you think theyâre really into, or kinks that theyâre embarrassed for having?
sure~ the ones i think theyâre really into are italicized!
chan - praise, choking (receiving), being manhandled/feeling small, mommy kink (heâs super embarrassed abt this one at first and only tries to hint at it through his behavior, so youâd probably have to draw it out of him), puppyplay, scent kink, exhibitionism (very secret fantasy of his that heâs far too self-conscious to ever actually act on, but the idea of being watched by others as you ruin him drives him crazy), body worship (giving and receiving!), cockwarming (esp to fall asleep or calm him down <3)
lino - oral fixation (does that count as a kinkâŠheâs just very obsessed w having things in his mouth, esp ur fingers! he kinda has a hand kink too hehe), kittenplay, possessiveness (both ways), being marked (his neck + thighs esp), hair pulling, brat taming, edging (itâs his fave punishment but it makes him break faster than anything else which heâs embarrassed abt), cum eating, nipple play (firm believer lino has an extremely sensitive chest/nipples), love/hate relationship w gags bc on one hand he loves having his mouth full, but on the other hand he canât talk back to you
binnie - bondage (mostly harnesses or shibari patterns that accentuate his arms n chest, â€ïžâđ„), praise praise praise, pegging (kinda a guilty pleasure bc he feels greedy sometimes for loving it so much), possessiveness, body worship (muscle worship esp), feminization (heâs a lil shy abt showing off certain parts of his body so it makes him feel so good abt himself when u dress him in lingerie and shower him w praises! call him good girl and heâll melt), auralism (it makes him proud if he can get u to moan, esp when heâs so noisy himself he canât always hear you)
hyunjin - choking, impact play, love/hate relationship w bondage bc he loves feeling powerless, but hates being unable to cling to you, degradation/humiliation (very into this, even the point of you writing humiliating things on him, but he needs a lot of aftercare), possessiveness (both ways), overstimulation, mommy kink, dacryphilia (it feels so freeing to be able to release all his emotions w you, he cries often), dry humping (loves the desperation of it n how pathetic it makes him feel. esp if youâre completely uninterested while heâs falling apart against you), breeding kink, somnophilia
jisung - praise (this literally applies to all of skz, but 3racha especially is praise kink central), feminization (loves when u put makeup on him and style him like ur own personal doll! and ofc being called princess <3), pegging, being manhandled/feeling small, mommy kink (obsessed w the whole dynamic but esp nursing), bondage, petplay in general but he likes puppyplay the most! scent kink (perv hannie can get off to ur scent alone, esp underwear. also has a thing for smelling your hair hehe)
felix - edging/overstimulation (edging him over and over and overstimulating him once u finally let him cum, it makes his brain melt), dacryphilia (the cathartis of crying during sex is almost as good as climaxing for him, that mix of endorphins and oxytocin is an addictive release), kittenplay, pegging, degradation only when mixed w praise (things like âpretty slutâ âdumb babyâ or just talking down to him while calling him sweet names), biting, temperature play esp when blindfolded! dressing up (not necessarily just lingerie, things like cosplay n costumes too)
seungmin - choking, puppyplay, impact play (mostly face slapping), dumbification (he finds this one super embarrassing but the bliss of slipping into that headspace is so rewarding for him, he needs to be your empty-headed puppy once in a while), possessiveness, being photographed/recorded, clothed sex, degradation (only in the form of u being condescending or mocking him, i dont see him really liking being called derogatory terms), scent kink (like a true puppy~ smelling ur clothes when ur away can turn him on embarrassingly fast)
jeongin - miss/maâam kink, guided masturbation/mutual masturbation, dumbification, corruption kink (receiving), mirror sex, âforcedâ orgasms (like when heâs begging you to slow down so he can last longer, but you make him cum anyways), cockwarming (he loves anything that tests his resilience/obedience for you, heâs an eager baby w a lot to prove~) nipple play, praise kink (needs to know heâs doing well! honestly kinda similar to channie in the sense that he can endure almost anything if u praise him through it)
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Their kids are so cute omg i'm gonna dir of adorableness
lewis: then die LMFAOO NO BUT FRR THANK UU IM GLAD U THINK SOđ„čđ„čđđđall the love for them (esp lewis) gave me the idea to draw him deflecting all the attention so ty for giving me the excuse to post it....we luv our aloof distant boiđ„°
its funny bc i was JUST talking about this recently, but i dont like pet names at all BAHAH, hence why seb and clora dont call each other anything, not even nicknames.... seb calls her the light/princess/a bird sometimes as playful and teasing jokes, but doesnt actually address her like that. and clora always calls sebastian by his full name as well, bc i was basing her dialogue/my writing off the game dialogue...bc for as close as anne and ominis are to seb, both of THEM call him sebastian in full, so maybe it was a victorian thing that nicknames werent really common? plus clora's so proper that it just feels like its in her personality to always call seb "sebastian"... i feel like if she ever DID call him "seb" he'd do a double take and be like ...HUH? who are you???......are you polyjuiced? LMAO. i do imagine seb calling clora "love" when they get older tho (not in hogwarts) bc i like how simple it is, and imagining him saying stuff like 'careful, love' makes međ« đ« đ« đ«
aw TYYđđ honestly i didnt give the victorian setting TOO much thought, other than making clora more modest/not used to wearing trousers etc. like the actual victorian courting process was that youd ALWAYS be chaperoned by at least 1 other person and you wouldnt be able to kiss or anything, so the fact that our mcs are in a co-ed school with free reign already ruins that, so i wouldnt worry too much about it. a lot of it you can just wave off with the excuse that wizard society is more advanced than muggle society, which is true anyway LOL. i just kept the parts that i thought were fun/made it feel victorian ENOUGH but got rid of the stuff that was too annoying (one big example being the amount of clothing they wear....i said it in the notes for one of my chapters, but i wasnt about to make seb go through like 5 different layers just to touch cloras titty LMFAO) and no i didnt have 1 specific website i used, id just google "blank in victorian times" and look through all the articles and resources i could on that subject, and take little bits of it. SO YEA i wouldnt worry about it too much, just take what you want if you think it could enrich your story, and leave stuff out if its annoying to deal with BHAHA. and GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR WRITING!!đđ
BAHAHA yeah sebs bark was defs bigger than his bite when it came to actually having kids/getting clora pregnant LOL. he defs loves the pregnancy part, but i feel like seeing her go through the actual labour was super hard on him/made him feel guilty bc he hates to see her in pain, let alone bc of HIM. not to mention that i imagine he would still work even once they have kids, so to leave clora with like 6 kids by herself isnt something he would have wanted to do LOL. once both lewis and celeste are in hogwarts tho i actually imagine seb and clora still doing curse breaking as well (albeit less dangerous jobs/not as far away) BUT YES having a third kid that looks like seb and is sassy like anne would be SO CUTEEE...a happy accident is a good idea too, tho i kinda like the idea of it being cloras idea.....like, she gets baby fever again now that the kids are kinda growing up and sebs like no i dont wanna put u through that again... but obvs seb wouldnt be able to resist if clora was begging seb to put a baby in her LMFAOOO its already as good as done at that pointđđ AND THANK YOU, and im glad you liked it!!!đ„čđđđ
@the-kcm-muggleborn AWWW ur right thats so pretty.....ty for showing me!!đ„čand im glad it make you think of clora...SHE WOULD APPROVE OF THESE STUDIESđâđ
#ask#LMAO actually that pet name ask reminds me that i did have clora call seb 'sallow' after she glamoured herself to be a boy#and seb just kinda blanked and stared at her LMAO#now im laughing imagining clora calling sebastian 'seb' and 'sallow' for an entire day he'd lose his mind LMFAOO like who are you#pls stop#also it doesnt help that i dont rly like any variation of nicknames for the name clora LMAO#like clo?....ra??? lor?? i could do the classic just adding an s at the end to make it clors but that looks weird#i also feel like im the only person thats not crazy about 'darling' either idk......'love' is the only thing i REALLY like#it just feels elegant and mature and loving but also casual? in a way#i think its the casualness of love that makes it the only one i like...bc pet names as a whole are usually too embarrassing for me#but a quick 'love' added to a sentence is JUST the right amount for međ€
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Idk if your requests are open but im so glad it was patrick who asked to see reader again, as a trans person i struggle to feel wanted or desirable and i feel like an outsider/left out and i have to beg to be treated as an equal so im glad it wasnt the reader who had to ask, i havent had a normal or easy hook up since transitioning and forgot what that privilege felt like, i was wondering if i could request a follow up where they meet up again? The way you write patrick, hes so respectful and cool and treats reader like a person and worthy just like anyone else, not walking on eggshells but not treating him like a fetish, a girl or something inbetween or like hes an outsider whos lucky to be in pats presence. he just treats reader as reader and i really appreciate that about your writing! I dont have any particular idea what i would want to see in a second part but id just love to see him again! Maybe some body worship and praise of readers skills in bed (i have been very insecure recently lol can you tell, i really need that praise kink)
Reader and patrick need to ruin each other for anyone else đ
hi anon! i'm so happy my writing connected with you, i very much understand where you're coming from<3 you are always worthy and you always deserve good hookups ;)
you hadn't been able to get Patrick out of your mind since that night. no one had ever treated you so...perfect. you wanted him, needed him. again and again and again, as many times as he would allow.
he wasn't any better. you'd been the only thing on his mind for days and days and days. he'd jerked off and hooked up with other people but only ever thought of you. he needed to see you again, touch you.
Patrick reached out once the weekend neared, tentitavely sending you a message on Grindr. "hey. are u busy this weekend?" you smiled when you read the message, nearly giggling with glee. "no, i'm free. did you have something in mind?" "i just wanna see u." And that's how you end up pressed against your front door with Patrick's tongue down your throat, his hands on your thighs to hold you up against the wood.
"Couldn't get you out of my head..wanted you so bad, needed you." He mumbles against your lips, trying to devour you whole. You moan, biting his lip. âYeah? Me neither.â Patrickâs eyes flutter. âShit..bedroom..?â You point over his shoulder. âDown the hall, first on the right.â And heâs moving in an instant, carrying you into the room, kicking the door shut. He walks over to the bed, turning before he sits so you end up straddling his lap.
Patrick looks up at you like some sort of god or piece of art. It makes your heart flutter in an unnatural way for a second hookup. You reach down and pull your shirt up and off your body, top surgery scars on display to him. He fixates on them, then tentatively reaches out a hand to brush along the pale crescent shapes. You let out a small shuddering breath, arching into the touch.
He doesnât say anything though, doesnât draw attention to it, and just keeps moving his hand over your torso slowly. You tug at the hem of his shirt, wanting to see him too. He obliges and pulls it off. Your mouth waters at the hair on his chest, down to his stomach and past his waistband. You run a hand down the trail, following it until you reach his jeans. You just hold them there, not asking to remove them.
And heâs still just looking at you, looking and looking, before he slowly leans in and presses a soft kiss behind your ear. You inhale sharply, hands trailing back up to find his shoulders as he continues, kissing further and further down your neck to your collarbones.
Patrick gently lifts you and flips to lay you down on the bed, hovering over you as he continues his kisses down, down, until he reaches your sweatpants. âCan I..?â You look down at him, giving him a nod through hazy eyes. He presses a kiss to your hipbones, sucking on them as he works the fabric down and off your body. You can feel yourself staining the fabric of your briefs already and you know he can see it. He just smiles and nuzzles into the small trail of hair on your tummy.
âMissed you..the way you tastedâŠmissed your cock..â He whispers against your skin and you whine softly. âJesus..â He chuckles, hand moving under his body to undo his jeans. âYeah? You like that? Like the thought of me not being able to function without your dick..â You arch your back, hips shifting on the mattress. âGoddamn, Patrick..â
He wiggles the clothing off, leaving you both in your briefs. You salivate at his bulge, pushing yourself up on your elbows to get a better view. âCan IâŠwell, could I..maybe..â He looks up at you, rubbing over your hip. âWhat? Use your words.â You moan softly. âFuckâŠI wanna suck your dick. Okay. Happy?â
And yeah. He is. So fucking happy.
Patrickâs face splits into a wide grin. âYeah. You can, câmon.â Youâre both moving in an instant, him taking your place and you taking his. You gently run a thumb over the waistband of his briefs, silently asking. âTake them off..â You smile at the permission and slide them down his thighs while he kicks them the rest of the way off with his feet.
God, heâs big. But you donât care. You just want him so bad. You lean in and kitten lick the tip, keeping eye contact with him as you do. He throws his head back against the bed, hands finding your hair. âOh fuckâŠâ You like that, love that, and take him into your mouth as much as you can, starting up a stable pace. What you canât fit you work with your hand, squeezing his balls too. Heâs writhing under you, pulling your hair and bucking into your mouth.
âFuck! Oh godâyouâre so good! Your mouthâŠoh fuckâso perfect, so good, man..â
He spills into your mouth soon after, cumming hard with a cry. You swallow what you can, some of it spilling out the corners of your lips. You pull off him and kiss over his thighs gently, rubbing his knee. He pants, speaking shakily. âT-That wasâŠgod..â You smile, wiping your mouth. âYeah?â He nods, petting your hair gently. âYeah..god, youâre so good at that.â
âMaybe I can..return the favor?â
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well guys. since i missed epic's birthday (devastating) have some headcanons :)
he is one of those weaboos who learned japanese so he can watch anime "the authentic way" (his words)
so he's fluent in japanese đ he literally only learned it for anime but dude was DEDACTED
he's so cringe guys đ i can say that. he's my boyfriend i love him
he would adore those cute anime girl v-tubers. like not in a weird way but he'd watch a lot of them
HE PLAYS GENSHIN đ he'd probably main beidou or raiden shogun/ei.. maybe run a full electro team with miko and fischl too đ (fischl is his fave character he loves her backstory and her bird thing idk i dont use fischl đ) he loves the electro characters for some reason idk
HE HAS THE WORST LUCK ON THIS GAME THO. bro has c6 diluc (me too âčïž) and all his artifacts SUCK ASS even tho he'll grind every day
he has to spend money on every banner because he always loses his 50/50 and only gets high pity
ok enough genshin headcanons he's cringe we know this
im here ranting about a game i hate because my dumb boyfriend plays it so much
he hangs out with cross a lot ofc BUT
whenever he hears the word cross used in any context he turns to cross like "CROSS????? BRUH THATS YOU!!" (i always make these jokes. im projecting)
cant believe jesus died on his best friend fr... LMAOOO
he speedruns minecraft. he's NOT GOOD AT IT. but he can do it
he's had his speedruns ruined by creepers like 7 times
one time he somehow got into the deep dark and got killed by the warden??? idk what bro was doing down there in a speedrun dawg đ
sorry he's a gamer in my head but hes really bad at every game he plays (just like me fr)
he sleeps under like 6 different weighted blankets in the hopes that he wont thrash around when he sleeps but he's too strong and ends up tossing them all off his bed đ
bro needs to be CRUSHED to fall asleep!! he literally cant fall asleep without the weight
not that he likes to sleep anyway because of the nightmares but whatever. hes gotta do it. unfortunately.
he fights in his dreams ofc thats like canon but bro is throwing punches in his sleep fr
if he gets a partner (me fr!!) they gotta sleep in a different ROOM đ he is taking NO CHANCES and tbh thats so fair i wouldnt wanna wake up being beaten up by my bf
he is so ipad baby-core <3 he'll just watch youtube on his ipad all day if u let him but he's an old man and needs his spectacles otherwise he's holding it at arm's length đ
don't forget bro is literally a doctor?? he's SO smart but he uses his goofy persona as a cover up
im convinced like most of the people that know him actually dont know this. they all think hes dumb as bricks đ
them he'll casually say smth super smart and everyone is like ???????? HELLO??? SINCE WHEN DID UR BRAIN WORK??
i love drawing epic with glasses guys he looks so cute. but he has old man reading glasses
this the typa shit he wears
AND HE FUCKING. anime glasses đ
like yk how ppl in anime push glasses up
him fr
AUUGH WHY IS HE SO CRINGE I NEED TO CRUSH HIM
he actually needs his glasses all the time but he doesnt like to look like a NERDD so he doesnt wear them
he makes cross read everything for him
they go out to eat and gotta make him read the whole menu otherwise hes holding it 2cm from his face đ
"whatd that sign say i cant read it"
"dude the letters are huge how cant you read it"
"oh lol i need my glasses my bad bruh"
"YOU ARE DRIVING A CAR RIGHT NOW????"
actually he cant legally drive. because thats funnier than if he could
id still be his passenger princess <3 i refuse to get my license
anyway guys isnt my boyfriend so silly
im so tiredni needto seelp goodnight smooork mimimumumu
its 3am i neednto get up in 5 hours naioiiooooooo
goodbye guys enhjoy my boyfrien mdgrf
#count how many times i project onto epic challenege#headcanon#undertale headcanon#epic#epic sans#epic headcanon#bruh idk how to tag stuff i dont make real posts anymore đ#jester writes
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In your ItaGer opinion would Nyo!Italy and Germany be switches? (Not asking about Nyo!Germany and Italy because I think Italy likes taking it more than giving it) anyways I AM SANE ABT YOUR YAOI N ITAGERZ PLS NOTICE ME >_<
HELLO. first of all, thank you so much for being so nice to me IT WARMS MY HEART THAT YOU LIKE MY DRAWINGS AND IDEAS >u<. okay now second of all I give tough love and im 100% deadass in my house (my blog) so dont think i hate you because im about to whoop your ass robert freeman style. Now do not be alarmed, but you might have been born with a slight hole in your head. It will be okay. I am asian, I was born to help people with medical issues. You should be put in arkham asylum for thinking italy likes taking shit more than giving it. My boy is a seme okay he likes it because hes GOOD at sex and likes screwing chicks. I think he has uked for a few chicks but its been pretty rare just because he in general prefers semeing since like his entire thing is that he refuses to do anything ever unless its eating, napping, or banging. Then he goes 110 % into it because that shit is his true life passion. Hes good at giving and its pleasurable af for him BECAUSE hes good at it. i dont think hed like recieving because other people arent nearly as good as him at fucking (italy would fuck his clone just to finally get some good strap on dick) and also because like... its hard to receive. without getting too graphic, uke-ing is hard. I dont know how hard it is with the vagina but...... IF ITS ANYTHING LIKE AN ASSHOLE. BEING AN UKE IS NO FUCKING JOKE. at least to my knowledge idk ive never done any of that kind of stuff. it's a literal pain in the ass and italy would not wanna deal with all that when he can seme and feel the exact same satisfication and happiness with no pain or discomfort after.
ANYWAYS. sorry needed to get that out of the way. i think all versions of italy are semes so ofc nyo italy is the seme as well! I do not think itager switches because i dont think italy has a desire to switch because if he uked hed go ohhh my god... i wish germany was below me instead of above me rn and just make that happen. and germany has no desire to switch because he only really cares about the emotional bond together and is most concerned about making italy happy because hes sentimental about the love aspect. This is something many already know, but ill restate in case anyone is new here. I actually believe that itager never bangs. I think they want and very much desire to, it's actually just that the universe and cartoon logic hates them. Because I think all hetalia characters and ships have banged except itager and it's comical because everytime they are about to finally get to it some comically circumstance happens that blocks it or ruins it or something like that. They get all the way to almost banging, but never pull through because it's funniest to imagine that the only stable hetalia relationship is also the only one that has never banged ^_^
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god the Omeagorverse is brilliant brilliant brilliant. so good so delicious so nutritious to me. thank you thank you thank you for sharing it. i am actively considering taking pen to paper to physically draw out the family tree and draw like hearts and smiley faces and stars around the vile nasty rot :)
MWAH even though i still think its embarrassing im glad people are enjoying it<3 and oh dont worry i have a family tree of like nearly 900 characters at this point. It Is Evil For Me.... It's Terminal,... ten pages of character explanations below the cut do NOT click unless u want to walk around in my lovecraftian mind palace (shed of dumb ideas and deviantart OCs)
865 characters in what five months. God,
jae: hes maegor's firstborn with vis :3 maegor thinks he's lame and not good enough. jae is also oedipally insane about viserys because maegor was gross about it so he's got mommy issues about vis. he marries ceryse' niece as like an apology gift to the hightowers like sorry we did polygamy and disrespected you and inventented gay marriage sorry about that. he was also betrothed to aerea (shore up inheritance + appease rhaena) but viserra took aerea on the world's worst bachelorette party to valyria and only viserra returned alive :3. jae gots nutso after vis dies and starts bringing in boy youths as court favourites and maris kills him in a fit of rage due to his grossness and also maris has her own shit going on (lesbian drama, dw about it)
viserra: married into the lannisters to keep the iron throne's federal reserve in the clear and cos raising taxes spells real doom. she femdoms her husband and then kills him as a blood sacrifice to have kids (only death can pay for life). became regent for a while before house lannister kicked her out. marries into harrehal (lucamore the lusty is her hubby) kills him too. marries a couple more times, has a coupe kids, ends up trying to fly her dragon (vhagar btw) into the sun or moon or something. not 100% on her death yet.
daenys: oh poor baby girl. vis marries her into the starks to keep her safe from court + there was stark rebellion drama. has weird tension with her mother-in-law whos a bolton and her husband sucks too. she has 13 kids (9 make it to adulthood). daenys ends up killing maegor its a whole thing, hush hush. goes nutso after and she and vis die together codependently as one theyre the same person etcetc
aegon: jae's eldest, momma's boy. momma's special heir to the throne special boy. hates his twin brother aerion because aerion is daddy's favourite and jae obviously wishes aerion was heir instead. marries a lannister cousin and a velaryon who hate each other and it causes a succession crisis when he dies. he has a horrible emotionally and physically incestuous relationship with his sister helaena. aerion ends up kidnapping helaena and it causes a minor civil war where aegon and aerion both die RIP
aerion: jae's second, twin to aegon, daddy's specialist evil son. whats a little child endangerment between kids. kills the high septon when hes 14 cos the high septon was abusing helaena and gets exiled to essos at FOURTEEN cos he refused to admit why he did it (didnt wanna ruin helaena's reputation). he was just like lol #yolo he was cringe anyway. gets radicalised in essos cos why tf should cringe aegon get the throne when aerion is way cooler. kidnaps helaena but also in their minds its somewhat of a rescue cos everyone in westeros is weird about helaena. him and aegon die together :3 also he has a bastard with a martell bastard who does Rhoynish Restoration in essos with her three dragons she takes over volantis and burns the rot out of it at one point but thats not important. she's doing her own thing. ALSO HE CLAIMED BALERION that's also why he's so cunty about getting the throne he's like um you got vhagar the girl dragon and i got the cool old valyria dragon that granddaddy aegon rode so đ€š
helaena: helen of troy :3 she's one of grrms favourite historical girls; 6 year old who is breathtakingly gorgeous and everyone is weird about it. her cradle egg dragon is called urrax after the story of daeryssa and serwyn and also she befriended dreamfyre cos dreamfyre got depressed after rhaena died and started terrorising oldtown cos rhaelle was there. helaena did her horsegirl magic on dreamfyre and saved oldtown and so oldtown loves her. every man in the world wants to marry her but shes literally 13???? that does fucked up things to your psyche. has weird relationships with aegon and aerion due to them being her protectors and the only men growing up who werent weird about her but guess what babygirl. all feudal men are weird :3
daenerys: named after daenys which of course made the evil destiny stars align. she's basically the middle child so she's mostly ignored by both her parents. her dragon is called seafoam :3 she thinks both aegon and aerion are too neurotic to be king and she would be wayyy better. somewhat worships maegor cos he didnt gaf about primogeniture. gets married off to corlys velaryon (he still exists here) but she doesn't mind to much cos she likes exploring essos with corlys. best friends with aegon's velaryon wife and HATES the lannister wife soooo much. after aegon dies, viserys takes the throne which makes her sooooo fucking mad but she gets to be hand of the king with corlys. after viserys dies she and corlys swoop in and do the westerosi regency era until her grand-nephew comes of age. absentee mother because she's too busy girlbossing her way through the red keep
viserys: babyboy you were never gonna be normal with a name like that. jae is weird about him cos viserys looks exactly like his namesake he's also soft and likes non-reptillian animals and being nice to people which is not very targaryen of him. jae has him trained by his kingsguard to beat the pussy out of him but it just makes vis an even sadder kitten. has clinical depression (diagnosed at 5 years old) so cant even get angry and rage and blow up the red keep like he wishes he could. forced to marry aerion's spurned betrothed who's their distant cousin alyssa arryn (half targ herself, i had vaella survive and marry rodrik similar to daella). alyssa is crazygirl she gets radicalised by a red priestess from asshai đ they agree to have a sexless unconssumated marriage though. viserys gets voted king after aerion and aegon die (aegon's kids and wives have their own drama going on so a council is necessary) and he's like what if i just kill myself but he's got a slightly evil kingsguard boyfriend whos like nooo dont kill urself youre so powerful now ahaha. pretty okay king, basically lets daenerys rule cos he's too busy being depressed and wanting to khs :( poor baby. anyway alyssa hears a prophecy about TPTWP and AA and goes megacuckoo and does blood magic to have kids and that's its whole drama dw about it. he does end up getting to kill himself though good for him ïżœïżœïżœïżœ
maegelle: poor baby. gets married off to the hightowers at FOURTEEN cos jae thinks she's weird and autistic and needs her outta the red keep. he's like dont u wanna be lady of the hightower? its so big!! and shes like no because my special interest is religion and prophetic dragon dreams. she weirds him out too much with her prophesies of his death etc. ends up achieving religious euphoria ecstasy etc after getting visions and doing some miracles and abandons her husband and daughters to live in a convent. she doesnt realise she's just trying to escape the cycle of targ torment the only way she knows how :(
anyway thats just like 9 of my guys i invented. i mostly do this so i have something for my brain to think about when im trying to go to sleep but The Thoughts are tormenting me. can you tell im a little funny in the brain. anyway if u made it this far i love u i love u i love uâĄ
#rhaena was hand of the king btw ^_^ she and maegor hate each other#sorry for the long post. keep in mind it could be way worse#au:omaegorverse#cringe oc warning#tw oc#ask#darling1darling#KISS genuinely kiss on the cheek for you im sorry to have infected you but im glad we can sit in the plague pit together :3
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hi!!! i hope that youâre doing well <3
i really love how u analyze the characters (and saeran especially!!) really thoroughly (i actually used to read everything saeran related on your blog before i go to sleep lol), so when you open match up i got really excitedđ„°đ„° im so sorry this is going to be a wall of text, i didnât think it would be THAT long đđ.
iâm currently still a student, and i am infj 2w3. Iâm heterosexual (i love men and im scared of them at the same time). about my personality, a lot of person view me as a golden retriever, which seems completely the opposite with my mbti LMAO, but i do agree with them to some extent (i think iâm more shy than outgoing, i can only be outgoing if i feel like i could join in the convođŁ, if im alone with someone than i will probably be sooo awkward and stat silent). to be honest i donât think i understand myself that much, so i always try to find meaning in things i do to figure out what im likeđ. i like helping others, but i canât say no so that makes me a people pleaser đđđ and thatâs a really bad habit of mine. i enjoy hanging out with my friends, but i get drained out easily. i think i also get jealous pretty easily, because im really insecure and i guess im a little bit posessiveâŠ:P (but i usually just brush it off because i know it is not good to feel that way). i do care about my friends, my family and people around me a lot, like i love being a part of someone character development and help them, i want to be someone trustworthy and precious to people (in other words i need validation lol). HOWEVER i also get pissed off easilyđđđ especially with someone thatâs half-hearted in whatever they do, because i appreciate those who work hard a lot, or it is just the little things that annoy me. there is also a weird thing about me that is when someone like me and they show their love publicly i would immediately door slam them and i get very scared⊠i did try to think why i do this, idk if itâs because men are scary or because i really value friendship and i donât want something volatile like a romantic relationship would ruin it (or both). i would say iâm also very hard working and i always put my mind into everything i do, even if itâs for my sake or other peopleâs sake. iâm also very responsible, and thatâs prolly the reason why i get good grades in school, but thereâs no subject that i like so that makes me kinda ambitionless, like i dont know what to do with my futuređđđ. i also think iâm a type of person thatâs afraid to step out of my comfort zone, i think thatâs because i think too little of myself and iâm a coward lol. im also really good at judging people LIKE I MEAN IT, like my intuition is pretty good, but iâm bad at explaining so nobody gets međđđ also i prefer text over call when explaining something or talking about things seriously because then i have time to actuallg think over it. iâm also confident that i could comfort people, because when someone tell me something, i know that they trust me so i always try their best to understand them, put myself in their shoes and give them the comfort that they need (iâm too dedicated because i wish someone would do the same thing to međđđ sometimes i think im too good as a person too). iâm good at talking, just like casual talks tho, so i can make friends easily, but i dont have many close friends because as they get to know me more they will know how twisted i am. even tho im good at talking but im not good at communicating my feelings and what i want, so there are always misunderstandings between me and others, and i always feel hurt, but iâm too afraid to talk about myself.
my hobby. i have a lot of hobbies but i donât have any talent, so i abandon most of them and iâm afraid to commit to any. i like playing sports (i prefer team sport), BUT BUT BUT I LOVE ICE SKATING SO MUCH BECAUSE IT IS SO ARTISTIC, ELEGANT AND YOU CAN FEEL IT. other than that i also like drawing, cooking and baking (i actually very invest in cooking and baking but im just too lazy to wash the dishes later). i also like drawing, but iâm also not patient enough to learn itđ. one thing i am very passionate about is singing, and i actually wanna be a singer đđđ but the job is unrealistic for someone like me, so i also just brush it away⊠i wanât to get into floriography reallyyyyyy bad (definitely not saeran influenced), but i cannot make time đđđ. my fav season is winter, i like to tug into my cozy bed, and i like xmas, this is also the time where u get to spend time with your love ones so i like it alot!! i also love reading and watching (romance related stuff, but i prefer if it is animated lolâŠ), i think they are very comforting for a hopeless romantic like me lmao. i also like listening to music bc it always cheer me up!
my love language. i love to receive words of affirmation and i also like to give my partner words of affirmation. but since iâm not good at talking verbally, i like to express it through letters and gifts (so words of affirmation and gift giving combination?). i can also be very clingy and i love being coddled hehe
my appearance. im kinda chubby but i have been told that i have a pretty face, so im quite happy with my face đ„° (im glad my self confidence got better these days, im still insecure w my body and my side profile a lot, but i will try my best to work on it). my hair is currently red right now, and i have curly hair, like 2b? but it is fluffy so sometimes i hate it a lot because no matter how much i style it it just doesnt stay in place. i have brown eyes, long lashes and squishy cheek (why am i being so descriptive about myself i hate it so much). i also wear glasses ARGHH WHICH MAKES ME LOOK LIKE A NERD and i feel like i look better without glasses because people say i have pretty eyes.
what i want in a partner. i think there are a lot of grey areas in a relationship, so i have a lot of expectations for my partner, but at the same time i donât wanna be double standard đŁ. i have thought over this a lot, and i hope that my partner would be understanding and love me as much as i love him, because trust is important in a relationship and it has to be mutual to keep growing đ it would be nice if my partner could be nice to everyone around him, because i loveee kind people đ„čđ„č. BUT SERIOUSLY THO my ideal type is saeran, he is so kind and loving đđ and there is just something about him that makes me want to love him and pamper him for the rest of my life đ«
I match you with...
Saeran.
You sound like you have a lot of passion and zest for life. Sometimes, you're not sure if you want to come into something because you want it to be right the first time, even though it takes time to learn how to do something the right way. Frankly, there is no right or wrong way to do a hobby, as long as you're not putting your body in harm's way, so you should try to enjoy doing what makes you happy even if you're not the best at it.
Having a hobby isn't something you should do because you want to be the best, it's something you should do because it's fun. It might be easier for you to try something with someone you love. That's the case for Saeran, too, you know? He doesn't want to try everything by himself, and at the same time, he wants to try everything. He wants to have the experience of knowing that he can do something without being afraid of there being a target on his back... and he wants to get those moments under his belt with you.
Even if you're just standing by his side while he does something, or vice versa.
That feels like home.
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Thank u for the tag @schumi-nadal sorry it took me quite a few days to answerđ love u bae <3
ARE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?: uhhh..no, not anyone that I know of.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: a few minutes ago because. School. Life. sigh.
DO YOU HAVE KIDS?: I do. 11 actually. They're this little furry gremlin baby devilspawns that likes to bite my fingers and meows for food like I starved them for 365 days.
WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY/HAVE YOU PLAYED?: I dont play sports right now but i am in a very badminton loving family so I can play for a few minutes tops in badminton, and because of my height (in my country is quite tall) i was told to play netball so. yeah.
DO YOU USE SARCASM?: nope. definitely not.
WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?: uh...idk..probably anywhere on the face? like..their faces. If they're wearing a mask, or have big eyes. probably the face part.
WHAT'S YOUR EYE COLOUR?: dark brown
SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?: I love scary movies but I'm scared of scary movies...but I'm still going with scary movies. I like my endings sad and heart wrenching.
ANY TALENTS?: uh..no? Idk..I like to think that I can do art stuff but eh. maybe not.
WHERE WERE YOU BORN?: in this horrible small tiny country in the island of Borneo.
WHAT ARE YOUR HOBBIES?: writing, definitely. And drawing too.
DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?: yep, cats. Used to have birds but not anymore. Also the huge monitor lizard in my backyard probably counts as a pet as well.
HOW TALL ARE YOU?: 160-161 ish
FAVOURITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL?: English, and now that I look back at it I really enjoy Art too. I miss Art.
DREAM JOB?: something with space stuff, like astronaut, aerospace engineer or theoretical physicist. But I suck at sciences and my life is ruined already so idk I just want a good paying job.
Too tired to tag anyone so if any of u sees this and wants to do it then feel free to do it. u can use my name as the proof that u were tagged I don't mind :))
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how are you enjoying TotK's story so far?
on the dragons tears side i only have 3, 4, 5, 6, and 10 so by no means the complete picture, but unfortunately i have been spoiled for the end of it, i think? ive also only completed the rito regional disturbance quest. ill talk abt what i think so far below the cut
from what ive seen of it, the story is interesting. i dont particularly like time shenanigans stories, more often than not they enable lazy character/writing decisions, create plot holes, and wander around too much to have coherent themes. when time travel comes up in stories i always feel like there needs to be a justification, some lesson or reason that is realized for why it needed to happen. so u can imagine that my experience with the dragons tears so far has been waiting for that justification moment, which i think i already have?
apparently zelda turns into a dragon. tear 5 talks about draconification and how people lose themselves, and ive seen fanart and dragon zelda's actual model in-game flying around the eldin archipelago (made me pretty emotional, though i do suspect any significant reaction i might have with this has been ruined by being spoiled). this is where the story is treading ice for me, and im being super careful to avoid the leadup to the whole dragon thing. because if its a situation where zelda is forced into it, theres no other way and she HAS to do this or else the world explodes or whatever, then i dont think ill be super fond. itll feel like a rehash of what happened during the calamity in botw, where zelda is forced into holding it back for 100 years until link heals. i dont like it when stories have good arcs (in this case, zelda's) but just retread it because theres a sequel and it doesnt know how to further develop the character.
on the other hand, if zelda chooses to make this decision with her own autonomy and reasons, like thinks about it, then i think this writing decision could work as a way of showing how much she's grown when placed in that similar situation she was in during the calamity. zeldas arc is all about love and connection, whether that be with link or her other friends, including love for herself. all i ask for is that the dragons tears story builds upon this instead of just redoing botw but worse
on the rito side of things, i thought it was fun. tulin is a fun little dude. i think its fascinating how hes positioned at the beginning as seeming arrogant and uncooperative, but grows to realize that he needs to rely on others to do the things he wants. hes almost a character foil of revali in that way. the wind powers being revealed as a sage thing is also interesting. obviously i and many other players have made a connection between tulins wind gust (i like to call it tulins tornado c:) and revalis gale, and we know teba isnt related in any way to revali like the rest of them are to the champions. so it does feel like a little extra W from beyond the grave on revali's end. turns out he really did bootstraps his way into rediscovering lost magic. TLDR; i love tulin to bits, even if i wish teba got a tad more screen time. who knows, maybe he'll show up more later.
i would try commenting on the events of the actual game and how they effect link, because link's arc (which happens during the actual game, which i guess the player guides him on) is really important to botw, and i assume it'll be structured similarly here. but obviously im not done with the game so theres not much for me to talk about. i will say that, god. link must be feeling like SHIT. i know when i went to hateno and saw he and zelda lived together, then saw that all the kids in the school loved her enough to draw pictures, i got really choked up. i know i said any significant reaction to the "zelda is a dragon" story beat ill have will be muted by being spoiled beforehand, but depends on how its actually revealed/how link reacts i might still take it like a little baby
so yeah. those are my thoughts
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althea what ARE your hobbies and interests that you don't hide from everyone
ALTHEA: (âč|3 OMG YUO AGAIN HI â:D)
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ALTHEA: (âč|3 ONE SEC!!!)
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ALTHEA: âč|3 THERE we go!!!!!
ALTHEA: âč|3 Phew!!!
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ALTHEA: âč|3 THANK YOU!!!!!!!!
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ALTHEA: âč|3 WELL!!!!!!!
ALTHEA: âč|3 I like frog hunting!!!!
ALTHEA: âč|3 Generaltly speaking I love hodling little guys â:) Im in a swmap righ tnow and theres SO MANY GUYS you would not BELEIVE
ALTHEA: âč|3 And gheyre not all little!!! Theresd soooooo many bugs an dspiders and forgs and really cool birds and turbles ans snakes and cute litl fishies and crocogators
ALTHEA: âč|3 They dont all like beifn held but thats ok!!! I can appreixtae them from a ditsance!!
ALTHEA: âč|3 But sometimes i think they woukd love to be held but they are too big â:( But that usuallt means theyre pettable!!!
ALTHEA: âč|3 Pattable?? Petpat.......
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ALTHEA: âč|3 Ans sometimes they dotn like being held or peatted but theyr MORE than happy to try snd shove u in their chomphole
ALTHEA: âč|3 Like that guy just now â:) He was very nice ans helpful when I asked!!! A real hop-up gentlemn
ALTHEA: âč|3 Other hobbies n interestes uhhhh
ALTHEA: âč|3 I like goin really fast ridinf on my lususz back!!! Anddd climbign things and participatifj in weather and cooking wirh whatever i have around
ALTHEA: âč|3 I like umm drawing sometines but im not very good andd also swimmifn sometiimes and OH
ALTHEA: âč|3 I like visiting my best friends!!!!!!!
ALTHEA: âč|3 Reâ wait can I say thier names
ALTHEA: âč|3 Uhhmmm
ALTHEA: âč|3 Best friend 1 adn best friend A!! Theyrbe both the best
ALTHEA: âč|3 I like visitjng them and hanfing out and talking in oerson or over text and sometimes they even let me show fhem cool stuff !! Well Aesiâ bestfriend A goes with me a lot when im with her but I hsve a harder time convincing best frend 1
ALTHEA: âč|3 I like dxploring a lot â:) The world is so cool!! Andbthe parts of it that trolsl dont usually go to are so full of the most interestijg creachers and old ruins and environemnts and ahhhhh mannnn itsjust so cool
ALTHEA: âč|3 Can you see anyvof this??
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ALTHEA: âč|3 ..I wish I coukd show u â:( its the prettiest things
ALTHEA: âč|3 .....
ALTHEA: âč|3 Augkjh I hsould go my husk is dying â:[
ALTHEA: âč|3 But rhsnk u for asking me!! Stay warm!! And have a good mornign!!!
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see i think about what ppl mean when they say "evil" and then i look at republicans talking about how children should go hungry cuz their parents need to work harder, and how queer ppl r all groomer pedos from the mouth of friend of epstein trump, and how oil billionaires should actually be able to set the planet on fire literally just for their bank accounts sake, and at restricting abortion while doing nothing to help ppl who wanna keep their kids, and the child marriage laws they defend, and all the other heinous shit they wanna do and openly talk about wanting to do. and i look at their motivations for doing it and its time and again power, control over others, and usually money. and i think when u look at all of that and then u think about how ppl use the term "evil" and if it can't be applied to them, then who can it be applied to?
now im a moral antirealist, i dont think right and wrong are set in stone in the universe, its an intersubjective game. theres nothing objectively wrong with ruining the world for profit, its only wrong cuz most everyone agrees its wrong and cuz it goes against my ungrounded and ungroundable basic axioms of freedom and equity, but its not objectively wrong cuz morality isnt a game of objectivity. so given that i don't actually believe that "good" and "evil" really exist, it becomes a shorthand that references that intersubjectivity. i don't call them evil ontologically, but descriptively. they weave evil into the world through their actions. and there's lots of times in which the motivations or inner psychology or whatever else matters when doing analysis. but there's also lots of times where it's sufficient to descriptively say "they're evil" cuz they're doing evil.
they can stop, evil isn't written into ur genetics, but as long as they continue to try their absolute hardest to make the world as worse a place for everybody as they can possibly manage, it will always be easier to call them evil. as i said, sometimes ur analysis calls for a little more nuance, but its pretty incredible how often you lose nothing by doing the informed simplicity.
so i ask u, if we can't call republicans evil, who can we? is it like... hitler and only hitler? or do u just not like the use of the word evil at all? which would be a fair position, albeit one that i don't respect. as long as ppl care about the terminology of good and evil, its a rhetorical tool to be used by those of us who don't actually buy the premise of the good vs evil dichotomy. if u think calling republicans evil is rhetorically ineffective, again, a fair position, but not one id agree with. i think its phenomenal for drawing into clarity the utter absurdity and anti-life basis of literally all conservative politics. (also i don't morally judge them for their evil cuz they were groomed into it, they're as much victims of the abuse as they are perpetuators of it)
tldr; i agree the concept of an "evil person" doesn't exist, but so long as we're in a paradigm of using the language of morality, im not gonna hamstring my rhetorical efficacy by not calling heinous shit evil. i don't think u gain anything politically by avoiding it, cuz the christian right isn't gonna stop calling us evil groomer pedos. also, to a very large degree, i don't care about political efficacy because what i write on tumblr is for me to express my feelings (sometimes that takes the form of hate towards evil things), and in my day to day life i don't talk to anyone, much less about politics, who isn't already mostly in agreement with me. there's many talented ppl out there who're great at reaching the other side, but that's not me and i don't try to be that. i like nuance when i think it's deserved or needed, but the republican party does not deserve my nuance in this respect. they're evil, and i'm not gonna stop saying it until it stops being tru
Some peopleâs political opinions can really just be boiled down to âcan anybody tell me who the good guys and the bad guys areâ
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